THE WERE-WOLF
BY
CLEMENCE HOUSMAN
The great farm hall was ablaze with
the fire-light, and noisy with laughter and talk and
many-sounding work. None could be idle but the
very young and the very old: little Rol, who was
hugging a puppy, and old Trella, whose palsied hand
fumbled over her knitting. The early evening
had closed in, and the farm-servants, come from their
outdoor work, had assembled in the ample hall, which
gave space for a score or more of workers. Several
of the men were engaged in carving, and to these were
yielded the best place and light; others made or repaired
fishing-tackle and harness, and a great seine net
occupied three pairs of hands. Of the women most
were sorting and mixing eider feather and chopping
straw to add to it. Looms were there, though not
in present use, but three wheels whirred emulously,
and the finest and swiftest thread of the three ran
between the fingers of the house-mistress. Near
her were some children, busy too, plaiting wicks for
candles and lamps. Each group of workers had
a lamp in its centre, and those farthest from the
fire had live heat from two braziers filled with glowing
wood embers, replenished now and again from the generous
hearth. But the flicker of the great fire was
manifest to remotest corners, and prevailed beyond
the limits of the weaker lights.
Little Rol grew tired of his puppy,
dropped it incontinently, and made an onslaught on
Tyr, the old wolf-hound, who basked dozing, whimpering
and twitching in his hunting dreams. Prone went
Rol beside Tyr, his young arms round the shaggy neck,
his curls against the black jowl. Tyr gave a
perfunctory lick, and stretched with a sleepy sigh.
Rol growled and rolled and shoved invitingly, but
could only gain from the old dog placid toleration
and a half-observant blink. “Take that
then!” said Rol, indignant at this ignoring
of his advances, and sent the puppy sprawling against
the dignity that disdained him as playmate. The
dog took no notice, and the child wandered off to
find amusement elsewhere.
The baskets of white eider feathers
caught his eye far off in a distant corner. He
slipped under the table, and crept along on all-fours,
the ordinary common-place custom of walking down a
room upright not being to his fancy. When close
to the women he lay still for a moment watching, with
his elbows on the floor and his chin in his palms.
One of the women seeing him nodded and smiled, and
presently he crept out behind her skirts and passed,
hardly noticed, from one to another, till he found
opportunity to possess himself of a large handful
of feathers. With these he traversed the length
of the room, under the table again, and emerged near
the spinners. At the feet of the youngest he curled
himself round, sheltered by her knees from the observation
of the others, and disarmed her of interference by
secretly displaying his handful with a confiding smile.
A dubious nod satisfied him, and presently he started
on the play he had devised. He took a tuft of
the white down, and gently shook it free of his fingers
close to the whirl of the wheel. The wind of
the swift motion took it, spun it round and round
in widening circles, till it floated above like a slow
white moth. Little Rol’s eyes danced, and
the row of his small teeth shone in a silent laugh
of delight. Another and another of the white
tufts was sent whirling round like a winged thing in
a spider’s web, and floating clear at last.
Presently the handful failed.
Rol sprawled forward to survey the
room, and contemplate another journey under the table.
His shoulder, thrusting forward, checked the wheel
for an instant; he shifted hastily. The wheel
flew on with a jerk, and the thread snapped.
“Naughty Rol!” said the girl. The
swiftest wheel stopped also, and the house-mistress,
Rol’s aunt, leaned forward, and sighting the
low curly head, gave a warning against mischief, and
sent him off to old Trella’s corner.
Rol obeyed, and after a discreet period
of obedience, sidled out again down the length of
the room farthest from his aunt’s eye. As
he slipped in among the men, they looked up to see
that their tools might be, as far as possible, out
of reach of Rol’s hands, and close to their
own. Nevertheless, before long he managed to
secure a fine chisel and take off its point on the
leg of the table. The carver’s strong objections
to this disconcerted Rol, who for five minutes thereafter
effaced himself under the table.
During this seclusion he contemplated
the many pairs of legs that surrounded him, and almost
shut out the light of the fire. How very odd
some of the legs were: some were curved where
they should be straight, some were straight where
they should be curved, and, as Rol said to himself,
“they all seemed screwed on differently.”
Some were tucked away modestly under the benches, others
were thrust far out under the table, encroaching on
Rol’s own particular domain. He stretched
out his own short legs and regarded them critically,
and, after comparison, favourably. Why were not
all legs made like his, or like his?
These legs approved by Rol were a
little apart from the rest. He crawled opposite
and again made comparison. His face grew quite
solemn as he thought of the innumerable days to come
before his legs could be as long and strong.
He hoped they would be just like those, his models,
as straight as to bone, as curved as to muscle.
A few moments later Sweyn of the long
legs felt a small hand caressing his foot, and looking
down, met the upturned eyes of his little cousin Rol.
Lying on his back, still softly patting and stroking
the young man’s foot, the child was quiet and
happy for a good while. He watched the movement
of the strong deft hands, and the shifting of the
bright tools. Now and then, minute chips of wood,
puffed off by Sweyn, fell down upon his face.
At last he raised himself, very gently, lest a jog
should wake impatience in the carver, and crossing
his own legs round Sweyn’s ankle, clasping with
his arms too, laid his head against the knee.
Such act is evidence of a child’s most wonderful
hero-worship. Quite content was Rol, and more
than content when Sweyn paused a minute to joke, and
pat his head and pull his curls. Quiet he remained,
as long as quiescence is possible to limbs young as
his. Sweyn forgot he was near, hardly noticed
when his leg was gently released, and never saw the
stealthy abstraction of one of his tools.
Ten minutes thereafter was a lamentable
wail from low on the floor, rising to the full pitch
of Rol’s healthy lungs; for his hand was gashed
across, and the copious bleeding terrified him.
Then was there soothing and comforting, washing and
binding, and a modicum of scolding, till the loud
outcry sank into occasional sobs, and the child, tear-stained
and subdued, was returned to the chimney-corner settle,
where Trella nodded.
In the reaction after pain and fright,
Rol found that the quiet of that fire-lit corner was
to his mind. Tyr, too, disdained him no longer,
but, roused by his sobs, showed all the concern and
sympathy that a dog can by licking and wistful watching.
A little shame weighed also upon his spirits.
He wished he had not cried quite so much. He
remembered how once Sweyn had come home with his arm
torn down from the shoulder, and a dead bear; and how
he had never winced nor said a word, though his lips
turned white with pain. Poor little Rol gave
another sighing sob over his own faint-hearted shortcomings.
The light and motion of the great
fire began to tell strange stories to the child, and
the wind in the chimney roared a corroborative note
now and then. The great black mouth of the chimney,
impending high over the hearth, received as into a
mysterious gulf murky coils of smoke and brightness
of aspiring sparks; and beyond, in the high darkness,
were muttering and wailing and strange doings, so
that sometimes the smoke rushed back in panic, and
curled out and up to the roof, and condensed itself
to invisibility among the rafters. And then the
wind would rage after its lost prey, and rush round
the house, rattling and shrieking at window and door.
In a lull, after one such loud gust,
Rol lifted his head in surprise and listened.
A lull had also come on the babel of talk, and thus
could be heard with strange distinctness a sound outside
the door the sound of a child’s voice,
a child’s hands. “Open, open; let
me in!” piped the little voice from low down,
lower than the handle, and the latch rattled as though
a tiptoe child reached up to it, and soft small knocks
were struck. One near the door sprang up and
opened it. “No one is here,” he said.
Tyr lifted his head and gave utterance to a howl,
loud, prolonged, most dismal.
Sweyn, not able to believe that his
ears had deceived him, got up and went to the door.
It was a dark night; the clouds were heavy with snow,
that had fallen fitfully when the wind lulled.
Untrodden snow lay up to the porch; there was no sight
nor sound of any human being. Sweyn strained
his eyes far and near, only to see dark sky, pure
snow, and a line of black fir trees on a hill brow,
bowing down before the wind. “It must have
been the wind,” he said, and closed the door.
Many faces looked scared. The
sound of a child’s voice had been so distinct and
the words “Open, open; let me in!” The
wind might creak the wood, or rattle the latch, but
could not speak with a child’s voice, nor knock
with the soft plain blows that a plump fist gives.
And the strange unusual howl of the wolf-hound was
an omen to be feared, be the rest what it might.
Strange things were said by one and another, till
the rebuke of the house-mistress quelled them into
far-off whispers. For a time after there was
uneasiness, constraint, and silence; then the chill
fear thawed by degrees, and the babble of talk flowed
on again.
Yet half-an-hour later a very slight
noise outside the door sufficed to arrest every hand,
every tongue. Every head was raised, every eye
fixed in one direction. “It is Christian;
he is late,” said Sweyn.
No, no; this is a feeble shuffle,
not a young man’s tread. With the sound
of uncertain feet came the hard tap-tap of a stick
against the door, and the high-pitched voice of eld,
“Open, open; let me in!” Again Tyr flung
up his head in a long doleful howl.
Before the echo of the tapping stick
and the high voice had fairly died away, Sweyn had
sprung across to the door and flung it wide.
“No one again,” he said in a steady voice,
though his eyes looked startled as he stared out.
He saw the lonely expanse of snow, the clouds swagging
low, and between the two the line of dark fir-trees
bowing in the wind. He closed the door without
a word of comment, and re-crossed the room.
A score of blanched faces were turned
to him as though he must be solver of the enigma.
He could not be unconscious of this mute eye-questioning,
and it disturbed his resolute air of composure.
He hesitated, glanced towards his mother, the house-mistress,
then back at the frightened folk, and gravely, before
them all, made the sign of the cross. There was
a flutter of hands as the sign was repeated by all,
and the dead silence was stirred as by a huge sigh,
for the held breath of many was freed as though the
sign gave magic relief.
Even the house-mistress was perturbed.
She left her wheel and crossed the room to her son,
and spoke with him for a moment in a low tone that
none could overhear. But a moment later her voice
was high-pitched and loud, so that all might benefit
by her rebuke of the “heathen chatter”
of one of the girls. Perhaps she essayed to silence
thus her own misgivings and forebodings.
No other voice dared speak now with
its natural fulness. Low tones made intermittent
murmurs, and now and then silence drifted over the
whole room. The handling of tools was as noiseless
as might be, and suspended on the instant if the door
rattled in a gust of wind. After a time Sweyn
left his work, joined the group nearest the door,
and loitered there on the pretence of giving advice
and help to the unskilful.
A man’s tread was heard outside
in the porch. “Christian!” said Sweyn
and his mother simultaneously, he confidently, she
authoritatively, to set the checked wheels going again.
But Tyr flung up his head with an appalling howl.
“Open, open; let me in!”
It was a man’s voice, and the
door shook and rattled as a man’s strength beat
against it. Sweyn could feel the planks quivering,
as on the instant his hand was upon the door, flinging
it open, to face the blank porch, and beyond only
snow and sky, and firs aslant in the wind.
He stood for a long minute with the
open door in his hand. The bitter wind swept
in with its icy chill, but a deadlier chill of fear
came swifter, and seemed to freeze the beating of hearts.
Sweyn stepped back to snatch up a great bearskin cloak.
“Sweyn, where are you going?”
“No farther than the porch,
mother,” and he stepped out and closed the door.
He wrapped himself in the heavy fur,
and leaning against the most sheltered wall of the
porch, steeled his nerves to face the devil and all
his works. No sound of voices came from within;
the most distinct sound was the crackle and roar of
the fire.
It was bitterly cold. His feet
grew numb, but he forbore stamping them into warmth
lest the sound should strike panic within; nor would
he leave the porch, nor print a foot-mark on the untrodden
white that declared so absolutely how no human voices
and hands could have approached the door since snow
fell two hours or more ago. “When the wind
drops there will be more snow,” thought Sweyn.
For the best part of an hour he kept
his watch, and saw no living thing heard
no unwonted sound. “I will freeze here no
longer,” he muttered, and re-entered.
One woman gave a half-suppressed scream
as his hand was laid on the latch, and then a gasp
of relief as he came in. No one questioned him,
only his mother said, in a tone of forced unconcern,
“Could you not see Christian coming?” as
though she were made anxious only by the absence of
her younger son. Hardly had Sweyn stamped near
to the fire than clear knocking was heard at the door.
Tyr leapt from the hearth, his eyes red as the fire,
his fangs showing white in the black jowl, his neck
ridged and bristling; and overleaping Rol, ramped
at the door, barking furiously.
Outside the door a clear mellow voice
was calling. Tyr’s bark made the words
undistinguishable.
No one offered to stir towards the door before Sweyn.
He stalked down the room resolutely,
lifted the latch, and swung back the door.
A white-robed woman glided in.
No wraith! Living beautiful young.
Tyr leapt upon her.
Lithely she baulked the sharp fangs
with folds of her long fur robe, and snatching from
her girdle a small two-edged axe, whirled it up for
a blow of defence.
Sweyn caught the dog by the collar,
and dragged him off yelling and struggling.
The stranger stood in the doorway
motionless, one foot set forward, one arm flung up,
till the house-mistress hurried down the room; and
Sweyn, relinquishing to others the furious Tyr, turned
again to close the door, and offer excuse for so fierce
a greeting. Then she lowered her arm, slung the
axe in its place at her waist, loosened the furs about
her face, and shook over her shoulders the long white
robe all as it were with the sway of one
movement.
She was a maiden, tall and very fair.
The fashion of her dress was strange, half masculine,
yet not unwomanly. A fine fur tunic, reaching
but little below the knee, was all the skirt she wore;
below were the cross-bound shoes and leggings that
a hunter wears. A white fur cap was set low upon
the brows, and from its edge strips of fur fell lappet-wise
about her shoulders; two of these at her entrance
had been drawn forward and crossed about her throat,
but now, loosened and thrust back, left unhidden long
plaits of fair hair that lay forward on shoulder and
breast, down to the ivory-studded girdle where the
axe gleamed.
Sweyn and his mother led the stranger
to the hearth without question or sign of curiosity,
till she voluntarily told her tale of a long journey
to distant kindred, a promised guide unmet, and signals
and landmarks mistaken.
“Alone!” exclaimed Sweyn
in astonishment. “Have you journeyed thus
far, a hundred leagues, alone?”
She answered “Yes” with a little smile.
“Over the hills and the wastes!
Why, the folk there are savage and wild as beasts.”
She dropped her hand upon her axe
with a laugh of some scorn.
“I fear neither man nor beast;
some few fear me.” And then she told strange
tales of fierce attack and defence, and of the bold
free huntress life she had led.
Her words came a little slowly and
deliberately, as though she spoke in a scarce familiar
tongue; now and then she hesitated, and stopped in
a phrase, as though for lack of some word.
She became the centre of a group of
listeners. The interest she excited dissipated,
in some degree, the dread inspired by the mysterious
voices. There was nothing ominous about this young,
bright, fair reality, though her aspect was strange.
Little Rol crept near, staring at
the stranger with all his might. Unnoticed, he
softly stroked and patted a corner of her soft white
robe that reached to the floor in ample folds.
He laid his cheek against it caressingly, and then
edged up close to her knees.
“What is your name?” he asked.
The stranger’s smile and ready
answer, as she looked down, saved Rol from the rebuke
merited by his unmannerly question.
“My real name,” she said,
“would be uncouth to your ears and tongue.
The folk of this country have given me another name,
and from this” (she laid her hand on the fur
robe) “they call me ‘White Fell.’”
Little Rol repeated it to himself,
stroking and patting as before. “White
Fell, White Fell.”
The fair face, and soft, beautiful
dress pleased Rol. He knelt up, with his eyes
on her face and an air of uncertain determination,
like a robin’s on a doorstep, and plumped his
elbows into her lap with a little gasp at his own
audacity.
“Rol!” exclaimed his aunt;
but, “Oh, let him!” said White Fell, smiling
and stroking his head; and Rol stayed.
He advanced farther, and panting at
his own adventurousness in the face of his aunt’s
authority, climbed up on to her knees. Her welcoming
arms hindered any protest. He nestled happily,
fingering the axe head, the ivory studs in her girdle,
the ivory clasp at her throat, the plaits of fair
hair; rubbing his head against the softness of her
fur-clad shoulder, with a child’s full confidence
in the kindness of beauty.
White Fell had not uncovered her head,
only knotted the pendant fur loosely behind her neck.
Rol reached up his hand towards it, whispering her
name to himself, “White Fell, White Fell,”
then slid his arms round her neck, and kissed her once twice.
She laughed delightedly, and kissed him again.
“The child plagues you?” said Sweyn.
“No, indeed,” she answered,
with an earnestness so intense as to seem disproportionate
to the occasion.
Rol settled himself again on her lap,
and began to unwind the bandage bound round his hand.
He paused a little when he saw where the blood had
soaked through; then went on till his hand was bare
and the cut displayed, gaping and long, though only
skin deep. He held it up towards White Fell,
desirous of her pity and sympathy.
At sight of it, and the blood-stained
linen, she drew in her breath suddenly, clasped Rol
to her hard, hard till he began
to struggle. Her face was hidden behind the boy,
so that none could see its expression. It had
lighted up with a most awful glee.
Afar, beyond the fir-grove, beyond
the low hill behind, the absent Christian was hastening
his return. From daybreak he had been afoot,
carrying notice of a bear hunt to all the best hunters
of the farms and hamlets that lay within a radius
of twelve miles. Nevertheless, having been detained
till a late hour, he now broke into a run, going with
a long smooth stride of apparent ease that fast made
the miles diminish.
He entered the midnight blackness
of the fir-grove with scarcely slackened pace, though
the path was invisible; and passing through into the
open again, sighted the farm lying a furlong off down
the slope. Then he sprang out freely, and almost
on the instant gave one great sideways leap, and stood
still. There in the snow was the track of a great
wolf.
His hand went to his knife, his only
weapon. He stooped, knelt down, to bring his
eyes to the level of a beast, and peered about; his
teeth set, his heart beat a little harder than the
pace of his running insisted on. A solitary wolf,
nearly always savage and of large size, is a formidable
beast that will not hesitate to attack a single man.
This wolf-track was the largest Christian had ever
seen, and, so far as he could judge, recently made.
It led from under the fir-trees down the slope.
Well for him, he thought, was the delay that had so
vexed him before: well for him that he had not
passed through the dark fir-grove when that danger
of jaws lurked there. Going warily, he followed
the track.
It led down the slope, across a broad
ice-bound stream, along the level beyond, making towards
the farm. A less precise knowledge had doubted,
and guessed that here might have come straying big
Tyr or his like; but Christian was sure, knowing better
than to mistake between footmark of dog and wolf.
Straight on straight on towards the farm.
Surprised and anxious grew Christian,
that a prowling wolf should dare so near. He
drew his knife and pressed on, more hastily, more
keen-eyed. Oh that Tyr were with him!
Straight on, straight on, even to
the very door, where the snow failed. His heart
seemed to give a great leap and then stop. There
the track ended.
Nothing lurked in the porch, and there
was no sign of return. The firs stood straight
against the sky, the clouds lay low; for the wind
had fallen and a few snowflakes came drifting down.
In a horror of surprise, Christian stood dazed a moment:
then he lifted the latch and went in. His glance
took in all the old familiar forms and faces, and
with them that of the stranger, fur-clad and beautiful.
The awful truth flashed upon him: he knew what
she was.
Only a few were startled by the rattle
of the latch as he entered. The room was filled
with bustle and movement, for it was the supper hour,
when all tools were laid aside, and trestles and tables
shifted. Christian had no knowledge of what he
said and did; he moved and spoke mechanically, half
thinking that soon he must wake from this horrible
dream. Sweyn and his mother supposed him to be
cold and dead-tired, and spared all unnecessary questions.
And he found himself seated beside the hearth, opposite
that dreadful Thing that looked like a beautiful girl;
watching her every movement, curdling with horror
to see her fondle the child Rol.
Sweyn stood near them both, intent
upon White Fell also; but how differently! She
seemed unconscious of the gaze of both neither
aware of the chill dread in the eyes of Christian,
nor of Sweyn’s warm admiration.
These two brothers, who were twins,
contrasted greatly, despite their striking likeness.
They were alike in regular profile, fair brown hair,
and deep blue eyes; but Sweyn’s features were
perfect as a young god’s, while Christian’s
showed faulty details. Thus, the line of his
mouth was set too straight, the eyes shelved too deeply
back, and the contour of the face flowed in less generous
curves than Sweyn’s. Their height was the
same, but Christian was too slender for perfect proportion,
while Sweyn’s well-knit frame, broad shoulders,
and muscular arms, made him pre-eminent for manly
beauty as well as for strength. As a hunter Sweyn
was without rival; as a fisher without rival.
All the countryside acknowledged him to be the best
wrestler, rider, dancer, singer. Only in speed
could he be surpassed, and in that only by his younger
brother. All others Sweyn could distance fairly;
but Christian could outrun him easily. Ay, he
could keep pace with Sweyn’s most breathless
burst, and laugh and talk the while. Christian
took little pride in his fleetness of foot, counting
a man’s legs to be the least worthy of his members.
He had no envy of his brother’s athletic superiority,
though to several feats he had made a moderate second.
He loved as only a twin can love proud of
all that Sweyn did, content with all that Sweyn was;
humbly content also that his own great love should
not be so exceedingly returned, since he knew himself
to be so far less love-worthy.
Christian dared not, in the midst
of women and children, launch the horror that he knew
into words. He waited to consult his brother;
but Sweyn did not, or would not, notice the signal
he made, and kept his face always turned towards White
Fell. Christian drew away from the hearth, unable
to remain passive with that dread upon him.
“Where is Tyr?” he said
suddenly. Then, catching sight of the dog in
a distant corner, “Why is he chained there?”
“He flew at the stranger,” one answered.
Christian’s eyes glowed. “Yes?”
he said, interrogatively.
“He was within an ace of having his brain knocked
out.”
“Tyr?”
“Yes; she was nimbly up with
that little axe she has at her waist. It was
well for old Tyr that his master throttled him off.”
Christian went without a word to the
corner where Tyr was chained. The dog rose up
to meet him, as piteous and indignant as a dumb beast
can be. He stroked the black head. “Good
Tyr! brave dog!”
They knew, they only; and the man
and the dumb dog had comfort of each other.
Christian’s eyes turned again
towards White Fell: Tyr’s also, and he
strained against the length of the chain. Christian’s
hand lay on the dog’s neck, and he felt it ridge
and bristle with the quivering of impotent fury.
Then he began to quiver in like manner, with a fury
born of reason, not instinct; as impotent morally
as was Tyr physically. Oh! the woman’s form
that he dare not touch! Anything but that, and
he with Tyr would be free to kill or be killed.
Then he returned to ask fresh questions.
“How long has the stranger been here?”
“She came about half-an-hour before you.”
“Who opened the door to her?”
“Sweyn: no one else dared.”
The tone of the answer was mysterious.
“Why?” queried Christian.
“Has anything strange happened? Tell me.”
For answer he was told in a low undertone
of the summons at the door thrice repeated without
human agency; and of Tyr’s ominous howls; and
of Sweyn’s fruitless watch outside.
Christian turned towards his brother
in a torment of impatience for a word apart.
The board was spread, and Sweyn was leading White
Fell to the guest’s place. This was more
awful: she would break bread with them under
the roof-tree!
He started forward, and touching Sweyn’s
arm, whispered an urgent entreaty. Sweyn stared,
and shook his head in angry impatience.
Thereupon Christian would take no morsel of food.
His opportunity came at last.
White Fell questioned of the landmarks of the country,
and of one Cairn Hill, which was an appointed meeting-place
at which she was due that night. The house-mistress
and Sweyn both exclaimed.
“It is three long miles away,”
said Sweyn; “with no place for shelter but a
wretched hut. Stay with us this night, and I will
show you the way to-morrow.”
White Fell seemed to hesitate.
“Three miles,” she said; “then I
should be able to see or hear a signal.”
“I will look out,” said
Sweyn; “then, if there be no signal, you must
not leave us.”
He went to the door. Christian
rose silently, and followed him out.
“Sweyn, do you know what she is?”
Sweyn, surprised at the vehement grasp,
and low hoarse voice, made answer:
“She? Who? White Fell?”
“Yes.”
“She is the most beautiful girl I have ever
seen.”
“She is a Were-Wolf.”
Sweyn burst out laughing. “Are you mad?”
he asked.
“No; here, see for yourself.”
Christian drew him out of the porch,
pointing to the snow where the footmarks had been.
Had been, for now they were not. Snow was falling
fast, and every dint was blotted out.
“Well?” asked Sweyn.
“Had you come when I signed
to you, you would have seen for yourself.”
“Seen what?”
“The footprints of a wolf leading
up to the door; none leading away.”
It was impossible not to be startled
by the tone alone, though it was hardly above a whisper.
Sweyn eyed his brother anxiously, but in the darkness
could make nothing of his face. Then he laid his
hands kindly and re-assuringly on Christian’s
shoulders and felt how he was quivering with excitement
and horror.
“One sees strange things,”
he said, “when the cold has got into the brain
behind the eyes; you came in cold and worn out.”
“No,” interrupted Christian.
“I saw the track first on the brow of the slope,
and followed it down right here to the door. This
is no delusion.”
Sweyn in his heart felt positive that
it was. Christian was given to day-dreams and
strange fancies, though never had he been possessed
with so mad a notion before.
“Don’t you believe me?”
said Christian desperately. “You must.
I swear it is sane truth. Are you blind?
Why, even Tyr knows.”
“You will be clearer headed
to-morrow after a night’s rest. Then come
too, if you will, with White Fell, to the Hill Cairn;
and if you have doubts still, watch and follow, and
see what footprints she leaves.”
Galled by Sweyn’s evident contempt
Christian turned abruptly to the door. Sweyn
caught him back.
“What now, Christian? What are you going
to do?”
“You do not believe me; my mother shall.”
Sweyn’s grasp tightened.
“You shall not tell her,” he said authoritatively.
Customarily Christian was so docile
to his brother’s mastery that it was now a surprising
thing when he wrenched himself free vigorously, and
said as determinedly as Sweyn, “She shall know!”
but Sweyn was nearer the door and would not let him
pass.
“There has been scare enough
for one night already. If this notion of yours
will keep, broach it to-morrow.” Christian
would not yield.
“Women are so easily scared,”
pursued Sweyn, “and are ready to believe any
folly without shadow of proof. Be a man, Christian,
and fight this notion of a Were-Wolf by yourself.”
“If you would believe me,” began Christian.
“I believe you to be a fool,”
said Sweyn, losing patience. “Another,
who was not your brother, might believe you to be a
knave, and guess that you had transformed White Fell
into a Were-Wolf because she smiled more readily on
me than on you.”
The jest was not without foundation,
for the grace of White Fell’s bright looks had
been bestowed on him, on Christian never a whit.
Sweyn’s coxcombery was always frank, and most
forgiveable, and not without fair colour.
“If you want an ally,”
continued Sweyn, “confide in old Trella.
Out of her stores of wisdom, if her memory holds good,
she can instruct you in the orthodox manner of tackling
a Were-Wolf. If I remember aright, you should
watch the suspected person till midnight, when the
beast’s form must be resumed, and retained ever
after if a human eye sees the change; or, better still,
sprinkle hands and feet with holy water, which is
certain death. Oh! never fear, but old Trella
will be equal to the occasion.”
Sweyn’s contempt was no longer
good-humoured; some touch of irritation or resentment
rose at this monstrous doubt of White Fell. But
Christian was too deeply distressed to take offence.
“You speak of them as old wives’
tales; but if you had seen the proof I have seen,
you would be ready at least to wish them true, if
not also to put them to the test.”
“Well,” said Sweyn, with
a laugh that had a little sneer in it, “put
them to the test! I will not object to that, if
you will only keep your notions to yourself.
Now, Christian, give me your word for silence, and
we will freeze here no longer.”
Christian remained silent.
Sweyn put his hands on his shoulders
again and vainly tried to see his face in the darkness.
“We have never quarrelled yet, Christian?”
“I have never quarrelled,”
returned the other, aware for the first time that
his dictatorial brother had sometimes offered occasion
for quarrel, had he been ready to take it.
“Well,” said Sweyn emphatically,
“if you speak against White Fell to any other,
as to-night you have spoken to me we shall.”
He delivered the words like an ultimatum,
turned sharp round, and re-entered the house.
Christian, more fearful and wretched than before,
followed.
“Snow is falling fast:
not a single light is to be seen.”
White Fell’s eyes passed over
Christian without apparent notice, and turned bright
and shining upon Sweyn.
“Nor any signal to be heard?”
she queried. “Did you not hear the sound
of a sea-horn?”
“I saw nothing, and heard nothing;
and signal or no signal, the heavy snow would keep
you here perforce.”
She smiled her thanks beautifully.
And Christian’s heart sank like lead with a
deadly foreboding, as he noted what a light was kindled
in Sweyn’s eyes by her smile.
That night, when all others slept,
Christian, the weariest of all, watched outside the
guest-chamber till midnight was past. No sound,
not the faintest, could be heard. Could the old
tale be true of the midnight change? What was
on the other side of the door, a woman or a beast?
he would have given his right hand to know. Instinctively
he laid his hand on the latch, and drew it softly,
though believing that bolts fastened the inner side.
The door yielded to his hand; he stood on the threshold;
a keen gust of air cut at him; the window stood open;
the room was empty.
So Christian could sleep with a somewhat
lightened heart.
In the morning there was surprise
and conjecture when White Fell’s absence was
discovered. Christian held his peace. Not
even to his brother did he say how he knew that she
had fled before midnight; and Sweyn, though evidently
greatly chagrined, seemed to disdain reference to
the subject of Christian’s fears.
The elder brother alone joined the
bear hunt; Christian found pretext to stay behind.
Sweyn, being out of humour, manifested his contempt
by uttering not a single expostulation.
All that day, and for many a day after,
Christian would never go out of sight of his home.
Sweyn alone noticed how he manoeuvred for this, and
was clearly annoyed by it. White Fell’s
name was never mentioned between them, though not
seldom was it heard in general talk. Hardly a
day passed but little Rol asked when White Fell would
come again: pretty White Fell, who kissed like
a snowflake. And if Sweyn answered, Christian
would be quite sure that the light in his eyes, kindled
by White Fell’s smile, had not yet died out.
Little Rol! Naughty, merry, fairhaired
little Rol. A day came when his feet raced over
the threshold never to return; when his chatter and
laugh were heard no more; when tears of anguish were
wept by eyes that never would see his bright head again:
never again, living or dead.
He was seen at dusk for the last time,
escaping from the house with his puppy, in freakish
rebellion against old Trella. Later, when his
absence had begun to cause anxiety, his puppy crept
back to the farm, cowed, whimpering and yelping, a
pitiful, dumb lump of terror, without intelligence
or courage to guide the frightened search.
Rol was never found, nor any trace
of him. Where he had perished was never known;
how he had perished was known only by an awful guess a
wild beast had devoured him.
Christian heard the conjecture “a
wolf”; and a horrible certainty flashed upon
him that he knew what wolf it was. He tried to
declare what he knew, but Sweyn saw him start at the
words with white face and struggling lips; and, guessing
his purpose, pulled him back, and kept him silent,
hardly, by his imperious grip and wrathful eyes, and
one low whisper.
That Christian should retain his most
irrational suspicion against beautiful White Fell
was, to Sweyn, evidence of a weak obstinacy of mind
that would but thrive upon expostulation and argument.
But this evident intention to direct the passions
of grief and anguish to a hatred and fear of the fair
stranger, such as his own, was intolerable, and Sweyn
set his will against it. Again Christian yielded
to his brother’s stronger words and will, and
against his own judgment consented to silence.
Repentance came before the new moon,
the first of the year, was old. White Fell came
again, smiling as she entered, as though assured of
a glad and kindly welcome; and, in truth, there was
only one who saw again her fair face and strange white
garb without pleasure. Sweyn’s face glowed
with delight, while Christian’s grew pale and
rigid as death. He had given his word to keep
silence; but he had not thought that she would dare
to come again. Silence was impossible, face to
face with that Thing, impossible. Irrepressibly
he cried out:
“Where is Rol?”
Not a quiver disturbed White Fell’s
face. She heard, yet remained bright and tranquil.
Sweyn’s eyes flashed round at his brother dangerously.
Among the women some tears fell at the poor child’s
name; but none caught alarm from its sudden utterance,
for the thought of Rol rose naturally. Where
was little Rol, who had nestled in the stranger’s
arms, kissing her; and watched for her since; and
prattled of her daily?
Christian went out silently.
One only thing there was that he could do, and he
must not delay. His horror overmastered any curiosity
to hear White Fell’s smooth excuses and smiling
apologies for her strange and uncourteous departure;
or her easy tale of the circumstances of her return;
or to watch her bearing as she heard the sad tale
of little Rol.
The swiftest runner of the country-side
had started on his hardest race: little less
than three leagues and back, which he reckoned to
accomplish in two hours, though the night was moonless
and the way rugged. He rushed against the still
cold air till it felt like a wind upon his face.
The dim homestead sank below the ridges at his back,
and fresh ridges of snowlands rose out of the obscure
horizon-level to drive past him as the stirless air
drove, and sink away behind into obscure level again.
He took no conscious heed of landmarks, not even when
all sign of a path was gone under depths of snow.
His will was set to reach his goal with unexampled
speed; and thither by instinct his physical forces
bore him, without one definite thought to guide.
And the idle brain lay passive, inert,
receiving into its vacancy restless siftings of past
sights and sounds: Rol, weeping, laughing, playing,
coiled in the arms of that dreadful Thing: Tyr O
Tyr! white fangs in the black jowl:
the women who wept on The foolish puppy, precious
for the child’s last touch: footprints
from pine wood to door: the smiling face among
furs, of such womanly beauty smiling smiling:
and Sweyn’s face.
“Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn, my brother!”
Sweyn’s angry laugh possessed
his ear within the sound of the wind of his speed;
Sweyn’s scorn assailed more quick and keen than
the biting cold at his throat. And yet he was
unimpressed by any thought of how Sweyn’s anger
and scorn would rise, if this errand were known.
Sweyn was a sceptic. His utter
disbelief in Christian’s testimony regarding
the footprints was based upon positive scepticism.
His reason refused to bend in accepting the possibility
of the supernatural materialised. That a living
beast could ever be other than palpably bestial pawed,
toothed, shagged, and eared as such, was to him incredible;
far more that a human presence could be transformed
from its god-like aspect, upright, free-handed, with
brows, and speech, and laughter. The wild and
fearful legends that he had known from childhood and
then believed, he regarded now as built upon facts
distorted, overlaid by imagination, and quickened
by superstition. Even the strange summons at the
threshold, that he himself had vainly answered, was,
after the first shock of surprise, rationally explained
by him as malicious foolery on the part of some clever
trickster, who withheld the key to the enigma.
To the younger brother all life was
a spiritual mystery, veiled from his clear knowledge
by the density of flesh. Since he knew his own
body to be linked to the complex and antagonistic forces
that constitute one soul, it seemed to him not impossibly
strange that one spiritual force should possess divers
forms for widely various manifestation. Nor,
to him, was it great effort to believe that as pure
water washes away all natural foulness, so water,
holy by consecration, must needs cleanse God’s
world from that supernatural evil Thing. Therefore,
faster than ever man’s foot had covered those
leagues, he sped under the dark, still night, over
the waste, trackless snow-ridges to the far-away church,
where salvation lay in the holy-water stoup at the
door. His faith was as firm as any that wrought
miracles in days past, simple as a child’s wish,
strong as a man’s will.
He was hardly missed during these
hours, every second of which was by him fulfilled
to its utmost extent by extremest effort that sinews
and nerves could attain. Within the homestead
the while, the easy moments went bright with words
and looks of unwonted animation, for the kindly, hospitable
instincts of the inmates were roused into cordial
expression of welcome and interest by the grace and
beauty of the returned stranger.
But Sweyn was eager and earnest, with
more than a host’s courteous warmth. The
impression that at her first coming had charmed him,
that had lived since through memory, deepened now in
her actual presence. Sweyn, the matchless among
men, acknowledged in this fair White Fell a spirit
high and bold as his own, and a frame so firm and
capable that only bulk was lacking for equal strength.
Yet the white skin was moulded most smoothly, without
such muscular swelling as made his might evident.
Such love as his frank self-love could concede was
called forth by an ardent admiration for this supreme
stranger. More admiration than love was in his
passion, and therefore he was free from a lover’s
hesitancy and delicate reserve and doubts. Frankly
and boldly he courted her favour by looks and tones,
and an address that came of natural ease, needless
of skill by practice.
Nor was she a woman to be wooed otherwise.
Tender whispers and sighs would never gain her ear;
but her eyes would brighten and shine if she heard
of a brave feat, and her prompt hand in sympathy fall
swiftly on the axe-haft and clasp it hard. That
movement ever fired Sweyn’s admiration anew;
he watched for it, strove to elicit it, and glowed
when it came. Wonderful and beautiful was that
wrist, slender and steel-strong; also the smooth shapely
hand, that curved so fast and firm, ready to deal
instant death.
Desiring to feel the pressure of these
hands, this bold lover schemed with palpable directness,
proposing that she should hear how their hunting songs
were sung, with a chorus that signalled hands to be
clasped. So his splendid voice gave the verses,
and, as the chorus was taken up, he claimed her hands,
and, even through the easy grip, felt, as he desired,
the strength that was latent, and the vigour that
quickened the very fingertips, as the song fired her,
and her voice was caught out of her by the rhythmic
swell, and rang clear on the top of the closing surge.
Afterwards she sang alone. For
contrast, or in the pride of swaying moods by her
voice, she chose a mournful song that drifted along
in a minor chant, sad as a wind that dirges:
“Oh, let me go!
Around spin wreaths of snow;
The dark earth sleeps below.
“Far up the plain
Moans on a voice of pain:
‘Where shall my babe be lain?’
“In my white breast
Lay the sweet life to rest!
Lay, where it can lie best!
“’Hush! hush its cries!
Dense night is on the skies:
Two stars are in thine eyes.’
“Come, babe, away!
But lie thou till dawn be grey,
Who must be dead by day.
“This cannot last;
But, ere the sickening blast,
All sorrow shall be past;
“And kings shall be
Low bending at thy knee,
Worshipping life from thee.
“For men long sore
To hope of whats before,
To leave the things of yore.
“Mine, and not thine,
How deep their jewels shine!
Peace laps thy head, not mine.”
Old Trella came tottering from her
corner, shaken to additional palsy by an aroused memory.
She strained her dim eyes towards the singer, and
then bent her head, that the one ear yet sensible to
sound might avail of every note. At the close,
groping forward, she murmured with the high-pitched
quaver of old age:
“So she sang, my Thora; my last
and brightest. What is she like, she whose voice
is like my dead Thora’s? Are her eyes blue?”
“Blue as the sky.”
“So were my Thora’s!
Is her hair fair, and in plaits to the waist?”
“Even so,” answered White Fell herself,
and met the advancing hands with her own, and guided
them to corroborate her words by touch.
“Like my dead Thora’s,”
repeated the old woman; and then her trembling hands
rested on the fur-clad shoulders, and she bent forward
and kissed the smooth fair face that White Fell upturned,
nothing loth, to receive and return the caress.
So Christian saw them as he entered.
He stood a moment. After the
starless darkness and the icy night air, and the fierce
silent two hours’ race, his senses reeled on
sudden entrance into warmth, and light, and the cheery
hum of voices. A sudden unforeseen anguish assailed
him, as now first he entertained the possibility of
being overmatched by her wiles and her daring, if
at the approach of pure death she should start up
at bay transformed to a terrible beast, and achieve
a savage glut at the last. He looked with horror
and pity on the harmless, helpless folk, so unwitting
of outrage to their comfort and security. The
dreadful Thing in their midst, that was veiled from
their knowledge by womanly beauty, was a centre of
pleasant interest. There, before him, signally
impressive, was poor old Trella, weakest and feeblest
of all, in fond nearness. And a moment might
bring about the revelation of a monstrous horror a
ghastly, deadly danger, set loose and at bay, in a
circle of girls and women and careless defenceless
men: so hideous and terrible a thing as might
crack the brain, or curdle the heart stone dead.
And he alone of the throng prepared!
For one breathing space he faltered,
no longer than that, while over him swept the agony
of compunction that yet could not make him surrender
his purpose.
He alone? Nay, but Tyr also;
and he crossed to the dumb sole sharer of his knowledge.
So timeless is thought that a few
seconds only lay between his lifting of the latch
and his loosening of Tyr’s collar; but in those
few seconds succeeding his first glance, as lightning-swift
had been the impulses of others, their motion as quick
and sure. Sweyn’s vigilant eye had darted
upon him, and instantly his every fibre was alert
with hostile instinct; and, half divining, half incredulous,
of Christian’s object in stooping to Tyr, he
came hastily, wary, wrathful, resolute to oppose the
malice of his wild-eyed brother.
But beyond Sweyn rose White Fell,
blanching white as her furs, and with eyes grown fierce
and wild. She leapt down the room to the door,
whirling her long robe closely to her. “Hark!”
she panted. “The signal horn! Hark,
I must go!” as she snatched at the latch to
be out and away.
For one precious moment Christian
had hesitated on the half-loosened collar; for, except
the womanly form were exchanged for the bestial, Tyr’s
jaws would gnash to rags his honour of manhood.
Then he heard her voice, and turned too
late.
As she tugged at the door, he sprang
across grasping his flask, but Sweyn dashed between,
and caught him back irresistibly, so that a most frantic
effort only availed to wrench one arm free. With
that, on the impulse of sheer despair, he cast at her
with all his force. The door swung behind her,
and the flask flew into fragments against it.
Then, as Sweyn’s grasp slackened, and he met
the questioning astonishment of surrounding faces,
with a hoarse inarticulate cry: “God help
us all!” he said. “She is a Were-Wolf.”
Sweyn turned upon him, “Liar,
coward!” and his hands gripped his brother’s
throat with deadly force, as though the spoken word
could be killed so; and as Christian struggled, lifted
him clear off his feet and flung him crashing backward.
So furious was he, that, as his brother lay motionless,
he stirred him roughly with his foot, till their mother
came between, crying shame; and yet then he stood
by, his teeth set, his brows knit, his hands clenched,
ready to enforce silence again violently, as Christian
rose staggering and bewildered.
But utter silence and submission were
more than he expected, and turned his anger into contempt
for one so easily cowed and held in subjection by
mere force. “He is mad!” he said,
turning on his heel as he spoke, so that he lost his
mother’s look of pained reproach at this sudden
free utterance of what was a lurking dread within
her.
Christian was too spent for the effort
of speech. His hard-drawn breath laboured in
great sobs; his limbs were powerless and unstrung
in utter relax after hard service. Failure in
his endeavour induced a stupor of misery and despair.
In addition was the wretched humiliation of open violence
and strife with his brother, and the distress of hearing
misjudging contempt expressed without reserve; for
he was aware that Sweyn had turned to allay the scared
excitement half by imperious mastery, half by explanation
and argument, that showed painful disregard of brotherly
consideration. All this unkindness of his twin
he charged upon the fell Thing who had wrought this
their first dissension, and, ah! most terrible thought,
interposed between them so effectually, that Sweyn
was wilfully blind and deaf on her account, resentful
of interference, arbitrary beyond reason.
Dread and perplexity unfathomable
darkened upon him; unshared, the burden was overwhelming:
a foreboding of unspeakable calamity, based upon his
ghastly discovery, bore down upon him, crushing out
hope of power to withstand impending fate.
Sweyn the while was observant of his
brother, despite the continual check of finding, turn
and glance when he would, Christian’s eyes always
upon him, with a strange look of helpless distress,
discomposing enough to the angry aggressor. “Like
a beaten dog!” he said to himself, rallying
contempt to withstand compunction. Observation
set him wondering on Christian’s exhausted condition.
The heavy labouring breath and the slack inert fall
of the limbs told surely of unusual and prolonged
exertion. And then why had close upon two hours’
absence been followed by open hostility against White
Fell?
Suddenly, the fragments of the flask
giving a clue, he guessed all, and faced about to
stare at his brother in amaze. He forgot that
the motive scheme was against White Fell, demanding
derision and resentment from him; that was swept out
of remembrance by astonishment and admiration for
the feat of speed and endurance. In eagerness
to question he inclined to attempt a generous part
and frankly offer to heal the breach; but Christian’s
depression and sad following gaze provoked him to
self-justification by recalling the offence of that
outrageous utterance against White Fell; and the impulse
passed. Then other considerations counselled
silence; and afterwards a humour possessed him to wait
and see how Christian would find opportunity to proclaim
his performance and establish the fact, without exciting
ridicule on account of the absurdity of the errand.
This expectation remained unfulfilled.
Christian never attempted the proud avowal that would
have placed his feat on record to be told to the next
generation.
That night Sweyn and his mother talked
long and late together, shaping into certainty the
suspicion that Christian’s mind had lost its
balance, and discussing the evident cause. For
Sweyn, declaring his own love for White Fell, suggested
that his unfortunate brother, with a like passion,
they being twins in loves as in birth, had through
jealousy and despair turned from love to hate, until
reason failed at the strain, and a craze developed,
which the malice and treachery of madness made a serious
and dangerous force.
So Sweyn theorised, convincing himself
as he spoke; convincing afterwards others who advanced
doubts against White Fell; fettering his judgment
by his advocacy, and by his staunch defence of her
hurried flight silencing his own inner consciousness
of the unaccountability of her action.
But a little time and Sweyn lost his
vantage in the shock of a fresh horror at the homestead.
Trella was no more, and her end a mystery. The
poor old woman crawled out in a bright gleam to visit
a bed-ridden gossip living beyond the fir-grove.
Under the trees she was last seen, halting for her
companion, sent back for a forgotten present.
Quick alarm sprang, calling every man to the search.
Her stick was found among the brushwood only a few
paces from the path, but no track or stain, for a
gusty wind was sifting the snow from the branches,
and hid all sign of how she came by her death.
So panic-stricken were the farm folk
that none dared go singly on the search. Known
danger could be braced, but not this stealthy Death
that walked by day invisible, that cut off alike the
child in his play and the aged woman so near to her
quiet grave.
“Rol she kissed; Trella she
kissed!” So rang Christian’s frantic cry
again and again, till Sweyn dragged him away and strove
to keep him apart, albeit in his agony of grief and
remorse he accused himself wildly as answerable for
the tragedy, and gave clear proof that the charge
of madness was well founded, if strange looks and
desperate, incoherent words were evidence enough.
But thenceforward all Sweyn’s
reasoning and mastery could not uphold White Fell
above suspicion. He was not called upon to defend
her from accusation when Christian had been brought
to silence again; but he well knew the significance
of this fact, that her name, formerly uttered freely
and often, he never heard now: it was huddled
away into whispers that he could not catch.
The passing of time did not sweep
away the superstitious fears that Sweyn despised.
He was angry and anxious; eager that White Fell should
return, and, merely by her bright gracious presence,
reinstate herself in favour; but doubtful if all his
authority and example could keep from her notice an
altered aspect of welcome; and he foresaw clearly
that Christian would prove unmanageable, and might
be capable of some dangerous outbreak.
For a time the twins’ variance
was marked, on Sweyn’s part by an air of rigid
indifference, on Christian’s by heavy downcast
silence, and a nervous apprehensive observation of
his brother. Superadded to his remorse and foreboding,
Sweyn’s displeasure weighed upon him intolerably,
and the remembrance of their violent rupture was a
ceaseless misery. The elder brother, self-sufficient
and insensitive, could little know how deeply his unkindness
stabbed. A depth and force of affection such as
Christian’s was unknown to him. The loyal
subservience that he could not appreciate had encouraged
him to domineer; this strenuous opposition to his
reason and will was accounted as furious malice, if
not sheer insanity.
Christian’s surveillance galled
him incessantly, and embarrassment and danger he foresaw
as the outcome. Therefore, that suspicion might
be lulled, he judged it wise to make overtures for
peace. Most easily done. A little kindliness,
a few evidences of consideration, a slight return
of the old brotherly imperiousness, and Christian
replied by a gratefulness and relief that might have
touched him had he understood all, but instead, increased
his secret contempt.
So successful was this finesse, that
when, late on a day, a message summoning Christian
to a distance was transmitted by Sweyn, no doubt of
its genuineness occurred. When, his errand proved
useless, he set out to return, mistake or misapprehension
was all that he surmised. Not till he sighted
the homestead, lying low between the night-grey snow
ridges, did vivid recollection of the time when he
had tracked that horror to the door rouse an intense
dread, and with it a hardly-defined suspicion.
His grasp tightened on the bear-spear
that he carried as a staff; every sense was alert,
every muscle strung; excitement urged him on, caution
checked him, and the two governed his long stride,
swiftly, noiselessly, to the climax he felt was at
hand.
As he drew near to the outer gates,
a light shadow stirred and went, as though the grey
of the snow had taken detached motion. A darker
shadow stayed and faced Christian, striking his life-blood
chill with utmost despair.
Sweyn stood before him, and surely,
the shadow that went was White Fell.
They had been together close.
Had she not been in his arms, near enough for lips
to meet?
There was no moon, but the stars gave
light enough to show that Sweyn’s face was flushed
and elate. The flush remained, though the expression
changed quickly at sight of his brother. How,
if Christian had seen all, should one of his frenzied
outbursts be met and managed: by resolution?
by indifference? He halted between the two, and
as a result, he swaggered.
“White Fell?” questioned
Christian, hoarse and breathless.
“Yes?”
Sweyn’s answer was a query,
with an intonation that implied he was clearing the
ground for action.
From Christian came: “Have
you kissed her?” like a bolt direct, staggering
Sweyn by its sheer prompt temerity.
He flushed yet darker, and yet half-smiled
over this earnest of success he had won. Had
there been really between himself and Christian the
rivalry that he imagined, his face had enough of the
insolence of triumph to exasperate jealous rage.
“You dare ask this!”
“Sweyn, O Sweyn, I must know! You have!”
The ring of despair and anguish in
his tone angered Sweyn, misconstruing it. Jealousy
urging to such presumption was intolerable.
“Mad fool!” he said, constraining
himself no longer. “Win for yourself a
woman to kiss. Leave mine without question.
Such an one as I should desire to kiss is such an
one as shall never allow a kiss to you.”
Then Christian fully understood his supposition.
“I I!” he cried.
“White Fell that deadly Thing!
Sweyn, are you blind, mad? I would save you from
her: a Were-Wolf!”
Sweyn maddened again at the accusation a
dastardly way of revenge, as he conceived; and instantly,
for the second time, the brothers were at strife violently.
But Christian was now too desperate
to be scrupulous; for a dim glimpse had shot a possibility
into his mind, and to be free to follow it the striking
of his brother was a necessity. Thank God! he
was armed, and so Sweyn’s equal.
Facing his assailant with the bear-spear,
he struck up his arms, and with the butt end hit hard
so that he fell. The matchless runner leapt away
on the instant, to follow a forlorn hope. Sweyn,
on regaining his feet, was as amazed as angry at this
unaccountable flight. He knew in his heart that
his brother was no coward, and that it was unlike
him to shrink from an encounter because defeat was
certain, and cruel humiliation from a vindictive victor
probable. Of the uselessness of pursuit he was
well aware: he must abide his chagrin, content
to know that his time for advantage would come.
Since White Fell had parted to the right, Christian
to the left, the event of a sequent encounter did
not occur to him. And now Christian, acting on
the dim glimpse he had had, just as Sweyn turned upon
him, of something that moved against the sky along
the ridge behind the homestead, was staking his only
hope on a chance, and his own superlative speed.
If what he saw was really White Fell, he guessed she
was bending her steps towards the open wastes; and
there was just a possibility that, by a straight dash,
and a desperate perilous leap over a sheer bluff,
he might yet meet her or head her. And then:
he had no further thought.
It was past, the quick, fierce race,
and the chance of death at the leap; and he halted
in a hollow to fetch his breath and to look:
did she come? had she gone?
She came.
She came with a smooth, gliding, noiseless
speed, that was neither walking nor running; her arms
were folded in her furs that were drawn tight about
her body; the white lappets from her head were wrapped
and knotted closely beneath her face; her eyes were
set on a far distance. So she went till the even
sway of her going was startled to a pause by Christian.
“Fell!”
She drew a quick, sharp breath at
the sound of her name thus mutilated, and faced Sweyn’s
brother. Her eyes glittered; her upper lip was
lifted, and shewed the teeth. The half of her
name, impressed with an ominous sense as uttered by
him, warned her of the aspect of a deadly foe.
Yet she cast loose her robes till they trailed ample,
and spoke as a mild woman.
“What would you?”
Then Christian answered with his solemn dreadful accusation:
“You kissed Rol and
Rol is dead! You kissed Trella: she is dead!
You have kissed Sweyn, my brother; but he shall not
die!”
He added: “You may live till midnight.”
The edge of the teeth and the glitter
of the eyes stayed a moment, and her right hand also
slid down to the axe haft. Then, without a word,
she swerved from him, and sprang out and away swiftly
over the snow.
And Christian sprang out and away,
and followed her swiftly over the snow, keeping behind,
but half-a-stride’s length from her side.
So they went running together, silent,
towards the vast wastes of snow, where no living thing
but they two moved under the stars of night.
Never before had Christian so rejoiced
in his powers. The gift of speed, and the training
of use and endurance were priceless to him now.
Though midnight was hours away, he was confident that,
go where that Fell Thing would, hasten as she would,
she could not outstrip him nor escape from him.
Then, when came the time for transformation, when
the woman’s form made no longer a shield against
a man’s hand, he could slay or be slain to save
Sweyn. He had struck his dear brother in dire
extremity, but he could not, though reason urged,
strike a woman.
For one mile, for two miles they ran:
White Fell ever foremost, Christian ever at equal
distance from her side, so near that, now and again,
her out-flying furs touched him. She spoke no
word; nor he. She never turned her head to look
at him, nor swerved to evade him; but, with set face
looking forward, sped straight on, over rough, over
smooth, aware of his nearness by the regular beat of
his feet, and the sound of his breath behind.
In a while she quickened her pace.
From the first, Christian had judged of her speed
as admirable, yet with exulting security in his own
excelling and enduring whatever her efforts. But,
when the pace increased, he found himself put to the
test as never had he been before in any race.
Her feet, indeed, flew faster than his; it was only
by his length of stride that he kept his place at her
side. But his heart was high and resolute, and
he did not fear failure yet.
So the desperate race flew on.
Their feet struck up the powdery snow, their breath
smoked into the sharp clear air, and they were gone
before the air was cleared of snow and vapour.
Now and then Christian glanced up to judge, by the
rising of the stars, of the coming of midnight.
So long so long!
White Fell held on without slack.
She, it was evident, with confidence in her speed
proving matchless, as resolute to outrun her pursuer
as he to endure till midnight and fulfil his purpose.
And Christian held on, still self-assured. He
could not fail; he would not fail. To avenge
Rol and Trella was motive enough for him to do what
man could do; but for Sweyn more. She had kissed
Sweyn, but he should not die too: with Sweyn
to save he could not fail.
Never before was such a race as this;
no, not when in old Greece man and maid raced together
with two fates at stake; for the hard running was
sustained unabated, while star after star rose and
went wheeling up towards midnight, for one hour, for
two hours.
Then Christian saw and heard what
shot him through with fear. Where a fringe of
trees hung round a slope he saw something dark moving,
and heard a yelp, followed by a full horrid cry, and
the dark spread out upon the snow, a pack of wolves
in pursuit.
Of the beasts alone he had little
cause for fear; at the pace he held he could distance
them, four-footed though they were. But of White
Fell’s wiles he had infinite apprehension, for
how might she not avail herself of the savage jaws
of these wolves, akin as they were to half her nature.
She vouchsafed to them nor look nor sign; but Christian,
on an impulse to assure himself that she should not
escape him, caught and held the back-flung edge of
her furs, running still.
She turned like a flash with a beastly
snarl, teeth and eyes gleaming again. Her axe
shone, on the upstroke, on the downstroke, as she
hacked at his hand. She had lopped it off at the
wrist, but that he parried with the bear-spear.
Even then, she shore through the shaft and shattered
the bones of the hand at the same blow, so that he
loosed perforce.
Then again they raced on as before,
Christian not losing a pace, though his left hand
swung useless, bleeding and broken.
The snarl, indubitable, though modified
from a woman’s organs, the vicious fury revealed
in teeth and eyes, the sharp arrogant pain of her
maiming blow, caught away Christian’s heed of
the beasts behind, by striking into him close vivid
realisation of the infinitely greater danger that
ran before him in that deadly Thing.
When he bethought him to look behind,
lo! the pack had but reached their tracks, and instantly
slunk aside, cowed; the yell of pursuit changing to
yelps and whines. So abhorrent was that fell
creature to beast as to man.
She had drawn her furs more closely
to her, disposing them so that, instead of flying
loose to her heels, no drapery hung lower than her
knees, and this without a check to her wonderful speed,
nor embarrassment by the cumbering of the folds.
She held her head as before; her lips were firmly
set, only the tense nostrils gave her breath; not
a sign of distress witnessed to the long sustaining
of that terrible speed.
But on Christian by now the strain
was telling palpably. His head weighed heavy,
and his breath came labouring in great sobs; the bear
spear would have been a burden now. His heart
was beating like a hammer, but such a dulness oppressed
his brain, that it was only by degrees he could realise
his helpless state; wounded and weaponless, chasing
that terrible Thing, that was a fierce, desperate,
axe-armed woman, except she should assume the beast
with fangs yet more formidable.
And still the far slow stars went
lingering nearly an hour from midnight.
So far was his brain astray that an
impression took him that she was fleeing from the
midnight stars, whose gain was by such slow degrees
that a time equalling days and days had gone in the
race round the northern circle of the world, and days
and days as long might last before the end except
she slackened, or except he failed.
But he would not fail yet.
How long had he been praying so?
He had started with a self-confidence and reliance
that had felt no need for that aid; and now it seemed
the only means by which to restrain his heart from
swelling beyond the compass of his body, by which to
cherish his brain from dwindling and shrivelling quite
away. Some sharp-toothed creature kept tearing
and dragging on his maimed left hand; he never could
see it, he could not shake it off; but he prayed it
off at times.
The clear stars before him took to
shuddering, and he knew why: they shuddered at
sight of what was behind him. He had never divined
before that strange things hid themselves from men
under pretence of being snow-clad mounds or swaying
trees; but now they came slipping out from their harmless
covers to follow him, and mock at his impotence to
make a kindred Thing resolve to truer form. He
knew the air behind him was thronged; he heard the
hum of innumerable murmurings together; but his eyes
could never catch them, they were too swift and nimble.
Yet he knew they were there, because, on a backward
glance, he saw the snow mounds surge as they grovelled
flatlings out of sight; he saw the trees reel as they
screwed themselves rigid past recognition among the
boughs.
And after such glance the stars for
awhile returned to steadfastness, and an infinite
stretch of silence froze upon the chill grey world,
only deranged by the swift even beat of the flying
feet, and his own slower from the longer
stride, and the sound of his breath. And for
some clear moments he knew that his only concern was,
to sustain his speed regardless of pain and distress,
to deny with every nerve he had her power to outstrip
him or to widen the space between them, till the stars
crept up to midnight. Then out again would come
that crowd invisible, humming and hustling behind,
dense and dark enough, he knew, to blot out the stars
at his back, yet ever skipping and jerking from his
sight.
A hideous check came to the race.
White Fell swirled about and leapt to the right, and
Christian, unprepared for so prompt a lurch, found
close at his feet a deep pit yawning, and his own
impetus past control. But he snatched at her as
he bore past, clasping her right arm with his one
whole hand, and the two swung together upon the brink.
And her straining away in self preservation
was vigorous enough to counter-balance his headlong
impulse, and brought them reeling together to safety.
Then, before he was verily sure that
they were not to perish so, crashing down, he saw
her gnashing in wild pale fury as she wrenched to
be free; and since her right hand was in his grasp,
used her axe left-handed, striking back at him.
The blow was effectual enough even
so; his right arm dropped powerless, gashed, and with
the lesser bone broken, that jarred with horrid pain
when he let it swing as he leaped out again, and ran
to recover the few feet she had gained from his pause
at the shock.
The near escape and this new quick
pain made again every faculty alive and intense.
He knew that what he followed was most surely Death
animate: wounded and helpless, he was utterly
at her mercy if so she should realise and take action.
Hopeless to avenge, hopeless to save, his very despair
for Sweyn swept him on to follow, and follow, and
precede the kiss-doomed to death. Could he yet
fail to hunt that Thing past midnight, out of the womanly
form alluring and treacherous, into lasting restraint
of the bestial, which was the last shred of hope left
from the confident purpose of the outset?
“Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!”
He thought he was praying, though his heart wrung
out nothing but this: “Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!”
The last hour from midnight had lost
half its quarters, and the stars went lifting up the
great minutes; and again his greatening heart, and
his shrinking brain, and the sickening agony that swung
at either side, conspired to appal the will that had
only seeming empire over his feet.
Now White Fell’s body was so
closely enveloped that not a lap nor an edge flew
free. She stretched forward strangely aslant,
leaning from the upright poise of a runner. She
cleared the ground at times by long bounds, gaining
an increase of speed that Christian agonised to equal.
Because the stars pointed that the
end was nearing, the black brood came behind again,
and followed, noising. Ah! if they could but
be kept quiet and still, nor slip their usual harmless
masks to encourage with their interest the last speed
of their most deadly congener. What shape had
they? Should he ever know? If it were not
that he was bound to compel the fell Thing that ran
before him into her truer form, he might face about
and follow them. No no not
so; if he might do anything but what he did race,
race, and racing bear this agony, he would just stand
still and die, to be quit of the pain of breathing.
He grew bewildered, uncertain of his
own identity, doubting of his own true form.
He could not be really a man, no more than that running
Thing was really a woman; his real form was only hidden
under embodiment of a man, but what it was he did not
know. And Sweyn’s real form he did not
know. Sweyn lay fallen at his feet, where he
had struck him down his own brother he:
he stumbled over him, and had to overleap him and
race harder because she who had kissed Sweyn leapt
so fast. “Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!”
Why did the stars stop to shudder?
Midnight else had surely come!
The leaning, leaping Thing looked
back at him with a wild, fierce look, and laughed
in savage scorn and triumph. He saw in a flash
why, for within a time measurable by seconds she would
have escaped him utterly. As the land lay, a
slope of ice sunk on the one hand; on the other hand
a steep rose, shouldering forwards; between the two
was space for a foot to be planted, but none for a
body to stand; yet a juniper bough, thrusting out,
gave a handhold secure enough for one with a resolute
grasp to swing past the perilous place, and pass on
safe.
Though the first seconds of the last
moment were going, she dared to flash back a wicked
look, and laugh at the pursuer who was impotent to
grasp.
The crisis struck convulsive life
into his last supreme effort; his will surged up indomitable,
his speed proved matchless yet. He leapt with
a rush, passed her before her laugh had time to go
out, and turned short, barring the way, and braced
to withstand her.
She came hurling desperate, with a
feint to the right hand, and then launched herself
upon him with a spring like a wild beast when it leaps
to kill. And he, with one strong arm and a hand
that could not hold, with one strong hand and an arm
that could not guide and sustain, he caught and held
her even so. And they fell together. And
because he felt his whole arm slipping, and his whole
hand loosing, to slack the dreadful agony of the wrenched
bone above, he caught and held with his teeth the tunic
at her knee, as she struggled up and wrung off his
hands to overleap him victorious.
Like lightning she snatched her axe,
and struck him on the neck, deep once,
twice his life-blood gushed out, staining
her feet.
The stars touched midnight.
The death scream he heard was not
his, for his set teeth had hardly yet relaxed when
it rang out; and the dreadful cry began with a woman’s
shriek, and changed and ended as the yell of a beast.
And before the final blank overtook his dying eyes,
he saw that She gave place to It; he saw more, that
Life gave place to Death causelessly, incomprehensibly.
For he did not presume that no holy
water could be more holy, more potent to destroy an
evil thing than the life-blood of a pure heart poured
out for another in free willing devotion.
His own true hidden reality that he
had desired to know grew palpable, recognisable.
It seemed to him just this: a great glad abounding
hope that he had saved his brother; too expansive to
be contained by the limited form of a sole man, it
yearned for a new embodiment infinite as the stars.
What did it matter to that true reality
that the man’s brain shrank, shrank, till it
was nothing; that the man’s body could not retain
the huge pain of his heart, and heaved it out through
the red exit riven at the neck; that the black noise
came again hurtling from behind, reinforced by that
dissolved shape, and blotted out for ever the man’s
sight, hearing, sense.
In the early grey of day Sweyn chanced
upon the footprints of a man of a runner,
as he saw by the shifted snow; and the direction they
had taken aroused curiosity, since a little farther
their line must be crossed by the edge of a sheer
height. He turned to trace them. And so
doing, the length of the stride struck his attention a
stride long as his own if he ran. He knew he was
following Christian.
In his anger he had hardened himself
to be indifferent to the night-long absence of his
brother; but now, seeing where the footsteps went,
he was seized with compunction and dread. He had
failed to give thought and care to his poor frantic
twin, who might was it possible? have
rushed to a frantic death.
His heart stood still when he came
to the place where the leap had been taken. A
piled edge of snow had fallen too, and nothing but
snow lay below when he peered. Along the upper
edge he ran for a furlong, till he came to a dip where
he could slip and climb down, and then back again
on the lower level to the pile of fallen snow.
There he saw that the vigorous running had started
afresh.
He stood pondering; vexed that any
man should have taken that leap where he had not ventured
to follow; vexed that he had been beguiled to such
painful emotions; guessing vainly at Christian’s
object in this mad freak. He began sauntering
along, half unconsciously following his brother’s
track; and so in a while he came to the place where
the footprints were doubled.
Small prints were these others, small
as a woman’s, though the pace from one to another
was longer than that which the skirts of women allow.
Did not White Fell tread so?
A dreadful guess appalled him, so
dreadful that he recoiled from belief. Yet his
face grew ashy white, and he gasped to fetch back
motion to his checked heart. Unbelievable?
Closer attention showed how the smaller footfall had
altered for greater speed, striking into the snow
with a deeper onset and a lighter pressure on the
heels. Unbelievable? Could any woman but
White Fell run so? Could any man but Christian
run so? The guess became a certainty. He
was following where alone in the dark night White
Fell had fled from Christian pursuing.
Such villainy set heart and brain
on fire with rage and indignation: such villainy
in his own brother, till lately love-worthy, praiseworthy,
though a fool for meekness. He would kill Christian;
had he lives many as the footprints he had trodden,
vengeance should demand them all. In a tempest
of murderous hate he followed on in haste, for the
track was plain enough, starting with such a burst
of speed as could not be maintained, but brought him
back soon to a plod for the spent, sobbing breath to
be regulated. He cursed Christian aloud and called
White Fell’s name on high in a frenzied expense
of passion. His grief itself was a rage, being
such an intolerable anguish of pity and shame at the
thought of his love, White Fell, who had parted from
his kiss free and radiant, to be hounded straightway
by his brother mad with jealousy, fleeing for more
than life while her lover was housed at his ease.
If he had but known, he raved, in impotent rebellion
at the cruelty of events, if he had but known that
his strength and love might have availed in her defence;
now the only service to her that he could render was
to kill Christian.
As a woman he knew she was matchless
in speed, matchless in strength; but Christian was
matchless in speed among men, nor easily to be matched
in strength. Brave and swift and strong though
she were, what chance had she against a man of his
strength and inches, frantic, too, and intent on horrid
revenge against his brother, his successful rival?
Mile after mile he followed with a
bursting heart; more piteous, more tragic, seemed
the case at this evidence of White Fell’s splendid
supremacy, holding her own so long against Christian’s
famous speed. So long, so long that his love and
admiration grew more and more boundless, and his grief
and indignation therewith also. Whenever the
track lay clear he ran, with such reckless prodigality
of strength, that it soon was spent, and he dragged
on heavily, till, sometimes on the ice of a mere,
sometimes on a wind-swept place, all signs were lost;
but, so undeviating had been their line that a course
straight on, and then short questing to either hand,
recovered them again.
Hour after hour had gone by through
more than half that winter day, before ever he came
to the place where the trampled snow showed that a
scurry of feet had come and gone! Wolves’
feet and gone most amazingly! Only
a little beyond he came to the lopped point of Christian’s
bear-spear; farther on he would see where the remnant
of the useless shaft had been dropped. The snow
here was dashed with blood, and the footsteps of the
two had fallen closer together. Some hoarse sound
of exultation came from him that might have been a
laugh had breath sufficed. “O White Fell,
my poor, brave love! Well struck!” he groaned,
torn by his pity and great admiration, as he guessed
surely how she had turned and dealt a blow.
The sight of the blood inflamed him
as it might a beast that ravens. He grew mad
with a desire to have Christian by the throat once
again, not to loose this time till he had crushed out
his life, or beat out his life, or stabbed out his
life; or all these, and torn him piecemeal likewise:
and ah! then, not till then, bleed his heart with
weeping, like a child, like a girl, over the piteous
fate of his poor lost love.
On on on through
the aching time, toiling and straining in the track
of those two superb runners, aware of the marvel of
their endurance, but unaware of the marvel of their
speed, that, in the three hours before midnight had
overpassed all that vast distance that he could only
traverse from twilight to twilight. For clear
daylight was passing when he came to the edge of an
old marl-pit, and saw how the two who had gone before
had stamped and trampled together in desperate peril
on the verge. And here fresh blood stains spoke
to him of a valiant defence against his infamous brother;
and he followed where the blood had dripped till the
cold had staunched its flow, taking a savage gratification
from this evidence that Christian had been gashed
deeply, maddening afresh with desire to do likewise
more excellently, and so slake his murderous hate.
And he began to know that through all his despair
he had entertained a germ of hope, that grew apace,
rained upon by his brother’s blood.
He strove on as best he might, wrung
now by an access of hope, now of despair, in agony
to reach the end, however terrible, sick with the
aching of the toiled miles that deferred it.
And the light went lingering out of
the sky, giving place to uncertain stars.
He came to the finish.
Two bodies lay in a narrow place.
Christian’s was one, but the other beyond not
White Fell’s. There where the footsteps
ended lay a great white wolf.
At the sight Sweyn’s strength
was blasted; body and soul he was struck down grovelling.
The stars had grown sure and intense
before he stirred from where he had dropped prone.
Very feebly he crawled to his dead brother, and laid
his hands upon him, and crouched so, afraid to look
or stir farther.
Cold, stiff, hours dead. Yet
the dead body was his only shelter and stay in that
most dreadful hour. His soul, stripped bare of
all sceptic comfort, cowered, shivering, naked, abject;
and the living clung to the dead out of piteous need
for grace from the soul that had passed away.
He rose to his knees, lifting the
body. Christian had fallen face forward in the
snow, with his arms flung up and wide, and so had
the frost made him rigid: strange, ghastly, unyielding
to Sweyn’s lifting, so that he laid him down
again and crouched above, with his arms fast round
him, and a low heart-wrung groan.
When at last he found force to raise
his brother’s body and gather it in his arms,
tight clasped to his breast, he tried to face the
Thing that lay beyond. The sight set his limbs
in a palsy with horror and dread. His senses
had failed and fainted in utter cowardice, but for
the strength that came from holding dead Christian
in his arms, enabling him to compel his eyes to endure
the sight, and take into the brain the complete aspect
of the Thing. No wound, only blood stains on
the feet. The great grim jaws had a savage grin,
though dead-stiff. And his kiss: he could
bear it no longer, and turned away, nor ever looked
again.
And the dead man in his arms, knowing
the full horror, had followed and faced it for his
sake; had suffered agony and death for his sake; in
the neck was the deep death gash, one arm and both
hands were dark with frozen blood, for his sake!
Dead he knew him, as in life he had not known him,
to give the right meed of love and worship. Because
the outward man lacked perfection and strength equal
to his, he had taken the love and worship of that
great pure heart as his due; he, so unworthy in the
inner reality, so mean, so despicable, callous, and
contemptuous towards the brother who had laid down
his life to save him. He longed for utter annihilation,
that so he might lose the agony of knowing himself
so unworthy such perfect love. The frozen calm
of death on the face appalled him. He dared not
touch it with lips that had cursed so lately, with
lips fouled by kiss of the horror that had been death.
He struggled to his feet, still clasping
Christian. The dead man stood upright within
his arm, frozen rigid. The eyes were not quite
closed; the head had stiffened, bowed slightly to one
side; the arms stayed straight and wide. It was
the figure of one crucified, the blood-stained hands
also conforming.
So living and dead went back along
the track that one had passed in the deepest passion
of love, and one in the deepest passion of hate.
All that night Sweyn toiled through the snow, bearing
the weight of dead Christian, treading back along
the steps he before had trodden, when he was wronging
with vilest thoughts, and cursing with murderous hatred,
the brother who all the while lay dead for his sake.
Cold, silence, darkness encompassed
the strong man bowed with the dolorous burden; and
yet he knew surely that that night he entered hell,
and trod hell-fire along the homeward road, and endured
through it only because Christian was with him.
And he knew surely that to him Christian had been
as Christ, and had suffered and died to save him from
his sins.