In the Cabineau Camp, of unlucky reputation,
there was a young ox of splendid build, but of a wild
and restless nature.
He was one of a yoke, of part Devon
blood, large, dark-red, all muscle and nerve, and
with wide magnificent horns. His yoke-fellow was
a docile steady worker, the pride of his owner’s
heart; but he himself seemed never to have been more
than half broken in. The woods appeared to draw
him by some spell. He wanted to get back to the
pastures where he had roamed untrammelled of old with
his fellow-steers. The remembrance was in his
heart of the dewy mornings when the herd used to feed
together on the sweet grassy hillocks, and of the
clover-smelling heats of June when they would gather
hock-deep in the pools under the green willow-shadows.
He hated the yoke, he hated the winter; and he imagined
that in the wild pastures he remembered it would be
for ever summer. If only he could get back to
those pastures!
One day there came the longed-for
opportunity; and he seized it. He was standing
unyoked beside his mate, and none of the teamsters
were near. His head went up in the air, and with
a snort of triumph he dashed away through the forest.
For a little while there was a vain
pursuit. At last the lumbermen gave it up.
“Let him be!” said his owner, “an’
I rayther guess he’ll turn up agin when he gits
peckish. He kaint browse on spruce buds an’
lung-wort.”
Plunging on with long gallop through
the snow he was soon miles from camp. Growing
weary he slackened his pace. He came down to a
walk. As the lonely red of the winter sunset
began to stream through the openings of the forest,
flushing the snows of the tiny glades and swales, he
grew hungry, and began to swallow unsatisfying mouthfuls
of the long moss which roughened the tree-trunks.
Ere the moon got up he had filled himself with this
fodder, and then he lay down in a little thicket for
the night.
But some miles back from his retreat
a bear had chanced upon his foot-prints. A strayed
steer! That would be an easy prey. The bear
started straightway in pursuit. The moon was high
in heaven when the crouched ox heard his pursuer’s
approach. He had no idea what was coming, but
he rose to his feet and waited.
The bear plunged boldly into the thicket,
never dreaming of resistance. With a muffled
roar the ox charged upon him and bore him to the ground.
Then he wheeled, and charged again, and the astonished
bear was beaten at once. Gored by those keen
horns he had no stomach for further encounter, and
would fain have made his escape; but as he retreated
the ox charged him again, dashing him against a huge
trunk. The bear dragged himself up with difficulty,
beyond his opponent’s reach; and the ox turned
scornfully back to his lair.
At the first yellow of dawn the restless
creature was again upon the march. He pulled
more mosses by the way, but he disliked them the more
intensely now because he thought he must be nearing
his ancient pastures with their tender grass and their
streams. The snow was deeper about him, and his
hatred of the winter grew apace. He came out upon
a hillside, partly open, whence the pine had years
before been stripped, and where now grew young birches
thick together. Here he browsed on the aromatic
twigs, but for him it was harsh fare.
As his hunger increased he thought
a little longingly of the camp he had deserted, but
he dreamed not of turning back. He would keep
on till he reached his pastures, and the glad herd
of his comrades licking salt out of the trough beside
the accustomed pool. He had some blind instinct
as to his direction, and kept his course to the south
very strictly, the desire in his heart continually
leading him aright.
That afternoon he was attacked by
a panther, which dropped out of a tree and tore his
throat. He dashed under a low branch and scraped
his assailant off, then, wheeling about savagely,
put the brute to flight with his first mad charge.
The panther sprang back into his tree, and the ox
continued his quest.
Soon his steps grew weaker, for the
panther’s cruel claws had gone deep into his
neck, and his path was marked with blood. Yet
the dream in his great wild eyes was not dimmed as
his strength ebbed away. His weakness he never
noticed or heeded. The desire that was urging
him absorbed all other thoughts, even,
almost, his sense of hunger. This, however, it
was easy for him to assuage, after a fashion, for the
long, gray, unnourishing mosses were abundant.
By and by his path led him into the
bed of a stream, whose waters could be heard faintly
tinkling on thin pebbles beneath their coverlet of
ice and snow. His slow steps conducted him far
along this open course. Soon after he had disappeared,
around a curve in the distance there came the panther,
following stealthily upon his crimsoned trail.
The crafty beast was waiting till the bleeding and
the hunger should do its work, and the object of its
inexorable pursuit should have no more heart left for
resistance.
This was late in the afternoon.
The ox was now possessed with his desire, and would
not lie down for any rest. All night long, through
the gleaming silver of the open spaces, through the
weird and checkered gloom of the deep forest, heedless
even of his hunger, or perhaps driven the more by
it as he thought of the wild clover bunches and tender
timothy awaiting him, the solitary ox strove on.
And all night, lagging far behind in his unabating
caution, the panther followed him.
At sunrise the worn and stumbling
animal came out upon the borders of the great lake,
stretching its leagues of unshadowed snow away to the
south before him. There was his path, and without
hesitation he followed it. The wide and frost-bound
water here and there had been swept clear of its snows
by the wind, but for the most part its covering lay
unruffled; and the pale dove-colors, and saffrons,
and rose-lilacs of the dawn were sweetly reflected
on its surface.
The doomed ox was now journeying very
slowly, and with the greatest labor. He staggered
at every step, and his beautiful head drooped almost
to the snow. When he had got a great way out upon
the lake, at the forest’s edge appeared the
pursuing panther, emerging cautiously from the coverts.
The round tawny face and malignant green eyes were
raised to peer out across the expanse. The laboring
progress of the ox was promptly marked. Dropping
its nose again to the ensanguined snow, the beast
resumed his pursuit, first at a slow trot, and then
at a long, elastic gallop. By this time the ox’s
quest was nearly done. He plunged forward upon
his knees, rose again with difficulty, stood still,
and looked around him. His eyes were clouding
over, but he saw, dimly, the tawny brute that was
now hard upon his steps. Back came a flash of
the old courage, and he turned, horns lowered, to
face the attack. With the last of his strength
he charged, and the panther paused irresolutely; but
the wanderer’s knees gave way beneath his own
impetus, and his horns ploughed the snow. With
a deep bellowing groan he rolled over on his side,
and the longing, and the dream of the pleasant pastures,
faded from his eyes. With a great spring the
panther was upon him, and the eager teeth were at
his throat, but he knew nought of it.
No wild beast, but his own desire, had conquered him.
When the panther had slaked his thirst
for blood, he raised his head, and stood with his
fore-paws resting on the dead ox’s side, and
gazed all about him.
To one watching from the lake shore,
had there been any one to watch in that solitude,
the wild beast and his prey would have seemed but a
speck of black on the gleaming waste. At the
same hour, league upon league back in the depth of
the ancient forest, a lonely ox was lowing in his
stanchions, restless, refusing to eat, grieving for
the absence of his yoke-fellow.