It was in the late afternoon when
we rode into Glastonbury town, past the palisadings
of the outer works, and then among cottages, and here
and there a timber house of the better sort, till we
came to the great abbey. It was not so great
then as now, nor is it now as it will be, for ever
have pious hands built so that those who come after
may have room to add if they will. But it was
the greatest building that I had ever seen, and, moreover,
of stone throughout, which seemed wonderful to me.
And there, too, Wulfhere showed me the thorn tree which
sprang from the staff of the blessed Joseph of Arimathea,
which flowers on Christmas Day, ever.
Then we came to the nunnery where
we should leave Alswythe, and I, for my part, was
sorry that the journey was over, sad though it had
been in many ways, for when I must leave her I knew
not how long it should be, if ever, before I saw her
again.
And I think the same thought was in
her heart, for, when Wulfhere showed her the great
house, she sighed, looking at me a little, and I could
say nothing. But she began to thank us two for
our care of her, as though we could have borne to
take less than we had. And her words were so sweet
and gracious that even the old warrior could not find
wherewith to answer her, and we both bowed our heads
in thanks, and rode, one on each side of her, in silence.
Then she must ask Wulfhere what he
would do when she was safely bestowed. And that
was a plain question he could answer well.
“Truly, lady, if you will give
me leave, I would see Heregar, our master, through
whatever comes of his messages.”
Then was I very glad, and the more
that, though I might not think myself such, the old
warrior would call me his master, for that told me
that he had full belief in me.
Yet I could but say: “Friend
should you call me, Wulfhere, my good counsellor,
not master.”
And I reached out my hand to him,
bowing to Alswythe, whose horse’s neck I must
cross. And Wulfhere took it, and on our two rough
hands Alswythe laid her white fingers, pressing them,
and, looking from one to the other, said:
“Two such friends I think no
woman ever had, or wiser, or braver. Go on together
as you will, and yet forget not me here in Glastonbury.”
Then we loosed our hands, looking,
maybe, a little askance, for our Saxon nature will
oft be ashamed, if one may call it so, of a good impulse
acted on, and Wulfhere said that we must think of those
things hereafter.
When we came to the gate there was
a little crowd following us, for word had gone round
in some way that we were fugitives from Parret side.
But Wulfhere had bade the men answer no questions
till we had seen the bishop, lest false reports should
go about the place. So the crowd melted away
soon, and we knocked, asking admission, and showing
the letter from the prioress of Bridgwater.
Now here there was much state, as
it seemed, and we must wait for a little, but then
the gates were thrown open, and we rode through them
into the courtyard, which was large and open.
Then opened a great door on the left, and there was
the abbess with many sisters, and one asked me for
the letter we bore. So I gave it, and, standing
there, the abbess read it while we waited.
As she read she grew pale, and then
flushed again, and at last, after twice reading, came
down the steps, all her state forgotten, and with
tears embraced Alswythe, giving thanks for her safety.
And then, leaving her, she came to me where I sat,
unhelmed, and gave me her hand, thanking me for all
I had done, and, as she said, perhaps for the safety
of the Bridgwater sisters also.
Then all of a sudden she went back
up the steps, where the sisters were whispering together,
and became cold and stately again, so that I wondered
if I had offended her in not speaking, which I dared
not.
When she was back again in her place,
she bade Alswythe and her maidens welcome, and added
that all her sister prioress asked her she would do.
Also, that one would come and show us lodging for men
and horses, which should be at the expense of the
nunnery.
So Alswythe must needs part from us
coldly, even as she had joined us at Bridgwater, as
a noble lady from her attendants, giving us her hand
to kiss only. But I went back to my horse well
content, knowing that her love and thoughts went out
to me.
She went through the great door, but
it closed not so fast but that I might see the abbess
put her arm around her very tenderly, her state forgotten
again, and I knew that she was in good hands.
Now when the horses were stabled,
and our men knew where they should bide in the strangers’
lodgings set apart for the trains of guests
to the nunnery, which were very spacious Wulfhere
and I must needs find the way to get audience of the
bishop. As far as the doors of the abbey where
he abode was easy enough, but there, waiting for alms
and broken meats, were crowds of beggars, sitting
and lying about in the sun, with their eyes ever on
the latch to be first when it was lifted for the daily
dole. And again, round the gate were many men
of all sorts, suitors, as we deemed for some favour
at the hands of bishop or abbot for the
Abbot of Glastonbury was nigh as powerful as Ealhstan
himself, in his own town at least.
When we came among these we were told
that we must bide our time, for audience was not given
but at stated hours. And one man, grumbling, said
that that was not Ealhstan’s way in his own place
at Sherborne, for there the doors were open ever.
But I knew that my business might
not wait, and so, after a little of this talk, went
up to the gate and thundered thereon in such sort that
the wicket opened, and the porter’s face looked
through it angrily enough, and he would have bidden
us begone, for war and travel had stained us both,
so that doubtless we were in no better case, as to
looks, than the crowd that pressed after us very
quietly, indeed to hear the parley.
One difference in our looks there
was, however, which made the porter silent we
wore mail and swords, and at that he seemed to stare
in wonder.
Then I held up the ring and said,
“Messages from Osric the Sheriff.”
Whereupon the wicket closed suddenly,
and there was a sound of unbarring, and the door opened
and we were let in, the rest, who must wait, grumbling
loudly at the preference shown to us, while the beggars,
who had roused at the sound of the hinges creaking,
went back whining in their disappointment.
Then one came and bade us follow him,
and we were led into the abbey hall and there waited
for a little. There were a few monks about, passing
and repassing, but they paid no attention to us, and
we, too, were silent in that quiet place. Only
a great fire crackled at one end of the hall, else
there would have been no noise at all. It was,
I thought, a strangely peaceful place into which to
bring news of war and tumult.
Then I thought of Ealhstan the Bishop,
as he had seemed to me when he judged me, and that
seemed years ago, nor could I think of myself as the
same who had stood a prisoner before him. So I
wondered if I should seem the same to him.
Now it is strange that of Eanulf,
the mighty ealdorman who had pronounced my doom, I
thought little at all, but as of one who was by the
bishop. All that day’s doings seemed to
have been as a dream, wherein I and Wulfhere had living
part with this bishop, while the rest, Eanulf and
Matelgar and the others, were but phantoms standing
by.
Maybe this is not so wonderful, for
the doom was the doom of the Moot, and spoken by Eanulf
as its mouthpiece, and that passed on my body only.
And Matelgar had found a new place in my thoughts,
but Wulfhere was my friend, and the bishop had spoken
to my heart, so that his words and looks abode there.
Then the servant cut short my thoughts,
and led us to the bishop, bidding me unhelm first.
He sat in a wide chamber, with another
most venerable-looking man at the same table.
And all the walls were covered with books, and on the
table, too, lay one or two great ones, open, and bright
with gold and crimson borderings, and great litters
on the pages. But those things I saw presently,
only the bishop first of all, sitting quietly and very
upright in his great chair, dressed in a long purple
robe, and with a golden cross hanging on his breast.
And for a moment as I looked at him,
I remembered the day of the Moot, and my heart rose
up, and I was ready to hide my face for minding the
shame thereof.
But he looked at me curiously, and
then all of a sudden smiled very kindly and said:
“Heregar, my son, are you the messenger?”
And I knelt before him on one knee,
and held out the ring for him to take, and he did
so, laying it on the table before him for
my errand was in hand yet.
“Then,” he said, “things
are none so ill with you, my son,” and he smiled
gravely; “but do your errand first, and afterwards
we will speak of that.”
So I rose up, and standing before
him, told him plainly all that had befallen, though
there was no need for me to say aught of myself in
the matter, except that, flying with the lady, Osric
had chosen me to bear the message of defeat and danger.
And the while I spoke the bishop’s
face grew very grave, but he said nothing till I ended
by saying that Wulfhere could tell him of the fight.
Then he bade Wulfhere speak, being
anxious to know the worst, as it seemed to me.
But the old man with him was weeping, and his hands
shook sorely.
Now into what Wulfhere told, my name
seemed to come often, for he began with the first
landing at Watchet, and my bearing the war arrow, and
so forward to the firing of the huts at Stert, to
the rallying on Cannington Hill, and our flight, and
how Osric sent for me.
Then said the bishop, “Is that the worst?”
And Wulfhere was fain to answer that
he feared not, telling of the smoke clouds we had
seen, and what he judged therefrom.
“Aye,” said the bishop,
as it were to himself and looking before him as one
who sees that which he is told of, “we saw the
like after Charnmouth, and let them have their way.
Now must we wait, trembling, for Osric’s next
messenger.”
But as for me, though the old man
was sorely terrified, as one might see, I thought
there was little trembling on the bishop’s part,
though he spoke of it. Rather did he seem to
speak in scorn of such as would so wait.
“Tell me now,” he went
on presently, “how the men rallied, and with
what spirit, on the hill where Heregar stayed them?”
“Well and bravely,” answered
Wulfhere, “so that the Danes drew back, forming
up hastily lest there should be an attack on them;
but none was made.”
Then the bishop’s eyes flashed,
and I thought to myself that I would he had been there.
Surely he would have swept the Danes back to their
ships, and I think that was in Wulfhere’s mind
also, for he said:
“We want a leader who can see
these things. No blame to Osric therein, for
it was his first fight.”
Then the bishop laughed softly in
a strange way, though his eyes still flashed, and
he seemed to put the matter by.
“Truly,” said he, “with
you, Wulfhere, to advise, and myself to ask questions,
and Heregar to prevent our running away, I think we
might do great things. Well, there is Eanulf,
who fought at Charnmouth.”
So saying he rose up, and clapped
his hands loudly. The old man had fallen to telling
his beads, and paid no attention to him or us any
longer, doubtless dreaming of the burning of his abbey
over his head, unless some stronger help was at hand
than that of the three men before him.
A lay brother came in to answer the bishop’s
summons.
“Take these thanes to the refectory,”
he said, “and care for them with all honour.
In two hours I will speak with them again, or sooner,
if Osric’s messenger comes.”
“I am no thane,” said
Wulfhere, not willing to be mistaken.
“I am Bishop of Sherborne,”
said he, smiling in an absent way, and waving his
hand for us to go.
So we went, and thereafter were splendidly
treated as most honoured guests, even to the replacing
of the broad hat which Wulfhere had gotten from the
franklin by a plain steel helm, with other changes
of garment, for which we were most glad.
Now as we bathed and changed, I found
that letter which Leofwine the hermit priest had given
me, and I prayed the brother to give it to the bishop
at some proper moment, and he took it away with him.
I had forgotten it in the greater business.
While we ate and drank, and talked
of how to reach Eanulf the Ealdorman, the brother
came back and brought us a message, saying:
“The bishop bids you rest here
in peace. He has sent messengers to Eanulf, bidding
him come here in all haste to speak with him and you.”
So I asked where he was, and the brother
said that he lay at Wells, which pleased Wulfhere,
who said that he would be here shortly, and that we
were in luck, seeing that he wanted another good night’s
rest; and indeed so did I, sorely, though that I might
yet stay near Alswythe was better still.
Before the two hours the bishop had
set, there was a clamour in the great yard, and we
thought the messenger from Osric had surely come.
And so it was, for almost directly the bishop sent
for us, and we were taken back to the same chamber.
But he was alone now, and motioned us to seats beside
him to one side.
Then they brought in a thane whom
I did not know, and he said he was a messenger from
Osric, laying a letter on the table at the same time.
I saw that his armour was battle stained, and that
he looked sorely downcast.
Not so the bishop as he read, for
that which was written he had already expected, and
he never changed his set look. Once he read the
letter through, and then again aloud for us to hear.
Thus it ran after fit greeting:
“Now what befell in the first
fight you know or shall know shortly from our trusty
messenger Heregar, by whom the flight was stayed from
that field, on the Hill of Cannington. And this
was well done. So, seeing that the Danes had
drawn off, I myself, foolishly deeming the matter at
an end, left three hundred men on that hill to watch
the Danes back to their ships, and returned to the
town, there to muster again the men who were sound,
and, if it were possible, to lead them on the Danes
as they went on board again to depart. For the
men, save those of Bridgwater, would not bide on the
hill, but came back, saving the Danes would surely
depart. And, indeed, I also thought so; but wrongly.
For even as I talked with Heregar of his own affairs,
news came of a fresh attack, whereon I sent him to
you, fearing the worst, for the men on the hill were
few, and those in the town seeming of little spirit.
“Now when I came three parts
of the way to Cannington, our men there were sped
and driven back on us. Whereupon I could no longer
hold together any force, and whither the men are scattered
I know not. Scarcely could I save the holy women
and the monks, for even as they fled under guard into
the Quantock woods, and so to go beyond the hills,
the houses of Bridgwater next the Danes were burning.
“Now am I with two hundred men
on Brent, and wait either for the Danes to depart,
or for orders from yourself or the Ealdorman Eanulf,
to whom I pray you let this letter be sent in haste
after that you have read it.”
So it ended with salutations, and
when he had read it, the bishop folded it slowly and
looked at the thane, who shrugged his broad shoulders
and said:
“True words, Lord Bishop, and all told.”
“It is what I expected,”
said Ealhstan, “these two thanes told me it was
like to be thus.”
“Surely,” answered the thane. “What
else?”
The bishop looked at him and asked him his name.
“Wislac, the Thane of Gatehampton
by the Thames, am I,” he said. “A
stranger here, having come on my own affairs to Bridgwater,
and so joining in the fight. Also, Osric’s
thanes having trouble enough on hand, I rode with
this letter.”
“Thanks therefor,” said
the bishop. “I see that you fought also
in a place where blows were thick.”
“Aye, in the first fight,”
said Wislac. “As for the second, being with
Osric, I never saw that.”
“Did you stay on the hill where men rallied?”
“That did I, as any man would
when the saints came to stay us. Otherwise I
had surely halted at Bridgwater, or this side thereof,”
answered the strange thane, with a smile that was
bitter enough.
Now the bishop had not heard that
tale of the saint on a white horse; but he was quick
enough, and glanced aside at me. Whereupon Wislac
the Thane looked also, and straightway his mouth opened,
and he stared at me. Then, being nowise afraid
of the bishop, or, as it seemed, of saints, he said
aloud, seemingly to himself:
“Never saw I bishop before.
Still, I knew that they were blessed with visions;
but that live saints should sit below their seat, I
dreamt not!” and so he went on staring at me.
So the bishop, for all his trouble,
could but smile, and asked him if he saw a vision.
“Surely,” he said, “this
is the saint who stayed us on yonder hill.”
“Nay, that is Heregar the Thane, messenger of
Osric.”
“Then,” said Wislac, “let
me tell you, Heregar the Thane, that one of the saints,
and I think a valiant one, is mightily like you.
Whereby you are the more fortunate.”
Now for all the mistake I could not
find a word to say, and was fain to thank him for
the good word on my looks. Yet he went on looking
at me now and then in a puzzled sort of way.
And the bishop seemed to enjoy his wonderment, but
was in no mind to enlighten him.
Presently the bishop bade Wislac sit
down, and then he took up Osric’s ring that
I had given him, and also another which lay beside
it on the table silver also, with some
device on it, like that I had worn.
“See, thanes,” he said,
“have you three a mind to stay with me for a
while and be my council in this matter? For I
am here without a fighting man of my own to speak
with.”
Now this was what I would most wish,
and I said so, eagerly and with thanks.
And Wislac said that he was surely
in good company, and having nought to call him home
would gladly stay also.
Then said the bishop, “Stranger
you are, friend Wislac, and therefore wear this ring
of Osric’s, that men may pay heed to you as his
friend and mine; and do you, Heregar, wear this of
mine that men may know you for bishop’s man,
and so respect your word.”
So was I put under the bishop’s
protection, and he would answer for my presence in
Wessex to all and any. That was good, and I felt
a free man again in truth, for here was no errand
that would end, as Osric’s was ended, when I
had seen Eanulf.
Now Wulfhere had not spoken, and the
bishop asked him if he too would not stay.
“Ay, lord,” answered Wulfhere,
“gladly; but you spoke of thanes only.”
“When the Bishop of Sherborne
names one as a thane,” said Ealhstan, smiling,
“men are apt to hold him as such. But only
to the worthy are such words spoken. Now, friend
Wulfhere, I have heard of you at Charnmouth fight,
and also there is more in Osric’s letter than
I have read to you. So if you will be but a bishop’s
landless thane, surely you shall be one”
Then Wulfhere grew red with pleasure,
and rising up, did obeisance to the bishop for the
honour, and the bishop called us two others to witness
that the same was given.
“Now is my council set,”
he said, “I to ask questions, and you to advise.”
So for a long two hours we sat and
told him all we knew of those Danes, I of the ships,
and Wulfhere and Wislac of numbers, and Wulfhere of
their ways in raiding a country, for this he had seen
before, in Dorset, and also in Ireland, as he told
us, in years gone by.
That night we were treated as most
honoured guests of the bishop’s own following,
and early in the morning the bishop sent for me, before
mass. Once again I found him alone in that room
of his, and all he said to me I cannot write down.
But I found that Leofwine the hermit had told him
of how I had taken counsel of him and abided by it,
even as Ealhstan himself had bidden me; and, moreover,
that Osric had written in his letter of what I had
been able to do against the Danes, and of Matelgar’s
last words concerning me. And for that remembrance
of me, according to his promise, even when writing
of far greater matters, I am ever grateful to the
good sheriff.
So, because of these things known,
Ealhstan spoke to me as a most loving father, praising
me where it seemed that praise was due, and reproving
me for the many things of deed and thought that were
evil. And I told him freely and fully all that
had passed from the time I left the hill of Brent
till when I had seen the signals of the vikings
from above Watchet, and bore the war arrow to Matelgar.
The rest he knew in a way; but I opened all my heart
to him, he drawing all from me most gently, till at
last I came to my dream of Matelgar, and my wish that
for me he might rest in peace.
“It is not all forgiveness,
Heregar, my son,” he said presently. “There
is love for Alsywthe, and pride in yourself, and thought
of Matelgar’s failure, which have at least brought
you to a beginning of it. But true forgiveness
comes slowly, and many a long day shall it be before
that has truly come.”
And I knew that maybe he was right,
and asked his help; whereupon that was freely given,
and in such sort that all my life long I must mind
the words he said, and love him in the memory.
When all that was said he would have
me hear mass with him, as though I needed urging.
And there, too, were Wulfhere and Wislac; and that
mass in the great abbey was the most wonderful I ever
heard.
After that we three went out into
the town, and Wislac and I marvelled at everything.
Then we went to the nunnery gates and asked how our
charges fared, and then saw to our steeds. There
was the collier, working as a groom with the other
men, and he told me that he was learning his new trade
fast, but would fain walk ever, rather than ride,
having fallen many times from the abbess’ mule,
which he had bestridden in anxiety to learn.
Whether the mule was the better for this lesson I
doubt.
When we went back to the abbey Eanulf
had come, and with him many thanes. And I feared
to meet these somewhat, for they might have been among
the Moot, and would know me. Yet Ealhstan had
foreseen this, and one was posted at the door to meet
me, bidding me aside privately, since the bishop needed
me.
Wulfhere and Wislac went into the
hall and left me, therefore, and I was taken to a
chamber where were six or seven lay brethren, who asked
me many things about the fight, and specially at last
about the saint who had appeared. And that was
likely to be a troublesome question for me, as I could
not claim to have been the one so mistaken; but another
struck in, saying that there were many strange portents
about, for that a fiend had appeared bodily from the
marsh and had devoured a child, in Sedgemoor.
Now it seems that fiends are rarer than saints among
these holy men, and they forgot the first wonder and
ran on about the second, not thinking that I could
have told them of that also. And at last one
fetched a great book, as I thought in some secrecy,
and made thereout nothing more nor less than parts
of the song of Beowulf itself, and all about Grendel,
which pleased us all well, and so we were quiet enough,
listening.
And it happened that while we were
all intent on this reading (and I never heard one
read as brother Guthlac read to us) the sub-prior came
in to call me, and pulling back the hangings of the
doorway, stood listening, where I could see him.
First of all he looked pleased to
find his people so employed. Then when the crash
of the fighting verses came to his ears he started
a little, and looked round. The good brothers
were like to forget their frocks, for their fists
were clenched and their eyes sparkled, and their teeth
were set, and verily I believe each man of them thought
himself one of Beowulf’s comrades, if not the
hero himself.
Whereupon the sub-prior and I were
presently grinning at one another.
“Ho!” said he, all of
a sudden. “Now were I Swithun, where would
you heathens spend tonight? Surely in the cells!”
Then for a moment they thought Grendel
had indeed come, such power has verse like this in
the mouth of a good reader, and they started up, one
and all.
And the reader saw who it was, and
that there was no hiding the book from him, so they
stood agape and terrified, for by this time the good
man had managed to look mighty stern.
“Good Father,” said I,
seeing that someone must needs speak, “I am but
a fighting man, and the brothers were considering
my weakness.”
“H’m,” said the
sub-prior, seeming in great wrath. “Is there
no fighting to be read from Holy Writ that you must
take these pagan vanities from where you ought not?
Go to! Yet, by reason of your care for the bishop’s
thane, your penance shall be light now and not heavy
hereafter. Brother Guthlac shall read aloud in
refectory today the story of David and Goliath, and
you brother,” pointing to one, “that of
Ahab at Ramoth, and you, of Joshua at Jericho,”
and so he went on till each had a chapter of war assigned
him, and I thought it an easy penance.
“But,” he added, “and
until all these are read, your meals shall be untasted
before you.”
Then the brothers looked at one another,
for it was certain that all this reading would last
till the meal must be left for vespers.
Then the sub-prior bade the reader
take back the book and go to his own cell, and beckoning
me, we passed out and left the brothers in much dismay,
not knowing what should befall them from the abbot
when he heard.
So I ventured to tell the sub-prior
how this came about, and he smiled, saying that he
should not tell Tatwine the Abbot, for the brothers
were seldom in much fault, and that maybe it was laudable
to search even pagan books for the manners of fiends,
seeing that forewarned was forearmed.
Then he said that surely he wished
(but this I need tell none else) that he had been
there in my place to hear Guthlac read it. Also
that he was minded to make the old rhyme more Christian-like,
if he could, writing parts of it afresh. And
this he has done since, so that any man may read it;
but it is not so good as the old one [ix].
Now we came to the bishop’s
chamber, and he went in, calling me after him in a
minute or so. I could hear Ealhstan’s voice
and that of another as I waited outside.
The other was Eanulf the Ealdorman,
and as I entered he rose up and faced me.
“So, Heregar,” he said,
“you are bishop’s man now, and out of my
power. I am glad of it,” and so saying
he reached me out his hand and wrung mine, and looked
very friendly as he did so.
“I have heard of your doings,”
he said, “and thank you for them. And I
will see this matter of yours looked into, for I think,
as the bishop believes, that there has been a plot
against you for plain reasons enough. However,
that must stand over as yet. But come with me
to the hall and I will right you with the thanes there.”
At that I thanked him, knowing that
things were going right with me, and the bishop smiled,
as well pleased, but said nothing, as Eanulf took me
by the arm, and we went together to the great hall,
where the thanes, some twenty of them, were talking
together. At once I saw several whose faces had
burnt themselves, as it were, into my mind at the Moot;
but none of Matelgar’s friends among them.
They were quiet when their leader
went in, and he wasted no time, but spoke in his own
direct way.
“See here, thanes; here is Heregar,
whom we outlawed but the other day. Take my word
and Ealhstan’s and Osric’s for it that
there was a mistake. We know now that there is
no truer man, for he has proved it, as some of you
know-he being the man who lit the huts at Stert in
face of the Danes, and being likewise the Saint of
Cannington ”
“Aye, it is so,” said
several voices, and others laughed. Then, like
honest Saxons as they were, they came crowding and
laughing to shake hands with an outlawed saint, as
one said; so that I was overdone almost with their
kindness, and knew not what to say or do.
But Eanulf pushed me forward among
them, saying that I, being bishop’s man, was
no more concern of his, outlaw or no outlaw, and that
saints were beyond him. So he too laughed, and
went back to the bishop; and I found Wulfhere and
Wislac, and soon I was one of my own sort again, and
the bad past seemed very far away.
But Wislac looked at me and said:
“You have spoilt a fine tale I had to take home
with me; but maybe I need not tell the ending.
Howbeit, I always did hold that there was none so
much difference between a fighting saint and one of
ourselves.”
And that seemed to satisfy him.