The earl reached Edinburg late at
night. Mrs. Campbell entreated him to go to
bed, and not seek out the street where the Bruces
lived till morning.
“For I ken the place weel,”
said she, when she heard Lord Cairnforth inquiring
for the address Helen had given. “It’s
ane o’ thae high lands in the New Town-a
grand flat wi’ a fine ha’ door-and
then ye gang up an’ up, till at the top flat
ye find a bit nest like a bird’s -and
the folk living there are as ill off as a bird in winter-time.”
The earl, weary as he had been, raised
his head at this, and spoke decisively,
“Tell Malcolm to fetch a coach.
I will go there tonight.”
“Eh! Couldna ye bide till
the morn? Ye’ll just kill yourself,’
my lamb,” cried the affectionate woman, forgetting
all her respect in her affection; but Lord Cairnforth
understood it, and replied in the good old Scotch,
which he always kept to warm his nurse’s heart,
“Na, na, I’ll
no dee yet. Keep your heart content; we’ll
all soon be safe back at Cairnforth.”
It seemed, in truth, as if an almost
miraculous amount of endurance and energy had been
given to that frail body for this hour of need.
The earl’s dark eyes were gleaming with light,
and every tone of his voice was proud and manly, as
the strong, manly soul, counteracting all physical
infirmities, rose up for the protection for the one
creature in all the world who to him had been most
dear.
“You’ll order apartments
in the hotel, nurse. See that every thing is
right and comfortable for Mrs. Bruce. I shall
bring them back at once, if I can,” was his
last word as he drove off, alone with Malcolm:
he wished to have no one with him who could possibly
be done without.
It was nearly midnight when they stood
at the foot of the high stair- six stories
high-and Captain Bruce, they learned, was
inhabiting the topmost flat. Malcolm looked
at the earl uneasily.
“The top flat! Miss Helen
canna be vera well aff, I doubt. Will I
gang up and see, my lord”?
“No, I will go myself. Carry me, Malcolm.”
And, in the old childish way, the
big Highlander lifted his master up in his arms, and
carried him, flight after flight, to the summit of
the long dark stair. It narrowed up to a small
door, very mean and shabby-looking, from the keyhole
of which, when Malcolm hid his lantern, a light was
seen to gleam.
“They’re no awa’
to their beds yet, my lord. Will I knock?”
Lord Cairnforth had no time to reply,
if indeed he could have replied; for Malcolm’s
footsteps had been heard from within, and opening the
door with an eager “Is that you, doctor?”
there stood before them, in her very own likeness,
Helen Cardross.
At least a woman like enough to the
former Helen to leave no doubt it was herself.
But a casual acquaintance would never have recognized
her.
The face, once so round and rosy,
was sharp and thin; the cheek-bones stood out; the
bright complexion was faded; the masses of flaxen curls
-her chief beauty-were all gone;
and the thin hair was drawn up close under a cap.
Her dress, once the picture of neatness, was neat
still, but the figure had become gaunt and coarse,
and the shabby gown hung upon her in forlorn folds,
as if put on carelessly by one who had neither time
nor thought to give to appearances.
She was evidently sitting up watching,
and alone. The rooms which her door opened to
view were only two, this topmost flat having been divided
in half, and each half made into just “a but
and a ben,” and furnished in the meanest
fashion of lodgings to let.
“Is it the doctor?” she
said again, shading her light and peering down the
dark stair.
“Helen!”
She recognized at once the little figure in Malcolm’s
arms.
“You-you! And
you have come to me-come your own self!
Oh, thank God!”
She leant against the doorway-not
for weeping; she looked like one who had wept till
she could weep no more, but breathing hard in heavy
breaths, like sobs.
“Set me down, Malcolm, somewhere-any
where. Then go outside.”
Malcolm obeyed, finding a broken arm-chair
and settling his master therein. Then, as he
himself afterward told the story, though not till
many years after, when nothing he told about that dear
master’s concerns could signify any more, he
“gaed awa’ doun and grat like a bairn.”
Lord Cairnforth sat silent, waiting
till Helen had recovered herself- Helen,
whom, however changed, he would have known among a
thousand. And then, with his quick observation,
he took in as much of her circumstances as was betrayed
by the aspect of the room, evidently kitchen, dining-room,
and bedroom in one; for at the far end, close to the
door that opened into the second apartment, which seemed
a mere closet, was one of those concealed beds so
common in Scotland, and on it lay a figure which occasionally
stirred, moaned, or coughed, but very feebly, and
for the most part lay still-very still.
Its face, placed straight on the pillow-and
as the fire blazed up, the sharp profile being reflected
in grotesque distinctness on the wall behind-was
a man’s face, thin and ghastly, the skin tightly
drawn over the features, as is seen in the last stage
of consumption.
Lord Cairnforth had never beheld death-not
in any form. But he felt, by instinct, that
he was looking upon it now, or the near approach to
it, in the man who lay there, too rapidly passing into
unconsciousness even to notice his presence-Helen’s
husband, Captain Bruce.
The dreadful fascination of the sight
drew his attention even from Helen herself.
He sat gazing at his cousin, the man who had deceived
and wronged him, and not him only, but those dearer
to him than himself –the man whom,
a day or two ago, he had altogether hated and despised.
He dared do neither now. A heavier hand than
that of mortal justice was upon his enemy. Whatever
Captain Bruce was, whatever he had been, he was now
being taken away from all human judgment into the immediate
presence of Him who is at once the Judge and the Pardoner
of sinners.
Awe-struck, the earl sat and watched
the young man (for he could not be thirty yet), struck
down thus in the prime of his days-carried
away into the other world-while he himself,
with his frail, flickering taper of a life, remained.
Wherefore? At length, in a whisper, he called
“Helen!” and she came and knelt beside
the earl’s chair.
“He is fast going,” said she.
“I see that.”
“In an hour or two, the doctor said.”
“Then I will stay, if I may?”
“Oh yes.”
Helen said it quite passively; indeed,
her whole appearance as she moved about the room,
and then took her seat by her husband’s side,
indicated one who makes no effort either to express
or to restrain grief-who has, in truth,
suffered till she can suffer no more.
The dying man was not so near death
as the doctor had thought, for after a little he fell
into what seemed a natural sleep. Helen leant
her head against the wall and closed her eyes.
But that instant was heard from the inner room a
cry, the like of which Lord Cairnforth had never heard
before-the sharp, waking cry of a very young
infant.
In a moment Helen started up-her
whole expression changed; and when, after a short
disappearance, she re-entered the room with her child,
who had dropped contentedly asleep again, nestling
to her bosom, she was perfectly transformed.
No longer the plain, almost elderly woman; she had
in her poor worn face the look-which makes
any face young, nay, lovely-the mother’s
look. Fate had not been altogether cruel to
her; it had given her a child.
“Isn’t he a bonnie bairn?”
she whispered, as once again she knelt down by Lord
Cairnforth’s chair, and brought the little face
down so that he could see it and touch it. He
did touch it with his feeble fingers- the
small soft cheek-the first baby-cheek he
had ever beheld.
“It is a bonnie bairn, as you
say; God bless it!” which, as she afterward
told him, was the first blessing ever breathed over
the child. “What is its name:”
he asked by-and-by, seeing she expected more notice
taken of it.
“Alexander Cardross-after
my father. My son is a born Scotsman too -an
Edinburg laddie. We were coming home, as fast
as we could, to Cairnforth. He”-glancing
toward the bed-“he wished it.”
Thus much thought for her, the dying
man had shown. He had been unwilling to leave
his wife forlorn in a strange land. He had come
“fast as he could,” that her child might
be born and her husband die at Cairnforth-at
least so the earl supposed, nor subsequently found
any reason to doubt. It was a good thing to
hear then-good to remember afterward.
For hours the earl sat in the broken
chair, with Helen and her baby opposite, watching
and waiting for the end.
It did not come till near morning.
Once during the night Captain Bruce opened his eyes
and looked about him, but either his mind was confused,
or-who knows?-made clearer by
the approach of death, for he evinced no sign of surprise
at the earl’s presence in the room. He
only fixed upon him a long, searching, inquiring gaze,
which seemed to compel an answer.
Lord Cairnforth spoke:
“Cousin, I am come to take home
with me your wife and child. Are you satisfied?”
“Yes.”
“I promise you they shall never want.
I will take care of them always.”
There was a faint assenting movement
of the dying head, and then, just as Helen went out
of the room with her baby, Captain Bruce followed her
with his eyes, in which the earl thought was an expression
almost approaching tenderness. “Poor
thing-poor thing! Her long trouble
is over.”
These were the last words he ever
said, for shortly afterward he again fell into a sleep,
out of which he passed quietly and without pain into
sleep eternal. They looked at him, and he was
still breathing; they looked at him a few minutes
after, and he was, as Mr. Cardross would have expressed
it, “away”-far, far away-in
His safe keeping with whom abide the souls of both
the righteous and the wicked, the living and the dead.
Let Him judge him, for no one else
ever did. No one ever spoke of him but as their
dead can only be spoken of either to or by the widow
and the fatherless.
Without much difficulty-for,
after her husband’s death, Helen’s strength
suddenly collapsed, and she became perfectly passive
in the earl’s hands and in those of Mrs. Campbell-Lord
Cairnforth learned all he required about the circumstances
of the Bruce family.
They were absolutely penniless.
Helen’s boy had been born only a day or two
after their arrival at Edinburg. Her husband’s
illness increased suddenly at the last, but he had
not been quite incapacitated till she had gained a
little strength, so as to be able to nurse him.
But how she had done it-how then and for
many months past she had contrived to keep body and
soul together, to endure fatigue, privation, mental
anguish, and physical weakness, was, according to good
Mrs. Campbell, who heard and guessed a great deal
more than she chose to tell, “just wonderful’.”
It could only be accounted for by Helen’s natural
vigor of constitution, and by that preternatural strength
and courage which Nature supplies to even the saddest
form of motherhood.
And now her brief term of wifehood-she
had yet not been married two years-was
over forever, and Helen Bruce was left a mother only.
It was easy to see that she would be one of those
women who remain such- mothers, and nothing
but mothers, to the end of their days.
“She’s ower young for
me to say it o’ her,” observed Mrs. Campbell,
in one of the long consultations that she and the
earl held together concerning Helen, who was of necessity
given over almost exclusively to the good woman’s
charge; “but ye’ll see, my lord, she will
look nae mair at any mortal man. She’ll
just spend her days in tending that wean o’
hers-and a sweet bit thing it is, ye ken-by-and-by
she’ll get blithe and bonnie again. She’ll
be aye gentle and kind, and no dreary, but she’ll
never marry. Puir Miss Helen! She’ll
be ane o’ thae widows that the apostle tells
o’-that are ’widows indeed’.”
And Mrs. Campbell, who herself was
one of the number, heaved a sigh- perhaps
for Helen, perhaps for herself, and for one whose very
name was now forgotten; who had gone down to the bottom
of Loch Beg when the Earl’s father was drowned,
and never afterward been seen, living or dead, by
any mortal eye.
The earl gave no answer to his good
nurse’s gossip. He contented himself with
making all arrangements for poor Helen’s comfort,
and taking care that she should be supplied with every
luxury befitting not alone Captain Bruce’s wife
and Mr. Cardross’s daughter, but the “cousin”
of the Earl of Cairnforth. And now, whenever
he spoke of her, it was invariably and punctiliously
as “my cousin.”
The baby too-Mrs. Campbell’s
truly feminine soul was exalted to infinte delight
and pride at being employed by the earl to procure
the most magnificent stock of baby clothes that Edinburg
could supply. No young heir to a peerage could
be appareled more splendidly than was, within a few
days, Helen’s boy. He was the admiration
of the whole hotel; and when his mother made some
weak resistance, she received a gentle message to
the effect that the Earl of Cairnforth begged, as a
special favor, to be allowed to do exactly as he liked
with his little “cousin”.
And every morning, punctual to the
hour, the earl had himself taken up stairs into the
infantile kingdom of which Mrs. Campbell was installed
once more as head nurse, where he would sit watching
with an amused curiosity, that was not without its
pathos, the little creature so lately come into the
world-to him, unfamiliar with babies, such
a wondrous mystery. Alas! A mystery which
it was his lot to behold-as all the joys
of life-from the outside.
But, though life’s joys were
forbidden him, its duties seemed to accumulate daily.
There was Mr. Cardross to be kept patient by the
assurance that all was well, and that presently his
daughter and his grandchild would be coming home.
There was Alick Cardross, now a young clerk in the
office of Menteith & Ross, to be looked after, and
kept from agitating his sister by any questionings;
and there was a tribe of young Menteiths always needing
assistance or advice-now and then something
more tangible than advice. Then there were the
earl’s Edinburg friends, who thronged round
him in hearty welcome as soon as ever they heard he
was again in the good old city, and would willingly
have drawn him back again into that brilliant society
which he had enjoyed so much.
He enjoyed it still-a little;
and during the weeks that elapsed before Helen was
able to travel, or do any thing but lie still and be
taken care of, he found opportunity to mingle once
more among his former associates. But his heart
was always in that quiet room which he only entered
once a day, where the newly-made widow sat with her
orphan child at her bosom, and waited for Time, the
healer, to soothe and bind up the inevitable wounds.
At last the day arrived when the earl,
with his little cortege of two carriages, one his
own, and the other containing Helen, her baby, and
Mrs. Campbell, quitted Edinburg, and, traveling leisurely,
neared the shores of Loch Beg. They did not
come by the ferry, Lord Cairnforth having given orders
to drive round the head of the loch, as the easiest
and most unobtrusive way of bringing Helen home.
Much he wondered how she bore it-the sight
of the familiar hills-exactly the same-
for it was the same time of year, almost the very day,
when she had left Cairnforth; but he could not inquire.
At length, after much thought, during the last stage
of the journey, he bade Malcolm ask Mrs. Bruce if
she would leave her baby for a little and come into
the earl’s carriage, which message she obeyed
at once.
These few weeks of companionship,
not constant, but still sufficiently close, had brought
them back very much into their old brother and sister
relation, and though nothing had been distinctly said
about it, Helen had accepted passively all the earl’s
generosity both for herself and her child. Once
or twice, when he had noticed a slight hesitation of
uneasiness in her manner, Lord Cairnforth had said,
“I promised him, you remember,” and this
had silenced her. Besides she was too utterly
worn out and broken down to resist any kindness.
She seemed to open her heart to it-Helen’s
proud, sensitive, independent heart-much
as a plant, long dried up, withered, and trampled
upon, opens itself to the sunshine and the dew.
But now her health, both of body and
mind, had revived a little; and as she sat opposite
him in her grave, composed widowhood, even the disguise
of the black weeds could not take away a look that
returned again and again, reminding the earl of the
Helen of his childhood-the bright, sweet,
wholesome-natured, high-spirited Helen Cardross.
“I asked you to come to me in
the carriage,” said he, after they had spoken
a while about ordinary things. “Before
we reach home, I think we ought to have a little talk
upon some few matters which we have never referred
to as yet. Are you able for this?”
“Oh yes, but-I can’t-I
can’t!” and a sudden expression of trouble
and fear darkened the widow’s face. “Do
not ask me any questions about the past. It
is all over now; it seems like a dream-
as if I had never been away from Cairnforth.”
“Let it be so then, Helen, my
dear,” replied the earl, tenderly. “Indeed,
I never meant otherwise. It is far the best.”
Thus, both at the time and ever after,
he laid, and compelled others to lay, the seal of
silence upon those two sad years, the secrets of which
were buried in Captain Bruce’s quiet grave in
Grayfriars’ church-yard.
“Helen,” he continued,
“I am not going to ask you a single question;
I am only going to tell you a few things, which you
are to tell your father at the first opportunity,
so as to place you in a right position toward him,
and whatever his health may be, to relieve his mind
entirely both as to you and Boy.”
“Boy” the little Alexander
had already begun to be called. “Boy”
par excellence, for even at that early period of his
existence he gave tokens of being a most masculine
character, with a resolute will of his own, and a
power of howling till he got his will which delighted
Nurse Campbell exceedingly. He was already a
thorough Cardross-not in the least a Bruce;
he inherited Helen’s great blue eyes, large frame,
and healthy temperament, and was, in short, that repetition
of the mother in the son which Dame Nature delights
in, and out of which she sometimes makes the finest
and noblest men that the world ever sees.
“Boy has been wide awake these
two hours, noticing every thing,” said his mother,
with a mother’s firm conviction that this rather
imaginative fact was the most interesting possible
to every body. “He might have known the
loch quite well already, by the way he kept staring
at it.”
“He will know it well enough
by-and by,” said the earl, smiling. “You
are aware, Helen, that he and you are permanently coming
home.”
“To the Manse? yes! My
dear father! he will keep us there during his life
time. Afterward we must take our chance, my boy
and I.”
“Not quite that. Are you
not aware-I thought, from circumstances,
you must have guessed it long ago-that Cairnforth
Castle, and my whole property, will be yours sometime?”
“I will tell you no untruth,
Lord Cairnforth. I was aware of it. That
is, he-I mean it was suspected that you
had meant it once. I found this out-don’t
ask me how-shortly after I was married;
and I determined, as the only chance of avoiding it-and
several other things-never to write to
you again; never to take the least means of bringing
myself-us-back to your memory.”
“Why so?”
“I wished you to forget us,
and all connected with us, and to choose some one
more worthy, more suitable, to inherit your property.”
“But, Helen, that choice rested
with myself alone,” said the earl, smiling.
“Has not a man the right to do what he likes
with his own?”
“Yes, but-oh,”
cried Helen, earnestly, “do not talk of this.
It caused me such misery once. Never let us
speak of it again.”
“I must speak of it,”
was the answer, equally earnest. “All my
comfort -I will not say happiness; we have
both learned, Helen, not to count too much upon happiness
in this world-but all the peace of my future
life, be it short or long, depends upon my having my
heart’s desire in this matter. It is my
heart’s desire, and no one shall forbid it.
I will carry out my intentions, whether you agree
to them or not. I will speak of them no more,
if you do not wish it, but I shall certainly perform
them. And I think it would be far better if we
could talk matters out together, and arrange every
thing plainly and openly before you go home to the
Manse, if you prefer the Manse, though I could have
wished it was to the Castle.”
“To the Castle!”
“Yes. I intended to have
brought you back from Edinburgh-all of
you,” added the earl, with emphasis, “to
the Castle for life!”
Helen was much affected. She
made no attempt either to resist or to reply.
“But now, my dear, you shall
do exactly what you will about the home you choose-exactly
what makes you most content, and your father also.
Only listen to me just for five minutes, without interrupting
me. I never could bear to be interrupted, you
know.”
Helen faintly smiled, and Lord Cairnforth,
in a brief, business-like way, explained how, the
day after his coming of age, he had deliberately,
and upon what he-and Mr. Menteith likewise-
considered just grounds, constituted her, Helen Cardross,
as his sole heiress; that he had never altered his
will since, and therefore she now was, and always
would have been, and her children after her, rightful
successors to the Castle and broad acres of Cairnforth.
“The title lapses,” he
added: “there will be no more Earls of
Cairnforth. But your boy may be the founder of
a new name and family, that may live and rule for
generations along the shores of our loch, and perhaps
keep even my poor name alive there for a little while.”
Helen did not speak. Probably
she too, with her clear common sense, saw the wisdom
of the thing. For as, as the earl said, he had
a right to choose his own heir-and as even
the world would say, what better heir could he choose
than his next of kin-Captain Bruce’s
child? What mother could resist such a prospect
for her son? She sat, her tears flowing, but
still with a great light in her blue eyes, as if she
saw far away in the distance, far beyond all this sorrow
and pain, the happy future of her darling-her
only child.
“Of course, Helen, I could pass
you over, and leave all direct to that young man of
yours, who is, if I died intestate, my rightful heir.
But I will not-at least, not yet.
Perhaps, if I live to see him of age, I may think
about making him take my name, as Bruce-Montgomerie.
But meanwhile I shall educate him, send him to school
and college, and at home he shall be put under Malcolm’s
care, and have ponies to ride and boats to row.
In short, Helen,” concluded the earl, looking
earnestly in her face with that sad, fond, and yet
peaceful expression he had, “I mean your boy
to do all that I could not do, and to be all that I
ought to have been. You are satisfied?”
“Yes-quite. I thank you.
And I thank God.”
A minute more, and the carriage stopped
at the wicket-gate of the Manse garden.
There stood the minister, with his
white locks bared, and his whole figure trembling
with agitation, but still himself-stronger
and better than he had been for many months.
“Papa! papa!” And Helen, his own Helen,
was in his arms.
“Drive on,” said Lord
Cairnforth, hurriedly; “Malcolm, we will go
straight to the Castle now.”
And so, no one heeding him-they
were too happy to notice any thing beyond themselves-the
earl passed on, with a strange smile, not of this
world at all, upon his quiet face, and returned to
his own stately and solitary home.