Rachel marched from the garden and
disappeared through the door-way without a backward
glance. The girl, holding the crumpled letter
in both hands behind her, beat her foot upon the greensward,
and looked downward with flushed cheeks and glittering
eyes. Her life had not hitherto been fruitful
of strong emotions, and she had never felt so angry
or aggrieved as she felt now.
“How did she dare? What can Reuben think
of me?”
These were the only thoughts which
found form in her mind, and each was poignant.
A knock sounded at the street door,
and she moved mechanically to answer it, but catching
sight of her father’s figure in the hall she
turned away, and seated herself at the musicians’
table.
Fuller greeted Reuben-for
the early visitor was no other than he-with
a broad grin, and stuck a facetious forefinger in his
ribs.
“Come in, lad, come in,”
he said, chuckling. “I never seed such a
lark i’ my born days as we’ve had here
this mornin’.”
“Indeed!” said Reuben.
“Can I-” He began to blush and
stammer a little. “Can I see Miss Ruth,
Mr. Fuller?”
“All i’ good time, lad,”
replied Fuller. “Come in. Sit thee
down.” Reuben complied, scarcely at his
ease, and wondered what was coming. “Was
you expectin’ any sort of a letter last night,
Reuben?” the old fellow asked him, with a fat
enjoying chuckle.
“Yes, sir,” said Reuben,
blushing anew, but regarding his questioner frankly.
“Was that what you took away the book o’
duets for, eh?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Didst find the letter?”
Fuller was determined to make the most of his history,
after the manner of men who have stories ready made
for them but rarely.
“I don’t know,”
replied Reuben, to the old man’s amazement.
“Do you know what the letter was about, Mr.
Fuller?”
“Don’t know?” cried
Fuller. “What beest hov-erin’ about?
Knowst whether thee hadst a letter or not, dostn’t?”
“I had a letter,” said
Reuben, “but I can’t think it was meant
for me. Perhaps I ought to have spoken first
to you, sir, but I wrote to Miss Ruth yesterday-”
There he paused, asking himself how to put this altogether
sacred thing into words.
“Didst now?” asked Fuller,
unctuously enjoying the young man’s discomfort.
“What might it ha’ been about?”
“I wrote to ask her if she would
marry me,” said Reuben, with desperate simplicity.
“Ah!” said Fuller. “And what
says her to that?”
“I can’t believe that
I have had her answer,” returned Reuben, with
much embarrassment. “I found a letter in
the book, but I think-I am sure-it
is not meant for me.”
“You’ll find Ruth i’
the gardin,” said Fuller, puzzled in his turn.
“Her’ll tell you, mayhap. But wait
a bit; her’s rare an’ wroth this mornin’,
and I ain’t sure as it’s safe to be anigh
her. Miss Blythe’s been here this mornin’-Aunt
Rachel, as the wench has allays called her, though
her’s no more than her mother’s second
cousin-and it seems as th’ old creetur
found out about Ruth’s letter, and went and took
it from wheer it was and marched it off. Her
was here this mornin’ t’ ask me to open
it and read it along with her. Theer’s no
tekin’ note of her, Reuben, poor old ooman.
Her’s got a hive in her head. ’Do
you know this young man’s character’ her
says. ‘Why, yis,’ I says; ’it’d
be odd if I didn’t,’ I says. ‘Well,’
her says, ‘he’s a villin.’ ‘Rubbidge,’
says I; ‘theer’s no moor esteemable feller
i’ the parish,’ I says, ’onless it’s
his uncle Ezra.’ Then her fires up and her
says, ’His uncle Ezra is a villin.’
Then I bust out a-laughin’ in her face.
Her’s flighty, you know, lad, her’s uncommon
flighty. Six-and-twenty year ago-it
was afore thee couldst toddle-her left
the parish because of Ezra.”
“Because of my uncle?”
There were so many things to be amazed at in this
speech of Fuller’s that the youngster hardly
knew which to be surprised at most.
“Didst never hear o’ that?”
asked Fuller. “It’s been the talk
o’ the parish ever sence her come back to live
in it. Your uncle used to be a good deal at her
mother’s house from thirty to six-and-twenty
’ear ago, and used to tek his fiddle theer
and gie ’em a taste o’ music now and then.
Her seems to ha’ let it tek root in her
poor head as he was squirin’ her and mekin’
up to her for marriage; but after four or five year
her got tired and hopeless, I reckon, and went away.
Then I expect her begun to brood a bit, after the
mode of a woman as is lonely, and has got no such
thing as a man around her, and that’s how it
is, lad.”
“My uncle!” Reuben fell
to pacing up and down the room, talking aloud, but
as if he addressed himself rather than his sweetheart’s
father. “Manzini was the last man whose
works he played-the last man he ever handled
bow and fiddle for. His own words. He left
the book open when he went away, and closed it when
he came back again.” He drew the discolored
note from his pocket, and stared at it with a look
of tragic certainty.
“Be we all mad together?”
said Fuller. “What’s the matter with
the lad, i’ the name o’ wonder?”
“I’ll explain everything,
sir,” answered Reuben, like a man awakening
from sleep. “And yet I don’t know
that I can. I don’t know that I have a
right to explain. I could ask Ruth’s advice.
It’s hard to know what to do in such a case.”
“Theer’s no such thing
as a straight wescut i’ the house, worse luck,”
said Fuller. “Theer is a clothesline,
if that ’ud serve as well.”
“May I see Miss Ruth, sir?”
asked Reuben. “I’ll tell you all about
it if I can. But I think I have found out a very
strange and mournful thing.”
Fuller threw open the window and called
“Ruth.” She came in slowly, and started
when she saw Reuben there, and both she and he stood
for a moment in some confusion.
“Gi’e the wench a kiss
and ha’ done with it,” said Fuller.
“Her’s as ready as thee beest willin’.”
Reuben acted on this sage counsel,
and Ruth, though she blushed like a rose, made no
protest.
“Theer,” said papa, hugging
his fat waistcoat, and rolling from the room.
“Call me when I’m wanted.”
He was not wanted for a long time,
for the lovers had much to say to each other, as was
only natural. First of all, Ruth shyly gave Reuben
the letter she had written the night before, and he
read it, and then there were questions to be asked
and answered on either side, as-Did she
really love him? And why? And since when?
And had she not always known that he loved her?
All which the reader shall figure out of his or her
own experience or fancy; for these things, though delightful
in their own time and place, are not to be written
of, having a smack of foolishness with much that is
tender and charming.
Next-or rather interlaced
with this-came Ruth’s version of Aunt
Rachel’s curious behavior. And then said
Reuben,
“I think I hold the key to that.
But whether I do or not remains to be seen. I
found this in Manzini. You see how old it looks.
The very pin that held it to the paper was rusted
half through. You see,” turning it over,
“it is addressed to Mr. Gold. I am afraid
it was meant for my uncle, and that he never saw it.
If it is a breach of faith to show it you I cannot
help it. Read it, darling, and tell me what you
think is best to be done.”
Ruth read it, and looked up with a
face pale with extreme compassion.
“Reuben,” she said, “this
is Aunt Rachel’s handwriting. This is all
her story.” She began to cry, and Reuben
comforted her. “What can we do?”
she asked, gently evading him. “Oh, Reuben,
how pitiful, how pitiful it is!”
“Should he have it after all
these years?” asked Reuben. “What
can it be but a regret to him?”
“Oh yes,” she answered,
with clasped hands and new tears in her eyes, “he
must have it. Think of his poor spirit knowing
afterwards that we had kept it from him?”
“It will be a sore grief for
him to see it. I fear so. A sore grief.”
“Aunt Rachel will be less bitter
when she knows. But oh, Reuben, to be parted
in that way for so long! Do you see it all?
He wrote to her asking her to be his wife, and she
wrote back, and he never had her answer, and waited
for it. And she, waiting and waiting for him,
and hearing nothing, thinking she had been tricked
and mocked, poor thing, and growing prouder and bitterer
until she went away. I never, never heard of
anything so sad.” She would have none of
Reuben’s consoling now, though the tears were
streaming down her cheeks. “Go,” she
begged him-“go at once, and take
it to him. Think if it were you and me!”
“It would never have happened
to you and me, my darling,” said Reuben.
“I’d have had ‘Yes’ or ‘No’
for an answer. A man’s offer of his heart
is worth a ‘No, thank you,’ though he
made it to a queen.”
“Go at once,” she besought
him. “I shall be unhappy till I know he
knows!”
“Well, my dear,” said
Reuben, “if you say go, I go. But I’d
as lief put my hand in a fire. The poor old man
will have suffered nothing like this for many a day.”
“Stop an’ tek a bit
o’ breakfast, lad,” cried Fuller, as Reuben
hurried by him, at the door which gave upon the garden.
“It’ll be ready i’ five minutes.”
“I have my orders, sir,”
said Reuben, with a pale smile. “I can’t
stop this morning, much as I should like to.”
Like most healthy men of vivid fancy
he was a rapid walker, and in a few minutes he was
in sight of his uncle’s house. His heart
failed him and he stopped short irresolutely.
Should he send the letter, explaining where he found
it, and how? He could hardly bear to think of
looking on the pain the old man might endure.
And yet would it not be kinder to be with him?
Might he not be in need of some one? and if he were,
who was there but his nephew-the one man
of his kindred left alive?
“I’ll do it at once,”
said Reuben, and walking straight to the door, he
knocked. He would have given all he had to be
away when this was done, but he had to stand his ground,
and he waited a long time while a hand drew back the
shrieking bolts and clattering chain within. Then
the key turned in the lock. The door opened and
his uncle stood before him.
“Beest early this morning,”
he said, with a smile. “Theer’s something
special brings thee here so ’soon?”
“Yes,” answered Reuben,
clearing his throat, “something special.”
“Come in, lad,” said Ezra.
“No trouble, I hope. Theer’s a kind
of a troubled look upon you. What is it?”
Reuben entered without an immediate
answer, and Ezra closed the door behind him.
The gloom and the almost vault-like odors of the chamber
struck upon him with a cold sense of solitude and age.
They answered to the thoughts that filled him-the
thoughts of his uncle’s lonely and sunless life.
“Trouble!” said the old
man, in an inward voice. “Theer’s
trouble everywheer! What is it, lad?”
“Sit down, uncle,” began
Reuben, after a pause in which Ezra peered at him
anxiously. “I find I must tell you some
business of my own to make myself quite clear.
I wrote a note to Ruth last night, and I learned from
her that she had put an answer between the leaves of
Manzini. I took the book home and found a note
addressed to Mr. Gold. I opened it, and it was
signed with an ‘R,’ and so I read it.
But I can’t help thinking it belongs to you.
The paper’s very yellow and old, and I think
“-his voice grew treacherous, and
he could scarcely command it-“I think
it must have lain there unnoticed for some years.”
He held it out rustling and shaking
in his hand. Ezra, breathing hard and short,
accepted it, and began to grope in his pockets for
his spectacle-case. After a while he found it,
and tremblingly setting his glasses astride his nose,
began to unfold the paper, which crackled noisily
in the dead silence.
When he had unfolded it he glanced
across at Reuben and walked to the window.
“Theer’s summat wrong,”
he said, when he had stood there for a minute or two,
with the crisp, thick old paper crackling in his hand.
“Summat the matter wi’ my eyes. Read
it-out.” His voice was ghastly
strange.
Reuben approached him and took the
letter from his fingers. In this exchange their
hands met, and Ezra’s was like ice. He laid
it on Reuben’s shoulder, repeating, “Read
it out.”
“‘Dear Mr. Gold,’”
read Reuben, “I have not answered your esteemed
note until now, though in receipt of it since Thursday.’”
“Thursday?” said Ezra.
“Thursday,” repeated Reuben.
“’For I dare not seem precipitate in such
a matter. But I have consulted my own heart, and
have laid it before the Throne, knowing no earthly
adviser.’”
There was such a tremor in the hand
which held him that Reuben’s voice failed for
pure pity.
“Yes,” said Ezra. “Goon.”
“‘Dear Mr. Gold,’”
read Reuben, in a voice even less steady than before,
“‘it shall be as you wish.’”
There he paused again, his voice betraying him.
“Go on,” said Ezra.
“’It shall be as you wish,
and I trust God may help me to be a worthy helpmeet.
So no more till I hear again from you. R.’”
“That’s all?” asked Ezra.
“That’s all.”
“Thank you, lad, thank you.”
He stooped as if in the act of sitting down, and Reuben,
passing an arm about his waist, led him to an armchair.
“Thank you, lad,” he said again. An
eight-day clock ticked in a neighboring room.
“That was how it came to pass,” said the
old man, in a voice so strangely commonplace that
Reuben started at it. “Ah! That was
how it came to pass.” He was silent again
for two or three minutes, and the clock ticked on.
“That was how it came to pass,” he said
again. With great deliberation he set his hands
together, finger by finger, in the shape of a wedge,
and then pushing them between his knees, bent his
head above them, and seemed to stare at the dim pattern
of the carpet. He was silent for a long time
now, and sat as still as if he were carved in stone.
“Who’s there?” he cried, suddenly
looking up.
“I am here, uncle,” Reuben answered.
“Yes, yes,” said Ezra.
“Reuben. Yes, of course. And that was
how it came to pass.”
Reuben, with a burning and choking
sensation in his throat, stood in his place, not knowing
what to say or do.
“Wheer is it?” asked Ezra,
looking up again. Reuben handed him the note,
and he sat with bent head above it for a long time.
“Reuben, lad,” he said then, “I’ll
wish thee a good-mornin’. I’m like
to be poor company, and to tell the truth, lad, I
want to be by mysen for a while. I’ve been
shook a bit, my lad, I’ve been shook a bit.”
As he spoke thus he arose, and with
his hands folded behind him walked to and fro.
His face was grayer than common, and the bright color
which generally marked his cheeks was flown; but it
was plain to see that he had recovered full possession
of himself, though he was still much agitated.
Reuben went away in silence, and Ezra continued to
pace the room for an hour. His house-keeper appeared
to tell him that breakfast was on the table, but though
he answered in his customary manner he took no further
notice. She came again to tell him with a voice
of complaint that everything was cold and spoiled.
“Well, well, woman,” said Ezra, “leave
it theer.”
He went on walking up and down, until,
without any acceleration of his pace, he changed the
direction of his walk and passed out at the door,
feeling in the darkened little passage for his hat.
“You sha’n’t goo
out wi’ nothing on your stomach,” said
the servant, who had been watching and waiting to
see what he would do. Ezra, to satisfy her, poured
out and drank a cup of coffee, and then walked out
into the street, bending his steps in the direction
of Rachel’s cottage. Twice on the way he
paused and half drew from his waistcoat-pocket the
yellow old note which had so long lingered on its
way to him, but each time he returned it without looking
at it, and walked on again.
He stood for a moment at the wicket-gate,
and then opening it passed through, suffering it to
fall with a clatter behind him. His hand trembled
strangely as he lifted it to the door, and he knocked
with a tremulous loudness. When he had waited
for a time he heard Rachel’s footsteps tapping
on the oil-cloth of the passage which divided her toy
sitting-room from her bandbox of a parlor. His
gray face went a shade grayer, and he cleared his
throat nervously, with the tips of his thin fingers
at his month. He heard the rattling of the door-chain,
but it seemed rather as if it were being put up than
taken down, and this suspicion was confirmed when
it was opened with a little jar and stopped short
at the confines of the chain. Rachel’s face
looked round the edge of the door. He had time
to speak but a single word-“Rachel!”
The door was vigorously slammed in
his face, and he heard the emphatic tapping of footsteps
as she retired. He stood for a minute irresolute,
and then, quitting the porch, walked round the thread
of gravelled foot-path which led to the back of the
cottage. He had but rounded the corner of the
building when the back door closed with a clang, and
he heard the bolts shot. Next, while he still
stood irresolute, he saw Rachel approach a window
and vigorously apply herself to the blind cord.
In the mere instant which intervened between this and
the descent of the blind she looked at him with a
profound and passionate scorn. The old man sighed,
and nodding his head up and down retraced his steps,
but lingering in the pathway in the little garden,
and surveying the house wistfully, he was again aware
of Rachel, who faced him once more with an unchanging
countenance. This time she appeared at the parlor
window, and a second time the blind came down between
him and her gaze of uncompromising scorn.
“Eh, dear!” he said, tremblingly,
as he turned away. “Her’s got reason
to think it, poor thing. It’s hard to find
out the ways o’ Providence. If it warn’t
for good it couldn’t ha’ happened, but
it’s a heavy burden all the same.”