Dorothy and I went to the inn parlors,
where I received a cordial welcome from my cousin,
Lady Crawford. After our greeting, Dorothy came
toward me leading the fair, pale girl whom I had seen
in the courtyard.
“Madge, this is my cousin, Malcolm
Vernon,” said Dorothy. “He was a dear
friend of my childhood and is much beloved by my father.
Lady Magdalene Stanley, cousin,” and she placed
the girl’s soft white hand in mine. There
was a peculiar hesitancy in the girl’s manner
which puzzled me. She did not look at me when
Dorothy placed her hand in mine, but kept her eyes
cast down, the long, black lashes resting upon the
fair curves of her cheek like a shadow on the snow.
She murmured a salutation, and when I made a remark
that called for a response, she lifted her eyes but
seemed not to look at me. Unconsciously I turned
my face toward Dorothy, who closed her eyes and formed
with her lips the word “blind.”
I retained the girl’s hand,
and she did not withdraw it. When I caught Dorothy’s
unspoken word I led Lady Madge to a chair and asked
if I might sit beside her.
“Certainly,” she answered
smilingly; “you know I am blind, but I can hear
and speak, and I enjoy having persons I like sit near
me that I may touch them now and then while we talk.
If I could only see!” she exclaimed. Still,
there was no tone of complaint in her voice and very
little even of regret. The girl’s eyes
were of a deep blue and were entirely without scar
or other evidence of blindness, except that they did
not seem to see. I afterward learned that her
affliction had come upon her as the result of illness
when she was a child. She was niece to the Earl
of Derby, and Dorothy’s mother had been her
aunt. She owned a small estate and had lived
at Haddon Hall five or six years because of the love
that existed between her and Dorothy. A strong
man instinctively longs to cherish that which needs
his strength, and perhaps it was the girl’s helplessness
that first appealed to me. Perhaps it was her
rare, peculiar beauty, speaking eloquently of virtue
such as I had never known, that touched me. I
cannot say what the impelling cause was, but this
I know: my heart went out in pity to her, and
all that was good within me good, which
I had never before suspected stirred in
my soul, and my past life seemed black and barren
beyond endurance. Even Dorothy’s marvellous
beauty lacked the subtle quality which this simple
blind girl possessed. The first step in regeneration
is to see one’s faults; the second is to regret
them; the third is to quit them. The first and
second steps constitute repentance; the second and
third regeneration. One hour within the radius
of Madge Stanley’s influence brought me to repentance.
But repentance is an everyday virtue. Should
I ever achieve regeneration? That is one of the
questions this history will answer. To me, Madge
Stanley’s passive force was the strongest influence
for good that had ever impinged on my life. With
respect to her, morally, I was the iron, the seed,
the cloud, and the rain, for she, acting unconsciously,
moved me with neither knowledge nor volition on my
part.
Soon after my arrival at the ladies’
parlor dinner was served, and after dinner a Persian
merchant was ushered in, closely followed by his servants
bearing bales of rare Eastern fabrics. A visit
and a dinner at the inn were little events that made
a break in the monotony of life at the Hall, and the
ladies preferred to visit the merchant, who was stopping
at The Peacock for a time, rather than to have him
take his wares to Haddon.
While Lady Crawford and Dorothy were
revelling in Persian silks, satins, and gold
cloths, I sat by Lady Madge and was more than content
that we were left to ourselves. My mind, however,
was as far from thoughts of gallantry as if she had
been a black-veiled nun. I believe I have not
told you that I was of the Holy Catholic Faith.
My religion, I may say, has always been more nominal
and political than spiritual, although there ran through
it a strong vein of inherited tendencies and superstitions
which were highly colored by contempt for heresy and
heretics. I was Catholic by habit. But if
I analyzed my supposed religious belief, I found that
I had none save a hatred for heresy. Heretics,
as a rule, were low-born persons, vulgarly moral,
and as I had always thought, despisedly hypocritical.
Madge Stanley, however, was a Protestant, and that
fact shook the structure of my old mistakes to its
foundation, and left me religionless.
After the Persian merchant had packed
his bales and departed, Dorothy and Lady Crawford
joined Madge and me near the fireplace. Soon Dorothy
went over to the window and stood there gazing into
the courtyard. After a few minutes Lady Crawford
said, “Dorothy, had we not better order Dawson
to bring out the horses and coach?” Will Dawson
was Sir George’s forester. Lady Crawford
repeated her question, but Dorothy was too intently
watching the scene in the courtyard to hear.
I went over to her, and looking out at the window
discovered the object of Dorothy’s rapt attention.
There is no need for me to tell you who it was.
Irony, as you know, and as I had learned, was harmless
against this thick-skinned nymph. Of course I
had no authority to scold her, so I laughed.
The object of Dorothy’s attention was about
to mount his horse. He was drawing on his gauntleted
gloves and held between his teeth a cigarro.
He certainly presented a handsome figure for the eyes
of an ardent girl to rest upon while he stood beneath
the window, clothed in a fashionable Paris-made suit
of brown, doublet, trunks, and hose. His high-topped
boots were polished till they shone, and his broad-rimmed
hat, of soft beaver, was surmounted by a flowing plume.
Even I, who had no especial taste nor love for masculine
beauty, felt my sense of the beautiful strongly moved
by the attractive picture my new-found friend presented.
His dress, manner, and bearing, polished by the friction
of life at a luxurious court, must have appeared god-like
to Dorothy. She had never travelled farther from
home than Buxton and Derby-town, and had met only
the half-rustic men belonging to the surrounding gentry
and nobility of Derbyshire, Nottingham, and Stafford.
She had met but few even of them, and their lives had
been spent chiefly in drinking, hunting, and gambling accomplishments
that do not fine down the texture of a man’s
nature or fit him for a lady’s bower. Sir
John Manners was a revelation to Dorothy; and she,
poor girl, was bewildered and bewitched by him.
When John had mounted and was moving
away, he looked up to the window where Dorothy stood,
and a light came to her eyes and a smile to her face
which no man who knows the sum of two and two can ever
mistake if he but once sees it.
When I saw the light in Dorothy’s
eyes, I knew that all the hatred that was ever born
from all the feuds that had ever lived since the quarrelling
race of man began its feuds in Eden could not make
Dorothy Vernon hate the son of her father’s
enemy.
“I was was watching
him draw smoke through the the little stick
which he holds in his mouth, and and blow
it out again,” said Dorothy, in explanation
of her attitude. She blushed painfully and continued,
“I hope you do not think ”
“I do not think,” I answered.
“I would not think of thinking.”
“Of course not,” she responded,
with a forced smile, as she watched Sir John pass
out of sight under the arch of the innyard gate.
I did not think. I knew. And the sequel,
so full of trouble, soon proved that I was right.
After John had passed through the gate, Dorothy was
willing to go home; and when Will Dawson brought the
great coach to the inn door, I mounted my horse and
rode beside the ladies to Haddon Hall, two miles north
from Rowsley.
I shall not stop to tell you of the
warm welcome given me by Sir George Vernon, nor of
his delight when I briefly told him my misfortunes
in Scotland misfortunes that had brought
me to Haddon Hall. Nor shall I describe the great
boar’s head supper given in my honor, at which
there were twenty men who could have put me under
the table. I thought I knew something of the
art of drinking, but at that supper I soon found I
was a mere tippler compared with these country guzzlers.
At that feast I learned also that Dorothy, when she
had hinted concerning Sir George’s excessive
drinking, had told the truth. He, being the host,
drank with all his guests. Near midnight he grew
distressingly drunk, talkative, and violent, and when
toward morning he was carried from the room by his
servants, the company broke up. Those who could
do so reeled home; those who could not walk at all
were put to bed by the retainers at Haddon Hall.
I had chosen my bedroom high up in Eagle Tower.
At table I had tried to remain sober. That, however,
was an impossible task, for at the upper end of the
hail there was a wrist-ring placed in the wainscoting
at a height of ten or twelve inches above the head
of an ordinary man, and if he refused to drink as
much as the other guests thought he should, his wrist
was fastened above his head in the ring, and the liquor
which he should have poured down his throat was poured
down his sleeve. Therefore to avoid this species
of rustic sport I drank much more than was good for
me. When the feast closed I thought I was sober
enough to go to my room unassisted; so I took a candle,
and with a great show of self-confidence climbed the
spiral stone stairway to the door of my room.
The threshold of my door was two or three feet above
the steps of the stairway, and after I had contemplated
the distance for a few minutes, I concluded that it
would not be safe for me to attempt to climb into
my sleeping apartments without help. Accordingly
I sat down upon the step on which I had been standing,
placed my candle beside me, called loudly for a servant,
received no response, and fell asleep only to be awakened
by one of Sir George’s retainers coming downstairs
next morning.
After that supper, in rapid succession,
followed hunting and drinking, feasting and dancing
in my honor. At the dances the pipers furnished
the music, or, I should rather say, the noise.
Their miserable wailings reminded me of Scotland.
After all, thought I, is the insidious, polished vice
of France worse than the hoggish, uncouth practices
of Scotland and of English country life? I could
not endure the latter, so I asked Sir George, on the
pretext of ill health, to allow me to refuse invitations
to other houses, and I insisted that he should give
no more entertainments at Haddon Hall on my account.
Sir George eagerly acquiesced in all my wishes.
In truth, I was treated like an honored guest and a
member of the family, and I congratulated myself that
my life had fallen in such pleasant lines. Dorothy
and Madge became my constant companions, for Sir George’s
time was occupied chiefly with his estates and with
his duties as magistrate. A feeling of rest and
contentment came over me, and my past life drifted
back of me like an ever receding cloud.
Thus passed the months of October and November.
In the meantime events in Scotland
and in England proved my wisdom in seeking a home
at Haddon Hall, and showed me how great was my good
fortune in finding it.
Queen Mary was a prisoner at Lochleven
Castle, and her brother Murray had beheaded many of
her friends. Elizabeth, hating Mary as only a
plain, envious woman can hate one who is transcendently
beautiful, had, upon different pretexts, seized many
of Mary’s friends who had fled to England for
sanctuary, and some of them had suffered imprisonment
or death.
Elizabeth, in many instances, had
good cause for her attitude toward Mary’s friends,
since plots were hatching thick and fast to liberate
Mary from Lochleven; and many such plots, undoubtedly,
had for their chief end the deposition of Elizabeth,
and the enthronement of Mary as Queen of England.
As a strict matter of law, Mary was
rightful heir to the English throne, and Elizabeth
was an usurper. Parliament, at Henry’s request,
had declared that Elizabeth, his issue by Anne Boleyn,
was illegitimate, and that being true, Mary was next
in line of descent. The Catholics of England took
that stand, and Mary’s beauty and powers of
fascination had won for her friends even in the personal
household of the Virgin Queen. Small cause for
wonder was it that Elizabeth, knowing all these facts,
looked with suspicion and fear upon Mary’s refugee
friends.
The English queen well knew that Sir
George Vernon was her friend, therefore his house
and his friendship were my sanctuary, without which
my days certainly would have been numbered in the land
of Elizabeth, and their number would have been small.
I was dependent on Sir George not only for a roof
to shelter me, but for my very life. I speak of
these things that you may know some of the many imperative
reasons why I desired to please and conciliate my
cousin. In addition to those reasons, I soon grew
to love Sir George, not only because of his kindness
to me, but because he was a lovable man. He was
generous, just, and frank, and although at times he
was violent almost to the point of temporary madness,
his heart was usually gentle, and was as easily touched
by kindness as it was quickly moved to cruelty by
injury, fancied or actual. I have never known
a more cruel, tender man than he. You will see
him in each of his natures before you have finished
this history. But you must judge him only after
you have considered his times, which were forty years
ago, his surroundings, and his blood.
During those two months remarkable
changes occurred within the walls of Haddon, chief
of which were in myself, and, alas! in Dorothy.
My pilgrimage to Haddon, as you already
know, had been made for the purpose of marrying my
fair cousin; for I did not, at the time I left Scotland,
suppose I should need Sir George’s protection
against Elizabeth. When I met Dorothy at Rowsley,
my desire to marry her became personal, in addition
to the mercenary motives with which I had originally
started. But I quickly recognized the fact that
the girl was beyond my reach. I knew I could
not win her love, even though I had a thousand years
to try for it; and I would not accept her hand in
marriage solely at her father’s command.
I also soon learned that Dorothy was the child of her
father, gentle, loving, and tender beyond the naming,
but also wilful, violent, and fierce to the extent
that no command could influence her.
First I shall speak of the change
within myself. I will soon be done with so much
“I” and “me,” and you shall
have Dorothy to your heart’s content, or trouble,
I know not which.
Soon after my arrival at Haddon Hall
the sun ushered in one of those wonderful days known
only to the English autumn, when the hush of Nature’s
drowsiness, just before her long winter’s sleep,
imparts its soft restfulness to man, as if it were
a lotus feast. Dorothy was ostentatiously busy
with her household matters, and was consulting with
butler, cook, and steward. Sir George had ridden
out to superintend his men at work, and I, wandering
aimlessly about the hail, came upon Madge Stanley
sitting in the chaplain’s room with folded hands.
“Lady Madge, will you go with
me for a walk this beautiful morning?” I asked.
“Gladly would I go, Sir Malcolm,”
she responded, a smile brightening her face and quickly
fading away, “but I I cannot walk
in unfamiliar places. I should fail. You
would have to lead me by the hand, and that, I fear,
would mar the pleasure of your walk.”
“Indeed, it would not, Lady
Madge. I should enjoy my walk all the more.”
“If you really wish me to go,
I shall be delighted,” she responded, as the
brightness came again to her face. “I sometimes
grow weary, and, I confess, a little sad sitting alone
when Dorothy cannot be with me. Aunt Dorothy,
now that she has her magnifying glasses, spectacles,
I think they are called, devotes all her
time to reading, and dislikes to be interrupted.”
“I wish it very much,”
I said, surprised by the real eagerness of my desire,
and unconsciously endeavoring to keep out of the tones
of my voice a part of that eagerness.
“I shall take you at your word,”
she said. “I will go to my room to get my
hat and cloak.”
She rose and began to grope her way
toward the door, holding out her white, expressive
hands in front of her. It was pitiful and beautiful
to see her, and my emotions welled up in my throat
till I could hardly speak.
“Permit me to give you my hand,”
I said huskily. How I longed to carry her!
Every man with the right sort of a heart in his breast
has a touch of the mother instinct in him; but, alas
I only a touch. Ah, wondrous and glorious womanhood!
If you had naught but the mother instinct to lift you
above your masters by the hand of man-made laws, those
masters were still unworthy to tie the strings of
your shoes.
“Thank you,” said the
girl, as she clasped my hand, and moved with confidence
by my side. “This is so much better than
the dreadful fear of falling. Even through these
rooms where I have lived for many years I feel safe
only in a few places, on the stairs, and
in my rooms, which are also Dorothy’s.
When Dorothy changes the position of a piece of furniture
in the Hall, she leads me to it several times that
I may learn just where it is. A long time ago
she changed the position of a chair and did not tell
me. I fell against it and was hurt. Dorothy
wept bitterly over the mishap, and she has never since
failed to tell me of such changes. I cannot make
you know how kind and tender Dorothy is to me.
I feel that I should die without her, and I know she
would grieve terribly were we to part.”
I could not answer. What a very
woman you will think I was! I, who could laugh
while I ran my sword through a man’s heart, could
hardly restrain my tears for pity of this beautiful
blind girl.
“Thank you; that will do,”
she said, when we came to the foot of the great staircase.
“I can now go to my rooms alone.”
When she reached the top she hesitated
and groped for a moment; then she turned and called
laughingly to me while I stood at the bottom of the
steps, “I know the way perfectly well, but to
go alone in any place is not like being led.”
“There are many ways in which
one may be led, Lady Madge,” I answered aloud.
Then I said to myself, “That girl will lead you
to Heaven, Malcolm, if you will permit her to do so.”
But thirty-five years of evil life
are hard to neutralize. There is but one subtle
elixir that can do it love; and I had not
thought of that magic remedy with respect to Madge.
I hurriedly fetched my hat and returned
to the foot of the staircase. Within a minute
or two Madge came down stairs holding up the skirt
of her gown with one hand, while she grasped the banister
with the other. As I watched her descending I
was enraptured with her beauty. Even the marvellous
vital beauty of Dorothy could not compare with this
girl’s fair, pale loveliness. It seemed
to be almost a profanation for me to admire the sweet
oval of her face. Upon her alabaster skin, the
black eyebrows, the long lashes, the faint blue veins
and the curving red lips stood in exquisite relief.
While she was descending the stairs, I caught a gleam
of her round, snowy forearm and wrist; and when my
eyes sought the perfect curves of her form disclosed
by the clinging silk gown she wore, I felt that I
had sinned in looking upon her, and I was almost glad
she could not see the shame which was in my face.
“Cousin Malcolm, are you waiting?”
she asked from midway in the staircase.
“Yes, I am at the foot of the steps,”
I answered.
“I called you ‘Cousin
Malcolm,’” she said, holding out her hand
when she came near me. “Pardon me; it was
a slip of the tongue. I hear ’Cousin Malcolm’
so frequently from Dorothy that the name is familiar
to me.”
“I shall be proud if you will
call me ‘Cousin Malcolm’ always. I
like the name better than any that you can use.”
“If you wish it,” she
said, in sweet, simple candor, “I will call you
‘Cousin Malcolm,’ and you may call me ‘Cousin
Madge’ or ‘Madge,’ just as you please.”
“‘Cousin Madge’
it shall be; that is a compact,” I answered,
as I opened the door and we walked out into the fresh
air of the bright October morning.
“That will stand for our first
compact; we are progressing famously,” she said,
with a low laugh of delight.
Ah, to think that the blind can laugh. God is
good.
We walked out past the stables and
the cottage, and crossed the river on the great stone
bridge. Then we took our way down the babbling
Wye, keeping close to its banks, while the dancing
waters and even the gleaming pebbles seemed to dimple
and smile as they softly sang their song of welcome
to the fair kindred spirit who had come to visit them.
If we wandered from the banks for but a moment, the
waters seemed to struggle and turn in their course
until they were again by her side, and then would
they gently flow and murmur their contentment as they
travelled forward to the sea, full of the memory of
her sweet presence. And during all that time
I led her by the hand. I tell you, friends, ’tis
sweet to write of it.
When we returned we crossed the Wye
by the stone footbridge and entered the garden below
the terrace at the corner postern. We remained
for an hour resting upon the terrace balustrade, and
before we went indoors Madge again spoke of Dorothy.
“I cannot tell you how much
I have enjoyed this walk, nor how thankful I am to
you for taking me,” she said.
I did not interrupt her by replying,
for I loved to hear her talk.
“Dorothy sometimes takes me
with her for a short walk, but I seldom have that
pleasure. Walking is too slow for Dorothy.
She is so strong and full of life. She delights
to ride her mare Dolcy. Have you seen Dolcy?”
“No,” I responded.
“You must see her at once.
She is the most beautiful animal in the world.
Though small of limb, she is swift as the wind, and
as easy as a cradle in her gaits. She is mettlesome
and fiery, but full of affection. She often kisses
Dorothy. Mare and rider are finely mated.
Dorothy is the most perfect woman, and Dolcy is the
most perfect mare. ‘The two D’s,’
we call them. But Dorothy says we must be careful
not to put a a dash between them,”
she said with a laugh and a blush.
Then I led Madge into the hall, and
she was blithe and happy as if the blessed light of
day were in her eyes. It was in her soul, and
that, after all, is where it brings the greatest good.
After that morning, Madge and I frequently
walked out when the days were pleasant. The autumn
was mild, well into winter time, and by the end of
November the transparent cheeks of the blind girl held
an exquisite tinge of color, and her form had a new
grace from the strength she had acquired in exercise.
We had grown to be dear friends, and the touch of her
hand was a pleasure for which I waited eagerly from
day to day. Again I say thoughts of love for
her had never entered my mind. Perhaps their absence
was because of my feeling that they could not possibly
exist in her heart for me.
One evening in November, after the
servants had all gone to bed, Sir George and I went
to the kitchen to drink a hot punch before retiring
for the night. I drank a moderate bowl and sat
in a large chair before the fire, smoking a pipe of
tobacco, while Sir George drank brandy toddy at the
massive oak table in the middle of the room.
Sir George was rapidly growing drunk.
He said: “Dawson tells me that the queen’s
officers arrested another of Mary Stuart’s damned
French friends at Derby-town yesterday, Count
somebody; I can’t pronounce their miserable
names.”
“Can you not remember his name?”
I asked. “He may be a friend of mine.”
My remark was intended to remind Sir George that his
language was offensive to me.
“That is true, Malcolm,”
responded Sir George. “I beg your pardon.
I meant to speak ill only of Mary’s meddlesome
friends, who are doing more injury than good to their
queen’s cause by their plotting.”
I replied: “No one can
regret these plots more than I do. They certainly
will work great injury to the cause they are intended
to help. But I fear many innocent men are made
to suffer for the few guilty ones. Without your
protection, for which I cannot sufficiently thank you,
my life here would probably be of short duration.
After my misfortunes in Scotland, I know not what
I should have done had it not been for your generous
welcome. I lost all in Scotland, and it would
now be impossible for me to go to France. An
attempt on my part to escape would result in my arrest.
Fortune certainly has turned her capricious back upon
me, with the one exception that she has left me your
friendship.”
“Malcolm, my boy,” said
Sir George, drawing his chair toward me, “that
which you consider your loss is my great gain.
I am growing old, and if you, who have seen so much
of the gay world, will be content to live with us
and share our dulness and our cares, I shall be the
happiest man in England.”
“I thank you more than I can
tell,” I said, careful not to commit myself
to any course.
“Barring my quarrel with the
cursed race of Manners,” continued Sir George,
“I have little to trouble me; and if you will
remain with us, I thank God I may leave the feud in
good hands. Would that I were young again only
for a day that I might call that scoundrel Rutland
and his imp of a son to account in the only manner
whereby an honest man may have justice of a thief.
There are but two of them, Malcolm, father
and son, and if they were dead, the damned
race would be extinct.”
I believe that Sir George Vernon when
sober could not have spoken in that fashion even of
his enemies.
I found difficulty in replying to
my cousin’s remarks, so I said evasively:
“I certainly am the most fortunate
of men to find so warm a welcome from you, and so
good a home as that which I have at Haddon Hall.
When I met Dorothy at the inn, I knew at once by her
kindness that my friends of old were still true to
me. I was almost stunned by Dorothy’s beauty.”
My mention of Dorothy was unintentional
and unfortunate. I had shied from the subject
upon several previous occasions, but Sir George was
continually trying to lead up to it. This time
my lack of forethought saved him the trouble.
“Do you really think that Doll
is very beautiful so very beautiful?
Do you really think so, Malcolm?” said the old
gentleman, rubbing his hands in pride and pleasure.
“Surprisingly beautiful,”
I answered, seeking hurriedly through my mind for
an excuse to turn the conversation. I had within
two months learned one vital fact: beautiful
as Dorothy was, I did not want her for my wife, and
I could not have had her even were I dying for love.
The more I learned of Dorothy and myself during the
autumn through which I had just passed and
I had learned more of myself than I had been able to
discover in the thirty-five previous years of my life the
more clearly I saw the utter unfitness of marriage
between us.
“In all your travels,”
asked Sir George, leaning his elbows upon his knees
and looking at his feet between his hands, “in
all your travels and court life have you ever seen
a woman who was so beautiful as my girl Doll?”
His pride in Dorothy at times had
a tinge of egotism and selfishness. It seemed
to be almost the pride of possession and ownership.
“My girl!” The expression and the tone
in which the words were spoken sounded as if he had
said: “My fine horse,” “My beautiful
Hall,” or “My grand estates.”
Dorothy was his property. Still, he loved the
girl passionately. She was dearer to him than
all his horses, cattle, halls, and estates put together,
and he loved even them to excess. He loved all
that he possessed; whatever was his was the best of
the sort. Such a love is apt to grow up in the
breasts of men who have descended from a long line
of proprietary ancestors, and with all its materialism
it has in it possibilities of great good. The
sturdy, unflinching patriotism of the English people
springs from this source. The thought, “That
which I possess is the best,” has beauty and
use in it, though it leads men to treat other men,
and, alas! women, as mere chattels. All this was
passing through my mind, and I forgot to answer Sir
George’s question.
“Have you ever seen a woman
more beautiful than Doll?” he again asked.
“I certainly have never seen
one whose beauty may even be compared with Dorothy’s,”
I answered.
“And she is young, too,”
continued Sir George; “she is not yet nineteen.”
“That is very young,”
I answered, not knowing what else to say.
“And she will be rich some day.
Very rich. I am called ‘King of the Peak,’
you know, and there are not three estates in Derbyshire
which, if combined, would equal mine.”
“That is true, cousin,”
I answered, “and I rejoice in your good fortune.”
“Dorothy will have it all one
of these days all, all,” continued
my cousin, still looking at his feet.
After a long pause, during which Sir
George took several libations from his bowl of toddy,
he cleared his throat and said, “So Dorothy is
the most beautiful girl and the richest heiress you
know?”
“Indeed she is,” I responded,
knowing full well what he was leading up to.
Realizing that in spite of me he would now speak his
mind, I made no attempt to turn the current of the
conversation.
After another long pause, and after
several more draughts from the bowl, my old friend
and would-be benefactor said: “You may remember
a little conversation between us when you were last
at Haddon six or seven years ago, about about
Dorothy? You remember?”
I, of course, dared not pretend that I had forgotten.
“Yes, I remember,” I responded.
“What do you think of the proposition
by this time?” asked Sir George. “Dorothy
and all she will inherit shall be yours ”
“Stop, stop, Sir George!”
I exclaimed. “You do not know what you say.
No one but a prince or a great peer of the realm is
worthy of aspiring to Dorothy’s hand. When
she is ready to marry you should take her to London
court, where she can make her choice from among the
nobles of our land. There is not a marriageable
duke or earl in England who would not eagerly seek
the girl for a wife. My dear cousin, your generosity
overwhelms me, but it must not be thought of.
I am utterly unworthy of her in person, age, and position.
No! no!”
“But listen to me, Malcolm,”
responded Sir George. “Your modesty, which,
in truth, I did not know you possessed, is pleasing
to me; but I have reasons of my own for wishing that
you should marry Dorothy. I want my estates to
remain in the Vernon name, and one day you or your
children will make my house and my name noble.
You and Dorothy shall go to court, and between you damme!
if you can’t win a dukedom, I am no prophet.
You would not object to change your faith, would you?”
“Oh, no,” I responded,
“of course I should not object to that.”
“Of course not. I knew
you were no fool,” said Sir George. “Age!
why, you are only thirty-five years old little
more than a matured boy. I prefer you to any
man in England for Dorothy’s husband.”
“You overwhelm me with your
kindness,” I returned, feeling that I was being
stranded on a very dangerous shore, amidst wealth and
beauty.
“Tut, tut, there’s no
kindness in it,” returned my cousin. “I
do not offer you Dorothy’s hand from an unselfish
motive. I have told you one motive, but there
is another, and a little condition besides, Malcolm.”
The brandy Sir George had been drinking had sent the
devil to his brain.
“What is the condition?”
I asked, overjoyed to hear that there was one.
The old man leaned toward me and a
fierce blackness overclouded his face. “I
am told, Malcolm, that you have few equals in swordsmanship,
and that the duello is not new to you. Is it
true?”
“I believe I may say it is true,”
I answered. “I have fought successfully
with some of the most noted duellists of ”
“Enough, enough! Now, this
is the condition, Malcolm, a welcome one
to you, I am sure; a welcome one to any brave man.”
His eyes gleamed with fire and hatred. “Quarrel
with Rutland and his son and kill both of them.”
I felt like recoiling from the old
fiend. I had often quarrelled and fought, but,
thank God, never in cold blood and with deliberate
intent to do murder.
“Then Dorothy and all I possess
shall be yours,” said Sir George. “The
old one will be an easy victim. The young one,
they say, prides himself on his prowess. I do
not know with what cause, I have never seen him fight.
In fact, I have never seen the fellow at all.
He has lived at London court since he was a child,
and has seldom, if ever, visited this part of the
country. He was a page both to Edward VI. and
to Queen Mary. Why Elizabeth keeps the damned
traitor at court to plot against her is more than I
can understand. Do the conditions suit you, Malcolm?”
asked Sir George, piercing me with his eyes.
I did not respond, and he continued:
“All I ask is your promise to kill Rutland and
his son at the first opportunity. I care not how.
The marriage may come off at once. It can’t
take place too soon to please me.”
I could not answer for a time.
The power to speak and to think had left me.
To accept Sir George’s offer was out of the question.
To refuse it would be to give offence beyond reparation
to my only friend, and you know what that would have
meant to me. My refuge was Dorothy. I knew,
however willing I might be or might appear to be,
Dorothy would save me the trouble and danger of refusing
her hand. So I said:
“We have not consulted Dorothy.
Perhaps her inclinations ”
“Doll’s inclinations be
damned. I have always been kind and indulgent
to her, and she is a dutiful, obedient daughter.
My wish and command in this affair will furnish inclinations
enough for Doll.”
“But, Sir George,” I remonstrated,
“I would not accept the hand of Dorothy nor
of any woman unless she desired it. I could not.
I could not.”
“If Doll consents, I am to understand
that you accept?” asked Sir George.
I saw no way out of the dilemma, and
to gain time I said, “Few men in their right
mind would refuse so flattering an offer unless there
were a most potent reason, and I I ”
“Good! good! I shall go
to bed happy to-night for the first time in years.
The Rutlands will soon be out of my path.”
There is a self-acting retribution
in our evil passions which never fails to operate.
One who hates must suffer, and Sir George for years
had paid the penalty night and day, unconscious that
his pain was of his own making.
Before we parted I said, “This
is a delicate matter, with reference to Dorothy, and
I insist that you give me time to win, if possible,
her kindly regard before you express to her your wish.”
“Nonsense, nonsense, Malcolm!
I’ll tell the girl about it in the morning,
and save you the trouble. The women will want
to make some new gowns and ”
“But,” I interrupted emphatically,
“I will not have it so. It is every man’s
sweet privilege to woo the woman of his choice in his
own way. It is not a trouble to me; it is a pleasure,
and it is every woman’s right to be wooed by
the man who seeks her. I again insist that I only
shall speak to Dorothy on this subject. At least,
I demand that I be allowed to speak first.”
“That’s all damned nonsense,”
responded Sir George; “but if you will have
it so, well and good. Take your own course.
I suppose it’s the fashion at court. The
good old country way suits me. A girl’s
father tells her whom she is to marry, and, by gad,
she does it without a word and is glad to get a man.
English girls obey their parents. They know what
to expect if they don’t the lash,
by God and the dungeon under the keep. Your roundabout
method is all right for tenants and peasants; but among
people who possess estates and who control vast interests,
girls are girls are Well, they
are born and brought up to obey and to help forward
the interests of their houses.” The old
man was growing very drunk, and after a long pause
he continued: “Have your own way, Malcolm,
but don’t waste time. Now that the matter
is settled, I want to get it off my hands quickly.”
“I shall speak to Dorothy on
the subject at the first favorable opportunity,”
I responded; “but I warn you, Sir George, that
if Dorothy proves disinclined to marry me, I will
not accept her hand.”
“Never fear for Doll; she will
be all right,” and we parted.
Doll all right! Had he only known
how very far from “all right” Dorothy
was, he would have slept little that night.
This brings me to the other change
of which I spoke the change in Dorothy.
Change? It was a metamorphosis.
A fortnight after the scene at The
Peacock I accidentally discovered a drawing made by
Dorothy of a man with a cigarro in his mouth.
The girl snatched the paper from my hands and blushed
convincingly.
“It is a caricature of of
him,” she said. She smiled, and evidently
was willing to talk upon the subject of “him.”
I declined the topic.
This happened a month or more previous
to my conversation with Sir George concerning Dorothy.
A few days after my discovery of the cigarro picture,
Dorothy and I were out on the terrace together.
Frequently when she was with me she would try to lead
the conversation to the topic which I well knew was
in her mind, if not in her heart, at all times.
She would speak of our first meeting at The Peacock,
and would use every artifice to induce me to bring
up the subject which she was eager to discuss, but
I always failed her. On the day mentioned when
we were together on the terrace, after repeated failures
to induce me to speak upon the desired topic, she
said, “I suppose you never meet meet him
when you ride out?”
“Whom, Dorothy?” I asked.
“The gentleman with the cigarro,”
she responded, laughing nervously.
“No,” I answered, “I know nothing
of him.”
The subject was dropped.
At another time she said, “He was in the village Overhaddon yesterday.”
Then I knew who “him” was.
“How do you know?” I asked.
“Jennie Faxton, the farrier’s
daughter, told me. She often comes to the Hall
to serve me. She likes to act as my maid, and
is devoted to me.”
“Did he send any word to you?”
I asked at a venture. The girl blushed and hung
her head. “N-o,” she responded.
“What was it, Dorothy?” I asked gently.
“You may trust me.”
“He sent no word to me,”
the girl responded. “Jennie said she heard
two gentlemen talking about me in front of the farrier’s
shop, and one of them said something about oh,
I don’t know what it was. I can’t
tell you. It was all nonsense, and of course
he did not mean it.”
“Tell me all, Dorothy,” I said, seeing
that she really wanted to speak.
“Oh, he said something about
having seen Sir George Vernon’s daughter at
Rowsley, and and I can’t
tell you what he said, I am too full of shame.”
If her cheeks told the truth, she certainly was “full
of shame.”
“Tell me all, sweet cousin;
I am sorry for you,” I said. She raised
her eyes to mine in quick surprise with a look of
suspicion.
“You may trust me, Dorothy.
I say it again, you may trust me.”
“He spoke of my beauty and called
it marvellous,” said the girl. “He
said that in all the world there was not another woman oh,
I can’t tell you.”
“Yes, yes, go on, Dorothy,” I insisted.
“He said,” she continued,
“that he could think of nothing else but me day
or night since he had first seen me at Rowsley that
I had bewitched him and and Then
the other gentleman said, ’John, don’t
play with fire; it will burn you. Nothing good
can come of it for you.’”
“Did Jennie know who the gentleman was?”
I asked.
“No,” returned Dorothy.
“How do you know who he was?”
“Jennie described him,” she said.
“How did she describe him?” I asked.
“She said he was he
was the handsomest man in the world and and
that he affected her so powerfully she fell in love
with him in spite of herself. The little devil,
to dare! You see that describes him perfectly.”
I laughed outright, and the girl blushed painfully.
“It does describe him,”
she said petulantly. “You know it does.
No one can gainsay that he is wonderfully, dangerously
handsome. I believe the woman does not live who
could refrain from feasting her eyes on his noble
beauty. I wonder if I shall ever again again.”
Tears were in her voice and almost in her eyes.
“Dorothy! My God, Dorothy!” I exclaimed
in terror.
“Yes! yes! My God, Dorothy!”
she responded, covering her face with her hands and
sighing deeply, as she dropped her head and left me.
Yes, yes, my God, Dorothy! The helpless iron
and the terrible loadstone!
The passive seed! The dissolving cloud and the
falling rain!
Less than a week after the above conversation,
Dorothy, Madge, and I were riding from Yulegrave Church
up to the village of Overhaddon, which lies one mile
across the hills from Haddon Hall. My horse had
cast a shoe, and we stopped at Faxton’s shop
to have him shod. The town well is in the middle
of an open space called by the villagers “The
Open,” around which are clustered the half-dozen
houses and shops that constitute the village.
The girls were mounted, and I was standing beside them
in front of the farrier’s, waiting for my horse.
Jennie Faxton, a wild, unkempt girl of sixteen, was
standing in silent admiration near Dorothy. Our
backs were turned toward the well. Suddenly a
light came into Jennie’s face, and she plucked
Dorothy by the skirt of her habit.
“Look, mistress, look!
Look there by the well!” said Jennie in a whisper.
Dorothy looked toward the well. I also turned
my head and beheld my friend, Sir John, holding a
bucket of water for his horse to drink. I had
not seen him since we parted at The Peacock, and I
did not show that I recognized him. I feared
to betray our friendship to the villagers. They,
however, did not know Sir John, and I need not have
been so cautious. But Dorothy and Madge were
with me, and of course I dared not make any demonstration
of acquaintanceship with the enemy of our house.
Dorothy watched John closely, and
when he was ready to mount she struck her horse with
the whip, and boldly rode to the well.
“May I ask you to give my mare water?”
she said.
“Certainly. Ah, I beg pardon.
I did not understand,” answered Sir John, confusedly.
John, the polished, self-poised courtier, felt the
confusion of a country rustic in the presence of this
wonderful girl, whose knowledge of life had been acquired
within the precincts of Haddon Hall. Yet the
inexperienced girl was self-poised and unconfused,
while the wits of the courtier, who had often calmly
flattered the queen, had all gone wool-gathering.
She repeated her request.
“Certainly,” returned
John, “I I knew what you said but but
you surprise me.”
“Yes,” said brazen Dorothy, “I have
surprised myself.”
John, in his haste to satisfy Dolcy’s
thirst, dashed the water against the skirt of Dorothy’s
habit, and was profuse in his apologies.
“Do not mention it,” said
Dorothy. “I like a damp habit. The
wind cannot so easily blow it about,” and she
laughed as she shook the garment to free it of the
water. Dolcy refused to drink, and Dorothy having
no excuse to linger at the well, drew up her reins
and prepared to leave. While doing so, she said:
“Do you often come to Overhaddon?”
Her eager eyes shone like red coals, and looking at
John, she awaited smilingly his response.
“Seldom,” answered John;
“not often. I mean every day that
is, if I may come.”
“Any one may come to the village
whenever he wishes to do so,” responded Dorothy,
laughing too plainly at Sir John’s confusion.
“Is it seldom, or not often, or every day that
you come?” In her overconfidence she was chaffing
him. He caught the tone, and looked quickly into
the girl’s eyes. Her gaze could not stand
against John’s for a moment, and the long lashes
drooped to shade her eyes from the fierce light of
his.
“I said I would come to Overhaddon
every day,” he returned; “and although
I must have appeared very foolish in my confusion,
you cannot misunderstand the full meaning of my words.”
In John’s boldness and in the
ring of his voice Dorothy felt the touch of her master,
against whom she well knew all the poor force she could
muster would be utterly helpless. She was frightened,
and said:
“I I must go. Good-by.”
When she rode away from him she thought:
“I believed because of his confusion that I
was the stronger. I could not stand against him
for a moment. Holy Virgin! what have I done,
and to what am I coming?”
You may now understand the magnitude
of the task which Sir George had set for me when he
bade me marry his daughter and kill the Rutlands.
I might perform the last-named feat, but dragon fighting
would be mere child’s play compared with the
first, while the girl’s heart was filled with
the image of another man.
I walked forward to meet Dorothy,
leaving Madge near the farrier’s shop.
“Dorothy, are you mad? What have you been
doing?” I asked.
“Could you not see?” she
answered, under her breath, casting a look of warning
toward Madge and a glance of defiance at me. “Are
you, too, blind? Could you not see what I was
doing?”
“Yes,” I responded.
“Then why do you ask?”
As I went back to Madge I saw John
ride out of the village by the south road. I
afterward learned that he rode gloomily back to Rutland
Castle cursing himself for a fool. His duty to
his father, which with him was a strong motive, his
family pride, his self love, his sense of caution,
all told him that he was walking open-eyed into trouble.
He had tried to remain away from the vicinity of Haddon
Hall, but, despite his self-respect and self-restraint,
he had made several visits to Rowsley and to Overhaddon,
and at one time had ridden to Bakewell, passing Haddon
Hall on his way thither. He had as much business
in the moon as at Overhaddon, yet he told Dorothy
he would be at the village every day, and she, it
seemed, was only too willing to give him opportunities
to transact his momentous affairs.
As the floating cloud to the fathomless
blue, as the seed to the earth, as the iron to the
lodestone, so was Dorothy unto John.
Thus you see our beautiful pitcher
went to the well and was broken.