February 6th, 1917.

My Very Dear M.: 

I read in to-day’s paper that U.S.A. threatens to come over and help us.  I wish she would.  The very thought of the possibility fills me with joy.  I’ve been light-headed all day.  It would be so ripping to live among people, when the war is ended, of whom you need not be ashamed.  Somewhere deep down in my heart I’ve felt a sadness ever since I’ve been out here, at America’s lack of gallantry it’s so easy to find excuses for not climbing to Calvary; sacrifice was always too noble to be sensible.  I would like to see the country of our adoption become splendidly irrational even at this eleventh hour in the game; it would redeem her in the world’s eyes.  She doesn’t know what she’s losing.  From these carcase-strewn fields of khaki there’s a cleansing wind blowing for the nations that have died.  Though there was only one Englishman left to carry on the race when this war is victoriously ended, I would give more for the future of England than for the future of America with her ninety millions whose sluggish blood was not stirred by the call of duty.  It’s bigness of soul that makes nations great and not population.  Money, comfort, limousines and ragtime are not the requisites of men when heroes are dying.  I hate the thought of Fifth Avenue, with its pretty faces, its fashions, its smiling frivolity.  America as a great nation will die, as all coward civilisations have died, unless she accepts the stigmata of sacrifice, which a divine opportunity again offers her.

If it were but possible to show those ninety millions one battlefield with its sprawling dead, its pity, its marvellous forgetfulness of self, I think then no, they wouldn’t be afraid.  Fear isn’t the emotion one feels they would experience the shame of living when so many have shed their youth freely.  This war is a prolonged moment of exultation for most of us we are redeeming ourselves in our own eyes.  To lay down one’s life for one’s friend once seemed impossible.  All that is altered.  We lay down our lives that the future generations may be good and kind, and so we can contemplate oblivion with quiet eyes.  Nothing that is noblest that the Greeks taught is unpractised by the simplest men out here to-day.  They may die childless, but their example will father the imagination of all the coming ages.  These men, in the noble indignation of a great ideal, face a worse hell than the most ingenious of fanatics ever planned or plotted.  Men die scorched like moths in a furnace, blown to atoms, gassed, tortured.  And again other men step forward to take their places well knowing what will be their fate.  Bodies may die, but the spirit of England grows greater as each new soul speeds upon its way.  The battened souls of America will die and be buried.  I believe the decision of the next few days will prove to be the crisis in America’s nationhood.  If she refuses the pain which will save her, the cancer of self-despising will rob her of her life.

This feeling is strong with us.  It’s past midnight, but I could write of nothing else to-night.

God bless you.

Yours ever,
Con.