Not many weeks afterwards we went
to live at Longfield, which henceforth became the
family home for many years.
Longfield! happy Longfield! little
nest of love, and joy, and peace where
the children grew up, and we grew old where
season after season brought some new change ripening
in us and around us where summer and winter,
day and night, the hand of God’s providence was
over our roof, blessing our goings out and our comings
in, our basket and our store; crowning us with the
richest blessing of all, that we were made a household
where “brethren dwelt together in unity.”
Beloved Longfield! my heart, slow pulsing as befits
one near the grave, thrills warm and young as I remember
thee!
Yet how shall I describe it the
familiar spot; so familiar that it seems to need no
description at all.
It was but a small place when we first
came there. It led out of the high-road by a
field-gate the White Gate; from which a
narrow path wound down to a stream, thence up a green
slope to the house; a mere farm-house, nothing more.
It had one parlour, three decent bedrooms, kitchen
and out-houses; we built extempore chambers out of
the barn and cheese-room. In one of these the
boys, Guy and Edwin, slept, against the low roof of
which the father generally knocked his head every
morning when he came to call the lads. Its windows
were open all summer round, and birds and bats used
oftentimes to fly in, to the great delight of the
youthful inmates.
Another infinite pleasure to the little
folk was that for the first year, the farm-house kitchen
was made our dining-room. There, through the
open door, Edwin’s pigeons, Muriel’s two
doves, and sometimes a stately hen, walked in and
out at pleasure. Whether our live stock, brought
up in the law of kindness, were as well-trained and
well-behaved as our children, I cannot tell; but certain
it is that we never found any harm from this system,
necessitated by our early straits at Longfield this
“liberty, fraternity, and equality.”
Those words, in themselves true and
lovely, but wrested to false meaning, whose fatal
sound was now dying out of Europe, merged in the equally
false and fatal shout of “Gloire! gloire!”
remind me of an event which I believe was the first
that broke the delicious monotony of our new life.
It was one September morning.
Mrs. Halifax, the children, and I were down at the
stream, planning a bridge across it, and a sort of
stable, where John’s horse might be put up the
mother had steadily resisted the long-tailed grey
ponies. For with all the necessary improvements
at Longfield, with the large settlement that John insisted
upon making on his wife and children, before he would
use in his business any portion of her fortune, we
found we were by no means so rich as to make any great
change in our way of life advisable. And, after
all, the mother’s best luxuries were to see
her children merry and strong, her husband’s
face lightened of its care, and to know he was now
placed beyond doubt in the position he had always
longed for; for was he not this very day gone to sign
the lease of Enderley Mills?
Mrs. Halifax had just looked at her
watch, and she and I were wondering, with quite a
childish pleasure, whether he were not now signing
the important deed, when Guy came running to say a
coach-and-four was trying to enter the White Gate.
“Who can it be? But
they must be stopped, or they’ll spoil John’s
new gravel road that he takes such pride in.
Uncle Phineas, would you mind going to see?”
Who should I see, but almost the last
person I expected who had not been beheld,
hardly spoken of, in our household these ten years Lady
Caroline Brithwood, in her travelling-habit of green
cloth, her velvet riding-hat, with its Prince of Wales’
feathers, gayer than ever though her pretty
face was withering under the paint, and her lively
manner growing coarse and bold.
“Is this Longfield? Does
Mr. Halifax mon Dieu, Mr. Fletcher,
is that you?”
She held out her hand with the frankest
condescension, and in the brightest humour in the
world. She insisted on sending on the carriage,
and accompanying me down to the stream, for a “surprise” a
“scene.”
Mrs. Halifax, seeing the coach drive
on, had evidently forgotten all about it. She
stood in the little dell which the stream had made,
Walter in her arms her figure thrown back,
so as to poise the child’s weight. Her
right hand kept firm hold of Guy, who was paddling
barefoot in the stream: Edwin, the only one of
the boys who never gave any trouble, was soberly digging
away, beside little Muriel.
The lady clapped her hands.
“Brava! bravissima! a charming family picture,
Mrs. Halifax.”
“Lady Caroline!”
Ursula left her children, and came
to greet her old acquaintance, whom she had never
once seen since she was Ursula Halifax. Perhaps
that fact touched her, and it was with a kind of involuntary
tenderness that she looked into the sickly face, where
all the smiles could not hide the wrinkles.
“It is many years since we met;
and we are both somewhat altered, Cousin Caroline.”
“You are, with those three great
boys. The little girl yours also? Oh
yes, I remember William told me poor little
thing!” And with uneasy awe she turned from
our blind Muriel, our child of peace.
“Will you come up to the house?
my husband has only ridden over to Enderley; he will
be home soon.”
“And glad to see me, I wonder?
For I am rather afraid of that husband of yours eh,
Ursula? Yet I should greatly like to stay.”
Ursula laughed, and repeated the welcome.
She was so happy herself she longed to
distribute her happiness. They walked, the children
following, towards the house.
Under the great walnut-tree, by the
sunk fence which guarded the flower-garden from the
sheep and cows, Mrs. Halifax stopped and pointed down
the green slope of the field, across the valley, to
the wooded hills opposite.
“Isn’t it a pretty view?”
said Guy, creeping up and touching the stranger’s
gown; our children had lived too much in an atmosphere
of love to know either shyness or fear.
“Very pretty, my little friend.”
“That’s One-tree Hill.
Father is going to take us all a walk there this
afternoon.”
“Do you like going walks with your father?”
“Oh, don’t we!”
An electric smile ran through the whole circle.
It told enough of the blessed home-tale.
Lady Caroline laughed a sharp laugh.
“Eh, my dear, I see how things are. You
don’t regret having married John Halifax, the
tanner?”
“Regret!”
“Nay, be not impetuous.
I always said he was a noble fellow so
does the earl now. And William you
can’t think what a hero your husband is to William.”
“Lord Ravenel?”
“Ay, my little brother that
was growing a young man now a
frightful bigot, wanting to make our house as Catholic
as when two or three of us lost our heads for King
James. But he is a good boy poor William!
I had rather not talk about him.”
Ursula inquired courteously if her
Cousin Richard were well.
“Bah! I suppose he
is; he is always well. His late astonishing
honesty to Mr. Halifax cost him a fit of gout maïs
n’importe. If they meet, I suppose all
things will be smooth between them?”
“My husband never had any ill-feeling to Mr.
Brithwood.”
“I should not bear him an undying
enmity if he had. But you see, ’tis election
time, and the earl wishes to put in a gentleman, a
friend of ours, for Kingswell. Mr. Halifax owns
some cottages there, eh?”
“Mr. Fletcher does. My husband transacts
business ”
“Stop! stop!” cried Lady
Caroline. “I don’t understand business;
I only know that they want your husband to be friendly
with mine. Is this plain enough?”
“Certainly: be under no
apprehension. Mr. Halifax never bears malice
against any one. Was this the reason of your
visit, Lady Caroline?”
“Eh mon
Dieu! what would become of us if we were all as
straightforward as you, Mistress Ursula? But
it sounds charming in the country.
No, my dear; I came nay, I hardly know
why. Probably, because I liked to come my
usual reason for most actions. Is that your
salle-a-manger? Won’t you ask me to
dinner, ma cousine?”
“Of course,” the mother
said, though I fancied, afterwards, the invitation
rather weighed upon her mind, probably from the doubt
whether or no John would like it. But in little
things, as in great, she had always this safe trust
in him that conscientiously to do what
she felt to be right was the surest way to be right
in her husband’s eyes.
So Lady Caroline was our guest for
the day a novel guest but she
made herself at once familiar and pleasant.
Guy, a little gentleman from his cradle, installed
himself her admiring knight attendant everywhere:
Edwin brought her to see his pigeons; Walter, with
sweet, shy blushes, offered her “a ’ittle
f’ower!” and the three, as the greatest
of all favours, insisted on escorting her to pay a
visit to the beautiful calf not a week old.
Laughing, she followed the boys; telling
them how lately in Sicily she had been presented to
a week-old prince, son of Louis Philippe the young
Duke of Orleans and the Princess Marie-Amelie.
“And truly, children, he was not half so pretty
as your little calf. Ursula, I am sick of courts
sometimes. I would turn shepherdess myself, if
we could find a tolerable Arcadia.”
“Is there any Arcadia like home?”
“Home!” Her
face expressed the utmost loathing, fear, and scorn.
I remembered hearing that the ’Squire since
his return from abroad had grown just like his father;
was drunk every day and all day long. “Is
your husband altered, Ursula? He must be quite
a young man still. Oh, what it is to be young!”
“John looks much older, people say; but I don’t
see it.”
“Arcadia again! Can such
things be? especially in England, that paradise of
husbands, where the first husband in the realm sets
such an illustrious example. How do you stay-at-home
British matrons feel towards my friend the Princess
of Wales?”
“God help her, and make her
as good a woman as she is a wronged and miserable
wife,” said Ursula, sadly.
“Query, Can a ‘good woman’
be made out of a ’wronged and miserable wife’?
If so, Mrs. Halifax, you should certainly take out
a patent for the manufacture.”
The subject touched too near home.
Ursula wisely avoided it, by inquiring if Lady Caroline
meant to remain in England.
“Cela depend.”
She turned suddenly grave. “Your fresh
air makes me feel weary. Shall we go in-doors?”
Dinner was ready laid out a
plain meal; since neither the father nor any of us
cared for table dainties; but I think if we had lived
in a hut, and fed off wooden platters on potatoes
and salt, our repast would have been fair and orderly,
and our hut the neatest that a hut could be.
For the mother of the family had in perfection almost
the best genius a woman can have the genius
of tidiness.
We were not in the least ashamed of
our simple dinner-table, where no difference was ever
made for anybody. We had little plate, but plenty
of snow-white napery and pretty china; and what with
the scents of the flower-garden on one side, and the
green waving of the elm-tree on the other, it was
as good as dining out-of-doors.
The boys were still gathered round
Lady Caroline, in the little closet off the dining-room
where lessons were learnt; Muriel sat as usual on
the door-sill, petting one of her doves that used to
come and perch on her head and her shoulder, of their
own accord, when I heard the child say to herself:
“Father’s coming.”
“Where, darling?”
“Up the farm-yard way.
There he is on the gravel-walk. He
has stopped; I dare say it is to pull some of the
jessamine that grows over the well. Now, fly
away, dove! Father’s here.”
And the next minute a general shout echoed, “Father’s
here!”
He stood in the doorway, lifting one
after the other up in his arms; having a kiss and
a merry word for all this good father!
O solemn name, which Deity Himself
claims and owns! Happy these children, who in
its fullest sense could understand the word “father!”
to whom, from the dawn of their little lives, their
father was what all fathers should be the
truest representative here on earth of that Father
in heaven, who is at once justice, wisdom, and perfect
love.
Happy, too most blessed
among women the woman who gave her children
such a father!
Ursula came for his eye
was wandering in search of her and received
the embrace, without which he never left her, or returned.
“All rightly settled, John?”
“Quite settled.”
“I am so glad.”
With a second kiss, not often bestowed in public, as
congratulation. He was going to tell more, when
Ursula said, rather hesitatingly, “We have a
visitor to-day.”
Lady Caroline came out of her corner,
laughing. “You did not expect me, I see.
Am I welcome?”
“Any welcome that Mrs. Halifax has given is
also mine.”
But John’s manner, though polite,
was somewhat constrained; and he felt, as it seemed
to my observant eye, more surprise than gratification
in this incursion on his quiet home. Also I noticed
that when Lady Caroline, in the height of her condescension,
would have Muriel close to her at dinner, he involuntarily
drew his little daughter to her accustomed place beside
himself,
“She always sits here, thank you.”
The table-talk was chiefly between
the lady and her host; she rarely talked to women
when a man was to be had. Conversation veered
between the Emperor Napoleon and Lord Wellington,
Lord William Bentinck and Sardinian policy, the conjugal
squabbles of Carlton House, and the one-absorbing
political question of this year Catholic
emancipation.
“You are a staunch supporter
of the Bill, my father says. Of course, you
aid him in the Kingswell election to-morrow?”
“I can scarcely call it an election,”
returned John. He had been commenting on it
to us that morning rather severely. An election!
it was merely a talk in the King’s Head parlour,
a nomination, and show of hands by some dozen poor
labourers, tenants of Mr. Brithwood and Lord Luxmore,
who got a few pounds a-piece for their services and
the thing was done.
“Who is the nominee, Lady Caroline?”
“A young gentleman of small
fortune, but excellent parts, who returned with us
from Naples.”
The lady’s manner being rather
more formal than she generally used, John looked up
quickly.
“The election being to-morrow,
of course his name is no secret?”
“Oh, no! Vermilye.
Mr. Gerard Vermilye. Do you know him?”
“I have heard of him.”
As he spoke either intentionally
or no John looked full at Lady Caroline.
She dropped her eyes and began playing with her bracelets.
Both immediately quitted the subject of Kingswell election.
Soon after we rose from table; and
Guy, who had all dinner-time fixed his admiring gaze
upon the “pretty lady,” insisted on taking
her down the garden and gathering for her a magnificent
arum lily, the mother’s favourite lily.
I suggested gaining permission first; and was sent
to ask the question.
I found John and his wife in serious,
even painful conversation.
“Love,” he was saying,
“I have known it for very long; but if she had
not come here, I would never have grieved you by telling
it.”
“Perhaps it is not true,”
said Ursula, warmly. “The world is ready
enough to invent cruel falsehoods about us women.”
“‘Us women!’ Don’t
say that, Ursula. I will not have my wife named
in the same breath with her.”
“John!”
“I will not, I say. You
don’t know what it cost me even to see her touch
your hand.”
“John!”
The soft tone recalled him to his better self.
“Forgive me! but I would not
have the least taint come near this wife of mine.
I could not bear to think of her holding intercourse
with a light woman a woman false to her
husband.”
“I do not believe it.
Caroline was foolish, she was never wicked. Listen! If
this were true, how could she be laughing with our
children now? Oh! John think she
has no children.”
The deep pity passed from Ursula’s
heart to her husband’s. John clasped fondly
the two hands that were laid on his shoulders, as,
looking up in his face, the happy wife pleaded silently
for one whom all the world knew was so wronged and
so unhappy.
“We will wait a little before
we judge. Love, you are a better Christian than
I.”
All afternoon they both showed more
than courtesy kindness, to this woman,
at whom, as any one out of our retired household would
have known, and as John did know well all
the world was already pointing the finger, on account
of Mr. Gerard Vermilye. She, on her part, with
her chameleon power of seizing and sunning herself
in the delight of the moment, was in a state of the
highest enjoyment. She turned “shepherdess,”
fed the poultry with Edwin, pulled off her jewelled
ornaments, and gave them to Walter for playthings;
nay, she even washed off her rouge at the spring,
and came in with faint natural roses upon her faded
cheeks. So happy she seemed, so innocently, childishly
happy; that more than once I saw John and Ursula exchange
satisfied looks, rejoicing that they had followed
after the divine charity which “thinketh no
evil.”
After tea we all turned out, as was
our wont on summer evenings; the children playing
about; while the father and mother strolled up and
down the sloping field-path, arm in arm like lovers,
or sometimes he fondly leaning upon her. Thus
they would walk and talk together in the twilight,
for hours.
Lady Caroline pointed to them.
“Look! Adam and Eve modernized; Baucis
and Philemon when they were young. Bon Dieu!
what it is to be young!”
She said this in a gasp, as if wild
with terror of the days that were coming upon her the
dark days.
“People are always young,”
I answered, “who love one another as these do.”
“Love! what an old-fashioned
word. I hate it! It is so what
would you say in English? so dechirant.
I would not cultivate une grande passion for the
world.”
I smiled at the idea of the bond between
Mr. and Mrs. Halifax taking the Frenchified character
of “une grande passion.”
“But home-love, married love,
love among children and at the fire-side; you
believe in that?”
She turned upon me her beautiful eyes;
they had a scared look, like a bird’s driven
right into the fowler’s net.
“C’est impossible impossible!”
The word hissed itself out between
her shut teeth “impossible.”
Then she walked quickly on, and was her lively self
once more.
When the evening closed, and the younger
children were gone to bed, she became rather restless
about the non-appearance of her coach. At last
a lacquey arrived on foot. She angrily inquired
why a carriage had not been sent for her?
“Master didn’t give orders,
my lady,” answered the man, somewhat rudely.
Lady Caroline turned pale with
anger or fear perhaps both.
“You have not properly answered
your mistress’s question,” said Mr. Halifax.
“Master says, sir begging
my lady’s pardon for repeating it but
he says, ’My lady went out against his will,
and she may come home when and how she likes.’”
“My lady” burst out laughing,
and laughed violently and long.
“Tell him I will. Be sure
you tell him I will. It is the last and the
easiest obedience.”
John sent the lacquey out of the room;
and Ursula said something about “not speaking
thus before a servant.”
“Before a servant! Why,
my dear, we furnish entertainment for our whole establishment,
my husband and I. We are at the Mythe what the Prince
Regent and the Princess of Wales are to the country
at large. We divide our people between us; I
fascinate he bribes. Ha! ha!
Well done, Richard Brithwood! I may come home
‘when and how I like!’ Truly, I’ll
use that kind permission.”
Her eyes glittered with an evil fire:
her cheeks were hot and red.
“Mrs. Halifax, I shall be thrown
on your hospitality for an hour or two longer.
Could you send a letter for me?”
“To your husband? Certainly.”
“My husband? Never! Yes,
to my husband.” The first part
of the sentence was full of fierce contempt; the latter,
smothered, and slowly desperate. “Tell
me, Ursula, what constitutes a man one’s husband?
Brutality, tyranny the tyranny which the
law sanctions? Or kindness, sympathy, devotion,
everything that makes life beautiful everything
that constitutes happiness and ”
“Sin.”
The word in her ear was so low, that
she started as if conscience only had uttered it conscience,
to whom only her intents were known.
John came forward, speaking gravely, but not unkindly.
“Lady Caroline, I am deeply
grieved that this should have happened in my house,
and through your visiting us against your husband’s
will.”
“His will!”
“Pardon me; but I think a wife
is bound to the very last to obey in all things, not
absolutely wrong, her husband’s will. I
am glad you thought of writing to Mr. Brithwood.”
She shook her head, in mocking denial.
“May I ask, then since
I am to have the honour of sending it to
whom is this letter?”
“To ” I think
she would have told a falsehood, if John’s eyes
had not been so keenly fixed upon her. “To a
friend.”
“Friends are at all times dangerous to a lady
who ”
“Hates her husband ha! ha!
Especially male friends?”
“Especially male friends.”
Here Guy, who had lingered out of
his little bed most unlawfully hovering
about, ready to do any chivalrous duty to his idol
of the day came up to bid her good-night,
and held up his rosy mouth, eagerly.
“I kiss a little
child! I!” and from her violent
laughter she burst into a passion of tears.
The mother signed me to carry Guy
away; she and John took Lady Caroline into the parlour,
and shut the door.
Of course I did not then learn what
passed but I did afterwards.
Lady Caroline’s tears were evanescent,
like all her emotions. Soon she became composed asked
again for writing materials then countermanded
the request.
“No, I will wait till to-morrow.
Ursula, you will take me in for the night?”
Mrs. Halifax looked appealingly to
her husband, but he gave no assent.
“Lady Caroline, you should willingly
stay, were it not, as you must know, so fatal a step.
In your position, you should be most careful to leave
the world and your husband no single handle against
you.”
“Mr. Halifax, what right have you ”
“None, save that of an honest
man, who sees a woman cruelly wronged, and desperate
with her wrong; who would thankfully save her if he
could.”
“Save me? From what or whom?”
“From Mr. Gerard Vermilye, who
is now waiting down the road, and whom, if Lady Caroline
Brithwood once flies to, or even sees, at this crisis,
she loses her place among honourable English matrons
for ever.”
John said this, with no air of virtuous
anger or contempt, but as the simple statement of
a fact. The convicted woman dropped her face
between her hands.
Ursula, greatly shocked, was some time before she
spoke.
“Is it true, Caroline?”
“What is true?”
“That which my husband has heard of you?”
“Yes,” she cried, springing
up, and dashing back her beautiful hair beautiful
still, though she must have been five or six and thirty
at least “Yes, it is true it
shall be true. I will break my bonds and live
the life I was made for. I would have done it
long ago, but for no matter. Why,
Ursula, he adores me; young and handsome as he is,
he adores me. He will give me my youth back again,
ay, he will.”
And she sang out a French chanson,
something about “la liberté et
ses plaisirs, la jeunesse, l’amour.”
The mother grew sterner any
such wife and mother would. Then and there,
compassion might have died out of even her good heart,
had it not been for the sudden noise over-head of
children’s feet children’s
chattering. Once more the pitiful thought came “She
has no children.”
“Caroline,” she said,
catching her gown as she passed, “when I was
with you, you had a child which only breathed and
died. It died spotless. When you die, how
dare you meet that little baby?”
The singing changed to sobbing.
“I had forgotten. My little baby!
Oh, mon Dieu, mon Dieu!”
Mrs. Halifax, taking in earnest those
meaningless French ejaculations, whispered something
about Him who alone can comfort and help us all.
“Him! I never knew Him,
if indeed He be. No, no, there is no after-life.”
Ursula turned away in horror.
“John, what shall we do with her? No
home! no husband! no God!”
“He never leaves Himself without a witness.
Look, love.”
The wretched woman sat rocking to
and fro weeping and wringing her hands.
“It was cruel cruel! You should
not have spoken about my baby. Now ”
“Tell me just one
word I will not believe anybody’s
word except your own. Caroline, are you still
innocent?”
Lady Caroline shrank from her touch.
“Don’t hold me so. You may have
one standard of virtue, I another.”
“Still, tell me.”
“And if I did, you, an ’honourable
English matron’ was not that your
husband’s word? would turn from me,
most likely.”
“She will not,” John said.
“She has been happy, and you most miserable.”
“Oh, most miserable.”
That bitter groan went to both their
hearts, Ursula leaned over her herself
almost in tears. “Cousin Caroline, John
says true I will not turn from you.
I know you have been sinned against cruelly cruelly.
Only tell me that you yourself have not sinned.”
“I have ‘sinned,’ as you call
it.”
Ursula started drew closer to her husband.
Neither spoke.
“Mrs. Halifax, why don’t you take away
your hand?”
“I? let me think. This is terrible.
Oh, John!”
Again Lady Caroline said, in her sharp,
bold tone, “Take away your hand.”
“Husband, shall I?”
“No.”
For some minutes they stood together,
both silent, with this poor woman. I call her
“poor,” as did they, knowing, that if a
sufferer needs pity, how tenfold more does a sinner!
John spoke first. “Cousin
Caroline.” She lifted up her head in amazement.
“We are your cousins, and we wish to be your
friends, my wife and I. Will you listen to us?”
She sobbed still, but less violently.
“Only, first you must promise to
renounce for ever guilt and disgrace.”
“I feel it none. He is
an honourable gentleman he loves me, and
I love him. That is the true marriage.
No, I will make you no such promise. Let me
go.”
“Pardon me not yet.
I cannot suffer my wife’s kinswoman to elope
from my own house, without trying to prevent it.”
“Prevent! sir! Mr.
Halifax! You forget who you are, and who I am the
daughter of the Earl of Luxmore.”
“Were you the King’s daughter
it would make no difference. I will save you
in spite of yourself, if I can. I have already
spoken to Mr. Vermilye, and he has gone away.”
“Gone away! the only living
soul that loves me. Gone away! I must
follow him quick quick.”
“You cannot. He is miles
distant by this time. He is afraid lest this
story should come out to-morrow at Kingswell; and to
be an M.P. and safe from arrest is better to Mr. Vermilye
than even yourself, Lady Caroline.”
John’s wife, unaccustomed to
hear him take that cool, worldly, half-sarcastic tone,
turned to him somewhat reproachfully; but he judged
best. For the moment, this tone had more weight
with the woman of the world than any homilies.
She began to be afraid of Mr. Halifax. Impulse,
rather than resolution, guided her, and even these
impulses were feeble and easily governed. She
sat down again, muttering:
“My will is free. You cannot control me.”
“Only so far as my conscience justifies me in
preventing a crime.”
“A crime?”
“It would be such. No
sophistries of French philosophy on your part, no
cruelty on your husband’s, can abrogate the one
law, which if you disown it as God’s, is still
man’s being necessary for the peace,
honour, and safety of society.”
“What law?”
“Thou shalt not commit adultery.”
People do not often utter this plain
Bible word. It made Ursula start, even when
spoken solemnly by her own husband. It tore from
the self-convicted woman all the sentimental disguises
with which the world then hid, and still hides, its
corruptions. Her sin arose and stared her
blackly in the face as sin.
She cowered before it.
“Am I that?
And William will know it. Poor William!”
She looked up at Ursula for the first
time with the guilty look; hitherto, it had been only
one of pain or despair. “Nobody knows it,
except you. Don’t tell William. I
would have gone long ago, but for him. He is
a good boy; don’t let him guess his
sister was ”
She left the word unspoken.
Shame seemed to crush her down to the earth; shame,
the precursor of saving penitence at least,
John thought so. He quitted the room, leaving
her to the ministry of his other self, his wife.
As he sat down with me, and told me in a few words
what indeed I had already more than half guessed, I
could not but notice the expression of his own face.
And I recognized how a man can be at once righteous
to judge, tender to pity, and strong to save; a man
the principle of whose life is, as John’s was that
it should be made “conformable to the image”
of Him, who was Himself on earth the image of God.
Ursula came out and called her husband.
They talked some time together. I guessed,
from what I heard, that she wished Lady Caroline to
stay the night here, but that he with better judgment
was urging the necessity of her returning to the protection
of her husband’s home without an hour’s
delay.
“It is her only chance of saving
her reputation. She must do it. Tell her
so, Ursula.”
After a few minutes, Mrs. Halifax came out again.
“I have persuaded her at last.
She says she will do whatever you think best.
Only before she goes, she wants to look at the children.
May she?”
“Poor soul! yes,” John murmured,
turning away.
Stepping out of sight, we saw the
poor lady pass through the quiet, empty house into
the children’s bed-room. We heard her smothered
sob, at times, the whole way.
Then I went down to the stream, and
helped John to saddle his horse, with Mrs. Halifax’s
old saddle in her girlish days, Ursula used
to be very fond of riding.
“She can ride back again from
the Mythe,” said John. “She wishes
to go, and it is best she should; so that nothing
need be said, except that Lady Caroline spent a day
at Longfield, and that my wife and I accompanied her
safe home.”
While he spoke, the two ladies came
down the field-path. I fancied I heard, even
now, a faint echo of that peculiarly sweet and careless
laugh, indicating how light were all impressions on
a temperament so plastic and weak so easily
remoulded by the very next influence that fate might
throw across her perilous way.
John Halifax assisted her on horseback,
took the bridle under one arm and gave the other to
his wife. Thus they passed up the path, and out
at the White Gate.
I delayed a little while, listening
to the wind, and to the prattle of the stream, that
went singing along in daylight or in darkness, by our
happy home at Longfield. And I sighed to myself,
“Poor Lady Caroline!”