January 28th.
I’m back at the battery, sitting
by a cosy fire. I might be up at Kootenay by
the look of my surroundings. I’m in a shack
with a really truly floor, and a window looking out
on moonlit whiteness. If it wasn’t for
the tapping of the distant machine guns tapping
that always sounds to me like the nailing up of coffins I
might be here for pleasure. In imagination I
can see your great ship, with all its portholes aglare,
ploughing across the darkness to America. The
dear sailor brothers I can’t quite visualise;
I can only see them looking so upright and pale when
we said good-bye. It’s getting late and
the fire’s dying. I’m half asleep;
I’ve not been out of my clothes for three nights.
I shall tell myself a story of the end of the war
and our next meeting it’ll last from
the time that I creep into my sack until I close my
eyes. It’s a glorious life.
Yours very lovingly,
CON