“Now I see the secret of the
making of the best persons, It is to grow in the open
air and to eat and sleep with the earth.”
This is a well earned Sunday morning.
My chores were all done long ago, and I am sitting
down here after a late and leisurely breakfast with
that luxurious feeling of irresponsible restfulness
and comfort which comes only upon a clean, still Sunday
morning like this after a week of hard
work a clean Sunday morning, with clean
clothes, and a clean chin, and clean thoughts, and
the June airs stirring the clean white curtains at
my windows. From across the hills I can hear very
faintly the drowsy sounds of early church bells, never
indeed to be heard here except on a morning of surpassing
tranquillity. And in the barnyard back of the
house Harriet’s hens are cackling triumphantly:
they are impiously unobservant of the Sabbath day.
I turned out my mare for a run in
the pasture. She has rolled herself again and
again in the warm earth and shaken herself after each
roll with an equine delight most pleasant to see.
Now, from time to time, I can hear her gossipy whickerings
as she calls across the fields to my neighbour Horace’s
young bay colts.
When I first woke up this morning I said to myself:
“Well, nothing happened yesterday.”
Then I lay quiet for some time it
being Sunday morning and I turned over
in my mind all that I had heard or seen or felt or
thought about in that one day. And presently
I said aloud to myself:
“Why, nearly everything happened yesterday.”
And the more I thought of it the more
interesting, the more wonderful, the more explanatory
of high things, appeared the common doings of that
June Saturday. I had walked among unusual events and
had not known the wonder of them! I had eyes,
but I did not see and ears, but I heard
not. It may be, it may be, that the Future
Life of which we have had such confusing but wistful
prophecies is only the reliving with a full understanding,
of this marvellous Life that we now know. To a
full understanding this day, this moment even here
in this quiet room would contain enough
to crowd an eternity. Oh, we are children yet playing
with things much too large for us much too
full of meaning.
Yesterday I cut my field of early
clover. I should have been at it a full week
earlier if it had not been for the frequent and sousing
spring showers. Already half the blossoms of
the clover had turned brown and were shriveling away
into inconspicuous seediness. The leaves underneath
on the lower parts of the stems were curling up and
fading; many of them had already dropped away.
There is a tide also in the affairs of clover and
if a farmer would profit by his crop, it must be taken
at its flood.
I began to watch the skies with some
anxiety, and on Thursday I was delighted to see the
weather become clearer, and a warm dry wind spring
up from the southwest. On Friday there was not
so much as a cloud of the size of a man’s hand
to be seen anywhere in the sky, not one, and the sun
with lively diligence had begun to make up for the
listlessness of the past week. It was hot and
dry enough to suit the most exacting hay-maker.
Encouraged by these favourable symptoms
I sent word to Dick Sheridan (by one of Horace’s
men) to come over bright and early on Saturday morning.
My field is only a small one and so rough and uneven
that I had concluded with Dick’s help to cut
it by hand. I thought that on a pinch it could
all be done in one day.
“Harriet,” I said, “we’ll
cut the clover to-morrow.”
“That’s fortunate,”
said Harriet, “I’d already arranged to
have Ann Spencer in to help me.”
Yesterday morning, then, I got out
earlier than usual. It was a perfect June morning,
one of the brightest and clearest I think I ever saw.
The mists had not yet risen from the hollows of my
lower fields, and all the earth was fresh with dew
and sweet with the mingled odours of growing things.
No hour of the whole day is more perfect than this.
I walked out along the edge of the
orchard and climbed the fence of the field beyond.
As I stooped over I could smell the heavy sweet odour
of the clover blossoms. I could see the billowy
green sweep of the glistening leaves. I lifted
up a mass of the tangled stems and laid the palm of
my hand on the earth underneath. It was neither
too wet nor too dry.
“We shall have good cutting to-day,” I
said to myself.
So I stood up and looked with a satisfaction
impossible to describe across the acres of my small
domain, marking where in the low spots the crop seemed
heaviest, where it was lodged and tangled by the wind
and the rain, and where in the higher spaces it grew
scarce thick enough to cover the sad baldness of the
knolls. How much more we get out of life than
we deserve!
So I walked along the edge of the
field to the orchard gate, which I opened wide.
“Here,” I said, “is where we will
begin.”
So I turned back to the barn.
I had not reached the other side of the orchard when
who should I see but Dick Sheridan himself, coming
in at the lane gate. He had an old, coarse-woven
straw hat stuck resplendently on the back of his head.
He was carrying his scythe jauntily over his shoulder
and whistling “Good-bye, Susan” at the
top of his capacity.
Dick Sheridan is a cheerful young
fellow with a thin brown face and (milky) blue eyes.
He has an enormous Adam’s apple which has an
odd way of moving up and down when he talks and
one large tooth out in front. His body is like
a bundle of wires, as thin and muscular and enduring
as that of a broncho pony. He can work all
day long and then go down to the lodge-hall at the
Crossing and dance half the night. You should
really see him when he dances! He can jump straight
up and click his heels twice together before he comes
down again! On such occasions he is marvellously
clad, as befits the gallant that he really is, but
this morning he wore a faded shirt and one of his
suspender cords behind was fastened with a nail instead
of a button. His socks are sometimes pale blue
and sometimes lavender and commonly, therefore, he
turns up his trouser legs so that these vanities may
not be wholly lost upon a dull world. His full
name is Richard Tecumseh Sheridan, but every one calls
him Dick. A good, cheerful fellow, Dick, and a
hard worker. I like him.
“Hello, Dick,” I shouted.
“Hello yourself, Mr. Grayson,” he replied.
He hung his scythe in the branches
of a pear tree and we both turned into the barnyard
to get the chores out of the way. I wanted to
delay cutting as long as I could until
the dew on the clover should begin at least to
disappear.
By half-past-seven we were ready for
work. We rolled back our sleeves, stood our scythes
on end and gave them a final lively stoning. You
could hear the brisk sound of the ringing metal pealing
through the still morning air.
“It’s a great day for haying,” I
said.
“A dang good one,” responded
the laconic Dick, wetting his thumb to feel the edge
of his scythe.
I cannot convey with any mere pen
upon any mere paper the feeling of jauntiness I had
at that moment, as of conquest and fresh adventure,
as of great things to be done in a great world!
You may say if you like that this exhilaration was
due to good health and the exuberance of youth.
But it was more than that far more.
I cannot well express it, but it seemed as though
at that moment Dick and I were stepping out into some
vast current of human activity: as though we had
the universe itself behind us, and the warm regard
and approval of all men.
I stuck my whetstone in my hip-pocket,
bent forward and cut the first short sharp swath in
the clover. I swept the mass of tangled green
stems into the open space just outside the gate.
Three or four more strokes and Dick stopped whistling
suddenly, spat on his hands and with a lively “Here
she goes!” came swinging in behind me. The
clover-cutting had begun.
At first I thought the heat would
be utterly unendurable, and, then, with dripping face
and wet shoulders, I forgot all about it. Oh,
there is something incomparable about such work the
long steady pull of willing and healthy muscles, the
mind undisturbed by any disquieting thought, the feeling
of attainment through vigorous effort! It was
a steady swing and swish, swish and swing! When
Dick led I have a picture of him in my mind’s
eye his wiry thin legs, one heel lifted
at each step and held rigid for a single instant,
a glimpse of pale blue socks above his rusty shoes
and three inches of whetstone sticking from his tight
hip-pocket. It was good to have him there whether
he led or followed.
At each return to the orchard end
of the field we looked for and found a gray stone
jug in the grass. I had brought it up with me
filled with cool water from the pump. Dick had
a way of swinging it up with one hand, resting it
in his shoulder, turning his head just so and letting
the water gurgle into his throat. I have never
been able myself to reach this refinement in the art
of drinking from a jug.
And oh! the good feel of a straightened
back after two long swathes in the broiling sun!
We would stand a moment in the shade, whetting our
scythes, not saying much, but glad to be there together.
Then we would go at it again with renewed energy.
It is a great thing to have a working companion.
Many times that day Dick and I looked aside at each
other with a curious sense of friendliness that
sense of friendliness which grows out of common rivalries,
common difficulties and a common weariness. We
did not talk much: and that little of trivial
matters.
“Jim Brewster’s mare had a colt on Wednesday.”
“This’ll go three tons to the acre, or
I’ll eat my shirt.”
Dick was always about to eat his shirt
if some particular prophecy of his did not materialize.
“Dang it all,” says Dick, “the moon’s
drawin’ water.”
“Something is undoubtedly drawing it,”
said I, wiping my dripping face.
A meadow lark sprang up with a song
in the adjoining field, a few heavy old bumblebees
droned in the clover as we cut it, and once a frightened
rabbit ran out, darting swiftly under the orchard fence.
So the long forenoon slipped away.
At times it seemed endless, and yet we were surprised
when we heard the bell from the house (what a sound
it was!) and we left our cutting in the middle of
the field, nor waited for another stroke.
“Hungry, Dick?” I asked.
“Hungry!” exclaimed Dick
with all the eloquence of a lengthy oration crowded
into one word.
So we drifted through the orchard,
and it was good to see the house with smoke in the
kitchen chimney, and the shade of the big maple where
it rested upon the porch. And not far from the
maple we could see our friendly pump with the moist
boards of the well-cover in front of it. I cannot
tell you how good it looked as we came in from the
hot, dry fields.
“After you,” says Dick.
I gave my sleeves another roll upward
and unbuttoned and turned in the moist collar of my
shirt. Then I stooped over and put my head under
the pump spout.
“Pump, Dick,” said I.
And Dick pumped.
“Harder, Dick,” said I in a strangled
voice.
And Dick pumped still harder, and
presently I came up gasping with my head and hair
dripping with the cool water. Then I pumped for
Dick.
“Gee, but that’s good,” says Dick.
Harriet came out with clean towels,
and we dried ourselves, and talked together in low
voices. And feeling a delicious sense of coolness
we sat down for a moment in the shade of the maple
and rested our arms on our knees. From the kitchen,
as we sat there, we could hear the engaging sounds
of preparation, and busy voices, and the tinkling of
dishes, and agreeable odours! Ah, friend and
brother, there may not be better moments in life than
this!
So we sat resting, thinking of nothing;
and presently we heard the screen door click and Ann
Spencer’s motherly voice:
“Come in now, Mr. Grayson, and get your dinner.”
Harriet had set the table on the east
porch, where it was cool and shady. Dick and
I sat down opposite each other and between us there
was a great brown bowl of moist brown beans with crispy
strips of pork on top, and a good steam rising from
its depths; and a small mountain of baked potatoes,
each a little broken to show the snowy white interior;
and two towers of such new bread as no one on this
earth (or in any other planet so far as I know) but
Harriet can make. And before we had even begun
our dinner in came the ample Ann Spencer, quaking with
hospitality, and bearing a platter let me
here speak of it with the bated breath of a proper
respect, for I cannot even now think of it without
a sort of inner thrill bearing a platter
of her most famous fried chicken. Harriet had
sacrificed the promising careers of two young roosters
upon the altar of this important occasion. I may
say in passing that Ann Spencer is more celebrated
in our neighbourhood by virtue of her genius at frying
chicken, than Aristotle or Solomon or Socrates, or
indeed all the big-wigs of the past rolled into one.
So we fell to with a silent but none
the less fervid enthusiasm. Harriet hovered about
us, in and out of the kitchen, and poured the tea and
the buttermilk, and Ann Spencer upon every possible
occasion passed the chicken.
“More chicken, Mr. Grayson?”
she would inquire in a tone of voice that made your
mouth water.
“More chicken, Dick?” I’d ask.
“More chicken, Mr. Grayson,”
he would respond and thus we kept up a
tenuous, but pleasant little joke between us.
Just outside the porch in a thicket
of lilacs a catbird sang to us while we ate, and my
dog lay in the shade with his nose on his paws and
one eye open just enough to show any stray flies that
he was not to be trifled with and far away
to the North and East one could catch glimpses if
he had eyes for such things of the wide-stretching
pleasantness of our countryside.
I soon saw that something mysterious
was going on in the kitchen. Harriet would look
significantly at Ann Spencer and Ann Spencer, who
could scarcely contain her overflowing smiles, would
look significantly at Harriet. As for me, I sat
there with perfect confidence in myself in
my ultimate capacity, as it were. Whatever happened,
I was ready for it!
And the great surprise came at last:
a SHORT-CAKE: a great, big, red, juicy, buttery,
sugary short-cake, with raspberries heaped up all over
it. When It came in and I am speaking
of it in that personal way because it radiated such
an effulgence that I cannot now remember whether it
was Harriet or Ann Spencer who brought it in when
It came in, Dick, who pretends to be abashed upon
such occasions, gave one swift glance upward and then
emitted a long, low, expressive whistle. When
Beethoven found himself throbbing with undescribable
emotions he composed a sonata; when Keats felt odd
things stirring within him he wrote an ode to an urn,
but my friend Dick, quite as evidently on fire with
his emotions, merely whistled and then looked
around evidently embarrassed lest he should have infringed
upon the proprieties of that occasion.
“Harriet,” I said, “you
and Ann Spencer are benefactors of the human race.”
“Go ’way now,” said
Ann Spencer, shaking all over with pleasure, “and
eat your shortcake.”
And after dinner how pleasant it was
to stretch at full length for a few minutes on the
grass in the shade of the maple tree and look up through
the dusky thick shadows of the leaves. If ever
a man feels the blissfulness of complete content it
is at such a moment every muscle in the
body deliciously resting, and a peculiar exhilaration
animating the mind to quiet thoughts. I have
heard talk of the hard work of the hay-fields, but
I never yet knew a healthy man who did not recall many
moments of exquisite pleasure connected with the hardest
and the hottest work.
I think sometimes that the nearer
a man can place himself in the full current of natural
things the happier he is. If he can become a part
of the Universal Process and know that he is a part,
that is happiness. All day yesterday I had that
deep quiet feeling that I was somehow not working
for myself, not because I was covetous for money, nor
driven by fear, not surely for fame, but somehow that
I was a necessary element in the processes of the
earth. I was a primal force! I was the indispensable
Harvester. Without me the earth could not revolve!
Oh, friend, there are spiritual values
here, too. For how can a man know God without
yielding himself fully to the processes of God?
I lived yesterday. I played
my part. I took my place. And all hard things
grew simple, and all crooked things seemed straight,
and all roads were open and clear before me.
Many times that day I paused and looked up from my
work knowing that I had something to be happy for.
At one o’clock Dick and I lagged
our way unwillingly out to work again rusty
of muscles, with a feeling that the heat would now
surely be unendurable and the work impossibly hard.
The scythes were oddly heavy and hot to the touch,
and the stones seemed hardly to make a sound in the
heavy noon air. The cows had sought the shady
pasture edges, the birds were still, all the air shook
with heat. Only man must toil!
“It’s danged hot,” said Dick conclusively.
How reluctantly we began the work
and how difficult it seemed compared with the task
of the morning! In half an hour, however, the
reluctance passed away and we were swinging as steadily
as we did at any time in the forenoon. But we
said less if that were possible and
made every ounce of energy count. I shall not
here attempt to chronicle all the events of the afternoon,
how we finished the mowing of the field and how we
went over it swiftly and raked the long windrows into
cocks, or how, as the evening began to fall, we turned
at last wearily toward the house. The day’s
work was done.
Dick had stopped whistling long before
the middle of the afternoon, but now as he shouldered
his scythe he struck up “My Fairy Fay”
with some marks of his earlier enthusiasm.
“Well, Dick,” said I,
“we’ve had a good day’s work together.”
“You bet,” said Dick.
And I watched him as he went down
the lane with a pleasant friendly feeling of companionship.
We had done great things together.
I wonder if you ever felt the joy
of utter physical weariness: not exhaustion,
but weariness. I wonder if you have ever sat down,
as I did last night, and felt as though you would
like to remain just there always without
stirring a single muscle, without speaking, without
thinking even!
Such a moment is not painful, but
quite the reverse it is supremely pleasant.
So I sat for a time last evening on my porch.
The cool, still night had fallen sweetly after the
burning heat of the day. I heard all the familiar
sounds of the night. A whippoorwill began to whistle
in the distant thicket. Harriet came out quietly I
could see the white of her gown and sat
near me. I heard the occasional sleepy tinkle
of a cowbell, and the crickets were calling.
A star or two came out in the perfect dark blue of
the sky. The deep, sweet, restful night was on.
I don’t know that I said it aloud such
things need not be said aloud but as I
turned almost numbly into the house, stumbling on my
way to bed, my whole being seemed to cry out:
“Thank God, thank God!”