At first, excitement and terror winged
my feet; but even these refused, after I had gone
a few squares, to do their friendly office.
Bareheaded, but for a filmy veil,
soon thoroughly drenched through; barehanded and almost
barefooted, for my thin silk slippers and stockings
formed not, after my first few steps, the slightest
impediment to wet or cold, I felt that I must perish
by the wayside. The sleety storm drove sharply
in my face, rendered doubly sensitive to its rigor
by long absence from outward air. My insufficient
clothing clung closely about me, freezing in every
fold, and I glided rather than walked along the icy
pavement, scarcely lifting my stiffened feet, or having
power to do so.
One stern hope it almost
seemed a forlorn one now possessed me to
the exclusion of all else; one prayer trembled on
my quivering lips that I might reach my
destination, if only to tell my story and drop dead
a moment after.
Yet I think, in spite of this resolve this
prayer that, had a friendly door been opened
on the way, an area even emitting light and warmth,
I should have instinctively turned aside and, at any
risk, pleaded for shelter, both from storm and foeman.
In those days that seem far back in
the march of luxury, because of the vast impetus of
human momentum, stores were closed early, and the
primitive family tea-table still existed which marked
the assemblage of the household around the evening
comet and hearth.
I remember the closed, inhospitable
look of the houses past which I sped the
solid wooden shutters, then universal, which, closed
from the wayfarer every evidence of internal life,
and the cold sheen of the icy-white marble steps,
made visible by dim lamp-light.
I gained a street-corner not very
far, as it seemed to me, from my place of destination.
Yet, until I glanced across the way, I was uncertain,
and, but for the friendly refuge this opportunity presented,
I think I must have faltered and perhaps fallen and
frozen to death on the road-side.
To my bewildered and disordered brain,
Aladdin’s palace seemed suddenly to rise before
me in that wilderness of sealed houses and uninhabited
streets; for, as I have said before, the very dogs
had crept away that night into secure corners, and
not even a pariah chimney-sweep, with his dingy blanket
drawn close around him, nodded and dozed by a watch-box
or slept on a door-step.
I crept across the space that divided
me from this cynosure of warmth and luxury, as a poor,
draggled moth might do, to bask in the revivifying
light of an astral lamp, attracted beyond my power
to resist, to pause before the resplendent window,
rich in green and purple and amber rotund vases, whose
transparent contents were set forth and revealed by
fiery jets of gas, toward which I feebly stretched
my half-frozen fingers.
There was a splendid vision, also,
of goldfish, in glass globes, jars of leaden rock-work,
baskets of waxen fruits and flowers, crystal bottles
containing rose and amber essences; but, above all,
there was light there was heat.
With one greedy, insatiate gaze my
eyes swept in the details of this mimic Eden, and,
in another moment, my hand turned the knob of the
ground-glass door near the window, and I found myself
in paradise!
Rest, shelter, heat these
must I have or perish, and, but for the timely refuge
of this thrice-blessed apothecary’s shop, I might
have left this retrospect unwritten!
I staggered to a chair, and seated
myself, unbidden, by the almost red-hot stove, and
cowered above it for a time, oblivious of all else.
Then I looked timidly around me.
The master of this Eden was standing,
at the moment when he first caught my eyes, holding
up a bottle, scrutinizingly, between his face and the
light, one of many of the same sort that a lad, in
a long, white apron, was engaged in washing.
The odor of the various drugs and
essences over which he presided formed an aromatic
atmosphere singularly suggestive of incense, as did
his costume, that of a high-priest of the temple;
but, very soon discarding a gray-linen cape or talma,
worn for the protection of his speckless coat, and
tossing a bundle of corks rather disdainfully to his
assistant, the head of the establishment came politely
forward, standing on the other side of the stove,
with clasped hands, expectantly.
“You will tell me your errand
here when you are quite ready,” he said, kindly.
“Do rest and warm yourself first. The stove
has a narcotic tendency when one has just come out
of cold like this! The thermometer has fallen
twenty degrees since noonday; but that is only half
the trouble. Hem! This sleet and wind are
beyond any former experience of mine at this season.”
I heard the words of the speaker as
if bound in a dreadful dream, but they were clearly
understood, and now I made an effort at utterance,
but failed, until after repeated endeavors, to enunciate
one word. Yet I noted distinctly, and even with
a nice discrimination of scrutiny, the red-haired
and bright-eyed man, portly and somewhat pompous-looking,
with his plump hands folded over his vest, who stood
before me, looking pityingly down on my suffering
face.
After a time I gathered up my forces
sufficiently to inquire, being quite thawed and comforted
by the reviving heat of the apartment, how far it
might be to the house of Dr. Pemberton, who resided
in the block of houses known as Kendrick’s Row,
on Maple Street.
“It is nearly a square and a
half, miss, by street measurement just now, as, on
account of changes, this is impassable,” was
the prompt reply. “Scarcely half a square
by the alley that runs from my back-door, after a
short turn, straight through to Maple Street; and,
if it is only question of a message, I can send Caleb,
so that you may await the coming of the doctor in
comfort, in this emporium. He always uses his
gig for night-visits, and will, no doubt, be happy
to carry you home in his wolfskin.”
“Thanks there is
no question of a medical visit. I have very important
business with him. I must see him in his own house.
I will go without further delay. But, perhaps” lingering
a moment “you would be so good as
to suffer Mr. Caleb to show me the short way you spoke
of? I shall not mind going through the alley
at all.”
I rose prepared to depart, and glanced
beseechingly at Caleb, who laid down his bottle uncorked,
and folded his arms with an approving knightly bow,
unperceived by his employer.
“We have just had a similar
inquiry as to Dr. Pemberton’s locality; I mean,”
said the master of the emporium, without replying to
my request, “on the part of a very distinguished-looking
personage I might say, well got up in the
fur and overcoat line and, had you come
in a few moments earlier, you might have had his escort;
or perhaps you are on his track now probably
one of his party?” hesitatingly. “No!
Well, it is a strange coincidence, to say the least very
strange as the doctor is so well known
hereabouts. As to going out in the storm again,
I have my misgivings, miss, for you, when I look at
the flimsiness of your attire and its drenched condition.
I can’t see, indeed, how a delicate-looking
lady like yourself ever held her own against this
terrific wind. Eolus seems to have lost his bags!
But, perhaps you had an escort to the corner?”
“No no no I
came quite alone! Oh, for pity’s sake, put
me on my way and let me go! My business is most
urgent!” I hesitated my heart sank.
Had Bainrothe been before me to spirit the doctor away
by some feigned message of need, of distress, to which
no inclemency of weather could close that benevolent
medical ear? And did he lie in wait for me on
the way?”
“Perhaps I had, after all, better
go alone,” I continued; “it might be too
great an inconvenience” and I moved
toward the ground-glass door.
“Not if you will accept my services,
miss,” said Caleb, timidly, pushing away the
remaining corks as he spoke, and glancing furtively
at his master.
“How often must I remind you,
Caleb Fink,” said the owner of the emporium,
“that your sphere is circumscribed to your duties?
Attend to those phials, and drain them well before
you bottle the citrate of magnesia. The last
was spoiled by your unpardonable carelessness.
I have not forgotten this!”
And again, with a deprecatory look
at me, Caleb Fink subsided into a nonentity.
“Truly has the great and wise
Dr. Perkins remarked that ’the women of America
are suicidal from the cradle to the grave!’ I
will give you one of his pamphlets, miss, to take
away with you, and you will be convinced that slippers
are serpents in disguise in winter weather! The
wooden shoes of Germany rather! Ay, or even the
sabot of France! You must not stir another
step in those. Be seated, pray, and I will not
detain you long, while I procure a substitute or protection
for such shams, worth nothing in such Siberian weather. Caleb,
a word with you;”. and he whispered to his apprentice,
who glided away, to return in a trice with a pair
of India-rubber overshoes, into which benign boats
he proceeded to thrust my unresisting feet, as I stood
leaning on the counter; after which a muffler was
tied about my ears, and a heavy honey-comb shawl thrown
over my shoulders by the same expeditious hands.
“Could you be always as spry,
Caleb! Your gloves now I shall need
my own” and a pair of stalwart knitted
mits were forthwith drawn over my passive hands, in
which my fingers nestled undivided and warm.
“Now you look something like
going for the doctor! My overcoat, Caleb gloves fur-cape cane!
All hanging near the bed. There, we are ready
now for old Borealis himself, if he chooses to blow!
But I forget God bless me, you are as pale
as the ghost of Pompey, at Philippi! Caleb,
the Perkins elixir a glass! Now,
young lady, just take it down at a gulp. It is
the only alcoholic preparation that Napoleon Bonaparte
Burress ever suffered to pass his temperate lips.
Father Matthew does not object to it at all, I am told,
on emergencies. It may be had at this repository
very low, either by the gross or dozen” speaking
the last words mechanically, and he tendered me a small
glass of some nauseous, bittersweet, and potent beverage,
that coursed through my veins like liquid fire.
“Thank you; it is very comforting,”
I gasped, and, setting the glass down on the counter,
I covered my face with my hands and burst into tears.
The whole forlornness of my outcast
and eleemosynary condition rushed over me simultaneously
with the flood of warmth caused by the Perkins elixir,
which nerved me the next moment for the encounter with
the elements.
I saw the kindly master of the emporium
turn away, either to conceal his own emotion or his
observation of mine, and Caleb stood trembling and
crying like a girl before me.
I had shrunk, it may be remembered,
from the description Sabra gave me of McDermot, when
I heard of his red hair and “chaney-blue eyes;”
but to this red-haired, hazel-eyed man I yearned instinctively,
for there are moral differences discernible in the
temperament greater than any other, and, when a red-haired
man is tender-hearted, he usually usurps the womanly
prerogative, and gushes.
But Caleb’s sympathy touched me even more.
“We will go now, if you please,”
I said, recovering myself by a strong effort, and
Napoleon B. Burress mutely tendered me his stout,
overcoated arm. “The short way you mentioned let
us go that way, if not disagreeable to you,”
I pleaded.
“Oh, no; it will be an absolute
saving of time to me; but, I warn you, the alley is
narrow and dark!”
“Never mind; I prefer the short
cut, be it what it may. Time is every thing to
me.”
We passed through the shop, threaded
a narrow entry, opened a back-door, which gave upon
a strip of paved yard, leading in turn to a back-gate,
through which we emerged into a dark and dirty-looking
alley.
But first the work of unlocking a
padlock, which confined a chain, had to be effected,
and, while Mr. N.B. Burress was thus unfastening
his back-gate preparatory to egress, I stood gazing
back, Eurydice-like, in the place I had left, for
the doors of the long entry stood open, revealing
the shop beyond and its illuminated window.
Standing thus, I saw, as through a
vista and in a perfect ecstasy of terror, the ground-glass
shop-door open, and two well-known forms in succession
block its portals those of Gregory and Bainrothe!
Would Caleb send them on our track, or would the better
part of valor come to his aid and save me from their
clutches?
A thought occurred to me. “Mr.
Burress,” I said (I had retained his name with
its remarkable prefix), “will you not lock the
gate outside? I can wait patiently until you
secure your premises and and
bring away the key.”
“I had meant to leave it here
until my return, but you are right,” speaking
indulgently. “I suppose burglars are abroad
on nights like this,” and he quietly relocked
the alley-gate. “You are very considerate,”
he said, dryly, after we had gone a few yards in profound
silence, “but had I not better return for a lantern?”
“Oh, not for worlds! Faster faster,
Mr. Burress, and Heaven will reward you! Never
mind the stones the snow the
mud so that we get there first! Yes,
I see where the lane turns; I see very well in the
dark never fear only do not delay I
am so glad you locked the alley-gate. They cannot
come that way.”
“Of whom are you afraid, poor
young lady? Nobody would harm you, I am sure;
such a gentle, tender thing as you seem to be!”
“Oh, yes! Fiends are on
my track! Don’t let them get possession
of me again, Mr. Burress. I am pursued yes faster faster!”
“But what has startled you,
poor thing, since we left the Repository? You
seemed quite calm after the Perkins elixir and
those tears. Ah! I understand!” and
he coughed several times significantly. The doctor
will set all right, I suppose, when I give you into
his hands. I am glad I came with you myself courage,
we shall soon be there!”
“Yes yes he
is my only hope! I will explain all when we are
safe with him. It is not as you think! I
have no strength now. Don’t question me
further, it exhausts me to talk. Just drag me
along.”
And silently and valiantly did he
betake himself to his task. The noisome alley
was threaded, and again we emerged into the sleety,
lamp-lit street, a few doors from the corner of that
block, in the centre of which Dr. Pemberton resided.
As we approached the friendly threshold,
the exact situation of which was familiar to my companion,
he pointed it out triumphantly with his stick.
“We shall soon be there,”
he reiterated, “no need for hurry now.”
But as he spoke I saw a carriage turn the corner we
were facing, and again I urged on my lagging escort
to his utmost speed. I ran up the sleety steps
in advance of him, and rang the bell with convulsive
energy. Its summons was answered promptly, but
not a second too soon, for, as the door opened to
admit me, the carriage paused before the door, and
two men leaped from it, one of whom, the taller, thrusting
Burress aside, rushed up the steps after me with outstretched
arms.
I had found refuge in the vestibule,
and slammed the door in his face closing,
as it did, with a spring-lock before he
reached the platform. Then turning to his companion,
he fled down to the street again, with the cry that
reached my ear distinctly, of “Baffled, by God!”
on his profane lips, and the twain drove off as rapidly
as they had come.
A moment later a feeble ring at the
door, and a voice from without, assuring the inmates
that it was only N.B. Burress, and conjuring them
not to be alarmed, caused him to be admitted at once
by the house-maid, and shown into the same small front
study into which she had conducted me to await the
doctor’s appearance.
“What name shall I give?
The doctor is engaged,” said the house-maid,
lingering.
“None at all, merely let me
know when he is ready to see me. I am tired and
cold, and can wait patiently by this good fire.”
“It may be some time, miss;
would you like a cup of hot coffee, you and this gentleman?
The doctor has just had his supper, and there is a
pint or more left in the urn.”
“Thanks nothing could
be more welcome,” and the house-maid disappeared.
“That is the way of this house patients
are always entertained, if in need of refreshment,”
said Mr. Burress, advancing to the chimney, while
he rubbed his hands in a self-gratulatory manner, then
expanded them before the bright glare that filled
every pore with warmth.
I was tremulous, and silent, and half
exhausted, and he seemed to take this in at a friendly
glance, for he made none of those inquiries that I
knew were burning on his inquisitive lips; but after
a few moments of further enjoyment before the grate,
and having duly turned himself as on a spit, so as
to absorb every ray of heat possible, he betook himself
to an arm-chair and a book, near the drop-light on
a corner table, the soft rustling of the turning leaves
of which had a most soothing effect on my nerves.
“I shall only stay a few minutes,”
he said, apologetically. “I wish, however,
to see you safe in Dr. Pemberton’s hands before
I leave you, as a sort of duty, you know, you being
a charge of mine, and should you need further escort ”
“Oh, thank you, kindly; you
have surely had enough trouble on my account already.”
“Not a particle only
a pleasure, miss; but the push I got from your pursuer
upset me on the pavement and made sparks fly out of
my eyes, and, before I could gather myself up, they
were back again in the carriage and off. You
will have to give me the mans name, miss you
will, indeed, on my own account, when all your fatigue
and fright are over. Such favors are generally
returned by me with compound interest.”
“Oh, be thankful you have not
a compound fracture, Mr. Burress, and let the fellow
go. He is beneath contempt. But I shall not
be satisfied until Dr. Pemberton tells me himself
that you are uninjured.”
“A lump as big as a potato that’s
all, miss; not worth minding, I assure you;”
and he raised his hand to his occipital region.
“An application, before retiring to bed, of
’Prang’s Blood and Life Regenerator,’
will make all right again. An astonishing remedy,
miss, which no family should be without, and which
may be obtained cheaply by the gross or dozen at my
emporium. You have heard of Hercules Prang?”
These were the last words I heard
distinctly from the lips of Napoleon B. Burress; nor
were they answered, even by the brief “Never”
which might have proclaimed my ignorance of the very
existence of that demi-god of charlatanry, who, for
the benefit of suffering mankind, had condescended
to compel his genius into the shape of a “revivifying
balsam.”
I had, with the aid of the house-maid,
divested myself of my wet overshoes and wrappings
before the advent of my companion, and had already
ensconced myself in a deep Spanish chair, that stood
invitingly and with extended arms in one corner of
the fireplace, when he advanced to place himself on
the rug for a general roasting.
It was precisely twenty minutes past
ten, Mr. Burress told me later, when he detected,
by stealing on tiptoe to my chair, and bending above
me, that I was sound asleep, and the mantel clock was
on the stroke of eleven when I awoke.
In one corner of the room sat a stern
statue of Silence, in the shape of N.B. Burress,
watching my repose, and from the adjoining office came
the murmur of voices that proved that the long interview
between Dr. Pemberton and his patient was still in
progress.
At this moment, one of the walnut-leaves
of the small folding-door, that formed a communication
between the study and office of the good physician,
swung itself gently on its noiseless hinges, into the
position distinguished in description as “slightly
ajar,” and thus remained fixed, after a fashion
that spiritual mediums might have been able to account
for, on supernatural principles.
The low murmur of voices then readily
resolved itself into shaped words and sentences, and,
but for my deep languor, and the delightful sense of
security that possessed me, I should have risen and
closed the obliging door, to shut out unintentional
communications.
As it was, I lingered and listened,
as one might do to the dash of waves, or the rustling
of branches, until suddenly the tones and meaning
of the principal interlocutor caused me to rise to
my loftiest sitting posture, and clasp the arms of
the chair I occupied, while the strained ear of attention
drank in every syllable of the remainder of the narrative,
evidently drawing near its close.
The low monotony of a continued discourse
pervaded the voice, the manner of the speaker, the
thread of whose story was no longer interrupted, as
before, by the comments or questions of his companion,
intent upon the vital interest of the tale.
“So I turned back at Panama,”
said the raconteur, probably, of a series of
adventures, “and abandoned my project altogether.
The man spoke with an air and tone of truth:
the sketch was unmistakably hers. The whole thing
was full of vraisemblance, so to speak, and
bore me completely off my feet. The initials
beneath the sketch of Christian Garth were identical
with her own.
“He referred me to Captain Van
Dome for confirmation of the saving of the few remaining
passengers on the raft, and her presence in the ship
Latona, together with that of the child and negress.
“I have seen Captain Van Dorne,
and he admits the part he played, on the representation
of Bainrothe; and, through the evidence of a newspaper
advertisement, of the previous autumn, which had met
his eye, to satisfy the puerile scruples of this really
good but ignorant man going no deeper than
the surface in his code of morals they were
obliged to tear out the record of their names, and
take refuge temporarily in the long-boat, before he
would swear to Miriam, in her state-room, that Bainrothe
was not on board.
“As to the habeas corpus
which would have gone into effect to-day, and which
the wretch managed to defeat by requiring an error
to be corrected in the writ, that no guiltless man
would have observed, I fear sometimes it will prove
ineffectual if we wait for the morrow. My plan
was to go at midnight with a party of my friends to
the house of this miscreant, and take the law in my
own hands; but, in this I could not stir, for the
reasons I have given you. Besides that, it was
risking too much her safety and reputation.
“She cannot be secretly removed,
of course, for we have a detective in the house able
and strong, besides the old well-paid negress, both
of whom ”
“Have played you false,”
I interrupted, rising impetuously, and throwing back
the loose leaf of the door, “and I am here to
tell you this. O friends, have you forgotten
me?”
And, rushing forward, I threw an arm
around each of those dear necks, weeping alternately
on the shoulder of one and the other of the two men
I loved best in the world, and who, for some moments,
sat silent and amazed!
Then Wentworth rose mutely, and clasped
me to his breast, and silence prevailed between us.
It comprehended all.
I think, when we meet again in heaven,
after that severance which is inevitable to those
who wear a mortal shape, we may feel as we did then,
but never before! The rapture the relief the
spiritual ecstasy surmounting, as on wings
of fire, pain, fatigue, suspense, anguish of mind
and body were in themselves lessons of immortality
beyond any that book or sage has issued from midnight
vigil or earthly tabernacle.
Not until a new order of things is
established, and we have done with tribulation, tears,
and death, shall we again know such sensations; nor
is it indeed quite certain that human heart and brain
could twice sustain them here below!