September 19th, 1916.
Dearest Mother:
I’ve been in France 19 days,
and it hasn’t taken me long to go into action.
Soon I shall be quite an old hand. I’m just
back from 24 hours in the Observation Post, from which
one watches the effect of fire. I understand
now and forgive the one phrase which the French children
have picked up from our Tommies on account of
its frequent occurrence “bl
mud.” I never knew that mud could be so
thick and treacly. All my fear that I might be
afraid under shell-fire is over you get
to believe that if you’re going to be hit you’re
going to be. But David’s phrase keeps repeating
itself in my mind, “Ten thousand shall fall
at thy side, etc., but it shall not come nigh
unto thee.” It’s a curious thing
that the men who are most afraid are those who get
most easily struck. A friend of G.M.C.’s
was hit the other day within thirty yards of me he
was a Princeton chap. I mentioned him in one of
my previous letters. Our right section commander
got a blighty two days ago and is probably now in
England. He went off on a firing battery wagon,
grinning all over his face, saying he wouldn’t
sell that bit of blood and shrapnel for a thousand
pounds. I’m wearing your tie it’s
the envy of the battery. All the officers wanted
me to give them the name of my girl. It never
occurs to men that mothers will do things like that.
Thank the powers it has stopped raining
and we’ll be able to get dry. I came in
plastered from head to foot with lying in the rain
on my tummy and peering over the top of a trench.
Isn’t it a funny change from comfortable breakfasts,
press notices and a blazing fire?
Do you want any German souvenirs?
Just at present I can get plenty. I have a splendid
bayonet and a belt with Kaiser Bill’s arms on
it but you can’t forward these things
from France. The Germans swear that they’re
not using bayonets with saw-edges, but you can buy
them for five francs from the Tommies ones
they’ve taken from the prisoners or else picked
up.
You needn’t be nervous about
me. I’m a great little dodger of whizz-bangs.
Besides I have a superstition that there’s something
in the power of M.’s cross to bless. It
came with the mittens, and is at present round my
neck.
You know what it sounds like when
they’re shooting coals down an iron run-way
into a cellar-well, imagine a thousand of them.
That’s what I’m hearing while I write.
God bless you; I’m very happy.
Yours
ever,
Con.