It had not always stood on the marsh.
When I was a little boy of seven, it occupied the
rear of our neighbor’s yard, not a stone’s
throw from the rectory gate, on one of the windy,
sunshiny spurs of South Mountain. A perpetual
eyesore to the rector; but I cannot help thinking,
as I view it now in the concentrated light of memory,
that it did artistic service in the way of a foil
to the loveliness of the rectory garden. This
garden was the rector’s delight, but to my restless
seven years it was a sort of gay-colored and ever-threatening
bugbear.
Weeding, and especially such thorough,
radical weeding as alone would satisfy the rector’s
conscience, was my detestation; and, moreover, just
at the time of being called upon to weed, there was
sure to be something else of engrossing importance
which my nimble little wits had set themselves upon
doing.
But I never found courage to betray
my lack of sympathy in all its iciness. The sight
of the rector’s enthusiasm filled me ever with
a sense of guilt, and I used to weed quite diligently,
at times.
One morning the rector had lured me
out early, before breakfast, while the sun yet hung
low above the shining marshes. We were working
cheerfully together at the carrot-beds. The smell
of the moist earth and of the dewy young carrot-plants,
bruised by my hasty fingers, comes vividly upon my
senses even now.
Suddenly I heard the rector cry, “Bother!”
in a tone which spoke volumes. I saw he had broken
his hoe short off at the handle. I stopped work
with alacrity, and gazed with commiserating interest,
while I began wiping my muddy little fingers on my
knickerbockers in bright anticipation of some new
departure which should put a pause to the weeding.
In a moment or two the vexed wrinkles
smoothed themselves out of the rector’s brow,
and he turned to me with the proposal that we should
go over to our neighbor’s and repair the damage.
One end of the barn, as we knew, was
used for a workshop. We crossed the road, let
down the bars, put to flight a flock of pigeons that
were feeding among the scattered straw, and threw
open the big barn doors.
There, just inside, hung the dead
body of our neighbor, his face distorted and purple.
And, while I stood sobbing with horror, the rector
cut him down with the draw-knife which he had come
to borrow.
Soon after this tragedy, the barn
was moved down to the marsh, to be used for storing
hay and farm implements. And by the time the scene
had faded from my mind, the rector gave up the dear
delights of his garden, and took us off to a distant
city parish. Not until I had reached eighteen,
and the dignity of college cap and gown, did I revisit
the salty breezes of South Mountain.
Then I came to see friends who were
living in the old rectory. About two miles away,
by the main road, dwelt certain other friends, with
whom I was given to spending most of my evenings,
and who possessed some strange charm which would never
permit me to say good-night at anything like a seasonable
hour.
The distance, as I said, to these
friends was about two miles, if you followed the main
road; but there was a short cut, a road across the
marsh, used chiefly by the hay-makers and the fishermen,
not pleasant to travel in wet weather, but good enough
for me at all times in the frame of mind in which
I found myself.
This road, on either hand, was bordered
by a high rail fence, along which rose, here and there,
the bleak spire of a ghostly and perishing Lombardy
poplar. This is the tree of all least suited to
those wind-beaten regions, but none other will the
country people plant. Close up to the road, at
one point, curved a massive sweep of red dike, and
further to the right stretched the miles on miles of
naked marsh, till they lost themselves in the lonely,
shifting waters of the Basin.
About twenty paces back from the fence,
with its big doors opening toward the road, a conspicuous
landmark in all my nightly walks, stood the barn.
I remembered vividly enough, but in
a remote, impersonal sort of way, the scene on that
far-off sunny summer morning. As, night after
night, I swung past the ancient doors, my brain in
a pleasant confusion, I never gave the remembrance
any heed. Finally, I ceased to recall it, and
the rattling of the wind in the time-warped shingles
fell on utterly careless ears.
One night, as I started homeward upon
the verge of twelve, the marsh seemed all alive with
flying gleams. The moon was past the full, white
and high; the sky was thick with small black clouds,
streaming dizzily across the moon’s face, and
a moist wind piped steadily, in from the sea.
I was walking swiftly, not much alive
to outward impressions, scarce noticing even the strange
play of the moon-shadows over the marshes, and had
got perhaps a stone’s throw past the barn, when
a creeping sensation about my skin, and a thrill of
nervous apprehension made me stop suddenly and take
a look behind.
The impulse seized me unawares, or
I should have laughed at myself and gone on without
yielding to such a weakness. But it was too late.
My gaze darted unerringly to the barn, whose great
doors stood wide open. There, swaying almost
imperceptibly in the wind, hung the body of our neighbor,
as I had seen it that dreadful morning long ago.
For a moment I could hear again my
childish sobs, and the remembrance of that horror
filled me with self-pity. Then, as the roots of
my hair began to stir, my feet set themselves instinctively
for flight. This instinct, however, I promptly
and sternly repressed. I knew all about these
optical illusions, and tried to congratulate myself
on this opportunity for investigating one so interesting
and vivid. At the same time I gave a hasty side-thought
to what would have happened had I been one of the
superstitious farmhands or fishermen of the district.
I should have taken to my heels in desperate terror,
and been ever after faithfully persuaded of having
looked upon a veritable ghost.
I said to myself that the apparition,
if I looked upon it steadfastly, would vanish as I
approached, or, more probably, resolve itself into
some chance combination of moonlight and shadows.
In fact, my reason was perfectly satisfied that the
ghostly vision was due solely to the association of
ideas, I was fresh from my classes in philosophy, aided
and abetted by my own pretty vivid imagination.
Yet the natural man, this physical being of mine,
revolted in every fibre of the flesh from any closer
acquaintance with the thing.
I began, with reluctant feet, to retrace
my steps; but as I did so, the vision only grew so
much the clearer; and a cold perspiration broke out
upon me. Step by step I approached, till I stood
just outside the fence, face to face with the apparition.
I leaned against the fence, looking
through between the rails; and now, at this distance,
every feature came out with awful distinctness all
so horrible in its distortion that I cannot bear to
describe it.
As each fresh gust of wind hissed
through the chinks, I could see the body swing before
it, heavily and slowly. I had to bring all my
philosophy to bear, else my feet would have carried
me off in a frenzy of flight.
At last I reached the conclusion that
since my sight was so helplessly deceived, I should
have to depend upon the touch. In no other way
could I detect the true basis of the illusion; and
this way was a hard one. By much argument and
self-persuasion I prevailed upon myself to climb the
fence, and with a sort of despairing doggedness to
let myself down on the inside.
Just then the clouds thickened over
the face of the moon, and the light faded rapidly.
To get down inside the fence with that thing was, for
a moment, simply sickening, and my eyes dilated with
the intensity of my stare. Then common-sense
came to the rescue, with a revulsion of feeling, and
I laughed though not very mirthfully at
the thoroughness of my scare.
With an assumption of coolness and
defiance I walked right up to the open doors; and
when so close that I could have touched it with my
walking-stick, the thing swayed gently and faced me
in the light of the re-appearing moon.
Could my eyes deceive me? It certainly was our
neighbor.
Scarcely knowing what I did, I thrust
out my stick and touched it, shrinking back as I did
so. What I touched, plain instantly to my sight,
was a piece of wood and iron, some portion
of a mowing-machine or reaper, which had been, apparently,
repainted and hung up across the door-pole to dry.
It swayed in the wind. The straying
fingers of the moonbeams through the chinks pencilled
it strangely, and the shadows were huddled black behind
it. But now it hung revealed, with no more likeness
to a human body than any average well-meaning farm-implement
might be expected to have.
With a huge sigh of relief I turned
away. As I climbed the fence once more I gave
a parting glance toward the yawning doorway of the
barn on the marsh. There, as plain as before
I had pierced the bubble, swung the body of my neighbor.
And all the way home, though I would not turn my head,
I felt it at my heels.