It was the year 1800, long known in
English households as “the dear year.”
The present generation can have no conception of what
a terrible time that was War, Famine, and
Tumult stalking hand-in-hand, and no one to stay them.
For between the upper and lower classes there was
a great gulf fixed; the rich ground the faces of the
poor, the poor hated, yet meanly succumbed to, the
rich. Neither had Christianity enough boldly
to cross the line of demarcation, and prove, the humbler,
that they were men, the higher and wiser,
that they were gentlemen.
These troubles, which were everywhere
abroad, reached us even in our quiet town of Norton
Bury. For myself, personally, they touched me
not, or, at least, only kept fluttering like evil birds
outside the dear home-tabernacle, where I and Patience
sat, keeping our solemn counsel together for
these two years had with me been very hard.
Though I had to bear so much bodily
suffering that I was seldom told of any worldly cares,
still I often fancied things were going ill both within
and without our doors. Jael complained in an
under-key of stinted housekeeping, or boasted aloud
of her own ingenuity in making ends meet: and
my father’s brow grew continually heavier, graver,
sterner; sometimes so stern that I dared not wage,
what was, openly or secretly, the quiet but incessant
crusade of my existence the bringing back
of John Halifax.
He still remained my father’s
clerk nay, I sometimes thought he was even
advancing in duties and trusts, for I heard of his
being sent long journeys up and down England to buy
grain Abel Fletcher having added to his
tanning business the flour-mill hard by, whose lazy
whirr was so familiar to John and me in our boyhood.
But of these journeys my father never spoke; indeed,
he rarely mentioned John at all. However he
might employ and even trust him in business relations,
I knew that in every other way he was inexorable.
And John Halifax was as inexorable
as he. No under-hand or clandestine friendship
would he admit no, not even for my sake.
I knew quite well, that until he could walk in openly,
honourably, proudly, he never would re-enter my father’s
doors. Twice only he had written to me on
my two birthdays my father himself giving
me in silence the unsealed letters. They told
me what I already was sure of that I held,
and always should hold, my steadfast place in his
friendship. Nothing more.
One other fact I noticed: that
a little lad, afterward discovered to be Jem Watkins,
to whom had fallen the hard-working lot of the lost
Bill, had somehow crept into our household as errand-boy,
or gardener’s boy; and being “cute,”
and a “scholard,” was greatly patronized
by Jael. I noticed, too, that the said Jem,
whenever he came in my way, in house or garden, was
the most capital “little foot-page” that
ever invalid had; knowing intuitively all my needs,
and serving me with an unfailing devotion, which quite
surprised and puzzled me at the time. It did
not afterwards.
Summer was passing. People began
to watch with anxious looks the thin harvest-fields as
Jael often told me, when she came home from her afternoon
walks. “It was piteous to see them,”
she said; “only July, and the quartern loaf
nearly three shillings, and meal four shillings a
peck.”
And then she would glance at our flour-mill,
where for several days a week the water-wheel was
as quiet as on Sundays; for my father kept his grain
locked up, waiting for what, he wisely judged, might
be a worse harvest than the last. But Jael,
though she said nothing, often looked at the flour-mill
and shook her head. And after one market-day when
she came in rather “flustered,” saying
there had been a mob outside the mill, until “that
young man Halifax” had gone out and spoken to
them she never once allowed me to take my
rare walk under the trees in the Abbey-yard; nor,
if she could help it, would she even let me sit watching
the lazy Avon from the garden-wall.
One Sunday it was the 1st
of August, for my father had just come back from meeting,
very much later than usual, and Jael said he had gone,
as was his annual custom on that his wedding-day,
to the Friends’ burial ground in St. Mary’s
Lane, where, far away from her own kindred and people,
my poor young mother had been laid, on this
one Sunday I began to see that things were going wrong.
Abel Fletcher sat at dinner wearing the heavy, hard
look which had grown upon his face not unmingled with
the wrinkles planted by physical pain. For, with
all his temperance, he could not quite keep down his
hereditary enemy, gout; and this week it had clutched
him pretty hard.
Dr. Jessop came in, and I stole away
gladly enough, and sat for an hour in my old place
in the garden, idly watching the stretch of meadow,
pasture, and harvest land. Noticing, too, more
as a pretty bit in the landscape than as a fact of
vital importance, in how many places the half-ripe
corn was already cut, and piled in thinly-scattered
sheaves over the fields.
After the doctor left, my father sent
for me and all his household: in the which, creeping
humbly after the woman-kind, was now numbered the
lad Jem. That Abel Fletcher was not quite himself
was proved by the fact that his unlighted pipe lay
on the table, and his afternoon tankard of ale sank
from foam to flatness untouched.
He first addressed Jael. “Woman,
was it thee who cooked the dinner to-day?”
She gave a dignified affirmative.
“Thee must give us no more such
dinners. No cakes, no pastry kickshaws, and
only wheaten bread enough for absolute necessity.
Our neighbours shall not say that Abel Fletcher has
flour in his mill, and plenty in his house, while
there is famine abroad in the land. So take heed.”
“I do take heed,” answered
Jael, staunchly. “Thee canst not say I
waste a penny of thine. And for myself, do I
not pity the poor? On First-day a woman cried
after me about wasting good flour in starch to-day,
behold.”
And with a spasmodic bridling-up,
she pointed to the bouffante which used to stand
up stiffly round her withered old throat, and stick
out in front like a pouter pigeon. Alas! its
glory and starch were alike departed; it now appeared
nothing but a heap of crumpled and yellowish muslin.
Poor Jael! I knew this was the most heroic personal
sacrifice she could have made, yet I could not help
smiling; even my father did the same.
“Dost thee mock me, Abel Fletcher?”
cried she angrily. “Preach not to others
while the sin lies on thy own head.”
And I am sure poor Jael was innocent
of any jocular intention, as advancing sternly she
pointed to her master’s pate, where his long-worn
powder was scarcely distinguishable from the snows
of age. He bore the assault gravely and unshrinkingly,
merely saying, “Woman, peace!”
“Nor while” pursued
Jael, driven apparently to the last and most poisoned
arrow in her quiver of wrath “while
the poor folk be starving in scores about Norton Bury,
and the rich folk there will not sell their wheat
under famine price. Take heed to thyself, Abel
Fletcher.”
My father winced, either from a twinge
of gout or conscience; and then Jael suddenly ceased
the attack, sent the other servants out of the room,
and tended her master as carefully as if she had not
insulted him. In his fits of gout my father,
unlike most men, became the quieter and easier to
manage the more he suffered. He had a long fit
of pain which left him considerably exhausted.
When, being at last relieved, he and I were sitting
in the room alone, he said to me
“Phineas, the tan-yard has thriven
ill of late, and I thought the mill would make up
for it. But if it will not it will not.
Wouldst thee mind, my son, being left a little poor
when I am gone?”
“Father!”
“Well, then, in a few days I
will begin selling my wheat, as that lad has advised
and begged me to do these weeks past. He is a
sharp lad, and I am getting old. Perhaps he
is right.”
“Who, father?” I asked, rather hypocritically.
“Thee knowest well enough John Halifax.”
I thought it best to say no more;
but I never let go one thread of hope which could
draw me nearer to my heart’s desire.
On the Monday morning my father went
to the tan-yard as usual. I spent the day in
my bed-room, which looked over the garden, where I
saw nothing but the waving of the trees and the birds
hopping over the smooth grass; heard nothing but the
soft chime, hour after hour, of the Abbey bells.
What was passing in the world, in the town, or even
in the next street, was to me faint as dreams.
At dinner-time I rose, went down-stairs,
and waited for my father; waited one, two, three hours.
It was very strange. He never by any chance
overstayed his time, without sending a message home.
So after some consideration as to whether I dared
encroach upon his formal habits so much, and after
much advice from Jael, who betrayed more anxiety than
was at all warranted by the cause she assigned, viz.
the spoiled dinner, I despatched Jem Watkins to the
tan-yard to see after his master.
He came back with ill news.
The lane leading to the tan-yard was blocked up with
a wild mob. Even the stolid, starved patience
of our Norton Bury poor had come to an end at last they
had followed the example of many others. There
was a bread-riot in the town.
God only knows how terrible those
“riots” were; when the people rose in
desperation, not from some delusion of crazy, blood-thirsty
“patriotism,” but to get food for themselves,
their wives, and children. God only knows what
madness was in each individual heart of that concourse
of poor wretches, styled “the mob,” when
every man took up arms, certain that there were before
him but two alternatives, starving or hanging.
The riot here was scarcely universal.
Norton Bury was not a large place, and had always
abundance of small-pox and fevers to keep the poor
down numerically. Jem said it was chiefly about
our mill and our tan-yard that the disturbance lay.
“And where is my father?”
Jem “didn’t know,” and looked very
much as if he didn’t care.
“Jael, somebody must go at once, and find my
father.”
“I am going,” said Jael,
who had already put on her cloak and hood. Of
course, despite all her opposition, I went too.
The tan-yard was deserted; the mob
had divided, and gone, one half to our mill, the rest
to another that was lower down the river. I asked
of a poor frightened bark-cutter if she knew where
my father was? She thought he was gone for the
“millingtary;” but Mr. Halifax was at the
mill now she hoped no harm would come to
Mr. Halifax.
Even in that moment of alarm I felt
a sense of pleasure. I had not been in the tan-yard
for nearly three years. I did not know John had
come already to be called “Mr. Halifax.”
There was nothing for me but to wait
here till my father returned. He could not surely
be so insane as to go to the mill and John
was there. Terribly was my heart divided, but
my duty lay with my father.
Jael sat down in the shed, or marched
restlessly between the tan-pits. I went to the
end of the yard, and looked down towards the mill.
What a half-hour it was!
At last, exhausted, I sat down on
the bark heap where John and I had once sat as lads.
He must now be more than twenty; I wondered if he
were altered.
“Oh, David! David!”
I thought, as I listened eagerly for any sounds abroad
in the town; “what should I do if any harm came
to thee?”
This minute I heard a footstep crossing
the yard. No, it was not my father’s it
was firmer, quicker, younger. I sprang from the
barkheap.
“Phineas!”
“John!”
What a grasp that was both
hands! and how fondly and proudly I looked up in his
face the still boyish face. But the
figure was quite that of a man now.
For a minute we forgot ourselves in
our joy, and then he let go my hands, saying hurriedly
“Where is your father?”
“I wish I knew! Gone for the soldiers,
they say.”
“No, not that he
would never do that. I must go and look for him.
Good-bye.”
“Nay, dear John!”
“Can’t can’t,”
said he, firmly, “not while your father forbids.
I must go.” And he was gone.
Though my heart rebelled, my conscience
defended him; marvelling how it was that he who had
never known his father should uphold so sternly the
duty of filial obedience. I think it ought to
act as a solemn warning to those who exact so much
from the mere fact and name of parenthood, without
having in any way fulfilled its duties, that orphans
from birth often revere the ideal of that bond far
more than those who have known it in reality.
Always excepting those children to whose blessed lot
it has fallen to have the ideal realized.
In a few minutes I saw him and my
father enter the tan-yard together. He was talking
earnestly, and my father was listening ay,
listening and to John Halifax! But
whatever the argument was, it failed to move him.
Greatly troubled, but staunch as a rock, my old father
stood, resting his lame foot on a heap of hides.
I went to meet him.
“Phineas,” said John,
anxiously, “come and help me. No, Abel
Fletcher,” he added, rather proudly, in reply
to a sharp, suspicious glance at us both; “your
son and I only met ten minutes ago, and have scarcely
exchanged a word. But we cannot waste time over
that matter now. Phineas, help me to persuade
your father to save his property. He will not
call for the aid of the law, because he is a Friend.
Besides, for the same reason, it might be useless
asking.”
“Verily!” said my father,
with a bitter and meaning smile.
“But he might get his own men
to defend his property, and need not do what he is
bent on doing go to the mill himself.”
“Surely,” was all Abel
Fletcher said, planting his oaken stick firmly, as
firmly as his will, and taking his way to the river-side,
in the direction of the mill.
I caught his arm “Father, don’t
go.”
“My son,” said he, turning
on me one of his “iron looks,” as I used
to call them tokens of a nature that might
have ran molten once, and had settled into a hard,
moulded mass, of which nothing could afterwards alter
one form, or erase one line “My son,
no opposition. Any who try that with me fail.
If those fellows had waited two days more I would
have sold all my wheat at a hundred shillings the quarter;
now they shall have nothing. It will teach them
wisdom another time. Get thee safe home, Phineas,
my son; Jael, go thou likewise.”
But neither went. John held
me back as I was following my father.
“He will do it, Phineas, and
I suppose he must. Please God, I’ll take
care no harm touches him but you go home.”
That was not to be thought of.
Fortunately, the time was too brief for argument,
so the discussion soon ended. He followed my
father and I followed him. For Jael, she disappeared.
There was a private path from the
tan-yard to the mill, along the river-side; by this
we went, in silence. When we reached the spot
it was deserted; but further down the river we heard
a scuffling, and saw a number of men breaking down
our garden wall.
“They think he is gone home,”
whispered John; “we’ll get in here the
safer. Quick, Phineas.”
We crossed the little bridge; John
took a key out of his pocket, and let us into the
mill by a small door the only entrance,
and that was barred and trebly barred within.
It had good need to be in such times.
The mill was a queer, musty, silent
place, especially the machinery room, the sole flooring
of which was the dark, dangerous stream. We
stood there a good while it was the safest
place, having no windows. Then we followed my
father to the top story, where he kept his bags of
grain. There were very many; enough, in these
times, to make a large fortune by a cursed
fortune wrung out of human lives.
“Oh! how could my father ”
“Hush!” whispered John, “it was
for his son’s sake, you know.”
But while we stood, and with a meaning
but rather grim smile Abel Fletcher counted his bags,
worth almost as much as bags of gold we
heard a hammering at the door below. The rioters
were come.
Miserable “rioters!” A
handful of weak, starved men pelting us
with stones and words. One pistol-shot might
have routed them all but my father’s
doctrine of non-resistance forbade. Small as
their force seemed, there was something at once formidable
and pitiful in the low howl that reached us at times.
“Bring out the bags! Us mun have
bread!”
“Throw down thy corn, Abel Fletcher!”
“Abel Fletcher will throw
it down to ye, ye knaves,” said my father, leaning
out of the upper window; while a sound, half curses,
half cheers of triumph, answered him from below.
“That is well,” exclaimed
John, eagerly. “Thank you thank
you, Mr. Fletcher I knew you would yield
at last.”
“Didst thee, lad?” said my father, stopping
short.
“Not because they forced you not
to save your life but because it was right.”
“Help me with this bag,” was all the reply.
It was a great weight, but not too
great for John’s young arm, nervous and strong.
He hauled it up.
“Now, open the window dash
the panes through it matters not.
On to the window, I tell thee.”
“But if I do, the bag will fall
into the river. You cannot oh, no! you
cannot mean that!”
“Haul it up to the window, John Halifax.”
But John remained immovable.
“I must do it myself, then;”
and, in the desperate effort he made, somehow the
bag of grain fell, and fell on his lame foot.
Tortured into frenzy with the pain or
else, I will still believe, my old father would not
have done such a deed his failing strength
seemed doubled and trebled. In an instant more
he had got the bag half through the window, and the
next sound we heard was its heavy splash in the river
below.
Flung into the river, the precious
wheat, and in the very sight of the famished rioters!
A howl of fury and despair arose. Some plunged
into the water, ere the eddies left by the falling
mass had ceased but it was too late.
A sharp substance in the river’s bed had cut
the bag, and we saw thrown up to the surface, and
whirled down the Avon, thousands of dancing grains.
A few of the men swam, or waded after them, clutching
a handful here or there but by the mill-pool
the river ran swift, and the wheat had all soon disappeared,
except what remained in the bag when it was drawn
on shore. Over even that they fought like demons.
We could not look at them John
and I. He put his hand over his eyes, muttering the
Name that, young man as he was, I had never yet heard
irreverently and thoughtlessly on his lips. It
was a sight that would move any one to cry for pity
unto the Great Father of the human family.
Abel Fletcher sat on his remaining
bags, in an exhaustion that I think was not all physical
pain. The paroxysm of anger past, he, ever a
just man, could not fail to be struck with what he
had done. He seemed subdued, even to something
like remorse.
John looked at him, and looked away.
For a minute he listened in silence to the shouting
outside, and then turned to my father.
“Sir, you must come now.
Not a second to lose they will fire the
mill next.”
“Let them.”
“Let them? and Phineas is here!”
My poor father! He rose at once.
We got him down-stairs he
was very lame his ruddy face all drawn and
white with pain; but he did not speak one word of opposition,
or utter a groan of complaint.
The flour-mill was built on piles,
in the centre of the narrow river. It was only
a few steps of bridge-work to either bank. The
little door was on the Norton Bury side, and was hid
from the opposite shore, where the rioters had now
collected. In a minute we had crept forth, and
dashed out of sight, in the narrow path which had been
made from the mill to the tan-yard.
“Will you take my arm? we must get on fast.”
“Home?” said my father, as John led him
passively along.
“No, sir, not home: they
are there before you. Your life’s not safe
an hour unless, indeed, you get soldiers
to guard it.”
Abel Fletcher gave a decided negative.
The stern old Quaker held to his principles still.
“Then you must hide for a time both
of you. Come to my room. You will be secure
there. Urge him, Phineas for your
sake and his own.”
But my poor broken-down father needed
no urging. Grasping more tightly both John’s
arm and mine, which, for the first time in his life,
he leaned upon, he submitted to be led whither we
chose. So, after this long interval of time,
I once more stood in Sally Watkins’ small attic;
where, ever since I first brought him there, John Halifax
had lived.
Sally knew not of our entrance; she
was out, watching the rioters. No one saw us
but Jem, and Jem’s honour was safe as a rock.
I knew that in the smile with which he pulled off
his cap to “Mr. Halifax.”
“Now,” said John, hastily
smoothing his bed, so that my father might lie down,
and wrapping his cloak round me “you
must both be very still. You will likely have
to spend the night here. Jem shall bring you
a light and supper. You will make yourself easy,
Abel Fletcher?”
“Ay.” It was strange
to see how decidedly, yet respectfully, John spoke,
and how quietly my father answered.
“And, Phineas” he
put his arm round my shoulder in his old way “you
will take care of yourself. Are you any stronger
than you used to be?”
I clasped his hand without reply.
My heart melted to hear that tender accent, so familiar
once. All was happening for the best, if it only
gave me back David.
“Now good-bye I must be off.”
“Whither?” said my father, rousing himself.
“To try and save the house and
the tan-yard I fear we must give up the
mill. No, don’t hold me, Phineas.
I run no risk: everybody knows me. Besides,
I am young. There! see after your father.
I shall come back in good time.”
He grasped my hands warmly then
unloosed them; and I heard his step descending the
staircase. The room seemed to darken when he
went away.
The evening passed very slowly.
My father, exhausted with pain, lay on the bed and
dozed. I sat watching the sky over the housetops,
which met in the old angles, with the same blue peeps
between. I half forgot all the day’s events it
seemed but two weeks, instead of two years ago, that
John and I had sat in this attic-window, conning our
Shakspeare for the first time.
Ere twilight I examined John’s
room. It was a good deal changed; the furniture
was improved; a score of ingenious little contrivances
made the tiny attic into a cosy bed-chamber.
One corner was full of shelves, laden with books,
chiefly of a scientific and practical nature.
John’s taste did not lead him into the current
literature of the day: Cowper, Akenside, and
Peter Pindar were alike indifferent to him.
I found among his books no poet but Shakspeare.
He evidently still practised his old
mechanical arts. There was lying in the window
a telescope the cylinder made of pasteboard into
which the lenses were ingeniously fitted. A
rough telescope-stand, of common deal, stood on the
ledge of the roof, from which the field of view must
have been satisfactory enough to the young astronomer.
Other fragments of skilful handiwork, chiefly meant
for machinery on a Lilliputian scale, were strewn
about the floor; and on a chair, just as he had left
it that morning, stood a loom, very small in size,
but perfect in its neat workmanship, with a few threads
already woven, making some fabric not so very unlike
cloth.
I had gone over all these things without
noticing that my father was awake, and that his sharp
eye had observed them likewise.
“The lad works hard,”
said he, half to himself. “He has useful
hands and a clear head.” I smiled, but
took no notice whatever.
Evening began to close in less
peacefully than usual over Norton Bury;
for, whenever I ventured to open the window, we heard
unusual and ominous sounds abroad in the town.
I trembled inwardly. But John was prudent,
as well as brave: besides, “everybody knew
him.” Surely he was safe.
Faithfully, at supper-time, Jem entered.
But he could tell us no news; he had kept watch all
the time on the staircase by desire of “Mr.
Halifax” so he informed me.
My father asked no questions not even about
his mill. From his look, sometimes, I fancied
he yet beheld in fancy these starving men fighting
over the precious food, destroyed so wilfully nay,
wickedly. Heaven forgive me, his son, if I too
harshly use the word; for I think, till the day of
his death, that cruel sight never wholly vanished
from the eyes of my poor father.
Jem seemed talkatively inclined.
He observed that “master was looking sprack
agin; and warn’t this a tidy room, like?”
I praised it; and supposed his mother was better off
now?
“Ay, she be. Mr. Halifax
pays her a good rent; and she sees ’un made
comfortable. Not that he wants much, being out
pretty much all day.”
“What is he busy about of nights?”
“Larning,” said Jem, with
an awed look. “He’s terrible wise.
But for all that, sometimes he’ll teach Charley
and me a bit o’ the Readamadeasy.” (Reading-made-easy,
I suppose, John’s hopeful pupil meant.) “He’s
very kind to we, and to mother too. Her says,
that her do, Mr. Halifax ”
“Send the fellow away, Phineas,”
muttered my father, turning his face to the wall.
I obeyed. But first I asked,
in a whisper, if Jem had any idea when “Mr.
Halifax” would be back?
“He said, maybe not till morning.
Them’s bad folk about. He was going to
stop all night, either at your house or at the tan-yard,
for fear of a blaze.”
The word made my father start; for
in these times well we knew what poor folk meant by
“a blaze.”
“My house my tan-yard I
must get up this instant help me.
He ought to come back that lad Halifax.
There’s a score of my men at hand Wilkes,
and Johnson, and Jacob Baines I say, Phineas but
thee know’st nothing.”
He tried to dress, and to drag on
his heavy shoes; but fell back, sick with exhaustion
and pain. I made him lie down again on the bed.
“Phineas, lad,” said he,
brokenly, “thy old father is getting as helpless
as thee.”
So we kept watch together, all the
night through; sometimes dozing, sometimes waking
up at some slight noise below, or at the flicker of
the long-wicked candle, which fear converted into the
glare of some incendiary fire doubtless
our own home. Now and then I heard my father
mutter something about “the lad being safe.”
I said nothing. I only prayed.
Thus the night wore away.