If the “happiest day in all
his life” had been the first day the earl spent
at Cairnforth Manse, which very likely it was, he took
the first possible opportunity of renewing his happiness.
Early on Monday forenoon, while Helen’s
ever-active hands were still busy clearing away the
six empty porridge plates, and the one tea-cup which
had contained the beverage which the minister loved,
but which was too dear a luxury for any but the father
of the family, Malcolm Campbell’s large shadow
was seen darkening the window.
“There’s the earl!”
cried Helen, whose quick eye had already caught sight
of the white little face muffled up in Malcolm’s
plaid, and the soft black curls resting on his shoulder,
damp with rain, and blown about by the wind, for it
was what they called at Loch Beg a “coarse”
day.
“My lord was awful’ set
upon coming,” said Malcolm apologetically; “and
when my lord taks a thing into his heid, he’ll
aye do’t, ye ken.”
“We are very glad to see the
earl,” returned the minister, who nevertheless
looked a little perplexed; for, while finishing his
breakfast, he had been confiding to Helen how very
nervous he felt about this morning’s duties
at the Castle-how painful it would be to
teach a child so afflicted, and how he wished he had
thought twice before he undertook the charge.
And Helen had been trying to encourage him by telling
him all that had passed between herself and the boy-how
intelligent he had seemed, and how eager to learn.
Still, the very fact that they had been discussing
him made Mr. Cardross feel slightly confused.
Men shrink so much more than women from any physical
suffering or deformity; besides, except those few moments
in the church, this was really the first time he had
beheld Lord Cairnforth; for on Sundays it was the
minister’s habit to pass the whole time between
sermons in his study, and not join the family table
until tea.
“We are very glad to see the
earl at all times,” repeated he, but hesitatingly,
as if not sure that he was quite speaking the truth.
“Yes, very glad,” added
Helen, hastily, fancying she could detect in the prematurely
acute and sensitive face a consciousness that he was
not altogether welcome. “My father was
this minute preparing to start for the Castle.”
“My Lord didna like to trouble
the minister to be walking out this coarse day,”
said Malcolm, with true Highland ingenuity of politeness.
“His lordship thocht that instead o’ Mr.
Cardross coming to him, he would just come to Mr.
Cardross.”
“No, Malcolm,” interposed
the little voice, “it was not exactly that.
I wished for my own sake to come to the Manse again,
and to ask if I might come every day and take my lessons
here-it’s so dreary in that big library.
I’ll not be much trouble, indeed, sir,”
he added, entreatingly; “Malcolm will carry
me in and carry me out. I can sit on almost
any sort of chair now; and with this wee bit of stick
in my hand I can turn over the leaves of my books
my very own self-I assure you I can.”
The minister walked to the window.
He literally could not speak for a minute, he felt
so deeply moved, and in his secret heart so very much
ashamed of himself.
When he turned round Malcolm had placed
the little figure in an arm-chair by the fire, and
was busy unswathing the voluminous folds of the plaid
in which it had been wrapped. Helen, after a
glance or two, pretended to be equally busy over her
daily duty-the common duty of Scotch housewives
at that period-of washing up the delicate
china with her own neat hands, and putting it safe
away in the parlor press; for, as before said, Mr.
Cardross’s income was very small, and, like
that of most country ministers, very uncertain, his
stipend altering year by year, according to the price
of corn. They kept one “lassie” to
help, but Helen herself had to do a great deal of the
housework. She went on doing it now, as probably
she would in any case, being at once too simple and
too proud to be ashamed of it; still, she was glad
to seem busy, lest the earl might have fancied she
was watching him.
Her feminine instinct had been right.
Now for the first time taken out of his shut-up nursery
life, where he himself had been the principal object-where
he had no playfellows and no companions save those
he had been used to from infancy-removed
from this, and brought into ordinary family life,
the poor child felt-he could not but feel-
the sad, sad difference between himself and all the
rest of the world. His color came and went-he
looked anxiously, deprecatingly, at Mr. Cardross.
“I hope, sir, you are not displeased
with me for coming to-day. I shall not be very
much trouble to you-at least I will try
to be as little trouble as I can.”
“My boy,” said the minister,
crossing over to him and laying his hand upon his
head, “You will not be the least trouble; and
if you were ever so much, I would undertake it for
the sake of your father and mother, and-”
he added, more to himself than aloud-“for
your own.”
That was true. Nature, which
is never without her compensations, had put into this
child of ten years old a strange charm, and inexpressible
loveableness which springs from lovingness, though
every loving nature is not fortunate enough to possess
it. But the earl’s did; and as he looked
up into the minister’s face, with that touchingly
grateful expression he had, the good man felt his
heart melt and brim over at his eyes.
“You don’t dislike me,
then, because-because I am not like other
boys?”
Mr. Cardross smiled, though his eyes
were still dim, and his voice not clear; and with
that smile vanished forever the slight repulsion he
had felt to the poor child. He took him permanently
into his good heart, and from his manner the earl
at once knew that it was so.
He brightened up immediately.
“Now, Malcolm, carry me in;
I’m quite ready,” said he, in a tone which
indicated that quality, discernible even at so early
an age-a “will of his own.”
To see the way he ordered Malcolm about-the
big fellow obeying him, with something beyond even
the large limits of that feudal respect which his
forbears had paid to the earl’s forbears for
many a generation, was a sight at once touching and
hopeful.
“There-put me into
the child’s chair I had at dinner yesterday.
Now fetch me a pillow-or rather roll up
your plaid into one-don’t trouble
Miss Cardross. That will make me quite comfortable.
Pull out my books from your pouch, Malcolm, and spread
them out on the table, and then go and have a crack
with your old friends at the clachan; you can come
for me in two hours.”
It was strange to see the little figure
giving its orders, and settling itself with the preciseness
of an old man at the study-table; but still this removed
somewhat of the painful shyness and uncomfortableness
from every body, and especially from Mr. Cardross.
He sat himself down in his familiar arm-chair, and
looked across the table at his poor little pupil,
who seemed at once so helpless and so strong.
Lessons begun. The child was
exceedingly intelligent-precociously, nay,
preternaturally so, it appeared to Mr. Cardross, who,
like many another learned father, had been blessed
with rather stupid boys, who liked any thing better
than study, and whom he had with great labor dragged
through a course of ordinary English, Latin, and even
a fragment of Greek. But this boy seemed all
brains. His cheeks flushed, his eyes glittered,
he learned as if he actually enjoyed learning.
True, as Mr. Cardross soon discovered, his acquirements
were not at all in the regular routine of education;
he was greatly at fault in many simple things; but
the amount of heterogeneous and out-of-the-way knowledge
which he had gathered up, from all available sources,
was quite marvelous. And, above all, to teach
a boy unto whom learning seemed a pleasure rather
than a torment, a favor instead of a punishment, was
such an exceeding and novel delight to the good minister,
that soon he forgot the crippled figure-the
helpless hands that sometimes with fingers, sometimes
even with teeth, painfully guided the ingeniously cut
forked stick, and the thin face that only too often
turned white and weary, but quickly looked up, as
if struggling against weakness, and concentrating
all attention on the work that was to be done.
At twelve o’clock Helen came
in with her father’s lunch-a foaming
glass of new milk, warm from the cow. The little
earl looked at it with eager eyes.
“Will I bring you one too?” said Helen.
“Oh-thank you; I
am so thirsty. And, please, would you move me
a little-just a very little; I don’t
often sit so long in one position. It won’t
trouble you very much, will it?”
“Not at all, if you will only
show me how,” stammered Helen, turning hot and
red. But, shaking off her hesitation, she lifted
up the poor child tenderly and carefully, shook his
pillows and “sorted” him according to
her own untranslatable Scotch word, then went quickly
out of the room to compose herself, for she had done
it all, trembling exceedingly the while. And
yet, somehow, a feeling of great tenderness-tenderer
than even she had felt successively toward her own
baby brothers, had grown up in her heart toward him,
taking away every possible feeling of repulsion on
account of his deformity.
She brought back the glass of creamy
milk and a bit of oatcake, and laid them beside the
earl. He regarded them wistfully.
“How nice the milk looks!
I am so tired-and so thirsty. Please-
would you give me some? Just hold the glass,
that’s all, and I can manage.”
Helen held it to his lips-the
first time she ever did so, but not the last by many.
Years and years from then, when she herself was quite
an old woman, she remembered, giving him that drink
of milk, and how, afterward, two large soft eyes were
turned upon hers so lovingly, so gratefully, as if
the poor cripple had drank in something besides milk
–the sweet draught of human affection,
not dried up even to such heavily afflicted ones as
he.
“Are the lessons all done for
to-day, papa?” said she, noticing that, eager
as it was, the little face looked very wan and wearied,
but also noticing with delight that her father’s
expression was brighter and more interested than it
had been this long time.
“Done, Helen? Well, if my pupil is tired,
certainly.”
“But I’m not tired, sir.”
Helen shook her motherly head:
“Quite enough for to-day. You may come
back again to-morrow.”
He did come back. Day after
day, in fair weather or foul, big Malcolm was to be
seen stepping with his free Highland step-Malcolm
was a lissome, handsome young fellow-across
the Manse garden, carrying that small frail burden,
which all the inhabitants of the clachan had ceased
to stare at, and to which they all raised their bonnets
or touched their shaggy forelocks. “It’s
the wee earl, ye ken,” and one and all treated
with the utmost respect the tiny figure wrapped in
a plaid, so that nothing was visible except a small
child’s face, which always smiled at sight of
other children.
It was surprising in how few days
the clachan, and indeed the whole neighborhood, grew
accustomed to the appearance of the earl and his sad
story. Perhaps this was partly due to Helen and
Mr. Cardross, who, seeing no longer any occasion for
mystery, indeed regretting a little that any mystery
had ever been made about the matter, took every opportunity
of telling every body who inquired the whole facts
of the case.
These were few enough and simple enough,
though very sad. The Earl- the last
Earl of Cairnforth-was a hopeless cripple
for life. All the consultations of all the doctors
had resulted in that conclusion. It was very
unlikely he would ever be better than he was now physically,
but mentally he was certainly “a’ richt”-or
“a’ there,” as the country-folk
express it. There was, as Mr. Cardross carefully
explained to every body, not the slightest ground
for supposing him deficient in intellect; on the contrary,
his intellect seemed almost painfully acute.
The quickness with which he learned his lessons surpassed
that of any boy of his age the minister had ever known;
and he noticed every thing around him so closely,
and made such intelligent remarks, that to talk with
him was like talking with a grown man. Before
the first week was over Mr. Cardross began actually
to enjoy the child’s company, and to look forward
to lesson hours as the pleasantest hours of his day;
for, since the Castle was close, the minister’s
lot had been the almost inevitable lot of a country
clergyman, whose parish contains many excellent people,
who look up to him with the utmost reverence, and for
whom he entertains the sincere respect that worth must
always feel toward worth, but with whom he had very
few intellectual sympathies. In truth, since
Mrs. Cardross died the minister had shut himself up
almost entirely, and had scarcely had a single interest
out of his own study until the earl came home to Cairnforth.
Now, after lessons, he would occasionally
be persuaded to quit that beloved study, and take
a walk along the loch side, or across the moor, to
show his pupil the country of which he, poor little
fellow! was owner and lord. He did it at first
out of pure kindness, to save the earl from the well-meant
intrusion of neighbors, but afterward from sheer pleasure
in seeing the boy so happy. To him, mounted in
Malcolm’s arms and brought for the first time
into contact with the outer world, every thing was
a novelty and delight. And his quick perception
let nothing escape him. He seemed to watch lovingly
all nature, from the grand lights and shadows which
moved over the mountains, to the little moorland flowers
which he made Malcolm stop to gather. All living
things too, from the young rabbit that scudded across
their path, to the lark that rose singing up into
the wide blue air-he saw and noticed every
thing.
But he never once said, what Helen,
who, as often as her house duties allowed, delighted
to accompany them on these expeditions, was always
expecting he would say, Why had God given these soulless
creatures legs to run and wings to fly, strength,
health, and activity to enjoy existence, and denied
all these things to him? Denied them, not for
a week, a month, a year, but for his whole lifetime-a
lifetime so short at best;-“few of
days, and full of trouble.” Why could He
not have made it a little more happy?
Thousands have asked themselves, in
some form or other, the same unanswered, unanswerable
question. Helen had done so already, young as
she was; when her mother died, and her father seemed
slowly breaking down, and the whole world appeared
to her full of darkness and woe. How then must
it have appeared to this poor boy? But, strange
to say, that bitter doubt, which so often came into
Helen’s heart, never fell from child’s
lips at all. Either he was still a mere child,
accepting life just as he saw it, and seeking no solution
of its mysteries, or else, though so young, he was
still strong enough to keep his doubts to himself,
to bear his own burden, and trouble no one.
Or else-and when she watched
his inexpressibly sweet face, which had the look you
sometimes see in blind faces, of absolutely untroubled
peace, Helen was forced to believe this-God,
who had taken away from him so much, had given him
something still more-a spiritual insight
so deep and clear that he was happy in spite of his
heavy misfortune. She never looked at him but
she thought involuntarily of the text, out of the
only book with which unlearned Helen was very familiar-that
“in heaven their angels do always behold the
face of my Father which is in heaven.”
After a fortnight’s stay at
the Castle Mr. Menteith felt convinced that his experiment
had succeeded, and that, onerous as the duty of guardian
was, he might be satisfied to leave his ward under
the charge of Mr. Cardross.
“Only, it those Bruces
should try to get at him, you must let me know at
once. Remember, I trust you.”
“Certainly, you may. Has
any thing been heard of them lately?”
“Nothing much, beyond the continual
applications for advances of the annual sum which
the late earl gave them, and which I continue to pay,
just to keep them out of the way.”
“They are still abroad?”
“I suppose so; but I hear very
little about them. They were relations on the
countess’s side, you know-it was she
who brought the money. Poor little fellow, what
an accumulation it will be by the time he is of age,
and what small good it will do him!”
And the honest man sighed as he looked
from Mr. Cardross’s dining-room window across
the Manse garden, where, under a shady tree, was placed
the earl’s little wheel-chair, which was an occasional
substitute for Malcolm’s arms. In it
he sat, with a book on his lap, and with the aspect
of entire content which was so very touching.
Helen sat beside him on the grass, sewing-she
was always sewing; and, indeed, she had need, if her
needle were to keep pace with its requirements in the
large family of boys.
“That’s a good girl of
yours, and his lordship seems to have taken to her
amazingly. I am very glad, for he had no feminine
company at all except Mrs. Campbell, and, good as
she is, she isn’t quite the thing-
not exactly a lady, you see. Eh, Mr. Cardross-what
a lady his mother was! We’ll never again
see the like of the poor countess, nor, in all human
probability, will we ever again see another Countess
of Cairnforth.
“No.”
“Yet,” continued Mr. Menteith,
after a long pause, “Dr. Hamilton thinks he
may live many years. Strange to say, his constitution
is healthy and sound, and his sweet, placid nature-his
mother’s own nature (isn’t he very like
her sometimes?)-gives him so much advantage
in struggling through every ailment. If he can
be made happy, as you and Helen will, I doubt not,
be able to make him, and kept strictly to a wholesome,
natural country life here, it is not impossible he
may live to enter upon his property. And then-for
the future, God knows!”
“It is well for us,” replied
the minister, gravely, “That He does know -every
thing.”
“I suppose it is.”
And then for another hour the two
good men-one living in the world and the
other out of it-both fathers of families,
carrying their own burden of cares, and having gone
through their own personal sorrows each in his day,
talked over, the minutest degree, the present, and,
so far as they could divine it, the future of this
poor boy, who, through so strange a combination of
circumstances, had been left entirely to their charge.
“It is a most responsible charge,
Mr. Cardross, and I feel almost selfish in shifting
it so much from my own shoulders upon yours.”
“I am willing to undertake it.
Perhaps it may do me good,” returned the minister,
with a slight sigh.
“And you will give him the best
education you can-your own, in short, which
is more than sufficient for Lord Cairnforth; certainly
more than the last earl had, or his father either.”
“Possibly,” said Mr. Cardross,
who remembered both-stalwart, active, courtly
lords of the soil, great at field-sports and festivities,
but not over given to study. “No, the
present earl does not take after his progenitors in
any way. You should just see him, Mr. Menteith,
over his Virgil; and I have promised to begin Homer
with him tomorrow. It does one’s heart
good to see a boy so fond of his books,” added
the minister, warming up into an enthusiasm which
delighted the other extremely.
“Yes, I think my plan was right,”
said he, rubbing his hands. “It will work
well on both sides. There could not be found
any where a better tutor than yourself for the earl.
He never can go much into the world; he may not even
live to be of age; still, as long as he does live,
his life ought to be made as pleasant-I
mean, as little painful to him as possible. And
he ought to be fitted, in case he should live, for
as many years as he can fulfill of the duties of his
position; its enjoyments, alas! he will never know.”
“I am not so sure of that,”
replied Mr. Cardross. “He loves books;
he may turn out a thoroughly educated and accomplished
student-perhaps even a man of letters.
To have a thirst for knowledge, and unlimited means
to gratify it, is not such a bad thing. Why,”
continued the minister, glancing round on his own
poorly-furnished shelves, where every book was bought
almost at the sacrifice of a meal, “he will be
rich enough to stock from end to end that wilderness
of shelves in the half-finished Castle library.
How pleasant that must be!”
Mr. Menteith smiled as if he did not
quite comprehend this sort of felicity. “But,
in any case, Lord Cairnforth seems to have, what will
be quite as useful to him as brains, a very kindly
heart. He does not shut himself up in a morbid
way, but takes an interest in all about him.
Look at him, now, how heartily he is laughing at something
your daughter has said. Really, those two seem
quite happy.”
“Helen makes every body happy,”
fondly said Helen’s father.
“I believe so. I shall
be sending down one of my big lads to look after her
some day. I’ve eight of them, Mr. Cardross,
all to be educated, settled, and wived. It’s
a ‘sair fecht,’ I assure you.”
“I know it; but still it has its compensations.”
“Ay, they’re all strong,
likely, braw fellows, who can push their own way in
the world and fend for themselves. Not like-”
he glanced over to the group on the grass, and stopped.
Yet at that moment a hearty trill of thoroughly childish
laughter seemed to rebuke the regrets of both fathers.
“That child certainly has the
sweetest nature-the most remarkable faculty
for enjoying other people’s enjoyments, in which
he himself can never share.”
“Yes, it was always so, from
the time he was a mere infant. Dr. Hamilton
often noticed it, and said it was a good omen.”
“I believe so,” rejoined
Mr. Cardross, earnestly. “I feel sure that
if Lord Cairnforth lives, he will neither have a useless
nor an unhappy life.”
“Let us hope not. And
yet-poor little fellow!-to be
the last Earl of Cairnforth, and to be-such
as he is!”
“He is what God made him, what
God willed him to be,” said the minister, solemnly.
“We know not why it should be so; we only know
that it is, and we can not alter it. We can
not remove from him his heavy cross, but I think we
can help him to bear it.”
“You are a good man, Mr. Cardross,”
replied the Edinburg writer, huskily, as he rose from
his seat, and declining another glass of the claret,
of which, under some shallow pretext, he had sent a
supply into the minister’s empty cellar, he
crossed the grass-plot, and spent the rest of the
evening beside his ward and Helen.