Reaction came at last! Life is
full of bathos as well as pathos. An hour later,
we four companions in the rejoicing over this redemption,
if chiefly strangers before, were partaking cheerfully
together of hot coffee and oysters. The services
of Mrs. Jessup had been called in the doctor’s
excellent old Quaker house-keeper and, amid
many “thous” and “thees,”
she had served us a capital and expeditious supper.
No one enjoyed the festive occasion
more than Mr. Burress, who, on the point of stealing
lightly away after witnessing from the front study
the scene of recognition and meeting, had been arrested
on the threshold by Dr. Pemberton himself.
Either to allow a full explanation
between two long-parted lovers, or to conceal his
own emotion and get back his customary calm, our dear
doctor had seen fit to step into the front-study for
a few minutes, and he checked Mr. Burress, with his
hand on the door knob, with some very natural questions
as to the mode and time of our meeting, and ended by
requiring his presence at the slight collation he ordered
at once.
The part the worthy apothecary had
played’ in my closing adventure; the certainty
that to his zeal and promptness I owed my immunity
from further captivity for, had I walked
around the square in the usual way, the men at watch
from the carriage-windows must have espied and seized
me or, had we loitered in the alley, and
arrived a moment later at the central house of Kendrick
Row, there is no doubt that they would have been there
to await my arrival, nor could Mr. Burress have saved
me from their clutches the whole thing
seemed especially providential; but, as the efficient
medium of such mercy, Napoleon B. Burress did, indeed,
seem to all present crowned with a perfect nimbus of
glory. Dr. Pemberton led him back to my presence
with his arm encircling his shoulder; Captain Wentworth
shook his hand mutely but long, with his eyes dimmed
with tears, and words that found imperfect utterance,
at last compelling him to strange silence.
“I thank you, I bless you,”
he said, at last. “I do not hope to be able
to return such services, but, what I can do,
command.”
“And I to think that she was
crazy all the time; escaped from the great asylum
a mile away. Sweetest creature, too, I ever saw
in my life; and Caleb thought so, too.”
The speaker brushed a briny drop or
two from his eyes with the back of his hand as he
spoke; then, smiling archly, asked:
“Can you forgive me, miss, for
belying you so, even in thought? You see, I have
made a clean breast of it now; but such a pity!”
“Forgive you?” And I advanced
toward him, and put both my hands in one of his large
white extremities, and, before I knew what I was doing,
I had stooped over and kissed it, and was bathing
it with my tears.
“O miss! this is too much; it
is, indeed!” said Napoleon B., blushing to the
roots of his hair, and withdrawing his hand with a
slightly-mortified air; “you nonplus me completely.”
“You see she was too much overcome,
Mr. Burress, to speak otherwise than this,”
said Wentworth, drawing me to his bosom. “You
must honor this expression of feeling as I do.”
“O sir! it is the greatest honor
I ever received in my life; and she, poor thing, like
Penelope, tangled up in a web so long, and free at
last! Well, it is a great joy to me to think I
helped a little to cut the ropes.”
“Helped! Why, I owe every
thing to you. Listen,” and then as briefly
as I could I recounted the trials in store for me
that very night the compulsory marriage,
or the removal to the belfry-tower one or
the other inevitable, and either of which must have
made the proposed rescue of the following day, on
the part of Captain Wentworth and his friends, in
one sense or the other unavailing. As the wife
of Gregory, or as the prisoner of the turret, I should
in one case have been morally, and in the other physically,
dead or lost forever!
Mutely, and tearfully even, was my
skill in setting forth the magnitude of the wrong,
from which Mr. Burress had been instrumental in saving
me, acknowledged by my audience, not excepting Jenny
the house-maid, who, arrested on the threshold, stood
wiping her eyes with her neat cotton apron in token
of sympathy.
“Caleb will be wondering what
has become of me, and tired out of watching if I don’t
go home at once,” said Mr. Burress, after his
emotion had subsided, and accepting gracefully the
civic crown with which he had been metaphorically
rewarded. Mine was in store, but how could he
dream of this?
A statue of the Greek Slave, a copy
made by a master-hand, soon adorned his window, and
his bride wore pearls of price, the joint gift of Miriam
and Wardour Wentworth, a twelvemonth later, when a
mistress of the emporium was brought home, much to
the solace of Caleb, who was remembered by us also,
let me not forget to add.
Truly kind and benevolent as he was,
Napoleon Burress had a despotic manner, which relaxed
beneath the genial smile of Marian March.
“I must go, indeed, my dear
sir” (to Dr. Pemberton), “but this night
will be memorable in my annals. God bless you
all! Farewell. Afraid of an encounter?
Not I. Like Horatio Cockleshell of old, I learned to
carry pistols constantly about me when I had to pass
the bridge every night as a youngster. My parents
lived in Hamilton village. I still keep up the
custom, and therefore pay my fine yearly to the council.”
“When at last we separated,
the clock was on the stroke of one, and I went to
a clean and quiet chamber above the little study, where
a bright fire was burning, but whence the smell of
lavender, which always accompanies the fresh sheets
of Quakerhood, still prevailed with a summer-like
fragrance. The attentive house-maid disrobed me,
and bathed my chilled and frosted feet and swollen
hands in water tempered with alcohol. Then arraying
me in a mob-cap and snowy cotton gown, the property
of good Mrs. Jessup, placed me in the soft nest prepared
for sojourners beneath that homely but hospitable
roof.
“I hope thee is comfortable,
Miriam Monfort,” said Mrs. Jessup, after I was
ensconced in bed. “Why, thy face is the
same, after all, that I remember when thou wert a
very little girl, and used to walk out with Mrs. Austin.
She is well, I hope?” settling the bed-cover.
“I cannot tell you, Mrs. Jessup.
I must rather ask such questions of you. When
did you see her last? and Mabel do you know
my little sister?”
“Oh, yes, I know her perfectly
well by sight. Let me see, it was Sabbath before
last that, just as I was coming out of Friends’
meeting-house, I saw Mabel Monfort, a pretty maiden,
truly, walking with her step-sister, I think, and
a tall and stately gentleman. But Mrs. Austin
I have not seen since last rose-time, and then only
in passing. She seemed well, but wore a troubled
face.”
“Yes, yes; she was troubled,
no doubt, things were so altered; and, if her heart
had not turned to stone, she must have thought of me
sometimes regretfully. But all bids fair now,
Mrs. Jessup, both for me and her, and for Mabel.
For the rest, let them go they are fiends!”
“Thee has a very flushed and
hot cheek, Miriam, now that I see thee closely and
touch thy face” doing so lightly with
the back of her hand as she spoke. “A bowl
of sage-tea would, no doubt, be of service to thee;
shall I ”
“Oh, no, Mrs. Jessup; I never
could drink that wise stuff in the world. I have
just had a good supper, and am excited, that is all.
Jenny will tell you what she overheard concerning
my escape of to-night, and that will account for all.”
“Good-night, then, Miriam; may
the Lord have thee in his care this night” and
she withdrew, followed by Jenny, eager, no doubt, to
commence the recital of my adventure, or to hear what
more Captain Wentworth and Dr. Pemberton had to say
on the subject.
It was nearly daylight when they parted,
one to snatch a few hours of needful slumber before
setting out on his professional tour, the other to
go at once to the officers of justice, and, at the
very earliest hour possible, obtain the authority
to arrest the brace of arch-conspirators, still protected
by the shadows of the dawn.
For Justice has its time of sleeping
and waking in large cities, and will not be denied
its meals, its hours of rest, and even recreation.
So it was seven o’clock in the cold November
morning before the proper ceremonials could be
accomplished which placed it in the power of Wentworth
to arraign Basil Bainrothe and Luke Gregory.
He occupied one seat in the hackney-coach,
which was otherwise filled by the officers of the
law; but, when he rang a sonorous peal on the portal
bell of Bainrothe’s residence, it was unanswered,
and, though the house had been watched since daylight
by an armed police force, who had no connection with
McDermot, it was found, when an entrance had been
effected, that the only inhabitants of the mansion
were a sick woman, an old negress, and a child, apparently,
from its puny size, about a twelvemonth old.
The woman could not be aroused from the coma in which
she seemed to have fallen, either as a crisis of her
disease or a precursor of death (medical opinion was
divided), until suddenly, about noon, she waked, perfectly
clear in mind and comfortable in body, and called
loudly for nourishment!
I had slept profoundly until that
hour, and my first thought in waking was of Mrs. Clayton
and her probable condition; then came the concentrated
effort necessary for her release; and she, too, awoke,
as I have shown, to consciousness and physical ease.
Her surprise, her indignation, at
being thus deserted, surpassed even her disappointment
at my escape, and her involuntary somnolency was a
theme of self-reproach and marvel both. But all
yielded in turn to terror when she found herself under
arrest in her own chamber, in company with her fellow-conspirator
Sabra.
The child was brought to me, at my
earnest request, and, during the few days of my sojourn
under Dr. Pemberton’s roof, managed to make friends
of all around him. His deformity soon became a
matter of interest and medical examination, and it
was decided that it was not beyond the reach of surgical
skill.
The process would be very gradual,
Dr. Pemberton thought, of straightening the spinal
curvature; but, should the health of the child prove
good after his tardy and difficult dentition, much
might be hoped from the aid of Nature herself.
This was joyous intelligence to me.
The noble soul of Ernie should still
wear a fitting frame, and the stature of his kind
be accorded to him! The “picaninny”
wicked old Sabra had gloated on as a dainty morsel,
on the raft, might live to put Fate itself to shame;
for had I not marveled that his mother even should
care to preserve a thing so frail and wretched, when
we sat hand-in-hand together on the burning ship?
And, later, had I not pondered over the wisdom of
his preservation? Who, then, shall penetrate the
mysteries of divine intention?
Claude Bainrothe had been arrested,
but, after close and thorough examination, was dismissed
as irresponsible for and ignorant of his father’s
acts and designs, a sentence afterward revoked, as
far as public opinion was concerned.
Evelyn, Mabel, and Mrs. Austin, were,
of course, beyond suspicion the last two
deservedly so; and if, indeed, Evelyn had been guilty
of cooeperation, I knew it had been through the force
of circumstances alone, too potent for her egotism
and vanity. She never wished to destroy, only
to govern me, and make my being and interests subordinate
to her own. Mrs. Austin and Mabel received me
with earnest joy, and Evelyn even manifested a decent
sense of sisterly gratulation.
I never saw Claude Bainrothe nor entered
my father’s house until after he had left it
and forever accompanied not by his wife,
who lingered behind in distress and wretched dependence,
most bitter to a spirit like hers, neither loving
to give or receive favors for, gathering
up all of his own and his father’s valuables,
and drawing from the bank every dollar he could command,
this worthy son of an unprincipled sire fled to join
his parent, with his minion, Ada Greene. Evelyn
had been for some time sensible of his infatuation,
and striven vainly to combat it by every means in
her power, forbearance having been her first alternative,
vivid reproach her last. But experiments had failed.
The first only fostered guilt beneath her own roof the
last urged it to its consummation.
Still young and beautiful, she was
deserted by the only man she had ever loved the
being for whom she had ruthlessly sacrificed the welfare
of her sisters and every sentiment of honor; to whom
she had given up her liberty to pander to his and
his father’s ignominy, and her home to their
desecration.
In her great grief she retired to
the solitude of her own chamber, and refused to see
any face save that of Mrs. Austin, who from this period
became her sole attendant, even after time had somewhat
ameliorated the first agony incident to her condition.
For there came to her another phase
of being which made this attendance no less a necessity
than her present form of bitter and helpless grief.
Hope revived, but in a form that promised no fruition,
and which later will be made plainer to the reader.
Just now I must continue my resume.
Old Martin was dead of paralysis,
after praying vainly to be spared to see his master’s
child return and take possession of her own, for he
had never believed in my suicide, an idea that Bainrothe
had taken pains to propagate. Nor did he lend
any faith to my demise; knowing what he did, he believed
that I had gone to England to get assistance from my
mother’s relatives and Mrs. Austin
had shared his opinion; she had nursed him to the
last, faithfully, and Evelyn had been tolerant of his
presence. This, at least, was a consolation.
Sabra and Mrs. Clayton were not prosecuted,
and I did, perhaps, the most inexorable act of my
life when I refused to see either of them again, or
assist them to more than a mere subsistence until health
could be restored to the one and her “owners”
written to in order that the other might be reclaimed
to bondage, in which condition alone she, and such
as she, can be restrained from wrongdoing. “For
there are devils on the earth,” says Swedenborg,
“as well as angels, and they both wear human
guise but by this may we know them, that
no mortal ties bind them, no sphere confines them.
They walk abroad, the one solely to evil for its own
sake, the other to universal good for the Father.
Such as these die not, but are translated, the one
to hell, the other to heaven.”
Do we not right, then, to confine
and enslave devils while they abide with us, or, if
we can, to destroy them utterly? And if we discern
them, shall we not adore God’s angels?
These dwell not long among us, and
their eyes are fixed always with a far, pure yearning
for some sphere in which we have no part. We feel
this in our daily intercourse with them, for angels
like these dwell often in the lowliest form about
us, and our common contact with them thrills and awes
us, though we scarcely realize that it is from them
we have these sensations, or what renders them so
far, though near at hand!
Little children, submissive slaves,
sad women, unresisting men, patient physicians, great
patriots, persistent preachers, martyr poets all
these forms and phases in turn do our associate angels
enter into and inform.
But ever the sign is there! They
are not ours! Among us, but not of us set
apart, here for a season be it, longer or shorter,
ready at any time to spread their wings! My sister
was of these I did not recognize this truth
in the time of my great sorrow, when the parting plumes
had not revealed themselves to my undiscerning eyes.
A mighty touchstone has been applied
to these earthly orbs since then, and the power to
discriminate has been given to my soul. As Gregory
and Sabra were devils, I verily believe, so was Mabel
one of Swedenborg’s angels. Who shall gainsay
me? Who knows more than I on this subtle subject?
Not the wisest theologian that lives and breathes this
earthly air! Only those who never speak to enlighten
us, and who have passed into infinite light and knowledge
through the portals of the grave.
When I knelt beside Wardour Wentworth
in the old church of chimes a fortnight after my emancipation
from the thraldom of demons, I acquired with this
new allegiance of mine a more Christian and forbearing
spirit than had ever before possessed me; but the
pearl of great price came not yet. Into the deeps
of sorrow was my soul first compelled to enter, a
diver in the great ocean, whence alone all such precious
pearls are borne.
Notice had been given to Claude Bainrothe
to evacuate my father’s premises before my return
from the brief wedding-trip which comprised business
as well as recreation. Captain Wentworth took
me with him to Richmond and to Washington, to both
of which places his affairs led him. In the last
I had the pleasure of grasping Old Hickory by his honest
hand. He was my husband’s patron and benefactor,
and as such alone entitled to my regard; but there
was more. As patriot, soldier, gentleman in the
truest sense of the word, I have not seen his peer.
It was a great delight to me, in spite
of the shadow Evelyn’s grief threw over our
threshold, to stand once more as mistress in my father’s
house, even in the wreck of fortune, and control the
education and destiny of my young sister. Little
Ernie, too, had his place in the household as son
by adoption, and grew daily stronger and more vigorous
in our sight, the thoughtful, loving, and reticent
child, heralding the man of power, affection, and
principle, that he has become.
The employment of my husband lay near
the city of my nativity. He was occupied in making
the great railroad through Jersey that was the pioneer
of engineering progress, and a mighty link between
two kindred States. He was in this way, though
often absent, never for any length of time, and his
return was always a fresh source of joy to his household.
Mabel worshiped him; Ernie silently revered; Evelyn
with all of her growing peculiarities acknowledged
he had merit; and Mrs. Austin regarded him with mingled
awe and affection, for to her he was singularly kind
and affectionate.
“To grow old in servitude,”
he would say, “what sadder fate can befall any
being, or more entitle him or her to forbearance and
respect? What life-long hardships does this condition
not impose? And this is a field for universal
charity, which costs not much, only a little patience
and a few kind words and smiles.”
Ours was a happy household; no cloud
rested upon it, save for a few brief days of illness
or discomfort, until the great blow fell. In her
seventeenth year and on the eve of her marriage with
Norman Stansbury (again our neighbor, at intervals,
when he came to visit his relatives, a man of noble
qualities and singularly devoted to my sister), Mabel
died suddenly of some secret disease of the heart which
had simulated radiant health and bloom.
I had sometimes observed with anxiety
a slight shortness of breath, a gasping after unusual
exercise, and called the attention of physicians to
this state of things in my sister, who regarded it
merely as a nervous symptom, and this was all to indicate
that the fell destroyer was silently at work.
She had just laid a bunch of white roses on her toilet,
and crossed the chamber for water to place them in,
when she called my name in a strange, excited way,
that brought me speedily to her side from the adjoining
room. She was lying white and speechless on her
bed, beside which the crystal goblet lay in fragments.
The waters of her own existence had
flowed forthwith those prepared for her flowers, and
before assistance could be summoned she expired peacefully
in my arms, without a struggle. She had inherited
her mother’s malady.
The anguish, and disappointment of
the lover, and my own despair, maybe better imagined
than portrayed. My baby died a few weeks later partly,
I think, from the effect of my own condition on her
frail organization, and the hope of years was blighted
in this fragile blossom the first that
had blessed our union.
The little Constance slumbered by
Mabel’s side, and a slip from that bunch of
white roses, the last my sister had gathered, shadows
the marbles that guard both of those now-distant,
yet not neglected graves. Thus death at last
entered our happy household!
A great shadow fell over me, which
I vainly strove to dispel with all the effort of my
reason and my will. Physicians, remembering my
mother’s inscrutable melancholy a
part of that mysterious malady that consumed her life whispered
their warnings in my husband’s ears, and he
resolved, with that energy which belongs to men of
his nature, to lay the axe at once to the root of
this evil in the only way that presented itself to
his mind as possible of accomplishment.
At first I resisted faintly the coincidence
of his will, which he knew was sure to come sooner
or later; and to the very last it was agony unspeakable
to me, to think that my father’s house should
pass into the hands of strangers, and that the place
that knew me should know me no more!
Very resolutely and calmly did Wardour
endure and stem my opposition. Swift and strong
as the current of my will flowed naturally, he was
ever its master, as the stone dam can stay and lull
the fiercest rivers. He persisted, knowing well
what was at stake, and to my surprise Dr: Pemberton
and Mr. Gerald Stansbury cooperated with his decision.
Nor did Mr. Lodore oppose it, though losing thereby
one of his most liberal parishioners.
A great struggle was going on in my
heart just then that I think would have
perished in darkness, had I not found myself free and
emancipated from all fetters of custom and observance
by our change of residence.
From the shallow streams of conventional
Christianity, moving with tardy current, and full
of shoals and sandbanks, I was drifting down, slowly
but surely, with that great ocean of deep and unsounded
religion, to which all profound natures, that have
suffered, do, I believe if left to themselves inevitably
tend.
In this new land of promise the
golden California lying like a bride by
the side of her bridegroom the great Pacific
Ocean and shut away by deserts and mountains,
from all old conventional cliques and prejudices of
our Eastern cities, my soul took wing. What poetry
was in me found its outlet; what religious capacity
God had endued me with, went forth from the clash
of cymbals and the sound of the sackbut, that ever
had reminded me, in all seasons of sorrow, or even
of joyous excitement, that I was one of an ancient
people, astray in foreign pastures went
forth (even as the compromise was made at first by
Christ and his apostles with the magnificent but soulless
worship of the Jews) to merge these sounds of ancient
rite and form in the deep roll of the organ, that
fills the churches where the Host is present.
I needed this abiding miracle to stay
my faith to give it a new rapture, never
experienced before to sustain me in my sorrow.
In the presence of the holy Eucharist in
the sweet belief that saints communed with me, and
that the Mother of God, who, like me, had wept and
suffered, interceded for me at the throne of Christ,
I regained the vitality that seemed gone forever.
There is no cup like this for the
lips of the parched and weary wayfarer none!