Through the woods I reached Bridgwater
town before the sun set, and looking down from the
steep hill that overhangs the houses, I could see
the market square full of men, shining in arms and
armour, and noisy enough, as I could hear. But
every one of the townsfolk knew me, and by this time
also knew what had befallen me, so that as I stood
there it seemed not quite so easy to win a way to
the levy as before. The highways were yet full
of men coming in, for from where I stood on the edge
of the cover I could see the bend of one road, and
straight down another. If I went on them I must
walk like a leper, alone and shunned by all, with
maybe hard words to hear as well.
While I thought of all this, there
crept out from among the woods an old crone, doubled
up under the weight of a faggot of dry sticks, who
stayed to stare at me. I did not mind her, but
of a sudden she dropped her bundle of wood, and I
saw that it was like to be a heavy task for her to
raise it again. So I turned and laid hold of it,
for she was but six paces from me, saying:
“Let me help you, Mother, to
get it hoisted again. Truly would I carry it
for you for a while, but I must bide here.”
“That must you, Heregar the
outlaw,” said the old woman coolly, without
a word of thanks, and I thought my story and face were
better known than I deemed. Therefore I must
make the best of it.
“Well, Mother,” said I,
“you know me, and if you know me, so also must
many others. But I want to join the levy, and
fight if need be.”
“Thereby knew I you to be Heregar,”
said she; “for none but he must stand here with
the light of battle in his eyes and his hand clutched
on his sword hilt and not go down to the Cross yonder,
as the summons is.”
Then I marvelled at the old dame’s
wisdom, though maybe it was but a guess, and asked
her what I should do, seeing that she was wise, and
the words of such as she are often to be hearkened
to.
“It is a wise man,” she
answered, “who will take advice; but never a
word should you have had from old Gundred, save you
had helped her, as a true man should.”
“Truly, Mother Gundred,”
I said, “I have no rede of my own, and am minded
to take yours.”
“Then, fool,” she said
curtly, “link up that tippet of mail across your
face, go down to Osric the Sheriff himself, beg to
be allowed to fight, and see what he will tell you.”
I had forgotten that I could hook
the hanging chain mail of my helmet across, in such
manner that little but my eyes could be seen; but then
that was never done but in battle and I
had never seen that yet.
“Thanks, Mother,” said
I, with truth, for I saw that I might do this.
“This is help indeed.”
“Not so fast, young sir,”
answered the crone; “Osric will not have you.”
“How know you that?”
“How does an old woman of ninety
years know many things? When you tell me that,
I will say how I know that Osric will send you about
your business; and that will be the best day’s
work he ever did.”
Now I was nearly angry at that, for
it seemed to set light store on my valour; but there
seemed something more in the old woman’s tone
than her taunting words would convey, so I said plainly:
“Then shall I go to him?”
“Aye, fool, did I not tell you so?”
“But if it is no good?”
“Is it no good for a man who
is accused of disloyalty to have witness that he wished,
at least, to spend his life for his country? Moreover,
there is work for you to do which fighting will hinder
for this turn go to, Heregar, I will tell
you no more. Now do my bidding and go, and never
will you forget that you helped an old witch with her
burden.”
“Well, then, Mother,”
I said, hooking up the mail tippet across my face,
“if I must go down into the town, surely I will
carry that bundle.”
“That shall you not,”
she answered, dropping it again, and sitting down
on it. “Heregar the king’s thane the
standard bearer shall bend to no humbler
burden than the Dragon of Wessex. Go; and Thor
and Odin strike with you.”
And then she covered up her face,
and would look no more at me. I thought her crazed,
maybe, but a sort of chill came over me as I heard
her name the old heathen gods, and I thought of the
Valas of old time, and knew how here and there some
of the old worship lingered yet.
However, good advice had she given,
showing me the way to try my fortune in the way I
wished, and after that heathenish blessing I had no
mind to stay longer, for such like are apt to prove
unlucky; so I bid her good even, and went my way towards
the town. After all, I thought, king’s
thane I was once, and may be again; and to bear the
standard must be won by valour, so that, too, may
come to pass. Whereupon I remembered the badger
that scared me in the moonlight, and was less confident
in myself.
Many were the questions put me as
I passed into the marketplace of Bridgwater, but I
answered none, pushing on to where I saw Osric the
Sheriff’s banner over a great house. Mostly
the men scoffed at me for thinking that I should win
more renown in disguise; but some thought me a messenger,
and clustered after me, to hear what they might.
When I came to the house door, where
Osric lay, it was guarded, and the guards asked me
my business. I said I would see the sheriff and
then they demanded name and errand. Now, I could
give neither, and was at a loss for a moment.
Then I said that I was one of the bearers of the war
arrow, and though that was but a chance shot, as it
were, it passed me in at once, for often a bearer
would return to give account of some thane ill, or
absent, or the like.
They took me to a great oaken-walled
hall where sat many thanes along great tables, eating
and drinking, and at the highest seat was Osric, and
next him, Matelgar. This assembly, and most of
all that my enemy should be present, was against me
in making my plea; but as the old crone had said,
I should be no loser by witness.
I waited till a thrall had told Osric
that one of his messengers was here, and then they
beckoned me to go to him. He shifted round in
his chair to speak to me, but I was watching Matelgar,
and saw his glance light on my sword hilt. Recognizing
it, he grew pale, and then red, half-rising from his
seat to speak to Osric, but thinking better thereof.
“Well; what news and whence?”
said the sheriff, who was a small, wiry man, with
a sour look, as I thought. Men spoke well of him
though.
“The Danes lie off the Holms,
sir,” I said, for I would gain time.
“I know that,” he answered
testily; “pull that mail off your face, man;
they are not here yet, and your voice is muffled behind
it.”
I suppose that the coming and going
of messengers was constant, and indeed there came
another even then, so the other thanes paid little
attention after they heard my stale news, except Matelgar;
who went on watching me closely.
I was just about to ask the sheriff
to hear me privately, when Matelgar plucked him by
the sleeve, having made up his mind at last, and drawing
him down a little, spoke to him a few words, among
which I caught my own name.
The sheriff looked sharply at me,
twitching his sleeve away, and I saw that there was
to be no more concealment; so I dropped the tippet
and let him see who I was, saying at the same time:
“Safe conduct I crave, Osric the Sheriff.”
Then a silence came over the thanes
who saw and knew me, looking up to see what this new
freak of mine was. And Osric frowned at me, but
said nothing, so I spoke first.
“Outlaw I am, Osric, but I can
fight; today I bore the war arrow that
one who neither knew nor believed me gave me faithfully
to Matelgar the Thane, who is here in obedience to
that summons. And when I took it I was on my
way out of the kingdom as I was bidden, but I turned
back because of the need for a trusty messenger.
Now I ask only to be allowed to fight alongside your
men in this levy, and after that it is over
if I live I will go my way again.”
That was all I had to say, and when
I ceased a talk buzzed up among the thanes. But
Matelgar looked black, and Osric made no answer, frowning,
indeed, but more I think at the doubt he was in than
with anger at me.
I saw that Matelgar longed to speak,
but dared not as yet, and then he cast his eye down
the hall, and seemed to make some sign.
Presently Osric said in a doubtful
way, “Never heard I the like. Now I myself
know not why an outlaw should not fight if he wills
to do so.
“What say you, thanes?”
he cried loudly, turning to those down the hall.
Instantly one rose up and shouted,
“We will have no traitors in our ranks.”
Then I knew what Matelgar’s
sign meant, for this was a close friend of his.
On that, too, several others said the same, and one
cried that I should be hounded out of the hall and
town. Osric frowned when he heard that, and looked
at me; but I stood with my arms folded, lest I should
be tempted to lay hand on sword, and so give my enemies
a hold on me. Matelgar himself said nothing,
as keeping up his part of friend bound by loyalty
to accuse me against his will.
As for the other thanes, they talked,
but all the outcry was against my being allowed to
join, and at last Osric seemed to be overborne by them,
for voices in my favour were few heard, if many thought
little harm of my request. But then the offer
of the help of one man was, anyway, a little thing,
and if he were doubted it would be ill. And I
could see, as Osric would also see, that the matter
would be spread through the levy by those against
me.
Now as I thought of the likelihood
of one of Matelgar’s men spearing me during
the heat of fight, I wondered if he feared the same
of me, for I have often heard tales of the like.
Then Osric answered me, kindly enough, but decidedly:
“Nay, Heregar, you hear that
this must not be. Outlaw is outlaw, and must
count for naught. I may not go against the word
of the Moot, and inlaw you again by giving you a place.
Go hence in peace, and take your way; yet we thank
you for bearing the message to Matelgar. Link
up your mail again, and tell any man that you bear
messages from me; the watchword is ‘Wessex’
for the guards are set by now, and you will need it.”
As he spoke thus kindly Matelgar’s
face grew black as night; but he dared say no word.
So I bowed to the sheriff and, linking up my mail,
went sadly enough down the hall. It was crowded
at one place, and there some friendly hand patted
me softly on the shoulder, though most shrank from
me; but yet I would not turn to see who it was, that
helped me.
Now I have often wondered that no
inquiry was made about my arms, and how I came by
them; but what I believe is, that even then men began
to know that Matelgar and his friends had played me
false, but that they would not, and Matelgar’s
people dared not, say much. As for Osric, his
mind was full of greater troubles, and I suppose he
never thought thereof.
I passed out into the street, but
now it was falling dark, and few noticed me.
The men sat about along the house walls on settles,
eating and drinking and singing. And I, coming
to a dark place, sat down among a few and ate and
drank as well for half an hour, and then passing the
guards at the entrance to the town on the road to Cannington,
struck out for Stert, that I might be near Alswythe,
and wait for the possible coming of the Danes, and
the battle in which I might join.