In the Dark Days.
“Mrs. Leland Stanford
has decided to sell her jewels to keep
open the doors of the University.”
ASSOCIATED PRESS REPORTS,
1896.
Bonita, mother of racers, stood just
beyond the shadow of an oak tree, leisurely cropping
the new pasture grass. Occasionally, she lifted
her head toward the red roofs of the University buildings
as though she expected somebody. The chimney
sent up a stripe of black against patches of cloud
and sky, and the even hum of the shops came across
the pasture with a distinctness born of the motionless
Spring air. Bonita, putting her pointed ears
forward, could catch the upper notes of the chorus,
rehearsing in the Chapel.
Such a day as this should bring Craig
into the pastures. He could lean on the fence
and pull at his pipe to his heart’s content.
The brood-mare did not fancy the smoke, but she liked
to have him talk to her. There were a number
of interests they had in common; the smell of the new
grass, the tempting silver-green of willows budding
along the lake beyond the fence, delighted him, too,
while Bonita herself was deeply interested in his
University.
She could remember perfectly the days
when the ranch spread undisturbed from her paddock
in the stockfarm yard to the deep shadows of the Arboretum.
Then she was only a colt, to be sure; but the world
beyond the paddock fence interested her. The
grooms in the yard were not more sorry than she herself
that the last colt from a famous sire should be a
filly with an imperfect ankle-joint. When they
took the other colts out of the paddock to put them
through their morning lessons around the little ring
in the kindergarten, she wished mightily to follow.
She turned about the corral at a good speed to show
them that she had the proper spirit of her blood,
but they always shut the red gate too soon and the
others went on up the road impudently flicking their
fuzzy tails at her.
A gray-bearded man with kindly eyes,
whom they called the “Governor,” used
to drive up under the blossoming eucalyptus trees every
now and then; he stopped one day by her paddock and
came to look at her. Bonita liked him at once,
and she paid him the most delicate attention she knew
by trying to eat his clothes. The Governor laughed
as he put her off, and said that it was too bad about
her ankle. Then he drove over to watch the kindergarten
learn the alphabet of race-winning.
Later, she watched her fellows go
lightly down the road to the stock car and rumble
away over the track to the main line and on to the
great world where men put trust in them and sent them
back to the Farm with newspaper clippings and horseshoe
wreaths made of immortelles with the figure 2-and-a-fraction
in the middle.
When she was grown and they had put
her out in a side pasture, there were some new stables
there, with a lot of men thronging round them who
did not look like grooms. The knowledge that something
of importance to the world was about to happen the
other side of the fence made her feel more contented.
If she could not travel in a box car to see such things,
it was good to have some of the excitement of it brought
in to the ranch.
At first she did not notice much,
being deeply interested just then in the early education
of Fenelon, 2.10-1/4, who was a fretful infant and
took up most of her time. When he had passed out
of her immediate care and was cropping sweet alfalfa
with the rest, she watched curiously the foundations
sinking into the grass, the crowd of people who came
one May morning to hear things said round a block
of yellow sandstone, the fitting of the red tiling
above the stone walls. By this time she knew
the reason of it all; the dead heir, the monument,
the boys and girls who were coming to be taught in
this great kindergarten. Finally, when these
had poured into the place, some of them straggled out
into the pasture and made friends with her. From
them she learned more definitely the great things
that had been done and were about to happen; they told
her of the wonderful endowment, of the strangers from
corners of the world never reached even by the lucky
horses who had rolled away in the box cars, of the
numberless buildings that were to surround and dwarf
the structures she had seen grow up in the sun.
“The Governor” had driven
less often through the yard since the yellow buildings
were up, and the boys and girls playing among them.
After awhile he ceased to come altogether. Then
Bonita, the brood-mare, understood that something
had happened. It was more quiet everywhere after
this. Most of the horses and mares, her colts
among them, went off in the cars, not to come back,
they told her. She stood under the dark oaks
for hours at a time, fearing lest they would send her,
too. Her longing for the world was past now;
she wished to be left in the quiet pastures with the
students to talk to.
It was during these days that Craig,
who taught something to the younger people, used to
lean on the fence and smoke during the afternoons.
He was not much older than many of the students she
knew, and she liked him particularly. He had
lumps of something white and sweet, and he rubbed
her head in exactly the right spot. When she had
won his confidence, he told her many things about
himself and the College. Once he had been at
another place, a college older than this by a long
time but not so famous. The Overseer of this
one had written him to come and teach there, at a
better salary. He explained to her what this
meant money for the support of his mother,
and in a few years the study in Europe of which he
dreamed, and for which he worked and saved, and beside
this the growing up with a new university, from an
instructorship in the present to a full professorship
in the wonderful future. He told her what was
promised him, and showed her a picture once of the
plan of the completed university, with its arch and
chapel tower and the great mechanical shops spreading
back across her shady pasture to the borders of the
lake.
Then she learned what the death of
“the Governor” had brought upon them;
why the horses had been sold and why there were no
more hammers nor chisels ringing against the stone.
The farm was losing a thousand dollars a day, and
the Government had seized upon the money they were
building the monument with and was trying to wrest
it entirely from the woman who had stopped once to
pet the brood-mare when “the Governor”
was driving in the yard. These things were hard
to understand. There had never been any question
of money here that Bonita could remember.
One day she had nosed vainly for the
sugar he used to bring; Craig told her that for two
months he had had no money to give his mother; that
if it wasn’t for a grocer in Mayfield who was
kind to people in trouble, they would have had nothing
to eat. Bonita, remembering the students she
had seen gathering mushrooms, suggested grass; but
he told her, laughing, that only one man to his knowledge
had ever lived that way and he was a king, long ago,
in the holy times. He, Craig, would have to have
money. In an old vest he had worn in the East,
his mother found a few pennies and had walked to Palo
Alto and spent them for stamps for the sake of paying
for something. After this explanation, Bonita
did not hunt for sugar.
Although things grew easier after
a time, Craig was gloomy enough during the afternoons
when they talked across the fence. Once “the
Governor’s Wife” had been given five hundred
dollars to pay her servants, and she had given it
to the Overseer for his teachers. But the Overseer
had begun at the houses where there were the most
children, and he had not got around to Craig, who
had only a mother. When temptation came to him,
he told Bonita about it and asked her advice.
A letter had come to him with an offer from his old
college; it meant a full salary and the hope of Europe.
It was everything to him, he said, but he couldn’t
bear to go away. The brood-mare had put her nose
affectionately against his arm. She understood
little about the salary, but she knew how dreadful
it would be to leave the pasture. The man must
have understood, for after being quiet a long time
and smoking harder than ever, he said that he was
going to stay. But many times after that, when
other offers came, he told her how hard it was to
decide and how black everything looked for the University.
The Government was pulling at the fund, and the lady
who was building the monument was going to sell her
precious things to get money.
The last time Craig leaned on the
fence and whistled to her, he had been very unhappy.
Since then Bonita had not seen him. She was afraid
that he, too, had gone, after all, as the horses and
grooms had gone, without even a good-bye. She
felt that if he had finally decided to give it up,
the smoke must fade away above the top of the chimney
and the voices cease altogether.
But to-day, when the clouds were breaking
and the clear blue of summer-time looked down between
them, the chimney-smoke was blacker than ever and
across by the lake fence some young people were pulling
mushrooms and laughing. Bonita looked over toward
the buildings. Then she cropped grass again,
for only a gurgling meadow-lark broke the line of
the fence-rail.
Suddenly she heard Craig’s low
whistle. He had come out from the Wood-shop and
put his elbows on the fence, his pipe sending up clear,
white smoke. Stopping now and then for a blade
of grass, to show that she was not too eager, the
brood-mare walked slowly up to him. He was not
happy, as she had expected to find him. His brow
was puckered and his lips shut tightly on the stem
of his pipe. Bonita put her nose over the fence.
The instructor took his pipe from his mouth and rubbed
her cheek slowly with the back of his knuckles.
“Well, old girl,” he said,
“I’m afraid you and I won’t have
many more talks over this fence.”
The brood-mare looked at him with questioning eyes.
“I plead guilty,” he went
on, “I oughtn’t to have kept the secret
from you, I know. The minute I got the letter
I should have come out to tell you about it, but it
was raining; honestly, it was.”
He gave her a lump of sugar by way of conciliation.
“You see, I couldn’t resist
this one,” he continued, while the sugar crunched
under her teeth; “it’s a big honor and
three thousand a year, and I’ve got to do something;
now, haven’t I?”
His tone was doubtful, as though he
were hardly sure of her opinion. The meadow-lark
which he had disturbed was releasing the joy of its
full throat under a shaft of sunlight further down
the fence. The air hung over them, sweet with
the fragrance of the freshened pasture, charged with
the mysterious power of a Santa Clara Spring.
No man, or horse, who has caught that smell, ever
forgets the valley of the Saint. Bonita was looking
across the green to the mushroom gatherers.
Craig spoke, a little petulantly.
“You never agree with me about
my going, anyway. You seem to think that the
beauty of this campus and the freedom of everything
here is argument enough. But it’s all too
uncertain. I’ve told you that my salary
is cut away down and I’m not any too sure of
ever having it made up to me; as it is, we assistants
are here only because the heads decided to cut their
own pay and keep us for the sake of the departments.
If the suit is lost, it’s good-bye, anyway.
I can’t believe you have much idea that we’re
going to win it to-morrow. It went for us in the
lower courts, here in California, but do you think
that the Supreme Court of these selfish and United
States is going to decide for us just because they
were gallant enough to Mrs. Stanford to hurry the case
up in the calendar and cut short her suspense?
You don’t understand things, if you think so.
Out here where you live, the rains may be late and
the grass seem never coming, but you know it’ll
rain sooner or later, and you’re getting hay
right along and it doesn’t take much water to
bring up what you want. But with me it’s
different. We’re going to get a weather
prediction from Washington to-morrow that’ll
tell us definitely whether it’s to be winter
for keeps around here or summer and a good crop.”
The instructor leaned on the fence
and puffed on at his pipe. Bonita endured the
smoke that clung around them in the still air, for
she felt that they were at a crisis. She drew
up closer to the rails and put her head against the
instructor’s shoulder. Suddenly, the man
let his pipe fall into the grass and he laid his face
against her soft, gray nose.
“You’re a good old girl,”
he said, “and you know more about it than anyone.
But you haven’t any money question to worry you.
You don’t love the place a bit more than I do;
you don’t love it as much, because you only
know the nature side of it, and I know the bigness
of the rest of it, too. But the hope’s
almost dead, old lady; I can’t tie my ambitions
to a corpse, you wouldn’t ask me to, and you
know I’m not the only one to be looked after.
But, oh, it’ll be hard to go, won’t it!
There’s something that grips you where you live you
understand it.”
The brood-mare did not pull away,
although he was holding her head tightly in his hot
hands.
“If it all goes smash to-morrow
and I can ever raise the money, I’m going to
send back for you, my beauty. You’re getting
too old to bring much now, and you’ll have to
go sure if the Government wins.”
Bonita lifted her head suddenly.
A drop of cold rain had fallen against her face.
The clouds had drawn together sulkily above them.
Across the intervening turf hastened the mushroom
gatherers, their baskets full of the brown and white
trophies. Craig picked up his pipe.
“Good-bye,” he said, with
a caress. “I’ll come over to-morrow
and tell you the final news.”
Bonita had never shown him how much
she really cared, true to her feminine reserve; but
to-day, leaning her slender neck far over the fence,
she whinnied after him until he stopped at the corner
of the Power-house and waved back to her. Then
she cropped grass slowly while it began to sprinkle.
Next morning, when the second hour
was about half through, a feeling of excitement filled
the Quad and penetrated the classrooms. Craig’s
students were not paying very creditable attention
to his lecture. He himself was keeping his mind
on the syllabus with considerable difficulty.
When someone passed the window and the eyes of the
entire class, including even the enthusiastic dig
on the front seat, were turned that way, Craig let
his own wander and hesitated the least bit in his
talk.
All at once, like a thunderclap, a
half-dozen voices somewhere in the Quad gave the yell.
Craig stopped speaking and looked at the class, who
gazed back at him. A man with his back to the
windows stood up and looked out. The seats creaked
ominously. Then, like grass after a breeze, the
whole class rose and craned necks at the window.
The instructor, coming to himself, began feebly:
“If you please
Again the yell, not the desperate
cry that is wrung out to cheer a losing team, but
the voice of victory, of joy and of great relief.
Professor Craig went out of his classroom
like a shot, the class after him.
There was a triumphal parade to the
station, with flags and the entire population of Roble
beating time with dust-pans and brooms, to meet the
President who had sent the happy telegram. There
were songs and speeches and demonstrations in front
of Xasmin House, with fellows hugging each other or
swinging round in side-line fashion, girls crying,
and the President’s parrot incidentally learning
the yell. Then, at night, the alumni poured in
on the trains from north and south, stirring the tumult
anew. Gay lanterns jewelled the porches of the
Row, the Gym blazed with light for more speeches and
football songs, with no thought of football in the
singing of them, and round and round the shadowy Quad,
where the yell flashed in electric letters, went a
wild carnival procession of men and women, with torches
and noise-machines, and Instructor Craig at their
head.
The gleam of the unusual lights, the
happy shouts, and the clamor of firecrackers, came
in mingled confusion across to the dark pasture where
Bonita stood by the fence with her head raised and
her pointed ears forward. Craig had not come
that afternoon to tell her the final truth; but, listening
and watching from the shadow, she did not feel that
he had gone away.
When she did see him again, he wore
a new suit and, what was more important, its pockets
bulged with sugar. She was very glad to see him,
of course, but her greeting was an indifferent one
after all; for she was preoccupied, just then, with
the infant needs of Pronto 2:17-3/4, and could not
stop to interest herself in the fact that the youngest
of the universities had been saved for all time.