“Oh, don’t you remember
sweet Alice, Ben Bolt?
Sweet Alice whose hair was so brown,
Who wept with delight when you gave her a smile,
And trembled with fear at your frown?”
Old Song.
Every person we meet in life makes
an impression on us, varying from the faintest shadow
that soon vanishes to a vivid one that lasts as long
as memory.
Alice Page’s first impression
of Frank Nason did not do him justice. She thought
him a big, good-natured, polite boy, rather conscious
that he was likely to be sought after, and disposed
to sulk if he wasn’t. His plea for sympathy
on the score that his life of idleness was a bore,
which he made the day they went sleighing, only provoked
her derision, and as she was disposed to judge all
men by the standard of her self-reliant brother, he
came near awakening contempt on her part. It
was not until the last evening of his visit that she
discovered her mistake and realized that he had more
depth of character than she had thought. It is
likely the keen enjoyment which he seemed to feel when
she sang for him had weight, for we are prone to like
those who like us, and it was natural also that she
should feel a little gratitude for what he had done
for her brother.
Her life, hidden away as she was in
a by-way corner of a country town, and seeing no one
all the week except her small band of pupils, gave
her plenty of time for thought, and there was no young
man in the village whose company she would tolerate
if she could help it. Once a week, usually on
Saturday, she received a letter from her brother, and
that, together with the mild excitement of Sunday
church-going, was all that broke the monotony of her
life.
A week after the Christmas visit she
received a package containing a new book, three of
the latest popular songs, and a box of candy, and pinned
to the candy Frank Nason’s card, on the back
of which was written: “For the girl who
wanted to kiss her teacher.”
She wrote a polite note of thanks,
and then, feeling that she would soon be forgotten
by him, and not caring much whether she was or not,
settled down to the unvarying round of her daily life.
It was mid-winter, and two weeks after her brother
wrote that Frank had begun studying law in his office,
when she received a letter from that young man that
surprised her. He wrote:
My dear miss page:
I trust you will pardon me for intruding myself upon
you, but I wish you to know that a few pointed words
spoken by you while I was enjoying your hospitality
have not been forgotten, and have influenced
me to make an effort to be something better than
an idler in the world. Your brother kindly consented
to let me read law in his office, and I am now
hard at it. I do not imagine this will interest
you, but I felt that you had scant respect for useless
people, and as you could rightly so regard me, I wanted
you to know that I am capable of rising above
my aimless life.
I have recalled so many times all the
little incidents of my visit to your home, and
lived over those evenings graced by your presence,
and lit by a cheerful fire, time and again. Do
not think me insincere when I assure you they
were the most delightful ones I ever passed.
If you find time to write a line to one who is now
a worker in the hive instead of a drone, it will
be gratefully received by me.
To a girl with Alice Page’s
sympathetic nature and tender feelings, words like
these made her feel she was what she most enjoyed being-an
inspiration and help to others. In this respect
Frank Nason had read her better than she had read
him, or else some fortunate intuition had led him
aright. She answered the letter at once, thanking
him for his flattering words, but forbidding him to
use any more of them.
“I do not like flattery,”
she wrote, “because no one ever can feel quite
sure it is sincere. I will answer all your letters
if you will promise not to tell Bert we are corresponding.
Not that I am ashamed of it by any means, but he is
inclined to tease me and I love him so dearly I can’t
bear to have him do so. The little girl you sent
the candy to was both astonished and grateful.
I did not tell her who sent it, for the fact would
have been all over town in a week if I had, and I do
not like to be gossiped about. I merely told
her a good fairy had sent it, which was better.”
Once a week thereafter Alice received
a long letter from Frank and as regularly answered
it. It is needless to say that she soon began
to anticipate them and that they added much to her
monotonous life. Frank wisely refrained from
any expression of love, though Alice felt sure he
was likely to make such expression in person if ever
he had an opportunity to do so. No woman, much
less a keenly sensitive young woman like her, is ever
long in doubt as to a man’s feelings, and Alice
Page, whose heart had never felt a stronger emotion
than love for her brother, knew the moment she read
her admirer’s first letter that its well-considered
words were really inspired by Cupid. More than
that, she felt sure that his commendable efforts to
become a useful professional man, instead of a badly
bored idler, were due to the hope that the effort
would find favor in her eyes. In all these surmises
it is needless to say her feminine intuition was quite
correct.
That her brother also surmised the
truth is quite likely, though he wisely kept these
thoughts to himself for good and sufficient reasons.
“Frank is getting along nicely,”
he wrote Alice, in the early spring; “I believe
he has the making of a capable lawyer in him.
He grinds away harder than I ever did when reading
law, and has never yet complained of how dry and dull
it all is. He is a big, warm-hearted fellow, too,
and I am growing more fond of him every day.
He is more devoted to me than a brother, and we have
made a lot of plans for a month’s outing on the
‘Gypsy’ this coming summer. I like
his family very much, and Mrs. Nason and both her
daughters have invited me to bring you down when your
school closes to make them a visit. I think I
shall run up in June, and stay over Sunday, and bring
Frank with me. I imagine he would like to come,
for once in a while I overhear him humming ‘Ben
Bolt.’”
“A very nicely worded little
plot; but don’t you imagine, my dear Bert, I
do not see through it!” was the mental comment
of Alice when she read the letter. “The
young gentleman has bravely set to work to become a
man instead of a cipher; my brother likes him; he
whistles ‘Ben Bolt;’ my brother is to
bring him up here again; I am expected to fall in love
with Mr. Cipher that was, and help him spend his money,
and I am to be barely tolerated by mamma and both
sisters! A most charming plot, surely, but it
takes two to make a bargain. I think I know just
the sort of people mamma and sisters are. He
told me she read him a lecture every time he danced
twice with a poor girl, and now I am expected to walk
into the same trap, and cringe to her ladyship, for
the sin of being poor. I guess not! I’ll
teach school till I die first, and he can think of
me as having a ‘slab of granite so gray’
to keep me in place.”
But this diplomatic “Sweet Alice”
wrote to her brother: “I am delighted that
you are coming up, for I am so lonesome, and the weeks
drag so hard! Bring your friend up, by all means,
and I’ll sing ‘Ben Bolt’ until he
hates the name of Sweet Alice. The country will
be looking finely then, and he can go over to the
cemetery, and select the corner I am to occupy.
Pardon the joke, and don’t tell him I uttered
it.”
To Frank she wrote: “Be
sure to come up with Bert. I will sing all the
old songs, and the new ones you have sent me, as well.
If you come up on a Thursday you may visit my school
Friday afternoon, if you will behave, and then you
can see the girl you sent the candy to. She wears
a calico pinafore, and comes to school barefooted.”
Consistency, thy name is woman!
From all this it may be inferred that
Alice was just a little coquettish, and that verdict
is no doubt true. Like all her charming sex who
are blessed with youth and beauty, she was perfectly
conscious of it, and quite willing to exert its magic
power on a susceptible young man with dark curly hair
and earnest brown eyes. Neither was she impervious
to the fact that this said young man was a possible
heir to plenty of money. She never had much lavished
on her, and, while not having suffered for the necessaries
of life, she had had to deny herself all luxuries,
and, most vexatious denial of all, a new gown and hat
many times when she needed them. Her tactful
reply to her brother’s letter, coupled with
his own sincere affection for her, brought her a response
by return mail in the form of a check for one hundred
dollars, with explicit orders to spend every cent
of it before he came.
Whether she did or not we will leave
to the imagination of all young ladies so situated.