To the passing stranger there was
nothing mysterious about it except the eternal mystery
of beauty. To the scattered folk, however, who
lived their even lives within its neighborhood, it
was an object of dim significance and dread.
At first sight it seemed to be but
a narrow, tideless, windless bit of backwater; and
the first impulse of the passing stranger was to ask
how it came to be called the “Perdu.”
On this point he would get little information from
the folk of the neighborhood, who knew not French.
But if he were to translate the term for their better
information, they would show themselves impressed
by a sense of its occult appropriateness.
The whole neighborhood was one wherein
the strange and the not-to-be-understood might feel
at home. It was a place where the unusual was
not felt to be impossible. Its peace was the peace
of one entranced. To its expectancy a god might
come, or a monster, or nothing more than the realization
of eventless weariness.
Only four or five miles away, across
the silent, bright meadows and beyond a softly swelling
range of pastured hills, swept the great river, a
busy artery of trade.
On the river were all the modern noises,
and with its current flowed the stream of modern ideas.
Within sight of the river a mystery, or anything uninvestigated,
or aught unamenable to the spirit of the age, would
have seemed an anachronism. But back here, among
the tall wild-parsnip tops and the never-stirring
clumps of orange lilies, life was different, and dreams
seemed likely to come true.
The Perdu lay perpetually asleep,
along beside a steep bank clothed with white birches
and balsam poplars. Amid the trunks of the trees
grew elder shrubs, and snake-berries, and the elvish
trifoliate plants of the purple and the painted trillium.
The steep bank, and the grove, and the Perdu with
them, ran along together for perhaps a quarter of a
mile, and then faded out of existence, absorbed into
the bosom of the meadows.
The Perdu was but a stone’s
throw broad, throughout its entire length. The
steep with its trunks and leafage formed the northern
bound of it; while its southern shore was the green
verge of the meadows. Along this low rim its
whitish opalescent waters mixed smoothly with the roots
and over-hanging blades of the long grasses, with
the cloistral arched frondage of the ferns, and with
here and there a strayed spray of purple wild-pea.
Here and there, too, a clump of Indian willow streaked
the green with the vivid crimson of its stems.
Everything watched and waited.
The meadow was a sea of sun mysteriously imprisoned
in the green meshes of the grass-tops. At wide
intervals arose some lonely alder bushes, thick banked
with clematis. Far off, on the slope of
a low, bordering hill, the red doors of a barn glowed
ruby-like in the transfiguring sun. At times,
though seldom, a blue heron winged over the level.
At times a huge black-and-yellow bee hummed past,
leaving a trail of faint sound that seemed to linger
like a perfume. At times the landscape, that
was so changeless, would seem to waver a little, to
shift confusedly like things seen through running
water. And all the while the meadow scents and
the many-colored butterflies rose straight up on the
moveless air, and brooded or dropped back into their
dwellings.
Yet in all this stillness there was
no invitation to sleep. It was a stillness rather
that summoned the senses to keep watch, half apprehensively,
at the doorways of perception. The wide eye noted
everything, and considered it, even to the
hairy red fly alit on the fern frond, or the skirring
progress of the black water-beetle across the pale
surface of the Perdu. The ear was very attentive even
to the fluttering down of the blighted leaf, or the
thin squeak of the bee in the straitened calyx, or
the faint impish conferrings of the moisture exuding
suddenly from somewhere under the bank. If a common
sound, like the shriek of a steamboat’s whistle,
now and again soared over across the hills and fields,
it was changed in that refracting atmosphere, and
became a defiance at the gates of waking dream.
The lives, thoughts, manners, even
the open, credulous eyes of the quiet folk dwelling
about the Perdu, wore in greater or less degree the
complexion of the neighborhood. How this came
to be is one of those nice questions for which we
need hardly expect definitive settlement. Whether
the people, in the course of generations, had gradually
keyed themselves to the dominant note of their surroundings,
or whether the neighborhood had been little by little
wrought up to its pitch of supersensibility by the
continuous impact of superstitions, and expectations,
and apprehensions, and wonders, and visions, rained
upon it from the personalities of an imaginative and
secluded people, this might be discussed
with more argument than conclusiveness.
Of the dwellers about the Perdu none
was more saturated with the magic of the place than
Reuben Waugh, a boy of thirteen. Reuben lived
in a small, yellow-ochre-colored cottage, on the hill
behind the barn with the red doors. Whenever
Reuben descended to the level, and turned to look
back at the yellow dot of a house set in the vast expanse
of pale blue sky, he associated the picture with a
vague but haunting conception of some infinite forget-me-not
flower. The boy had all the chores to do about
the little homestead; but even then there was always
time to dream. Besides, it was not a pushing
neighborhood; and whenever he would he took for himself
a half-holiday. At such times he was more than
likely to stray over to the banks of the Perdu.
It would have been hard for Reuben
to say just why he found the Perdu so attractive.
He might have said it was the fishing; for sometimes,
though not often, he would cast a timorous hook into
its depths and tremble lest he should lure from the
pallid waters some portentous and dreadful prey.
He never captured, however, anything more terrifying
than catfish; but these were clad in no small measure
of mystery, for the white waters of the Perdu had
bleached their scales to a ghastly pallor, and the
opalescence of their eyes was apt to haunt their captor’s
reveries. He might have said, also, that it was
his playmate, little Celia Hansen, whose
hook he would bait whenever she wished to fish, and
whose careless hands, stained with berries, he would
fill persistently with bunches of the hot-hued orange
lily.
But Reuben knew there was more to
say than this. In a boyish way, and all unrealizing,
he loved the child with a sort of love that would one
day flower out as an absorbing passion. For the
present, however, important as she was to him, she
was nevertheless distinctly secondary to the Perdu
itself with its nameless spell. If Celia was not
there, and if he did not care to fish, the boy still
longed for the Perdu, and was more than content to
lie and watch for he knew not what, amid the rapt
herbage, and the brooding insects, and the gnome-like
conspiracies of the moisture exuding far under the
bank.
Celia was two years younger than Reuben,
and by nature somewhat less imaginative. For
a long time she loved the Perdu primarily for its
associations with the boy who was her playmate, her
protector, and her hero. When she was about seven
years old Reuben had rescued her from an angry turkey-cock,
and had displayed a confident firmness which seemed
to her wonderfully fine. Hence had arisen an unformulated
but enduring faith that Reuben could be depended upon
in any emergency. From that day forward she had
refused to be content with other playmates. Against
this uncompromising preference Mrs. Hansen was wont
to protest rather plaintively; for there were social
grades even here, and Mrs. Hansen, whose husband’s
acres were broad (including the Perdu itself), knew
well that “that Waugh boy” was not her
Celia’s equal.
The profound distinction, however,
was not one which the children could appreciate; and
on Mrs. Hansen lay the spell of the neighborhood,
impelling her to wait for whatever might see fit to
come to pass.
For these two children the years that
slipped so smoothly over the Perdu were full of interest.
They met often. In the spring, when the Perdu
was sullen and unresponsive, and when the soggy meadows
showed but a tinge of green through the brown ruin
of the winter’s frosts, there was yet the grove
to visit. Here Reuben would make deep incisions
in the bark of the white birches, and gather tiny
cupfuls of the faint-flavored sap, which, to the children’s
palates, had all the relish of nectar. A little
later on there were the blossoms of the trillium to
be plucked, blossoms whose beauty was the
more alluring in that they were supposed to be poisonous.
But it was with the deepening of the
summer that the spell of the Perdu deepened to its
most enthralling potency. And as the little girl
grew in years and came more and more under her playmate’s
influence, her imagination deepened as the summer
deepens, her perception quickened and grew subtle.
Then in a quiet fashion, a strange thing came about.
Under the influence of the children’s sympathetic
expectancy, the Perdu began to find fuller expression.
Every mysterious element in the neighborhood whether
emanating from the Perdu itself or from the spirits
of the people about it appeared to find
a focus in the personalities of the two children.
All the weird, formless stories, rather
suggestions or impressions than stories, that
in the course of time had gathered about the place,
were revived with added vividness and awe. New
ones, too, sprang into existence all over the country-side,
and were certain to be connected, soon after their
origin, with the name of Reuben Waugh. To be
sure, when all was said and sifted, there remained
little that one could grasp or set down in black and
white for question. Every experience, every manifestation,
when investigated, seemed to resolve itself into something
of an epidemic sense of unseen but thrilling influences.
The only effect of all this, however,
was to invest Reuben with an interest and importance
that consorted curiously with his youth. With
a certain consciousness of superiority, born of his
taste for out-of-the-way reading, and dreaming, and
introspection, the boy accepted the subtle tribute
easily, and was little affected by it. He had
the rare fortune not to differ in essentials from his
neighbors, but only to intensify and give visible
expression to the characteristics latent in them all.
Thus year followed year noiselessly,
till Reuben was seventeen and Celia fifteen.
For all the expectancy, the sense of eventfulness even,
of these years, little had really happened save the
common inexplicable happenings of life and growth.
The little that might be counted an exception may
be told in a few words.
The customs of angling for catfish
and tapping the birch trees for sap, had been suffered
to fall into disuse. Rather, it seemed interesting
to wander vaguely together, or in the long grass to
read together from the books which Reuben would borrow
from the cobwebby library of the old schoolmaster.
As the girl reached up mentally, or
perhaps, rather, emotionally, toward the imaginative
stature of her companion, her hold upon him strengthened.
Of old, his perceptions had been keenest when alone,
but now they were in every way quickened by her presence.
And now it happened that the great blue heron came
more frequently to visit the Perdu. While the
children were sitting amid the birches, they heard
the hush! hush! of the bird’s wings fanning
the pallid water. The bird, did I say? But
it seemed to them a spirit in the guise of a bird.
It had gradually forgotten its seclusiveness, and
now dropped its long legs at a point right over the
middle of the Perdu, alighted apparently on the liquid
surface, and stood suddenly transformed into a moveless
statue of a bird, gazing upon the playmates with bright,
significant eyes. The look made Celia tremble.
The Perdu, as might have been expected
when so many mysteries were credited to it, was commonly
held to be bottomless. It is a very poor neighborhood
indeed, that cannot show a pool with this distinction.
Reuben, of course, knew the interpretation of the myth.
He knew the Perdu was very deep. Except at either
end, or close to the banks, no bottom could be found
with such fathom-lines as he could command. To
him, and hence to Celia, this idea of vast depths was
thrillingly suggestive, and yet entirely believable.
The palpably impossible had small appeal for them.
But when first they saw the great blue bird alight
where they knew the water was fathoms deep, they came
near being surprised. At least, they felt the
pleasurable sensation of wonder. How was the
heron supported on the water? From their green
nest the children gazed and gazed; and the great blue
bird held them with the gem-like radiance of its unwinking
eye. At length to Reuben came a vision of the
top of an ancient tree-trunk just beneath the bird’s
feet, just beneath the water’s surface.
Down, slanting far down through the opaline opaqueness,
he saw the huge trunk extend itself, to an immemorial
root-hold in the clayey, perpendicular walls of the
Perdu. He unfolded the vision to Celia, who understood.
“And it’s just as wonderful,” said
the girl, “for how did the trunk get there?”
“That’s so,” answered
Reuben, with his eyes fixed on the bird, “but
then it’s quite possible!”
And at the low sound of their voices
the bird winnowed softly away.
At another time, when the children
were dreaming by the Perdu, a far-off dinner-horn
sounded, hoarsely but sweetly, its summons to the workers
in the fields. It was the voice of noon.
As the children, rising to go, glanced together across
the Perdu, they clasped each other with a start of
mild surprise. “Did you see that?”
whispered Celia.
“What did you see?” asked the boy.
“It looked like pale green hand,
that waved for a moment over the water, and then sank,”
said Celia.
“Yes,” said Reuben, “that’s
just what it looked like. But I don’t believe
it really was a hand! You see those thin lily-leaves
all about the spot? Their stems are long, wonderfully
long and slender. If one of those queer, whitish
catfish, like we used to catch, were to take hold
of a lily-stem and pull hard, the edges of the leaf
might rise up and wave just the way that did!
You can’t tell what the catfish won’t do
down there!”
“Perhaps that’s all it was,” said
Celia.
“Though we can’t be sure,” added
Reuben.
And thereafter, whensoever that green
hand seemed to wave to them across the pale water,
they were content to leave the vision but half explained.
It also came to pass, as unexpectedly
as anything could come to pass by the banks of the
Perdu, that one dusky evening, as the boy and girl
came slowly over the meadows, they saw a radiant point
of light that wavered fitfully above the water.
They watched it in silence. As it came to a pause,
the girl said in her quiet voice,
“It has stopped right over the
place where the heron stands!”
“Yes,” replied Reuben,
“it is evidently a will-o’-the-wisp.
The queer gas, which makes it, comes perhaps from
the end of that dead tree-trunk, just under the surface.”
But the fact that the point of light
was thus explicable, made it no less interesting and
little less mysterious to the dwellers about the Perdu.
As it came to be an almost nightly feature of the place,
the people supplemented its local habitation with
a name, calling it “Reuben Waugh’s Lantern.”
Celia’s father, treating the Perdu and all that
pertained to it with a reverent familiarity befitting
his right of proprietorship, was wont to say to Reuben,
“Who gave you leave, Reuben,
to hoist your lantern on my property? If you
don’t take it away pretty soon, I’ll be
having the thing put in pound.”
It may be permitted me to cite yet
one more incident to illustrate more completely the
kind of events which seemed of grave importance in
the neighborhood of the Perdu. It was an accepted
belief that, even in the severest frosts, the Perdu
could not be securely frozen over. Winter after
winter, to be sure, it lay concealed beneath such a
covering of snow as only firm ice could be expected
to support. Yet this fact was not admitted in
evidence. Folks said the ice and snow were but
a film, waiting to yield upon the slightest pressure.
Furthermore, it was held that neither bird nor beast
was ever known to tread the deceptive expanse.
No squirrel track, no slim, sharp foot-mark of partridge,
traversed the immaculate level. One winter, after
a light snowfall in the night, as Reuben strayed into
the low-ceilinged kitchen of the Hansen farm-house,
Mr. Hansen remarked in his quaint, dreamy drawl,
“What for have you been walking
on the Perdu, Reuben? This morning, on the new
snow, I saw foot-marks of a human running right across
it. It must have been you, Reuben. There’s
nobody else round here ’d do it!”
“No,” said Reuben, “I
haven’t been nigh the Perdu these three days
past. And then I didn’t try walking on
it, any way.”
“Well,” continued Celia’s
father, “I suppose folks would call it queer!
Those foot-marks just began at one side of the Perdu,
and ended right up sharp at the other. There
wasn’t another sign of a foot, on the meadow
or in the grove!”
“Yes,” assented Reuben,
“it looks queer in a way. But then, it’s
easy for the snow to drift over the other tracks;
while the Perdu lies low out of the wind.”
The latter days of Reuben’s
stay beside the banks of the Perdu were filled up
by a few events like these, by the dreams which these
evoked, and above all by the growing realization of
his love for Celia. At length the boy and girl
slipped unawares into mutual self-revelations; and
for a day or two life seemed so materially and tangibly
joyous that vision and dream eluded them. Then
came the girl’s naïve account of how her confidences
had been received at home. She told of her mother’s
objections, soon overruled by her father’s obstinate
plea that “Reuben Waugh, when he got to be a
man grown, would be good enough for any girl alive.”
Celia had dwelt with pride on her
father’s championship of their cause. Her
mother’s opposition she had been familiar with
for as long as she could remember. But it was
the mother’s opposition that loomed large in
Reuben’s eyes.
First it startled him with a vague
sense of disquiet. Then it filled his soul with
humiliation as its full significance grew upon him.
Then he formed a sudden resolve; and neither the mother’s
relenting cordiality, nor the father’s practical
persuasions, nor Celia’s tears, could turn him
from his purpose. He said that he would go away,
after the time-honored fashion, and seek his fortune
in the world. He vowed that in three or four
years, when they would be of a fit age to marry, he
would come back with a full purse and claim Celia on
even terms. This did not suit the unworldly old
farmer, who had inherited, not in vain, the spiritualities
and finer influences of his possession, the Perdu.
He desired, first of all, his girl’s happiness.
He rebuked Reuben’s pride with a sternness unusual
for him. But Reuben went.
He went down the great river.
Not many miles from the quiet region of the Perdu
there was a little riverside landing, where Reuben
took the steamer and passed at once into another atmosphere,
another world. The change was a spiritual shock
to him, making him gasp as if he had fallen into a
tumultuous sea. There was the same chill, there
was a like difficulty in getting his balance.
But this was not for long. His innate self-reliance
steadied him rapidly. His long-established habit
of superiority helped him to avoid betraying his first
sense of ignorance and unfitness. His receptiveness
led him to assimilate swiftly the innumerable and
novel facts of life with which he came all at once
in contact; and he soon realized that the stirring,
capable crowd, whose ready handling of affairs had
at first overawed him, was really inferior in true
insight to the peculiar people whom he had left about
the Perdu. He found that presently he himself
could handle the facts of life with the light dexterity
which had so amazed him; but through it all he preserved
(as he could see that those about him did not) his
sense of the relativity of things. He perceived,
always, the dependence of the facts of life upon the
ideas underlying them, and thrusting them forward
as manifestations or utterances. With his undissipated
energy, his curious frugality in the matter of self-revelation,
and his instinctive knowledge of men, he made his
way from the first, and the roaring port at the mouth
of the great river yielded him of its treasures for
the asking. This was in a quiet enough way, indeed,
but a way that more than fulfilled his expectations;
and in the height of the blossoming time of his fifth
summer in the world he found himself rich enough to
go back to the Perdu and claim Celia. He resolved
that he would buy property near the Perdu and settle
there. He had no wish to live in the world; but
to the world he would return often, for the sake of
the beneficence of its friction, as a needle,
he thought, is the keener for being thrust often amid
the grinding particles of the emery-bag. He resigned
his situation and went aboard an up-river boat, a
small boat that would stop at every petty landing,
if only to put ashore an old woman or a bag of meal,
if only to take in a barrel of potatoes or an Indian
with baskets and bead-work.
About mid-morning of the second day,
at a landing not a score of miles below the one whereat
Reuben would disembark, an Indian did come aboard
with baskets and bead-work. At sight of him the
old atmosphere of expectant mystery came over Reuben
as subtly as comes the desire of sleep. He had
seen this same Indian he recognized the
unchanging face on the banks of the Perdu
one morning years before, brooding motionless over
the motionless water. Reuben began unconsciously
to divest himself of his lately gathered worldliness;
his mouth softened, his eyes grew wider and more passive,
his figure fell into looser and freer lines, his dress
seemed to forget its civil trimness. When at
length he had disembarked at the old wharf under the
willows, had struck across through the hilly sheep-pastures,
and had reached a slope overlooking the amber-bright
country of the Perdu, he was once more the silently
eager boy, the quaintly reasoning visionary, his spirit
waiting alert at his eyes and at his ears.
Reuben had little concern for the
highways. Therefore he struck straight across
the meadows, through the pale green vetch-tangle, between
the intense orange lilies, amid the wavering blue
butterflies and the warm, indolent perfumes of the
wild-parsnip. As he drew near the Perdu there
appeared the giant blue heron, dropping to his perch
in mid-water. In almost breathless expectancy
Reuben stepped past a clump of red willows, banked
thick with clematis. His heart was beating
quickly, and he could hear the whisper of the blood
in his veins, as he came once more in view of the
still, white water.
His gaze swept the expanse once and
again, then paused, arrested by the unwavering, significant
eye of the blue heron. The next moment he was
vaguely conscious of a hand, that seemed to wave once
above the water, far over among the lilies. He
smiled as he said to himself that nothing had changed.
But at this moment the blue heron, as if disturbed,
rose and winnowed reluctantly away; and Reuben’s
eyes, thus liberated, turned at once to the spot where
he had felt, rather than seen, the vision. As
he looked the vision came again, a hand,
and part of an arm, thrown out sharply as if striving
to grasp support, then dropping back and bearing down
the lily leaves. For an instant Reuben’s
form seemed to shrink and cower with horror, and
the next he was cleaving with mighty strokes the startled
surface of the Perdu. That hand it
was not pale green, like the waving hand of the old,
childish vision. It was white and the arm was
white, and white the drenched lawn sleeve clinging
to it. He had recognized it, he knew not how,
for Celia’s.
Reaching the edge of the lily patch,
Reuben dived again and again, groping desperately
among the long, serpent-like stems. The Perdu
at this point and even in his horror he
noted it with surprise was comparatively
shallow. He easily got the bottom and searched
it minutely. The edge of the dark abyss, into
which he strove in vain to penetrate, was many feet
distant from the spot where the vision had appeared.
Suddenly, as he rested, breathless and trembling, on
the grassy brink of the Perdu, he realized that this,
too, was but a vision. It was but one of the
old mysteries of the Perdu; and it had taken for him
that poignant form, because his heart and brain were
so full of Celia. With a sigh of exquisite relief
he thought how amused she would be at his plight,
but how tender when she learned the cause of it.
He laughed softly; and just then the blue heron came
back to the Perdu.
Reuben shook himself, pressed some
of the water from his dripping clothes, and climbed
the steep upper bank of the Perdu. As he reached
the top he paused among the birch trees to look back
upon the water. How like a floor of opal it lay
in the sun; then his heart leaped into his throat
suffocatingly, for again rose the hand and arm, and
waved, and dropped back among the lilies! He
grasped the nearest tree, that he might not, in spite
of himself, plunge back into the pale mystery of the
Perdu. He rubbed his eyes sharply, drew a few
long breaths to steady his heart, turned his back
doggedly on the shining terror, and set forward swiftly
for the farm-house, now in full view not three hundred
yards away.
For all the windless down-streaming
summer sunshine, there was that in Reuben’s
drenched clothes which chilled him to the heart.
As he reached the wide-eaved cluster of the farmstead,
a horn in the distance blew musically for noon.
It was answered by another and another. But no
such summons came from the kitchen door to which his
feet now turned. The quiet of the Seventh Day
seemed to possess the wide, bright farm-yard.
A flock of white ducks lay drowsing on a grassy spot.
A few hens dusted themselves with silent diligence
in the ash-heap in front of the shed; and they stopped
to watch with bright eyes the stranger’s approach.
From under the apple-trees the horses whinnied to
him lonesomely. It was very peaceful; but the
peacefulness of it bore down upon Reuben’s soul
like lead. It seemed as if the end of things
had come. He feared to lift the latch of the
well-known door.
As he hesitated, trembling, he observed
that the white blinds were down at the sitting-room
windows. The window nearest him was open, and
the blind stirred almost imperceptibly. Behind
it, now, his intent ear caught a sound of weary sobbing.
At once he seemed to see all that was in the shadowed
room. The moveless, shrouded figure, the unresponding
lips, the bowed heads of the mourners, all came before
him as clearly as if he were standing in their midst.
He leaned against the door-post, and at this moment
the door opened. Celia’s father stood before
him.
The old man’s face was drawn
with his grief. Something of bitterness came
into his eyes as he looked on Reuben.
“You’ve heard, then!” he said harshly.
“I know!” shaped itself inaudibly on Reuben’s
lips.
At the sight of his anguish the old
man’s bitterness broke. “You’ve
come in time for the funeral,” he exclaimed
piteously. “Oh, Reube, if you’d stayed
it might have been different!”