During these last days of my captivity,
Mrs. Clayton was truly a piteous sight to see swathed
in flannel and helpless as an infant, yet still perversely
vigilant as she had been in her hours of health, and
determined on the subject of opiates as before.
I sometimes think she feared to place herself wholly
in my hands, as she must have been under the influence
of a powerful anodyne, and that, in spite of her professions
of confidence, and even affection, she feared me as
her foe. God knows that, had it been to save
my own life, I would not have harmed one hair of her
viperish head, as flat on top as if the stone of the
Indian had been bound upon its crown from babyhood,
yet full of brains to bursting around the base of
the skull.
It was necessary for Dinah to be in
constant attendance on my Argus, and even to feed
her, so helpless were her hands, with the mucilages
which now formed her principal diet, by the order
of some celebrated physician who wrote his prescriptions
without seeing his patient, after the form of the
ancients, sending them daily through the hands of Mrs.
Raymond. Still those vigilant green eyes never
faltered in their task, and lying where with
the door opened between our chambers (as she tyrannically
required it to be most of the time) she could command
a view of almost every act of my life I
found her scrutiny more unendurable than when she
had at least feigned to be absorbed with her stocking-basket.
Ernie’s noise, too, disturbed her, and I was
obliged to keep him constantly amused, for fear that
her wrath might culminate in eternal banishment.
The days slid on November
had passed through that exquisite phase of existence
(which almost redeems it from the reproach cast upon
it through all time, of being par excellence
the gloomy month of the year), the sweet and balmy
influences of which had reached us, even through the
walls of our prison-house, in the shape of smoky sunshine,
and balmy, odorous, and lingering blossoms, and was
now asserting its traditional character with much
angry bluster of sleet, and storm, and cutting wind.
It was Herod lamenting his Mariamne slain by his own
hand, and making others suffer the consequences of
his regretted cruelty, his remorseful anguish.
It was the fierce Viking making wild wail over his
dead Oriana.
No more to come until another year
had done its work of resurrection and decay, the lovely
Indian Summer slumbered under her mound of withered
flowers and heaps of gorgeous leaves, unheeding all,
or unconscious of the grief of her stern bridegroom.
Cold and bitter and bleak howled the
November blast, and ruthlessly drove the sleet against
the shivering panes, exposed without, though shielded
within by Venetian folding shutters, on that gray morning,
when a passing whisper from most unlovely and altogether
unfaithful lips nerved me paradoxically to sudden
resolution.
False as I knew old Dinah to be almost
on principle still, I could not disregard
the possible truth of her passing warning, given in
broken whisper first as she poured out my tea and
afterward prepared my bath.
“Honey, don’t you touch
no tea nor coffee dis evening after Dinah goes
out ob here an’ de bolt am fetched
home; jus’ make ’tence to drene it down,
like, but don’t swaller one mortal drop, for
dey is gwine to give you a dose of laudamy” nodding
sagaciously and peering into the teapot as she interpolated
aloud; “sure enough, it is full ob grounds,
honey! (I heerd ’um say dat wid my
own two blessed yers), for de purpose of movin’
you soun’ asleep up to dat bell-tower (belfry,
b’leves dey call it sometimes) he!
he! he! next door, in dat big house, war de res’
on ’em libs, de little angel gal too. You
see, honey, der was an ossifer to sarve a process
writ about somebody here dis mornin’,
but dar was something wrong about it, so dey
all said, an’ he is comin’ to sarch de
house for you, I spec’, to-morrow; for de hue
an’ cry is out somehow or mebbe it’s
me he! he! he! (very faintly) an’
dey is gwine to move you, so dey says, to keep all
dark, after you gets soun’ asleep. But de
ossifer is ‘bleeged to wait till mornin’
(court-time, as I heerd ’em say) comes roun’
agin to git de haby-corpy fixed up right, an’
dat’s how he spounded hisself. Wat does
dat mean, honey?”
“I can scarcely make you understand
now, Dinah” (aside). “Don’t
ask me just go on, low, very low; how did
you hear all this?” (Aloud) “More cream,
Dinah.”
“Wid my ear to de key-hole,
in de study, war dey axed de ossifer. My ’spicions
was roused by de words he ’dressed to me wen
I opened de front do’, for you see, dat ole
nigger watch-dog ob dern, dat has nebber a good
word for nobody, was gone to market, an’ Madame
Raymond she hel’ de watch, an’ she sont
me from de kitchen to mine de front-do’ bell.
“‘Old dame,’ says
the ossifer (for so dey calls him), as pleasant as
a mornin’ in May; ’has you a young gal
locked up here as you knows ob? Now tell
what you choose, and don’t be afraid of dese
folks. Dis is a free country for bofe
black and white.’
“Den I answered him straightforward
like de trufe: ’Dar’s nobody in de
house heah but wat you kin see for axin’ for
’em, as far as I knows on. Wat young gal
do you ’lude to, masta? Bridget Maloney,
I spose, dat Irish heifer wat does de chambers ebery
mornin’ and goes home ob ebenin’s.
Ef you means her, she’s off to church to-day,
an’ sleeps at her mammy’s house.’
“‘Does you feel willin’
to swar to de trufe of your insertion, ole
dame?’ he disclaims. ’I shall resist
on dat’ fierce as a buck-rabbit,
holdin’ up his right hand, an’ blinkin’
his little ’cute eyes.
“Sartin an’ sure I does
when de right time is come,’ I sez. ‘Jes’
take me to de court-hous’ ef you doubt Dinah’s
word compunctionable. I neber hab bin in
dat place yit since I was sold in Georgy on de block
befo’ de high, wooden steps; but I knows it
is more solemn to lie dar dan in Methody
meetin’-house.’
“Den Mr. Bainrofe he cum out,
hearin’ de talk, in dat long-tailed, satin-flowered
gownd ob his’n, wid a silk rope tied roun’
his waist, an’ gole tossels hangin’ in
front, jes’ like a Catholic Roman or a king,
an’ he sez, ‘Walk in here, my fren, an’
don’t tamper wid my servants dat
ain’t gentlem’ly;’ den he puts his
han’ on de ossifer’s shoulder, an’
dey walked in together, an’ I listened at de
do’, in duty boun’, an’ I heerd
him say, ’Plant a guard if you choose do
wateber you like but, till dat writ am
rectified, you can’t sarch through my house,
for a man’s house is his castle here, as in
de Great Britain, till de law reaches out a long arm
an’ a strong arm.’ Dat was wat Mr.
Bainrofe spounded to de ossifer, an’ he ’peared
‘fused-like an’ flusterfied, for I peeped
fru de key-hole at ’em wen dey wus talkin’.
‘An,’ sez he, ’dis heah paper
does want de secón’ seal, sure enough,
since I ’xamine it, wat you, is so ’tickiler
’bout; but dat can easily be reconstructified,
an’ I’ll be sartin sure to be here airly
to-morrow morning. In de mean while, my man,
McDermot, shall keep de house in his eye, an’
mus’ hab de liberty of lodgment.’
“Den Mr. Bainrofe he say, ’Oh,
sartinly your man, McDermot, am welcome
to his bite an’ sup, an’ all he kin fine
out’ an’ he laughed, an’
dey parted, mighty pleasant-like, and den he called
Mrs. Raymun’ and Mass’ Gregory, an’
I listened again. Dat’s our colored way
for reformation, child. An’ I heerd ’em ”
“Dinah! Dinah! what are
you muttering about don’t you hear
Mrs. Raymond knocking? Miss Monfort must be tired
out of your nonsense. What keeps you there so
long?”
“I’se spounding another
speritual to Miss Mirainy, an’, wen I gits ‘gaged
in dat way, I disregards airthly knockin’.
I’se listenin’ to de angels hammerin’
overhead, an’ Mrs. Raymun’ will hab
to wait a spell he! he! he!”
“Oh, go at once, Dinah, and
open the door for Mrs. Raymond. I can write your
song down just as well another time,” I remonstrated,
taking up and laying down my note-book as I spoke,
so as to display my ostensible occupation to the peering
eyes of Mrs. Clayton (now sitting bolt upright in
her bed, looking like a Chinese bonze), for the purpose
of sweeping in my position definitively.
“That will do, Dinah. Now
go and get Miss Monfort’s bath ready,”
I heard my dragoness say, after a short whispered
communication from her early visitor. It was
the idea, probably, to remove me, as well as Dinah,
while the plot was being unfolded, and my bath-room,
with its closed door, promised security from quick
ears and eyes to the brace of conspirators now plotting
their final blow.
Once in that belfry, and truly might
the sense of Dante’s famous inscription become
my motto for life: “Here hope is left behind.”
I covered my eyes as I recalled that
dreary, dreadful prison-house of clock and bell, into
which I had clambered once by means of a movable step-ladder,
rarely left there by the attendant, in order to rescue
my famished cat, shut up there by accident. I
recollected the maddened look of the creature, as
it flew by me like a flash, frightened out of its
wits, Mrs. Austin had said, by the clicking of the
machinery of the huge clock, and the chiming of the
responsive bell. Both were silent now, and there
was room enough for a prisoner’s cot in that
lonely and dismantled turret as there once had been
for a telescope and its rest, used for astronomical
purposes at long intervals by my father and a few of
his scientific friends, but finally dismantled and
put aside forever.
I could imagine myself a denizen,
at the will of Bainrothe, of that weird, gray belfry,
shut up with that silent clock, in company with a
bed, a chair, and table, denied, perchance, even the
comfort of a stove, for fear the flue might utter
smoke, and, with it, that kind of revelation, said
proverbially to accompany such manifestations; denied
books, even writing-materials, the sight of a human
face, and furnished with food merely sufficing in
quantity and quality to keep soul and body together!
Could I resist this state of things?
Could I sustain it and retain my reason? No,
I felt that the picture my fancy drew, if realized,
would make me abject and submissive, change me to
a cowardly, cringing slave. I was not made of
the right stuff for martyrdom, only for battle, for
resistance, and would put forth my last powers in the
effort to save myself from the unendurable trials
before me, even if destruction were the consequence.
A pistol-ball in my brain would be preferable to what
I saw awaiting me, should Bainrothe succeed in his
stratagem, as I doubted not he would do, if determined
on it. I should know freedom in its true sense
never again, if that night were suffered to pass without
its redemption, if that belfry once were entered.
As carelessly as I could I followed
Dinah to the bath-room, ostensibly to direct the temperature
of the water, but really to draw out from her all
that was possible while the mood of communication possessed
her, on the subject so vital to me and my welfare.
Life and death almost were involved in her revelations,
and I hastened to wind in the clew while it lingered
in my hand; for I knew that she was an eccentric as
well as a selfish creature, and might suddenly see
fit to withdraw or snap its thread.
“Now, tell me about McDermot,
Dinah, what sort of a look has he? Is he large
or small, light or dark, and does he smoke a pipe’?”
“He is a great big man, honey,
wid red har an’ sort ob chaney-blue eyes;
mos while, sometimes he rolls em up in his head, an’
he smells mighty strong of whisky. I tells you
all; his bref mos knocked me down, but I didn’t
see no pipe?”
A discouraging account, truly; yet
I persevered. It seemed my only hope to enlist
this man on my side, either through his sympathies
or sense of duty. I had no power to command his
services on the side of his avarice. The ring
on my finger, the pledge of Wentworth’s troth,
a massive circlet of chased gold, was all that remained
to me in the shape of valuables. I did not possess
a stiver in that prison, nor own even the clothes
on my back.
“Could you not take him a message
from me, Dinah? It is his duty, you know, to
assist me; it is on my account, doubtless, he is placed
here; and hereafter I can reward him liberally, and
you too. Just now, you know, I am penniless.”
The woman stopped and looked at me,
her small black irises mere points, set in extensive,
muddy-looking whites, not unfrequently suffused and
bloodshot.
“I dun told the ossifer dar
wus no one here you knows, answerin’ to your
perscription.”
“But that was only a measure
of safety for yourself; you surely do not mean to
take sides with my persecutors?”
“I has nuffin at all to do wid
it, at all,” hunching her back; “I has
gib you far warnin’ ‘bout de laudamy an’
der retentions, an’ you mus’
fight it out yourself, chile! I is afraid
to go one step furder; but de debble sort o’
tempted me dis mornin’ to make a clean breast
of der doins. Ef you mentions it, do; I
is retermined to reny ebbery word of your ramification,
and in dis here country a nigger’s
word, dey tells me, goes jus’ as fur as a pore
white gal’s, if not furder; ’sides dat,
I is gwine to swar favorable for my ’ployers,
in course, at de court-house unless” hesitating
and leering in my face “you sees,
honey, dey have not paid me yit and mebbe
dey won’t, ef I displeases ‘em, an’
your gole watch is gone; an’ den, Dinah would
be lef’ on de shelf.”
“But I have other property,
Dinah, other jewels, even. That watch was very
little compared to what I possess outside of these
prison-walls, and these possessions ”
“Whar is dey, honey? ‘a
bird in dis han’ am worf two dozen
in a bush,’ as my ole masta used to say,
wen de traders cum up to buy his corn an’ cotton,
an’ I always sawed de dollars come down mighty
quick after dat sayin’ of his’n; for I
used to watch round the dinin’-room pretty constant
an’ close in dem days, totin’ in poplar-chips
an’ corn-cobs for kin’lin’ an’
litin’ masta’s long clay pipes none
ob de common sort, I tells you an’
brushin’ up de harf an’ keepin’ off’
de flies, and so forf. You see I was a little
shaver in dem days, an’ masta liked my
Congo straction, an’ petted me a heap, an’
I never seed the cotton-field till my ole masta
died; den dey put me out ob de house, because
Mass Jack Dillard’s father dat was
my ole mistis’s own step-brother’s
secón’ son he ‘cused me
ob stealin’ his gole pencil-case wrongfully like
I had any use fur his writin’ ’tensils!”
(indignantly).
“Dinah,” I adjured, cutting
short the stream of her narrative, “for God’s
sake, see Mr. McDermot, and tell him of my situation!
He shall have a thousand dollars to-morrow, and you
also shall have money enough to buy your whole family,
and bring them hither, if you will but assist me to
escape this night. Don’t stand and
look at me, woman, but act at once, if you have a
human heart. You must help me now, or never.”
“You mus’ tink I’s
one ob de born fools, Miss Mirimy, to bl’eve
all dat stuff! Doesn’t I know you loss
all your trunks on de ‘Scusco, an’ wasn’t
you a pore gal, teachin’ white folks’s
chilluns fur a livin’ before? I has hearn
all dat discounted since I come into dis ’stablishment.
We all knows as how teachers is de meanest kine of
white trash gwine; still, I specs you might’ly.
You has been ob de quality; any nigger can
see dat wid half an eye open; an’ you has got
more sense in de end ob yo little finger,
ef you is crazy, dan all de res tied up in a bunch
ob fedders! Wat I does for you, chile,
I does for lub ob yo purliteness”
(hesitating here). “You hasn’t anoder
ob dem gole-pieces anywhar, like dat you
gib me befo’, has you? I’se bery bad
off fur ’baccer, I is, indeed, chile, an’
de pay is mighty slow in dis house.”
“I have not a five-penny bit,
Dinah, not one copper cent, if it were to save my
life or yours.”
“Is dat ring of yours good guinea
gole, honey?” asked the mercenary creature,
leering at it. “It looks mighty bright and
pretty, it does dat! But mebbe its nuffin but
pinchbeck, after all.”
“It looks what it is, Dinah” and,
after a moment’s consideration, I drew it from
my finger. “If I give you this, will you
promise to deliver my message to McDermot faithfully?”
“Sartain sure, honey, but tell
me again wat it is; I forgits de small patticklers.”
“Get me my pencil and a scrap
of paper, and let me write it down for him to read;
or no, this might involve observation, detection.
I must rely upon your memory, Dinah, which I have
reason to know is good. Now, listen and understand
me. I promise to Mr. McDermot one thousand dollars,
to be paid down to-morrow morning, if he will help
me to escape to-night. And I promise you liberty
for all of your family, and security for yourself,
if you will assist me, or even be silent, and let me
go without a word, without informing. Do you
understand this, Dinah? If so, repeat it to me
low, yet distinctly.”
She obeyed me, evincing wonderful
shrewdness in her way of putting the affair, as she
said she meant to do, in approaching McDermot.
“And do you believe me, Dinah,
now that I have promised so solemnly to pay these
rewards?”
“Dats neider here nor dar,
Miss Mirim, so dat McDermot bleves you, dat’s
enough; wat dis chile bleves am her own business.
Dem Irish am mighty stupid kine ob creeturs;
dey swallows down mos’ any thing you chooses
to tell ’em.”
A voice without, uplifted at this
juncture, as if it had long been expending itself
in ineffectual appeals, now summoned Dinah, harshly
and emphatically.
The Lady Anastasia had departed, after
a brief interview, and Mrs. Clayton, unable to leave
her bed, felt naturally anxious to ascertain the cause
of Dinah’s prolonged ministry on her fellow-prisoner.
I heard only the words, “De
pattikalerest lady I ebber come acrost about de feel
of water, an’ I is done tired out, I is ”
The rest was lost, as Dinah vanished from the apartment
of the invalid. In the next moment, I heard the
key turned, and the outlet bolt drawn, and the growl
of the surly sable watch-dog without, who, in Mrs.
Raymond’s absence, officiated as our jailer
and Cerberus.
It was early evening when Dinah returned,
for she brought to us but two meals at this season,
the necessary food for Ernie being always ready in
a closet. She came ushered in, as usual, by Mrs.
Raymond, who bore with her on this occasion what she
called savory broth, concocted, by her own fair hands,
for the benefit of her suffering parent. While
Clayton was employed in supping this mutton abomination,
with a loud noise peculiar to the vulgar, and Mrs.
Raymond whispering inaudible words above the bowl,
I was ostensibly employed in tearing a croquet to pieces
with my fork, while I interrogated Dinah, in a low,
even voice, between each shred, unintelligible, I
knew, in the next room, through its monotony, on the
success of her mission, and caught her muttered rather
than murmured replies eagerly in return.
“Did you speak with him, Dinah?”
“Dere was no use, honey; Bainrothe
done bought him up. I peaked fru de key-hole,
and seen de gole paid down wid my own two precious
eyes. Dar’s no mistake about dat,”
shaking her head dolefully. “All you has
to do now, honey, is to keep wide awake, an’
duly sober, as ole mast a used to say, ’frain
’ligiously from de tea or coffee, one or de udder,
dat she will offer you ‘bout eight o’clock
dis ebenin’, or mebbe dey will send it
up by me, I can’t say yit. Howsomever, you
needn’t to drink dat stuff arter wat you knows;
an’ ef dey goes to take you forcefully off to
de belfry in de night-time, you kin skreech ebbery
step ob de way. Dat’s de
bes plan, chile, wat I kin project for
your resistance; but I’se afeard dar is
no hopin’ you, any way we can fix it.”
“Thank you, Dinah, you have
done your best, no doubt; don’t sell my ring,
though; I shall want it back some day.”
“La, chile, I done
‘sposed ob it aready, an’ dey give
me a poun of backer an’ a gole-piece fur it.
It was good gole an’ no mistake. I tells
you all,” adding aloud, “an’ now,
Miss Mirim, I has tole you ebbery syllable. I
disremembered ob dat speritual ar. I is sorry
you doesn’t like dese crockets, fur de
madame made un wid her own clean red hands.”
“Say white hands, you old limb
of Satan, or I shall be after you with a mop,”
cried the laughing voice of Mrs. Raymond from the side
of the sick woman’s bed, betraying at once how
she had divided her attention. Then, advancing
into my chamber, she added, as coolly as though she
had been suggesting a visit to the theatre:
“Excuse me, Miss Monfort, for
intruding, but I am about to ask you whether it would
be agreeable to you to be married to-night at ten
o’clock? This seems very sudden, but circumstances
have forced the arrangement on us all, and I assure
you, from the bottom of my heart, it is for both of
us the preferable alternative of evils, as poor Sir
Harry Raymond would have said. Alas, my dear!
shall I ever again have such a helpmate as he was:
so kind, so generous, so considerate” and
she clasped and wrung her large, rosy hands.
“A second marriage is often a great sacrifice,
and, in any case, a hazard, as I feel, as the time
draws near, very sensibly. But you seem confounded,
and yet you must have been somewhat prepared for this
condition of things after your last interview with
Dr. Englehart?”
The amazement of Dinah at this change
in the programme, if possible, exceeded my own.
She did not understand, as I did, that it was a measure
prompted not only by humanity but self-interest, and
that even the hard heart of Basil Bainrothe preferred
a compromise to such violence and injustice as those
he had otherwise meditated. Besides, what better
or more sensible mode than this could there be, according
to his views, of quashing the whole esclandre quieting
official inquiry as well as public indignation?
As the wife of Gregory, I should be, of course, a
forçat for life, walking abroad with the concealed
brand and manacle, afraid and ashamed to complain
and acknowledge my condition, and willing to condone
every thing.
I saw, at a glance, that my true policy
was to feign a reluctant consent to this proposition,
and to determine later what recourse to take, as if
indeed any remained to me in that den of serpents.
I would consider, as soon as Mrs. Raymond was gone,
what measures to pursue in order to elude the vigilance
of McDermot, the detective; and then, if all proved
vain, I could but perish! For I would have walked
cheerfully over the burning ploughshares of old, lived
again through the hideous nightmare of the burning
ship and raft, nay, clasped hands with the spectre
of La Vigne himself, had it offered to lead me to
purgatory, rather than have married the knave, the
liar, the half-breed Gregory!
My resolution was soon made.
“You will send me a suitable
dress, I suppose,” I said, calmly, “you
know I am a pauper here.”
“Yes, fortunately I have two
almost alike. Which shall it be, a chally or
barege?”
“It matters little, the color
is all I care for. Let it be white; I have a
superstition about being married in colors.”
“So should I have, were this
the first time, but, being a widow, I shall wear a
lavender-satin, trimmed with blond, made up for a very
different occasion.”
“Yes, that will be quite suitable.
Well, the long agony is over at last, and I am glad
of it,” and I drew a deep, free breath.
“You will have to sign the papers
before you come down-stairs. Mr. Bainrothe told
me to say this to you, and to ask you to have them
ready; they will be witnessed below with the marriage,
and at nine, precisely, expect me to appear
with your gown, and make your toilet.”
“Will not Bridget Maloney do
as well?” I asked, desperately. She, at
least, I thought, may be compassionate.
“It is strange you should know
of her at all, or she of you. It is that girl,
then, who has given us all this trouble,” going
to the bed, “when I did not suppose she knew
of her existence. Explain this, Clayton, if you
can.”
“I suppose Ernie, who is fond
of her, has mentioned her name to Miss Monfort; she
thinks his mother is sick up-stairs, but knows no more,
I am certain; besides, it’s Dr. Englehart’s
establishment such things are to be expected,
and surprise no one of the attendants. Bridget
is kept busy among them all.” The farce
was to be kept up, it seemed, to the end.
Old Dinah was evidently quaking in
her shoes, and began to see her error, as she glanced
reproachfully at me, but no further revelation seemed
to be expected. It was, indeed, to divert, partly,
immediate suspicion from one I still hoped to make
my tool, that I mentioned the Irish girl at all, or
craved her presence, but I soon found how futile in
one instance was this trust. No sooner had Mrs.
Raymond turned to depart, than Dinah followed her,
protesting against being locked up the whole evening
with the invalid, and begging leave to go out for an
hour or two on business of her own, which she declared
important.
“But Miss Monfort may need you
in making her preparations,” remonstrated Mrs.
Raymond, “and Clayton and Ernie will want your
attention; besides, fires will go down if not constantly
mended, this cold evening.”
“Dar’s plenty of coal
in de box, an’ de tongs, wid claws, wat Ernie
is so fond of handling ready and waitin’ for
dem wat’s strong enough to use dem
if dey choose, an’ tea in de caddy, an’
de kittle on de trivet, jes filled up, de brass toastin’-fork
on de peg in de closet, ’sides bread an’
butter, an’ jam, an’ new milk on de shelf,
an’ I is ’bliged to go anyway, case my
ticklerest friend am dyin’ ob de numony I
is jes got word; but at nine o’clock”
(and she looked maliciously at me) “percisely
Dinah’ll be in dis pickin’ patch he!
he! he! can’t possumbly cum no airlier.”
In a flash I saw the advantage her
prolonged absence would give me, unless, indeed, she
had become my confederate, so I beheld her depart
with a feeling of relief which reacted in the next
moment to positive helplessness and terror as the
bolt was drawn, behind her. What could I do?
What was there to be done? For a time I sat mute
and crushed by consideration; then casting myself
on my bed I slept for half an hour, the kind of slumber
that confusion generates, and yet I woke refreshed,
calmed, comforted, and with a clearly-formed resolution
and plan of action. I rose and approached Mrs.
Clayton, whose groans, perhaps, aroused me, and, as
I stood beside her bed, the clock in the dining room-below
struck six. I had still three hours for hope for
endeavor, before the circle of flame should close
hopelessly around me forever! Three hours were
they not enough? Could I not compel them to concentration?
A cup of strong tea was hastily drawn
and swallowed another made for, and administered
by my hand to, Mrs. Clayton, with toast ad libitum a
tedious process and afterward Ernie’s
supper prepared and eaten all in less than
half an hour. By seven he was in bed and asleep,
and I had taken my seat by Mrs. Clayton, for the purpose,
apparently, of merciful ministry to her condition a
piece of self-abnegation, as it seemed, and as she
felt it, scarcely to be expected on my blissful marriage-night.
“I feel very sorry for you;
you suffer so, Mrs. Clayton,” I had said, as
I drew a chair beside her bed.
“And I for you, Miss Monfort;
our fate seems equally hard, but we must bear it;”
and she groaned heavily and closed her eyes, evidently
in great pain.
“I have come to that conclusion,
also, after a bitter struggle; physical pain is not
so easily borne, however; the body has little philosophy.”
“I thought all this was over,”
she rejoined, abstractedly, “when my hands were
drawn as you see them by neuralgia ten years since.
But I did not suffer as much then, I believe, as I
do now; besides, I was younger, happier, better able
to bear pain.”
“Yes, that is true; the old
should be at rest,” at least my sense of justice
whispered this; then, after a pause: “Does
my rubbing ease your shoulder, Mrs. Clayton?”
“Somewhat it is my
head to-night, however, that troubles me chiefly.
Be good enough to press my temples. Ah, that
is great relief! You are very kind, Miss Monfort;
yet, in reviewing the past, I hope you will not find
that I have been wanting to you in my turn. I
trust we shall part in peace and meet hereafter as
friends. But you do not answer me.”
“Pardon me, I was thinking.
This is a crisis, you know this night decides
my fate for good or ill, all rests with merciful God!”
“Yes, all of ourselves
we are helpless, of course. It is a comfort to
me, I confess, as I lie here, to feel that I have never
willingly injured a fellow-being; to think that I but,
bless my soul, Miss Monfort, you must not hold me
down in that way! you would not, I trust. But
even if you did no key this time, the door
is fast without!”
“Oh, not for worlds! be still,
the pain will pass. I have the gift, you know,
of soothing physical suffering. There, rest, you
must not stir; give yourself up to me, if you can slumber
will come.”
“It must not come see, we are all
alone!”
Her glazing eye her slower
breathing began already to attest the influence of
the electric fluid, so potent in my veins, so wanting
in her own, both from temperament and disease, yet
she resisted bravely and long, and, even when her
limbs were powerless, her spirit rebelled against
me in murmured words of defiant opposition; but this,
too, yielded finally to silence and to stupor; and
she slept the deep, calm, unmistakable slumber caused
by magnetism.
Then, again, I went through the experiment
of the preceding night, and strove to awaken her.
“Get up,” I said, and
yet without willing that she should do so. “Mrs.
Raymond is here to show you her marriage-dress, and
Mr. Bainrothe calls.”
“Tell them to let me sleep;
don’t don’t disturb
me. I am so happy so peaceful.
It is sweet, too, to think that she will be married
at last. Poor thing! it was no fault of hers,
though no fault. A young actress is
exposed to so many temptations, and it was better so Harry
Raymond’s mistress.”
That secret would never have escaped
her devoted lips had she been able to retain it.
As carefully as the eyes of the dead
are closed, I drew down her gaping lids, and turned
away. As I did so, the clock struck eight.
Fatima never listened more anxiously to the toll of
parting time than I did that night; but, alas for
me! no sister Anne kept watch on the tower; no brother
hastened to arrest the sword. I was deserted by
all save God and desperation. One hour comprised
my fate! Very quietly I closed the door between
Mrs. Clayton’s room and my own. The bolt
was on the other side, so I could not secure my privacy,
even for a moment, should she chance to wake, or should
Mrs. Raymond or Dinah return unexpectedly. As
rapidly as I could, I altered my dress this
time above my clothes threw on the black
silk frock and mantilla prepared for me on shipboard,
tied a dark veil over my head, an old woolen scarf
about my throat, provided for Ernie’s sore-throat
and croup, and stood equipped for my enterprise.
Neither bonnet, nor gloves, nor boots,
did I possess Mrs. Raymond’s loan
having long since been condoned on behalf of some one
else, and my clothing, in my captivity, had been contrived
to suit my circumstances.
Wheeling the bedstead very gently
on its noiseless castors a few inches from the wall,
I insinuated myself between them, and, sheltered by
the head-board, loosened again the slightly-adhering
covering of paper that concealed the door, and fitted
into the key-hole the well-oiled wooden key, which
once before had proved its efficiency. It did
not fail me now, in my hour of extremity, for a moment
later I had turned and removed it from its socket,
stepped forth upon the landing, and relocked without
the door of my prison; but, perhaps, with too much
of nervous haste, too little caution, for, to my inexpressible
confusion, the handle of the instrument of my emancipation
remained in my hand, broken off at the lock, and useless
forever more.
In delaying probable pursuit from
within, I had cut off all possibility of my own retreat
in case of failure. My bridges were literally
burned behind me, and I had no alternative left between
flight and detection. And yet there was something
in the situation that, inconsistently enough, made
me smile, albeit with a trembling heart.
I shook my head drearily, as a couplet
from Collins’s “Camel-Driver,” with
its strange appropriateness, irresistibly crossed my
brain.
Why is it that, in times like these,
such conceits beset us, such comparisons arise?
Does the quality called presence of mind find root
in the same source that impels us to apt quotation?
“What if the lion in
his rage I meet?
Oft in the dust I see his
printed feet.”
I gained fresh heart from that trivial
diversion of thought, and stood quietly contemplating
alternately the hall below and that above (both of
which were visible from my place on the intermediate
platform; all was still in both of these wide corridors),
to make sure of the safety of my enterprise; and now,
once more my foot was on the brink of those mysterious
stairs which led, I felt, to doom or to liberty.
I commenced, very cautiously, to descend them.
The study-door at their foot was closed, and all seemed
silent within. The murmur of voices, and the
remote rattling of china proceeding from the ell behind
the hall, encouraged me to believe that on this bitter
night the family was concentrated, for greater comfort,
in the supper-room.
With my hand on the baluster, pausing
at every step, I crept quietly down the stairway;
then, as if my feet were suddenly winged with terror,
I darted by the study-door, flew lightly over the carpeted
hall, and found myself, in another moment, secure
within the small enclosed vestibule into which the
door of entrance gave. My worst misgivings had
never compassed the terrific truth. At this early
hour of the evening, not only was the front door locked,
but the key had been withdrawn. This was despair.
My knees gave way beneath me, and
I sank like a flaccid heap in the corner, against
one of the leaves of the small folding-door that divided
the arched vestibule from the long entry, and which
was secured to the floor by a bolt, while the other
one was thrown back. Crouched in the shadow,
powerless to move or think, I heard, with inexpressible
terror, the door of the study open, and the voice
and step of Bainrothe in the hall, approaching me.
Had he heard me? Would he come? Was I betrayed?
I felt my hair rise on my head as
these questions rang like a tocsin through my brain,
and I think, at that moment, I had a foretaste of the
chief agony of death.
They were answered by Bainrothe himself,
as he paused midway between the study-door and my
place of refuge; and again I breathed I
lived.
“I was mistaken, ’Stasia,
it is not he! the wind, probably; and that marble
looks so cold so uninviting shall
not explore it. He has a key, you know, and can
come when he likes; for my part, I shall go in to
supper while the oysters are hot. Do as you like,
though.”
“Had we not better wait?
You know he is sure to come to-night, bad as the weather
is, on account of that affair. It was late when
Wentworth notified him.”
This was the rejoinder made from within
the study, in which I recognized the voice of Mrs.
Raymond, clear and shrill.
“Well, have it as you please.
If you prefer courtesy to comfort, you shall be gratified;
but what’s the use of ceremony with Gregory?
He will be here in twenty minutes, Mr. Bainrothe;
but don’t wait. I shall have time to sup
with him before I go up-stairs, you know. I believe
I will stay where I am until he comes, and finish
taking in the poor thing’s wedding-gown.
Well, any thing is better than removal to the belfry” and
I thought I heard a sigh.
“A matter of mere temporary
necessity, you know, only she might have frozen in
the interval,” said Bainrothe, jauntily, as he
walked up the hall to the door of the dining-room,
which I heard him open and let fall against its sill
again. It closed with a spring, and in the next
moment the study-door was also softly shut, and all
was still.
My resolution was promptly taken.
The folding leaves of the inner door that
which divided the marble-paved vestibule from the carpeted
entry against one of which I had been, leaning,
I well knew worked to and fro on pulleys which obeyed
the drawing of a cord and tassel hanging at one side,
and thus they could readily be closed with a touch
by any one standing in the vestibule as they opened
out into the hall on which side was the latch and
bolt. I recalled this quaint arrangement with
a quickness born of emergency, as one that might serve
me now, and speadily possessed myself of the tassel
at the extremity of the controlling cord. Thus
armed, and praying inwardly for strength and courage,
and wherewith to carry out my scheme successfully,
I took my stand in one of the two niches (just large
enough for the purpose) in the door-frame, preferring,
of course, that next to the lock, prepared to darken
the vestibule at the first approach of the expected
guest (I was afraid to do it before, lest attention
might be called to it from within the house), and
make my escape by rushing past him ere he could recover
himself as he entered in the gloom.
The hazard was extreme, the result
uncertain, the effort almost foolhardy, it may be
thought; but the storm and darkness were in my favor,
and I was fleet of foot, as were not all of my pursuers,
as far as I could foresee who these might be.
Momently I grew cooler, more determined,
more calm, more desperate, more regardless of consequences;
and now the culmination of endeavor approached in
the shape of the sound of stamping feet upon the icy
platform of the steps which they had softly ascended,
and the uncertain fitting of a dead-latch key in its
dark socket, the feeling for the knob with half-frozen
fingers, and finally the sudden and violent throwing
forward and open of the door into the darkened vestibule,
for I had drawn the cord at the first symptoms of
Gregory’s advent, which yet took me by surprise.
I had closed the inner doors, it is true, but paralyzed
with sudden terror I had taken no advantage of the
darkness thus evoked, and, as the tall form of the
expected and expectant bridegroom staggered in, literally
blown forward by the tempest, with introverted umbrella,
and wet and streaming garments (dimly discerned in
the gloom) that brushed against me as he passed, I
continued to stand transfixed to stone in the niche
I still occupied.
The dream in which La Vigne had prophesied
my failure flashed over me like lightning, and my
knees trembled beneath me, yet I still clung spasmodically
to the cord I held, and with such desperate force that,
when Gregory pushed against the door, he believed it
latched within, and so desisted from further effort.
“Dark as Erebus,” he muttered,
“and on such a night! Confound such hospitality!
I suppose I must go back and ring;” and in pursuance
of this idea he again suddenly opened the front-door,
which, swinging violently back as he turned his face
within, once more afforded me the golden opportunity
so lately lost. Quick as thought I dropped the
cord I held, and in the sudden gust the leaves of
the inner door, thus released, flew open and impelled
my foe irresistibly forward. With his flapping
coat and hat he drifted into the lighted hall before
the driving blast, and, roused to instantaneous action,
I slid from the niche I filled to the icy platform
without, and swift and silent as a spectre sped down
the sleety steps to the outward darkness. I was
free!
A moment after, I heard the door slammed
heavily after me, while I crouched by the gate-post
for concealment.
Rising up, I mutely blessed the friendly
portal that made me an outcast in the storm-swept
streets from which the very dogs shrank terrified.
One moment, one only, I paused as
I passed by my father’s gate-way, crowned with
stone lions that glimmered in the gloom. The force
of association and of contrast shook me with emotion I
could not enter there. My own roof afforded me
no shelter from the biting blast; but squares away,
with a comparative stranger, I must seek (if I ever
gained it on that dreadful night) a refuge from the
storms and sure protection from my foes.
I moved rapidly along toward the tall
street-lamp that diffused a dim and murky light from
its frost-crusted lantern at the corner of the square,
and before I reached it I encountered the first danger
of my undertaking.
Protected, fortunately, by the shadow
of the high stone-wall near which I walked rapidly,
I met Dinah, so nearly face to face that the whiff
of the pipe she was smoking was warm upon my cheek.
Wrapped in her old cloth shawl and quilted hood, she
muttered as she went, and staggered too, I thought,
though here the northeast wind, that swept her along
before it, might have been at fault, while, blowing
in my face, it retarded my progress.
I passed her unchallenged, but, glancing
back just as I turned the corner, I became aware that
she was retracing her steps. I fled rapidly on
until I reached the shelter of a friendly nook between
two houses (well remembered of old), when, turning
again to gaze, I saw her standing immovable as a statue
beneath the lamp-post, evidently looking in the direction
I had taken. There seemed no way of escape now
save in persistent flight. My place of concealment
might be too readily detected by a cautious observer,
a savage on the war-trail. Should Dinah herself
pursue me, I knew my speed would distance her; but,
that prompt pursuit of some kind was imminent, I knew
from that moment.
My aim was to reach the house of Dr.
Pemberton, no intermediate one presenting itself as
that of an acquaintance of whom I could ask shelter,
and belief in the truth of my assertions. Of this
house I remembered the position with tolerable accuracy.
It formed one, I knew, of a long block of buildings
extending from one street to another, and was near
the centre.
I had been there only on rare occasions,
when his niece abode with him, for he dwelt ordinarily
in widowed solitude, although, our intimacy was that
of relatives rather than of patient and physician.
For this desired goal I strained every
nerve, every muscle, every faculty, on that never-to-be-forgotten
night of bitter, freezing cold, and driving sleet
and blast, which seemed to proclaim itself, in every
howling gust, “The wind Euroclydon!”