We who live in London know well enough
that its streets are not paved with gold. If
one had asked Christopher his opinion on that point,
he would no doubt have laughed at the childishness
of the question, yet he came up to London with all
the confidence and certainty which the old childish
belief could have inspired. He was coming to make
his fortune. That went without saying. He
was brim-full of belief in himself, to begin with.
‘The world’s mine oyster,’ he thought,
as the cheap parliamentary train crawled from station
to station. The world is my oyster, for
that matter, but the edible mollusc is hidden, and
the shell is uninviting. Christopher found the
mollusc very shy, the shell innutritive.
Publishers did not leap at the organ
fugue in C as they ought to have done. They skipped
not in answer to the adagio movement in the May-day
Symphony. The oratorio conjured no money from
their pockets-for the most part, they declined
to open the wrapper which surrounded it, or to see
it opened. Poor Christopher, in short, experienced
all the scorn which patient merit of the unworthy
takes, and found his own appreciation of himself of
little help to him. His money melted-as
money has a knack of melting when one would least wish
to see it melt. Oxford Street became to him as
stony-hearted a step-mother as it was to De Quincey,
and at melancholy last-while his letters
to Barbara became shorter and fewer-he
found an enforced way to the pawnbroker’s, whither
went all which his Uncle’s capacious maw would
receive; all, except the beloved violin which had
so often sung to Barbara, so often sounded Love’s
sweet lullaby in the quiet of his own chamber. That
he could not part with, for he was a true enthusiast
when all was told. So he went about hungry for
a day or two.
I have hurried a little in telling
his story in order that I might get the worst over
at once.
Two months before he came to this
sad pass he was standing one cold night in front of
the Euston Road entrance to the great terminal station,
when the sound of a violin struck upon his ears, played
as surely a violin was never played in the streets
before. The performer, whoever he might be, slashed
away with a wonderful merry abandonment, playing the
jolliest tunes, until he had a great crowd about him,
on the outskirts of which girls with their arms embracing
each other swung round in time to the measured madness
of the music. The close-pent crowd beat time
with hand and foot, and sometimes this rude accompaniment
almost drowned the music:-
An Orpheus! An Orpheus!
He worked on the crowd; He swayed them with melody
merry and loud.
The people went half wild over this
street Paganini. They laughed with him and danced
to his music until their rough acclamation almost made
the music dumb. Then suddenly he changed his theme,
and the sparkle went out of the air and left it dim
and foggy as it was by nature, and by-and-by added
a deeper gloom to it. For he played a ghostly
and weird and awful theme, which stilled merriment
and chilled jollity, and seemed to fill the night
with phantoms. It made a very singular impression
indeed upon Christopher’s! nerves. Christopher
was not so well nourished as he might have been, and
when a man’s economy plays tricks with his stomach,
the stomach is likely to pass the trick on with interest.
He stood amazed-doubtful of his ears, of
the street, of the people, of his own identity.
For that weird and awful theme was his own, and, which
made the thing more wonderful, he had never even written
it down. And here was somebody playing it note
for note, a lengthy and intricate composition which
set all theory of coincidence utterly aside. Nobody
need wonder at Christopher’s amazement.
The street fiddler played the theme
clean out, and then passed through the crowd in search
of coppers. It furnished a lesson worth his learning
that, while he abandoned himself to mirth, the coppers
had showered into the hat at his feet in tinkling
accompaniment to his strains; and that now the weird
and mournful theme had sealed generosity’s fountain
as with sudden frost. The musician came at last,
hat in hand, to Christopher. He was a queer figure.
His hair was long and matted, his eyes were obscured
by a pair of large spectacles of darkened glass, and
his coat collar was turned up to the tops of his ears.
A neglected-looking beard jutted out from the opening
in the collar, and not a feature but the man’s
nose was visible. The crowd had gone; looking
round, one could scarcely have suspected that the crowd
had been there at all a minute before.
‘That was a curious theme you
played last of all,’ said Christopher.
‘Was it your own?’
‘No,’ said the musician,
chinking together the coppers in his felt hat as a
reminder of the more immediate business in hand.
‘Whose was it?’ asked Christopher, ignoring
the hat.
‘Don’t know, I’m sure,’ the
musician answered shortly, and turned away.
There was nobody left to appeal to,
so, putting his fiddle and bow under his arm, he emptied
the coppers into his trousers’ pockets, and,
putting on his hat, made away in the direction of
King’s Cross. Christopher followed at a
little distance, wonder-stricken still, and half disposed
to return to the charge again. The musician, reaching
the corner of Gray’s Inn Road, turned.
This was Christopher’s homeward way, and he
followed. By-and-by the fiddler made a turn to
the right. This was still Christopher’s
homeward way, and still he followed. By-and-by
the man stopped before a door and produced a latch-key.
The house before which he stood was that in which
Christopher lodged. He laid a hand upon the fiddler’s
shoulder.
‘Do you live here?’ he said.
‘What has that to do with you?’ retorted
the fiddler.
‘That was my theme you played,’
said Christopher; ’and if you live here, I know
how you got hold of it. You have heard me play
it.’
‘You live on the third floor?’ said the
other in a changed tone.
‘Yes,’ said Christopher.
‘I’m in the attics, worse
luck to me,’ said the street player. ’Come
into my room, if you don’t mind.’
He opened the door and went upstairs
in the darkness, with the assured step of custom.
Christopher, less used to the house, blundered slowly
upwards after him.
‘Wait a minute,’ said
the occupant of the attic, ‘and I’ll get
a light.’
There was a little pause, and then
came the splutter of a match. The pale glow of
a single candle lit the room dimly. Christopher
jumped at the sight of a third man in the room.
No! There were but two people there. But
where, then, was the man who had led him hither?
Here before him was a merry-looking youngster of perhaps
two-and-twenty, with a light brown moustache and eyes
grey or blue, and close-cropped fair hair. The
hirsute and uncombed genius of the street had vanished.
‘Don’t stare like that,
sir,’ said the transformed comically. ’Here
are the props.’ He held up a ragged wig
and beard.
‘The what?’ asked Christopher.
‘The props,’ returned the other. ’Props
are properties. Properties are theatrical belongings.
There’s nothing diabolical or supernatural about
it. Wait a minute, and I’ll light the lamp
and set the fire going.’
Christopher stood in silence whilst
his new acquaintance bustled about the room.
The lamp cast a full and mellow light over the whole
apartment, and the fire began to crackle and leap merrily.
‘Sit down,’ said the host,
and Christopher obeyed. ’I always like to
take the bull by the horns,’ the host continued
with a little blush. ’I didn’t want
to be found out at this game, but you have found me
out, and so I make the best of it, and throw myself
upon your confidence.’
He took up the wig and beard lightly
between his finger and thumb and dropped them again,
laughing and blushing.
‘You may rely upon me,’
said Christopher in his own dogged and sulky tones.
‘If I wanted to tell of it, I know nobody in
London.’
‘That was your theme, was it?’
said the host, throwing one leg over the other and
nursing it with both hands.
‘Yes,’ said Christopher;
’you played it very accurately, you must have
a very fine memory.’
‘I suppose I have,’ said
the other, with a little laugh. ’But it’s
a wonderful thing.’
‘Do you think so?’ asked
Christopher, blushing with pleasure.
‘I do indeed,’ his new
acquaintance answered. ’Play something else
of yours.’
There was a bed in one corner of the
room, and on this he had laid the instrument and the
bow when he came in. He arose now and proffered
them to Christopher. Christopher took them from
his outstretched hand and played. The other listened,
nursing his leg again, and nodding at the fire, in
time to the music.
‘You write better than you play,’
he said at length, with more candour than was altogether
agreeable. ’Not that your playing isn’t
good, but it misses-just misses-the
real grip-the real royal thing. Only
one player in a million has it.’
‘Do you think you have it?’
asked Christopher, not sneeringly, though the words
might imply a sneer, but speaking because he was shy
and felt bound to say something.
‘I?’ said the other, with a merry laugh.
’O Lord no! A man can’t
bring out more than there is in him. There’s
no divine melody in me. Good spirits now
and then, a bit of sentiment now and then, a dash
more or less of the devil now and then-that’s
all I’m equal to. If I could have written
that gavotte you played a minute ago, I could knock
sparks out of people with it. Here! lend me the
fiddle.’
He played it through with the grave-faced
merriment proper to it, and here and there with such
a frolicking forth of sudden laughter and innocent
fun as gave gravity the lie and made the pretence of
it dearly droll.
‘That’s it,’ he
said, looking up with naïve triumph when he had finished.
Yes, that was it, Christopher confessed,
as he took back the violin and bow and laid them on
the table.
‘What brings a man who plays
as you do, playing in the streets?’ he asked
a little sulkily.
‘That eternal want of pence
which vexes fiddlers,’ said the youngster ’I
lost an engagement a month ago. First violin at
the Garrick. Rowed with the manager. Nothing
else turned up. Must make money somehow.’
‘What have you made to-night?’
Christopher asked. ‘I beg your pardon,’
he said a second later; ‘that is no business
of mine, of course.’
‘About seven or eight shillings,’
said the other, disregarding the withdrawal of the
question. ‘And I won’t ask you,’
he went on, ’what brings a man who writes like
you living near the clouds in a street like this?’
‘Are you an Englishman?’ asked Christopher.
‘No,’ said the other.
’No fiddler ever was. I beg your pardon.
I oughtn’t to have said that, even though I
think it. No. I am a Bohemian, blood and
bones, but I came to England when I was eight years
old, and I have lived in London ever since.’
They went on talking together, and
laid the foundations of a friendship which afterwards
built itself up steadily. In two months’
time Carl Rubach was restored to his old place at
the Garrick, and poor Christopher was beginning to
find out in real earnest what it was to be hungry.
He was too proud to ask anybody for a loan, and Rubach
was the only man he really knew. ‘When
things are at their worst,’ says the cynical
bard, ‘they sometimes mend.’ Things
suddenly mended for Christopher. The Bohemian
turned up one afternoon with an Englishman in his
train, a handsome young fellow of perhaps five-and-twenty,
with a light curling beard and a blonde moustache.
‘Allow me to introduce to you
Mr. John Holt,’ said the Bohemian. ’This,
Mr. Holt, is Mr. Christopher Stretton, a musician of
great genius. This-Stretton-is
Mr. John Holt, a dramatist of great power. Gentlemen,
know each other. Mr. Holt writes charming songs.
Mr. Stretton writes beautiful music.’
He flourished with mock gravity as
he said these things, turning first to one and then
to the other. Mr. John Holt’s eyes were
keen and observant; and one swift glance took in the
knowledge of the composer’s hungry pallor, his
threadbare dress, the bare and poverty-stricken aspect
of the room.
‘I have two songs for a new
play of mine,’ he said; ’I want them set
to music.’
Christopher’s hand, thinner
and more transparent than a healthy man’s hand
should be, reached out for the offered manuscript.
‘When do you think you can let
me have the music?’ asked the dramatist.
Christopher read the songs through, and looked up.
‘To-morrow?’ he said.
‘So soon!’ said the other. ‘At
what time to-morrow?’
‘Will midday suit you?’
‘Can you bring them to that
address?’ ‘I will be there,’ responded
Christopher.
His visitors left him and he sat down
to think. He was weak, and the pains of hunger
gnawed him, but as he sat over one of the songs the
words built themselves into a tune almost without his
knowledge or effort. Then he turned to write,
and found that he had no music-paper. He laughed
bitterly at this discovery, and looking round the bare
apartment sighted his violin-case, and rising, took
the violin and bow out of it, put on his hat, and,
with the case under his arm, made for the pawnbroker’s.
There he realised half-a-crown, one halfpenny of which
was confiscated in payment for the pawn-ticket.
He bought paper and pen and ink, and having taken
them home, went out again and ate cold sausage at
the bar of a public-house, and came back with a few
pence still in his pockets. There was a nausea
upon him, and he could not recall the air he wished
to write. He had eaten nothing for three days
and he felt at once sick and drowsy.
He was fain to lie down, and he fell
asleep, to awake in two hours’ time a little
strengthened and refreshed. The tune came back
again, and he set it down, and then attacked the second
one with like success.
Morning came, and after a meagre breakfast
which finished his resources, he went weakly to the
address the dramatist had given him. Mr. Holt
had left behind him apologies for unavoidable absence.
Would Mr. Stretton call again at three? He wandered
desolately home, and; waited, and when the time drew
near set out again. This time the dramatist was
ready to: receive him.
‘The lady who will sing the
songs is here,’ he said, ’and with your
permission I will ask her to try them over now.
Will you come with me?’
‘I would rather await you here,’
said Christopher. The tunes he had written were
running riot in his head, and he thought them puerile,
vulgar, shameful. He would have torn the papers
on which they were written if he had not already surrendered
them. He had liked them an hour ago, and now
he thought them detestable.
‘As you please,’ said
the dramatist, and added ‘poor beggar!’
inwardly as he went upstairs.
The composer sat in a sick half-dream
and faintly heard a piano sounding in a distant room.
It played the prelude of one of his songs. Now
and then the sound of a female voice just touched his
ears. He was so fatigued and weak that, in spite
of his anxiety, he glided into a troubled doze in
which he dreamed of Barbara. The dramatist returned,
and Christopher came back to the daylight at the sound
of the opening door.
‘Mademoiselle Helene and myself,’
said Mr. Holt, ’are alike delighted with your
setting of the songs. I shall ask you, Mr. Stretton,
to read my comedy and to write the whole of the incidental
music, if you will accept the commission. We
can talk over terms afterwards. In the mean time,
shall I offer you a cheque for ten guineas?’
‘Thank you,’ said Christopher.
He took the cheque and walked to the bank, which was
near at hand in Pall Mall, received his money, and
plunged into an eating-house, whence he emerged intoxicated
by the absorption of a cup of coffee and a steak.
If you doubt the physical accuracy of that statement,
pray reduce yourself to Christopher’s condition
and try the experiment. You are respectfully assured
that you will doubt no longer.