The next day John rode away earlier
even than was his wont, I thought. He stayed
but a little while talking with me. While Mrs.
Tod was bustling over our breakfast he asked her,
in a grave and unconcerned manner, “How Mr.
March was this morning?” which was the only allusion
he made to the previous night’s occurrences.
I had a long, quiet day alone in the
beech-wood, close below our cottage, sitting by the
little runnel, now worn to a thread with the summer
weather, but singing still. It talked to me like
a living thing.
When I came home in the evening Miss
March stood in front of the cottage, with strange
to say her father. But I had heard
that his paroxysms were often of brief continuance,
and that, like most confirmed valetudinarians, when
real danger stared him in the face he put it from
him, and was glad to be well.
Seeing me coming, Miss March whispered
to him; he turned upon me a listless gaze from over
his fur collar, and bowed languidly, without rising
from his easy chair. Yes, it was Mr. March the
very Mr. March we had met! I knew him, changed
though he was; but he did not know me in the least,
as, indeed, was not likely.
His daughter came a step or two to
meet me. “You are better, I see, Mr. Fletcher.
Enderley is a most healthy place, as I try to persuade
my father. This is Mr. Fletcher, sir, the gentleman
who ”
“Was so obliging as to ride
to S , last night, for me?
Allow me to thank him myself.”
I began to disclaim, and Miss March
to explain; but we must both have been slightly incoherent,
for I think the poor gentleman was never quite clear
as to who it was that went for Dr. Brown. However,
that mattered little, as his acknowledgments were
evidently dictated more by a natural habit of courtesy
than by any strong sense of service rendered.
“I am a very great invalid,
sir; my dear, will you explain to the gentleman?”
And he leaned his head back wearily.
“My father has never recovered
his ten years’ residence in the West Indies.”
“‘Residence?’ Pardon
me, my dear, you forget I was governor of ”
“Oh, yes! The climate
is very trying there, Mr. Fletcher. But since
he has been in England five years only he
has been very much better. I hope he will be
quite well in time.”
Mr. March shook his head drearily.
Poor man! the world of existence to him seemed to
have melted lazily down into a mere nebula, of which
the forlorn nucleus was himself.
What a life for any young creature even
his own daughter, to be bound to continually!
I could not help remarking the strong
contrast between them. He, with his sallow,
delicately-shaped features the thin mouth
and long straight nose, of that form I have heard
called the “melancholy nose,” which usually
indicates a feeble, pensive, and hypochondriac temperament;
while his daughter But I have described
her already.
“Mr. Fletcher is an invalid
too, father,” she said; so gently, that I could
feel no pain in her noticing my infirmity; and took
gratefully a seat she gave me, beside that of Mr.
March. She seemed inclined to talk to me; and
her manner was perfectly easy, friendly, and kind.
We spoke of commonplace subjects,
near at hand, and of the West Indian island, which
its late “governor” was apparently by no
means inclined to forget. I asked Miss March
whether she had liked it?
“I was never there. Papa
was obliged to leave me behind, in Wales poor
mamma’s country. Were you ever in Wales?
I like it so! Indeed, I feel as if I belonged
altogether to the mountains.”
And saying this, she looked the very
incarnation of the free mountain spirit a
little rugged, perhaps, and sharply outlined; but that
would soften with time, and was better and wholesomer
than any tame green level of soft perfection.
At least, one inclined to think so, looking at her.
I liked Miss March very much, and was glad of it.
In retiring, with her father leaning
on her arm, to which he hung trustingly and feebly
as a child, she turned abruptly, and asked if she
could lend me any books to read? I must find
the days long and dull without my friend.
I assented with thanks; and shortly
afterwards she brought me an armful of literature enough
to have caused any young damsel to have been dubbed
a “blue,” in those matter-of-fact days.
“I have no time to study much
myself,” said she, in answer to my questions;
“but I like those who do. Now, good evening,
for I must run. You and your friend can have
any books of ours. You must not think” and
she turned back to tell me this “that
because my father said little he and I are not deeply
grateful for the kindness Mr. Halifax showed us last
night.”
“It was a pleasure to John it
always is to do a kind office for any one.”
“I well believe that, Mr. Fletcher.”
And she left me.
When John came home I informed him
of what had passed. He listened, though he made
no comment whatever. But all the evening he sat
turning over Miss March’s books, and reading
either aloud or to himself fragments out of one which
I had expected he would have scouted, inasmuch as
it was modern not classical poetry: in fact, a
collection of Lyrical Ballads, brought out that year
by a young man named Mr. William Wordsworth, and some
anonymous friend, conjointly. I had opened it,
and found therein great nonsense; but John had better
luck he hit upon a short poem called “Love,”
by the Anonymous Friend, which he read, and I listened
to, almost as if it had been Shakspeare. It was
about a girl named Genevieve a little simple
story everybody knows it now; but it was
like a strange, low, mystic music, luring the very
heart out of one’s bosom, to us young visionaries
then.
I wonder if Miss March knew the harm
she did, and the mischief that has been done among
young people in all ages (since Caxton’s days),
by the lending books, especially books of poetry.
The next day John was in a curious
mood. Dreamy, lazy, mild; he sat poring in-doors,
instead of roaming abroad in truth, was
a changed lad. I told him so, and laid it all
to the blame of the Anonymous Friend: who held
him in such fascinated thrall that he only looked up
once all the morning, which was when Mr.
and Miss March went by. In the afternoon he submitted,
lamb-like, to be led down to the beech-wood that
the wonderful talking stream might hold forth to him
as it did to me. But it could not ah,
no! it could not. Our lives, though so close,
were yet as distinct as the musical living water and
the motionless grey rock beside which it ran.
The one swept joyfully on to its appointed course:
the other was what Heaven made it, abode
where Heaven placed it, and likewise fulfilled its
end.
Coming back out of the little wood,
I took John a new way I had discovered, through the
prettiest undulating meadow, half-field, half-orchard,
where trees loaded with ripening cider apples and green
crabs made a variety among the natural foresters.
Under one of these, as we climbed the slope for
field, beech-wood, and common formed a gradual ascent we
saw a vacant table laid.
“A pretty piece of rusticity domestic
Arcadia on a small scale,” said John; “I
should like to invite myself to tea with them.
Who can they be?”
“Probably visitors. Resident
country-folks like their meals best under a decent
roof-tree. I should not wonder if this were not
one of Mr. March’s vagaries.”
“Don’t say vagaries he is an
old man.”
“Don’t be reproachful I
shall say nought against him. Indeed, I have
no opportunity, for there they both are coming hither
from the house.”
Sure enough they were Miss
March helping her father across the uneven bit of
common to the gate which led to the field. Precisely
at that gate we all four met.
“’Tis useless to escape them,” whispered
I to John.
“I do not wish why
should I?” he answered, and held the gate open
for the father and daughter to go through. She
looked up and acknowledged him, smiling. I thought
that smile and his courteous, but far less frank,
response to it, would have been all the greeting; but
no! Mr. March’s dull perceptions had somehow
been brightened up. He stopped.
“Mr. Halifax, I believe?”
John bowed.
They stood a moment looking at one
another; the tall, stalwart young man, so graceful
and free in bearing, and the old man, languid, sickly,
prematurely broken down.
“Sir,” said the elder,
and in his fixed gaze I fancied I detected something
more than curiosity something of the lingering
pensiveness with which, years ago, he had turned back
to look at John as if the lad reminded
him of some one he knew. “Sir, I have to
thank you ”
“Indeed, no thanks are needed.
I sincerely hope you are better to-day?”
Mr. March assented: but John’s
countenance apparently interested him so much that
he forgot his usual complainings. “My daughter
tells me you are our neighbours I am happy
to have such friendly ones. My dear,”
in a half audible, pensive whisper to her, “I
think your poor brother Walter would have grown up
extremely like Mr. Mr. ”
“Mr. Halifax, papa.”
“Mr. Halifax, we are going to
take tea under the trees there my daughter’s
suggestion she is so fond of rurality.
Will you give us the pleasure of your company?
You and” here, I must confess, the
second invitation came in reply to a glance of Miss
March’s “your friend.”
Of course we assented: I considerably
amused, and not ill-pleased, to see how naturally
it fell out that when John appeared in the scene, I,
Phineas, subsided into the secondary character of John’s
“friend.”
Very soon so soon that
our novel position seemed like an adventure out of
the Arabian Nights we found ourselves established
under the apple-tree, between whose branches the low
sun stole in, kissing into red chestnut colour the
hair of the “nut-browne mayde,” as she
sat, bareheaded, pouring into small white china cups
that dainty luxury, tea. She had on not
the grey gown, but a white one, worked in delicate
muslin. A bunch of those small pinky-white roses
that grew in such clusters about our parlour window
nestled, almost as if they were still growing, in
her fair maiden bosom.
She apologized for little Jack’s
having “stolen” them from our domains
for her lucky Jack! and received some brief
and rather incoherent answer from John about being
“quite welcome.”
He sat opposite her I by
her side she had placed me there.
It struck me as strange, that though her manner to
us both was thoroughly frank and kind, it was a shade
more frank, more kind, to me than to him. Also,
I noted, that while she chatted gaily with me, John
almost entirely confined his talk to her father.
But the young lady listened ay,
undoubtedly she listened to every word
that was said. I did not wonder at it:
when his tongue was once unloosed few people could
talk better than John Halifax. Not that he was
one of your showy conversationalists; language was
with him neither a science, an art, nor an accomplishment,
but a mere vehicle for thought; the garb, always chosen
as simplest and fittest, in which his ideas were clothed.
His conversation was never wearisome, since he only
spoke when he had something to say; and having said
it, in the most concise and appropriate manner that
suggested itself at the time, he was silent; and silence
is a great and rare virtue at twenty years of age.
We talked a good deal about Wales;
John had been there more than once in his journeyings;
and this fact seemed to warm Miss March’s manner,
rather shy and reserved though it was, at least to
him. She told us many an innocent tale of her
life there of her childish days, and of
her dear old governess, whose name, I remember, was
Cardigan. She seemed to have grown up solely
under that lady’s charge. It was not difficult
to guess though I forget whether she distinctly
told us so that “poor mamma”
had died so early as to become a mere name to her
orphan daughter. She evidently owed everything
she was to this good governess.
“My dear,” at last said
Mr. March, rather testily, “you make rather too
much of our excellent Jane Cardigan. She is going
to be married, and she will not care for you now.”
“Hush! papa, that is a secret
at present. Pray, Mr. Halifax, do you know Norton
Bury?”
The abruptness of the question startled
John, so that he only answered in a hurried affirmative.
Indeed, Mr. March left him no time for further explanation.
“I hate the place. My
late wife’s cousins, the Brithwoods of the Mythe,
with whom I have had ahem! strong
political differences live there.
And I was once nearly drowned in the Severn, close
by.”
“Papa, don’t speak of
that, please,” said Miss March, hurriedly; so
hurriedly that I am sure she did not notice what would
otherwise have been plain enough John’s
sudden and violent colour. But the flush died
down again he never spoke a word.
And, of course, acting on his evident desire, neither
did I.
“For my part,” continued
the young lady, “I have no dislike to Norton
Bury. Indeed, I rather admired the place, if
I remember right.”
“You have been there?”
Though it was the simplest question, John’s
sudden look at her, and the soft inflection of his
voice, struck me as peculiar.
“Once, when I was about twelve
years old. But we will talk of something papa
likes better. I am sure papa enjoys this lovely
evening. Hark! how the doves are cooing in the
beech-wood.”
I asked her if she had ever been in the beech-wood.
No; she was quite unacquainted with
its mysteries the fern-glades, the woodbine
tangles, and the stream, that, if you listened attentively,
you could hear faintly gurgling even where we sat.
“I did not know there was a
stream so near. I have generally taken my walks
across the Flat,” said Miss March, smiling, and
then blushing at having done so, though it was the
faintest blush imaginable.
Neither of us made any reply.
Mr. March settled himself to laziness
and his arm-chair; the conversation fell to the three
younger persons I may say the two for
I also seceded, and left John master of the field.
It was enough for me to sit listening to him and
Miss March, as they gradually became more friendly;
a circumstance natural enough, under the influence
of that simple, solitary place, where all the pretences
of etiquette seemed naturally to drop away, leaving
nothing but the forms dictated and preserved by true
manliness and true womanliness.
How young both looked, how happy in
their frank, free youth, with the sun-rays slanting
down upon them, making a glory round either head,
and as glory often does dazzling
painfully.
“Will you change seats with
me, Miss March? The sun will not reach
your eyes here.”
She declined, refusing to punish any
one for her convenience.
“It would not be punishment,”
said John, so gravely that one did not recognize it
for a “pretty speech” till it had passed and
went on with their conversation. In the course
of it he managed so carefully, and at the same time
so carelessly, to interpose his broad hat between the
sun and her, that the fiery old king went down in splendour
before she noticed that she had been thus guarded
and sheltered. Though she did not speak why
should she? of such a little thing, yet
it was one of those “little things” which
often touch a woman more than any words.
Miss March rose. “I should
greatly like to hear your stream and its wonderful
singing.” (John Halifax had been telling how
it held forth to me during my long, lonely days) “I
wonder what it would say to me? Can we hear it
from the bottom of this field?”
“Not clearly; we had better
go into the wood.” For I knew John would
like that, though he was too great a hypocrite to second
my proposal by a single word.
Miss March was more single-minded,
or else had no reason for being the contrary.
She agreed to my plan with childish eagerness.
“Papa, you wouldn’t miss me I
shall not be away five minutes. Then, Mr. Fletcher,
will you go with me?”
“And I will stay beside Mr.
March, so that he will not be left alone,” said
John, reseating himself.
What did the lad do that for? why
did he sit watching us so intently, as I led Miss
March down the meadow, and into the wood? It
passed my comprehension.
The young girl walked with me, as
she talked with me, in perfect simplicity and frankness,
free from the smallest hesitation. Even as the
women I have known have treated me all my life showing
me that sisterly trust and sisterly kindness which
have compensated in a measure for the solitary fate
which it pleased Heaven to lay upon me; which, in
any case, conscience would have forced me to lay upon
myself that no woman should ever be more
to me than a sister.
Yet I watched her with pleasure this
young girl, as she tripped on before me, noticing
everything, enjoying everything. She talked to
me a good deal too about myself, in her kindly way,
asking what I did all day? and if I were
not rather dull sometimes, in this solitary country
lodging?
“I am dull occasionally myself,
or should be, if I had time to think about it.
It is hard to be an only child.”
I told her I had never found it so.
“But then you have your friend.
Has Mr. Halifax any brothers or sisters?”
“None. No relatives living.”
“Ah!” a compassionate
ejaculation, as she pulled a woodbine spray, and began
twisting it with those never-quiet fingers of hers.
“You and he seem to be great friends.”
“John is a brother, friend,
everything in the world to me.”
“Is he? He must be very
good. Indeed, he looks so,” observed Miss
March, thoughtfully. “And I believe at
least I have often heard that good men
are rare.”
I had no time to enter into that momentous
question, when the origin of it himself appeared,
breaking through the bushes to join us.
He apologized for so doing, saying
Mr. March had sent him.
“You surely do not mean that
you come upon compulsion? What an ill compliment
to this lovely wood.”
And the eyes of the “nut-browne
mayde” were a little mischievous. John
looked preternaturally grave, as he said, “I
trust you do not object to my coming?”
She smiled so merrily,
that his slight haughtiness evaporated like mist before
the sunbeams.
“I was obliged to startle you
by jumping through the bushes; for I heard my own
name. What terrible revelations has this friend
of mine been making to you, Miss March?”
He spoke gaily; but I fancied he looked
uneasy. The young lady only laughed.
“I have a great mind not to tell you, Mr. Halifax.”
“Not when I ask you?”
He spoke so seriously that she could choose but reply.
“Mr. Fletcher was telling me
three simple facts: First, that you were
an orphan, without relatives. Secondly, that
you were his dearest friend. Thirdly well,
I never compromise truth that you were good.”
“And you?”
“The first I was ignorant of;
the second I had already guessed; the third ”
He gazed at her intently.
“The third I had likewise not doubted.”
John made some hurried acknowledgment.
He looked greatly pleased nay, more than
pleased happy. He walked forward by
Miss March’s side, taking his natural place
in the conversation, while I as naturally as willingly
fell behind. But I heard all they said, and joined
in it now and then.
Thus, sometimes spoken to, and sometimes
left silent, watching their two figures, and idly
noting their comparative heights her head
came just above John’s shoulder I
followed these young people through the quiet wood.
Let me say a word about that wood dear
and familiar as it was. Its like I have never
since seen. It was small so small
that in its darkest depths you might catch the sunshine
lighting up the branches of its outside trees.
A young wood, too composed wholly of smooth-barked
beeches and sturdy Scotch firs, growing up side by
side the Adam and Eve in this forest Eden.
No old folk were there no gnarled and
withered foresters every tree rose up, upright
in its youth, and perfect after its kind. There
was as yet no choking under-growth of vegetation;
nothing but mosses, woodbine, and ferns; and between
the boles of the trees you could trace vista after
vista, as between the slender pillars of a cathedral
aisle.
John pointed out all this to Miss
March, especially noticing the peculiar character
of the two species of trees the masculine
and feminine fir and beech. She smiled
at the fancy; and much graceful badinage went on between
them. I had never before seen John in the company
of women, and I marvelled to perceive the refinement
of his language, and the poetic ideas it clothed.
I forgot the truth of whose saying was
it? “that once in his life every man
becomes a poet.”
They stood by the little rivulet,
and he showed her how the water came from the spring
above; the old well-head where the cattle drank; how
it took its course merrily through the woods, till
at the bottom of the valley below it grew into a wide
stream.
“Small beginnings make great
endings,” observed Miss March, sententiously.
John answered her with the happiest
smile! He dipped his hollowed palm into the
water and drank: she did the same. Then,
in her free-hearted girlish fun, she formed a cup
out of a broad leaf, which, by the greatest ingenuity,
she managed to make contain about two teaspoonfuls
of water for the space of half a minute, and held it
to my mouth.
“I am like Rebecca at the well.
Drink, Eleazer,” she cried, gaily.
John looked on. “I am
very thirsty, too,” said he, in a low voice.
The young girl hesitated a moment;
then filled and offered to him the Arcadian cup.
I fear he drank out of it a deeper and more subtle
draught than that innocent water.
Both became somewhat grave, and stood,
one on either side the stream, looking down upon it,
letting its bubbling murmur have all the talk.
What it said I know not: I only know that it
did not, could not, say to those two what it said
to me.
When we took leave of our acquaintances
Mr. March was extremely courteous, and declared our
society would always be a pleasure to himself and
his daughter.
“He always says so formally,
‘my daughter,’” I observed, breaking
the silence in which they had left us. “I
wonder what her Christian name is.”
“I believe it is Ursula.”
“How did you find that out?”
“It is written in one of her books.”
“Ursula!” I repeated,
wondering where I had heard it before. “A
pretty name.”
“A very pretty name.”
When John fell into this echo mood
I always found it best to fall into taciturnity.