Fred Starratt rested surprisingly
well that first night. But two weeks in the detention
hospital had taken the sting out of institutional
preliminaries. The officials at Fairview put him
through precisely the same paces, except upon a somewhat
larger scale. There was the selfsame questioning,
the same yielding up of personal effects, the same
inevitable bath. And almost the same solitary
room, except that this one peered out upon the free
world through a heavily barred window instead of through
a skylight, and boasted a kitchen chair. He was
to be alone then!... He thanked God for this solitude
and slept.
He awoke at six o’clock to the
clipped shriek of a whistle. Shortly after, a
key turned in his door. There followed the sound
of scores of bare feet pattering up and down the hall.
Was it imagination or did these muffled footfalls
have an inhuman softness?... Suddenly his door
flew open. He shrank beneath the bedclothes, peering
out with one unscreened eye.
A knot of gesticulating and innocent
madmen were gazing at him with all the simplicity
of children. After a few moments, their curiosity
satisfied, they pattered on their ghostly way again.
This, he afterward learned, was the
daily morning inspection of newcomers.
Presently the whistle blew again and
a bell sounded through the corridors. A rush
of answering feet swept past; a great silence fell.
A half hour later a monstrous man
with glittering eyes and clawlike fingers came in,
carrying breakfast a large dishpan filled
with a slimy mush, two slices of dry bread, and a
mound of greasy hash. Fred turned away with a
movement of supreme disgust. The gigantic attendant
laughed.
There came a call of, “All outside!”
echoing through the halls; a rush of feet again, a
hushed succeeding silence. The half-mad ogre went
to the window and slyly beckoned Fred to follow.
He crawled out of bed and took his place before the
iron bars. The man pointed a skinny finger; Fred’s
gaze followed. He found himself looking down upon
a stone-paved yard filled with loathsome human wreckage gibbering
cripples, drooling monsters, vacant-eyed corpses with
only the motions of life. Some had their hands
strapped to their sides, others were almost naked.
They sang, shouted, and laughed, prayed or were silent,
according to their mental infirmities. It was
an inferno all the more horrible because of its reality,
a relentless nightmare from which there was no awakening.
Fred heard the man at his side chuckling ferociously.
His tormentor was laughing with insane
cruelty. “The bull pen! Ha, ha, ha!”
Fred made his way back to his bed. Midway he
stopped.
“Does everybody ...” he
began to stammer “does everybody ...
or only those who ...”
He broke off in despair. What
could this mad giant tell him? But almost before
the thought had escaped him his companion read his
thought with uncanny precision.
“You think I don’t know!”
the man said, tapping his head significantly.
“But everybody ... they all ask me the same question.
Yes ... you’ll take your turn, my friend.
Don’t be afraid. They’ll give you
the air in the bull pen, all right! Ha, ha, ha!”
And with that he picked up the dishpan of untasted
breakfast and hurried from the room.
Fred Starratt sank down upon the bed.
His temples were throbbing and his body wet with an
icy sweat.
He was roused by a vigorous but not
ungentle tap upon the shoulder. He stumbled to
his feet, shaking himself into a semblance of courage.
But instead of the malevolent giant of the breakfast
hour, a genial man of imposing bulk stood before him.
“My name is Harrison,” his visitor began,
kindly; “I’m an assistant to the superintendent...
Perhaps you’d like to tell me something about
yourself?”
Fred drew back a trifle. “Must I?...”
Harrison smiled as he seated himself in the chair.
“No ... but they usually do
... after the first night... It helps, sometimes,
to talk.”
“I am afraid there’s nothing
to tell... I’m here, and I’ll make
the best of it...”
Fred wiped the clammy sweat from his
forehead with a gesture of despair.
Harrison leaned forward. “Don’t
you feel well?” he inquired.
“It’s nothing...
I looked out into the yard this morning... I dare
say one gets used to it but for the moment...
You have other yards, I suppose... That is, I
sha’n’t have to take the air there ...
shall I ... in the bull pen?”
“It’s usual ... for the
first day or two. But perhaps in your case ”
Harrison broke off. “However, I can’t
promise anything... If you’ll come to the
office I’ll give you back your clothes.”
They went into the office together
and Fred received his clothing duly marked with his
name and ward. But his shoes were withheld and
in their place he was given a pair of mismated slippers
which proved too large. Harrison handed him two
rag strips with which he tied them on. Looking
down at the shapeless, flapping footgear, Fred Starratt
felt his humiliation to be complete. He walked
slowly back to his room.
The noise from the bull pen was deafening.
He went to the window and steeled himself against
the sight below... At first he shuddered, but
gradually his hands became clenched, in answer to a
rising determination. Why should he flinch from
anything God himself could look upon?... He was
still standing by the window when the gong for the
midday meal sounded. The bull pen had long since
been deserted and, with the foreground swept clean
of its human excrescence, his purposeless gaze had
wandered instinctively toward the promise of the forest-green
hills in the distance.
He heard the familiar rush of feet
toward the dining room and he was vaguely conscious
that some one had halted before his door. He turned
about. A young man, not over twenty-five, with
a delicately chiseled face, was stepping into the
room. As he drew closer Fred received the wistful
impression of changing-blue eyes and a skin clear to
the point of transparency. Fred met his visitor
halfway.
“You came last night, didn’t
you?” the youth began, offering a shy hand.
“I saw you this morning. I was in the crowd
that looked you over just before breakfast...
What are you here for?”
Fred lifted his hand and let it fall
again. “I made a mess of things...
And you?”
“Booze,” the other replied,
laconically. “I’ve been in three times...
Let’s go down to lunch.” He slipped
a friendly arm into Fred’s and together they
walked with the rushing throng into the dining room.
It was a small room, everything considered,
with tables built around the four walls and one large
table in the center that seated about twenty-five
people. Starratt and his new-found friend discovered
two vacant seats upon the rude bench in front of the
center table and sat down. They were each given
a plate upon which was a potato and a small piece
of cold beef and the inevitable hunk of dry bread.
A large pitcher of tea stood within reach. There
was neither milk nor sugar nor butter in evidence.
A tablespoon and a tin cup were next handed them.
Fred felt a sudden nausea. He closed his eyes
for a moment, and when he looked up his plate had
been swept clean of food.
“You’ve got to watch sharp,”
the youth was saying. “They steal everything
in sight if you let them... Here, have some of
mine.”
Fred made a gesture of refusal.
“It doesn’t matter,” he explained.
“I’m not hungry.”
“You’d better eat something... Have
some hot tea!”
It was a black, hair-raising brew,
but Fred managed to force down a draught of it.
About him on all sides men were tearing their meat
with clawlike hands, digging their fangs into it in
wolfish ferocity... A dishpan of rice was circulated.
Fred took a few spoonfuls. Within fifteen minutes
the meal was over and the dishpan, emptied of its
rice, was passed again. Fred saw his companions
flinging their spoons into it. He did likewise.
The youth arose. “Let’s
get out of this and have a smoke... I’ve
got the makings.”
A great surge of relief swept over
Fred. A smoke! Somehow, he had forgotten that
such a solace existed in this new world of terror and
pain.
It appeared that the only place indoors
where smoking was permitted was the lavatory, but
when they reached the corridor they found a line forming
ready to march out to take the air. They decided
to wait and have their smoke in the open. Fred
and his companion exchanged names. The youth
was Felix Monet.
“I’m not sure whether
you go out with us,” Monet admitted, as they
swung into place. “This crowd is bound for
the front parade ground. It’s not usual
for newcomers to have that privilege.”
Fred made no reply. The line of men shuffled
forward.
“We go downstairs first for our shoes,”
the youth finished.
Presently they found themselves upon
the ground floor, in a small room where an attendant
distributed shoes and hats. It appeared that Fred’s
shoes were there, duly labeled. The man in charge
made no objection to yielding them up.
“You must have a pull,”
Monet remarked, as Fred sat down upon a stool to draw
on his shoes.
Fred shook his head in silence.
Evidently the assistant superintendent had said a
word for him. ... He was not to be put to the
torture of the bull pen, then!
Outside, the air was warm and the
sunlight dazzling. Fred felt a surge of red-blooded
life sweep him as his quivering nostrils drank in the
pungent odors from the midsummer foliage. Waves
of heat floated wraithlike from the yellow stubble,
bathing the distant hills in an arid-blue haze.
At convenient intervals clumps of dark-green trees
threw contrasting patches of shade upon the tawny,
sun-bleached sod. But Fred ignored their cool
invitation. He always had hated hot weather with
all his coast-bred soul, but to-day a hunger for warmth
possessed him completely.
Monet and he took a broad path which
circled for about a quarter of a mile about the grounds.
As they progressed, several joined them. Fred
was introduced to each in turn, but he responded listlessly.
Almost at once the newcomers hurled questions at him...
Why was he there? ... How long was he in for?
... What did he think were the chances of escape?
Inevitably, every conversation turned upon this last
absorbing topic. These men seemed eager for confidences,
they wanted to share their experiences, their grievances,
their hopes. But Fred Starratt recoiled.
He had not yet reached the stage when a thin trickle
of words fell gratefully upon his ears. He had
no desire to either hear or speak. All he craved
was the healing silence of open spaces. But he
was soon to learn that this new life held no such soul-cleansing
solace. Gradually he fell a bit apart from his
chattering comrades.
They passed an ill-kept croquet ground
and some patches of garden where those who were so
disposed could raise vegetables or flowers. There
was something pathetic about the figures bending with
childlike faith over their labor of love attempting
to make nature smile upon them. Without the vision
of the bull pen Fred Starratt would have found much
that afternoon that was revolting. But one glimpse
into the horrible inferno of the morning had made
him less sensitive to milder impressions.
After a while Monet detached himself
from the rest of the walking throng and fell back
with Starratt. He seemed to have an instinctive
gift for sensing moods, and Fred was grateful for his
silence.
They were passing by a two-story concrete
building in the Colonial style when Monet touched
Fred’s arm.
“That’s the famous Ward
Six,” Monet explained, softly. “You’ll
get there finally if you work it right... It’s
not heaven ... but alongside the other wards it comes
pretty near being.”
They turned about shortly after this
and began to retrace their steps. Presently a
man came in sight, pulling a cardboard box mounted
upon four spools.
“An inventor,” Monet said,
as Fred threw out a questioning glance. “He
has an idea that he’s perfected a wonderful automobile...
You’ll get used to them after a while.”
A little farther on they met a haughty-looking
Japanese coming toward them. Monet plucked at
Fred’s sleeve. “Better step to one
side,” he cautioned; “that fellow thinks
he is the Emperor of Japan!”
Fred did as he was bidden and the
Japanese swept past gloomily.
“Well, at least he’s happy,
in his own way!” Monet commented, with a tinge
of irony.
Soon after that another man passed, weeping bitterly.
“They call him the Weeping Willow,”
Monet explained. “He weeps because he can
find no one who will kill him.”
Fred shuddered.
By this time they had reached their
starting point. Fred felt suddenly tired.
“Let’s rest a bit under the trees,”
he proposed.
Monet assented, and the two threw
themselves into the first shade. Fred closed
his eyes. He had a sense that he was dreaming that
all the scenes that he had witnessed these many days
were unreal. Presently he would wake up to the
old familiar ring of his alarm clock, and gradually
all the outlines of his bedroom would shape themselves
to his recovered senses... There would stand Helen
by her dressing table, stooping down to the mirror’s
level as she popped her thick braids under her pink
boudoir cap... In a few minutes the first whiffs
of coffee would come floating in from the kitchenette.
Then he would crawl slowly out from the warm bedclothes
and stretch himself comfortably and give a sudden
dash for the bathroom and his cold plunge. There
would follow breakfast and the walk over the hill down
to the office of Ford, Wetherbee & Co. in a mist-golden
morning. And he would hear again the exchange
of greetings, and find himself replying to the inevitable
question:
“Well, what’s new?”
With the equally inevitable answer:
“Not a thing in the world!”
Some one was shaking him. He
gave a quick gasp that ended in a groan as he opened
his eyes. Monet was bending over him.
“You’ve been asleep,”
his companion said. “Come, it’s time
to go in... The bell for supper has rung...
And you were dreaming, too ... I knew that because
you smiled!”
Fred Starratt grasped Monet’s hand fervently.
“It was good of you to keep watch,” he
murmured.
Monet answered with a warm pressure.
And at that moment something deep and indefinable
passed between them ... a silent covenant too precious
for words.
Fred Starratt rose to his feet.
“Let us go in!” he said.
At supper Fred Starratt nibbled at
some dry bread and drank another strong draught of
tea. But he had to force himself to even this
scant compromise with expediency. There followed
smoking in the lavatory and at seven o’clock
the call to turn in. Fred scurried confidently
to his cell-like room ... he was quite ready for solitude.
An attendant was moving about.
“You sleep in the first dormitory to-night,”
he explained to Fred. “It’s at the
end of the hall.”
Fred turned away in fresh despair.
Before the door of the first dormitory
a number of men were undressing. Monet was in
the group and a newspaper man named Clancy that Fred
had met that afternoon. Fred stood a moment in
indecision.
“You’ll have to strip
out here,” Monet said, in a matter-of-fact tone.
“Just leave your clothes in a pile close against
the wall.”
Fred obeyed. The rest of the
company regarded him with sinister curiosity.
Except for Monet and Clancy all seemed obviously insane.
One by one they filed into the room. Fred followed.
Twelve spotlessly clean cots gleamed in the twilight.
The twelve men crawled into bed; the
door was shut with a bang. Fred heard a key turn...
They were locked in!
The ghostly day faded and night settled
in. Fitful snorings and groans and incoherent
mutterings broke the stillness. At intervals a
man near the door would jump to his feet, proclaiming
the end of the world. Sometimes his paroxysm
was brief, but again he would keep up his leaping
and solemn chanting until he fell to the floor in sheer
exhaustion... Gradually even he became quiet,
and nothing was audible except heavy breathing and
the sound of the watchman in the corridor as he passed
by regularly, flashing his light into the room through
the slits in the door.
Fred Starratt did not close his eyes.