Here I sit back, and words fail me.
I see that year as a kaleidoscope of one joyful day
after another, each rushing by and leaving the memory
that we both always had, of the most perfect year that
was ever given to mortals on earth. I remember
our eighth wedding anniversary in Berkeley. We
had been going night after night until we were tired
of going anywhere,-engagements seemed to
have heaped up,-so we decided that the
very happiest way we could celebrate that most-to-be-celebrated
of all dates was just to stay at home, plug the telephone,
pull down the blinds, and have an evening by ourselves.
Then we got out everything that we kept as mementos
of our European days, and went over them-all
the postcards, memory-books, theatre and opera programmes,
etc., and, lastly, read my diary-I
had kept a record of every day in Europe. When
we came to that year in Heidelberg, we just could not
believe our own eyes. How had we ever managed
to pack a year so full, and live to tell the tale?
I wish I could write a story of just that year.
We swore an oath in Berlin that we would make Heidelberg
mean Germany to us-no English-speaking,
no Americans. As far as it lay in our power, we
lived up to it. Carl and I spoke only German
to each other and to the children, and we shunned
our fellow countrymen as if they had had the plague.
And Carl, in the characteristic way he had, set out
to fill our lives with all the real German life we
could get into them, not waiting for that life to
come of itself-which it might never have
done.
One afternoon, on his way home from
the University, he discovered in a back alley the
Weiser Boch, a little restaurant and beer-hall so full
of local color that it “hollered.”
No, it did not holler: it was too real for that.
It was sombre and carved up-it whispered.
Carl made immediate friends, in the way he had, with
the portly Frau and Herr who ran the Weiser Boch:
they desired to meet me, they desired to see the Kinder,
and would not the Herr Student like to have the Weiser
Boch lady mention his name to some of the German students
who dropped in? Carl left his card, and wondered
if anything would come of it.
The very next afternoon,-such
a glowing account of the Amerikaner the Weiser
Boch lady must have given,-a real truly
German student, in his corps cap and ribbons, called
at our home-the stiffest, most decorous
heel-clicking German student I ever was to see.
His embarrassment was great when he discovered that
Carl was out, and I seemed to take it quite for granted
that he was to sit down for a moment and visit with
me. He fell over everything. But we visited,
and I was able to gather that his corps wished Herr
Student Par-r-r-ker to have beer with them the following
evening. Then he bowed himself backwards and out,
and fled.
I could scarce wait for Carl to get
home-it was too good to be true. And
that was but the beginning. Invitation after invitation
came to Carl, first from one corps, then from another;
almost every Saturday night he saw German student-life
first hand somewhere, and at least one day a week
he was invited to the duels in the Hirsch Gasse.
Little by little we got the students to our Wohnung;
then we got chummier and chummier, till we would walk
up Haupt Straße saluting here, passing a
word there, invited to some student function one night,
another affair another night. The students who
lived in Heidelberg had us meet their families, and
those who were batching in Heidelberg often had us
come to their rooms. We made friendships during
that year that nothing could ever mar.
It is two years now since we received
the last letter from any Heidelberg chum. Are
they all killed, perhaps? And when we can communicate
again, after the war, think of what I must write them!
Carl was a revelation to most of them-they
would talk about him to me, and ask if all Americans
were like him, so fresh in spirit, so clean, so sincere,
so full of fun, and, with it all, doing the finest
work of all of them but one in the University.
The economics students tried to think
of some way of influencing Alfred Weber to give another
course of lectures at the University. He was in
retirement at Heidelberg, but still the adored of the
students. Finally, they decided that a committee
of three should represent them and make a personal
appeal. Carl was one of the three chosen.
The report soon flew around, how, in Weber’s
august presence, the Amerikaner had stood with
his hands in his pockets-even sat for a
few moments on the edge of Weber’s desk.
The two Germans, posed like ramrods, expected to see
such informality shoved out bodily. Instead,
when they took their leave, the Herr Professor had
actually patted the Amerikaner on the shoulder,
and said he guessed he would give the lectures.
Then his report in Gothein’s
Seminar, which went so well that I fairly burst with
pride. He had worked day and night on that.
I was to meet him at eight after it had been given,
and we were to have a celebration. I was standing
by the entrance to the University building when out
came an enthused group of jabbering German students,
Carl in their midst. They were patting him on
the back, shaking his hands furiously; and when they
saw me, they rushed to tell me of Carl’s success
and how Gothein had said before all that it had been
the best paper presented that semester.
I find myself smiling as I write this-I
was too happy that night to eat.
The Sunday trips we made up the Neckar:
each morning early we would take the train and ride
to where we had walked the Sunday previous; then we
would tramp as far as we could,-meaning
until dark,-have lunch at some untouristed
inn along the road, or perhaps eat a picnic lunch of
our own in some old castle ruin, and then ride home.
Oh, those Sundays! I tell you no two people in
all this world, since people were, have ever had one
day like those Sundays. And we had them almost
every week. It would have been worth going to
Germany for just one of those days.
There was the gay, glad party that
the Economic students gave, out in Handschusheim at
the “zum Bachlenz”; first, the banquet,
with a big roomful of jovial young Germans; then the
play, in which Carl and I both took part. Carl
appeared in a mixture of his Idaho outfit and a German
peasant’s costume, beating a large drum.
He represented “Materialindex,” and called
out loudly, “Ich bitte mich nicht
zu vergessen. Ich bin auch
da.” I was “Methode,”
which nobody wanted to claim; whereat I wept.
I am looking at the flashlight picture of us all at
this moment. Then came the dancing, and then
at about four o’clock the walk home in the moonlight,
by the old castle ruin in Handschusheim, singing the
German student-songs.
There was Carnival season, with its
masque balls and frivolity, and Faschings Dienstag,
when Hauptstraße was given over to merriment
all afternoon, every one trailing up and down the
middle of the street masked, and in fantastic costume,
throwing confetti and tooting horns, Carl and I tooting
with the rest.
As time went on, we came to have one
little group of nine students whom we were with more
than any others. As each of the men took his degree,
he gave a party to the rest of us to celebrate it,
every one trying to outdo the other in fun. Besides
these most important degree celebrations, there were
less dazzling affairs, such as birthday parties, dinners,
or afternoon coffee in honor of visiting German parents,
or merely meeting together in our favorite cafe after
a Socialist lecture or a Max Reger concert. In
addition to such functions, Carl and I had our Wednesday
night spree just by ourselves, when every week we
met after his seminar. Our budget allowed just
twelve and a half cents an evening for both of us.
I put up a supper at home, and in good weather we
ate down by the river or in some park. When it
rained and was cold, we sat in a corner of the third-class
waiting-room by the stove, watching the people coming
and going in the station. Then, for dessert,
we went every Wednesday to Tante’s Conditorei,
where, for two and a half cents apiece, we got a large
slice of a special brand of the most divine cake ever
baked. Then, for two and a half cents, we saw
the movies-at a reduced rate because we
presented a certain number of street-car transfers
along with the cash, and then had to sit in the first
three rows. But you see, we used to remark, we
have to sit so far away at the opera, it’s good
to get up close at something! Those were real
movies-no danger of running into a night-long
Robert W. Chambers scenario. It was in the days
before such developments. Then across the street
was an “Automat,” and there, for a cent
and a quarter apiece, we could hold a glass under
a little spigot, press a button, and get-refreshments.
Then we walked home.
O Heidelberg-I love your
every tree, every stone, every blade of grass!
But at last our year came to an end.
We left the town in a bower of fruit-blossoms, as
we had found it. Our dear, most faithful friends,
the Kecks, gave us a farewell luncheon; and with babies,
bundles, and baggage, we were off.
Heidelberg was the only spot I ever
wept at leaving. I loved it then, and I love
it now, as I love no other place on earth and Carl
felt the same way. We were mournful, indeed,
as that train pulled out.