“Get out o’ Mr. Fletcher’s
road, ye idle, lounging, little ”
“Vagabond,” I think the
woman (Sally Watkins, once my nurse), was going to
say, but she changed her mind.
My father and I both glanced round,
surprised at her unusual reticence of epithets:
but when the lad addressed turned, fixed his eyes
on each of us for a moment, and made way for us, we
ceased to wonder. Ragged, muddy, and miserable
as he was, the poor boy looked anything but a “vagabond.”
“Thee need not go into the wet,
my lad. Keep close to the wall, and there will
be shelter enough both for us and thee,” said
my father, as he pulled my little hand-carriage into
the alley, under cover, from the pelting rain.
The lad, with a grateful look, put out a hand likewise,
and pushed me further in. A strong hand it was roughened
and browned with labour though he was scarcely
as old as I. What would I not have given to have
been so stalwart and so tall!
Sally called from her house-door,
“Wouldn’t Master Phineas come in and sit
by the fire a bit?” But it was always
a trouble to me to move or walk; and I liked staying
at the mouth of the alley, watching the autumnal shower
come sweeping down the street: besides, I wanted
to look again at the stranger-lad.
He had scarcely stirred, but remained
leaning against the wall either through
weariness, or in order to be out of our way.
He took little or no notice of us, but kept his eyes
fixed on the pavement for we actually boasted
pavement in the High Street of our town of Norton
Bury watching the eddying rain-drops, which,
each as it fell, threw up a little mist of spray.
It was a serious, haggard face for a boy of only
fourteen or so. Let me call it up before me I
can, easily, even after more than fifty years.
Brown eyes, deep-sunken, with strongly-marked
brows, a nose like most other Saxon noses, nothing
particular; lips well-shaped, lying one upon the other,
firm and close; a square, sharply outlined, resolute
chin, of that type which gives character and determination
to the whole physiognomy, and without which in the
fairest features, as in the best dispositions, one
is always conscious of a certain want.
As I have stated, in person the lad
was tall and strongly-built; and I, poor puny wretch!
so reverenced physical strength. Everything in
him seemed to indicate that which I had not:
his muscular limbs, his square, broad shoulders,
his healthy cheek, though it was sharp and thin even
to his crisp curls of bright thick hair.
Thus he stood, principal figure in
a picture which is even yet as clear to me as yesterday the
narrow, dirty alley leading out of the High Street,
yet showing a glimmer of green field at the further
end; the open house-doors on either side, through
which came the drowsy burr of many a stocking-loom,
the prattle of children paddling in the gutter, and
sailing thereon a fleet of potato parings. In
front the High Street, with the mayor’s house
opposite, porticoed and grand: and beyond, just
where the rain-clouds were breaking, rose up out of
a nest of trees, the square tower of our ancient abbey Norton
Bury’s boast and pride. On it, from a
break in the clouds, came a sudden stream of light.
The stranger-lad lifted up his head to look at it.
“The rain will be over soon,”
I said, but doubted if he heard me. What could
he be thinking of so intently? a poor working
lad, whom few would have given credit for thinking
at all.
I do not suppose my father cast a
second glance or thought on the boy, whom, from a
sense of common justice, he had made take shelter beside
us. In truth, worthy man, he had no lack of matter
to occupy his mind, being sole architect of a long
up-hill but now thriving trade. I saw, by the
hardening of his features, and the restless way in
which he poked his stick into the little water-pools,
that he was longing to be in his tan-yard close by.
He pulled out his great silver watch the
dread of our house, for it was a watch which seemed
to imbibe something of its master’s character;
remorseless as justice or fate, it never erred a moment.
“Twenty-three minutes lost by
this shower. Phineas, my son, how am I to get
thee safe home? unless thee wilt go with me to the
tan-yard ”
I shook my head. It was very
hard for Abel Fletcher to have for his only child
such a sickly creature as I, now, at sixteen, as helpless
and useless to him as a baby.
“Well, well, I must find some
one to go home with thee.” For though my
father had got me a sort of carriage in which, with
a little external aid, I could propel myself, so as
to be his companion occasionally in his walks between
our house, the tanyard, and the Friends’ meeting-house still
he never trusted me anywhere alone. “Here,
Sally Sally Watkins! do any o’ thy
lads want to earn an honest penny?”
Sally was out of earshot; but I noticed
that as the lad near us heard my father’s words,
the colour rushed over his face, and he started forward
involuntarily. I had not before perceived how
wasted and hungry-looking he was.
“Father!” I whispered.
But here the boy had mustered up his courage and
voice.
“Sir, I want work; may I earn a penny?”
He spoke in tolerably good English different
from our coarse, broad, G shire
drawl; and taking off his tattered old cap, looked
right up into my father’s face, The old man
scanned him closely.
“What is thy name, lad?”
“John Halifax.”
“Where dost thee come from?”
“Cornwall.”
“Hast thee any parents living?”
“No.”
I wished my father would not question
thus; but possibly he had his own motives, which were
rarely harsh, though his actions often appeared so.
“How old might thee be, John Halifax?”
“Fourteen, sir.”
“Thee art used to work?”
“Yes.”
“What sort of work?”
“Anything that I can get to do.”
I listened nervously to this catechism, which went
on behind my back.
“Well,” said my father,
after a pause, “thee shall take my son home,
and I’ll give thee a groat. Let me see;
art thee a lad to be trusted?” And holding him
at arm’s length, regarding him meanwhile with
eyes that were the terror of all the rogues in Norton
Bury, Abel Fletcher jingled temptingly the silver
money in the pockets of his long-flapped brown waistcoat.
“I say, art thee a lad to be trusted?”
John Halifax neither answered nor
declined his eyes. He seemed to feel that this
was a critical moment, and to have gathered all his
mental forces into a serried square, to meet the attack.
He met it, and conquered in silence.
“Lad, shall I give thee the groat now?”
“Not till I’ve earned it, sir.”
So, drawing his hand back, my father
slipped the money into mine, and left us.
I followed him with my eyes, as he
went sturdily plashing down the street; his broad,
comfortable back, which owned a coat of true Quaker
cut, but spotless, warm, and fine; his ribbed hose
and leathern gaiters, and the wide-brimmed hat set
over a fringe of grey hairs, that crowned the whole
with respectable dignity. He looked precisely
what he was an honest, honourable, prosperous
tradesman. I watched him down the street my
good father, whom I respected perhaps even more than
I loved him. The Cornish lad watched him likewise.
It still rained slightly, so we remained
under cover. John Halifax leaned in his old
place, and did not attempt to talk. Once only,
when the draught through the alley made me shiver,
he pulled my cloak round me carefully.
“You are not very strong, I’m afraid?”
“No.”
Then he stood idly looking up at the
opposite the mayor’s house,
with its steps and portico, and its fourteen windows,
one of which was open, and a cluster of little heads
visible there.
The mayor’s children I
knew them all by sight, though nothing more; for their
father was a lawyer, and mine a tanner; they belonged
to Abbey folk and orthodoxy, I to the Society of Friends the
mayor’s rosy children seemed greatly amused
by watching us shivering shelterers from the rain.
Doubtless our position made their own appear all the
pleasanter. For myself it mattered little; but
for this poor, desolate, homeless, wayfaring lad to
stand in sight of their merry nursery window, and
hear the clatter of voices, and of not unwelcome dinner-sounds I
wondered how he felt it.
Just at this minute another head came
to the window, a somewhat older child; I had met her
with the rest; she was only a visitor. She looked
at us, then disappeared. Soon after, we saw the
front door half opened, and an evident struggle taking
place behind it; we even heard loud words across
the narrow street.
“I will I say I will.”
“You shan’t, Miss Ursula.”
“But I will!”
And there stood the little girl, with
a loaf in one hand and a carving-knife in the other.
She succeeded in cutting off a large slice, and holding
it out.
“Take it, poor boy! you
look so hungry. Do take it.” But
the servant forced her in, and the door was shut upon
a sharp cry.
It made John Halifax start, and look
up at the nursery window, which was likewise closed.
We heard nothing more. After a minute he crossed
the street, and picked up the slice of bread.
Now in those days bread was precious, exceedingly.
The poor folk rarely got it; they lived on rye or
meal. John Halifax had probably not tasted wheaten
bread like this for months: it appeared not,
he eyed it so ravenously; then, glancing
towards the shut door, his mind seemed to change.
He was a long time before he ate a morsel; when he
did so, it was quietly and slowly; looking very thoughtful
all the while.
As soon as the rain ceased, we took
our way home, down the High Street, towards the Abbey
church he guiding my carriage along in silence.
I wished he would talk, and let me hear again his
pleasant Cornish accent.
“How strong you are!”
said I, sighing, when, with a sudden pull, he had
saved me from being overturned by a horseman riding
past young Mr. Brithwood of the Mythe House,
who never cared where he galloped or whom he hurt “So
tall and so strong.”
“Am I? Well, I shall want my strength.”
“How?”
“To earn my living.”
He drew up his broad shoulders, and
planted on the pavement a firmer foot, as if he knew
he had the world before him would meet it
single-handed, and without fear.
“What have you worked at lately?”
“Anything I could get, for I have never learned
a trade.”
“Would you like to learn one?”
He hesitated a minute, as if weighing
his speech. “Once I thought I should like
to be what my father was.”
“What was he?”
“A scholar and a gentleman.”
This was news, though it did not much
surprise me. My father, tanner as he was, and
pertinaciously jealous of the dignity of trade, yet
held strongly the common-sense doctrine of the advantages
of good descent; at least, in degree. For since
it is a law of nature, admitting only rare exceptions,
that the qualities of the ancestors should be transmitted
to the race the fact seems patent enough,
that even allowing equal advantages, a gentleman’s
son has more chances of growing up a gentleman than
the son of a working man. And though he himself,
and his father before him, had both been working men,
still, I think, Abel Fletcher never forgot that we
originally came of a good stock, and that it pleased
him to call me, his only son, after one of our forefathers,
not unknown Phineas Fletcher, who wrote
the “Purple Island.”
Thus it seemed to me, and I doubted
not it would to my father, much more reasonable and
natural that a boy like John Halifax in
whom from every word he said I detected a mind and
breeding above his outward condition should
come of gentle than of boorish blood.
“Then, perhaps,” I said,
resuming the conversation, “you would not like
to follow a trade?”
“Yes, I should. What would
it matter to me? My father was a gentleman.”
“And your mother?”
And he turned suddenly round; his
cheeks hot, his lips quivering: “She is
dead. I do not like to hear strangers speak about
my mother.”
I asked his pardon. It was plain
he had loved and mourned her; and that circumstances
had smothered down his quick boyish feelings into a
man’s tenacity of betraying where he had loved
and mourned. I, only a few minutes after, said
something about wishing we were not “strangers.”
“Do you?” The lad’s
half amazed, half-grateful smile went right to my
heart.
“Have you been up and down the country much?”
“A great deal these
last three years; doing a hand’s turn as best
I could, in hop-picking, apple-gathering, harvesting;
only this summer I had typhus fever, and could not
work.”
“What did you do then?”
“I lay in a barn till I got
well I’m quite well now; you need
not be afraid.”
“No, indeed; I had never thought of that.”
We soon became quite sociable together.
He guided me carefully out of the town into the Abbey
walk, flecked with sunshine through overhanging trees.
Once he stopped to pick up for me the large brown
fan of a horse-chestnut leaf.
“It’s pretty, isn’t
it? only it shows that autumn is come.”
“And how shall you live in the
winter, when there is no out-of-door work to be had?”
“I don’t know.”
The lad’s countenance fell,
and that hungry, weary look, which had vanished while
we talked, returned more painfully than ever.
I reproached myself for having, under the influence
of his merry talk, temporarily forgotten it.
“Ah!” I cried eagerly,
when we left the shade of the Abbey trees, and crossed
the street; “here we are, at home!”
“Are you?” The homeless
lad just glanced at it the flight of spotless
stone-steps, guarded by ponderous railings, which led
to my father’s respectable and handsome door.
“Good day, then which means good-bye.”
I started. The word pained me.
On my sad, lonely life brief indeed, though
ill health seemed to have doubled and trebled my sixteen
years into a mournful maturity this lad’s
face had come like a flash of sunshine; a reflection
of the merry boyhood, the youth and strength that
never were, never could be, mine. To let it go
from me was like going back into the dark.
“Not good-bye just yet!”
said I, trying painfully to disengage myself from
my little carriage and mount the steps. John
Halifax came to my aid.
“Suppose you let me carry you.
I could and and it would be
great fun, you know.”
He tried to turn it into a jest, so
as not to hurt me; but the tremble in his voice was
as tender as any woman’s tenderer
than any woman’s I ever was used to hear.
I put my arms round his neck; he lifted me safely
and carefully, and set me at my own door. Then
with another good-bye he again turned to go.
My heart cried after him with an irrepressible
cry. What I said I do not remember, but it caused
him to return.
“Is there anything more I can do for you, sir?”
“Don’t call me ‘sir’;
I am only a boy like yourself. I want you; don’t
go yet. Ah! here comes my father!”
John Halifax stood aside, and touched
his cap with a respectful deference, as the old man
passed.
“So here thee be hast
thou taken care of my son? Did he give thee thy
groat, my lad?”
We had neither of us once thought of the money.
When I acknowledged this my father
laughed, called John an honest lad, and began searching
in his pocket for some larger coin. I ventured
to draw his ear down and whispered something but
I got no answer; meanwhile, John Halifax for the third
time was going away.
“Stop, lad I forget
thy name here is thy groat, and a shilling
added, for being kind to my son.”
“Thank you, but I don’t want payment for
kindness.”
He kept the groat, and put back the shilling into
my father’s hand.
“Eh!” said the old man,
much astonished, “thee’rt an odd lad; but
I can’t stay talking with thee. Come in
to dinner, Phineas. I say,” turning back
to John Halifax with a sudden thought, “art thee
hungry?”
“Very hungry.” Nature
gave way at last, and great tears came into the poor
lad’s eyes. “Nearly starving.”
“Bless me! then get in, and
have thy dinner. But first ”
and my inexorable father held him by the shoulder;
“thee art a decent lad, come of decent parents?”
“Yes,” almost indignantly.
“Thee works for thy living?”
“I do, whenever I can get it.”
“Thee hast never been in gaol?”
“No!” thundered out the
lad, with a furious look. “I don’t
want your dinner, sir; I would have stayed, because
your son asked me, and he was civil to me, and I liked
him. Now I think I had better go. Good
day, sir.”
There is a verse in a very old Book even
in its human histories the most pathetic of all books which
runs thus:
“And it came to pass when he
had made an end of speaking unto Saul, that the soul
of Jonathan was knit unto the soul of David; and Jonathan
loved him as his own soul.”
And this day, I, a poorer and more
helpless Jonathan, had found my David.
I caught him by the hand, and would not let him go.
“There, get in, lads make
no more ado,” said Abel Fletcher, sharply, as
he disappeared.
So, still holding my David fast, I
brought him into my father’s house.