Ruth had two sisters, Grace
and Jessie. Now Grace and Jessie were twins,
and everybody praised their blue eyes and rosy cheeks,
and when they laughed, people said, “How sweetly
they smile!” and when they wept,
people said, “Poor little ones!” and immediately
took them in their arms, and strove to bring back
the dimpling smile to their faces.
Grace and Jessie played together always,
and little Ruth, who was younger than either of them,
was left often alone. No one ever called her
beautiful, nor stroked her hair, nor kissed her brow;
and when she stood by the side of the twin sisters
at the gate, and the people, in passing, praised the
flaxen curls of Grace and Jessie, then they would
turn towards her, and, their smiles vanishing, they
would regard her with a pitiful air, turning silently
away. Then she would creep off by herself into
some favorite nook of the garden, thoroughly ashamed
that she should so far have forgotten herself as to
stand by the side of her beautiful sisters.
Her mother, too, often took her in
her lap, and, kissing her brow sorrowfully, would
exclaim, in sad tones:
“My poor, plain child, my dear homely
Ruth!”
Her father never caressed her.
His love seemed to be kept for the twins, whose two
bright faces peered over his chair, and whose glad
voices were always ready to greet him on his return
home.
And still Ruth loved her father so
much, and, nestling close in the corner of the garden
away off by herself, mourned that he never kissed
her, nor called her his dear, pretty Ruth.
“O,” thought the child,
“how I do wish I could do something for my father,
which might please him, so that only once he might
call me his dear child! O, why was not I made
a twin?” Thus the poor child mourned to herself.
She had a doll, which she made her
constant companion, and she played it was very lovely
like Grace and Jessie; she told it all her griefs,
and really came to feel that the doll understood all
she said to it.
She had also another pleasure; it
was that of reading. Her mother had given her
many books, and she loved to sit among the rose-bushes,
and read their beautiful stories. She liked to
read about a man who lived off alone upon an island,
and had only some cats and monkeys for his companions;
how the cave was his house, and the skins of beasts
were his garments; how he looked off upon the ocean,
and saw not one sail, and wandered about upon his
island, without hearing one human sound.
This story had a wild fascination
for our little Ruth, so that she read it again and
again; yet still the book was as new to her in its
interest as at first.
Then there were other stories she
loved to read; some about lonely, patient, lovely
young girls, who went out into the world alone to seek
their fortunes, and returned home with wealth and honor.
She often wished she might go forth in this way, so
that when she came back no one should dare call her
plain or unlovable. Then she longed to hold some
secret charm, so that whoever she should desire to
do so, should love and caress her. But still
no bright fairy stooped down from the skies to change
her black, stiff hair into shining ringlets, or her
dark-brown skin into the fairness of that of her sisters;
and so Ruth only read, and wondered, and wished.
One day when, as usual, Ruth had found
herself quite alone, Grace and Jessie had
gone to take a walk, and her mother was reading by
herself, she had taken her book, and sat
down beneath the shade of a broad tree in the garden.
She was reading the story of a fair princess, who
had many suitors and splendid gifts, and who was called
the Queen of Beauty.
“Alas!” she cried, “why
was not I beautiful, so I might be loved! Then
I should not be the sober, odd thing I am now!”
“Would you, then, so much like
to be beautiful, dear child?” said a voice close
at her side, and, when Ruth looked up, she saw an old
woman whom she never had seen before. She was
clothed in a long blue dress, and her face was full
of motherly love. Ruth’s heart was filled
with gladness, for seldom had so affectionate a glance
been shed on her; and when the old woman bent down
and kissed her, how all remembrance of the indifference
of father, mother, friends, vanished from her mind,
and it seemed that her whole life was given to her
new friend, that she might do with her whatever she
willed!
All strangeness at her sudden appearance
vanished, too, as soon as she had kissed her.
Ruth felt under the control of a great power, and
watched her movements with as much love as confidence.
When the old woman had looked into
Ruth’s eyes, and had seen the thoughts which
beamed there, she looked up into the sky, and beckoned
to a very light, beautiful cloud, which was sailing
carelessly along.
She had no sooner done this than the
cloud began to descend slowly towards them, just as
though it understood her summons, and, when it had
reached the place where she stood, it remained motionless.
Then she took up little Ruth in her
arms, and stepped on to the cloud and sat down; and,
after arranging herself and Ruth quite comfortably,
she said something, which Ruth could not understand,
and then the cloud began to rise, moving as easily
as it had done before it came down from the sky.
While they were going up, Ruth was
amazed to see how the garden and the beloved tree
below became continually smaller and smaller; how,
by-and-by, she could only distinguish the house, and
how that became dimmer and dimmer, until it entirely
disappeared from her sight.
Then she turned towards the old woman,
and saw that her kind blue eyes lovingly regarded
her; and so she still more forgot the home below,
where, without doubt, her departure would pass unnoticed.
New objects began to attract her attention.
The cloud on which they sat did not, like the others,
just float over the earth, but it went proudly on,
and came among the stars, and constellations of stars,
and she saw how many were clustered together, and
no tongue could describe their beauty; and then the
deep blue was ever about her, and she saw it away
off in the distance, growing to a darker and darker
shade, until it became like the air of midnight; while
ever from its darkness shone out those immense stars,
and clusters of stars.
Then the most beautiful sight of all
was when some star glided past her, and shot afar
off into the dark blue beyond there was
such dazzling glory in it!
Sometimes they would be quite near
enough to the stars they passed to discern the people
who dwelt upon them, and she felt for them a friendship
at once, and only longed that she might go down and
tell them so.
The child had forgotten she was plain
and odd; she did not think to ask herself whether
the people on those bright stars, so beautiful and
happy, might not repulse her for her homeliness.
At last they did approach one bright
star, and Ruth saw, to her delight, that, when the
cloud had come down into a lovely garden, the old woman
stepped off from it, then took her up also, and placed
her on the ground. Then the cloud, which had
been their chariot (and a far better one it was than
ever king had to be drawn in), rose upward, and began
its gentle course in the sky.
When the old woman saw how Ruth looked
after it, she said to her:
“I use all the clouds in that
way, more or less, and all those about your earth
do many such a service while the people little dream
of it. In fact, every one there looks down upon
the ground too much; they have no idea of the goodly
things they would find if they searched upwards more.”
The old woman sighed as she said this.
Such a happy and pleasant looking old woman to have
sighed so deeply!
Then she took Ruth’s hand, and
led her towards her cottage, which was the most beautiful
thing you ever could imagine. Without, it had
the tints of the mother-of-pearl, while its framework
was of silver. The windows and doors were of
diamonds, and there sparkled from them continually
all the rich tints of the rainbow. Within, everything
was wrought of the finest silver, and the rooms were
hung, some in delicate blue silk, others in rose colors.
Ruth was entirely overwhelmed with
the beauty of the house, so much so, as
to stand still, looking at the things about her.
“You must be tired with your
long ride,” the woman said, “and I wish
you to rest well; for there are many things I will
show you. After you have rested, I will bring
you some food.”
And, with this, she put Ruth upon
a sofa, and made her lay quite down, to refresh herself
with sleep. But Ruth thought, in her heart, “Rest!
Does she think I can be tired, when I have been sitting
upon that soft cloud, looking at the wonderful stars?
How could I ever be either tired or hungry?”
But she said nothing aloud, for the charm of the old
woman’s presence hovered over her, and, as soon
as she closed her eyes, she fell into a soft and beautiful
slumber.
O the dreams Ruth dreamed then!
Strangely enough, she thought her father and mother,
as well as Grace and Jessie, were riding and playing
on clouds; and they were all so happy together, and
they seemed to love her very dearly; so that, in her
dream, she remembered nothing of their former neglect.
She dreamed how her father called her to him, and laid
his hand upon her head; and it was such a gentle
pressure, and it made her so happy, that she awoke, and
there really was a gentle hand upon her head, and
a soft kiss fell upon her lips, such a touch,
and such a kiss, as poor Ruth had scarce ever known
before, and which made her quickly twine her arms
around the old woman’s neck, and kiss her warmly.
Then the old woman put her in one
of the silver-wrought chairs, and put before her,
on plates sparkling with precious stones, soft, ripe
fruit, with a delicious flavor, such as she had never
before tasted. She could not help thinking how
glad Grace and Jessie would be to see such before
them; and so, as at that moment she looked up, and
saw the old woman smiling upon her, she took two of
the most beautiful and the largest of the fruit and
put them in her pocket, for she had no doubt but what,
at some time, all too soon, she should go back to
the earth.
When she had done this, and finished
her delicious repast, which, however, was slowly,
for she was so filled with delight, the old woman
bade her leave her chair, and come to her; upon which
she took her in her arms, and, looking lovingly down
upon her, said:
“My dear Ruth, I am going to
show you all the treasures which the children upon
the earth gather together, in order some time to take
with them to heaven. I call their treasures what
they love most in their hearts, and put into actions.
Everything they do or say is kept very carefully;
for one day they will want them. So you see they
cannot lose anything. Everything in nature, every
cloud that seems only leisurely floating in the sky,
is serving some purpose. And all that is done
below is borne up here.”
Ruth could not help thinking that
the old woman might show her some very beautiful and
some very curious things to keep; and in sorrow she
began to think what unpleasant things of her own were
treasured up, to be given back to her some day when
she least expected or desired them.
But the old woman said nothing about
Ruth’s things, but, taking her hand, led her
forth into the garden again.
“I am going to show you some
things there are here,” said her friend; “and
if they seem ridiculous to you, don’t laugh at
them. For my part, I think it sad children will
treasure up such miserable things.”
They had soon passed into the garden,
where Ruth saw the most delicate flowers she had ever
seen they were so tall, and nodded their
heads gayly to each other; but when she came to a
bed of violets white ones and blue, so
large, larger than she thought it was possible
for them to grow she stopped to gaze upon
them in complete admiration; the fragrance, too, was
delicious more so than those her brother
had, although those were very fine ones.
“Take some, my child,”
said the old woman, who watched her delight with a
kind smile. So down upon her knees she dropped,
and took them, and she could not help thinking how
beautiful and lovely a smile would fall upon her from
her mother’s face, as she gave them to her.
So the violets, too, were carefully laid in her pocket
for her mother.
Then they passed out from the garden,
and came to a gray house; withered flowers lay about
it, while briers and nettle-bushes clung to its walls;
but, worse than all this, there came forth from the
house angry, hateful words, and noises of a mad strife.
Ruth feared to pass this place, and clung closely
to the old woman’s side.
“Here,” said the old woman,
kindly putting her arm around Ruth, “are kept
all those angry words which children speak to each
other and their friends; all their little fretful
words when they are impatient, and which they will
never wish to see again, but which, alas! will be given
back to them at a most unwelcome time.”
Then they went on to another house,
the walls of which were black, and not a green thing
grew about it.
“There,” said the old
woman, “are the treasures of those children who
care most for themselves, and do not think of others’
pleasures. Those things which they have so loved
are kept carefully for them; but they will only tell
them of what they have done for themselves.”
So she opened the door, and Ruth looked in. There
was such a medley of things! Candies of gay colors,
nice waxen dolls, a great many broken toys, nice fruit,
and, indeed, I could not begin to tell you of all Ruth
saw there. There had come, too, a mould upon
many of the things, so many of them had grown tarnished;
and a bad stench rose from some fruit which had been
there a long time.
“You see, my child,” said
the old woman, as she locked up the door, “these
things cannot be preserved to look so brightly as when
they were first brought here; they all grow rotten;
and I cannot prevent the worms creeping in to corrupt
them.”
Then they met some very black-looking
clouds, loaded with things like those Ruth had seen
in the two houses, and they were put in with the rest.
“Alas,” she sighed, “that
the children will send up these things!”
Ruth rejoiced to see that, with quick
step, her kind guide passed by many more such houses;
for they terrified her. She feared she might
hear, if she listened well, some complaint she had
uttered, or should see some tarnished toy which she
had selfishly treasured. No wonder she liked
to hasten by the houses!
Then they passed away from the dreary
desert places where black houses were, into beautiful
plains where the grass was mingled with bright and
lovely flowers, and rivulets gracefully flowed along;
and here were lovely temples, shining with precious
stones, so that Ruth clapped her hands at beholding
them. “Here,” said the old woman,
“are more beautiful treasures, which are my
great glory and delight.”
She showed Ruth one, round which the
whitest blossoms grew among green leaves, in which
were treasured all the smiles ever given to comfort
people who had grief in their heart; and these smiles
shed about the whole temple a light like a halo of
glory.
In another were the soft, loving words
which many children had given others, poorer and lowlier
than themselves, to encourage their weak hearts; words
which they had given and forgotten, but which had yet
been carefully gathered up, and put in this temple.
From this temple a low sound of sweet music rose,
which filled Ruth’s heart with a perfect peace,
as if she had found everything she could ever desire.
In another temple yet were all the
words of love, which children express and feel in
their hearts to each other. From this temple proceeded
louder tones, but yet those of sweetest harmony.
In another, all the gentle, loving
words ever whispered to the animals.
“I prize these highly,” said the old woman.
“It is very strange,”
said she, looking upon the temples, “that I find
these precious treasures thrown about very carelessly
upon the earth. The children never dream of their
worth, and were I not always ready there, some would
be lost. But remember, Ruth, none are suffered
to be lost; and so, when the children to whom these
belong are going into heaven, they shall find there
many a treasure they did not dream of possessing.
Thus shall the treasures they had forgotten grow brighter
and brighter, while others they had perhaps remembered
have grown corrupted and vain!”
At these words, Ruth longed to lay
many treasures in the temples, and she heard a song,
which the different tones of the temple formed in the
air. It melted her heart with its divine harmony.
“O,” cried Ruth “could
I but sing such a song to my father! he who loves
songs so well. What joy it would be to him!”
“And would you patiently sing
the song though he thanked you not?” asked the
old woman.
“I desire him only to hear it,”
replied Ruth; and at that moment the power came to
her, and such a song poured from her throat!
She was so enchanted! But, when
glancing in the brook, she saw her own figure so lit
up with beauty as scarcely to be able to recognize
it. The old woman saw her amazement, and replied
to it:
“I will send you back to your
home that you may sing this song to your father; and
remember, little Ruth, that beauty only is worthy to
have which proceeds from the sweetness of thy words
and the loveliness of thy smile. In heaven thou
mayst be as lovely as thou wilt. Send up, then,
fit treasures for the temple, and they will be kept
safely until thou needest them.”
Then, as the tones of the old woman’s
voice died away, Ruth found herself in the garden
again, near her mother’s house, and, had it not
been for the fruit and bunch of violets in her pocket,
she would have believed it a dream; but, when she
went into the house, and gave Grace and Jessie the
peaches, and her mother the big, beautiful violets,
and began doing all sorts of kind things for every
one, she felt how very real it all had been.
And then, too, she would sing that beautiful song
she had heard in the old woman’s star, and her
father, delighted, caught her up in his arms, kissing
her again and again.
Ruth did not forget what the old woman
had told her how she might bring the beauty
of heaven about her form; and when she grew up people
loved her, and said, “I would rather look like
Ruth, to smile and speak like her, than to have the
brightest hair and bluest eyes of any court beauty.”