The next day was a red-letter one
in Albert’s history. In the morning he
followed Uncle Terry around the circuit of his lobster
traps in the “Gypsy’s” boat, with
Telly as a companion, and watched the old man hauling
and rebaiting those elongated coops and taking out
his hideous prizes. The day was a perfect one,
the sea just ruffled by a light breeze, and as her
first timidity had now worn away, he found Telly a
most charming companion. She not only loved the
ocean that in a way had been her playmate since childhood,
but she had an artist’s eye for all its beauties.
How many features, new to Albert, she called to his
attention, and how her naïve observations, so fresh
and delightful, each and all interested him, need
not be quoted. It was an entirely new experience
to him, and the four hours’ pull in and out of
the island coves and around isolated ledges where
Uncle Terry set his traps passed all too quickly.
“Do you know,” said Albert
when they had returned to the little cove where Uncle
Terry kept his boats, and as he sat watching him pick
up his morning’s catch and toss them one by
one into a large car, “that the first man who
thought of eating a lobster must have been almost starved.
Of all creatures that grow in the sea, there is none
more hideous, and only a hungry savage could have
thought them fit for food.”
“They ain’t over hansum,”
replied Uncle Terry, “but fried in pork fat
they go middlin’ good if ye’re hungry.”
That afternoon Telly invited Albert
to row her up to a cove, at the head of which was
a narrow valley where blueberries grew in profusion.
“I want to pick a few,” she said, “and
you can make a sketch of the cove while I do.”
It must be recorded that helping her picking berries
proved more attractive, and when her pail was full,
all he did in that line was to make a picture of her
sitting in front of a pretty cluster of small spruce
trees, with the pail beside her and her sun-hat trimmed
with ferns.
“Your city friends will laugh
at the country girl you found down in Maine,”
she remarked as she looked at the sketch, “but
as they will never see me, I don’t care.”
“My friends will never see it,”
he answered quietly, “only my sister. And
I am going to bring her down here next summer.”
“Tell me about her,” said Telly at once,
“is she pretty?”
“I think so,” replied
Albert, “she has eyes like yours, only her hair
is not so light. She is a petite little body
and has a mouth that makes one want to kiss her.”
“I should like to see her ever
so much,” responded Telly, and then she added
rather sadly, “I’ve never had a girl friend
in my life. There are only a few at the Cape
of my age, and I don’t see much of them.
I don’t mind it in the summer, for then I work
on my pictures, but in winter it is so lonesome.
For days I do not see any one except father and mother
or old Mrs. Leach.”
“And who is Mrs. Leach?” asked Albert.
“Oh, she’s a poor old
soul who lives alone and works on the fish racks,”
answered Telly, “she is worse off than I am.”
It was a little glimpse into the girl’s life
that interested Albert, and in the light of what he
knew of her history, a pathetic one. Truly she
was alone in the world, and except for the two kindly
souls who made a home for her, she had no one to turn
to.
“You will go away to-morrow,
I suppose,” she said with a faint tone of regret
as they were rowing home. “Father said your
boat was coming after you to-day.”
He looked at her a moment, while a
slight smile showed beneath his mustache. “I
suppose I shall have to,” he answered, “but
I should like to stay here a month. I’ve
not made a sketch of your house, even.”
“I wish you would,” she
said with charming candor, “it is so lonesome
here, and then maybe you would show me a little about
painting.”
“Could you endure my company
every day for a month?” he asked, looking her
full in the face.
“I don’t believe you could
endure ours,” she replied, dropping her eyes,
and then she added quickly, “There is a prayer-meeting
to-night at the Cape; would you like to go?”
“Most certainly,” he answered;
“I can imagine it will be interesting.”
Albert had expected to see the “Gypsy”
in the harbor when they returned that afternoon, but
was most happily disappointed. “I hope they
will stay at Bar Harbor a week,” he thought.
And that evening when Telly appeared, ready to be
escorted to the prayer-meeting, he was certain that
no fairer girl was to be found at Bar Harbor, or anywhere
else.
She was dressed in simple white, her
masses of sunny hair half concealed by a thin blue
affair of loosely knitted wool, and had a cluster
of wild roses at her throat. It was a new and
pleasurable experience to be walking beside a well-dressed
young man whose every look and word bespoke enjoyment
of her society, and she showed it in her simple, unaffected
way. “I am afraid we shall disturb the meeting,”
she said with a smile, as they were walking over to
the village. “The folks will be so curious
to know who you are they will sing worse than ever.
That’s about all they do,” she added by
way of explanation,-“sing a few hymns,
and Deacon Oaks will make a prayer and Mr. Gates another.
They may call on you to give testimony,” she
continued, looking at Albert archly; “will you
respond?”
“Hardly,” was the reply.
“I always respect people’s religious feelings,
but I must confess I belong to the great majority of
sinners who have never had a change of heart.”
That evening’s gathering was
a unique one in Albert’s experience, and the
religious observances such as he never forgot.
The place was a little square, unpainted building,
not larger than a country schoolhouse, and when Telly
and he entered and seated themselves on one of the
wooden settees that stood in rows, not over a dozen
people were there. On a small platform in front
was a cottage organ, and beside it a small desk.
A few more entered after they did, and then a florid-faced
man arose, and, followed by a short and stout young
lady, walked forward to the platform. The girl
seated herself at the organ, and the man, after turning
up the lamp on the organ, opened the book of gospel
hymns, and said in a nasal tone, “We will naow
commence our sarvices by singin’ the forty-third
psalm, and all are requested to rise an’ jine.”
In the centre of the room hung a large lamp, and two
more on brackets at the side shed a weak light on
the gathering, but no one seemed to feel it necessary
to look for the forty-third selection. Albert
and Telly arose with the rest, and the girl at the
organ began to chase the slow tune up and down the
keys. Then the red-faced man started the singing,
a little below the key, and the congregation followed.
To Albert’s surprise, Telly’s voice, clear
and distinct, at his side joined with the rest.
A long prayer, full of halting repetitions, by the
man at the desk, followed, and then another hymn,
and after that came a painful pause. To Albert’s
mind it was becoming serious, and he began to wonder
how it would end, when there ensued one of the most
weird and yet pathetic prayers he had ever listened
to. It was uttered by an old lady, tall, gaunt,
and white-haired, who arose from the end of a settee
close to the wall and beneath one of the smoke-dimmed
lamps. It could not be classed as a prayer exactly,
for when she began her utterance she looked around
as if to find sympathy in the assembled faces, and
her deep-set piercing eyes seemed alight with intense
feeling. At first she grasped the back of the
settee in front with her long fleshless fingers, and
then later clasped and finally raised them above her
upturned face, while her body swayed with the vehemence
of her feelings. Her garb, too, lent a pathos,
for it was naught but a faded calico dress that hung
from her attenuated frame like the raiment of a scarecrow.
It may have been the shadowy room or the mournful
dirge of the nearby ocean that added an uncanny touch
to her words and looks, but from the moment she arose
until her utterance ceased, Albert was spell-bound.
So peculiar, and yet so pathetic, was her prayer,
it shall be quoted in full as uttered:
“O Lord,” she said, “I
come to Thee, knowin’ I’m as a worm that
crawls on the airth; like the dust blown by the winds;
the empty shell on the shore, or the leaves that fall
on the ground. I come poor an’ humble.
I come hungry and thirsty, like even the lowliest
of the airth. I come and kneel at Thy feet-believin’
that I, a poor worm o’ the dust, will still
have Thy love and pertection. I’m old, an’
weary o’ waitin’. I’m humble,
and bereft o’ kin. I’m sad, and none
to comfort me. I eat the crust o’ poverty,
an’ drink the cup of humility. My pertector
and my staff have bin taken from me, and yet, for
all these burdens Thou in Thy infinite wisdom hev
seen fit to lay on me, I thank Thee! Thou hast
led my feet among thorns and stuns, and yet I thank
Thee. Thou hast laid the cross o’ sorrow
on my heart, and the burden o’ many infirmities
for me to bear, and yet I bless Thee, yea, verily
shall my voice be lifted to glorify and praise Thee
day and night, for hast Thou not promised me that
all who are believers in Thy word shall be saved?
Hast Thou not sent Thy son to die on the cross for
my sake, poor and humble as I am? An’
fer this, an’ fer all Thy infinite
marcy an’ goodness to me, I praise an’
thank Thee to-night, knowin’ that not a sparrer
falls without Thy knowin’ it, and that even
the hairs of our heads are numbered.
“I thank Thee, O Lord, for the
sunshine every day, and the comin’ o’ the
birds and flowers every season. I thank Thee that
my eyes are still permitted to see Thy beautiful world,
and my ears to hear the songs o’ praise.
I thank Thee, too, that with my voice I can glorify
and bless Thee fer all Thy goodness, and fer
all Thy marcy. An’ when the day of judgment
comes an’ the dead rise up then I know Thou wilt
keep Thy promise, an’ that even I, poor an’
humble, shall live again, jinin’ those that
have gone before, to sit at Thy feet an’ glorify
Thee for life everlastin’. Fer this
blessed hope, an’ fer all Thy other promises,
I lift my voice in gratitude an’ thankfulness
an’ praise to Thee, my heavenly Father, an’
to thy son, my Redeemer, to-night an’ to-morrer
an’ forever an’ forever. Amen.”
To Albert, a student of Voltaire,
of Hume, of Paine, and an admirer of Ingersoll, a
doubter of scriptural authenticity, and almost a materialist
in belief, this weird and piteous utterance came with
peculiar effect. That she who uttered it had only
told the tale of her own sad life and hope he understood
at once, and what was of more force, that she believed
and felt in her own heart that every word of her recital
was heard by her Creator. Albert had heard prayers
and religious exhortations without number; prayers
that were incoherent, pointless, vague, or uttered
to the hearers instead of God; prayers that contained
advice to the Deity galore, but of supplication and
thankfulness not a vestige; but never before one that
reached his heart and touched his feelings as the
strange and piteous supplication uttered by this weird
old lady there in the dimly-lighted room with the sad
and solemn dirge of the ocean whispering through the
open windows.
The rest of the services were of little
interest to him, except the fact that Telly’s
voice at his side, now a little bolder than at first,
led the gospel hymns that followed. Old and time-worn
they were, and yet rendered with a zest of feeling
reflected, maybe, from the plaintive prayer of this
old lady.
Our moods, and more especially our
thoughts, are often turned from one groove into another
by some single word or reference that, like a little
rudder at the stern of a great ship, seems of no account.
To Albert, who for a year had had no thought except
to win success amid the hard, selfish scramble of
life in a busy city, this episode, and more especially
the utter self-abnegation and piteous appeal of this
poor, ill-clad, and gaunt-faced old lady, was the
tiny rudder that changed his thoughts and carried
him back to the many times when he, a boy, exuberant
in spirit, was made to kneel each night at bed-time
and listen to a loving mother’s prayer.
Then, too, the memory of that mother’s face,
and even the very tones of her voice as she prayed
that God would guide her boy’s footsteps aright,
came back to him now, and into the remembrance too
was woven all of that mother’s kind and patient
acts; all her earnest and good advice; all her self-denials;
all the pinchings and small economies she had endured
to enable him to receive an education, and as each
and all came trooping back like so many little hands
tugging at his heart-strings and moistening his eyes,
he realized that there was needed in this hurrying,
selfish life of ours something deeper, and something
beyond the skepticism of Voltaire and the materialism
of Ingersoll. And there in that dim little room,
with two dozen poorly clad and simple fisher-folk
singing gospel hymns to the accompaniment of a wheezy
cottage organ, he realized that while atheism and
doubt might appeal to his intellect, it did not satisfy
his heart, and that while materialism might be a good
enough theory to live by, it was a cheerless belief
to die by.
And then too, as he stole covert looks
at the fair girl who stood by his side, joining her
sweet voice in “Hold the Fort,” “Pull
for the Shore,” “Gathering at the River,”
and all the other time-worn gospel songs, older than
he was, into his heart came the first feeling, also,
that she was the one woman he had ever met whose gentle,
unaffected goodness and purity of thought was worthy
of any man’s devotion. But words are given
us to conceal as well as to reveal our feelings, and
when the unique little prayer-meeting was concluded
with an oddly spoken benediction by Deacon Oaks, and
Albert and Telly were on their way back to the point,
his first words bore no disclosure of his feelings.
“Who was the poor old lady that
prayed so fervently?” he asked; “I have
never heard anything like it since I was a boy.”
“Oh, that’s the Widow
Leach,” Telly responded; “she always acts
that way and feels so too, I guess. She is an
object of pity here, and very poor. She has no
relation living that she knows of, lives alone in a
small house she owns, and works on the fish racks
summers, and winters has to be helped. Her husband
and two sons were lost at sea many years ago, and
father says religion is all the consolation she has
left.”
“Does she always pray as fervently
as she did to-night?” was Albert’s next
query.
“Oh, yes, that’s her way,”
was the answer; “father says she is a little
cracked about such matters. He pities her, though,
and helps her a good deal, and so does ’most
every one else here who can. She needs it.”
Then after a pause she added, “How did you enjoy
the meeting, Mr. Page?”
“Well,” replied Albert
slowly, and mentally contrasting it with many Sunday
services when he had occupied a pew with the Nasons
at their fashionable church in Boston, “it has
been an experience I shall not soon forget. In
one way it has been a pleasure, for it has taken me
back to my young days.” Then he added a
little sadly, “It has also been a pain, for
it recalled my mother and how she used to pray that
I might grow to be a good man.”
“You are not a bad man, are
you?” responded Telly at once, looking curiously
at him.
“Oh, no; I hope not,”
he answered, smiling, “I try to do as I would
be done by, but the good people here might think I
was, maybe, because I am not a professor of religion.
For that reason I should be classed as one of the
sinners, I presume.”
“Well, so is father,”
responded Telly, “but that doesn’t make
him one. Deacon Oaks calls him a scoffer, but
I know he trusts him in all money matters, and I think
father is the best and kindest man in the world.
He has been so good and kind to me I would almost
lie down and die for him, if necessary.”
It was an expression of feeling that
was not surprising to Albert, knowing as he did her
history, but he felt it unwise to discuss it.
“How do you feel about this matter of belief?”
he asked after a pause. “Are you what this
old lady would call a believer, Miss Terry?”
“Oh, no,” she replied
slowly, “I fear I am not. I always go to
meeting Sundays when there is one,-mother
and I,-and once in a while to the Thursday
evening prayer-meeting. I think it’s because
I enjoy the singing.”
When they reached the point Albert
could not restrain his desire to enjoy the society
of this unaffected, simple, and beautiful girl a little
longer. The moon that Frank had planned to use
was high overhead, and away out over the still ocean
stretched a broadening path of silvery sheen, while
at their feet, where the ground swells were breaking
upon the rocks, every splash of foam looked like snow-white
wool.
“If it’s not asking too
much, Miss Terry,” said Albert with utmost politeness,
“won’t you walk out to the top of the cliff
and sit down a few moments, while I enjoy a cigar?
The night is too beautiful to turn away from at once.”
Telly, nothing loath perhaps, assented,
and they took possession of the rustic seat where
Albert had listened to her history the night before.
Perhaps a little of its pathos came to him now as he
watched her sweet face while she gazed far out to
seaward and to where the swells were breaking over
a low, half-submerged ledge. And what a flood
of new and bewitching emotions came to him as he watched
his fair companion, all unconscious of his scrutiny!-and
with them, a sudden and keen interest to unravel the
mystery of her parentage, and the hope that some time
he might do it. He also felt an unaccountable
desire to tell her that he knew her pathetic story,
and to express his interest in it and his sympathy
for her, but dared not. “It may hurt her
to know I know it,” he thought, “and I
will wait till she knows me better.” Instead
he began telling her about himself and his own early
life, his home, his loss of parents, his struggle
to earn a living, and how much success he had so far
met. It may be considered egotism, but it was
the wisest thing he could have done, for it awakened
her interest in him far more than he realized.
When his recital and cigar were both at an end and
it was time to go in, he said: “I may not
have another chance to ask you, Miss Terry, before
I leave here; but when I get back to Boston may I write
to you, and will you answer my letters if I do?”
The question startled her a little, but she answered:
“I shall be pleased to hear
from you, Mr. Page, and will do the best I can in
replying, only do not expect too much.”
When he had bade her good night and
was alone in his room, the memory of Mrs. Leach and
her pitiful prayer, coupled with Telly’s pleading
eyes and sweet face, banished all thoughts of sleep,
and he had to light another cigar and watch the moonlit
ocean for a half hour while he smoked and meditated.