The Substituted Fullback.
“Shadows, you say, mirages
of the brain!
I know not,
faith, not I;
Is it more strange the
dead should walk again
Than that
the quick should die?”
Aldrich.
“Frank Lyman, Football
Manager, Stanford University:
“Blake died three forty-five.
Body going East. I return five
train. Diemann.”
When he had sent this message to the
University, the instructor in Psychology went gloomily
down to the Third and Townsend Street station.
There was nothing more to be done
just then. He had telegraphed to the dead athlete’s
parents; the undertakers had their instructions about
shipping the body to Ohio, and the hospital bills would
be arranged for later. He slipped into a single
seat at the back of the car to avoid the chance of
a travelling acquaintance. Now that the business
part of it was over, he could not talk to anyone.
The whole thing had been so sudden
that it was hard to feel the truth. Barely a
week ago he had stood on the practice field at the
University, following Blake’s splendid play
and listening to the shouting of the crowded bleachers,
who idolized their great fullback with the absolute
idolatry of a college crowd. It was not easy to
believe that all this physical manhood, all this intellectual
promise, had been snuffed out like a candle before
their very eyes.
Diemann pressed his face against the
car window and stared out at the terraced produce
gardens slipping dimly by in the early November dusk.
Between him and the dead fullback there had been such
companionship as comes now and then to an instructor
under thirty and a man nearing the end of his college
course. When Diemann, just home from Germany,
came West to teach Psychology, he found young Blake
the college hero. The new instructor had himself
been a noted back; he still hovered somewhere between
enthusiast and fiend. At Stanford he at once identified
himself with the football men, and they welcomed him
gladly as assistant coach. During that first
season, two years ago, he had come to know and like
Fred Blake. Later, the fullback took Diemann’s
course in Psychology, and to the elder man’s
gratification, developed a passion for the subject.
The instructor recognized the quality of the athlete’s
mind, and before long the two were working together,
reading and discussing along the line of the teacher’s
special interest.
Coming home from the sober materialism
of Leipzig, Diemann had realized more fully than ever
how thoroughly the interest in matters occult had
pervaded the mind of his native country. To this
department of Psychology he turned with an admitted
interest in things unseen and a confidence in the
restraint of his University training. He felt
that he stood barely upon the threshold of the subject,
held back by material prejudice and the conservatism
of little faith; yet his enthusiasm grew daily.
He weighed the evidence of phenomena with an impartiality
that other people pronounced belief. The attitude
of those about him was for the most part unsympathetic.
Some to whom he had made furtive confidences called
him “spooky,” a spiritualist; but he was
merely an investigator, trying to be fair. It
was an alluring study; perhaps he ran the risk of
over-enthusiasm he had known people who
had spiritualized the palpably material but
he was guarding against this danger; it would take
an exceptional impulse ever to get him to that point.
It might be that some such temptation
was coming to him now. He had just seen his friend
pass into perfect knowledge. Blake had said something
to him at the last that still ran in his ears, above
the rumble of the train. “I will come back,
if there is anything in it all.”
Diemann, peering out into the deepening
gloom toward the bay shore faintly white in the luminous
mist, thought over this last interview of theirs;
he was finding it hard to realize that their friendship
had ended.
Only eight days before, he remembered,
Blake first complained. It was at the practice,
and Diemann had given him a shot about his listless
work. Fred had answered:
“I can’t help it, Die;
I feel dead, somehow. I’m afraid I’m
going stale, after all.”
He recalled the drawn look on Fred’s
face. But the boy would come out the next night,
for there was only a week before the team would leave
for the Springs, and so much had to be done that the
captain simply couldn’t lay off. Toward
the end of the practice, he collapsed. With his
arm over Lyman’s shoulder he had gone back to
the Hall, dragging his feet heavily, while the crowd
sat on the bleachers, quiet and frightened. Then
the pain came, tearing its way into the heroic body,
and the specialist hurriedly summoned from San Francisco
had said that they must get him to the hospital.
Now it was all over, and Diemann was
following his melancholy telegram to college.
He could guess the effect of the news. A week
ago the knowledge of Blake’s illness had staggered
them; the college had grown sick at heart; the city
papers published details and the hopes of Berkeley
bounded to certainty of victory, for there was only
one Blake. Without him the Stanford team was
nothing exceptional, and common estimate gave the
chance to California. The Stanford management
did the only thing they could do by putting in Ashley,
the scrub fullback; but this did not help matters
materially. Ashley was a man of beautiful physique,
and the most conscientious player on the field.
There he stopped. He utterly lacked the head-work
that Blake put into the game.
For the star fullback had possessed
the football instinct. Beyond his quickness and
dash, he had the mysterious faculty of staying with
the ball. If he were breaking the line, he placed
the hole the fraction of an instant before anyone
else perceived it. They used to put him at quarterback
in defensive work, and he knew by inspiration where
the play was going, so that the line felt confident
with him at their backs.
Tom Ashley had nothing of all this.
He punted as well as the ’Varsity man, generally
better, at the beginning of the season; but was slow
with his kick, often fatally slow when the ’Varsity
broke through the scrub line. He was late in
starting, too, though a strong runner when out in
the field. The chief beauty of his game was a
quick and certain straight-arm. At another time
he might have easily been the ’Varsity fullback,
for he put up a hard, steady game from one end of the
season to the other; but he had come to college with
Blake, and the position had been out of the question.
Besides, there were a couple of star halves; he was
not good at end, either. So he staid on the Scrub
eleven, and worked doggedly for three years.
Diemann lay back in the car seat and
aimlessly thought of his work with the substitute
the week of Fred’s illness. He had done
his best with Ashley, trying to instill into him something
of the other’s style and dash. He had talked
with him long and carefully, showing him the subtle
points of Blake’s game. During the few practices
following the star’s departure he had watched
the new man faithfully through every play, giving
him all his time. He was sorry for the sub.
A man could be placed in no more exacting position.
Ordinarily, such a chance would have
been a god-send to a scrub player, for the second-eleven
man is the type of the Great Unthanked. Diemann
thought of the three months through which the scrub
trains religiously, sacrificing beloved pipe, or sorority
dance, or week’s end trip to Mayfield, or to
the Orpheum in town; leaving the “gang”
singing in the moonlit Quad, while he turns in at
ten according to pledge; faring day after day on the
same service of rare beef and oatmeal water; getting
pounded and battered about over a hard field every
afternoon. Ashley had had three years of this
sort of thing and all for what? At
best, to squat in football clothes on the side-lines,
Thanksgiving day, with Blake’s or Smith’s
sweater around his neck, waiting for the accident
that may give the game to Berkeley at the same time
that it lets him trot out on the field, while the
crowd calls out to him encouragingly, although they
are sick at heart. He goes through each season
borne up by the excitement, working breast to breast
with the honored ’Varsity, but lost in their
mighty shadow. When the big day comes he slips
back into the great, wild crowd that lifts the team
to its shoulders; worship is not for him, no, nor
remembrance either, in that hour of homage. Such
men, to the bleachers, are but working material for
the ’Varsity; the scrub player is part of an
inorganic thing until his chance comes.
Yet, when fortune gave Ashley his
chance he was not to be envied. To be put suddenly,
at the last moment almost, into the shoes of the college
hero, when the hopes of the University had been centered
in that one man, this was too much for any fellow.
In his docile way the substitute went into the trying
place, working along as faithfully, and to all appearance
with as little concern, as in his old position.
Secretly, the responsibility wore upon him. It
was a hopeless undertaking to be like Blake; but everybody
expected it of him. He tried his best to grasp
the patient coaching of Diemann and to put it in play
at the right time, but he never seemed quick enough;
that cursed slowness of his came in to show how futile
it all was. Everything he did or could do as a
football man was made negative by the fact that he
was in Blake’s place. It was a hard graft.
Diemann had known all along what the
fellow was suffering, and he pitied him. According
to Ashley’s room-mate, the boy talked in his
sleep, all night sometimes, chiefly about Blake and
the play. If they did not look sharp, the coach
said to himself, there might be another stale man on
their hands.
Diemann had been thinking of this
that very morning when he got the doctor’s telegram.
The shock had driven out every thought of Ashley and
the team. All through his work with the sub it
had not occurred to him that anything fatal could
come to Blake, he had been doing so well; then, without
warning, came the message saying that he was sinking.
He had got there just in time. Now it was all
over and he was going back to college, where Fred
would never hear them shout for him again, never feel
an arm about him in the long walks over the hills.
When the train drew into Palo Alto,
Frank Lyman, the football manager, quiet and sober-faced,
stood under the station-light.
“Can you come to dinner with me?” asked
Diemann.
The two rode along under the oaks
to the instructor’s Palo Alto boarding-house.
When they were alone upstairs, the manager said:
“Will you tell me about it? You got up
there all right?”
“Yes,” said the other,
slowly; “not any too soon. The boy was conscious
at the last, and knew me and talked a bit. It
was all football, pretty much. I don’t
think he was quite clear enough to talk about other
things.”
“What did he say that is, anything
special?”
“No; he said he was more than
sorry that he wasn’t going to get in the game;
it was his last and he wanted to play, but, of course,
it wasn’t his fault, and the college wouldn’t
think he had thrown them down. He’d never
been a quitter, he said.”
“No, never,” said the manager.
“He went on in that strain a
good deal; said that he wished that he could have
stayed longer, just to play for them again. At
the end he pressed my hand and said: ’I’ll
come back somehow, Die, if there is anything in it.’”
The Psychology instructor had spoken
half in revery. He added quickly: “He
was pretty well gone then, poor old chap, and wandering
a little, and soon after that, why, he went over the
line.”
He was sorry for having let that sentence
slip out. The student would not understand it;
he could not know what those last words of Blake’s
had meant to him, who saw their meaning. Lyman
would only think it a bit of ghastly humor that need
not have been repeated. But the manager did not
take it so, evidently.
“That reminds me of something,
Diemann,” he said. “I haven’t
talked it over with anyone yet, because everybody
is sour-balled enough as it is. It’s about
Ashley. I’m afraid he is going stale.”
“Yes?” said Diemann, with
dull interest, “I’ve rather been afraid
of it.”
“Of course, I knew he was up
on his toes about his job, but I didn’t know
just how bad it was until this afternoon. You
see, you weren’t here, and after practice there
were things to speak about, so I walked over to the
Hall with him. Then I thought I’d rub him
myself, because Billy is overworked, you know.
He didn’t answer questions for a time, but lay
quite still and looked at me, yet I don’t think
he saw me at all. He began to talk away, speaking
of himself, in the third person, mind you, and about
his poor play and all that. He was as clean nutty
as any man you ever saw; as near as I could make out
he thought he was Fred.”
Diemann faced the manager.
“What time was this, Frank?”
“About five, I think. Shortly
afterward I got your telegram. He went on giving
the straightest kind of football talk; but he was no
more himself all the time than I am he. This
went on for several minutes; then he got clear again.
Pretty soon he rose and said he was faint, but guessed
he was all right. I didn’t know whether
to speak to the doctor or not. Now, that sort
of thing won’t do; the man can’t have such
attacks and keep in shape. If he goes stale,
where will we be?”
“He talked like Blake, did he?”
“Yes, really he did. He
had even Fred’s little way of sliding over his
r’s. Being troubled about having Fred’s
place has unstrung him. You’ve noticed
his absent-mindedness out on the field? I know
Ashley pretty well; he’s always been sensitive
as to what people think about him; he likes to feel
that he’s doing what you expect of him.
He was struck on the head to-day; I don’t doubt
that’s what made him a little off. Still,
his nervous condition must be bad.”
Diemann rose and knocked the ashes out of his pipe.
“Yes,” said he, thoughtfully,
“we must watch him. Perhaps we ought to
speak to Dr. Forest; but I’ll look after him
a while first.”
“Very well. We won’t
have any practice to-morrow, out of respect to Fred;
we couldn’t stand it, any of us; that will give
Ashley a rest, then Friday we have the last practice
before going to the Springs.”
“I am going up there with you.
I think I’ll turn in early to-night; I’m
pretty well knocked. I’ll see you in the
Quad before noon to-morrow.”
Lyman went, and the Psychology man,
refilling his pipe, stared at the fire and smoked
until midnight.
“I don’t know,”
he thought, as he settled into bed, “it may be
only a case of dual personality, it may be something
greater. I’ve got where I must guard against
myself.”
With an intensified interest, the
coach resumed his work over Ashley. He waited
for a recurrence of the phenomenon which Lyman had
marked and he yielded again to the general excitement
over the approaching contest. Absorbed in the
two unrelated interests, he gradually came to connect
them. This he kept to himself.
The last campus practice was half
over, the bleachers were crowded. Across the
field the confirmed fiends were standing along the
ropes to get a nearer view of that tangle of human
bodies, not a movement of which escaped them.
On the side-lines the privileged advisers, from rubbers
and Freshman manager up to associate coach, squatted
on the adobe, careless of their clothes.
The whole University had come out.
An air of sorrow hung over everything, the rooters
were silent, and the teams played listlessly.
Frank Lyman went over where the wildest
howlers usually sat.
“Boys,” he said, “we
can’t send the men away like this, it would take
them a week to get over it. We must have some
yelling. We’re not honoring the memory
of Blake this way. Do you know what his last words
were? He said to Professor Diemann, ‘They
know I never was a quitter.’ Do you think
he would like a practice like this?”
Then the crowd started up and gave
the yell as one man, and the others joined in until
something like the usual demonstration arose about
the field, and the ’Varsity, feeling the inspiration,
bent down and hammered away at the Scrubs as they
meant to do against the Blue and Gold on Thanksgiving
day. Here and there a fraternity dog, showing
his head between a pair of golf-clad knees, joined
the quick, sharp yell of the people about him with
an imitation that raised a laugh. When the bleachers
were still just before a big play, one could hear in
the breathless silence the slap of the canvas suits,
the thud of heavy shoes, the sniffling of men just
out of a scrimmage. Far across the bay, the hills
that were cool and blue when practice began, grew luminously
red in the level light of the dying rays; against the
fading color of the west, the power-house chimney
rose picturesquely dark; the swift, elusive twilight
of California settled down on Santa Clara’s broad
acres, so that Diemann had to stare hard to follow
Ashley’s play. Then the whistle sounded,
sharp in the still air, and the teams came trotting
to the side-lines to take their sweaters and caps from
devoted admirers and to stroll off, arm over shoulder,
with people who minded not in the least the campus
dirt those heroes had been gathering.
Diemann took Ashley’s arm.
“Let’s walk together,” he said.
The substitute fullback had been playing
hard ball. The gloom hanging over the first half
of the practice had affected him strongly and he had
flung himself into the game, trying to forget, to cast
off the foolish sense of an implied reproach.
Diemann could see that he was very tired. He
made him lean upon him, and they started for the Hall.
Suddenly he realized that the football man was not
answering questions, that the weight on his own shoulder
was growing heavier. He glanced up into Ashley’s
face; there was an absent look in the man’s eyes.
“Fred!” whispered Diemann sharply in his
ear.
“Yes?” answered the fullback; then he
shook himself and said:
“It’s chilly, Die, I’m wet.
Let’s get in.”
Some fifteen minutes later, the two
came down the corridor toward the training table.
“Good-night, Ashley.”
“Won’t you stay to dinner, Diemann?”
“No, I must go down, and you are late as it
is. Hurry along in.”
“All right. I’m not
going stale if I can help it. I just felt a little
faint over there; I got pretty tired.”
Diemann stepped up closer to him beside
the curving balustrade and looked the football man
steadily in the eyes.
“You are playing more like Blake every day,”
he said.
“I wish I were.”
“We are going to the Springs
to-morrow,” went on the coach, “and you
can rest. By the way, if I were you I wouldn’t
say anything about your feeling faint just now.
It would only trouble Lyman and the rest of the boys.”
“What does it all mean?”
Diemann mused as the palms bordering the bicycle path
flashed by him. “There was something about
him like Fred, in his way of speaking, and some of
the things he said about the game, but it stopped
there. With all my questioning, I never got a
word that belonged to us two alone. I suppose
I must admit that it is merely the memory of the subjective
mind, a case of dual personality brought on by hyper-aesthetic
conditions. Oh, if it were only the other thing,
if I only could know! But it can’t be;
he would give me some clue, some sign. Then again
the substitution has not come at a critical time, only
after the practice, when Ashley is tired. If
it were Fred, he would appear in the play, he would
come at a time like that, if there is anything in
it.”
Diemann gripped his handle-bar tightly
as he shot through the sandstone gates.
“Oh,” he thought, “whatever
it is, if it would only come stronger, if I could
only be sure!”
On Thanksgiving morning when the long
special runs up on the University track and stops
between the Library and Encina, the flaming bunting
looped along its sides starts the excitement of the
day. Everybody is out on the walk, bristling
with the College cardinal, from Professor Grind and
his wife to the Jap who cleans house Saturdays.
If there is anyone who cannot or does not want to
go up to town to-day, he has hidden himself in grief
or shame. The President wears a ribbon in his
coat, and talks gravely with Professor Diemann, who
has been at the Springs with the team. A knot
of students have already determined to get the Doctor
to lead the yell when he comes in to the grounds.
They know he will do it; he is as full of the spirit
of the day as any of them.
“Rah, Rah, Rah,
Rah, Rah, Rah,
Rah, Rah,
Stanford!”
The engine whistles it, the crowd
shouts it, and the hills give it back again as the
laden train slips down to the main line and starts
on its way to town. Streaming with cardinal bunting,
it looks like a burning thing as it rushes over the
marsh land, sending the horses in the field snorting
away, and bringing women to the doors of cottages
along the tracks. In their excitement the delirious
Sophomores and Juniors hang out of the windows and
throw kisses wildly to these women, who grin and wave
back, doubtless saying something about “them
crazy students.” A placid red cow is greeted
with cheers, the scarlet under-flannels of hard-working
South San Francisco, flapping merrily from the line
in the November breeze, fan the frenzy, while the engine
toots the yell and the car-windows are aflame with
gleaming flags.
From now on the students besiege the
city, and the town is theirs as surely as if the Mayor
had met them at its entrance with a symbolic golden
key. Shop windows are brilliant with the rival
colors, the streets are a shifting riot of red and
blue and yellow, with a plague-spot here and there
where some fanatics have striped their derby hats
with blue and gold ribbon, or a color-blind Stanford
man flaunts a villainously purple chrysanthemum.
On the curbing, fakirs are selling shining red
Christmas berries and violets and great bursting carnations,
and chrysanthemums like yellow ostrich-plumes.
Through all this splendor you keep
close to Professor Diemann, for you know he is going
to the hotel where the team is, and that stalwart
lineman you are thinking of most to-day is up there
with them. You slip upstairs under the protecting
shadow of the associate coach, passing the suspicious
eyes of the trainers and the hurried, unsympathetic
glance of Lyman, the manager, and you find your particular
hero lying on his bed in all the glory of his new
sweater with its clean white S, a great fresh specimen
of the lustiest student-body in the world. You
take his hand, almost afraid to squeeze it tightly,
lest you cause some harm to the big frame in which
your hopes are centered, and you tell him how glad
you are he has made the team and that we are bound
to win. And if this is his first game, or if
some man has pressed him dangerously for the position
he had last year, he will smile and say, “We’ll
do our best.” Then the rubber comes in
and you slip away, wondering why the beneficence of
the Creator to man on earth should have made one fellow
like your idol up there on the bed and another like
you, crawling unnoticed into the street, throwing
out your thin, incapable legs in a quick walk to join
your crowd at the restaurant.
Diemann found Ashley quiet in his
room. The fullback was in splendid fettle; the
week at the Springs had done him a world of good.
There was no staleness about him now. It had
helped him to be away from the College, away from
that excited crowd that sat on the bleachers and watched
him play, demanding that he be like Blake, who had
died. He breathed more easily in the quiet air
of the mountains where the team had secret practice.
People stopped urging him to be like Blake; only Diemann
went over the thing again and again, explaining, reminding.
Now Thanksgiving had come, and the substitute fullback
had never felt better in his life. He would do
his best, and they could not say he had not tried.
The manager was radiant over Ashley’s
condition, and the other men slapped Tom’s big
shoulders and said that he would put up a good game
for the College. Diemann alone seemed sour-balled.
The rest of them knew how Blake’s death had
broken him up, but that was no reason, Lyman said,
why he need keep nagging the new fullback about Fred.
The College realized that the two men were hopelessly
different, and they were fairly reconciled by this
time. If the boy played the best that was in
him, the team might make it in spite of the odds.
It was too bad to take the spirit out of him by constantly
suggesting that he play like Blake. The manager
said this to Diemann, but the coach only shook his
head and answered:
“It won’t do any harm,
Frank, and it may possibly work him up to something
like Fred’s game.”
But a week’s watching at the
Springs had made Diemann despondent. The phenomenon
he had witnessed the evening of the last practice had
not appeared again. He had allowed his theories
to lead him away into impossible hopes. The man
on the bed was Ashley, slow, normal, in perfect condition,
hopeless, and Ashley he would remain. The chance
for a psychic manifestation ceased when Ashley’s
football worry was over. Opportunity had come
and gone, unfruitfully.
That afternoon, the athletic grounds
were banked with great flower-beds of people, where
red and blue and yellow blossomed and faded and burst
out again as the teams swayed back and forward on the
white-lined gridiron between. The wild noise
of the college yells greeting the teams, the taunting
horns that shattered the music of the rival bands,
the shrill treble of gamins who had climbed over impossible
fences, the hoarse bellow of the brown paper mégaphones, all
this tumult had hushed suddenly into a tense, aching
silence in which fingers dug into board seats and
College hearts stopped beating when the teams faced
each other for the kick-off.
The uproar boomed forth again, and
presently the Stanford bleachers became silent from
breathless watching. The first five minutes of
play meant most to the cardinal. In that dozen
rushes, they could tell whether there was a chance
of winning or whether the hope of victory had died
with Blake. The first Berkeley play went at the
line and crumpled up without gain; again it held and
again, until the crowd felt that there was more than
hope, that the Stanford stone-wall defense would win
out once more. Yet so closely were the teams matched
that they swung back and forth without score for a
good half.
When the game was almost at the end
of the second half, the score was tie, 6-6. But
Berkeley was sure of the day. She had forced her
adversaries to their five-yard line, and there were
only six minutes left to play. Stanford took
a desperate brace and Berkeley lost the ball on downs.
If only Stanford could gain ground now, or if time
could be called. Nobody wanted a tie, to be sure,
but defeat was hard to accept, the first
time, too.
Diemann of Stanford crouched on the
side-lines with a heart of lead. The game was
lost. What he had looked for, hoping against hope
since play was called, had not happened. Ashley
had played his usual hard, consistent game, straining
every muscle, punting longer and higher than ever
before, but missing stupidly some golden chances, the
chances Blake would never have let slip by. Diemann
had talked to him between halves, a few eager words,
urging him to quickness, reminding him of Fred. The
substitute had only shaken his head, and muttered that
he was doing his best. Toward the end of the
second he had shown the severity of the strain.
Playing his hardest, with despair in his soul, it had
told on him. In the last scrimmages his work
had been very ragged. Indeed, the whole team
seemed to have slumped, and the Berkeley line had hammered
them down toward their own goal while precious seconds
slipped by.
Now the men lined up rapidly.
Stanford tried an end play. No gain. Diemann
stood back of the team at one side of the goal; he
was struggling hard to be calm, but he did a strange
thing. He seized a small megaphone from the hands
of an urchin beside him, and just as they lined up
after Stanford’s unsuccessful trial at end, he
stepped to the white goal line and raising the funnel
to his lips shouted in a voice audible to every man
on both teams:
“Now, Fred Blake, play your game!”
Lyman heard and looked back, wondering.
Ashley heard. He stared at the
grandstand with a bewildered, appealing face.
Then the signal was given. It sent Ashley through
tackle. The boy, feeling as though he had lost
the game for his College where the other man would
have won, went into the line with the energy of a forlorn
hope. The Berkeley men gathered their superior
force, and the Stanford team was lifted up and borne
back, a gradually shifting mass, to its own goal line.
Were they over? The Berkeley
crowd yelled, and an exultant sub threw his sweater
in the air. No, the teams were up, and the ball
was almost on the line, not quite. There remained
a chance to punt it out of danger. Could Ashley
do it quickly enough? He had been punting too
slowly; the other line could surely get through and
block his kick, and there were only two minutes to
play.
Diemann, rigid with anxiety, saw that
a Stanford man still lay on the ground. Straining
his eyes through the dusk, a glance at the team told
him that it was Ashley. The drawn muscles of the
instructor’s legs trembled, the blood beat in
his temples. Was it coming, at the last moment?
As the trainer shot out from the side-lines
with bucket and sponge, Diemann saw Ashley spring
up, slap the grimy moleskins of the men nearest him,
and get back into position to kick. Stanford was
standing on her own goal line. He saw the ball
snapped back; the fullback kicked it, in time; then,
instead of the long, curving drive that was to save
the day, he saw the ball rise almost straight in the
air above the teams, and he groaned aloud as the Berkeley
men broke through, and people with delirious laughter
waved the blue and gold frantically about him.
The ball comes down among the struggling
players. Suddenly, out of that jumble of men
darts a red-sleeved figure, dashing through the scattered
field, bounding like a stag toward the Berkeley goal.
The expert eye of the associate coach
tells him that, by a marvellous piece of football
instinct, Ashley has found his way through the confused
teams, realizing that he is the only Stanford man on
side, and has caught the ball on the fly and got clear
with it. Though they understand nothing of this,
the vast crowd goes shrieking to its feet. The
bewildered teams turn and follow close upon the flying
figure, the speedy Berkeley right-half leading them.
Back in the field stands the U. C. fullback, grimly
waiting. The two collide, and the chasing halfback
gains; but the Berkeley back drops to the tackle a
fraction of an instant too late and runs fair against
a straight-arm. Tom Ashley, with the ball clutched
tight against his breast, his set face gleaming white
in the half-light, sprints down the long barred space
toward victory, keeping the distance between himself
and the straining pack, running as only one man has
ever run for Stanford.
And Diemann, tearing along the side-line,
knows that Ashley himself never could have done it.
The fullback falls across the line,
the ball gripped in his convulsive hold, just as the
linesman’s whistle blows. Diemann is there
almost as soon. He keeps back the frenzied men
crowding about them, and bends over the unconscious
player, calling him “Fred” irrationally,
while the place catches fire with the cardinal and
Stanford goes mad on the field.
Ashley came to consciousness at the
hotel. Diemann sat beside him, and Lyman and
Dr. Forest stood by the window. The substitute
fullback sat up.
“I felt faint just then,”
he said. “I couldn’t help it; you
know about it, Diemann.” He looked at the
other men.
“Did they get it over?” he asked.
Lyman ran across the room.
“Tom, old man,” he said,
choking, “you won it for us, and you’ll
never be forgotten, you and your run!”
The fullback looked at him blankly.
“My run?” he faltered.
Diemann came between them.
“Better lie down and rest a bit, my boy; you
can talk later.”
Then, turning to the others:
“You see,” he whispered, “he’s
wandering a little yet.”