Sometimes a troop of damsels glad
Sometimes a curly shepherd lad,
Or long-haired page in crimson clad,
Goes by to towered Camelot;
And sometimes, through the mirror blue,
The knights come riding two and two.
She hath no loyal knight and true
The Lady of Shalott.
TENNYSON.
’Oakstead, Octh, 1847.
’My Dear Aunt, I
find that Fitzjocelyn is writing to you, but I think
you will wish for a fuller account of him than can
be obtained from his own letters. Indeed, I
should be much obliged if you would kindly exercise
your influence to persuade him that he is not in a
condition to be imprudent with impunity. Sir
Miles Oakstead was absolutely shocked to see the alteration
in his appearance, as well as in his spirits; and
although both our kind host and hostess are most solicitous
on his account, it happens unfortunately that they
are at this juncture quite alone, so that he is without
companions of his own age. I must not, however,
alarm you. The fact is, that circumstances have
occurred which, though he has acted in the most exemplary
manner, have harassed and distressed him a good deal,
and his health suffers from the difficulty of taking
sufficient exercise. James will triumph when
he hears that I regret having shortened his stay by
the sea-side; for neither the place nor the weather
seems to agree with him: he has had a recurrence
of wakeful nights, and is very languid. Poor
boy! yesterday he wandered out alone in the rain,
lost his way, and came home so fatigued that he slept
for three hours on the sofa, but to-day he seems better has
more colour, and has been less silent. We go
to Leffingham Castle from Monday till Thursday, when
I shall take him to London for Hastings to decide
whether it be fit for him to return to Christchurch
after the vacation, according to his own most anxious
wish. With my love to Mary Ponsonby and her daughter,
and best remembrances to James,
’Your
affectionate nephew,
‘ORMERSFIELD.’
The same envelope contained another
letter of many sheets, beginning in a scrawl:
’Scene Rose-coloured
Pastor’s Nest. Tables, chairs, books, papers,
despatch-boxes. The two ex-ministers writing
and consulting. Viscount F. looking on like a
colt running beside its parent at plough, thinking
that harness leaves deep marks, and that he does not
like the furrow.
’October 13th, 1847. That
correct date must be a sign that he is getting into
harness.
’Well, dear Aunt Kitty, to make
a transition from the third to the first person, like
Mrs. Norris, you have in this short scene an epitome
of the last fortnight. Lady Oakstead is an honourable
matron, whom I pity for having me in her way; a man
unable to be got rid of by the lawful exercises of
shooting and riding, and with a father always consulting
her about him, and watching every look and movement,
till the blood comes throbbing to my temples by the
mere attraction of his eyes. To be watched into
a sense of impatience and ingratitude, is a trial
of life for which one is not prepared. My father
and Sir Miles are very busy; I hang here an anomaly,
sitting with them as being less in their way than
in Lady Oakstead’s, and wondering what I shall
be twenty years hence. I am sick of the only
course of life that will content my father, and I
can see no sunshine likely to brighten it. But,
at least, no one’s happiness is at stake but
my own. Here is a kind, cordial letter from
Lady Conway, pressing me to join her at Scarborough,
make expeditions, &c. My father is in such a
state about me, that I believe I could get his consent
to anything, but I suppose it would not be fair, and
I have said nothing to him as yet. On Monday
we go to Leffingham, which, I hear, is formality itself.
After that, more state visits, unless I can escape
to Oxford. My father fancies me not well enough;
but pray unite all the forces of the Terrace to impress
that nothing else will do me any good. Dragging
about in this dreary, heartless way is all that ails
me, and reading for my degree would be the best cure.
I mean to work hard for honours, and, if possible,
delude myself with hopes of success. Work is
the need. Here, there is this one comfort.
There is no one to talk to, no birds in last year’s
nest, sons absent, daughters disposed of, but, unluckily,
the Pastoress, under a mistaken sense of kindness,
has asked the Vicar’s son to walk with me, and
he is always lying in wait, an Ensign in
a transition state between the sheepish schoolboy and
the fast man, with an experience of three months of
depot. Having roused him from the pristine form,
I regret the alternative.
’Did I ever write so savage
a letter? Don’t let it vex you, or I won’t
send it. What a bull! There is such a delectable
Scotch mist, that no one will suspect me of going
out; and I shall actually cheat the Ensign, and get
a walk in solitude to hearten me for the dismal state
dinner party of the evening.
’October 14th. Is
it in the book of fate that I should always treat
this rose-coloured pastor like a carrion crow?
I have done it again! And it has but brought
out more of my father’s marvellous kindness and
patience.
’I plunged into the Scotch mist
unsuspected and unpursued. The visible ebullition
of discontent had so much disgusted me that I must
needs see whether anything could be done with it,
and fairly face the matter, as I can only do in a
walk. Pillow counsel is feverish and tumultuous;
one is hardly master of oneself. The soft, cool,
mist-laden air, heavy but incense-breathing, was a
far more friendly adjunct in the quiet decay of nature mournful,
but not foul nor corrupt, because man had not spoilt
it. It suited me better than a sunny, glaring
day, such as I used to revel in, and the brightness
of which, last spring, made me pine to be in the free
air. Such days are past with me; I had better
know that they are, and not strive after them.
Personal happiness is the lure, not the object, in
this world. I have my Northwold home, and I
am beginning to see that my father’s comfort
depends on me as I little imagined, and sufficiently
to sweeten any sacrifice. So I have written
to refuse Scarborough, for there is no use in trying
to combine two things, pleasing my father and myself.
I wish the determination may last; but mine have
never been good for much, and you must help me.
’Neither thinking nor fog conduced
to seeing where I was going; and when my ankle began
to give out, and I was going to turn, I ran into a
hedge, which, looming through the mist, I had been
taking for a fine range of distant mountains rather
my way of dealing with other objects. Being
without a horse on whose neck to lay the reins, I could
only coast the hedge, hoping it might lead me back
to Oakstead Park, which I had abandoned in my craving
for space and dread of being dogged by the Ensign.
But the treacherous hedge led me nowhere but to a
horsepond; and when I had struggled out of the adjacent
mire, and attained a rising ground, I could only see
about four yards square of bare down, all the rest
being grey fog. Altogether, the scene was worth
something. I heard what I thought the tinkling
of a sheep bell through the cloud, which dulled the
sound like cotton wool; I pursued the call, when anon,
the veil began to grow thin, and revealed, looking
just like a transparency, a glimpse of a little village
in a valley almost under my feet, trees, river, church-spire
and all, and the bell became clearer, and showed me
what kind of flock it was meant for. I turned
that way, and had just found a path leading down the
steep, when down closed the cloud a natural
dissolving view leaving me wondering whether
it had been mirage or imagination, till presently,
the curtain drew up in earnest. Out came, not
merely form, but colour, as I have seen a camera clear
itself blue sky, purple hills, russet and
orange woods, a great elm green picked out with yellow,
a mass of brown oaks, a scarlet maple, a beech grove,
skirting a brilliant water meadow, with a most reflective
stream running through it, and giving occasion for
a single arched bridge, and a water mill, with a wheel
draperied with white foam; two swans disporting on
the water (I would not declare they were not geese),
a few cottony flakes of mist hanging over damp corners,
the hill rising green, with the bright whitewashed
cottages of this district, on the side a rich, red,
sandstone-coloured church, late architecture, tower
rather mouldering all the more picturesque;
churchyard, all white headstones and ochreous sheep,
surmounted by a mushroom-shaped dark yew tree, railed
in with intensely white rails, the whole glowing in
the parting coup-de-soleil of a wet
day, every tear of every leaf glistening, and everything
indescribably lustrous. It is a picture that
one’s mental photograph ought to stamp for life,
and the cheering and interest it gave, no one but you
can understand. I wished for you, I know.
It looks so poor in words.
’After the service, I laid hold
of the urchin whose hearty stare had most reminded
me of Tom Madison, and gave him a shilling to guide
me back to Oakstead, a wise measure, for down came
the cloud, blotting all out like the Castle of St.
John, and by the time I came home, it was pitch dark
and raining hard, and my poor father was imagining
me at the foot of another precipice. I was hoping
to creep up in secret, but they all came out, fell
upon me, Lady Oakstead sent me tea, and ordered me
to rest; and so handsomely did I obey, that when next
I opened my eyes, and saw my father waiting, as I
thought, for me to go down to dinner with him, I found
he had just come up after the ladies had quitted the
dining-room. So kind and so little annoyed did
he seem, that I shook myself, to be certified that
I had broken no more bones, but it was all sheer forbearance
and consideration enough to go to one’s
heart when it was the very thing to vex
him most. With great penitence, I went down,
and the first person I encountered was the very curate
I had seen in my misterious village, much as
if he had walked out of a story book. On fraternizing,
I found him to be a friend of Holdsworth. Lady
Oakstead is going to take me, this afternoon, to see
his church, &c., thoroughly; and behold, I learn from
him that she is a notable woman for doing good in
her parish, never so happy as in trotting to cottages,
though her good deeds are always in the background.
Thereupon, I ventured to attack her this morning on
cottage garniture, and obtained the very counsel I
wanted about ovens and piggeries, we began to get
on together, and she is to put me up to all manner
of information that I want particularly. I must
go now, not to keep her waiting, never mind the first
half of my letter I have no time to cancel
it now. I find my father wants to put in a note:
don’t believe a word that he says, for I am
much better to-day, body and mind.
Goosey, goosey gander,
Where shall we wander,
Anywhere, everywhere, to remain still
’Your
most affectionate,
‘FITS
GOSLING.’
Dear Aunt Kitty! One of her
failings was never to be able to keep a letter to
herself. She fairly cried over her boy’s
troubles; and Mrs. Ponsonby would not have known whether
to laugh or cry but for James’s doleful predictions,
which were so sentimental as to turn even his grandmother
to the laughing party, and left him no sympathizer
but Mary, who thought it very hard and cruel to deride
Louis when he was trying so earnestly to be good and
suffering so much. Why should they all Aunt
Catharine herself be merry over his thinking
the spring-days of his life past away, and trying
so nobly and patiently to resign himself?
‘It is the way of the world,
Mary,’ said James. ’People think
they are laughing at the mistaking a flock of sheep
for the army of Pentapolin of the naked arm, when
they are really sneering at the lofty spirit taking
the weaker side. They involve the sublime temper
in the ridiculous accident, and laugh both alike to
scorn.’
‘Not mamma and Aunt Catharine,’
said Mary. ’Besides, is not half the harm
in the world done by not seeing where the sublime is
invaded by the ridiculous?’
‘I see nothing ridiculous in
the matter,’ said James. ’His father
has demanded an unjustifiable sacrifice. Fitzjocelyn
yields and suffers.’
’I do believe Lord Ormersfield
must relent; you see how pleased he is, saying that
Louis’s conduct is exemplary.’
‘He would sacrifice a dozen sons to one prejudice!’
’Perhaps Miss Conway will overcome
the prejudice. I am sure, if he thinks Louis’s
conduct exemplary, Louis must have the sort of happiness
he used to wish for most, and his father would do his
very best to gratify him.’
That sentence was Mary’s cheval
de bataille in her discussions with James,
who could never be alone with her without broaching
the subject. The two cousins often walked together
during James’s month at Northwold. The
town church was not very efficiently served, and was
only opened in the morning and late evening on Sundays,
without any afternoon prayers, and James was often
in the habit of walking to Ormersfield church for
the three o’clock service, and asking Mary to
join him. Their return was almost always occupied
in descriptions of Miss Conway’s perfections,
and Mary learnt to believe that two beings, evidently
compounded of every creature’s best, must be
destined for each other.
‘How well it is,’ she
thought, ’that I did not stand in the way.
Oh! how unhappy and puzzled I should be now.
How thankful I am that dear mamma understood all
for us so well! How glad I am that Louis is
waiting patiently, not doing anything self-willed.
As long as his father says he is exemplary, it must
make one happy, and mamma will convince Lord Ormersfield.
It will all turn out well; and how delightful it
will be to see him quite happy and settled!’
Mary and her mother had by this time
taken root at Dynevor Terrace, and formed an integral
part of the inhabitants. Their newspaper went
the round of the houses, their name was sent to the
Northwold book-club and enrolled among the subscribers
to local charities, and Miss Mercy Faithfull found
that their purse and kitchen would bear deeper hauls
than she could in general venture upon. Mary
was very happy, working under her, and was a welcome
and cheerful visitor to the many sick, aged, and sorrowful
to whom she introduced her.
If Mary could only have induced Aunt
Melicent to come and see with her own eyes, to know
Mrs. Frost and the Faithfull sisters, and, above all,
to see mamma in her own house, she thought one of her
most eager wishes would have been fulfilled.
But invite as she and her mother might, they could
not move Miss Ponsonby from Bryanstone Square.
Railroads and country were both her dread; and she
was not inclined, to overcome her fears on behalf
of a sister-in-law whom she forgave, but could not
love.
‘You must give it up, my dear,’
said Mrs. Ponsonby. ’I let the time for
our amalgamation pass. Melicent and I were not
tolerant of each other. Since she has given
you back to me, I can love and respect her as I never
did before; but a little breach in youth becomes too
wide in age for either repentance or your affection,
my dear, to be able to span it.’
Mary saw what a relief it was that
the invitations were not accepted, and though she
was disappointed, she blamed herself for having wished
otherwise. Tranquillity was such a boon to that
wearied spirit, each day was so much gain that went
by without the painful, fluttered look of distress,
and never had Mrs. Ponsonby had so much quiet enjoyment
with her daughter and her aunt. Mary was perfectly
contented in seeing her better, and had no aims beyond
the present trivial, commonplace life, with so many
to help by little ordinary services, and her mother
serene and comfortable. Placid, and yet active,
she went busily through the day, and did not forget
the new pleasures to which Louis had opened her mind.
She took up his books without a pang, and would say,
briskly and unblushingly, to her mother, how strange
it was that before she had been with him, she had
never liked at all, what she now cared for so much.
The winter portended no lack of excitement.
Miss Faithfull’s rooms were engaged.
When Miss Mercy ran in breathless to Mrs. Frost with
the tidings, she little knew what feelings were excited;
the hope and fear, the doubt and curiosity; the sense
of guilt towards the elder nephew, in not preventing
what she could not prevent, the rejoicing on behalf
of the younger nephew; the ladylike scorn of the motives
that brought the lodgers; yet the warm feeling towards
what was dear to Louis and admired by Jem.
What a flapping and battering of carpets
on the much-enduring stump! What furious activity
of Martha! What eager help of little Charlotte,
who was in a perfect trepidation of delight at the
rumour that a real beauty, fit for a heroine, was
coming! What trotting hither and thither of
Miss Mercy! What netting of blinds and stitching
of chintz by Miss Salome! What envy and contempt
on the part of other landladies on hearing that Miss
Faithfull’s apartments were engaged for the whole
winter! What an anxious progress was Miss Mercy’s,
when she conducted Mrs. Frost and Mary to a final
inspection! and what was her triumph when Mary, sitting
down on the well-stuffed arm-chair, pronounced that
people who would not come there did not understand
what comfort was.
Every living creature gazed Mrs.
Frost through her blind, Mary behind her hydrangea
in the balcony, Charlotte from her attic window, when
the lodgers disembarked in full force two
ladies, two children, one governess, three maids,
two men, two horses, one King Charles’s spaniel!
Let it be what it might, it was a grand windfall for
the Miss Faithfulls.
Mary’s heart throbbed as the
first carriage thundered upon the gravel, and a sudden
swelling checked her voice as she was about to exclaim
‘There she is!’ when the second lady emerged,
and moved up the garden path. She was veiled
and mantled; but accustomed as was Mary’s eye
to the Spanish figure and walk, the wonderful grace
of movement and deportment struck her as the very
thing her eye had missed ever since she left Peru.
What the rest of the strangers were like, she knew
not; she had only eyes for the creature who had won
Louis’s affection, and doubtless deserved it,
as all else that was precious.
‘So they are come, Charlotte,’
said Mrs. Frost, as the maiden demurely brought in
the kettle.
‘Yes, ma’am;’ and
stooping to put the kettle on, and growing carnation-coloured
over the fire. ’Oh, ma’am, I never
saw such a young lady. She is all one as the
king’s sister in The Lord of the Isles!’
While the object of all this enthusiasm
was arriving at the Terrace, she was chiefly conscious
that Sir Roland was sinking down on the ramparts of
Acre, desperately wounded in the last terrible siege;
and she was considering whether palmer or minstrel
should carry the tidings of his death to Adeline.
It was her refuge from the unpleasant feelings, with
which she viewed the experiment of the Northwold baths
upon Louisa’s health. As the carriage stopped,
she cast one glance at the row of houses, they struck
her as dreary and dilapidated; she drew her mantle
closer, shivered, and walked into the house.
’Small rooms, dingy furniture-that is mamma’s
affair,’ passed through her mind, as she made
a courteous acknowledgment of Miss Mercy’s greeting,
and stood by the drawing-room fire. ’Roland
slowly awoke from his swoon; a white-robed old man,
with a red eight-pointed cross on his breast, was
bending over him. He knew himself to be in I
can’t remember which tower the Hospitallers
defended. I wonder whether Marianne can find
the volume of Vertot.’
‘Isabel, Isabel!’ shrieked
Virginia, who, with Louisa, had been roaming everywhere,
‘here is a discovery in the school-room!
Come!’
It was an old framed print of a large
house, as much of a sham castle as the nature of things
would permit; and beneath were the words ‘Cheveleigh,
the seat of Roland Dynevor, Esquire.’
‘There!’ cried Virginia;
’you see it is a castle, a dear old feudal castle!
Think of that, Isabel! Why, it is as good as
seeing Sir Roland himself, to have seen Mr. Dynevor
Frost disinherited. Oh! if his name were only
Roland, instead of that horrid James!’
‘His initials are J. R.,’
said Isabel. ‘It is a curious coincidence.’
‘It only wants an Adeline to
have the castle now,’ said Louisa. ’Oh!
there shall be an heiress, and she shall be beautiful,
and he shan’t go crusading he shall
marry her.’
The sisters had not been aware that
the school-room maid, who had been sent on to prepare,
was busy unpacking in a corner of the room. ’They
say, Miss Louisa,’ she interposed, ’that
Mr. Frost is going to be married to a great heiress his
cousin, Miss Ponsonby, at N.’
Isabel requited the forwardness by
silently leaving the room with the sisters, and Virginia
apologized for not having been more cautious than
to lead to such subjects. ‘It is all gossip,’
she said, angrily; ’Mr. Dynevor would never
marry for money.’
‘Nay, let us find in her an Adeline,’
said Isabel.
The next day, Miss Mercy had hurried
into N, to declare that the ladies were all that
was charming, but that their servants gave themselves
airs beyond credence, especially the butler, who played
the guitar, and insisted on a second table; when there
was a peal of the bell, and Mary from her post of
observation ’really believed it was Lady Conway
herself;’ whereupon Miss Mercy, without listening
to persuasions, popped into the back drawing room
to effect her retreat.
Lady Conway was all eagerness and
cordiality, enchanted to renew her acquaintance, venturing
so early a call in hopes of prevailing on Mrs. Ponsonby
to come out with her to take a drive. She conjured
up recollections of Mary’s childhood, declared
that she looked to her for drawing Isabel out, and
was extremely kind and agreeable. Mary thought
her delightful, with something of Louis’s charm
of manner; and Mrs. Ponsonby believed it no acting,
for Lady Conway was sincerely affable and affectionate,
with great warmth and kindness, and might have been
all that was excellent, had she started into life with
a different code of duty.
So there was to be an intimacy.
For Fitzjocelyn’s sake, as well as for the
real good-nature of the advances, Mrs. Ponsonby would
not shrink back more than befitted her self-respect.
Of that quality she had less than Mrs. Frost, who,
with her innate punctilious spirit, avoided all favours
or patronage. It was curious to see the gentle
old lady fire up with all the dignity of the Pendragons,
at the least peril of incurring an obligation, and,
though perfectly courteous, easy, and obliging, she
contrived to keep at a greater distance than if she
had been mistress of Cheveleigh. There, she
would have remembered that both she and Lady Conway
were aunts to Louis; at Northwold, her care was to
become beholden for nothing that she could not repay.
Lady Conway did her best, when driving
out with Mrs. Ponsonby, to draw her into confidence.
There were tender reminiscences from her heart of
poor sweet Louisa, tearful inquiries respecting her
last weeks, certainties that Mrs. Ponsonby had been
of great use to her; for, poor darling, she had been
thoughtless so much to turn her head.
There was cause for regret in their own education there
was then so much less attention to essentials.
Lady Conway could not have borne to bring up her
own girls as she herself and her sisters had grown
up; she had chosen a governess who made religion the
first object, and she was delighted to see them all
so attached to her; she had never had any fears of
their being too serious people had learnt
to be reasonable now, did not insist on the impracticable,
did not denounce moderate gaieties, as had once been
done to the alarm of poor Louisa.
Sweetest Louisa’s son!
She could not speak too warmly of him, and she declared
herself highly gratified by Mr. Mansell’s opinion
of his modesty, attention, and good sense. Mr.
Mansell was an excellent judge, he had such as opinion
of Lord Ormersfield’s public character.
And, at a safe interval, she mentioned
the probability that Beauchastel might be settled
on Isabel, if she should marry so as to please Mr.
Mansell: he cared for connexion more than for
wealth; if he had a weakness, it was for rank.
Mrs. Ponsonby thought it fair that
the Earl should be aware of these facts. He
smiled ironically.
He left his card with his sister-in-law,
and, to have it over while Louis was safe at Oxford,
invited the party to spend a day at Ormersfield, with
Mrs. Frost to entertain them. He was far too
considerate of the feelings that he attributed to the
Ponsonbys to ask them to come; and as three out of
the six in company were more or less in a state of
haughtiness and coolness, Lady Conway’s graces
failed entirely; and poor innocent Virginia and Louisa
protested that they had never spent so dull a day,
and that they could not believe their cousin Fitzjocelyn
could belong to such a tiresome place.
Isabel, who had undergone more dull
days than they had, contrived to get through it by
torturing Adeline with utter silence of all tidings
from the East, and by a swarm of suitors, with the
fantastic Viscount foremost. She never was awake
from her dream until Mr. Holdsworth came to dinner,
and was so straightforward and easy that he thawed
every one.
Afterwards, he never failed to return
an enthusiastic reply to the question that all the
neighbourhood were asking each other namely,
whether they had seen Miss Conway.
No one was a more devoted admirer
than the Lady of Eschalott, whose webs had a bad chance
when there was one glimpse of Miss Conway to be obtained
from the window, and the vision of whose heart was
that Mrs. Martha might some day let her stand in the
housemaid’s closet, to behold her idol issue
forth in the full glory of an evening dress a
thing Charlotte had read of, but never seen anything
nearer to it than Miss Walby coming to tea, and her
own Miss Clara in the scantiest of all white muslins.
But Mrs. Martha was in an unexampled
state of vixenish crossness, and snapped venomously
at mild Mrs. Beckett for the kindest offers of sparing
Charlotte to assist her in her multiplied labours.
She seemed to be running after time all day long,
with five dinners and teas upon her hands, poor woman,
and allowing herself not the slightest relaxation,
except to rush in for a few seconds to N, to indulge
herself by inveighing against the whole of the fine
servants; and yet she was so proud of having lodgers
at all, that she hated them for nothing so much as
for threatening to go away.
The object of her bitterest invectives
was the fastidious butler, Mr. Delaford, who by her
account could do nothing for himself, grudged her
mistresses their very sitting-room, drank wine with
the ladies’ maids like a gentleman, and ordered
fish for the second table; talked of having quitted
a duke, and submitting to live with Lady Conway because
he compassionated unprotected females, and my Lady
was dependent on him for the care of Sir Walter in
the holidays. To crown his offences, he never
cleaned his own plate, but drew sketches and played
the guitar! Moreover, Mrs. Martha had her notions
that he was making that sickly Frenchified maid of
Miss Conway’s much too fond of him; and as to
his calling himself Mr. Delaford why, Mrs.
Martha had a shrewd suspicion that he was some kin
to her first cousin’s brother-in-law’s
shopman’s wife in Tottenham-court-road, whose
name she knew was Ford, and who had been picked out
of a gutter! The establishment of such a fact
appeared as if it would be the triumph of Mrs. Martha’s
life. In the meantime, she more than hinted
that she would wear herself to the bone rather than
let Charlotte Arnold into the house; and Jane, generally
assenting, though seldom going all lengths, used to
divert the conversation by comparisons with Mr. Frampton’s
politeness and consideration. He never came
to N to give trouble, only to help.
The invectives produced on Charlotte’s
mind an effect the reverse of what was intended.
Mr. Delaford, a finer gentleman than Mr. Frampton
and Mr. Poynings, must be a wonder of nature.
The guitar redolent of serenades and Spanish
cloaks oh! but once to see and hear it!
The very rudeness of Mrs. Martha’s words, so
often repeated, gave her a feeling in favour of their
object. She had known Mrs. Martha unjust before.
Poor Tom! if he had only been a Spaniard, he would
have sung about the white dove his pretty
thought in a serenade, but then he might
have poignarded Mr. James in his passion, which would
have been less agreeable she supposed he
had forgotten her long ago and so much the
better!
It was a Sunday evening. Every
one was gone to church except Charlotte, who was left
to keep house. Though November, it was not cold,
the day had been warm and showery, and the full moon
had risen in the most glorious brightness, riding
in a sky the blue of which looked almost black by
contrast with her brilliancy. Charlotte stood
at the back door, gazing at the moon walking in brightness,
and wandered into the garden, to enjoy what to her
was beyond all other delights, reading Gessner’s
Death of Abel by moonlight. There was quite sufficient
light, even if she had not known the idyll almost by
heart; and in a trance of dreamy, undefined delight,
she stood beside the dark ivy-covered wall, each leaf
glistening in the moonbeams, which shed a subdued
pearliness over her white apron and collar, paled but
gave a shadowy refinement to her features, and imparted
a peculiar soft golden gloss to the fair braids of
hair on her modest brow.
A sound of opening the back gate made
her give one of her violent starts; but before she
could spring into the shelter of the house, she was
checked by the civil words, ’I beg your pardon,
I was mistaken I took this for N.’
‘Three doors off ’
began Charlotte, discovering, with a shy thrill of
surprise and pleasure, that she had been actually accosted
by the great Mr. Delaford; and the moonlight, quite
as becoming to him as to her, made him an absolute
Italian count, tall, dark, pale, and whiskered.
He did not go away at once, he lingered, and said softly,
’I perceive that you partake my own predilection
for the moonlight hour.’
Charlotte would have been delighted,
had it not been a great deal harder to find an answer
than if the old Lord had asked her a question; but
she simpered and blushed, which probably did just as
well. Mr. Delaford supposed she knew the poet’s
lines
‘How sweet the
moonlight sleeps on yonder bank ’
‘Oh yes, sir so sweet!’
exclaimed the Lady of Eschalott, under her breath,
though yonder bank was only represented by the chequer-work
of Mrs. Ponsonby’s latticed trellis; and Mr.
Delaford proceeded to quote the whole passage, in
a deep mellow voice, but with a great deal of affectation;
and Charlotte gasped, ‘So beautiful!’
‘I perceive that you have a
fine taste for poetry,’ said Mr. Delaford, so
graciously, that Charlotte presumed to say, ’Oh,
sir! is it true that you can play the guitar?’
He smiled upon her tone of veneration,
and replied, ’a trifle a little instrumental
melody was a great resource. If his poor performance
would afford her any gratification, he would fetch
his guitar.’
’Oh, sir thank you a
psalm-tune, perhaps. It is Sunday if
you would be so kind.’
He smiled superciliously as he regretted
that his music was not of that description, and Charlotte
felt ready to sink into the earth at the indignity
she had done the guitar in forgetting that it could
accompany anything but such songs as Valancourt sang
to Emily. She begged his pardon humbly; and
he declared that he had a great respect for a lady’s
scruples, and should be happy to meet her another evening.
’If Mrs. Beckett would allow her,’ said
Charlotte, overpowered with gratitude: ‘there
would be the moon full to-morrow how delightful!’
He could spare a short interval between the dinner
and the tea; and with this promise he took leave.
Honest little Charlotte told Mrs.
Beckett the whole story, and all her eager wishes
for to-morrow evening; and Jane sighed and puzzled
herself, and knew it would make Martha very angry,
but could not help being goodnatured. Jane had
a great deference for Martha’s strong, rough
character; but then Martha had never lived in a great
house, and did not know ‘what was what,’
nor the difference between ‘low people’
and upper servants. So Jane acted chaperon as
far as her easy discretion went, and had it to say
to her own conscience, and to the angry Martha, that
he never said one word that need offend any young
woman.
There was a terrible storm below-stairs
in the House Beautiful at the idea of Delaford taking
up with Mrs. Frost’s little kitchen-maid Delaford,
the lady’s-maid killer par excellence, wherever
Lady Conway went, and whose coquetries whitened the
cheeks of Miss Conway’s poor Marianne, the object
of his attentions whenever he had no one else in view.
He had not known Charlotte to be a kitchen-maid when
he first beheld her, and her fair beauty and retiring
grace had had full scope, assisted by her veneration
for himself; and now the scorn of the grand Mrs. Fanshawe,
and the amusement of teasing Marianne, only made him
the more bent on patronizing ‘the little rustic,’
as he called her. He was deferential to Mrs.
Beckett, who felt herself in her element in discussing
plate, china, and large establishments with him; and
he lent books, talked poetry, and played the guitar
to Charlotte, and even began to take her portrait,
with her mouth all on one side.
Delaford was an admirable servant,
said the whole Conway family; he was trusted as entirely
as he represented, and Lady Conway often gave him
charge over her son in sports and expeditions beyond
ladies’ management: he was, in effect,
nearly the ruler of the household, and never allowed
his lady to go anywhere if he did not approve.
If it had not been for the ‘little rustic’s’
attractions, perhaps he might have made strong demonstrations
against the House Beautiful. Little did Miss
Faithfull know the real cause of her receiving or retaining
her lodgers.