A nervous headache, that confined
me to my bed for several days, succeeded the degrading
and exciting scene through which I had passed, and,
as Mrs. Clayton had at the same time one of her prostrating
neuralgic attacks, the services of Dinah were in active
requisition. During my own peculiar phase of
suffering, the small racket of Ernie, unnoticed in
hours of health, grated painfully on my ear, and I
caught eagerly at the proposition of the negress to
take him down-stairs for a walk and hours of play
in the sunshine, privileges he did not very often
obtain in these latter days.
I was much the better for having lain
silently for a time, when he returned with his hands
filled with flowers, his lips smelling of peppermint-drops,
and his eyes, always his finest feature, dancing with
delight.
He had seen Ady, he told me, with
eagerness, and she had kissed him, and tied a string
of beads about his neck red ones which
he displayed; and “Ady had a comb in her head,
and her toof was broke” touching one
of his own front teeth lightly, so that I knew he
was not pointing out any deficiency in the afore-mentioned
comb. From this description, vague as it was,
I identified Ada Greene as the person intended to be
described; for I too had observed the imperfection
he made a point of a broken tooth, impairing
the beauty of otherwise faultless ones.
“And who gave you the flowers,
Ernie?” I asked, receiving them from his generous
hands as I spoke, and raising the white roses to my
nostrils to inhale their delicate breath. “Did
Ady give you these?”
“No Angy!” he answered, solemnly.
“Tell me about Angy, Ernie had she
wings?”
“No wings! Poor Angy could
not fly. She was walking in the garden with Adam
and Eve, with their clothes on,” he said, earnestly.
“Mr. and Mrs. Claude Bainrothe,
no doubt,” I thought, smiling at the strange
mixture of the real and the ideal the plates
of the old Bible evidently supplied the latter, from
which many of his impressions were derived and
the practical pair in question the former, quietly
perambulating together.
But “Angy!” Could I doubt
for one moment to whom he applied that celestial title?
The face of one of the angels in the transfiguration
did, indeed, resemble Mabel’s. I had often
remarked and pondered over it.
“Tell me about Angy, Ernie,”
I entreated. “O Heaven! to think her hands
have touched these flowers her sweet face
bent above him! Darling, darling! to be divided
and yet so near! It breaks my heart!” and
tears flowed freely while he tried to describe the
vision that had so impressed him, in his earnest way.
“Poor Angy got no wings,”
he began again; “bu hair, and bu eyes, and bu
dress” every thing he admired was
blue “and she kissed Ernie and gave
him peppermint-drops. Then Adam and Eve laughed
just so” grinning wonderfully “and
said, ‘Go home, bad, ugly child, with a back
on!’ Then Angy pulled flowers and gave Ernie!”
“It is only the little gal next
door I means de young lady ob de
’stablishment, wat de poor, foolish, humped-shouldered
baby talking about,” Dinah explained. “He
calls her ‘Angy,’ I s’pose, ’cause
she’s so purty like; and you tells him ’bout
dem hebbenly kine of people, so de say, mos’
ebbery night. Does you think dar is such
tings, sure enough, Mirry?”
“Certainly, Dinah the
Bible tells us so; but what is the name of the pretty
little girl of whom you speak? Tell me, if you
know” and I laid my hand upon her
arm and whispered this inquiry, waiting impatiently
for a confirmation of my almost certainty. For,
that my darling was Ernie’s Angy, I could
not doubt, and the thought moved me to tremulous emotion.
“Dar, now: you is going
to hab one ob dem bad turns agin I
sees it in your eyes. You see,” dropping
her voice for a moment, “I darsn’t dar
to speak out plain and ’bove-board heah, as
if I was at home in Georgy! Ebbery ting is wat
dey calls a mist’ry’ hereabouts; an’
I has bin notified not to tell ob no secret doins
ob deirn to any airthly creeter, onless I wants
to be smacked into jail an’ guv up to my wrong
owners. My own folks went down on de ‘Scewsko;’
an’ I means to wait till I see how dat ’state’s
gwine to be settled up afore I pursents myself as ’mong
de live ones. We is all published as dead, you
sees, honey, an’ it would be no lie to preach,
our funeral, or eben put up our foot-board.
He he he! I wonder wat my
ole man’ll say ef he ebber sees me comin’
back agin wid a bag full ob money? I guess
it’ll skeer de ole creeter out ob
a year’s growfe; but dis is de trufe!
Ef Miss Polly Allen gits de ‘state (she was
my mistis’s born full-sister, an’ a mity
fine ole maid, I tells you, chile!),
wy, den Sabra’ll be found to be no ghose; fur
it’s easier to lib wid good wite folks Souf
dan Norf. We hab our own housen dar,
an’ pigs, an’ poultry, an’ taturs,
an’ a heap besides, an’ time to come an’
go, an’ doctors wen we’s sick, an’
our own preachin’, an’ de banjo an’
bones to dance by, an’ de best ob funeral
‘casions an’ weddin’s bofe,
an’ no cole wedder, an’ nuffin to do but
set by de light wood-fiah an’ smoke a pipe wen
we gits past work; an’ we chooses our own time
to lay by some sooner, some later, ‘cordin’
as de jints holes out. But here it is work work work all
de time; good pay, but no holiday, no yams, no possum-meat,
an’ mity mean colored siety!”
“But what has all this to do
with the name of the little girl next door? Whisper
that, and tell me the rest afterward.”
“But, if Master Jack Dillard
gits de ’state,” she proceeded, as though
she had not heard my eager question, “wy, den
Sabra Smif am as dead as a door-nail from dis
time to de day ob judgment, an’ de
ole man’ll have to git anoder ’fectionate
companion. I’se mity sorry for de poor ole
soul, but I a’n’t gwine to put myself
in Jack Dillard’s claws, not ef I knows myself.
He’s one ob dem young wite sort wat
lubs de card-table, an’ don’t scriminate
atween ole an’ young folks. You see,
he’s my masta’s nevy for de
ole folks had no chillun but Miss May Jane,
an’ she’s bin dead dis fifteen yeer,
and bofe her chilluns dun follered her to de
grabe, so dere is only Miss Polly Ann lef, and ”
Here Mrs. Clayton groaned audibly,
and, calling Dinah to her aid, broke up the tete-a-tete
if such might justly have been called our interview.
It was not very long, however, before Dinah returned
to my bedside, by Mrs. Clayton’s directions,
to offer to comb out my hair, which was tangled beyond
my skill to thread in my prostrate condition.
Yet, to make an effort so far as to rise and have this
done, I knew would be of benefit to me.
We were sitting by the toilet, while
the process of untangling my massive length of locks
was going on, and the upper drawer thereof was half
open, thus affording me a glimpse of its contents.
Among these was my silent watch with its chain of
gold, its pencil and seal attached. I wore it
usually (though useless now in its silent condition the
mainspring was broken) from habit and for safe keeping,
but had laid it there when I staggered to my bed,
ill and weak after my terrible interview with Mr.
Bainrothe.
It caught the eye of Dinah and stirred
her master-passion, avarice, and she began to question
me, I soon saw, with a view of getting it in her own
possession. The selfishness of the old negress
had struck me on the raft as something rare even in
one of her shallow race, and my conviction of her
cowardice and coldness prevented me from taking advantage
of her cupidity, as I might have done otherwise.
She was fully capable, I felt convinced,
of accepting my watch as a bribe, and failing afterward
to come up to her bargain. Yet, dear as it was
to me from association of ideas, I should not have
weighed it an instant against the merest probability
of escape. I knew if I could gain an hour upon
my pursuers, I should be safe in the house of Dr.
Pemberton, or even in that of Dr. Craig, another friend
of my father’s. I was comparatively at
home anywhere in the city of my nativity, acquainted
as I was with its streets and people, and I fully determined,
when I found Sabra’s avarice excited, to offer
her as a reward this golden treasure, should she first
place me in circumstances to gain my freedom.
“Dey calls you pore, honey,”
she said softly, “but wen I sees dat bright
gole watch and chain I knows better. Now I reckon
dey would bring enough bright silver dollars at a
juglar’s shop to buy my ole man twice over
agin! He is but porely, and our chilluns is all
dead and gone, anyway, all but one, way down in New
Orleans, an’ ef I could git his free papers
he might come here and jine his wife in freedom, even
if Massa Jack Dillard did heir masta’s estate.
How much would dat watch and chain be worth, honey?”
“Two or three hundred dollars,
I suppose, I don’t know exactly; but certainly
enough to buy your old man at Southerners’ value
set upon aged negroes; but whether it be or not ”
An apparition, of which I fortunately
caught the reflection in the glass before me, cut
short the promise that hovered on my lips. It
was that of Mrs. Clayton, in her bed-gown and swathed
in flannel, peering, peeping, listening at the door
of her chamber, as unlovely a vision, certainly, as
ever broke up an entretien or dissolved a delusion.
I maintained my self-possession, though
my agitation was extreme (the crisis had seemed so
favorable!), while she limped forward and accosted
me civilly, with a demand as peremptory as a highwayman’s
for my watch and chain, of which I took no notice.
“I should be doing you great
injustice in your condition,” she added, coolly,
“to let you sell your watch, even to benefit
Dinah and her old man, benevolent as is your motive;
so I must take possession of it, or send for Dr. Englehart
to do so, whichever you prefer.”
“The watch is there,”
I said, rising haughtily, with my still unadjusted
hair falling about me. “It was my father’s
and is precious to me far beyond its intrinsic value;
and I shall hold you accountable for it some day.
Take it at once, though, rather than recall the person
before me with whose presence you menace me.
Keep it yourself, however; I would rather deal with
you than the others, false as you have shown yourself
to every promise.”
“I wish you would be reasonable,”
she said, “and do what your friends ask of you.
This confinement is wearing us both out; it will be
the death of me, and you will be to blame.”
“The sooner the better,” I rejoined, heartlessly.
“Ah, Miss Monfort, you have
no better friend than I am, perhaps, but you are ungrateful.”
“I hope not; but some things
of late have shaken, I confess, what little faith
I had in you; this confiscation of my property is one
of them.”
“You know why this is done;
I need not explain, but I shall trust you fearlessly
in Dinah’s society in future. I believe
you have no other treasure to bribe her with,”
and, smiling in her sardonic way, she turned and limped
to her bedroom, which it had cost her so great an
effort to leave. Her groans and moans during the
remainder of the evening were piteous, and Dinah could
do nothing to comfort her. A sudden determination
possessed me. My own system recuperated rapidly,
and after a nervous headache I was always conscious
of renewed vital power and of keener sensations.
I would try the experiment once more hazarded
under circumstances so different that it made me tremulous
but to think of the vast abyss between my now
and then and essay, to magnetize Mrs. Clayton.
She could not sleep naturally, and
she feared evidently to avail herself of opiates,
lest in her heavy slumber, perhaps, I should escape.
In her normal condition this seemed impossible, for
she slept habitually as lightly as a cat, or bird
upon its perch, yet lying, and with her key beneath
her head (never dreaming of other outlet) she felt
at ease. I had already learned that since her
illness there were additional precautions taken to
insure my safety, and, as she had alleged, her own
fidelity.
The Dragon was watched in turn by
a Cerberus no other than the long-trusted
colored coachman of Basil Bainrothe, of whom mention
has been made far back in these pages.
Thus secure and secured, Mrs. Clayton
might have surrendered herself to slumber with all
serenity, one would suppose, had it not absolutely
refused to visit her eyelids, and the suggestion of
an opiate, on my part, was received for some reason
in dumb derision.
I went to her at last, and said:
“Mrs. Clayton, I hear you groaning grievously,
and I fancy I could relieve you. The laying on
of hands is a sort of gift of mine; let me try by
such means to ease your pain.”
“Thank you, Miss Monfort,”
very dryly, “you are very kind, indeed, but I
don’t think you can relieve me. I have excruciating
neuralgia in my eyebones and temples, and my hands
are cramped again. Dinah has been rubbing, without
bettering them, for the last half hour.”
“Let me try,” and, without
farther parley, I sat down to my self-appointed, loathed,
and detested task, first quietly dismissing Dinah
to the next room, where Ernie was eating his supper,
and I knew would soon be wanting to be put to bed.
We changed places for a time, and it was not long
before Mrs. Clayton pronounced the pain in her eyes
“almost gone.” The experiment was
a desperate one, and I bore to it all the powers of
my organization mental and physical and
had the satisfaction in less than an hour to see her
sleeping profoundly. She had been failing fast
under her painful vigils, and I knew that a few hours
of refreshing sleep would be worth to her more than
all the drugs in the Pharmacopoeia. Now came
the test which was to make this slumber worth nothing
or every thing to me. If she could be awakened
from it without my coincidence, it would prove, perhaps,
only a snare to my feet, but if her waking depended
on my will, then might I indeed hope to baffle my
Dragon, and, as far as she was concerned, make sure
of my escape. I willed then earnestly that she
should sleep until twelve o’clock; and at ten,
when Dinah became impatient to retire, I gave her
permission, in order to gain egress to try and arouse
Mrs. Clayton.
In consequence of this immurement
of our servant, I had remained supperless beyond
the crusts of bread left by Ernie and some cold tea
in Mrs. Clayton’s teapot, of which I partook
with an appetite born of exhaustion. Those who
have undertaken this “laying on of hands,”
for the purpose of soothing pain, will comprehend
what the succeeding sensation of nerveless prostration
is those only and give me their
sympathy.
From her errand to arouse our sleeper
in quest of the key, of course Dinah returned disconsolate.
Greatly to my satisfaction, she stated that it was
“out ob de question to try to
git her eyes open. Why honey,” she pursued,
“ef I didn’t know what a steady-goin’
Christian creetur she was, I moût suppose
she had bin ‘bibin’ of whisky or peach-brandy dat’s
de sleepiest stuff goin’, chile; but I does
believe she has the fallin’ fits, caze, even
wen I pulled open one corner of her eyes, dey was
rolled clean back in her head. Mebbe she’s
dyin’, chile, an’ ef she is but
no!” she muttered, “dat ole creetur
down-stairs nebber leaves dem back-doors open
one minute, you had better believe, even ef he happens
to turn his back a spell, an’ it would be no
use tryin’ to git out ob de ‘stablishment
dat way, but I knows whar she keeps her key, an’
I kin go to bed myself if you say so, an’ you
kin lock de do’ inside, an’ lay de key
back undernefe her pillow: you see dar’s
a bolt outside, too, honey, an’ I means to draw
dat after me, as ole Caleb always does ob
nights wen he goes to bed.”
Chuckling low at the manifest disappointment
in my face, she disappeared, to return almost instantly.
“I thought she must be possumin’,”
she said, “but I know she is as fas’
asleep now as de bar’ in de hollow ob a
tree in cole wedder, for she made no ‘sistance
like wen I grabbed de key from undernefe her head,
an’ here it is, chile, an’ ef you
wants to try your ’speriment you kin, but I
spec you’d better wait a spell,” and she
looked cunningly at me; “dere’s traps
everywhar in dese woods!”
It occurred to me as well that Mrs.
Clayton might be feigning slumber, having penetrated
my design of lulling and soothing her fitful spirit
to rest; and feeling, as I did, an utter want of confidence
in Sabra, not only as free agent but as watched attendant,
I determined as far as in me lay to disarm suspicion
by duplicity. So I lifted up my voice in testimony
of deceit, and declared my weariness of bondage to
be such that I had determined to embrace Mr. Bainrothe’s
conditions, and that in a few days I should be free
again without assistance.
“So take the key, Dinah,”
I said, after observing it closely, and perceiving
that it was several sizes larger than that I had made,
as clumsy as that was, and, therefore, could be of
no use to me. “Let yourself out, and bolt
the door behind you, and Mrs. Clayton shall see that
I will take no mean advantage of her slumbers.”
This arrangement having been carried
with speedy effect, I returned to my own chamber after
a close scrutiny of Mrs. Clayton’s condition,
and employed myself at once in running my penknife
around the door concealed by my bed-head, and thus
loosening the paper, pasted on cotton cloth, that
covered it, from that of the wall, with which it was
connected so intimately as to make the whole surface
within the chamber seem to form one partition.
Long before this I had cut that which
surrounded the lock, so that it lay like a flap, over
it, fastened down lightly, however, with gum-arabic
(part of Ernie’s draught for a catarrh), so as
to baffle slight inspection. My heart beat wildly
as, after having effected this preliminary step, I
cautiously unlocked the door, which, for aught I knew,
might be, like that of Mrs. Clayton’s closet,
bolted without, so as to frustrate all my efforts.
It opened outwardly, and could have been readily so
secured.
In the great providence of God, it
was not bolted. I sank on my knees, weak and
prayerful, I remember, as the door swung slightly back,
revealing the platform beyond, and the short stair
that led from it up to the second story. The
hinges creaked a little, and these I hastened to oil;
then closing and relocking the door softly, I crept
(without pushing my bedstead back again the few inches
I had wheeled it forward) to look once more upon the
sleeping face of Mrs. Clayton.
It was still calm and unconscious.
Ernie, too, slumbered peacefully. Every thing
seemed propitious to my purpose. I threw on hastily
the famous, flimsy black silk and mantle that had
been prepared for me on shipboard, tied a dark veil
over my head, and, with no other precaution, went
forth, as I hoped, to freedom.
My heart seemed to suspend its action
as, cautiously unlocking and opening the door, I stepped
forth on the platform. It will be remembered
that I knew the topography of the lower part of the
house of old thoroughly.
I had been entertained there with
my father more than once, when, as heiress of my mother’s
great estate, I had commanded the reverence of my
hosts, and the situation of parlors, study, and dining-room,
was perfectly familiar to me.
It was what in those days was called
a single house, though a spacious-enough mansion;
that is, all the rooms, with one exception, were placed
either on the same side of the wide hall of entrance,
or behind it in the ell. The study alone formed
a small lateral projection on the other hand.
The door of this apartment opened at the foot of that-stair,
on the upper platform of which I now stood trembling,
weighing my fate by a hair. I had left the door
ajar through which I had crept quietly, so that, in
case of failure, I might have a chance of retreat
before discovery should be made. It was well,
perhaps, that I did so on this occasion, for otherwise
I should scarcely have had nerve enough to avoid the
sure and speedy detection which must have followed
the slightest delay or noise made in returning.
I lingered to reconnoitre some minutes
on the platform before I ventured to commence the
wary descent of the broad, carpeted stairway.
I had convinced myself that the second story was empty,
though a lighted lamp swung in the upper entry, as
well as in that below, throwing a flood of radiance
on the scene with which I would fain have dispensed.
I heard the sound of voices from the
closed parlors, and saw reposing on the rack before
me several hats and canes, indicative of visitors.
From the study, however, there fortunately came no
murmur, and I found that it was dark. The front-door
stood invitingly open; I could see the opposite lamp-post
without, and I had made up my mind to dart on and
downward, and reach at a bound the pavement, when the
door of the first parlor was suddenly thrown back,
and left so, by a servant coming out with a tray of
wines and fruits which he had been evidently handing,
and I had just time to shrink into shadow, favored
in my wish for concealment by the black dress and
veil I wore, when a once familiar form appeared in
the door-way of the front hall, which I recognized
at a glance as that of Gregory. Closing the door
firmly after him, he prepared to divest himself of
hat and cape in the hall, without a look in my direction.
After the completion of which process he entered the
parlor by the nearest door, setting that also wide
open as he did so, with some exclamation about the
heat of the apartment, which seemed to meet with acquiescence
from the powers within.
I caught a panoramic view of that
interior before I fled swiftly, noiselessly, hopelessly,
back to my cage again, having lost my only chance
of escape by that fatal delay of five minutes on the
platform. I should have been out and away on
the wings of the wind ere Gregory entered the inclosure
before the house, had I not hesitated. Yet, after
all, perhaps, I miscalculated. What if I had met
him face to face been seized and dragged
back again to captivity! Perchance it was better
as it was. Time would develop and determine this;
but, in the interval, how woful was my disappointment!
I had time to get to bed again, and
in some degree recover my composure; indeed, I had
been in bed an hour when the clock in the dining-room
beneath me, which, since the evident occupancy of that
long-deserted hall, had been wound and put in running
order, struck twelve, with its deep-mouthed, melodramatic
tones, and at the very moment I heard sounds indicative
of the resurrection of the mesmeric sleeper.
She was evidently startled in some
way on finding herself awake again, or perhaps from
having fallen so soundly asleep in hands like mine,
for she called aloud first for “Dinah,”
then, repeatedly, on “Miriam,” both without
effect. In a few moments after these appeals had
died away she came in person, as I knew she would,
to reconnoitre.
The bedstead had been pushed carefully
and noiselessly back again on its grooved castors
against the door, from the lock of which the wooden
key had been removed, rewashed in oil, and hidden
away in that hollow aperture in the bedstead, which
formed a perfect box, by the skillful readjustment
of one loosened compartment of the veneering of the
massive post.
She shook me slightly, and I rose
in my bed with a start and shudder, admirably simulated,
I fancied, and which completely deceived her evidently.
“I am sorry to have startled you so,” she
said, hurriedly, “but where is Dinah, Miss Monfort,
and how did she get out?”
“I really cannot inform you
where she is,” I answered, petulantly. “I
scarcely think it was worth while to disturb me for
the sake of asking me a question you must have known
my inability to answer.”
“But how did she get out, Miss Harz?”
“By means of the key under your
head, which you will find in the lock, no doubt, where
it was left. She promised me, insolently enough,
to bolt the door outside to prevent egress, and I,
to prevent ingress, locked it within.”
“So she assured you we were
both prisoners by night, did she? Well, I am
glad you have proof at last of what I told you.”
“I have no proof; but, as I
have made up my mind to come to terms of some kind
very soon, I thought it useless to investigate.
Do you feel better for my laying on of hands?
You seem refreshed.”
“Yes, greatly better; a good
sleep was what I needed, and I fell into a doze while
you were beside the bed, I believe. I have heard
of magnetism before as a means of relief for pain;
now I am convinced of its efficacy.”
“Magnetism! You don’t
think it amounts to that, do you? You flatter
me;” and I laughed.
“I do, indeed, and I am sure
I am much obliged to you, Miss Monfort; though, for
that matter, you can never say, even when you come
to your own again which you will now do
shortly that I have not been considerate
and attentive to you while in confinement.”
“You need not be afraid of any
complaint as far as you are concerned. I think
I comprehend you and your motives by this time.
Let there be peace between us from this hour.”
And I extended my hand to her, which, very unexpectedly
to me, she seized and kissed a proceeding
deprecated loathingly. “I assure you,”
I added, laughingly, “I would rather even marry
Englehart than continue here.”
“Then you will marry Mr. Gregory?”
“I do not know either
that or die, I suppose whichever God pleases.
I am weary of being a prisoner weary of
you, of every thing about me. All that I cared
for is lost to me, and I might as well surrender, I
suppose; not at discretion, however!”
She turned from me silently, and sought
her couch again; but I felt instinctively that she
slept no more; and so we lay, silently watching one
another, until morning. I dared not renew my efforts
to escape, at all events, in the night-time, when
I knew the house was locked, and watched without,
as well as within for this was the old habit
of the square.
One two three four
o’clock came, and passed, and were reported by
the deep-tongued clock in the room beneath me, before
I slept, and then I dreamed a vision so vivid, that
I wakened from it excited exhausted as
though its frightful figments had been stern realities.
I thought that the noble dog Ossian
came to me again and laid the double-footed key upon
my lap, as he had done at Beauseincourt staining
my white dress with blood, not mud, this time, and
that Colonel La Vigne struck it furiously to the floor,
and handed me instead the wooden one I had carved,
with the words of the proverb:
“The opportunity lost is like
the arrow sped: it comes no more. Your wooden
key will fail you next time, as it has failed you this,
and you will be baffled baffled as
you tried to baffle me! Miriam, unseen I pursue
you!”
Then he laughed horribly, and faded
in the gray dawn, to which I awoke, covered with cold
dew, and trembling in every limb. Had he been
there, indeed, in spiritual presence? Was it
his hand that had left that band about my brow that
surging in my brain that weight upon my
heart? O God! had I indeed become the sport of
fiends? At last I wept, and in my tears found
sullen comfort. The image so often caviled at
as false in Hamlet came to me then as the readiest
interpretation of what I suffered, and thus proved
its own fidelity and truth. “A sea of sorrow”
did indeed seem to roll above me, against which I felt
the vanity of “taking arms.”
My destruction was decreed, and I
had nothing to do but suffer and submit!
All the persecution I had sustained
since my father’s death, at the hands of Evelyn
and Basil Bainrothe all my wrongs, beginning
at the heart-betrayal of Claude, and ending with the
immurement I was suffering now at the hands of his
father all my strange life at Beauseincourt,
with its episode of horror, its one reality of perfect
happiness too fair to last, its singular revelations,
its warm and deep attachments, my fearful and nightmare-like
experience on the burning ship, the level raft, with
the green wares curling above it, the rescue, the snare
into which I had inevitably fallen, the Inquisition-walls
closing around me all were there in one
vivid and overwhelming mental summary!
I think if ever madness came near
me in my life, it came that night, so crushing, so
terrific was this weight which, Sysiphus-like, memory
was rolling to the summit of the present moment, to
fall back again by the power of its own weight to
the valley below the valley of despair–
and destroy all that it encountered or found beneath
it. Yet, by the time the sun was up, my eyes
were sealed again in slumber.
Before I close this chapter, it will
be as well to describe the tableau I had caught sight
of through the open parlor-door when I tempted my
fate and failed.
Standing close in the shadow, so that,
even if directed toward me unconsciously, the glance
of those within, I knew, could not penetrate the mystery
of my presence, I scanned with a sad derision, the
scene before me. With a glance I received the
impression that it required moments to convey in narrative.
On the hearth-rug, with his back to
the fire, his legs apart, his coat-skirts parted behind
him, stood Basil Bainrothe, monarch of all he surveyed,
with extended hand, evidently demonstrating some axiom
to the two visitors ensconced on the sofa near him,
who, with the exception of their booted feet, and
the straps of their pantaloons, were beyond my angle
of vision. On the opposite side of the chimney
from these inscrutable guests sat two ladies, elaborately
dressed and rouged, in whom I recognized at a glance
Evelyn Erle and Mrs. Raymond. Just before I vanished,
Claude Bainrothe, courteous in manner and elegant in
exterior, approached them from the other parlor, in
time to witness the entree of Gregory, to which
I have referred, and to salute him cordially.
That these were all confederates I could not doubt,
and prepared to aid each other. How could I know
that one pair of those evident feet belonged to the
invisible body of a man who was one of the few whom
I could have called to my defense from the ends of
the earth, had choice of champions been afforded me?
It was not until long afterward that I ascertained
beyond a doubt that Major Favraud had formed one of
that company on the occasion of my fatal failure.
Had I dreamed of his presence, I should fearlessly
have entered the parlor, and thrown myself on his
brotherly protection, secure of his best efforts to
rescue me, even though his own heart’s blood
had been the sacrifice.
Alas! should I ever find another dart
like that, never to be recalled, to launch in the
right direction, and fix quivering in the eye of the
target? God alone could know.