For better far than passion’s
glow,
Or aught of worldly choice,
To listen His own will to know,
And, listening, hear his voice.
The Angel of Marriage REV.
I. WILLIAMS.
The friendships that grew up out of
sight were far more effective than anything that Lady
Conway could accomplish on the stage. Miss King
and the Miss Faithfulls found each other out at once,
and the governess was entreated to knock at the door
at the bottom of the stairs whenever her pupils could
spare her.
Then came eager wishes from her pupils
to be admitted to the snuggery, and they were invited
to see the curiosities. Isabel believed the
‘very good’ was found, and came with her
sisters. She begged to be allowed to help in
their parish work, under Miss Mercy Faithfull’s
guidance; and Sir Roland stood still, while she fancied
she was learning to make little frocks, but really
listening to their revelations of so new a world.
She went out with Miss Mercy she undertook
a class and a district, and began to be happier than
ever before; though how much of the absolute harder
toil devolved on Miss King, neither she nor the governess
understood.
This led to intercourse with Mary
Ponsonby; and Isabel was a very different person in
that homely, friendly parlour, from the lofty, frigid
Miss Conway of the drawing-room. Cold hauteur
melted before Mary’s frank simplicity, and they
became friends as fast as two ladies could beyond
the age of romantic plunges, where on one side there
was good-will without enthusiasm, on the other enthusiasm
and reserve. They called each other ‘Miss
Conway’ and ‘Miss Ponsonby,’ and
exchanged no family secrets; but they were, for all
that, faster friends than young ladies under twenty
might imagine.
One winter’s day, the crisp,
exhilarating frost had lured them far along the high
road beyond Mr. Calcott’s park palings, talking
over Isabel’s favourite theme, what to wish
for her little brother, when the sound of a large
clock striking three made Isabel ask where she was.
‘It was the stable clock at
Ormersfield,’ said Mary, ’did you not know
we were on that road?’
‘No, I did not.’
And Isabel would have turned, but Mary begged her
to take a few steps up the lane, that they might see
how Lord Fitzjocelyn’s new cottages looked.
Isabel complied, and added, after a pause, ‘Are
you one of Lord Fitzjocelyn’s worshippers?’
‘I should not like to worship
any one,’ said Mary, looking straightforward.
’I am very fond of him, because I have known
him all my life. And he is so good!’
’Then I think I may consider
you exempt! It is the only fault I have to find
with Northwold. You are the only person who does
not rave about him the only person who
has not mentioned his name.’
‘Have I not? I think that was very unkind
of me ’
‘Very kind to me,’ said Isabel.
‘I meant, to him,’ said
Mary, blushing; ’if you thought that I did not
think most highly of him ’
’Don’t go on! I
was just going to trust to you for a calm, dispassionate
statement of his merits, and I shall soon lose all
my faith in you.’
‘My mother ’
began Mary; but just then Lord Ormersfield came forth
from one of the cottages, and encountered the young
ladies. He explained that Fitzjocelyn was coming
home next week, and he had come to see how his last
orders had been executed, since Frampton and the carpenter
had sometimes chosen to think for themselves.
He was very anxious that all should be right, and,
after a few words, revealed a perplexity about ovens
and boilers, in which Mary’s counsel would be
invaluable. So, with apologies and ceremonies
to Miss Conway, they entered, and Isabel stood waiting
in the dull kitchen, smelling of raw plaster, wondering
at the extreme eagerness of the discussion with the
mason over the yawning boiler, the Earl referring to
his son’s letter, holding it half-a-yard off,
and at last giving it to Mary to decipher by the waning
light.
So far had it waned, that when the
fixtures had all been inspected, Lord Ormersfield
declared that the young ladies must not return alone,
and insisted on escorting them home. Every five
minutes some one thought of something to say:
there was an answer, and by good luck a rejoinder;
then all died away, and Mary pondered how her mother
would in her place have done something to draw the
two together, but she could not. She feared
the walk had made Isabel more adverse to all connected
with Ormersfield than even previously; for the Ormersfield
road was avoided, and the question as to Fitzjocelyn’s
merits was never renewed.
Mary thought his cause would be safest
in the hands of his great champion, who was coming
home from Oxford with him, and was to occupy his vacation
in acting tutor to little Sir Walter Conway.
Louis came, the day after his return, with his father,
to make visits in the Terrace, and was as well-behaved
and uninteresting as morning calling could make him.
He was looking very well his general health
quite restored, and his ankle much better; though
he was still forbidden to ride, and could not walk
far.
‘You must come and see me, Aunt
Kitty,’ he said; ’I am not available for
coming in to see you. I’m reading, and
I’ve made a resignation of myself,’ he
added, with a slight blush, and débonnaire shrug,
glancing to see that his father was occupied with
James.
They were to dine with Lady Conway
on the following Tuesday. In the interim, no
one beheld them except Jem, who walked to Ormersfield
once or twice for some skating for his little pupil
Walter, and came back reporting that Louis had sold
himself, body and soul, to his father.
Clara came home, a degree more civilized,
and burning to confide to Louis that she had thought
of his advice, had been the less miserable for it,
and had much more on which to consult him. She
could not conceive why even grandmamma would not consent
to her accompanying the skaters; though she was giving
herself credit for protesting that she was not going
on the ice, only to keep poor Louis company, while
the others were skating.
She was obliged to defer her hopes
of seeing him until Tuesday, when she had been asked
to drink tea in the school-room, and appear in the
evening. Mrs. Frost had consented, as a means
of exempting herself from the party. And Clara’s
incipient feminine nature began to flutter at her
first gaiety. The event was magnified by a present
from Jem, of a broad rose-coloured sash and white
muslin dress, with a caution that she was not to consider
the tucks up to the waist as a provision for future
growth.
She flew to exhibit the finery to
the Miss Faithfulls, and to consult on the making-up,
and, to her consternation, was caught by Miss Conway
kneeling on the floor, being measured by Miss Salome.
To Isabel, there was a sort of touching novelty in
the simplicity that could glory in pink ribbon when
embellished by being a brother’s gift; she looked
on with calm pleasure at such homely excitement, and
even fetched some bows of her own, for examples, and
offered to send Marianne down with patterns.
Clara was enchanted to recognise in
Miss Conway the vision of the Euston-square platform.
The grand, quiet style of beauty was exactly fitted
to impress a mind like hers, so strongly imbued with
sentiments like those of Louis, and regarding Isabel
as necessarily Louis’s destiny, she began to
adore her accordingly, with a girl-reverence, quite
as profound, far more unselfish, and little less ardent
than that of man for woman. That a female vision
of perfection should engross Clara’s imagination,
was a step towards softening her; but, poor child!
the dawn of womanhood was to come in a painful burst.
Surprised at her own aspect, with
her light hair dressed by Jane and wreathed with ivy
leaves by grandmamma, and her skirts so full that she
could not refrain from making a gigantic cheese, she
was inspected and admired by granny and Jane, almost
approved by Jem himself; and, exalted by the consciousness
of being well-dressed, she repaired to the school-room
tea at the House Beautiful.
Virginia and Louisa were, she thought,
very poor imitations of Louis’s countenance the
one too round, the other too thin and sallow; but both
they, their brother, and Miss King were so utterly
unlike anything at school, that she was at once at
ease, and began talking with Walter over schoolboy
fun, in which he could not be a greater proficient
than herself. Walter struck up a violent friendship
for her on the spot, and took to calling her ‘a
fellow,’ in oblivion of her sex; and Virginia
and Louisa fell into ecstasies of laughter, which encouraged
Clara and Walter to compote with each other which should
most astonish their weak minds.
In the drawing-room, Lady Conway spoke
so graciously, that Clara, was quite distressed at
looking over her head. Mary looked somewhat
oppressed, saying her mother had not been so well that
day; and she was disposed to keep in the background,
and occupy herself with Clara; but it was quite contrary
to the Giraffe’s notions to be engrossed by any
one when Louis was coming. As if she had divined
Mary’s intentions of keeping her from importuning
him, she was continually gazing at the door, ready
at once to claim his attention.
At first, the gentlemen only appeared
in a black herd at the door, where Mr. Calcott had
stopped Lord Ormersfield short, in his eagerness to
impress on him the views of the county on a police-bill
in course of preparation for the next session.
The other magistrates congregated round; but James
Frost and Sydney Calcott had slipped past, to the
piano where Lady Conway had sent Miss Calcott and Isabel.
’Why did not Fitzjocelyn, come too?’
was murmured by the young group in the recess opposite
the door; and when at last he became visible, leaning
against the wall, listening to the Squire, Virginia
declared he was going to serve them just as he used
at Beauchastel.
‘Oh, no! he shan’t I’ll
rescue him!’ exclaimed Clara; and leaping up
to her cameleopard attitude, she sprang forward, and,
with a voice audible in an unlucky lull of the music,
she exclaimed, ’Louis! Louis! don’t
you see that I am here?’
As he turned, with a look of surprise
and almost rebuke, her own words came back to her
ears as they must have sounded to others; her face
became poppy-coloured, nothing light but her flaxen
eyebrows; and she scarcely gave her hand to be shaken.
’No, I did not know you were coming,’
he said; and almost partaking her confusion, as he
felt all eyes upon her, he looked in vain for a refuge
for her.
How welcome was Mary’s kind
face and quiet gesture, covering poor Clara’s
retreat as she sank into a dark nook, sheltered by
the old black cabinet! Louis thanked Mary by
a look, as much as to say, ’Just like you,’
and was glad to perceive that James had not been present.
He had gone to ask Miss Faithfull to supply the missing
stanzas of a Jacobite song, and just then returned,
saying that she knew them, but could not remember
them.
Fitzjocelyn, however, capped the fragment,
and illustrated it with some anecdotes that interested
Miss Conway. James had great hopes that she
was going to see him to the best advantage, but still
there was a great drawback in the presence of Sydney
Calcott. Idolized at home, successful abroad,
young Calcott had enough of the prig to be a perpetual
irritation to Jem Frost, all the more because he could
never make Louis resent, nor accept, as other than
natural, the goodnatured supercilious patronage of
the steady distinguished senior towards the idle junior.
Jacobite legends and Stuart relics
would have made Miss Conway oblivious of everything
else; but Sydney Calcott must needs divert the conversation
from that channel by saying, ’Ah! there Fitzjocelyn
is in his element. He is a perfect handbook
to the byways of history.’
‘For the diffusion of useless knowledge?’
said Louis.
’Illustrated by the examination,
when the only fact you could adduce about the Argonauts
was that Charles V. founded the order of the Golden
Fleece.’
’I beg your pardon; it was his
great-grandfather. I had read my Quentin Durward
too well for that.’
‘I suspect,’ said Isabel,
’that we had all rather be examined in our Quentin
Durward than our Charles V.
‘Ah!’ said young Calcott,
‘I had all my dates at my fingers’ ends
when I went up for the modern history prize.
Now my sister could beat me.’
‘A proof of what I always say,’
observed Louis, ’that it is lost labour to read
for an examination.’
‘From personal experience?’ asked Sydney.
’A Strasburg goose nailed down
and crammed before a fire, becomes a Strasburg pie,’
said Louis.
Never did Isabel look more bewildered,
and Sydney did not seem at once to catch the meaning.
James added, ’A goose destined to fulfil the
term of existence is not crammed, but the pie stimulus
is not required to prevent it from starving.’
’Is your curious and complimentary
culinary fable aimed against reading or against examinations?’
asked Sydney.
‘Against neither; only against
the connecting preposition.’
‘Then you mean to find a superhuman set of students?’
’No; I’m past that.
Men and examinations will go on as they are; the
goose will run wild, the requirements will be increased,
he will nail himself down in his despair; and he who
crams hardest, and has the hottest place will gain.’
‘Then how is the labour lost?’ asked Isabel.
‘You are new to Fitzjocelyn’s
paradoxes,’ said Sydney; as if glorying in having
made Louis contradict himself.
‘The question is, what is lost labour?’
said Louis.
Both Sydney Calcott and Miss Conway
looked as if they thought he was arguing on after
a defeat. ’Calcott is teaching her his
own obtuseness!’ thought James, in a pet; and
he exclaimed, ’Is the aim to make men or winners
of prizes?’
‘The aim of prizes is commonly
supposed to be to make men,’ loftily observed
Sydney.
’Exactly so; and, therefore,
I would not make them too analogous to the Strasburg
system,’ said Louis. ’I would have
them close, searching, but not admitting of immediate
cramming.’
‘Pray how would you bring that about?’
‘By having no subject on which superficial knowledge
could make a show.’
’Oh! I see whither you
are working round! That won’t do now, my
dear fellow; we must enlarge our field, or we shall
lay ourselves open to the charge of being narrow-minded.’
‘You have not strength of mind
to be narrow-minded!’ said Louis, shaking his
head. ’Ah! well, I have no more to say;
my trust is in the narrow mind, the only expansive
one ’
He was at that moment called away;
Lord Ormersfield’s carriage had been announced,
and his son was not in a quarter of the room where
he wished to detain him. James could willingly
have bitten Sydney Calcott for the observation, ‘Poor
Fitzjocelyn! he came out strong to-night.’
‘Very clever,’ said Isabel, wishing to
gratify James.
‘Oh yes, very; if he had ever
taken pains,’ said Sydney. ’There
is often something in his paradoxes. After all,
I believe he is reading hard for his degree, is he
not, Jem? His feelings would not be hurt by
the question, for he never piqued himself upon his
consistency.’
Luckily for the general peace, the
Calcott household was on the move, and Jem solaced
himself on their departure by exclaiming, ’Well
done, Strasburg system! A high-power Greek-imbibing
machine, he may be, but as to comprehending Fitzjocelyn ’
‘Nay,’ said Isabel, ’I
think Lord Fitzjocelyn ought to carry about a pocket
expositor, if he will be so very startling.
He did not stay to tell us what to understand by narrow
minds.’
’Did you ever hear of any one
good for anything, that was not accused of a narrow
mind?’ exclaimed James.
‘If that were what he meant,’
said Isabel, ’but he said his trust
was in the narrow mind ’
‘In what is popularly so called,’ said
James.
‘I think,’ said Mary,
leaning forward, and speaking low, ’that he did
not mean it to be explained away. I think he
was going to say that the heart may be wide, but the
mind must be so far narrow, that it will accept only
the one right, not the many wrong.’
’I thought narrowness of mind
consisted in thinking your own way the only right
one,’ said Isabel.
‘Every one says so,’ said
Mary, ’and that is why he says it takes strength
of mind to be narrow-minded. Is not the real
evil, the judging people harshly, because their ways
are not the same; not the being sure that the one
way is the only right! Others may be better
than ourselves, and may be led right in spite of their
error, but surely we are not to think all paths alike
‘And is that Lord Fitzjocelyn’s
definition of a narrow mind?’ said Isabel.
’It sounds like faith and love. Are you
sure you did not make it yourself, Miss Ponsonby?’
‘I could not,’ said Mary,
blushing, as she remembered one Sunday evening when
he had said something to that effect, which had insensibly
overthrown the theory in which she had been bred up,
namely, that all the sincere were right, and yet that,
practically every one was to be censured, who did
not act exactly like Aunt Melicent.
She rose to take leave, and Clara
clung to her, emerging from the shade of her cabinet
with colour little mitigated since her disappearance.
James would have come with them, but was detained by
Lady Conway for a few moments longer than it took
them to put on their shawls; and Clara would not wait.
She dragged Mary down the steps into the darkness,
and groaned out, ‘O Mary, he can never speak
to me again!’
’My dear! he will not recollect
it. It was very awkward, but new places and
new people often do make us forget ourselves.’
’Everybody saw, everybody heard!
O, I shall never bear to meet one of them again!’
‘I think very few saw or heard ’
began Mary.
’He did! I did!
That’s enough! The rest is nothing!
I have been as bad as any one at school! I
shall never hold up my head there again as I have
done, and Louis! Oh!’
’Dear child, it will not be
remembered. You only forgot how tall you were,
and that you were not at home. He knows you too
well to care.’
James shouted from behind to know
why they had not been let into the house; and as Clara
rushed in at the door and he walked on with Mary to
leave her at home and fetch his grandmother, who had
been spending the evening with Mrs. Ponsonby, he muttered,
’I don’t know which is most intolerable!
He neglects her, talks what, if it be not nonsense,
might as well be; and as if she were not ready enough
to misunderstand, Sydney Calcott must needs thrust
in his wits to embroil her understanding. Mary!
can’t you get her to see the stuff he is made
of?’
’If she cannot do that for herself,
no persuasion of mine will make her,’ said Mary.
’No! you do not half appreciate
him either! No one does! And yet you could,
if you tried, do something with her! I see she
does not think you prejudiced. You made an impression
to-night.’
Mary felt some consternation.
Could it depend on her? She could speak naturally,
and from her heart in defence of Louis when occasion
served; but something within her forbade the thought
of doing so on a system. Was that something
wrong! She could not answer; but contented herself
with the womanly intuition that showed her that anything
of persuasion in the present state of affairs would
be ineffectual and unbecoming.
Meantime, Clara had fled to her little
room, to bid her childhood farewell in a flood of
bitter tears.
Exaggerated shame, past disdain of
the foibles of others, the fancy that she was publicly
disgraced and had forfeited Louis’s good opinion,
each thought renewed her sobs; but the true pang was
the perception that old times were passed for ever.
He might forgive, he would still be friend and cousin;
but womanhood had broken on her, and shown that perfect
freedom was at an end. Happy for her that she
wept but for the parting from a playfellow!
Happy that her feelings were young and undeveloped,
free from all the cruel permanence that earlier vanity
or self-consciousness might have given; happy that
it could be so freely washed away! When she
had spent her sobs, she could resolve to be wise and
steady, so as to be a fit governess to his children;
and the tears flowed at the notion of being so distant
and respectful to his lordship. But what stories
she could tell them of his boyhood! And in the
midst of ’Now, my dears, I will tell
you about your papa when he was a little boy,’
she fell asleep.
That party was a thing to be remembered
with tingling cheeks for life, and Clara dreaded her
next meeting with Louis; but the days passed on without
his coming to the Terrace, and the terror began to
wear off, especially as she did not find that any
one else remembered her outbreak. Mary guarded
against any unfavourable impression by a few simple
words to Isabel and Miss King as to the brotherly terms
that had hitherto prevailed, and poor Clara’s
subsequent distress. Clara came in for some of
the bright tints in which her brother was viewed at
the House Beautiful; Walter was very fond of her,
and she had been drawn into a friendship for Virginia,
cemented in the course of long walks, when the schoolroom
party always begged for Mr. and Miss Dynevor, because
no one else could keep Walter from disturbing Louisa’s
nerves by teasing her pony or sliding on dubious ice.
As Mrs. Ponsonby often joined in Lady
Conway’s drive, Mary and Isabel were generally
among the walkers; and Mary was considered by Louisa
as an inestimable pony-leader, and an inexhaustible
magazine of stories about sharks, earthquakes, llamas,
and icebergs.
James and Miss Conway generally had
either book or principle to discuss, and were usually
to be found somewhat in the rear, either with or without
Miss King. One day, however, James gave notice
that he should not be at their service that afternoon;
and as soon as Walter’s lessons had been despatched,
he set out with rapid steps for Ormersfield Park,
clenching his teeth together every now and then with
his determinate resolution that he would make Louis
know his own mind, and would ‘stand no nonsense.’
‘Ah! James, good morning,’
said the Earl, as he presented himself in the study.
’You will find Louis in his room. I wish
you would make him come out with you. He is
working harder than is good for him.’
He spoke of his son far differently
from former times; but Jem only returned a judiciously
intoned ‘Poor fellow.’
Lord Ormersfield looked at him anxiously,
and, hesitating, said, ’You do not think him
out of spirits?’
’Oh, he carries it off very
well. I know no one with so strong a sense of
duty,’ replied Jem, never compassionate to the
father.
Again the Earl paused, then said,
’He may probably speak more unreservedly to
you than to me.’
’He shuns the topic. He
says there is no use in aggravating the feelings by
discussion. He would fain submit in heart as
well as in will.’
Lord Ormersfield sighed, but did not
appear disposed to say more; and, charitably hoping
that a dagger had been implanted in him, Jem ran up-stairs,
and found Louis sitting writing at a table, which looked
as if Mary had never been near it.
‘Jem! That’s right! I’ve
not seen you this age.’
‘What are you about?’
’I wanted particularly some
one to listen. It is an essay on the Police ’
‘Is this earnest?’
’Sober earnest. Sir Miles
and all that set are anxious to bring the matter forward,
and my father has been getting it up, as he does whatever
he may have to speak upon. His eyes are rather
failing for candle-light work, so I have been helping
him in the evening, till it struck me that it was
a curious subject to trace in history, the
Censors, the attempts in Germany and Spain, to supply
the defective law, the Spanish and Italian dread of
justice. I became enamoured of the notion, and
when I have thrown all the hints together, I shall
try to take in my father by reading them to him as
an article in the Quarterly.’
‘Oh, very well. If your soul is there,
that is an end of the matter.’
‘Of what matter?’
’Things cannot run on in this
way. It is not a thing to lay upon me to go
on working in your cause with her when you will not
stir a step in your own behalf.’
’I am very much obliged to you,
but I never asked you to work in my cause. I
beg your pardon, Jem, don’t fly into a Welsh
explosion. No one ever meant more kindly and
generously ’ He checked himself in
amaze at the demonstration he had elicited; but, as
it was not accompanied with words, he continued, ’No
one can be more grateful to you than I; but, as far
as I can see, there is nothing for it but to be thankful
that no more harm has been done, and to let the matter
drop;’ and he dropped his hand with just so
much despondency as to make Jem think him worth storming
at, instead of giving him up; and he went over the
old ground of Louis being incapable of true passion
and unworthy of such a being if he could yield her
without an effort, merely for the sake of peace.
‘I say, Jem,’ said Louis,
quietly, ’all this was bad enough on neutral
ground; it is mere treason under my father’s
own roof, and I will have no more of it.’
‘Then,’ cried James, with
a strange light in his eyes, ’you henceforth
renounce all hopes all pretensions?’
’I never had either hope or
pretension. I do not cease to think her, as
I always did, the loveliest creature I ever beheld.
I cannot help that; and the state I fell into after
being with her on Tuesday, convinced me that it is
safest to stay here and fill up time and thought as
best I may.’
‘For once, Fitzjocelyn,’
said James, with a gravity not natural to him, ’I
think better of your father than you do. I would
neither treat him as so tyrannical nor so prejudiced
as your conduct supposes him.’
‘How? He is as kind as
possible. We never had so much in common.’
’Yes. Your submission
so far, and the united testimony of the Terrace, will
soften him. Show your true sentiments.
A little steadiness and perseverance, and you will
prevail.’
‘Don’t make me feverish, Jem.’
A summons to Lord Fitzjocelyn to come
down to a visitor in the library cut short the discussion,
and James took leave at once, neither cousin wishing
to resume the conversation.
The darts had not been injudiciously
aimed. The father and son were both rendered
uneasy. They had hitherto been unusually comfortable
together, and though the life was unexciting, Louis’s
desire to be useful to his father, and the pressing
need of working for his degree, kept his mind fairly
occupied. Though wistful looks might sometimes
be turned along the Northwold road, when he sallied
forth in the twilight for his constitutional walk,
he did not analyse which number of the Terrace was
the magnet, and he avoided testing to the utmost the
powers of his foot. The affection and solicitude
shown for him at home claimed a full return; nor had
James been greatly mistaken in ascribing something
to the facility of nature that yielded to force of
character. But Jem had stirred up much that Louis
would have been contented to leave dormant; and the
hope that he had striven to excite came almost teazingly
to interfere with the passive acquiescence of an indolent
will. Perturbed and doubtful, he was going to
seek counsel as usual of the open air, as soon as
the visitor was gone, but his father followed him
into the hall, asking whither he was going.
’I do not know. I had
been thinking of trying whether I can get as far as
Marksedge.’
Marksedge would be fatal to the ankle,
solitude to the spirits, thought the Earl; and he
at once declared his intention of walking with his
son as far as he should let him go.
Louis was half vexed, half flattered,
and they proceeded in silence, till conscious of being
ruffled, and afraid of being ungracious, he made a
remark on the farm that they were approaching, and
learnt in return that the lease was nearly out, the
tenant did not want a renewal, and that Richardson
intended to advertise.
He breathed a wish that it were in
their own hands, and this led to a statement of the
condition of affairs, the same to which a year before
he had been wilfully deaf, and to which he now attended
chiefly for the sake of gratifying his father, though
he better understood what depended on it. At
least, it was making the Earl insensible to the space
they were traversing, and the black outlines of Marksedge
were rising on him before he was aware. Then
he would have turned, but Louis pleaded that having
come so far, he should be glad to speak to Madison’s
grandfather, and one or two other old people, and he
prevailed.
Lord Ormersfield was not prepared
for the real aspect of the hamlet.
‘Richardson always declared
that the cottages were kept in repair,’ he said.
‘Richardson never sees them. He trusts
to Reeves.’
‘The people might do something themselves to
keep the place decent.’
’They might; but they lose heart
out of sight of respectability. I will just
knock at this door I will not detain you
a moment.’
The dark smoky room, damp, ill-paved
floor, and cracked walls produced their effect; and
the name and voice of the inmate did more. Lord
Ormersfield recognised a man who had once worked in
the garden, and came forward and spoke, astonished
and shocked to find him prematurely old. The
story was soon told; there had been a seasoning fever
as a welcome to the half-reclaimed moorland; ague
and typhus were frequent visitors, and disabling rheumatism
a more permanent companion to labourers exhausted
by long wet walks in addition to the daily toil.
At an age less than that of the Earl himself, he beheld
a bowed and broken cripple.
Fitzjocelyn perceived his victory,
and forebore to press it too hastily, lest he should
hurt his father’s feelings; and walked on silently,
thinking how glad Mary would be to hear of this expedition,
and what a pity it was that the unlucky passage of
last August should have interfered with their comfortable
friendship. At last the Earl broke silence by
saying, ‘It is very unfortunate;’ and Louis
echoed, ‘Very.’
’My poor Uncle Dynevor!
He was, without exception, the most wrong-headed
person I ever came in contact with, yet so excessively
plausible and eager that he carried my poor father
entirely along with him. Louis! nothing is so
ruinous as to surrender the judgment.’
Fully assenting, Louis wondered whether
Marksedge would serve no purpose save the elucidation
of this truism, and presently another ensued.
’Mischief is sooner done than
repaired. As I have been allowing you, there
has never been ready money at command.’
’I thought there were no more
mortgages to be paid off. The rents of the Fitzjocelyn
estate and the houses in the lower town must come to
something.’
He was then told how these, with his
mother’s fortune, had been set apart to form
a fund for his establishment, and for the first time
he was shown the object of arrangements against which
he had often in heart rebelled. His first impulse
was to exclaim that it was a great pity, and that
he could not bear that his father should have denied
himself on his account.
‘Do you think these things are
sacrifices to me?’ said the Earl. ’My
habits were formed long ago.’
‘Mine have been formed on yours,’
said Louis. ’I should be encumbered by
such an income as you propose unless you would let
me lay it out in making work for the men and improving
the estate, and that I had rather you undertook, for
I should be certain to do something preposterous,
and then be sorry.’
‘Mrs. Ponsonby judged rightly. It was
her very advice.’
‘Then!’ cried Louis, as if the deed were
done.
‘You would not find the income too large in
the event of your marriage.’
‘A most unlikely event!’
His father glanced towards him.
If there had been a symptom of unhappiness, relenting
was near, but it so chanced that Marksedge was reigning
supreme, and he was chiefly concerned to set aside
the supposition as an obstacle to his views.
The same notion as James Frost’s occurred to
the Earl, that it could not be a tenacious character
which could so easily set aside an attachment apparently
so fervent, but the resignation was too much in accordance
with his desires to render him otherwise than gratified,
and he listened with complacency to Louis’s
plans. Nothing was fixed, but there was an understanding
that all should have due consideration.
This settled, Louis’s mind recurred
to the hint which his father had thrown out, and he
wondered whether it meant that the present compliance
might be further stretched, but he thought it more
likely to be merely a reference to ordinary contingencies.
Things were far too comfortable between him and his
father to be disturbed by discussion, and he might
ultimately succeed better by submitting, and leaving
facts and candour to remove prejudice.
To forget perplexity in the amusement
of a mystification, he brought down his essay, concealing
it ingeniously within a review flanked by blue-books,
and, when Lord Ormersfield was taking out a pair of
spectacles with the reluctance of a man not yet accustomed
to them, he asked him if he would like to hear an
article on the Police question.
At first the Earl showed signs of
nodding, and said there was nothing to the purpose
in all the historical curiosities at the outset, so
that Louis, alarmed lest he should absolutely drop
asleep, skipped all his favourite passages, and came
at once to the results of the recent inquiries.
The Earl was roused. Who could have learnt those
facts? That was telling well put,
but how did he get hold of it. The very thing
he had said himself What Quarterly was it?
Surely the Christmas number was not out. Hitherto
Louis had kept his countenance and voice, but in an
hiatus, where he was trying to extemporize, his father
came to look over his shoulder to see what ailed the
book, and, glancing upwards with a merry débonnaire
face, he made a gesture as if convicted.
‘Do you mean that this is your own composition?’
‘I beg your pardon for the pious fraud!’
‘It is very good! Excellently
done!’ said Lord Ormersfield. ’There
are redundancies much to betray an unpractised
hand but stay, let me hear the
rest ’ Very differently did he listen
now, broad awake, attacking the logic of every third
sentence, or else double shotting it with some ponderous
word, and shaking his head at Utopian views of crime
to be dried up at the fountain head. Next, he
must hear the beginning, and ruthlessly picked it
to pieces, demolishing all the Vehme Gericht and Santissima
Hermandad as irrelevant, and, when he had made
Louis ashamed and vexed with the whole production,
astonishing him by declaring that it would tell, and
advising him to copy it out fair with these little
alterations.
These little alterations would,
as he was well aware, evaporate all the spirit, and
though glad to have pleased his father, his perseverance
quailed before the task; but he said no more than thank
you. The next day, before he had settled to anything,
Lord Ormersfield came to his room, saying, ’You
will be engaged with your more important studies for
the next few hours. Can you spare the paper you
read to me last night?’
‘I can spare it better than
you can read it, I fear,’ said Louis, producing
a mass of blotted MS in all his varieties of penmanship,
and feeling a sort of despair at the prospect of being
brought to book on all his details.
His father carried it off, and they
did not meet again till late in the day, when the
first thing Louis heard was, ’I thought it worth
while to have another opinion on your manuscript before
re-writing it. I tried to read it to Mrs. Ponsonby,
but we were interrupted, and I left it with her.’
Presently after. ’I have
made an engagement for you. Lady Conway wishes
that you should go to luncheon with her to-morrow.
I believe she wants to consult you about some birth-day
celebration.’
Louis was much surprised, and somewhat entertained.
‘When will you have the carriage?’ pursued
the Earl.
‘Will not you come?’
’No, I am not wanted.
In fact, I do not see how you can be required, but
anything will serve as an excuse. In justice,
however, I should add that our friends at the Terrace
are disposed to think well of the younger part of
the family.’
Except for the cold constraint of
the tone, Louis could have thought much ground gained,
but he was sure that his holiday would be damped by
knowing that it was conceded at the cost of much distress
and uneasiness.
Going to Northwold early enough for
a call at N, he was greeted by Mrs. Frost with,
’My dear! what have you been about? I never
saw your father so much pleased in his life!
He came in on purpose to tell me, and I thought it
exceedingly kind. So you took him in completely.
What an impudent rogue you always were!’
’I never meant it to go beyond
the study. I was obliged to write it down in
self-defence, that I might know what he was talking
of.’
’I believe he expects you to
be even with Sydney Calcott after all. It is
really very clever. Where did you get all those
funny stories?’
‘What! you have gone and read it!’
’Ah, ha! Mrs. Ponsonby
gave us a pretty little literary soiree. Don’t
be too proud, it was only ourselves, except that Mary
brought in Miss Conway. Jem tried to read it,
but after he had made that Spanish Society into ‘Hammer
men dead,’ Mary got it away from him, and read
through as if it had been in print.’
‘What an infliction!’
’It is very disrespectful to
think us so frivolous. We only wished all reviews
were as entertaining.’
‘It is too bad, when I only wanted to mystify
my father.’
’It serves you right for playing
tricks. What have you been doing to him, Louis?
You will turn him into a doting father before long.’
‘What have you done with Clara?’
’She goes every day to read
Italian with Miss Conway, and the governess is so
kind as to give her drawing lessons. She is learning
far more than at school, and they are so kind!
I should hardly know how to accept it, but Jem does
not object, and he is really very useful there, spends
a great deal of time on the boy, and is teaching the
young ladies Latin.’
’They are leaving you lonely
in the holidays! You ought to come to Ormersfield,
your nephews would take better care of you.’
’Ah! I have my Marys.
If I were only better satisfied about the dear old
one. She is far less well than when she came.’
‘Indeed! Is Mary uneasy?’
’She says nothing, but you know
how her eye is always on her, and she never seems
to have her out of her thoughts. I am afraid
they are worried about Lima. From what Oliver
says, I fear Mr. Ponsonby goes on worse than ever
without either his family or his appointment to be
a restraint.’
’I hope they do not know all!
Mary would not believe it, that is one comfort!’
’Ah, Louis! there are things
that the heart will not believe, but which cut it
deeply! However, if that could be any comfort
to them, he wishes them to spare nothing here.
He tells them they may live at the rate of five thousand
pounds a-year, poor dears. Indeed, he and Oliver
are in such glory over their Equatorial steam navigation,
that I expect next to hear of a crash.’
‘You don’t look as if it would be a very
dreadful sound.’
‘If it would only bring my poor Oliver back
to me!’
’Yes nothing would
make Jem so civil to him as his coming floated in
on a plank, wet through, with a little bundle in one
hand and a parrot in the other.’
Mrs. Frost gave one of her tender
laughs, and filled up the picture. ’Jane
would open the door, Jane would know Master Oliver’s
black eyes in a moment ’No, no.
I must see him first! If he once looked
up I could not miss him, whatever colour he may have
turned. I wonder whether he would know me!’
‘Don’t you know that you
grow handsomer every year, Aunt Kitty?’
‘Don’t flatter, sir.’
‘Well, I most go to my aunt.’
He tarried to hear the welcome recital
of all the kind deeds of the house of Conway.
He presently found Lady Conway awaiting him in the
drawing-room, and was greeted with great joy.
’That is well! I hoped to work on your
father by telling him I did not approve of young men
carrying industry too far ’
‘That is not my habit.’
’Then it is your excuse for
avoiding troublesome relations! No, not a word!
I know nothing about the secret that occupied Isabel
at Mrs. Ponsonby’s select party. But I
really wanted you. You are more au fait
as to the society here than the Ponsonbys and Dynevors.
Ah! when does that come off?’
‘What is to come off?’
‘Miss Ponsonby and Mr. Dynevor. What a
good creature he is!’
’I cannot see much likelihood
of it, but you are more on the scene of action.’
’She could do much better, with
such expectations, but on his account I could not
be sorry. It is shocking to think of that nice
young sister being a governess. I think it a
duty to give her every advantage that may tend to
form her. With her connexions and education,
I can have no objection to her as a companion to your
cousins, and with a few advantages, though she will
never be handsome, she might marry well. They
are a most interesting family. Isabel and I are
most anxious to do all in our power for them.’
‘Clara is obliged,’ said
Louis, with undetected irony, but secret wonder at
the dexterity with which the patronage must have been
administered so as not to have made the interesting
family fly off at a tangent.
Isabel made her appearance in her
almost constant morning dress of soft dove-coloured
merino entirely unadorned, and looking more like a
maiden in a romance than ever. She had just
left Adeline standing on the steps of a stone cross,
exhorting the Provencals to arm against a descent
of Moorish corsairs, and she held out her hand to Fitzjocelyn
much as Adeline did, when the fantastic Viscount professed
his intention of flying instead of fighting, and wanted
her to sit behind him on his courser.
Lady Conway pronounced her council
complete, and propounded the fête which she wished
to give on the 12th of January in honour of Louisa’s
birthday. Isabel took up a pencil, and was lost
in sketching wayside crosses, and vessels with lateen
sails, only throwing in a word or two here and there
when necessary. Dancing was still, Lady Conway
feared, out of the question with Fitzjocelyn.
’And always will be, I suspect.
So much for my bargain with Clara to dance with her
at her first ball!’
‘You like dancing?’ exclaimed
Isabel, rejoiced to find another resemblance to the
fantastic Viscount.
‘Last year’s Yeomanry
ball was the best fun in the world!’
‘There, Isabel,’ said
Lady Conway, ’you ought to be gratified to find
a young man candid enough to allow that he likes it!
But since that cannot be, I must find some other
plan ’
‘What cannot be?’ exclaimed
Louis. ’You don’t mean to omit the
dancing ’
’It could not be enjoyed without
you. Your cousins and friends could not bear
to see you sitting down ’
Isabel’s lips were compressed,
and the foam of her waves laughed scornfully under
her pencil.
‘They must get accustomed to
the melancholy spectacle,’ said Louis. ’I
do not mean to intermit the Yeomanry ball, if it take
place while I am at home. The chaperons
are the best company, after all. Reconsider it,
my dear aunt, or you will keep me from coming at all.’
Lady Conway was only considering of
tableaux, and Louis took fire at the notion:
he already beheld Waverley in his beloved Yeomanry
suit, Isabel as Flora, Clara as Davie Gellatley the
character she would most appreciate. Isabel
roused herself to say that tableaux were very dull
work to all save the actors, and soon were mere weariness
to them. Her stepmother told her she had once
been of a different mind, when she had been Isabel
Bruce, kneeling in her cell, the ring before her.
’I was young enough then to think myself Isabel,’
was her answer, and she drew the more diligently because
Fitzjocelyn could not restrain an interjection, and
a look which meant, ’What an Isabel she must
have been!’
She sat passive while Lady Conway
and Louis decked up a scene for Flora MacIvor; but
presently it appeared that the Waverley of the piece
was to be, according to Louis, not the proper owner
of the Yeomanry uniform, but James Frost. His
aunt exclaimed, and the rehearsals were strong temptation;
but he made answer, ’No you must not
reckon on me: my father would not like it.’
The manful childishness, the childish
manfulness of such a reply, were impenetrable.
If his two-and-twenty years did not make him ashamed
of saying so, nothing else could, and it covered a
good deal. He knew that his father’s fastidious
pride would dislike his making a spectacle of himself,
and thought that it would be presuming unkindly on
to-day’s liberty to involve himself in what
would necessitate terms more intimate than were desired.
The luncheon silenced the consultation,
which was to be a great secret from the children;
but afterwards, when it was resumed, with the addition
of James Frost, Fitzjocelyn was vexed to find the tableaux
discarded; not avowedly because he excluded himself
from a share, but because the style of people might
not understand them. The entertainment was to
be a Christmas-tree not so hackneyed a spectacle
in the year 1848 as in 1857 and Louis launched
into a world of couplets for mottoes. Next came
the question of guests, when Lady Conway read out
names from the card-basket, and Fitzjocelyn was in
favour of everybody, till Jem, after many counter-statements,
assured Lady Conway that he was trying to fill her
rooms with the most intolerable people in the world.
‘My aunt said she wanted to give pleasure.’
’Ah! there’s nothing so
inconvenient to one’s friends as good nature.
Who cares for what is shared indiscriminately?’
‘I don’t think I can trust
Fitzjocelyn with my visiting-list just yet,’
said Lady Conway. ’You are too far above
to be sensible of the grades beneath, with your place
made for you.’
‘Not at all,’ said Louis.
’Northwold tea-parties were my earliest, most
natural dissipation; and I spoke for these good people
for my own personal gratification.’
‘Nay, I can’t consent
to your deluding Lady Conway into Mrs. Walby.’
‘If there be any one you wish
me to ask, my dear Fitzjocelyn ’ began
Lady Conway.
’Oh no, thank you; Jem is quite
right. I might have been playing on your unguarded
innocence; but I am the worst person in the world to
consult; for all the county and all the town are so
kind to me, that I don’t know whom I could leave
out. Now, the Pendragon there will help you
to the degree of gentility that may safely be set to
consort together.’
‘What an unkind fling!’ thought Isabel.
Louis took leave, exclaiming to himself
on the stairs, ’There! if comporting oneself
like a donkey before the object be a token, I’ve
done it effectually. Didn’t I know the
exclusiveness of the woman? Yet, how could I
help saying a word for the poor little Walbys? and,
after all, if they were there, no one would speak to
them but Aunt Kitty and I. And Isabel, I am sure
she scorned the fastidious nonsense; I saw it in her
eye and lip.’
After a quarter of an hour spent in
hearing her praises from Miss Faithfull, he betook
himself to Mrs. Ponsonby’s, not quite without
embarrassment, for he had not been alone with the mother
and daughter since August.
‘I am glad you did not come
before,’ said Mary, heartily; ’I have just
done:’ and she returned to her writing-table,
while her mother was saying,
‘We like it very much.’
‘You have not been copying that
wretched concern!’ exclaimed Louis. ‘Why,
Mary, you must have been at it all night. It
is a week’s work.’
‘Copying is not composing,’ said Mary.
’But you have mended it, made
it consecutive! If I had guessed that my father
meant to trouble any one with it!’
‘If you take pains with it,
it may be very valuable,’ said Mrs. Ponsonby.
’We have marked a few things that you had better
revise before it goes to Oakstead.’
‘Goes to Oakstead!’ said Louis, faintly.
’Your father talks of sending
it, to see if Sir Miles does not think it might tell
well in one of the Reviews.’
’I hope not. I should
lose all my faith in anonymous criticism, if they
admitted such a crude undergraduate’s omnium
gatherum! Besides, what an immense task to make
it presentable!’
‘Is that the root of your humility?’
’Possibly. But for very
shame I must doctor it, if Mary has wasted so much
time over it. It does not look so bad in your
hand!’
‘It struck me whether you had
rendered this Spanish story right.’
‘Of course not. I never stuck to my dictionary.’
A sound dose of criticism ensued,
tempered by repetitions of his father’s pleasure,
and next came some sympathy and discussion about the
farm and Marksedge, in which the ladies took their
usual earnest part, and Mary was as happy as ever
in hearing of his progress. He said no word
of their neighbours; but he could not help colouring
when Mary said, as he wished her good-bye, ’We
like the party in the House Beautiful so much!
Miss Conway is such an acquisition to me! and they
are doing all you could ever have wished for Clara.’
Mary was glad that she had said it.
Louis was not so glad. He thought it must have
been an effort, then derided his vanity for the supposition.