Dorothy had awakened while we were
entering Rowsley, and I was glad that Mary could not
touch me again.
When our coach reached the stone steps
of the entrance tower we found Sir George, Lady Crawford,
and Madge waiting to receive us. The steps and
the path leading to them had been carpeted with soft
rugs, and Mary, although a prisoner, was received
with ceremonies befitting her rank. It was a
proud day for Sir George when the roof of his beautiful
Hall sheltered the two most famous queens of christendom.
Sir George assisted Mary from the
coach most graciously, and in knightly fashion led
her to Lady Crawford and Madge, who were standing at
the foot of the tower steps. Due presentations
were made, and the ladies of Haddon having kissed
the queen’s hand, Mary went into the Hall upon
the arm of his Majesty, the King of the Peak, who
stepped forward most proudly.
His resentment against Dorothy was
for the moment neutralized by the great honor of which
his house and himself were the recipients.
John and Lord Rutland were taken to the dungeon.
I assisted Dorothy from the coach
and led her to Madge, who was waiting for us upon
the lowest of the steps leading to the entrance tower
doorway. Dorothy took Madge’s outstretched
hand; but Madge, by some strange instinct, knowing
of my presence, turned her face toward me. I could
not lift my eyes to her face, nor could I endure to
remain in her presence. While we were ascending
the steps she held out her hand to me and said:
“Is all well with you, Malcolm?”
Her voice was full of tender concern, and it pained
me to the heart to hear her speak kindly to me, who
was so unworthy of her smallest thought.
“Yes, Lady yes, Madge,”
I responded; but she knew from the tones of my voice
that all was not right with me.
“I fear, Malcolm, that you do
not tell me the truth. You will come to me soon?”
she asked.
“I may not be able to go to
you soon,” I answered, “but I will do so
at the first opportunity.”
The torture of her kindness was almost
unbearable to me. One touch of her hand, one
tone of her rare voice, had made me loathe myself.
The powers of evil cannot stand for one moment in
a fair conflict with the powers of good. I felt
that I, alone, was to blame for my treason to Madge;
but despite my effort at self-condemnation there was
an under-consciousness that Mary Stuart was to blame,
and I hated her accordingly. Although Madge’s
presence hurt me, it was not because I wished to conceal
my conduct from her. I knew that I could be happy
again only after I had confessed to her and had received
forgiveness.
Madge, who was blind of sight, led
Dorothy, who was piteously blind of soul, and the
two girls went to their apartments.
Curiosity is not foreign even to the
royal female breast, and while Mary Stuart was entering
Haddon Hall, I saw the luminous head of the Virgin
Queen peeked out at a casement on the second floor
watching her rival with all the curiosity of a Dutch
woman sitting by her window mirror.
I went to my room in Eagle Tower,
fell upon my bed, and abandoned myself to an anguish
of soul which was almost luxurious. I shall not
tease you with the details of my mental and moral
processes. I hung in the balance a long time
undetermined what course I should pursue. The
difference between the influence of Mary and the effect
wrought by Madge was the difference between the intoxication
and the exhilaration of wine. Following the intoxication
of Mary’s presence ever came a torturing reaction,
while the exhilarating influence of Madge gave health
and strength. I chose the latter. I have
always been glad I reached that determination without
the aid of any impulse outside of myself; for events
soon happened which again drove all faith in Mary
from my heart forever. Those events would have
forced me to abandon my trust in her; but mind you,
I took my good resolve from inclination rather than
necessity before I learned of Mary’s perfidy.
The events of the night had exhausted
Dorothy, and she was confined to her bed by illness
for the first time in her life. She believed that
she was dying, and she did not want to live.
I did not go to her apartments. Madge remained
with her, and I, coward-like, feared to face the girl
to whom I had been untrue.
Dorothy’s one and only desire,
of course, was to see John, but that desire for a
time seemed impossible of accomplishment.
Elizabeth, Cecil, Leicester, and Sir
William St. Loe were in secret consultation many times
during three or four days and nights. Occasionally
Sir George was called into their councils, and that
flattering attention so wrought upon the old man’s
pride that he was a slave to the queen’s slightest
wish, and was more tyrannical and dictatorial than
ever before to all the rest of mankind. There
were, however, two persons besides the queen before
whom Sir George was gracious: one of these was
Mary Stuart, whose powers of fascination had been
brought to bear upon the King of the Peak most effectively.
The other was Leicester, to whom, as my cousin expressed
it, he hoped to dispose of that troublesome and disturbing
body Dorothy. These influences, together
with the fact that his enemies of Rutland were in
the Haddon dungeon, had given Sir George a spleen-vent,
and Dorothy, even in the face of her father’s
discovery that Manners was her mysterious lover, had
for once a respite from Sir George’s just and
mighty wrath.
The purpose of Elizabeth’s many
councils of war was to devise some means of obtaining
from John and his father, information concerning the
plot, which had resulted in bringing Mary Stuart into
England. The ultimate purpose of Mary’s
visit, Elizabeth’s counsellors firmly believed
to be the dethronement of the English queen and the
enthronement of her Scottish cousin. Elizabeth,
in her heart, felt confident that John and his father
were not parties to the treasonable plot, although
she had been warned against each of them. Cecil
and Sir William St. Loe also secretly held to that
opinion, though neither of them expressed it, Elizabeth
was conscious of having given to John while at London
court an intimation that she would be willing that
Mary should visit England. Of such intimation
Cecil and Sir William had no knowledge, though they,
together with many persons of the Court, believed
that Elizabeth was not entirely averse to Mary’s
presence.
Lord Rutland and John were questioned
by Cecil in the hope of obtaining some hints which
might lead to the detection of those concerned in the
chief plot, provided such plot existed. But Lord
Rutland knew nothing of the affair except that John
had brought the Scottish queen from Scotland, and
John persisted in the statement that he had no confederate
and that he knew nothing of any plot to place Mary
upon the English throne.
John said: “I received
from Queen Mary’s friends in Scotland letters
asking me to meet her on the border, and requesting
me to conduct her to my father’s castle.
Those letters mentioned no Englishman but myself, and
they stated that Queen Mary’s flight to England
was to be undertaken with the tacit consent of our
gracious queen. That fact, the letters told me,
our queen wished should not be known. There were
reasons of state, the letters said, which made it
impolitic for our queen openly to invite Queen Mary
to seek sanctuary in England. I received those
letters before I left Westminster. Upon the day
when I received them, I heard our gracious queen say
that she would gladly invite Queen Mary to England,
were it not for the fact that such an invitation would
cause trouble between her and the regent, Murray.
Her Majesty at the same time intimated that she would
be glad if Mary Stuart should come to England uninvited.”
John turned to Elizabeth, “I beg your Majesty,
in justice, to ratify my words.” Elizabeth
hesitated for a moment after John’s appeal; but
her love of justice came to her rescue and she hung
her head as she said, “You are right, Sir John.”
Then she looked her counsellors in the face and said,
“I well remember that I so expressed myself.”
“In truth,” said John,
“I having only an hour before received the letter
from Scotland, believed that your Majesty’s words
were meant for my ear. I felt that your Majesty
knew of the letters, and I thought that I should be
carrying out your royal wishes should I bring Queen
Mary into England without your knowledge.”
The queen responded: “I
then felt that I wished Queen Mary to seek refuge
in my kingdom, but so many untoward events have transpired
since I spoke on the subject at Westminster that I
have good cause to change my mind, though I easily
understand how you might have been misled by my words.”
“I am sure,” replied John,
“that your Majesty has had good cause to change
your mind; but I protest in all sincerity that I considered
the Scottish letters to be a command from my queen.”
Elizabeth was a strange combination
of paradoxes. No one could be truer than she
to a fixed determination once taken. No one could
be swayed by doubt so easily as she to change her
mind sixty times in the space of a minute. During
one moment she was minded to liberate John and Lord
Rutland; in the next she determined to hold them in
prison, hoping to learn from them some substantial
fact concerning the plot which, since Mary’s
arrival in England, had become a nightmare to her.
But, with all her vagaries the Virgin Queen surely
loved justice. That quality, alone, makes a sovereign
great. Elizabeth, like her mother, Anne Boleyn,
had great faith in her personal beauty; like her father,
she had unbounded confidence in her powers of mind.
She took great pride in the ease with which she controlled
persons. She believed that no one was so adroit
as Elizabeth Tudor in extracting secrets from others,
and in unravelling mysterious situations, nor so cunning
in hunting out plots and in running down plotters.
In all such matters she delighted to act secretly and
alone.
During the numerous councils held
at Haddon, Elizabeth allowed Cecil to question John
to his heart’s content; but while she listened
she formulated a plan of her own which she was sure
would be effective in extracting all the truth from
John, if all the truth had not already been extracted.
Elizabeth kept her cherished plan to herself.
It was this:
She would visit Dorothy, whom she
knew to be ill, and would by her subtle art steal
from John’s sweetheart all that the girl knew
of the case. If John had told Dorothy part of
the affair concerning Mary Stuart, he had probably
told her all, and Elizabeth felt confident that she
could easily pump the girl dry. She did not know
Dorothy. Accordingly our queen, Elizabeth, the
adroit, went to Dorothy’s room under the pretence
of paying the girl a gracious visit. Dorothy
wished to arise and receive her royal guest, but Elizabeth
said gently:
“Do not arise, Dorothy; rest
quietly, and I will sit here beside you on the bed.
I have come to tell you that you must recover your
health at once. We miss you greatly in the Hall.”
No one could be more gracious than
Elizabeth when the humor was upon her; though, in
truth, the humor was often lacking.
“Let us send all save you and
me from the room,” said the queen, “that
we may have a quiet little chat together.”
All who were in the room save Dorothy
and Elizabeth of course departed at once.
When the door was closed, the queen
said: “I wish to thank you for telling
me of the presence of her Scottish Majesty at Rutland.
You know there is a plot on foot to steal my throne
from me.”
“God forbid that there should
be such a plot,” replied Dorothy, resting upon
her elbow in the bed.
“I fear it is only too true
that there is such a plot,” returned Elizabeth,
“and I owe you a great debt of gratitude for
warning me of the Scottish queen’s presence
in my kingdom.”
“I hope the danger will be averted
from your Majesty,” said Dorothy; “but
that which I did will cause my death it
will kill me. No human being ever before has
lived through the agony I have suffered since that
terrible night. I was a traitress. I betrayed
the man who is dearer to me than my immortal soul.
He says that he forgives me, but your Majesty knows
that my fault is beyond forgiveness.”
“Sir John is a noble gentleman,
child,” said the queen. “I hope that
he is loyal to me, but I fear I fear.”
“Do not doubt, do not fear,
my queen,” returned Dorothy, eagerly; “there
is nothing false in him.”
“Do you love him deeply, little one?”
asked the queen.
“No words can tell you my love
for him,” answered the girl. “I feel
shame to say that he has taken even the holy God’s
place in my heart. Perhaps it is for that sin
that God now punishes me.”
“Fear not on that score, Dorothy,”
replied the queen. “God will not punish
you for feeling the love which He Himself has put into
your heart. I would willingly give my crown could
I feel such love for a worthy man who would in return
love me for myself. But I cannot feel, nor can
I have faith. Self-interest, which is so dominant
in all men, frightens me, and I doubt their vows.”
“Surely, any man would love
you for your own sake,” said Dorothy, tenderly.
“It may be that you speak truly,
child; but I cannot know when men’s vows are
true nor when they are false. The real trouble
is within myself. If I could but feel truly,
I could interpret truthfully.”
“Ah, your Majesty,” interrupted
Dorothy, “you do not know the thing for which
you are wishing; it is a torture worse than death;
it is an ecstasy sweeter than heaven. It is killing
me. I pity you, though you are a queen, if you
have never felt it.”
“Would you do anything I might
ask of you, if you could thereby save Sir John’s
life?” asked the queen.
“Ah, I would gladly give my
soul to save him,” responded Dorothy, with tears
in her eyes and eagerness in her voice. “Oh,
my queen, do not lead me to hope, and then plunge
me again into despair. Give me no encouragement
unless you mean to free him. As for my part, take
my life and spare John’s. Kill me by torture,
burn me at the stake, stretch me upon the rack till
my joints are severed and my flesh is torn asunder.
Let me die by inches, my queen; but spare him, oh,
spare him, and do with me as you will. Ask from
me what you wish. Gladly will I do all that you
may demand; gladly will I welcome death and call it
sweet, if I can thereby save him. The faint hope
your Majesty’s words hold out makes me strong
again. Come, come, take my life; take all that
I can give. Give me him.”
“Do you believe that I am an
ogress thirsting for blood, Dorothy, that you offer
me your life for his? You can purchase Sir John’s
life at a much smaller cost.” Dorothy rose
to the queen with a cry, and put her arms about her
neck. “You may purchase his freedom,”
continued the queen, “and you may serve your
loving queen at one and the same time, if you wish
to do so.”
Dorothy had sunk back into the bed,
and Elizabeth was sitting close by her side; but when
the queen spoke she turned her head on the pillow and
kissed the royal hand which was resting upon the coverlid.
“Ah, you are so good, so true,
and so beautiful,” said Dorothy.
Her familiarity toward the queen was
sweet to the woman, to whom it was new.
Dorothy did not thank the queen for
her graciousness. She did not reply directly
to her offer. She simply said:
“John has told me many times
that he was first attracted to me because I resembled
you.”
The girl had ample faith in her own
beauty, and knew full well the subtle flattery which
lay in her words. “He said,” she continued,
“that my hair in some faint degree resembled
yours, but he said it was not of so beautiful a hue.
I have loved my hair ever since the day he told me
that it resembled your Majesty’s.”
The girl leaned forward toward the queen and gently
kissed the royal locks. They no more resembled
Dorothy’s hair than brick dust resembles the
sheen of gold.
The queen glanced at the reflection
of her hair in the mirror and it flatly contradicted
Dorothy. But the girl’s words were backed
by Elizabeth’s vanity, and the adroit flattery
went home.
“Ah, my child,” exclaimed
her Majesty softly, as she leaned forward and kissed
Dorothy’s fair cheek.
Dorothy wept gently for a moment and
familiarly rested her face upon the queen’s
breast. Then she entwined her white arms about
Elizabeth’s neck and turned her glorious eyes
up to the queen’s face that her Majesty might
behold their wondrous beauty and feel the flattery
of the words she was about to utter.
“He said also,” continued
Dorothy, “that my eyes in some slight degree
resembled your Majesty’s, but he qualified his
compliment by telling me he did not exactly
tell me that my eyes were not so large and brilliant
as your Majesty’s, for he was making love to
me, and of course he would not have dared to say that
my eyes were not the most perfect on earth; but he
did say that at least I know that he meant that
my eyes, while they resembled yours, were hardly so
glorious, and and I am very jealous of
your Majesty. John will be leaving me to worship
at your feet.”
Elizabeth’s eyes were good enough.
The French called them “marcassin,”
that is, wild boar’s eyes. They were little
and sparkling; they were not luminous and large like
Dorothy’s, and the girl’s flattery was
rank. Elizabeth, however, saw Dorothy’s
eyes and believed her words rather than the reply
of the lying mirror, and her Majesty’s heart
was soft from the girl’s kneading. Consider,
I pray you, the serpent-like wisdom displayed by Dorothy’s
method of attack upon the queen. She did not ask
for John’s liberty. She did not seek it.
She sought only to place John softly on Elizabeth’s
heart. Some natures absorb flattery as the desert
sands absorb the unfrequent rain, and Elizabeth but
I will speak no ill of her. She is the greatest
and the best sovereign England has ever had. May
God send to my beloved country others like her.
She had many small shortcomings; but I have noticed
that those persons who spend their evil energies in
little faults have less force left for greater ones.
I will show you a mystery: Little faults are
personally more disagreeable and rasping to us than
great ones. Like flying grains of sand upon a
windy day, they vex us constantly. Great faults
come like an avalanche, but they come less frequently,
and we often admire their possessor, who sooner or
later is apt to become our destroyer.
“I can hardly tell you,”
said Dorothy in response to a question by Elizabeth,
“I can hardly tell you why I informed your Majesty
of Queen Mary’s presence at Rutland. I
did it partly for love of your Majesty and partly
because I was jealous of that white, plain woman from
Scotland.”
“She is not a plain woman, is
she?” said Elizabeth, delighted to hear Mary
of Scotland so spoken of for once. One way to
flatter some women is to berate those whom they despise
or fear. Elizabeth loved Dorothy better for the
hatred which the girl bore to Mary. Both stood
upon a broad plane of mutual sympathy-jealousy of
the same woman. It united the queen and the maiden
in a common heart-touching cause.
Dorothy’s confidence grew apace.
“She is plain,” replied Dorothy, poutingly.
“She appears plain, colorless, and repulsive
by the side of your Majesty.”
“No, no, Dorothy, that cannot
be,” returned Queen Elizabeth, gently patting.
Dorothy’s cheek and glancing stealthily at the
reflection of her own face in the mirror. At
this point Dorothy considered that the time had come
for a direct attack.
“Your Majesty need have no fear
of a plot to place Queen Mary upon your throne.
The English people would not endure her wicked pale
face for a moment.”
“But there is such a plot in existence,”
said Elizabeth.
“What you say may be true,”
returned Dorothy; “but, your Majesty, John is
not in the plot, and he knows nothing of it.”
“I hope I believe he
is not in the plot,” said Elizabeth, “but
I fear ”
The girl kissed the sleeve of Elizabeth’s
gown, and then she drew the queen closer to her and
kissed her hair and her face.
“Ah, my beauteous queen,”
said Dorothy, “I thank you for those words.
You must know that John loves you, and is your loyal
subject. Take pity upon me. Help me.
Hold out your gracious hand and lift me from my despair.”
Dorothy slipped from the bed and fell
on her knees, burying her face in the queen’s
lap.
Elizabeth was touched by the girl’s
appeal, and caressingly stroked her hair, as she said:
“I believe he is innocent, but I fear he knows
or suspects others who harbor treasonable designs.
Tell me, Dorothy, do you know of any such persons?
If you can tell me their names, you will serve your
queen, and will save your lover. No harm shall
come to Sir John, and no one save myself shall have
knowledge of any word that you may speak. If
I do not learn the names of the traitors through you
or through Sir John, I may be compelled to hold him
a prisoner until I discover them. If through
you I learn them, Sir John shall go free at once.”
“Gladly, for your Majesty’s
sake alone would I tell you the names of such traitorous
men, did I know them;” replied Dorothy, “and
thrice gladly would I do so if I might thereby liberate
John. Your Majesty must see that these motives
are strong enough to induce me to speak if I knew aught
to tell you. I would betray the whole world to
save him, of that you may be sure. But alas!
I know no man whom I can betray. John told me
nothing of his expedition to the Scottish border save
what was in two letters which he sent to me.
One of these I received before he left Rutland, and
the other after his return.”
She fetched the letters to the queen,
who read them carefully.
“Perhaps if I were to see him,
he might, upon my importunity, tell me all he knows
concerning the affair and those connected with it if
he knows anything more than he has already told,”
said Dorothy, by a great effort suppressing her eagerness.
“I am sure, your Majesty, he would tell me all
Should he tell me the names of any persons connected
with any treasonable plot, I will certainly tell you.
It would be base in me again to betray John’s
confidence; but your Majesty has promised me his life
and liberty, and to obtain those I would do anything,
however evil it might be. If I may see John,
I promise to learn all that he knows, if he knows anything;
and I also promise to tell you word for word all that
he says.”
The girl felt safe in making these
promises, since she was sure that John knew nothing
of a treasonable character.
The queen, thinking that she had adroitly
led Dorothy up to making the offer, said, “I
accept the conditions. Be in readiness to visit
Sir John, upon my command.”
Thus the compact was sealed, and the
queen, who thought herself wise, was used by the girl,
who thought herself simple.
For the purpose of hiding her exultation,
Dorothy appeared to be ill, but when the queen passed
out at the door and closed it behind her, the girl
sprang from the bed and danced around the room as if
she were a bear-baiter. From the depths of despair
she flew to the pinnacle of hope. She knew, however,
that she must conceal her happiness; therefore she
went back to bed and waited impatiently the summons
of Elizabeth requiring her to go to John.
But now I must pause to tell you of
my troubles which followed so swiftly upon the heels
of my fault that I was fairly stunned by them.
My narrative will be brief, and I shall soon bring
you back again to Dorothy.
Queen Mary had no sooner arrived at
Haddon Hall than she opened an attack upon Leicester,
somewhat after the same plan, I suppose, which she
had followed with me in the coach. She could
no more easily resist inviting homage from men than
a swallow can refrain from flying. Thus, from
inclination and policy, she sought Leicester and endeavored
by the pleasant paths of her blandishments to lead
him to her cause. There can be no doubt concerning
Leicester’s wishes in the premises. Had
Mary’s cause held elements of success, he would
have joined her; but he feared Elizabeth, and he hoped
some day to share her throne. He would, however,
prefer to share the throne with Mary.
Mary told him of her plans and hopes.
She told him that I had ridden with Dorothy for the
purpose of rescuing John and herself, and that I had
promised to help her to escape to France. She
told him she would use me for her tool in making her
escape, and would discard me when once she should
be safe out of England. Then would come Leicester’s
turn. Then should my lord have his recompense,
and together they would regain the Scottish crown.
How deeply Leicester became engaged
in the plot I cannot say, but this I know: through
fear of Elizabeth, or for the purpose of winning her
favor, he unfolded to our queen all the details of
Mary’s scheme, together with the full story
of my ride with Dorothy to Rutland, and my return with
Dorothy and Mary in the coach. Thereupon Mary
was placed under strict guard. The story spread
quickly through the Hall, and Dawson brought it to
me. On hearing it, my first thought was of Madge.
I knew it would soon reach her. Therefore I determined
to go to her at once and make a clean breast of all
my perfidy. Had I done so sooner, I should at
least have had the benefit of an honest, voluntary
confession; but my conscience had made a coward of
me, and the woman who had been my curse for years had
so completely disturbed my mind that I should have
been quite as well off without any at all. It
led me from one mistake into another.
After Dawson told me that my miserable
story was known throughout the Hall, I sought Madge,
and found her with Aunt Dorothy. She was weeping,
and I at once knew that I was too late with my confession.
I spoke her name, “Madge,” and stood by
her side awaiting her reply.
“Is it true, Malcolm?”
she asked. “I cannot believe it till I hear
it from your lips.”
“It was true,” I responded.
“I promised to help Queen Mary escape, and I
promised to go with her; but within one hour of the
time when I gave my word I regretted it as I have
never regretted anything else in all my life.
I resolved that, while I should, according to my promise,
help the Scottish queen escape, I would not go with
her. I resolved to wait here at Haddon to tell
all to you and to our queen, and then I would patiently
take my just punishment from each. My doom from
the queen, I believed, would probably be death; but
I feared more your God help me! It
is useless for me to speak.” Here I broke
down and fell upon my knees, crying, “Madge,
Madge, pity me, pity me! Forgive me if you can,
and, if our queen decrees it, I shall die happy.”
In my desperation I caught the girl’s
hand, but she drew it quickly from me, and said:
“Do not touch me!”
She arose to her feet, and groped
her way to her bedroom. We were in Aunt Dorothy’s
room. I watched Madge as she sought with her outstretched
hand the doorway; and when she passed slowly through
it, the sun of my life seemed to turn black.
Just as Madge passed from the room, Sir William St.
Loe, with two yeomen, entered by Sir George’s
door and placed irons upon my wrist and ankles.
I was led by Sir William to the dungeon, and no word
was spoken by either of us.
I had never in my life feared death,
and now I felt that I would welcome it. When
a man is convinced that his life is useless, through
the dire disaster that he is a fool, he values it
little, and is even more than willing to lose it.
Then there were three of us in the
dungeon, John, Lord Rutland, and myself;
and we were all there because we had meddled in the
affairs of others, and because Dorothy had inherited
from Eve a capacity for insane, unreasoning jealousy.
Lord Rutland was sitting on the ground
in a corner of the dungeon. John, by the help
of a projecting stone in the masonry, had climbed to
the small grated opening which served to admit a few
straggling rays of light into the dungeon’s
gloom. He was gazing out upon the fair day, whose
beauty he feared would soon fade away from him forever.
Elizabeth’s coldness had given
him no hope. It had taken all hope from his father.
The opening of the door attracted
John’s attention, and he turned his face toward
me when I entered. He had been looking toward
the light, and his eyes, unaccustomed for the moment
to the darkness, failed at first to recognize of me.
When the dungeon door had closed behind me, he sprang
down from his perch by the window, and came toward
me with outstretched hands. He said sorrowfully:
“Malcolm, have I brought you
here, too? Why are you in irons? It seems
that I am destined to bring calamity upon all whom
I love.”
“It is a long story,”
I replied laughingly. “I will tell it to
you when the time begins to drag; but I tell you now
it is through no fault of yours that I am here.
No one is to blame for my misfortune but myself.”
Then I continued bitterly, “Unless it be the
good God who created me a fool.”
John went to his father’s side and said:
“Sir Malcolm is here, father. Will you
not rise and greet him?”
John’s voice aroused his father,
and the old lord came to the little patch of light
in which I was standing and said: “A terrible
evil has fallen upon us, Sir Malcolm, and without
our fault. I grieve to learn that you also are
entangled in the web. The future looks very dark.”
“Cheer up, father,” said
John, taking the old man’s hand. “Light
will soon come; I am sure it will.”
“I have tried all my life to
be a just man,” said Lord Rutland. “I
have failed at times, I fear, but I have tried.
That is all any man can do. I pray that God in
His mercy will soon send light to you, John, whatever
of darkness there may be in store for me.”
I thought, “He will surely answer
this just man’s prayer,” and almost before
the thought was completed the dungeon door turned upon
its hinges and a great light came with glorious refulgence
through the open portal Dorothy.
“John!”
Never before did one word express
so much of mingled joy and grief. Fear and confidence,
and, greater than all, love unutterable were blended
in its eloquent tones. She sprang to John as
the lightning leaps from cloud to cloud, and he caught
her to his heart. He gently kissed her hair, her
face being hidden in the folds of his doublet.
“Let me kneel, John, let me kneel,” she
murmured.
“No, Dorothy, no,” he responded, holding
her closely in his arms.
“But one moment, John,” she pleased.
“No, no; let me see your eyes,
sweet one,” said John, trying to turn her face
upward toward his own.
“I cannot yet, John, I cannot.
Please let me kneel for one little moment at your
feet.”
John saw that the girl would find
relief in self-abasement, so he relaxed his arms,
and she sank to her knees upon the dungeon floor.
She wept softly for a moment, and then throwing back
her head with her old impulsive manner looked up into
his face.
“Oh, forgive me, John!
Forgive me! Not that I deserve your forgiveness,
but because you pity me.”
“I forgave you long ago, Dorothy.
You had my full forgiveness before you asked it.”
He lifted the weeping girl to her
feet and the two clung together in silence. After
a pause Dorothy spoke:
“You have not asked me, John, why I betrayed
you.”
“I want to know nothing, Dorothy, save that
you love me.”
“That you already know.
But you cannot know how much I love you. I myself
don’t know. John, I seem to have turned
all to love. ’However much there is of
me, that much there is of love for you. As the
salt is in every drop of the sea, so love is in every
part of my being; but John,” she continued,
drooping her head and speaking regretfully, “the
salt in the sea is not unmixed with many things hurtful.”
Her face blushed with shame and she continued limpingly:
“And my love is not is not without
evil. Oh, John, I feel deep shame in telling
you, but my love is terribly jealous. At times
a jealousy comes over me so fierce and so distracting
that under its influence I am mad, John, mad.
I then see nothing in its true light; my eyes seem
filled with with blood, and all things appear
red or black and and oh!
John, I pray you never again cause me jealousy.
It makes a demon of me.”
You may well know that John was nonplussed.
“I cause you jealousy?”
he asked in surprise. “When did I ”
But Dorothy interrupted him, her eyes flashing darkly
and a note of fierceness in her voice. He saw
for himself the effects of jealousy upon her.
“That white white
Scottish wanton! God’s curse be upon her!
She tried to steal you from me.”
“Perhaps she did,” replied
John, smilingly, “of that I do not know.
But this I do know, and you, Dorothy, must know it
too henceforth and for all time to come. No woman
can steal my love from you. Since I gave you my
troth I have been true to you; I have not been false
even in one little thought.”
“I feel sure, John, that you
have not been untrue to me,” said the girl with
a faint smile playing about her lips; “but but
you remember the strange woman at Bowling Green Gate
whom you would have ”
“Dorothy, I hope you have not
come to my dungeon for the purpose of making me more
wretched than I already am?”
“No, no, John, forgive me,”
she cried softly; “but John, I hate her, I hate
her! and I want you to promise that you too will hate
her.”
“I promise,” said John,
“though, you have had no cause for jealousy of
Queen Mary.”
“Perhaps not,”
she replied hesitatingly. “I have never
thought,” the girl continued poutingly, “that
you did anything of which I should be jealous; but
she she oh, I hate her!
Let us not talk about her. Jennie Faxton told
me I will talk about her, and you shall
not stop me Jennie Faxton told me that
the white woman made love to you and caused you to
put your arm about her waist one evening on the battlements
and-”
“Jennie told you a lie,” said John.
“Now don’t interrupt me,”
the girl cried nervously, almost ready for tears,
“and I will try to tell you all. Jennie
told me the the white woman looked up to
you this fashion,” and the languishing look she
gave John in imitation of Queen Mary was so beautiful
and comical that he could do nothing but laugh and
cover her face with kisses, then laugh again and love
the girl more deeply and yet more deeply with each
new breath he drew. Dorothy was not sure whether
she wanted to laugh or to cry, so she did both.
“Jennie told me in the middle
of the night,” continued Dorothy, “when
all things seem so vivid and appear so distorted and and
that terrible blinding jealousy of which I told you
came upon me and drove me mad. I really thought,
John, that I should die of the agony. Oh, John,
if you could know the anguish I suffered that night
you would pity me; you would not blame me.”
“I do not blame you, Dorothy.”
“No, no, there-” she kissed
him softly, and quickly continued: “I felt
that I must separate her from you at all cost.
I would have done murder to accomplish my purpose.
Some demon whispered to me, ‘Tell Queen Elizabeth,’
and and oh, John, let me kneel again.”
“No, no, Dorothy, let us talk
of something else,” said John, soothingly.
“In one moment, John. I
thought only of the evil that would come to her her
of Scotland. I did not think of the trouble I
would bring to you, John, until the queen, after asking
me if you were my lover, said angrily: ‘You
may soon seek another.’ Then, John, I knew
that I had also brought evil upon you. Then I
did suffer. I tried to reach Rutland, and
you know all else that happened on that terrible night.
Now John, you know all all. I have
withheld nothing. I have, confessed all, and I
feel that a great weight is taken from my heart.
You will not hate me, will you, John?”
He caught the girl to his breast and
tried to turn her face toward his.
“I could not hate you if I would,”
he replied, with quick-coming breath, “and God
knows I would not. To love you is the sweetest
joy in life,” and he softly kissed the great
lustrous eyes till they closed as if in sleep.
Then he fiercely sought the rich red lips, waiting
soft and passive for his caresses, while the fair
head fell back upon the bend of his elbow in a languorous,
half-conscious sweet surrender to his will. Lord
Rutland and I had turned our backs on the shameless
pair, and were busily discussing the prospect for
the coming season’s crops.
Remember, please, that Dorothy spoke
to John of Jennie Faxton. Her doing so soon bore
bitter fruit for me.
Dorothy had been too busy with John
to notice any one else, but he soon presented her
to his father. After the old lord had gallantly
kissed her hand, she turned scornfully to me and said:
“So you fell a victim to her
wanton wiles? If it were not for Madge’s
sake, I could wish you might hang.”
“You need not balk your kindly
desire for Madge’s sake,” I answered.
“She cares little about my fate. I fear
she will never forgive me.”
“One cannot tell what a woman
will do,” Dorothy replied. “She is
apt to make a great fool of herself when it comes
to forgiving the man she loves.”
“Men at times have something
to forgive,” I retorted, looking with a smile
toward John. The girl made no reply, but took
John’s hand and looked at him as if to say,
“John, please don’t let this horrid man
abuse me.”
“But Madge no longer cares for
me,” I continued, wishing to talk upon the theme,
“and your words do not apply to her.”
The girl turned her back disdainfully
on me and said, “You seem to be quite as easily
duped by the woman who loves you and says she doesn’t
as by the one who does not care for you but says she
does.”
“Damn that girl’s tongue!”
thought I; but her words, though biting, carried joy
to my heart and light to my soul.
After exchanging a few words with
Lord Rutland, Dorothy turned to John and said:
“Tell me upon your knightly
honor, John, do you know aught of a wicked, treasonable
plot to put the Scottish woman on the English throne?”
I quickly placed my finger on my lips
and touched my ear to indicate that their words would
be overheard; for a listening-tube connected the dungeon
with Sir George’s closet.
“Before the holy God, upon my
knighthood, by the sacred love we bear each other,
I swear I know of no such plot,” answered John.
“I would be the first to tell our good queen
did I suspect its existence.”
Dorothy and John continued talking
upon the subject of the plot, but were soon interrupted
by a warning knock upon the dungeon door.
Lord Rutland, whose heart was like
twenty-two carat gold, soft, pure, and precious, kissed
Dorothy’s hand when she was about to leave, and
said: “Dear lady, grieve not for our sake.
I can easily see that more pain has come to you than
to us. I thank you for the great fearless love
you bear my son. It has brought him trouble,
but it is worth its cost. You have my forgiveness
freely, and I pray God’s choicest benediction
may be with you.” She kissed the old lord
and said, “I hope some day to make you love
me.”
“That will be an easy task,”
said his Lordship, gallantly. Dorothy was about
to leave. Just at the doorway she remembered the
chief purpose of her visit; so she ran back to John,
put her hand over his mouth to insure silence, and
whispered in his ear.
On hearing Dorothy’s whispered
words, signs of joy were so apparent in John’s
face that they could not be mistaken. He said
nothing, but kissed her hand and she hurriedly left
the dungeon.
After the dungeon door closed upon
Dorothy, John went to his father and whispered a few
words to him. Then he came to me, and in the same
secretive manner said:
“The queen has promised Dorothy
our liberty.” I was not at all sure that
“our liberty” included me, I
greatly doubted it, but I was glad for the
sake of my friends, and, in truth, cared little for
myself.
Dorothy went from our dungeon to the
queen, and that afternoon, according to promise, Elizabeth
gave orders for the release of John and his father.
Sir George, of course, was greatly chagrined when his
enemies slipped from his grasp; but he dared not show
his ill humor in the presence of the queen nor to
any one who would be apt to enlighten her Majesty on
the subject.
Dorothy did not know the hour when
her lover would leave Haddon; but she sat patiently
at her window till at last John and Lord Rutland appeared.
She called to Madge, telling her of the joyous event,
and Madge, asked:
“Is Malcolm with them?”
“No,” replied Dorothy,
“he has been left in the dungeon, where he deserves
to remain.”
After a short pause, Madge said:
“If John had acted toward the
Scottish queen as Malcolm did, would you forgive him?”
“Yes, of course. I would forgive him anything.”
“Then why shall we not forgive Malcolm?”
asked Madge.
“Because he is not John,” was the absurd
reply.
“No,” said Madge, promptly; “but
he is ‘John’ to me.”
“That is true,” responded Dorothy, “and
I will forgive him if you will.”
“I don’t believe it makes
much difference to Malcolm whether or not you forgive
him,” said Madge, who was provoked at Dorothy’s
condescending offer. “My forgiveness, I
hope, is what he desires.”
“That is true, Madge,”
replied Dorothy, laughingly; “but may not I,
also, forgive him?”
“If you choose,” responded
Madge, quietly; “as for me, I know not what I
wish to do.”
You remember that Dorothy during her
visit to the dungeon spoke of Jennie Faxton.
The girl’s name reached Sir George’s ear
through the listening-tube and she was at once brought
in and put to the question.
Jennie, contrary to her wont, became
frightened and told all she knew concerning John and
Dorothy, including my part in their affairs. In
Sir George’s mind, my bad faith to him was a
greater crime than my treason to Elizabeth, and he
at once went to the queen with his tale of woe.
Elizabeth, the most sentimental of
women, had heard from Dorothy the story of her tempestuous
love, and also of mine, and the queen was greatly
interested in the situation.
I will try to be brief.
Through the influence of Dorothy and
Madge, as I afterward learned, and by the help of
a good word from Cecil, the queen was induced to order
my liberation on condition that I should thenceforth
reside in France. So one morning, three days
after John’s departure from Haddon, I was overjoyed
to hear the words, “You are free.”
I did not know that Jennie Faxton
had given Sir George her large stock of disturbing
information concerning my connection with the affairs
of Dorothy and John. So when I left the dungeon,
I, supposing that my stormy cousin would be glad to
forgive me if Queen Elizabeth would, sought and found
him in Aunt Dorothy’s room. Lady Crawford
and Sir George were sitting near the fire and Madge
was standing near the door in the next room beyond.
When I entered, Sir George sprang to his feet and cried
out angrily:
“You traitorous dog, the queen
has seen fit to liberate you, and I cannot interfere
with her orders; but if you do not leave my Hall at
once I shall set the hounds on you. Your effects
will be sent to The Peacock, and the sooner you quit
England the safer you will be.” There was
of course nothing for me to do but to go.
“You once told me, Sir George you
remember our interview at The Peacock that
if you should ever again order me to leave Haddon,
I should tell you to go to the devil. I now take
advantage of your kind permission, and will also say
farewell.”
I kissed Aunt Dorothy’s cheek,
took my leave, and sought Cecil, from whom I obtained
a passport to France. Then I asked Dawson to fetch
my horse.
I longed to see Madge before I left
Haddon, but I knew that my desire could not be gratified;
so I determined to stop at Rowsley and send back a
letter to her which Dawson undertook to deliver.
In my letter I would ask Madge’s permission
to return for her from France and to take her home
with me as my wife. After I had despatched my
letter I would wait at The Peacock for an answer.
Sore at heart, I bade good-by to Dawson,
mounted my horse, and turned his head toward the Dove-cote
Gate. As I rode under Dorothy’s window she
was sitting there. The casement was open, for
the day was mild, although the season was little past
midwinter. I heard her call to Madge, and then
she called to me:
“Farewell, Malcolm! Forgive
me for what I said to you in the dungeon. I was
wrong, as usual. Forgive me, and God bless you.
Farewell!”
While Dorothy was speaking, and before
I replied, Madge came to the open casement and called:
“Wait for me, Malcolm, I am going down to you.”
Great joy is a wonderful purifier,
and Madge’s cry finished the work of the past
few months and made a good man of me, who all my life
before had known little else than evil.
Soon Madge’s horse was led by
a groom to the mounting block, and in a few minutes
she emerged gropingly from the great door of Entrance
Tower. Dorothy was again a prisoner in her rooms
and could not come down to bid me farewell. Madge
mounted, and the groom led her horse to me and placed
the reins in my hands.
“Is it you, Malcolm?” asked Madge.
“Yes,” I responded, in
a voice husky with emotion. “I cannot thank
you enough for coming to say farewell. You have
forgiven me?”
“Yes,” responded Madge,
almost in tears, “but I have not come to say
farewell.”
I did not understand her meaning.
“Are you going to ride part
of the way with me perhaps to Rowsley?”
I asked, hardly daring to hope for so much.
“To France, Malcolm, if you
wish to take me,” she responded murmuringly.
For a little time I could not feel
the happiness that had come upon me in so great a
flood. But when I had collected my scattered senses,
I said:
“I thank God that He has turned
your heart again to me. May I feel His righteous
anger if ever I give you cause to regret the step you
are taking.”
“I shall never regret it, Malcolm,”
she answered softly, as she held out her hand to me.
Then we rode by the dove-cote, out
from Haddon Hall, never to see its walls again.
We went to Rutland, whence after a
fortnight we journeyed to France. There I received
my mother’s estates, and never for one moment,
to my knowledge, has Madge regretted having intrusted
her life and happiness to me. I need not speak
for myself.
Our home is among the warm, sunlit,
vine-covered hills of southern France, and we care
not for the joys of golden streets so long as God in
His goodness vouchsafes to us our earthly paradise.
Age, with the heart at peace, is the fairest season
of life; and love, leavened of God, robs even approaching
death of his sting and makes for us a broad flower-strewn
path from the tempestuous sea of time to the calm,
sweet ocean of eternity.