With good-will and earnest purpose,
the gentleman for Nowhere began, on the very next
day, his researches at the heads of the seven roads.
The results of his researches, as he and Phoebe afterwards
set them down in fair writing, hold their due places
in this veracious chronicle. But they occupied
a much longer time in the getting together than they
ever will in the perusal. And this is probably
the case with most reading matter, except when it
is of that highly beneficial kind (for Posterity)
which is “thrown off in a few moments of leisure”
by the superior poetic geniuses who scorn to take
prose pains.
It must be admitted, however, that
Barbox by no means hurried himself. His heart
being in his work of good-nature, he revelled in it.
There was the joy, too (it was a true joy to him),
of sometimes sitting by, listening to Phoebe as she
picked out more and more discourse from her musical
instrument, and as her natural taste and ear refined
daily upon her first discoveries. Besides being
a pleasure, this was an occupation, and in the course
of weeks it consumed hours. It resulted that
his dreaded birthday was close upon him before he
had troubled himself any more about it.
The matter was made more pressing
by the unforeseen circumstance that the councils held
(at which Mr. Lamps, beaming most brilliantly, on a
few rare occasions assisted) respecting the road to
be selected were, after all, in nowise assisted by
his investigations. For, he had connected this
interest with this road, or that interest with the
other, but could deduce no reason from it for giving
any road the preference. Consequently, when the
last council was holden, that part of the business
stood, in the end, exactly where it had stood in the
beginning.
“But, sir,” remarked Phoebe,
“we have only six roads after all. Is the
seventh road dumb?”
“The seventh road? Oh!”
said Barbox Brothers, rubbing his chin. “That
is the road I took, you know, when I went to get your
little present. That is its story.
Phoebe.”
“Would you mind taking that
road again, sir?” she asked with hesitation.
“Not in the least; it is a great high-road after
all.”
“I should like you to take it,”
returned Phoebe with a persuasive smile, “for
the love of that little present which must ever be
so dear to me. I should like you to take it,
because that road can never be again like any other
road to me. I should like you to take it, in
remembrance of your having done me so much good:
of your having made me so much happier! If you
leave me by the road you travelled when you went to
do me this great kindness,” sounding a faint
chord as she spoke, “I shall feel, lying here
watching at my window, as if it must conduct you to
a prosperous end, and bring you back some day.”
“It shall be done, my dear; it shall be done.”
So at last the gentleman for Nowhere
took a ticket for Somewhere, and his destination was
the great ingenious town.
He had loitered so long about the
Junction that it was the eighteenth of December when
he left it. “High time,” he reflected,
as he seated himself in the train, “that I started
in earnest! Only one clear day remains between
me and the day I am running away from. I’ll
push onward for the hill-country to-morrow.
I’ll go to Wales.”
It was with some pains that he placed
before himself the undeniable advantages to be gained
in the way of novel occupation for his senses from
misty mountains, swollen streams, rain, cold, a wild
seashore, and rugged roads. And yet he scarcely
made them out as distinctly as he could have wished.
Whether the poor girl, in spite of her new resource,
her music, would have any feeling of loneliness upon
her now just at first that she
had not had before; whether she saw those very puffs
of steam and smoke that he saw, as he sat in the train
thinking of her; whether her face would have any pensive
shadow on it as they died out of the distant view
from her window; whether, in telling him he had done
her so much good, she had not unconsciously corrected
his old moody bemoaning of his station in life, by
setting him thinking that a man might be a great healer,
if he would, and yet not be a great doctor; these and
other similar meditations got between him and his
Welsh picture. There was within him, too, that
dull sense of vacuity which follows separation from
an object of interest, and cessation of a pleasant
pursuit; and this sense, being quite new to him, made
him restless. Further, in losing Mugby Junction,
he had found himself again; and he was not the more
enamoured of himself for having lately passed his time
in better company.
But surely here, not far ahead, must
be the great ingenious town. This crashing and
clashing that the train was undergoing, and this coupling
on to it of a multitude of new echoes, could mean
nothing less than approach to the great station.
It did mean nothing less. After some stormy
flashes of town lightning, in the way of swift revelations
of red brick blocks of houses, high red brick chimney-shafts,
vistas of red brick railway arches, tongues of fire,
blocks of smoke, valleys of canal, and hills if coal,
there came the thundering in at the journey’s
end.
Having seen his portmanteaus safely
housed in the hotel he chose, and having appointed
his dinner hour, Barbox Brothers went out for a walk
in the busy streets. And now it began to be
suspected by him that Mugby Junction was a Junction
of many branches, invisible as well as visible, and
had joined him to an endless number of by-ways.
For, whereas he would, but a little while ago, have
walked these streets blindly brooding, he now had
eyes and thoughts for a new external world. How
the many toiling people lived, and loved, and died;
how wonderful it was to consider the various trainings
of eye and hand, the nice distinctions of sight and
touch, that separated them into classes of workers,
and even into classes of workers at subdivisions of
one complete whole which combined their many intelligences
and forces, though of itself but some cheap object
of use or ornament in common life; how good it was
to know that such assembling in a multitude on their
part, and such contribution of their several dexterities
towards a civilising end, did not deteriorate them
as it was the fashion of the supercilious Mayflies
of humanity to pretend, but engendered among them
a self-respect, and yet a modest desire to be much
wiser than they were (the first evinced in their well-balanced
bearing and manner of speech when he stopped to ask
a question; the second, in the announcements of their
popular studies and amusements on the public walls);
these considerations, and a host of such, made his
walk a memorable one. “I too am but a little
part of a great whole,” he began to think; “and
to be serviceable to myself and others, or to be happy,
I must cast my interest into, and draw it out of,
the common stock.”
Although he had arrived at his journey’s
end for the day by noon, he had since insensibly walked
about the town so far and so long that the lamp-lighters
were now at their work in the streets, and the shops
were sparkling up brilliantly. Thus reminded
to turn towards his quarters, he was in the act of
doing so, when a very little hand crept into his, and
a very little voice said:
“Oh! if you please, I am lost!”
He looked down, and saw a very little fair-haired
girl.
“Yes,” she said, confirming
her words with a serious nod. “I am indeed.
I am lost!”
Greatly perplexed, he stopped, looked
about him for help, descried none, and said, bending
low.
“Where do you live, my child?”
“I don’t know where I live,” she
returned. “I am lost.”
“What is your name?”
“Polly.”
“What is your other name?”
The reply was prompt, but unintelligible.
Imitating the sound as he caught it, he hazarded the
guess, “Trivits.”
“Oh no!” said the child, shaking her head.
“Nothing like that.”
“Say it again, little one.”
An unpromising business. For this time it had
quite a different sound.
He made the venture, “Paddens?”
“Oh no!” said the child. “Nothing
like that.”
“Once more. Let us try it again, dear.”
A most hopeless business. This
time it swelled into four syllables. “It
can’t be Tappitarver?” said Barbox Brothers,
rubbing his head with his hat in discomfiture.
“No! It ain’t,” the child
quietly assented.
On her trying this unfortunate name
once more, with extraordinary efforts at distinctness,
it swelled into eight syllables at least.
“Ah! I think,” said
Barbox Brothers with a desperate air of resignation,
“that we had better give it up.”
“But I am lost,” said
the child, nestling her little hand more closely in
his, “and you’ll take care of me, won’t
you?”
If ever a man were disconcerted by
division between compassion on the one hand, and the
very imbecility of irresolution on the other, here
the man was. “Lost!” he repeated,
looking down at the child. “I am sure I
am. What is to be done?”
“Where do you live?” asked
the child, looking up at him wistfully.
“Over there,” he answered,
pointing vaguely in the direction of his hotel.
“Hadn’t we better go there?” said
the child.
“Really,” he replied, “I don’t
know but what we had.”
So they set off, hand-in-hand.
He, through comparison of himself against his little
companion, with a clumsy feeling on him as if he had
just developed into a foolish giant. She, clearly
elevated in her own tiny opinion by having got him
so neatly out of his embarrassment.
“We are going to have dinner when we get there,
I suppose?” said Polly.
“Well,” he rejoined, “I Yes,
I suppose we are.”
“Do you like your dinner?” asked the child.
“Why, on the whole,” said Barbox Brothers,
“yes, I think I do.”
“I do mine,” said Polly. “Have
you any brothers and sisters?”
“No. Have you?”
“Mine are dead.”
“Oh!” said Barbox Brothers.
With that absurd sense of unwieldiness of mind and
body weighing him down, he would have not known how
to pursue the conversation beyond this curt rejoinder,
but that the child was always ready for him.
“What,” she asked, turning
her soft hand coaxingly in his, “are you going
to do to amuse me after dinner?”
“Upon my soul, Polly,”
exclaimed Barbox Brothers, very much at a loss, “I
have not the slightest idea!”
“Then I tell you what,”
said Polly. “Have you got any cards at
your house?”
“Plenty,” said Barbox Brothers in a boastful
vein.
“Very well. Then I’ll
build houses, and you shall look at me. You
mustn’t blow, you know.”
“Oh no,” said Barbox Brothers.
“No, no, no. No blowing. Blowing’s
not fair.”
He flattered himself that he had said
this pretty well for an idiotic monster; but the child,
instantly perceiving the awkwardness of his attempt
to adapt himself to her level, utterly destroyed his
hopeful opinion of himself by saying compassionately:
“What a funny man you are!”
Feeling, after this melancholy failure,
as if he every minute grew bigger and heavier in person,
and weaker in mind, Barbox gave himself up for a bad
job. No giant ever submitted more meekly to be
led in triumph by all-conquering Jack than he to
be bound in slavery to Polly.
“Do you know any stories?” she asked him.
He was reduced to the humiliating confession:
“No.”
“What a dunce you must be, mustn’t you?”
said Polly.
He was reduced to the humiliating confession:
“Yes.”
“Would you like me to teach
you a story? But you must remember it, you know,
and be able to tell it right to somebody else afterwards.”
He professed that it would afford
him the highest mental gratification to be taught
a story, and that he would humbly endeavour to retain
it in his mind. Whereupon Polly, giving her
hand a new little turn in his, expressive of settling
down for enjoyment, commenced a long romance, of which
every relishing clause began with the words: “So
this,” or, “And so this.”
As, “So this boy;” or, “So this fairy;”
or, “And so this pie was four yards round, and
two yards and a quarter deep.” The interest
of the romance was derived from the intervention of
this fairy to punish this boy for having a greedy
appetite. To achieve which purpose, this fairy
made this pie, and this boy ate and ate and ate, and
his cheeks swelled and swelled and swelled.
There were many tributary circumstances, but the forcible
interest culminated in the total consumption of this
pie, and the bursting of this boy. Truly he
was a fine sight, Barbox Brothers, with serious attentive
face, and ear bent down, much jostled on the pavements
of the busy town, but afraid of losing a single incident
of the epic, lest he should be examined in it by-and-by,
and found deficient.
Thus they arrived at the hotel.
And there he had to say at the bar, and said awkwardly
enough; “I have found a little girl!”
The whole establishment turned out
to look at the little girl. Nobody knew her;
nobody could make out her name, as she set it forth except
one chamber-maid, who said it was Constantinople which
it wasn’t.
“I will dine with my young friend
in a private room,” said Barbox Brothers to
the hotel authorities, “and perhaps you will
be so good as to let the police know that the pretty
baby is here. I suppose she is sure to be inquired
for soon, if she has not been already. Come along,
Polly.”
Perfectly at ease and peace, Polly
came along, but, finding the stairs rather stiff work,
was carried up by Barbox Brothers. The dinner
was a most transcendant success, and the Barbox sheepishness,
under Polly’s directions how to mince her meat
for her, and how to diffuse gravy over the plate with
a liberal and equal hand, was another fine sight.
“And now,” said Polly,
“while we are at dinner, you be good, and tell
me that story I taught you.”
With the tremors of a Civil Service
examination upon him, and very uncertain indeed, not
only as to the epoch at which the pie appeared in
history, but also as to the measurements of that indispensable
fact, Barbox Brothers made a shaky beginning, but
under encouragement did very fairly. There was
a want of breadth observable in his rendering of the
cheeks, as well as the appetite, of the boy; and there
was a certain tameness in his fairy, referable to
an under-current of desire to account for her.
Still, as the first lumbering performance of a good-humoured
monster, it passed muster.
“I told you to be good,”
said Polly, “and you are good, ain’t you?”
“I hope so,” replied Barbox Brothers.
Such was his deference that Polly,
elevated on a platform of sofa cushions in a chair
at his right hand, encouraged him with a pat or two
on the face from the greasy bowl of her spoon, and
even with a gracious kiss. In getting on her
feet upon her chair, however, to give him this last
reward, she toppled forward among the dishes, and caused
him to exclaim, as he effected her rescue: “Gracious
Angels! Whew! I thought we were in the
fire, Polly!”
“What a coward you are, ain’t
you?” said Polly when replaced.
“Yes, I am rather nervous,”
he replied. “Whew! Don’t, Polly!
Don’t flourish your spoon, or you’ll
go over sideways. Don’t tilt up your legs
when you laugh, Polly, or you’ll go over backwards.
Whew! Polly, Polly, Polly,” said Barbox
Brothers, nearly succumbing to despair, “we are
environed with dangers!”
Indeed, he could descry no security
from the pitfalls that were yawning for Polly, but
in proposing to her, after dinner, to sit upon a low
stool. “I will, if you will,” said
Polly. So, as peace of mind should go before
all, he begged the waiter to wheel aside the table,
bring a pack of cards, a couple of footstools, and
a screen, and close in Polly and himself before the
fire, as it were in a snug room within the room.
Then, finest sight of all, was Barbox Brothers on his
footstool, with a pint decanter on the rug, contemplating
Polly as she built successfully, and growing blue
in the face with holding his breath, lest he should
blow the house down.
“How you stare, don’t
you?” said Polly in a houseless pause.
Detected in the ignoble fact, he felt
obliged to admit, apologetically:
“I am afraid I was looking rather hard at you,
Polly.”
“Why do you stare?” asked Polly.
“I cannot,” he murmured to himself, “recall
why. I don’t know, Polly.”
“You must be a simpleton to
do things and not know why, mustn’t you?”
said Polly.
In spite of which reproof, he looked
at the child again intently, as she bent her head
over her card structure, her rich curls shading her
face. “It is impossible,” he thought,
“that I can ever have seen this pretty baby
before. Can I have dreamed of her? In some
sorrowful dream?”
He could make nothing of it.
So he went into the building trade as a journeyman
under Polly, and they built three stories high, four
stories high; even five.
“I say! Who do you think
is coming?” asked Polly, rubbing her eyes after
tea.
He guessed: “The waiter?”
“No,” said Polly, “the dustman.
I am getting sleepy.”
A new embarrassment for Barbox Brothers!
“I don’t think I am going
to be fetched to-night,” said Polly. “What
do you think?”
He thought not, either. After
another quarter of an hour, the dustman not merely
impending, but actually arriving, recourse was had
to the Constantinopolitan chamber-maid: who cheerily
undertook that the child should sleep in a comfortable
and wholesome room, which she herself would share.
“And I know you will be careful,
won’t you,” said Barbox Brothers, as a
new fear dawned upon him, “that she don’t
fall out of bed?”
Polly found this so highly entertaining
that she was under the necessity of clutching him
round the neck with both arms as he sat on his footstool
picking up the cards, and rocking him to and fro, with
her dimpled chin on his shoulder.
“Oh, what a coward you are,
ain’t you?” said Polly. “Do
you fall out of bed?”
“N not generally, Polly.”
“No more do I.”
With that, Polly gave him a reassuring
hug or two to keep him going, and then giving that
confiding mite of a hand of hers to be swallowed up
in the hand of the Constantinopolitan chamber-maid,
trotted off, chattering, without a vestige of anxiety.
He looked after her, had the screen
removed and the table and chairs replaced, and still
looked after her. He paced the room for half
an hour. “A most engaging little creature,
but it’s not that. A most winning little
voice, but it’s not that. That has much
to do with it, but there is something more.
How can it be that I seem to know this child?
What was it she imperfectly recalled to me when I
felt her touch in the street, and, looking down at
her, saw her looking up at me?”
“Mr. Jackson!”
With a start he turned towards the
sound of the subdued voice, and saw his answer standing
at the door.
“Oh, Mr. Jackson, do not be
severe with me! Speak a word of encouragement
to me, I beseech you.”
“You are Polly’s mother.”
“Yes.”
Yes. Polly herself might come
to this, one day. As you see what the rose was
in its faded leaves; as you see what the summer growth
of the woods was in their wintry branches; so Polly
might be traced, one day, in a careworn woman like
this, with her hair turned grey. Before him were
the ashes of a dead fire that had once burned bright.
This was the woman he had loved. This was the
woman he had lost. Such had been the constancy
of his imagination to her, so had Time spared her under
its withholding, that now, seeing how roughly the
inexorable hand had struck her, his soul was filled
with pity and amazement.
He led her to a chair, and stood leaning
on a corner of the chimney-piece, with his head resting
on his hand, and his face half averted.
“Did you see me in the street,
and show me to your child?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Is the little creature, then, a party to deceit?”
“I hope there is no deceit.
I said to her, ’We have lost our way, and I
must try to find mine by myself. Go to that gentleman,
and tell him you are lost. You shall be fetched
by-and-by.’ Perhaps you have not thought
how very young she is?”
“She is very self-reliant.”
“Perhaps because she is so young.”
He asked, after a short pause, “Why did you
do this?”
“Oh, Mr. Jackson, do you ask
me? In the hope that you might see something
in my innocent child to soften your heart towards me.
Not only towards me, but towards my husband.”
He suddenly turned about, and walked
to the opposite end of the room. He came back
again with a slower step, and resumed his former attitude,
saying:
“I thought you had emigrated to America?”
“We did. But life went ill with us there,
and we came back.”
“Do you live in this town?”
“Yes. I am a daily teacher of music here.
My husband is a book-keeper.”
“Are you forgive my asking poor?”
“We earn enough for our wants.
That is not our distress. My husband is very,
very ill of a lingering disorder. He will never
recover ”
“You check yourself. If
it is for want of the encouraging word you spoke of,
take it from me. I cannot forget the old time,
Beatrice.”
“God bless you!” she replied
with a burst of tears, and gave him her trembling
hand.
“Compose yourself. I cannot
be composed if you are not, for to see you weep distresses
me beyond expression. Speak freely to me.
Trust me.”
She shaded her face with her veil,
and after a little while spoke calmly. Her voice
had the ring of Polly’s.
“It is not that my husband’s
mind is at all impaired by his bodily suffering, for
I assure you that is not the case. But in his
weakness, and in his knowledge that he is incurably
ill, he cannot overcome the ascendancy of one idea.
It preys upon him, embitters every moment of his
painful life, and will shorten it.”
She stopping, he said again:
“Speak freely to me. Trust me.”
“We have had five children before
this darling, and they all lie in their little graves.
He believes that they have withered away under a curse,
and that it will blight this child like the rest.”
“Under what curse?”
“Both I and he have it on our
conscience that we tried you very heavily, and I do
not know but that, if I were as ill as he, I might
suffer in my mind as he does. This is the constant
burden: ’I believe, Beatrice, I was
the only friend that Mr. Jackson ever cared to make,
though I was so much his junior. The more influence
he acquired in the business, the higher he advanced
me, and I was alone in his private confidence.
I came between him and you, and I took you from him.
We were both secret, and the blow fell when he was
wholly unprepared. The anguish it caused a man
so compressed must have been terrible; the wrath it
awakened inappeasable. So, a curse came to be
invoked on our poor, pretty little flowers, and they
fall.’”
“And you, Beatrice,” he
asked, when she had ceased to speak, and there had
been a silence afterwards, “how say you?”
“Until within these few weeks
I was afraid of you, and I believed that you would
never, never forgive.”
“Until within these few weeks,”
he repeated. “Have you changed your opinion
of me within these few weeks?”
“Yes.”
“For what reason?”
“I was getting some pieces of
music in a shop in this town, when, to my terror,
you came in. As I veiled my face and stood in
the dark end of the shop, I heard you explain that
you wanted a musical instrument for a bedridden girl.
Your voice and manner were so softened, you showed
such interest in its selection, you took it away yourself
with so much tenderness of care and pleasure, that
I knew you were a man with a most gentle heart.
Oh, Mr. Jackson, Mr. Jackson, if you could have felt
the refreshing rain of tears that followed for me!”
Was Phoebe playing at that moment
on her distant couch? He seemed to hear her.
“I inquired in the shop where
you lived, but could get no information. As
I had heard you say that you were going back by the
next train (but you did not say where), I resolved
to visit the station at about that time of day, as
often as I could, between my lessons, on the chance
of seeing you again. I have been there very
often, but saw you no more until to-day. You
were meditating as you walked the street, but the calm
expression of your face emboldened me to send my child
to you. And when I saw you bend your head to
speak tenderly to her, I prayed to GOD to forgive me
for having ever brought a sorrow on it. I now
pray to you to forgive me, and to forgive my husband.
I was very young, he was young too, and, in the ignorant
hardihood of such a time of life, we don’t know
what we do to those who have undergone more discipline.
You generous man! You good man! So to
raise me up and make nothing of my crime against you!” for
he would not see her on her knees, and soothed her
as a kind father might have soothed an erring daughter “thank
you, bless you, thank you!”
When he next spoke, it was after having
drawn aside the window curtain and looked out awhile.
Then he only said:
“Is Polly asleep?”
“Yes. As I came in, I
met her going away upstairs, and put her to bed myself.”
“Leave her with me for to-morrow,
Beatrice, and write me your address on this leaf of
my pocket-book. In the evening I will bring her
home to you and to her father.”
“Hallo!” cried Polly,
putting her saucy sunny face in at the door next morning
when breakfast was ready: “I thought I was
fetched last night?”
“So you were, Polly, but I asked
leave to keep you here for the day, and to take you
home in the evening.”
“Upon my word!” said Polly.
“You are very cool, ain’t you?”
However, Polly seemed to think it
a good idea, and added: “I suppose I must
give you a kiss, though you are cool.”
The kiss given and taken, they sat
down to breakfast in a highly conversational tone.
“Of course, you are going to amuse me?”
said Polly.
“Oh, of course!” said Barbox Brothers.
In the pleasurable height of her anticipations,
Polly found it indispensable to put down her piece
of toast, cross one of her little fat knees over the
other, and bring her little fat right hand down into
her left hand with a business-like slap. After
this gathering of herself together, Polly, by that
time a mere heap of dimples, asked in a wheedling
manner:
“What are we going to do, you dear old thing?”
“Why, I was thinking,”
said Barbox Brothers, “ but are you
fond of horses, Polly?”
“Ponies, I am,” said Polly,
“especially when their tails are long.
But horses n-no too big, you
know.”
“Well,” pursued Barbox
Brothers, in a spirit of grave mysterious confidence
adapted to the importance of the consultation, “I
did see yesterday, Polly, on the walls, pictures of
two long-tailed ponies, speckled all over ”
“No, no, NO!” cried Polly,
in an ecstatic desire to linger on the charming details.
“Not speckled all over!”
“Speckled all over. Which ponies jump
through hoops ”
“No, no, NO!” cried Polly as before.
“They never jump through hoops!”
“Yes, they do. Oh, I assure you they do!
And eat pie in pinafores ”
“Ponies eating pie in pinafores!”
said Polly. “What a story-teller you are,
ain’t you?”
“Upon my honour. And fire off guns.”
(Polly hardly seemed to see the force
of the ponies resorting to fire-arms.)
“And I was thinking,”
pursued the exemplary Barbox, “that if you and
I were to go to the Circus where these ponies are,
it would do our constitutions good.”
“Does that mean amuse us?”
inquired Polly. “What long words you do
use, don’t you?”
Apologetic for having wandered out
of his depth, he replied:
“That means amuse us.
That is exactly what it means. There are many
other wonders besides the ponies, and we shall see
them all. Ladies and gentlemen in spangled dresses,
and elephants and lions and tigers.”
Polly became observant of the teapot,
with a curled-up nose indicating some uneasiness of
mind.
“They never get out, of course,”
she remarked as a mere truism.
“The elephants and lions and tigers? Oh,
dear no!”
“Oh, dear no!” said Polly.
“And of course nobody’s afraid of the
ponies shooting anybody.”
“Not the least in the world.”
“No, no, not the least in the world,”
said Polly.
“I was also thinking,”
proceeded Barbox, “that if we were to look in
at the toy-shop, to choose a doll ”
“Not dressed!” cried Polly
with a clap of her hands. “No, no, NO,
not dressed!”
“Full-dressed. Together
with a house, and all things necessary for housekeeping ”
Polly gave a little scream, and seemed
in danger of falling into a swoon of bliss.
“What a darling you are!”
she languidly exclaimed, leaning back in her chair.
“Come and be hugged, or I must come and hug
you.”
This resplendent programme was carried
into execution with the utmost rigour of the law.
It being essential to make the purchase of the doll
its first feature or that lady would have
lost the ponies the toy-shop expedition
took precedence. Polly in the magic warehouse,
with a doll as large as herself under each arm, and
a neat assortment of some twenty more on view upon
the counter, did indeed present a spectacle of indecision
not quite compatible with unalloyed happiness, but
the light cloud passed. The lovely specimen
oftenest chosen, oftenest rejected, and finally abided
by, was of Circassian descent, possessing as much
boldness of beauty as was reconcilable with extreme
feebleness of mouth, and combining a sky-blue silk
pelisse with rose-coloured satin trousers, and a black
velvet hat: which this fair stranger to our northern
shores would seem to have founded on the portraits
of the late Duchess of Kent. The name this distinguished
foreigner brought with her from beneath the glowing
skies of a sunny clime was (on Polly’s authority)
Miss Melluka, and the costly nature of her outfit
as a housekeeper, from the Barbox coffers, may be
inferred from the two facts that her silver tea-spoons
were as large as her kitchen poker, and that the proportions
of her watch exceeded those of her frying-pan.
Miss Melluka was graciously pleased to express her
entire approbation of the Circus, and so was Polly;
for the ponies were speckled, and brought down nobody
when they fired, and the savagery of the wild beasts
appeared to be mere smoke which article,
in fact, they did produce in large quantities from
their insides. The Barbox absorption in the
general subject throughout the realisation of these
delights was again a sight to see, nor was it less
worthy to behold at dinner, when he drank to Miss
Melluka, tied stiff in a chair opposite to Polly (the
fair Circassian possessing an unbendable spine), and
even induced the waiter to assist in carrying out
with due decorum the prevailing glorious idea.
To wind up, there came the agreeable fever of getting
Miss Melluka and all her wardrobe and rich possessions
into a fly with Polly, to be taken home. But,
by that time, Polly had become unable to look upon
such accumulated joys with waking eyes, and had withdrawn
her consciousness into the wonderful Paradise of a
child’s sleep. “Sleep, Polly, sleep,”
said Barbox Brothers, as her head dropped on his shoulder;
“you shall not fall out of this bed easily, at
any rate!”
What rustling piece of paper he took
from his pocket, and carefully folded into the bosom
of Polly’s frock, shall not be mentioned.
He said nothing about it, and nothing shall be said
about it. They drove to a modest suburb of the
great ingenious town, and stopped at the fore-court
of a small house. “Do not wake the child,”
said Barbox Brothers softly to the driver; “I
will carry her in as she is.”
Greeting the light at the opened door
which was held by Polly’s mother, Polly’s
bearer passed on with mother and child in to a ground-floor
room. There, stretched on a sofa, lay a sick
man, sorely wasted, who covered his eyes with his
emaciated hand.
“Tresham,” said Barbox
in a kindly voice, “I have brought you back your
Polly, fast asleep. Give me your hand, and tell
me you are better.”
The sick man reached forth his right
hand, and bowed his head over the hand into which
it was taken, and kissed it. “Thank you,
thank you! I may say that I am well and happy.”
“That’s brave,”
said Barbox. “Tresham, I have a fancy Can
you make room for me beside you here?”
He sat down on the sofa as he said
the words, cherishing the plump peachey cheek that
lay uppermost on his shoulder.
“I have a fancy, Tresham (I
am getting quite an old fellow now, you know, and
old fellows may take fancies into their heads sometimes),
to give up Polly, having found her, to no one but
you. Will you take her from me?”
As the father held out his arms for
the child, each of the two men looked steadily at
the other.
“She is very dear to you, Tresham?”
“Unutterably dear.”
“God bless her! It is
not much, Polly,” he continued, turning his eyes
upon her peaceful face as he apostrophized her, “it
is not much, Polly, for a blind and sinful man to
invoke a blessing on something so far better than
himself as a little child is; but it would be much much
upon his cruel head, and much upon his guilty soul if
he could be so wicked as to invoke a curse.
He had better have a millstone round his neck, and
be cast into the deepest sea. Live and thrive,
my pretty baby!” Here he kissed her.
“Live and prosper, and become in time the mother
of other little children, like the Angels who behold
The Father’s face!”
He kissed her again, gave her up gently
to both her parents, and went out.
But he went not to Wales. No,
he never went to Wales. He went straightway
for another stroll about the town, and he looked in
upon the people at their work, and at their play,
here, there, every-there, and where not. For
he was Barbox Brothers and Co. now, and had taken
thousands of partners into the solitary firm.
He had at length got back to his hotel
room, and was standing before his fire refreshing
himself with a glass of hot drink which he had stood
upon the chimney-piece, when he heard the town clocks
striking, and, referring to his watch, found the evening
to have so slipped away, that they were striking twelve.
As he put up his watch again, his eyes met those of
his reflection in the chimney-glass.
“Why, it’s your birthday
already,” he said, smiling. “You
are looking very well. I wish you many happy
returns of the day.”
He had never before bestowed that
wish upon himself. “By Jupiter!”
he discovered, “it alters the whole case of
running away from one’s birthday! It’s
a thing to explain to Phoebe. Besides, here is
quite a long story to tell her, that has sprung out
of the road with no story. I’ll go back,
instead of going on. I’ll go back by my
friend Lamps’s Up X presently.”
He went back to Mugby Junction, and,
in point of fact, he established himself at Mugby
Junction. It was the convenient place to live
in, for brightening Phoebe’s life. It
was the convenient place to live in, for having her
taught music by Beatrice. It was the convenient
place to live in, for occasionally borrowing Polly.
It was the convenient place to live in, for being
joined at will to all sorts of agreeable places and
persons. So, he became settled there, and, his
house standing in an elevated situation, it is noteworthy
of him in conclusion, as Polly herself might (not
irreverently) have put it:
“There was an Old Barbox who
lived on a hill,
And if he ain’t gone, he lives
there still.”
Here follows the substance of what
was seen, heard, or otherwise picked up, by the gentleman
for Nowhere, in his careful study of the Junction.