Dinner was over; my father and I took
ours in the large parlour, where the stiff, high-backed
chairs eyed one another in opposite rows across the
wide oaken floor, shiny and hard as marble, and slippery
as glass. Except the table, the sideboard and
the cuckoo clock, there was no other furniture.
I dared not bring the poor wandering
lad into this, my father’s especial domain;
but as soon as he was away in the tan-yard I sent for
John.
Jael brought him in; Jael, the only
womankind we ever had about us, and who, save to me
when I happened to be very ill, certainly gave no
indication of her sex in its softness and tenderness.
There had evidently been wrath in the kitchen.
“Phineas, the lad ha’
got his dinner, and you mustn’t keep ’un
long. I bean’t going to let you knock yourself
up with looking after a beggar-boy.”
A beggar-boy! The idea seemed
so ludicrous, that I could not help smiling at it
as I regarded him. He had washed his face and
combed out his fair curls; though his clothes were
threadbare, all but ragged, they were not unclean;
and there was a rosy, healthy freshness in his tanned
skin, which showed he loved and delighted in what poor
folk generally abominate water. And
now the sickness of hunger had gone from his face,
the lad, if not actually what our scriptural Saxon
terms “well-favoured,” was certainly “well-liking.”
A beggar-boy, indeed! I hoped he had not heard
Jael’s remark. But he had.
“Madam,” said he, with
a bow of perfect good-humour, and even some sly drollery,
“you mistake: I never begged in my life:
I’m a person of independent property, which
consists of my head and my two hands, out of which
I hope to realise a large capital some day.”
I laughed. Jael retired, abundantly
mystified, and rather cross. John Halifax came
to my easy chair, and in an altered tone asked me how
I felt, and if he could do anything for me before
he went away.
“You’ll not go away; not
till my father comes home, at least?” For I
had been revolving many plans, which had one sole aim
and object, to keep near me this lad, whose companionship
and help seemed to me, brotherless, sisterless, and
friendless as I was, the very thing that would give
me an interest in life, or, at least, make it drag
on less wearily. To say that what I projected
was done out of charity or pity would not be true;
it was simple selfishness, if that be selfishness
which makes one leap towards, and cling to, a possible
strength and good, which I conclude to be the secret
of all those sudden likings that spring more from
instinct than reason. I do not attempt to account
for mine: I know not why “the soul of Jonathan
clave to the soul of David.” I only know
that it was so, and that the first day I beheld the
lad John Halifax, I, Phineas Fletcher, “loved
him as my own soul.”
Thus, my entreaty, “You’ll
not go away?” was so earnest, that it apparently
touched the friendless boy to the core.
“Thank you,” he said,
in an unsteady voice, as leaning against the fire-place
he drew his hand backwards and forwards across his
face: “you are very kind; I’ll stay
an hour or so, if you wish it.”
“Then come and sit down here, and let us have
a talk.”
What this talk was, I cannot now recall,
save that it ranged over many and wide themes, such
as boys delight in chiefly of life and
adventure. He knew nothing of my only world books.
“Can you read?” he asked me at last, suddenly.
“I should rather think so.”
And I could not help smiling, being somewhat proud
of my erudition.
“And write?”
“Oh, yes; certainly.”
He thought a minute, and then said,
in a low tone, “I can’t write, and I don’t
know when I shall be able to learn; I wish you would
put down something in a book for me.”
“That I will.”
He took out of his pocket a little
case of leather, with an under one of black silk;
within this, again, was a book. He would not
let it go out of his hands, but held it so that I
could see the leaves. It was a Greek Testament.
“Look here.”
He pointed to the fly-leaf, and I read:
“Guy Halifax, his Book.
“Guy Halifax, gentleman, married
Muriel Joyce, spinster, May 17, in the year of our
Lord 1779.
“John Halifax, their son, born June 18, 1780.”
There was one more entry, in a feeble,
illiterate female hand: “Guy Halifax,
died January 4, 1781.”
“What shall I write, John?” said I, after
a minute or so of silence.
“I’ll tell you presently. Can I
get you a pen?”
He leaned on my shoulder with his
left hand, but his right never once let go of the
precious book.
“Write ’Muriel Halifax, died
January 1, 1791.’”
“Nothing more?”
“Nothing more.”
He looked at the writing for a minute
or two, dried it carefully by the fire, replaced the
book in its two cases, and put it into his pocket.
He said no other word but “Thank you,”
and I asked him no questions.
This was all I ever heard of the boy’s
parentage: nor do I believe he knew more himself.
He was indebted to no forefathers for a family history:
the chronicle commenced with himself, and was altogether
his own making. No romantic antecedents ever
turned up: his lineage remained uninvestigated,
and his pedigree began and ended with his own honest
name John Halifax.
Jael kept coming in and out of the
parlour on divers excuses, eyeing very suspiciously
John Halifax and me; especially when she heard me
laughing a rare and notable fact for
mirth was not the fashion in our house, nor the tendency
of my own nature. Now this young lad, hardly
as the world had knocked him about even already, had
an overflowing spirit of quiet drollery and healthy
humour, which was to me an inexpressible relief.
It gave me something I did not possess something
entirely new. I could not look at the dancing
brown eyes, at the quaint dimples of lurking fun that
played hide-and-seek under the firm-set mouth, without
feeling my heart cheered and delighted, like one brought
out of a murky chamber into the open day.
But all this was highly objectionable to Jael.
“Phineas!” and
she planted herself before me at the end of the table “it’s
a fine, sunshiny day: thee ought to be out.”
“I have been out, thank you,
Jael.” And John and I went on talking.
“Phineas!” a
second and more determined attack “too
much laughing bean’t good for thee; and it’s
time this lad were going about his own business.”
“Hush! nonsense, Jael.”
“No she’s right,”
said John Halifax, rising, while that look of premature
gravity, learned doubtless out of hard experience,
chased all the boyish fun from his face. “I’ve
had a merry day thank you kindly for it!
and now I’ll be gone.”
Gone! It was not to be thought
of at least, not till my father came home.
For now, more determinedly than ever, the plan which
I had just ventured to hint at to my father fixed
itself on my mind. Surely he would not refuse
me me, his sickly boy, whose life had in
it so little pleasure.
“Why do you want to go? You have no work?”
“No; I wish I had. But I’ll get
some.”
“How?”
“Just by trying everything that
comes to hand. That’s the only way.
I never wanted bread, nor begged it, yet though
I’ve often been rather hungry. And as
for clothes” he looked down on his
own, light and threadbare, here and there almost burst
into holes by the stout muscles of the big growing
boy looked rather disconsolately.
“I’m afraid she would be sorry that’s
all! She always kept me so tidy.”
By the way he spoke, “She”
must have meant his mother. There the orphan
lad had an advantage over me; alas! I did not
remember mine.
“Come,” I said, for now
I had quite made up my mind to take no denial, and
fear no rebuff from my father; “cheer up.
Who knows what may turn up?”
“Oh yes, something always does;
I’m not afraid!” He tossed back his curls,
and looked smiling out through the window at the blue
sky; that steady, brave, honest smile, which will
meet Fate in every turn, and fairly coax the jade
into good humour.
“John, do you know you’re
uncommonly like a childish hero of mine Dick
Whittington? Did you ever hear of him?”
“No.”
“Come into the garden then” for
I caught another ominous vision of Jael in the doorway,
and I did not want to vex my good old nurse; besides,
unlike John, I was anything but brave. “You’ll
hear the Abbey bells chime presently not
unlike Bow bells, I used to fancy sometimes; and we’ll
lie on the grass, and I’ll tell you the whole
true and particular story of Sir Richard Whittington.”
I lifted myself, and began looking
for my crutches. John found and put them into
my hand, with a grave, pitiful look.
“You don’t need those
sort of things,” I said, making pretence to
laugh, for I had not grown used to them, and felt often
ashamed.
“I hope you will not need them always.”
“Perhaps not Dr.
Jessop isn’t sure. But it doesn’t
matter much; most likely I shan’t live long.”
For this was, God forgive me, always the last and
greatest comfort I had.
John looked at me surprised,
troubled, compassionate but he did not
say a word. I hobbled past him; he following
through the long passage to the garden door.
There I paused tired out. John Halifax
took gentle hold of my shoulder.
“I think, if you did not mind,
I’m sure I could carry you. I carried a
meal-sack once, weighing eight stone.”
I burst out laughing, which maybe
was what he wanted, and forthwith consented to assume
the place of the meal-sack. He took me on his
back what a strong fellow he was! and
fairly trotted with me down the garden walk.
We were both very merry; and though I was his senior
I seemed with him, out of my great weakness and infirmity,
to feel almost like a child.
“Please to take me to that clematis
arbour; it looks over the Avon. Now, how do you
like our garden?”
“It’s a nice place.”
He did not go into ecstasies, as I
had half expected; but gazed about him observantly,
while a quiet, intense satisfaction grew and diffused
itself over his whole countenance.
“It’s a very nice place.”
Certainly it was. A large square,
chiefly grass, level as a bowling-green, with borders
round. Beyond, divided by a low hedge, was the
kitchen and fruit garden my father’s
pride, as this old-fashioned pleasaunce was mine.
When, years ago, I was too weak to walk, I knew,
by crawling, every inch of the soft, green, mossy,
daisy-patterned carpet, bounded by its broad gravel
walk; and above that, apparently shut in as with an
impassable barrier from the outer world, by a three-sided
fence, the high wall, the yew-hedge, and the river.
John Halifax’s comprehensive gaze seemed to
take in all.
“Have you lived here long?” he asked me.
“Ever since I was born.”
“Ah! well, it’s
a nice place,” he repeated, somewhat sadly.
“This grass plot is very even thirty
yards square, I should guess. I’d get
up and pace it; only I’m rather tired.”
“Are you? Yet you would carry ”
“Oh that’s
nothing. I’ve often walked farther than
to-day. But still it’s a good step across
the country since morning.”
“How far have you come?”
“From the foot of those hills I
forget what they call them over there.
I have seen bigger ones but they’re
steep enough bleak and cold, too, especially
when one is lying out among the sheep. At a
distance they look pleasant. This is a very pretty
view.”
Ay, so I had always thought it; more
so than ever now, when I had some one to say to how
“very pretty” it was. Let me describe
it this first landscape, the sole picture
of my boyish days, and vivid as all such pictures
are.
At the end of the arbour the wall
which enclosed us on the riverward side was cut down my
father had done it at my asking so as to
make a seat, something after the fashion of Queen
Mary’s seat at Stirling, of which I had read.
Thence, one could see a goodly sweep of country.
First, close below, flowed the Avon Shakspeare’s
Avon here a narrow, sluggish stream, but
capable, as we at Norton Bury sometimes knew to our
cost, of being roused into fierceness and foam.
Now it slipped on quietly enough, contenting itself
with turning a flour-mill hard by, the lazy whirr
of which made a sleepy, incessant monotone which I
was fond of hearing.
From the opposite bank stretched a
wide green level, called the Ham dotted
with pasturing cattle of all sorts. Beyond it
was a second river, forming an arch of a circle round
the verdant flat. But the stream itself lay
so low as to be invisible from where we sat; you could
only trace the line of its course by the small white
sails that glided in and out, oddly enough, from behind
clumps of trees, and across meadow lands.
They attracted John’s attention.
“Those can’t be boats, surely. Is
there water there?”
“To be sure, or you would not
see the sails. It is the Severn; though at this
distance you can’t perceive it; yet it is deep
enough too, as you may see by the boats it carries.
You would hardly believe so, to look at it here but
I believe it gets broader and broader, and turns out
a noble river by the time it reaches the King’s
Roads, and forms the Bristol Channel.”
“I’ve seen that!”
cried John, with a bright look. “Ah, I
like the Severn.”
He stood gazing at it a good while,
a new expression dawning in his eyes. Eyes in
which then, for the first time, I watched a thought
grow, and grow, till out of them was shining a beauty
absolutely divine.
All of a sudden the Abbey chimes burst
out, and made the lad start.
“What’s that?”
“Turn again, Whittington, Lord
Mayor of London,” I sang to the bells; and then
it seemed such a commonplace history, and such a very
low degree of honour to arrive at, that I was really
glad I had forgotten to tell John the story.
I merely showed him where, beyond our garden wall,
and in the invisible high road that interposed, rose
up the grim old Abbey tower.
“Probably this garden belonged
to the Abbey in ancient time our orchard
is so fine. The monks may have planted it; they
liked fruit, those old fellows.”
“Oh! did they!” He evidently
did not quite comprehend, but was trying, without
asking, to find out what I referred to. I was
almost ashamed, lest he might think I wanted to show
off my superior knowledge.
“The monks were parsons, John,
you know. Very good men, I dare say, but rather
idle.”
“Oh, indeed. Do you think
they planted that yew hedge?” And he went to
examine it.
Now, far and near, our yew-hedge was
noted. There was not its like in the whole country.
It was about fifteen feet high, and as many thick.
Century after century of growth, with careful clipping
and training, had compacted it into a massive green
barrier, as close and impervious as a wall.
John poked in and about it peering
through every interstice leaning his breast
against the solid depth of branches; but their close
shield resisted all his strength.
At last he came back to me, his face
glowing with the vain efforts he had made.
“What were you about? Did you want to
get through?”
“I wanted just to see if it were possible.”
I shook my head. “What
would you do, John, if you were shut up here, and
had to get over the yew-hedge? You could not
climb it?”
“I know that, and, therefore, should not waste
time in trying.”
“Would you give up, then?”
He smiled there was no
“giving up” in that smile of his.
“I’ll tell you what I’d do I’d
begin and break it, twig by twig, till I forced my
way through, and got out safe at the other side.”
“Well done, lad! but
if it’s all the same to thee, I would rather
thee did not try that experiment upon my hedge
at present.”
My father had come behind, and overheard
us, unobserved. We were both somewhat confounded,
though a grim kindliness of aspect showed that he
was not displeased nay, even amused.
“Is that thy usual fashion of
getting over a difficulty, friend what’s
thy name?”
I supplied the answer. The minute
Abel Fletcher appeared, John seemed to lose all his
boyish fun, and go back to that premature gravity and
hardness of demeanour which I supposed his harsh experience
of the world and of men had necessarily taught him;
but which was very sad to see in a lad so young.
My father sat down beside me on the
bench pushed aside an intrusive branch
of clematis finally, because it would
come back and tickle his bald pate, broke it off,
and threw it into the river: then, leaning on
his stick with both hands, eyed John Halifax sharply,
all over, from top to toe.
“Didn’t thee say thee
wanted work? It looks rather like it.”
His glance upon the shabby clothes
made the boy colour violently.
“Oh, thee need’st not
be ashamed; better men than thee have been in rags.
Hast thee any money?”
“The groat you gave, that is,
paid me; I never take what I don’t earn,”
said the lad, sticking a hand in either poor empty
pocket.
“Don’t be afraid I
was not going to give thee anything except,
maybe Would thee like some work?”
“O sir!”
“O father!”
I hardly know which was the most grateful cry.
Abel Fletcher looked surprised, but
on the whole not ill-pleased. Putting on and
pulling down his broad-brimmed hat, he sat meditatively
for a minute or so; making circles in the gravel walk
with the end of his stick. People said nay,
Jael herself, once, in a passion, had thrown the fact
at me that the wealthy Friend himself had
come to Norton Bury without a shilling in his pocket.
“Well, what work canst thee do, lad?”
“Anything,” was the eager answer.
“Anything generally means nothing,”
sharply said my father; “what hast thee been
at all this year? The truth, mind!”
John’s eyes flashed, but a look
from mine seemed to set him right again. He
said quietly and respectfully, “Let me think
a minute, and I’ll tell you. All spring
I was at a farmer’s, riding the plough-horses,
hoeing turnips; then I went up the hills with some
sheep: in June I tried hay-making, and caught
a fever you needn’t start, sir, I’ve
been well these six weeks, or I wouldn’t have
come near your son then ”
“That will do, lad I’m satisfied.”
“Thank you, sir.”
“Thee need not say ’sir’ it
is folly. I am Abel Fletcher.” For
my father retained scrupulously the Friend’s
mode of speech, though he was practically but a lax
member of the Society, and had married out of its
pale. In this announcement of his plain name
appeared, I fancy, more pride than humility.
“Very well, I will remember,”
answered the boy fearlessly, though with an amused
twist of his mouth, speedily restrained. “And
now, Abel Fletcher, I shall be willing and thankful
for any work you can give me.”
“We’ll see about it.”
I looked gratefully and hopefully
at my father but his next words rather
modified my pleasure.
“Phineas, one of my men at the
tan-yard has gone and ’listed this day left
an honest livelihood to be a paid cut-throat.
Now, if I could get a lad one too young
to be caught hold of at every pot-house by that man
of blood, the recruiting sergeant Dost thee
think this lad is fit to take the place?”
“Whose place, father?”
“Bill Watkins’.”
I was dumb-foundered! I had
occasionally seen the said Bill Watkins, whose business
it was to collect the skins which my father had bought
from the farmers round about. A distinct vision
presented itself to me of Bill and his cart, from
which dangled the sanguinary exuviae of defunct animals,
while in front the said Bill sat enthroned, dirty-clad,
and dirty-handed, with his pipe in his mouth.
The idea of John Halifax in such a position was not
agreeable.
“But, father ”
He read deprecation in my looks alas!
he knew too well how I disliked the tan-yard and all
belonging to it. “Thee’rt a fool,
and the lad’s another. He may go about
his business for me.”
“But, father, isn’t there anything else?”
“I have nothing else, or if
I had I wouldn’t give it. He that will
not work neither shall he eat.”
“I will work,” said John,
sturdily he had listened, scarcely comprehending,
to my father and me. “I don’t care
what it is, if only it’s honest work.”
Abel Fletcher was mollified.
He turned his back on me but that I little
minded and addressed himself solely to John
Halifax.
“Canst thee drive?”
“That I can!” and his eyes brightened
with boyish delight.
“Tut! it’s only a cart the
cart with the skins. Dost thee know anything
of tanning?”
“No, but I can learn.”
“Hey, not so fast! still, better
be fast than slow. In the meantime, thee can
drive the cart.”
“Thank you, sir Abel
Fletcher, I mean I’ll do it well.
That is, as well as I can.”
“And mind! no stopping on the
road. No drinking, to find the king’s
cursed shilling at the bottom of the glass, like poor
Bill, for thy mother to come crying and pestering.
Thee hasn’t got one, eh? So much the
better, all women are born fools, especially mothers.”
“Sir!” The lad’s
face was all crimson and quivering; his voice choked;
it was with difficulty he smothered down a burst of
tears. Perhaps this self-control was more moving
than if he had wept at least, it answered
better with my father.
After a few minutes more, during which
his stick had made a little grave in the middle of
the walk, and buried something there I think
something besides the pebble Abel Fletcher
said, not unkindly:
“Well, I’ll take thee;
though it isn’t often I take a lad without a
character of some sort I suppose thee hast
none.”
“None,” was the answer,
while the straightforward, steady gaze which accompanied
it unconsciously contradicted the statement; his own
honest face was the lad’s best witness at
all events I thought so.
“’Tis done then,”
said my father, concluding the business more quickly
than I had ever before known his cautious temper settle
even such a seemingly trifling matter. I say
seemingly. How blindly we talk when we
talk of “trifles.”
Carelessly rising, he, from some kindly
impulse, or else to mark the closing of the bargain,
shook the boy’s hand, and left in it a shilling.
“What is this for?”
“To show I have hired thee as my servant.”
“Servant!” John repeated
hastily, and rather proudly. “Oh yes, I
understand well, I will try and serve you
well.”
My father did not notice that manly,
self-dependent smile. He was too busy calculating
how many more of those said shillings would be a fair
equivalent for such labour as a lad, ever so much the
junior of Bill Watkins, could supply. After
some cogitation he hit upon the right sum. I
forget how much be sure it was not over
much; for money was scarce enough in this war-time;
and besides, there was a belief afloat, so widely
that it tainted even my worthy father, that plenty
was not good for the working-classes; they required
to be kept low.
Having settled the question of wages,
which John Halifax did not debate at all, my father
left us, but turned back when half-way across the
green-turfed square.
“Thee said thee had no money;
there’s a week in advance, my son being witness
I pay it thee; and I can pay thee a shilling less every
Saturday till we get straight.”
“Very well, sir; good afternoon, and thank you.”
John took off his cap as he spoke Abel
Fletcher, involuntarily almost, touched his hat in
return of the salutation. Then he walked away,
and we had the garden all to ourselves we,
Jonathan and his new-found David.
I did not “fall upon his neck,”
like the princely Hebrew, to whom I have likened myself,
but whom, alas! I resembled in nothing save my
loving. But I grasped his hand, for the first
time, and looking up at him, as he stood thoughtfully
by me, whispered, “that I was very glad.”
“Thank you so am
I,” said he, in a low tone. Then all his
old manner returned; he threw his battered cap high
up in the air, and shouted out, “Hurrah!” a
thorough boy.
And I, in my poor, quavering voice, shouted too.