Winter came early and sudden that year.
It was to me a long, dreary season,
worse even than my winters inevitably were.
I never stirred from my room, and never saw anybody
but my father, Dr. Jessop, and Jael. At last
I took courage to say to the former that I wished
he would send John Halifax up some day.
“What does thee want the lad for?”
“Only to see him.”
“Pshaw! a lad out o’ the
tan-yard is not fit company for thee. Let him
alone; he’ll do well enough if thee doesn’t
try to lift him out of his place.”
Lift John Halifax out of his “place”!
I agreed with my father that that was impossible;
but then we evidently differed widely in our definition
of what the “place” might be. So,
afraid of doing him harm, and feeling how much his
future depended on his favour with his master, I did
not discuss the matter. Only at every possible
opportunity and they were rare I
managed to send John a little note, written carefully
in printed letters, for I knew he could read that;
also a book or two, out of which he might teach himself
a little more.
Then I waited, eagerly but patiently,
until spring came, when, without making any more fruitless
efforts, I should be sure to see him. I knew
enough of himself, and was too jealous over his dignity,
to wish either to force him by entreaties, or bring
him by stratagem, into a house where he was not welcome,
even though it were the house of my own father.
One February day, when the frost had
at last broken up, and soft, plentiful rain had half
melted the great snow-drifts, which, Jael told me,
lay about the country everywhere, I thought I would
just put my head out of doors, to see how long the
blessed spring would be in coming. So I crawled
down into the parlour, and out of the parlour into
the garden; Jael scolding, my father roughly encouraging.
My poor father! he always had the belief that people
need not be ill unless they chose, and that I could
do a great deal if I would.
I felt very strong to-day. It
was delicious to see again the green grass, which
had been hidden for weeks; delicious to walk up and
down in the sunshine, under the shelter of the yew
hedge. I amused myself by watching a pale line
of snowdrops which had come up one by one, like prisoners
of war to their execution.
But the next minute I felt ashamed
of the heartless simile, for it reminded me of poor
Bill Watkins, who, taken after the battle of Mentz,
last December, had been shot by the French as a spy.
Poor, rosy, burly Bill! better had he still been
ingloriously driving our cart of skins.
“Have you been to see Sally
lately?” said I, to Jael, who was cutting winter
cabbages hard by; “is she getting over her trouble?”
“She bean’t rich, to afford
fretting. There’s Jem and three little
’uns yet to feed, to say nought of another
big lad as lives there, and eats a deal more than
he pays, I’m sure.”
I took the insinuation quietly, for
I knew that my father had lately raised John’s
wages, and he his rent to Sally. This, together
with a few other facts which lay between Sally and
me, made me quite easy in the mind as to his being
no burthen, but rather a help to the widow so
I let Jael have her say; it did no harm to me nor anybody.
“What bold little things snowdrops
are stop, Jael, you are setting your foot
on them.”
But I was too late; she had crushed
them under the high-heeled shoe. She was even
near pulling me down, as she stepped back in great
hurry and consternation.
“Look at that young gentleman
coming down the garden; and here I be in my dirty
gown, and my apron full o’ cabbages.”
And she dropped the vegetables all
over the path as the “gentleman” came
towards us.
I smiled for, in spite
of his transformation, I, at least, had no difficulty
in recognising John Halifax.
He had on new clothes let
me give the credit due to that wonderful civiliser,
the tailor clothes neat, decent, and plain,
such as any ’prentice lad might wear.
They fitted well his figure, which had increased both
in height, compactness, and grace. Round his
neck was a coarse but white shirt frill; and over
it fell, carefully arranged, the bright curls of his
bonny hair. Easily might Jael or any one else
have “mistaken” him, as she cuttingly
said, for a young gentleman.
She looked very indignant, though,
when she found out the aforesaid “mistake.”
“What may be thy business here?” she said,
roughly.
“Abel Fletcher sent me on a message.”
“Out with it then don’t
be stopping with Phineas here. Thee bean’t
company for him, and his father don’t choose
it.”
“Jael!” I cried, indignantly.
John never spoke, but his cheek burnt furiously.
I took his hand, and told him how
glad I was to see him but, for a minute,
I doubt if he heard me.
“Abel Fletcher sent me here,”
he repeated, in a well-controlled voice, “that
I might go out with Phineas; if he objects to
my company, it’s easy to say so.”
And he turned to me. I think
he must have been satisfied then.
Jael retired discomfited, and in her
wrath again dropped half of her cabbages. John
picked them up and restored them; but got for thanks
only a parting thrust.
“Thee art mighty civil in thy
new clothes. Be off, and be back again sharp;
and, I say, don’t thee be leaving the cart o’
skins again under the parlour windows.”
“I don’t drive the cart now,” was
all he replied.
“Not drive the cart?”
I asked, eagerly, when Jael had disappeared, for I
was afraid some ill chance had happened.
“Only, that this winter I’ve
managed to teach myself to read and add up, out of
your books, you know; and your father found it out,
and he says I shall go round collecting money instead
of skins, and it’s much better wages, and I
like it better that’s all.”
But, little as he said, his whole
face beamed with pride and pleasure. It was,
in truth, a great step forward.
“He must trust you very much,
John,” said I, at last, knowing how exceedingly
particular my father was in his collectors.
“That’s it that’s
what pleases me so. He is very good to me, Phineas,
and he gave me a special holiday, that I might go out
with you. Isn’t that grand?”
“Grand, indeed. What fun
we’ll have! I almost think I could take
a walk myself.”
For the lad’s company invariably
gave me new life, and strength, and hope. The
very sight of him was as good as the coming of spring.
“Where shall we go?” said
he, when we were fairly off, and he was guiding my
carriage down Norton Bury streets.
“I think to the Mythe.”
The Mythe was a little hill on the outskirts of the
town, breezy and fresh, where Squire Brithwood had
built himself a fine house ten years ago.
“Ay, that will do; and as we
go, you will see the floods out a wonderful
sight, isn’t it? The river is rising still,
I hear; at the tan-yard they are busy making a dam
against it. How high are the floods here, generally,
Phineas?”
“I’m sure I can’t
remember. But don’t look so serious.
Let us enjoy ourselves.”
And I did enjoy, intensely, that pleasant
stroll. The mere sunshine was delicious; delicious,
too, to pause on the bridge at the other end of the
town, and feel the breeze brought in by the rising
waters, and hear the loud sound of them, as they poured
in a cataract over the flood-gates hard by.
“Your lazy, muddy Avon looks
splendid now. What masses of white foam it makes,
and what wreaths of spray; and see! ever so much of
the Ham is under water. How it sparkles in the
sun.”
“John, you like looking at anything pretty.”
“Ah! don’t I!” cried
he, with his whole heart. My heart leaped too,
to see him so happy.
“You can’t think how fine
this is from my window; I have watched it for a week.
Every morning the water seems to have made itself
a fresh channel. Look at that one, by the willow-tree how
savagely it pours!”
“Oh, we at Norton Bury are used to floods.”
“Are they ever very serious?”
“Have been but not
in my time. Now, John, tell me what you have
been doing all winter.”
It was a brief and simple chronicle of
hard work, all day over, and from the Monday to the
Saturday too hard work to do anything of
nights, save to drop into the sound, dreamless sleep
of youth and labour.
“But how did you teach yourself
to read and add up, then?”
“Generally at odd minutes going
along the road. It’s astonishing what
a lot of odd minutes one can catch during the day,
if one really sets about it. And then I had
Sunday afternoons besides. I did not think it
wrong ”
“No,” said I; decisively.
“What books have you got through?”
“All you sent Pilgrim’s
Progress, Robinson Crusoe, and the Arabian Nights.
That’s fine, isn’t it?” and his
eyes sparkled.
“Any more?”
“Also the one you gave me at Christmas.
I have read it a good deal.”
I liked the tone of quiet reverence
in which he spoke. I liked to hear him own,
nor be ashamed to own that he read “a
good deal” in that rare book for a boy to read the
Bible.
But on this subject I did not ask
him any more questions; indeed, it seemed to me, and
seems still, that no more were needed.
“And you can read quite easily now, John?”
“Pretty well, considering.”
Then, turning suddenly to me: “You read
a great deal, don’t you? I overheard your
father say you were very clever. How much do
you know?”
“Oh nonsense!”
But he pressed me, and I told him. The list
was short enough; I almost wished it were shorter
when I saw John’s face.
“For me I can only
just read, and I shall be fifteen directly!”
The accent of shame, despondency,
even despair, went to my very heart.
“Don’t mind,” I
said, laying my feeble, useless hand upon that which
guided me on so steady and so strong; “how could
you have had time, working as hard as you do?”
“But I ought to learn; I must learn.”
“You shall. It’s
little I can teach; but, if you like, I’ll teach
you all I know.”
“O Phineas!” One flash
of those bright, moist eyes, and he walked hastily
across the road. Thence he came back, in a minute
or two, armed with the tallest, straightest of briar-rose
shoots.
“You like a rose-switch, don’t
you? I do. Nay, stop till I’ve cut
off the thorns.” And he walked on beside
me, working at it with his knife, in silence.
I was silent, too, but I stole a glance
at his mouth, as seen in profile. I could almost
always guess at his thoughts by that mouth, so flexible,
sensitive, and, at times, so infinitely sweet.
It wore that expression now. I was satisfied,
for I knew the lad was happy.
We reached the Mythe. “David,”
I said (I had got into a habit of calling him “David;”
and now he had read a certain history in that Book
I supposed he had guessed why, for he liked the name),
“I don’t think I can go any further up
the hill.”
“Oh! but you shall! I’ll
push behind; and when we come to the stile I’ll
carry you. It’s lovely on the top of the
Mythe look at the sunset. You cannot
have seen a sunset for ever so long.”
No that was true.
I let John do as he would with me he who
brought into my pale life the only brightness it had
ever known.
Ere long we stood on the top of the
steep mound. I know not if it be a natural hill,
or one of those old Roman or British remains, plentiful
enough hereabouts, but it was always called the Mythe.
Close below it, at the foot of a precipitous slope,
ran the Severn, there broad and deep enough, gradually
growing broader and deeper as it flowed on, through
a wide plain of level country, towards the line of
hills that bounded the horizon. Severn looked
beautiful here; neither grand nor striking, but certainly
beautiful; a calm, gracious, generous river, bearing
strength in its tide and plenty in its bosom, rolling
on through the land slowly and surely, like a good
man’s life, and fertilising wherever it flows.
“Do you like Severn still, John?”
“I love it.”
I wondered if his thoughts had been anything like
mine.
“What is that?” he cried,
suddenly, pointing to a new sight, which even I had
not often seen on our river. It was a mass of
water, three or four feet high, which came surging
along the midstream, upright as a wall.
“It is the eger; I’ve
often seen it on Severn, where the swift seaward current
meets the spring-tide. Look what a crest of foam
it has, like a wild boar’s mane. We often
call it the river-boar.”
“But it is only a big wave.”
“Big enough to swamp a boat, though.”
And while I spoke I saw, to my horror,
that there actually was a boat, with two men in it,
trying to get out of the way of the eger.
“They never can! they’ll assuredly be
drowned! O John!”
But he had already slipped from my
side and swung himself by furze-bushes and grass down
the steep slope to the water’s edge.
It was a breathless moment.
The eger travelled slowly in its passage, changing
the smooth, sparkling river to a whirl of conflicting
currents, in which no boat could live least
of all that light pleasure-boat, with its toppling
sail. In it was a youth I knew by sight, Mr.
Brithwood of the Mythe House, and another gentleman.
They both pulled hard they
got out of the mid-stream, but not close enough to
land; and already there was but two oars’ length
between them and the “boar.”
“Swim for it!” I heard
one cry to the other: but swimming would not
have saved them.
“Hold there!” shouted
John at the top of his voice; “throw that rope
out and I will pull you in!”
It was a hard tug: I shuddered
to see him wade knee-deep in the stream but
he succeeded. Both gentlemen leaped safe on shore.
The younger tried desperately to save his boat, but
it was too late. Already the “water-boar”
had clutched it the rope broke like a gossamer-thread the
trim, white sail was dragged down rose up
once, broken and torn, like a butterfly caught in
a mill-stream then disappeared.
“So it’s all over with her, poor thing!”
“Who cares? We might
have lost our lives,” sharply said the other,
an older and sickly-looking gentleman, dressed in
mourning, to whom life did not seem a particularly
pleasant thing, though he appeared to value it so
highly.
They both scrambled up the Mythe,
without noticing John Halifax: then the elder
turned.
“But who pulled us ashore? Was it you,
my young friend?”
John Halifax, emptying his soaked boots, answered,
“I suppose so.”
“Indeed, we owe you much.”
“Not more than a crown will
pay,” said young Brithwood, gruffly; “I
know him, Cousin March. He works in Fletcher
the Quaker’s tan-yard.”
“Nonsense!” cried Mr.
March, who had stood looking at the boy with a kindly,
even half-sad air. “Impossible! Young
man, will you tell me to whom I am so much obliged?”
“My name is John Halifax.”
“Yes; but what are you?”
“What he said. Mr. Brithwood
knows me well enough: I work in the tan-yard.”
“Oh!” Mr. March turned
away with a resumption of dignity, though evidently
both surprised and disappointed. Young Brithwood
laughed.
“I told you so, cousin.
Hey, lad!” eyeing John over, “you’ve
been out at grass, and changed your coat for the better:
but you’re certainly the same lad that my curricle
nearly ran over one day; you were driving a cart of
skins pah! I remember.”
“So do I,” said John,
fiercely; but when the youth’s insolent laughter
broke out again he controlled himself. The laughter
ceased.
“Well, you’ve done me
a good turn for an ill one, young what’s-your-name,
so here’s a guinea for you.” He threw
it towards him; it fell on the ground, and lay there.
“Nay, nay, Richard,” expostulated
the sickly gentleman, who, after all, was a gentleman.
He stood apparently struggling with conflicting intentions,
and not very easy in his mind. “My good
fellow,” he said at last, in a constrained voice,
“I won’t forget your bravery. If
I could do anything for you and meanwhile
if a trifle like this” and he slipped
something into John’s hand.
John returned it with a bow, merely
saying “that he would rather not take any money.”
The gentleman looked very much astonished.
There was a little more of persistence on one side
and resistance on the other; and then Mr. March put
the guineas irresolutely back into his pocket, looking
the while lingeringly at the boy at his
tall figure, and flushed, proud face.
“How old are you?”
“Fifteen, nearly.”
“Ah!” it was almost a
sigh. He turned away, and turned back again.
“My name is March Henry March; if
you should ever ”
“Thank you, sir. Good-day.”
“Good-day.” I fancied
he was half inclined to shake hands but
John did not, or would not, see it. Mr. March
walked on, following young Brithwood; but at the stile
he turned round once more and glanced at John.
Then they disappeared.
“I’m glad they’re
gone: now we can be comfortable.”
He flung himself down, wrung out his wet stockings,
laughed at me for being so afraid he would take cold,
and so angry at young Brithwood’s insults.
I sat wrapped in my cloak, and watched him making
idle circles in the sandy path with the rose-switch
he had cut.
A thought struck me. “John,
hand me the stick and I’ll give you your first
writing lesson.”
So there, on the smooth gravel, and
with the rose-stem for a pen, I taught him how to
form the letters of the alphabet and join them together.
He learned them very quickly so quickly,
that in a little while the simple copy-book that Mother
Earth obliged us with was covered in all directions
with “J O H N John.”
“Bravo!” he cried, as
we turned homeward, he flourishing his gigantic pen,
which had done such good service; “bravo!
I have gained something to-day!”
Crossing the bridge over the Avon,
we stood once more to look at the waters that were
“out.” They had risen considerably,
even in that short time, and were now pouring in several
new channels, one of which was alongside of the high
road; we stopped a good while watching it. The
current was harmless enough, merely flooding a part
of the Ham; but it awed us to see the fierce power
of waters let loose. An old willow-tree, about
whose roots I had often watched the king-cups growing,
was now in the centre of a stream as broad as the Avon
by our tan-yard, and thrice as rapid. The torrent
rushed round it impatient of the divisions
its great roots caused eager to undermine
and tear it up. Inevitably, if the flood did
not abate, within a few hours more there would be
nothing left of the fine old tree.
“I don’t quite like this,”
said John, meditatively, as his quick eye swept down
the course of the river, with the houses and wharves
that abutted on it, all along one bank. “Did
you ever see the waters thus high before?”
“Yes, I believe I have; nobody
minds it at Norton Bury; it is only the sudden thaw,
my father says, and he ought to know, for he has had
plenty of experience, the tan-yard being so close to
the river.”
“I was thinking of that; but come, it’s
getting cold.”
He took me safe home, and we parted
cordially nay, affectionately at
my own door.
“When will you come again, David?”
“When your father sends me.”
And I felt that he felt that
our intercourse was always to be limited to this.
Nothing clandestine, nothing obtrusive, was possible,
even for friendship’s sake, to John Halifax.
My father came in late that evening;
he looked tired and uneasy, and instead of going to
bed, though it was after nine o’clock, sat down
to his pipe in the chimney-corner.
“Is the river rising still,
father? Will it do any harm to the tan-yard?”
“What dost thee know about the tan-yard!”
“Only John Halifax was saying ”
“John Halifax had better hold his tongue.”
I held mine.
My father puffed away in silence till
I came to bid him good-night. I think the sound
of my crutches on the floor stirred him out of a long
meditation, in which his ill-humour had ebbed away.
“Where didst thee go out to-day, Phineas? thee
and the lad I sent.”
“To the Mythe:”
and I told him the incident that had happened there.
He listened without reply.
“Wasn’t it a brave thing to do, father?”
“Um!” and a
few meditative puffs. “Phineas, the lad
thee hast such a hankering after is a good lad a
very decent lad if thee doesn’t make
too much of him. Remember; he is but my servant;
thee’rt my son my only son.”
Alas! my poor father, it was hard
enough for him to have such an “only son”
as I.
In the middle of the night or
else to me, lying awake, it seemed so there
was a knocking at our hall door. I slept on the
ground flat, in a little room opposite the parlour.
Ere I could well collect my thoughts, I saw my father
pass, fully dressed, with a light in his hand.
And, man of peace though he was, I was very sure I
saw in the other something which always
lay near his strong box, at his bed’s head at
night. Because ten years ago a large sum had
been stolen from him, and the burglar had gone free
of punishment. The law refused to receive Abel
Fletcher’s testimony he was “only
a Quaker.”
The knocking grew louder, as if the
person had no time to hesitate at making a noise.
“Who’s there?” called out my father;
and at the answer he opened the front door, first
shutting mine.
A minute afterwards I heard some one
in my room. “Phineas, are you here? don’t
be frightened.”
I was not as soon as his
voice reached me, John’s own familiar voice.
“It’s something about the tan-yard?”
“Yes; the waters are rising,
and I have come to fetch your father; he may save
a good deal yet. I am ready, sir” in
answer to a loud call. “Now, Phineas, lie
you down again, the night’s bitter cold.
Don’t stir you’ll promise? I’ll
see after your father.”
They went out of the house together,
and did not return the whole night.
That night, February 5, 1795, was
one long remembered at Norton Bury. Bridges were
destroyed boats carried away houses
inundated, or sapped at their foundations. The
loss of life was small, but that of property was very
great. Six hours did the work of ruin, and then
the flood began to turn.
It was a long waiting until they came
home my father and John. At daybreak
I saw them standing on the doorstep. A blessed
sight!
“O father! my dear father!”
and I drew him in, holding fast his hands faster
and closer than I had done since I was a child.
He did not repel me.
“Thee’rt up early, and
it’s a cold morning for thee, my son. Go
back to the fire.”
His voice was gentle; his ruddy countenance
pale; two strange things in Abel Fletcher.
“Father, tell me what has befallen thee?”
“Nothing, my son, save that
the Giver of all worldly goods has seen fit to take
back a portion of mine. I, like many another
in this town, am poorer by some thousands than I went
to bed last night.”
He sat down. I knew he loved
his money, for it had been hardly earned. I had
not thought he would have borne its loss so quietly.
“Father, never mind; it might have been worse.”
“Of a surety. I should
have lost everything I had in the world save
for Where is the lad? What art thee
standing outside for? Come in, John, and shut
the door.”
John obeyed, though without advancing.
He was cold and wet. I wanted him to sit down
by the fireside.
“Ay! do, lad,” said my father, kindly.
John came.
I stood between the two afraid
to ask what they had undergone; but sure, from the
old man’s grave face, and the lad’s bright
one flushed all over with that excitement
of danger so delicious to the young that
the peril had not been small.
“Jael,” cried my father,
rousing himself, “give us some breakfast; the
lad and me we have had a hard night’s
work together.”
Jael brought the mug of ale and the
bread and cheese; but either did not or could not
notice that the meal had been ordered for more than
one.
“Another plate,” said my father, sharply.
“The lad can go into the kitchen,
Abel Fletcher: his breakfast is waiting there.”
My father winced even her
master was sometimes rather afraid of Jael. But
conscience or his will conquered.
“Woman, do as I desired.
Bring another plate, and another mug of ale.”
And so, to Jael’s great wrath,
and to my great joy, John Halifax was bidden, and
sat down to the same board as his master. The
fact made an ineffaceable impression on our household.
After breakfast, as we sat by the
fire, in the pale haze of that February morning, my
father, contrary to his wont, explained to me all
his losses; and how, but for the timely warning he
had received, the flood might have nearly ruined him.
“So it was well John came,”
I said, half afraid to say more.
“Ay, and the lad has been useful,
too: it is an old head on young shoulders.”
John looked very proud of this praise,
though it was grimly given. But directly after
it some ill or suspicious thought seemed to come into
Abel Fletcher’s mind.
“Lad,” suddenly turning
round on John Halifax, “thee told me thee saw
the river rising by the light of the moon. What
wast thee doing then, out o’ thy honest
bed and thy quiet sleep, at eleven o’clock at
night?”
John coloured violently; the quick
young blood was always ready enough to rise in his
face. It spoke ill for him with my father.
“Answer. I will not be
hard upon thee to-night, at least.”
“As you like, Abel Fletcher,”
answered the boy, sturdily. “I was doing
no harm. I was in the tan-yard.”
“Thy business there?”
“None at all. I was with
the men they were watching, and had a candle;
and I wanted to sit up, and had no light.”
“What didst thee want to sit
up for?” pursued my father, keen and sharp as
a ferret at a field-rat’s hole, or a barrister
hunting a witness in those courts of law that were
never used by, though often used against, us Quakers.
John hesitated, and again his painful,
falsely-accusing blushes tried him sore. “Sir,
I’ll tell you; it’s no disgrace.
Though I’m such a big fellow I can’t write;
and your son was good enough to try and teach me.
I was afraid of forgetting the letters; so I tried
to make them all over again, with a bit of chalk,
on the bark-shed wall. It did nobody any harm
that I know of.”
The boy’s tone, even though
it was rather quick and angry, won no reproof.
At last my father said gently enough
“Is that all, lad?”
“Yes.”
Again Abel Fletcher fell into a brown
study. We two lads talked softly to each other afraid
to interrupt. He smoked through a whole pipe his
great and almost his only luxury, and then again called
out
“John Halifax.”
“I’m here.”
“It’s time thee went away to thy work.”
“I’m going this minute.
Good-bye, Phineas. Good day, sir. Is there
anything you want done?”
He stood before his master, cap in
hand, with an honest manliness pleasant to see.
Any master might have been proud of such a servant any
father of such a son. My poor father no,
he did not once look from John Halifax to me.
He would not have owned for the world that half-smothered
sigh, or murmured because Heaven had kept back from
him as, Heaven knows why, it often does
from us all! the one desire of the heart.
“John Halifax, thee hast been
of great service to me this night. What reward
shall I give thee?”
And instinctively his hand dived down
into his pocket. John turned away.
“Thank you I’d
rather not. It is quite enough reward that I
have been useful to my master, and that he acknowledges
it.”
My father thought a minute, and then
offered his hand. “Thee’rt in the
right, lad. I am very much obliged to thee, and
I will not forget it.”
And John blushing brightly
once more went away, looking as proud as
an emperor, and as happy as a poor man with a bag of
gold.
“Is there nothing thou canst
think of, Phineas, that would pleasure the lad?”
said my father, after we had been talking some time though
not about John.
I had thought of something something
I had long desired, but which seemed then all but
an impossibility. Even now it was with some doubt
and hesitation that I made the suggestion that he should
spend every Sunday at our house.
“Nonsense! thee know’st
nought of Norton Bury lads. He would not care.
He had rather lounge about all First-day at street
corners with his acquaintance.”
“John has none, father.
He knows nobody cares for nobody but
me. Do let him come.”
“We’ll see about it.”
My father never broke or retracted
his word. So after that John Halifax came to
us every Sunday; and for one day of the week, at least,
was received in his master’s household as our
equal and my friend.