“That Mrs. Tod is an extraordinary
woman. I repeat it a most extraordinary
woman.”
And leaning his elbows on the table,
from which the said extraordinary woman had just removed
breakfast, John looked over to me with his own merry
brown eyes.
“Wherefore, David?”
“She has a house full of children,
yet manages to keep it quiet and her own temper likewise.
Astonishing patience! However people attain
it who have to do with brats, I can’t
imagine.”
“John! that’s mean hypocrisy.
I saw you myself half-an-hour ago holding the eldest
Tod boy on a refractory donkey, and laughing till
you could hardly stand.”
“Did I?” said he, half-ashamed.
“Well, it was only to keep the little scamp
from making a noise under the windows. And that
reminds me of another remarkable virtue in Mrs. Tod she
can hold her tongue.”
“How so?”
“In two whole days she has not
communicated to us a single fact concerning our neighbours
on the other half of Rose Cottage.”
“Did you want to know?”
John laughingly denied; then allowed
that he always had a certain pleasure in eliciting
information on men and things.
“The wife being indicated, I
suppose, by that very complimentary word ‘thing.’
But what possible interest can you have in either
the old gentleman or the old lady?”
“Stop, Phineas: you have
a bad habit of jumping at conclusions. And in
our great dearth of occupation here, I think it might
be all the better for you to take a little interest
in your neighbours. So I’ve a great mind
to indulge you with an important idea, suggestion,
discovery. Harkee, friend!” and
he put on an air of sentimental mystery, not a bad
copy of our old acquaintance, Mr. Charles “what
if the the individual should not be an
old lady at all?”
“What! The old gentleman’s wife?”
“Wife? Ahem! more jumping
at conclusions. No; let us keep on the safe
side, and call her the individual.
In short; the owner of that grey silk gown I saw
hanging up in the kitchen. I’ve seen it
again.”
“The grey gown! when and where?”
“This morning, early.
I walked after it across the Flat, a good way behind,
though; for I thought that it well, let
me say she might not like to be watched
or followed. She was trotting along very fast,
and she carried a little basket I fancy
a basket of eggs.”
“Capital housekeeper! excellent wife!”
“Once more I have
my doubts on that latter fact. She walked a great
deal quicker and merrier than any wife ought to walk
when her husband is ill!”
I could not help laughing at John’s
original notions of conjugal duty.
“Besides, Mrs. Tod always calls
her invalid ‘the old gentleman!’ and I
don’t believe this was an elderly lady.”
“Nay, old men do sometimes marry young women.”
“Yes, but it is always a pity;
and sometimes not quite right. No,” and
I was amused to see how gravely and doggedly John kept
to his point “though this lady did
not look like a sylph or a wood-nymph being
neither very small nor very slight, and having a comfortable
woollen cloak and hood over the grey silk gown still,
I don’t believe she’s an old woman, or
married either.”
“How can you possibly tell? Did you see
her face?”
“Of course not,” he answered,
rather indignantly. “I should not think
it manly to chase a lady as a schoolboy does a butterfly,
for the mere gratification of staring at her.
I stayed on the top of the Flat till she had gone
indoors.”
“Into Rose Cottage?”
“Why yes.”
“She had, doubtless, gone to
fetch new-laid eggs for her I mean for
the sick gentleman’s breakfast. Kind soul!”
“You may jest, Phineas, but
I think she is a kind soul. On her way home
I saw her stop twice; once to speak to an old woman
who was gathering sticks; and again, to scold a lad
for thrashing a donkey.”
“Did you hear her?”
“No; but I judge from the lad’s
penitent face as I passed him. I am sure she
had been scolding him.”
“Then she’s not young,
depend upon it. Your beautiful young creatures
never scold.”
“I’m not so sure of that,”
said John, meditatively. “For my part,
I should rather not cheat myself, or be cheated after
that manner. Perfection is impossible.
Better see the young woman as she really is, bad and
good together.”
“The young woman! The fair divinity, you
mean!”
“No;” shutting his mouth
over the negative in his firm way “I
strongly object to divinities. How unpleasant
it would be to woo an angel of perfection, and find
her out at last to be only only Mrs. ”
“Halifax,” suggested I;
at which he laughed, slightly colouring.
“But how woeful must be our
dearth of subjects, when we talk such nonsense as
this! What suggested it?”
“Your friend in the grey gown, I suppose.”
“Requiescat in Pace! May
she enjoy her eggs! And now I must go saddle
the brown mare, and be off to Norton Bury. A
lovely day for a ride. How I shall dash along!”
He rose up cheerily. It was
like morning sunshine only to see his face.
No morbid follies had ever tainted his healthy nature,
whatsoever romance was there and never was
there a thoroughly noble nature without some romance
in it. But it lay deep down, calm and unawakened.
His heart was as light and free as air.
Stooping over my easy chair, he wheeled
it to the window, in sight of the pleasant view.
“Now, Phineas, what more books
do you want? You’ll take a walk before
dinner? You’ll not be moping?”
No; why should I, who knew I had always,
whether absent or present, the blessing, the infinite
blessing, of being first in his thoughts and cares?
Who, whether he expressed it or not the
best things never are expressed or expressible knew
by a thousand little daily acts like these, the depth
and tenderness of his friendship, his brotherly love
for me. As yet, I had it all. And God,
who knows how little else I had, will pardon, if in
my unspeakable thankfulness lurked a taint of selfish
joy in my sole possession of such a priceless boon.
He lingered about, making me “all
right,” as he called it, and planning out my
solitary day. With much merriment, too, for we
were the gayest couple of young bachelors, when, as
John said, “the duties of our responsible position”
would allow.
“Responsible position!
It’s our good landlady who ought to talk about
that. With two sets of lodgers, a husband, and
an indefinite number of children. There’s
one of them got into mischief at last. Hark!”
“It’s Jack, my namesake.
Bless my life! I knew he would come to grief
with that donkey. Hey, lad! never mind.
Get up again.”
But soon he perceived that the accident
was more serious; and disappeared like a shot, leaping
out through the open window. The next minute
I saw him carrying in the unlucky Jack, who was bleeding
from a cut in the forehead, and screaming vociferously.
“Don’t be frightened,
Mrs. Tod; it is very slight I saw it done.
Jack, my lad! be a man, and never mind
it. Don’t scream so; you alarm your mother.”
But as soon as the good woman was
satisfied that there was no real cause for terror,
hers changed into hearty wrath against Jack for his
carelessness, and for giving so much trouble to the
gentleman.
“But he be always getting into
mischief, sir that boy. Three months
back, the very day Mr. March came, he got playing with
the carriage-horse, and it kicked him and broke his
arm. A deal he cares: he be just as sprack
as ever. As I say to Tod it bean’t
no use fretting over that boy.”
“Have patience,” answered
John, who had again carried the unfortunate young
scapegrace from our parlour into Mrs. Tod’s kitchen the
centre room of the cottage; and was trying to divert
the torrent of maternal indignation, while he helped
her to plaster up the still ugly looking wound.
“Come, forgive the lad. He will be more
sorry afterwards than if you had punished him.”
“Do’ee think so?”
said the woman, as, struck either by the words, the
manner, or the tone, she looked up straight at him.
“Do’ee really think so, Mr. Halifax?”
“I am sure of it. Nothing
makes one so good as being forgiven when one has been
naughty. Isn’t it so, Jack, my namesake?”
“Jack ought to be proud o’
that, sir,” said the mother, respectfully; “and
there’s some sense in what you say, too.
You talk like my man does, o’ Sundays.
Tod be a Scotchman, Mr. Halifax; and they’re
good folks, the Scotch, and read their Bibles hard.
There’s a deal about forgiving in the Bible;
isn’t there, sir?”
“Exactly,” John answered,
smiling. “And so, Jack, you’re safe
this time; only you must not disobey your mother again,
for the sake of donkeys or anything else.”
“No, sir thank’ee,
sir,” sobbed Jack, humbly. “You be
a gentleman Mr. March bean’t he
said it served me right for getting under his horses.”
“Hold thy tongue!” said
Jack’s mother, sharply; for the latch of the
opposite door was just then lifted, and a lady stood
there.
“Mrs. Tod; my father says ”
Seeing strangers, the lady paused.
At the sound of her voice a pleasant voice,
though somewhat quick and decided in tone John
and I both involuntarily turned. We felt awkward!
doubtful whether to stay or retire abruptly.
She saved us the choice.
“Mrs. Tod, my father will take
his soup at eleven. You will remember?”
“Yes, Miss March.”
Upon which, Miss March shut the door at once, and
vanished.
She wore a grey silken gown.
I glanced at John, but he did not see me, his eyes
were fixed on the door, which had disclosed and concealed
the momentary picture. Its momentariness impressed
it the more vividly on my memory I have
it there still.
A girl, in early but not precocious
maturity, rather tall, of a figure built more for
activity and energy than the mere fragility of sylph-like
grace: dark-complexioned, dark-eyed, dark-haired the
whole colouring being of that soft darkness of tone
which gives a sense of something at once warm and
tender, strong and womanly. Thorough woman she
seemed not a bit of the angel about her.
Scarcely beautiful; and “pretty” would
have been the very last word to have applied to her;
but there was around her an atmosphere of freshness,
health, and youth, pleasant as a breeze in spring.
For her attire, it was that notable
grey silk gown very simply made, with no
fripperies or fandangos of any sort reaching
up to her throat and down to her wrists, where it
had some kind of trimming of white fur, which made
the skin beneath show exquisitely delicate.
“That is Miss March,”
said our landlady, when she had disappeared.
“Is it?” said John, removing his eyes
from the shut door.
“She be very sensible-like,
for a young body of seventeen; more sensible and pleasanter
than her father, who is always ailing, and always
grumbling. Poor gentleman! most like
he can’t help it. But it be terrible hard
for the daughter bean’t it, sir?”
“Very,” said John. His laconism
was extraordinary.
Still he kept standing by the kitchen-table,
waiting till the last bandage had been sewn on Jack’s
cut forehead, and even some minutes after his protege
had begun playing about as usual. It was I who
had to suggest that we should not intrude in Mrs.
Tod’s kitchen any longer.
“No certainly not.
Come, Phineas. Mrs. Tod, I hope our presence
did not inconvenience the young lady?”
“Bless your heart, sir! nothing
ever inconveniences she. There bean’t
a pleasanter young body alive. She’ll often
come into this kitchen just as you did,
gentlemen, and very happy to see you always,”
added Mrs. Tod, curtseying. “When Mr. March
is asleep she’ll come and sit for half an hour,
talking to Tod and me; and playing with the baby ”
Here, probably at sound of its name,
the individual alluded to set up, from its cradle
in the corner, such a terrific squall, that we young
men beat a precipitate retreat.
“So, John, your grey gown is
discovered at last. She’s young, certainly but
not exactly a beauty.”
“I never said she was.”
“A pleasant person, though;
hearty, cheerful-looking, and strong. I can
easily imagine her trotting over the common with her
basket of eggs chatting to the old woman,
and scolding the naughty boy.”
“Don’t make fun of her.
She must have a hard life with her old father.”
Of course, seeing him take it up so
seriously, I jested no more.
“By-the-by, did not the father’s
name strike you? March suppose
it should turn out to be the very Mr. March you pulled
out of Severn five years ago. What a romantic
conjuncture of circumstances?”
“Nonsense,” said John,
quickly more quickly than he usually spoke
to me; then came back to wish me a kind goodbye.
“Take care of yourself, old fellow. It
will be nightfall before I am back from Norton Bury.”
I watched him mount, and ride slowly
down the bit of common turning once to
look back at Rose Cottage, ere he finally disappeared
between the chestnut trees: a goodly sight for
he was an admirable horseman.
When he was gone, I, glancing lazily
up at Mr. March’s window, saw a hand, and I
fancied a white-furred wrist, pulling down the blind.
It amused me to think Miss March might possibly have
been watching him likewise.
I spent the whole long day alone in
the cottage parlour, chiefly meditating; though more
than once friendly Mrs. Tod broke in upon my solitude.
She treated me in a motherly, free-and-easy way:
not half so deferentially as she treated John Halifax.
The sun had gone down over Nunnely
Hill, behind the four tall Italian poplars, which
stood on the border of our bit of wilderness three
together and one apart. They were our landmarks and
skymarks too for the first sunbeam coming
across the common struck their tops of a morning,
and the broad western glimmer showed their forms distinctly
until far in the night. They were just near enough
for me to hear their faint rustling in windy weather;
on calm days they stood up straight against the sky,
like memorial columns. They were friends of
mine those four poplars; sometimes they
almost seemed alive. We made acquaintance on
this first night, when I sat watching for John; and
we kept up the friendship ever afterwards.
It was nine o’clock before I
heard the old mare’s hoofs clattering up the
road: joyfully I ran out.
David was not quite his youthful,
gay self that night; not quite, as he expressed it,
“the David of the sheep-folds.” He
was very tired, and had what he called “the
tan-yard feeling,” the oppression of business
cares.
“Times are hard,” said
he, when we had finally shut out the starlight, and
Mrs. Tod had lit candles, bade us good-night in her
free, independent way, and “hoped Mr. Halifax
had everything he wanted.” She always
seemed to consider him the head of our little ménage.
“The times are very hard,”
repeated John, thoughtfully. “I don’t
see how your father can rightly be left with so many
anxieties on his shoulders. I must manage to
get to Norton Bury at least five days a week.
You will have enough of solitude, I fear.”
“And you will have little enough
of the pleasant country life you planned, and which
you seem so to delight in.”
“Never mind perhaps
it’s good for me. I have a life of hard
work before me, and can’t afford to get used
to too much pleasure. But we’ll make the
most of every bit of time we have. How have you
felt to-day? Strong?”
“Very strong. Now what
would you like us to do tomorrow?”
“I want to show you the common
in early morning the view there is so lovely.”
“Of Nature, or human nature?”
He half smiled, though only at my
mischievousness. I could see it did not affect
him in the least. “Nay, I know what you
mean; but I had forgotten her, or, if not absolutely
forgotten, she was not in my mind just then.
We will go another way, as indeed I had intended:
it might annoy the young lady, our meeting her again.”
His grave, easy manner of treating
and dismissing the subject was a tacit reproach to
me. I let the matter drop; we had much more serious
topics afloat than gossip about our neighbours.
At seven next morning we were out on the Flat.
“I’m not going to let
you stand here in the dews, Phineas. Come a
little farther on, to my terrace, as I call it.
There’s a panorama!”
It was indeed. All around the
high flat a valley lay, like a moat, or as if some
broad river had been dried up in its course, and, century
after century, gradually converted into meadow, woodland,
and town. For a little white town sat demurely
at the bottom of the hollow, and a score or two of
white cottages scattered themselves from this small
nucleus of civilisation over the opposite bank of this
imaginary river, which was now a lovely hill-side.
Gorges, purple with shadow, yellow corn-fields, and
dark clumps of woodland dressed this broad hill-side
in many colours; its highest point, Nunnely Hill, forming
the horizon where last night I had seen the sun go
down, and which now was tinted with the tenderest
western morning grey.
“Do you like this, Phineas?
I do, very much. A dear, smiling, English valley,
holding many a little nest of an English home.
Fancy being patriarch over such a region, having
the whole valley in one’s hand, to do good to,
or ill. You can’t think what primitive
people they are hereabouts descendants
from an old colony of Flemish cloth-weavers:
they keep to the trade. Down in the valley if
one could see through the beech wood is
the grand support of the neighbourhood, a large cloth
mill!”
“That’s quite in your
line, John;” and I saw his face brighten up as
it had done when, as a boy, he had talked to me about
his machinery. “What has become of that
wonderful little loom you made?”
“Oh! I have it still.
But this is such a fine cloth-mill! I have
been all over it. If the owner would put aside
his old Flemish stolidity! I do believe he and
his ancestors have gone on in the same way, and with
almost the same machinery, ever since Queen Elizabeth’s
time. Now, just one or two of our modern improvements,
such as but I forget, you never could understand
mechanics.”
“You can, though. Explain
clearly, and I’ll try my best.”
He did so, and so did I. I think
he even managed to knock something of the matter into
my stupid head, where it remained for ten
minutes! Much longer remained the impression
of his energetic talk his clear-headed
way of putting before another what he understood so
well himself. I marvelled how he had gained
all his information.
“Oh! it’s easy enough,
when one has a natural propensity for catching hold
of facts; and then, you know, I always had a weakness
for machinery; I could stand for an hour watching
a mill at work, especially if it’s worked by
a great water-wheel.”
“Would you like to be a mill-owner?”
“Shouldn’t I!” with
a sunshiny flash, which soon clouded over. “However,
’tis idle talking; one cannot choose one’s
calling at least, very few can. After
all, it isn’t the trade that signifies it’s
the man. I’m a tanner, and a capital tanner
I intend to be. By-the-by, I wonder if Mrs. Tod,
who talks so much about ‘gentlefolk,’ knows
that latter fact about you and me?”
“I think not; I hope not.
Oh, David! this one month at least let us get rid
of the tan-yard.”
For I hated it more than ever now,
in our quiet, free, Arcadian life; the very thought
of it was insupportable, not only for myself, but for
John.
He gently blamed me, yet, I think,
he involuntarily felt much as I did, if he would have
allowed himself so to feel.
“Who would guess now that I
who stand here, delighting myself in this fresh air
and pleasant view, this dewy common, all thick with
flowers what a pretty blue cluster that
is at your foot, Phineas! who would guess
that all yesterday I had been stirring up tan-pits,
handling raw hides? Faugh! I wonder the
little harebells don’t sicken in these, my hands such
ugly hands, too!”
“Nonsense, John! they’re
not so bad, indeed; and if they were, what does it
matter?”
“You are right; lad; it does
not matter. They have done me good service,
and will yet, though they were not made for carrying
nosegays.”
“There is somebody besides yourself
plucking posies on the Flat. See, how large the
figure looks against the sky. It might be your
Titaness, John
’Like
Proserpina gathering flowers,
Herself the fairest ’
no, not fairest; for I
declare she looks very like your friend Grey-gown I
beg her pardon Miss March.”
“It is she,” said John,
so indifferently that I suspect that fact had presented
itself to him for at least two minutes before I found
it out.
“There’s certainly a fatality about your
meeting her.”
“Not the least. She has
this morning taken her walk in a different direction,
as I did; and we both chanced again to hit upon the
same,” answered John, gravely and explanatorily.
“Come away down the slope. We must not
intrude upon a lady’s enjoyments.”
He carried me off, much against my
will, for I had a great wish to see again that fresh
young face, so earnest, cheerful, and good. Also,
as I laboured in vain to convince my companion, the
said face indicated an independent dignity which would
doubtless make its owner perfectly indifferent whether
her solitary walk were crossed by two gentlemen or
two hundred.
John agreed to this; nevertheless,
he was inexorable. And, since he was “a
man of the world” having, in his journeys
up and down the country for my father, occasionally
fallen into “polite” society I
yielded the point to him and submitted to his larger
experience of good breeding.
However, Fate, kinder than he, took
the knot of etiquette into her own hands, and broke
it.
Close to the cottage door, our two
paths converging, and probably our breakfast-hours
likewise, brought us suddenly face to face with Miss
March.
She saw us, and we had a distinct sight of her.
I was right: we and our contiguity
were not of the smallest importance to Miss March.
Her fresh morning roses did not deepen, nor her eyes
droop, as she looked for a moment at us both a
quiet, maidenly look of mere observation. Of
course no recognition passed; but there was a merry
dimple beside her mouth, as if she quite well knew
who we were, and owned to a little harmless feminine
curiosity in observing us.
She had to pass our door, where stood
Mrs. Tod and the baby. It stretched out its
little arms to come to her, with that pretty, babyish
gesture which I suppose no woman can resist.
Miss March could not. She stopped, and began
tossing up the child.
Truly, they made a pleasant picture,
the two she with her hooded cloak dropping
off, showing her graceful shape, and her dark-brown
hair, all gathered up in a mass of curls at the top
of her head, as the fashion then was. As she
stood, with her eyes sparkling, and the young blood
flushing through her clear brunette cheeks, I was not
sure whether I had not judged too hastily in calling
her “no beauty.”
Probably, by his look, John thought the same.
She stood right before our wicket-gate;
but she had evidently quite forgotten us, so happy
was she with Mrs. Tod’s bonny boy, until the
landlady made some remark about “letting the
gentlemen by.” Then, with a slight start,
drawing her hood back over her head, the young lady
stepped aside.
In passing her, John raised his eyes,
as was natural enough. For me, I could hardly
take mine from her, such a pleasant creature was she
to behold. She half smiled he bowed,
which she returned, courteously, and we both went
in-doors. I told him this was a good beginning
of acquaintance with our neighbour.
“Not at all, no acquaintance;
a mere civility between two people living under the
same roof. It will never be more.”
“Probably not.”
I am afraid John was disappointed
at my “probably.” I am afraid that
when he stood at our window, contemplating the little
group which filled up our wicket-gate, he missed some
one out of the three which, I suspect,
was neither Mrs. Tod nor yet the baby.
“I like her face very much better now, David.
Do you?”
It was a very curious fact, which
I never noticed till afterwards, that though there
had been some lapse of time before I hazarded this
remark, we both intuitively supplied the noun to that
indefinite personal pronoun.
“A good nay, a noble
face; though still, with those irregular features,
I can’t really I can’t call
her beautiful.”
“Nor I.”
“She bowed with remarkable grace,
too. I think, John, for the first time in our
lives, we may say we have seen a lady.”
“Most certainly a lady.”
“Nay, I only meant that, girl
as she is, she is evidently accustomed to what is
called ‘society.’ Which makes it
the more likely that her father is the Mr. March who
was cousin to the Brithwoods. An odd coincidence.”
“A very odd coincidence.”
After which brief reply John relapsed into taciturnity.
More than once that morning we recurred
to the subject of our neighbours that is,
I did but John was rather saturnine and
uncommunicative. Nay, when, as Mrs. Tod was removing
the breakfast, I ventured to ask her a harmless question
or two who Mr. March was, and where he
came from? I was abruptly reproved, the
very minute our good landlady had shut the door, for
my tendency to “gossip.”
At which I only laughed, and reminded
him that he had ingeniously scolded me after, not
before, I had gained the desired information namely,
that Mr. March was a gentleman of independent property that
he had no friends hereabouts, and that he usually lived
in Wales.
“He cannot be our Mr. March, then.”
“No,” said John, with an air of great
relief.
I was amused to see how seriously
he took such a trifle; ay, many a time that day I
laughed at him for evincing such great sympathy over
our neighbours, and especially which was
plain enough to see, though he doubtless believed
he entirely disguised it for that interest
which a young man of twenty would naturally take in
a very charming and personable young woman.
Ay, naturally, as I said to myself, for I admired
her too, extremely.
It seems strange now to call to mind
that morning, and our light-hearted jests about Miss
March. Strange that Destiny should often come
thus, creeping like a child to our very doors; we hardly
notice it, or send it away with a laugh; it comes so
naturally, so simply, so accidentally, as it were,
that we recognise it not. We cannot believe
that the baby intruder is in reality the king of our
fortunes; the ruler of our lives. But so it is
continually; and since it is, it must be
right.
We finished the morning by reading
Shakspeare Romeo and Juliet at
which the old folio seemed naturally to open.
There is a time a sweet time, too, though
it does not last when to every young mind
the play of plays, the poem of poems, is Romeo and
Juliet. We were at that phase now.
John read it all through to me not
for the first time either; and then, thinking I had
fallen asleep, he sat with the book on his knee, gazing
out of the open window.
It was a warm summer day breathless,
soundless a day for quietness and dreams.
Sometimes a bee came buzzing among the roses, in and
away again, like a happy thought. Nothing else
was stirring; not a single bird was to be seen or
heard, except that now and then came a coo of the
wood-pigeons among the beech-trees a low,
tender voice reminding one of a mother’s
crooning over a cradled child; or of two true lovers
standing clasped heart to heart, in the first embrace,
which finds not, and needs not, a single word.
John sat listening. What was
he thinking about? Why that strange quiver about
his mouth? why that wonderful new glow,
that infinite depth of softness in his eyes?
I closed mine. He never knew
I saw him. He thought I slept placidly through
that half-hour; which seemed to him as brief as a minute.
To me it was long ah, so long! as I lay
pondering with an intensity that was actual pain,
on what must come some time, and, for all I knew,
might even now be coming.