“What a comfort! the day-light
is lengthening. I think this has been the very
dreariest winter I ever knew. Has it not, my
little daughter? Who brought her these violets?”
And John placed himself on a corner
of my own particular armchair, where, somehow or other,
Muriel always lay curled up at tea-time now (ay,
and many hours in the day-time, though we hardly noticed
it at first). Taking between his hands the little
face, which broke into smiles at the merest touch
of the father’s fingers, he asked her “when
she intended to go a walk with him?”
“To-morrow.”
“So we have said for a great
many to-morrows, but it is always put off. What
do you think, mother is the little maid
strong enough?”
Mrs. Halifax hesitated; said something
about “east winds.”
“Yet I think it would do her
good if she braved east winds, and played out of doors
as the boys do. Would you not like it, Muriel?”
The child shrank back with an involuntary “Oh,
no.”
“That is because she is a little
girl, necessarily less strong than the lads are.
Is it not so, Uncle Phineas?” continued her
father, hastily, for I was watching them.
“Muriel will be quite strong
when the warm weather comes. We have had such
a severe winter. Every one of the children has
suffered,” said the mother, in a cheerful tone,
as she poured out a cup of cream for her daughter,
to whom was now given, by common consent, all the richest
and rarest of the house.
“I think every one has,”
said John, looking round on his apple-cheeked boys;
it must have been a sharp eye that detected any decrease
of health, or increase of suffering, there.
“But my plan will set all to rights. I
spoke to Mrs. Tod yesterday. She will be ready
to take us all in. Boys, shall you like going
to Enderley? You shall go as soon as ever the
larch-wood is green.”
For, at Longfield, already we began
to make a natural almanack and chronological table.
“When the may was out” “When
Guy found the first robin’s nest” “When
the field was all cowslips” and so
on.
“Is it absolutely necessary
we should go?” said the mother, who had a strong
home-clinging, and already began to hold tiny Longfield
as the apple of her eye.
“I think so, unless you will
consent to let me go alone to Enderley.”
She shook her head.
“What, with those troubles at the mills?
How can you speak so lightly?”
“Not lightly, love only
cheerfully. The troubles must be borne; why
not bear them with as good heart as possible?
They cannot last let Lord Luxmore do what
he will. If, as I told you, we re-let Longfield
for this one summer to Sir Ralph, we shall save enough
to put the mill in thorough repair. If my landlord
will not do it, I will; and add a steam-engine, too.”
Now the last was a daring scheme,
discussed many a winter night by us three in Longfield
parlour. At first, Mrs. Halifax had looked grave most
women would, especially wives and mothers, in those
days when every innovation was regarded with horror,
and improvement and ruin were held synonymous.
She might have thought so too, had she not believed
in her husband. But now, at mention of the steam-engine,
she looked up and smiled.
“Lady Oldtower asked me about
it to-day. She said, ’she hoped you would
not ruin yourself, like Mr. Miller of Glasgow!’
I said I was not afraid.”
Her husband returned a bright look.
“It is easier to make the world trust one,
when one is trusted by one’s own household.”
“Ah! never fear; you will make
your fortune yet, in spite of Lord Luxmore.”
For, all winter, John had found out
how many cares come with an attained wish. Chiefly,
because, as the earl had said, his lordship possessed
an “excellent memory.” The Kingswell
election had worked its results in a hundred small
ways, wherein the heavy hand of the landlord could
be laid upon the tenant. He bore up bravely against
it; but hard was the struggle between might and right,
oppression and staunch resistance. It would
have gone harder, but for one whom John now began
to call his “friend;” at least, one who
invariably called Mr. Halifax so our neighbour,
Sir Ralph Oldtower.
“How often has Lady Oldtower been here, Ursula?”
“She called first, you remember,
after our trouble with the children; she has been
twice since, I think. To-day she wanted me to
bring Muriel and take luncheon at the Manor House.
I shall not go I told her so.”
“But gently, I hope? you
are so very outspoken, love. You made her clearly
understand that it is not from incivility we decline
her invitations? Well never
mind! Some day we will take our place, and so
shall our children, with any gentry in the land.”
I think though John rarely
betrayed it he had strongly this presentiment
of future power, which may often be noticed in men
who have carved out their own fortunes. They
have in them the instinct to rise; and as surely as
water regains its own level, so do they, from however
low a source, ascend to theirs.
Not many weeks after, we removed in
a body to Enderley. Though the chief reason
was, that John might be constantly on the spot, superintending
his mills, yet I fancied I could detect a secondary
reason, which he would not own even to himself; but
which peered out unconsciously in his anxious looks.
I saw it when he tried to rouse Muriel into energy,
by telling her how much she would enjoy Enderley Hill;
how sweet the primroses grew in the beechwood, and
how wild and fresh the wind swept over the common,
morning and night. His daily longing seemed
to be to make her love the world, and the things therein.
He used to turn away, almost in pain, from her smile,
as she would listen to all he said, then steal off
to the harpsichord, and begin that soft, dreamy music,
which the children called “talking to angels.”
We came to Enderley through the valley,
where was John’s cloth-mill. Many a time
in our walks he and I had passed it, and stopped to
listen to the drowsy fall of the miniature Niagara,
or watch the incessant turning turning
of the great water-wheel. Little we thought he
should ever own it, or that John would be pointing
it out to his own boys, lecturing them on “undershot,”
and “overshot,” as he used to lecture me.
It was sweet, though half-melancholy,
to see Enderley again; to climb the steep meadows
and narrow mule-paths, up which he used to help me
so kindly. He could not now; he had his little
daughter in his arms. It had come, alas! to be
a regular thing that Muriel should be carried up every
slight ascent, and along every hard road. We
paused half-way up on a low wall, where I had many
a time rested, watching the sunset over Nunneley Hill watching
for John to come home. Every night at
least after Miss March went away he usually
found me sitting there.
He turned to me and smiled.
“Dost remember, lad?” at which appellation
Guy widely stared. But, for a minute, how strangely
it brought back old times, when there were neither
wife nor children only he and I! This
seat on the wall, with its small twilight picture of
the valley below the mill, and Nunneley heights, with
that sentinel row of sun-set trees was
all mine mine solely for evermore.
“Enderley is just the same,
Phineas. Twelve years have made no change except
in us.” And he looked fondly at his wife,
who stood a little way off, holding firmly on the
wall, in a hazardous group, her three boys.
“I think the chorus and comment on all life might
be included in two brief phrases given by our friend
Shakspeare, one to Hamlet, the other to Othello:
‘’Tis very strange,’ and ’’Tis
better as it is.’”
“Ay, ay,” said I thoughtfully.
Better as it was; better a thousand times.
I went to Mrs. Halifax, and helped
her to describe the prospect to the inquisitive boys;
finally coaxing the refractory Guy up the winding
road, where, just as if it had been yesterday, stood
my old friends, my four Lombardy poplars, three together
and one apart.
Mrs. Tod descried us afar off and
was waiting at the gate; a little stouter, a little
rosier that was all. In her delight,
she so absolutely forgot herself as to address the
mother as Miss March; at which long-unspoken name
Ursula started, her colour went and came, and her
eyes turned restlessly towards the church hard by.
“It is all right Miss Ma’am,
I mean. Tod bears in mind Mr. Halifax’s
orders, and has planted lots o’ flower-roots
and evergreens.”
“Yes, I know.”
And when she had put all her little
ones to bed we, wondering where the mother
was, went out towards the little churchyard, and found
her quietly sitting there.
We were very happy at Enderley.
Muriel brightened up before she had been there many
days. She began to throw off her listlessness,
and go about with me everywhere. It was the
season she enjoyed most the time of the
singing of birds, and the springing of delicate-scented
flowers. I myself never loved the beech-wood
better than did our Muriel. She used continually
to tell us this was the happiest spring she had ever
had in her life.
John was much occupied now.
He left his Norton Bury business under efficient care,
and devoted himself almost wholly to the cloth-mill.
Early and late he was there. Very often Muriel
and I followed him, and spent whole mornings in the
mill meadows. Through them the stream on which
the machinery depended was led by various contrivances,
checked or increased in its flow, making small ponds,
or locks, or waterfalls. We used to stay for
hours listening to its murmur, to the sharp, strange
cry of the swans that were kept there, and the twitter
of the water-hen to her young among the reeds.
Then the father would come to us and remain a few
minutes fondling Muriel, and telling me
how things went on at the mill.
One morning, as we three sat there,
on the brick-work of a little bridge, underneath an
elm tree, round the roots of which the water made
a pool so clear, that we could see a large pike lying
like a black shadow, half-way down; John suddenly
said:
“What is the matter with the
stream? Do you notice, Phineas?”
“I have seen it gradually lowering these
two hours. I thought you were drawing off the
water.”
“Nothing of the kind I
must look after it. Good-bye, my little daughter.
Don’t cling so fast; father will be back soon and
isn’t this a sweet sunny place for a little
maid to be lazy in?”
His tone was gay, but he had an anxious
look. He walked rapidly down the meadows, and
went into his mill. Then I saw him retracing
his steps, examining where the stream entered the
bounds of his property. Finally, he walked off
towards the little town at the head of the valley beyond
which, buried in woods, lay Luxmore Hall. It
was two hours more before we saw him again.
Then he came towards us, narrowly
watching the stream. It had sunk more and more the
muddy bottom was showing plainly.
“Yes that’s
it it can be nothing else! I did not
think he would have dared to do it.”
“Do what, John? Who?”
“Lord Luxmore.”
He spoke in the smothered tones of violent passion.
“Lord Luxmore has turned out of its course the
stream that works my mill.”
I tried to urge that such an act was
improbable; in fact, against the law.
“Not against the law of the
great against the little. Besides, he gives
a decent colouring says he only wants the
use of the stream three days a week, to make fountains
at Luxmore Hall. But I see what it is I
have seen it coming a whole year. He is determined
to ruin me!”
John said this in much excitement.
He hardly felt Muriel’s tiny creeping hands.
“What does ‘ruin’ mean? Is
anybody making father angry?”
“No, my sweet not angry only
very, very miserable!”
He snatched her up, and buried his
head in her soft, childish bosom. She kissed
him and patted his hair.
“Never mind, dear father.
You say nothing signifies, if we are only good.
And father is always good.”
“I wish I were.”
He sat down with her on his knee;
the murmur of the elm-leaves, and the slow dropping
of the stream, soothed him. By and by, his spirit
rose, as it always did, the heavier it was pressed
down.
“No, Lord Luxmore shall not
ruin me! I have thought of a scheme. But
first I must speak to my people I shall
have to shorten wages for a time.”
“How soon?”
“To-night. If it must
be done better done at once, before winter
sets in. Poor fellows! it will go hard with
them they’ll be hard upon me.
But it is only temporary; I must reason them into patience,
if I can; God knows, it is not they alone
who want it.”
He almost ground his teeth as he saw
the sun shining on the far white wing of Luxmore Hall.
“Have you no way of righting
yourself? If it is an unlawful act, why not
go to law?”
“Phineas, you forget my principle only
mine, however; I do not force it upon any one else my
firm principle, that I will never go to law.
Never! I would not like to have it said, in contradistinction
to the old saying, ‘See how these Christians
fight!’”
I urged no more; since, whether abstractedly
the question be right or wrong, there can be no doubt
that what a man believes to be evil, to him it is
evil.
“Now, Uncle Phineas, go you
home with Muriel. Tell my wife what has occurred say,
I will come to tea as soon as I can. But I may
have some little trouble with my people here.
She must not alarm herself.”
No, the mother never did. She
wasted no time in puerile apprehensions it
was not her nature; she had the rare feminine virtue
of never “fidgetting” at least,
externally. What was to be borne she
bore: what was to be done she did;
but she rarely made any “fuss” about either
her doings or her sufferings.
To-night, she heard all my explanation;
understood it, I think, more clearly than I did probably
from being better acquainted with her husband’s
plans and fears. She saw at once the position
in which he was placed; a grave one, to judge by her
countenance.
“Then you think John is right?”
“Of course I do.”
I had not meant it as a question,
or even a doubt. But it was pleasant to hear
her thus answer. For, as I have said, Ursula
was not a woman to be led blindfold, even by her husband.
Sometimes they differed on minor points, and talked
their differences lovingly out; but on any great question
she had always this safe trust in him that
if one were right and the other wrong, the erring
one was much more likely to be herself than John.
She said no more; but put the children
to bed; then came downstairs with her bonnet on.
“Will you come with me, Phineas?
Or are you too tired? I am going down to the
mill.”
She started, walking quickly yet
not so quick but that on the slope of the common she
stooped to pick up a crying child, and send it home
to its mother in Enderley village.
It was almost dark, and we met no
one else except a young man, whom I had occasionally
seen about of evenings. He was rather odd looking,
being invariably muffled up in a large cloak and a
foreign sort of hat.
“Who is that, watching our mills?”
said Mrs. Halifax, hastily.
I told her all I had seen of the person.
“A Papist, most likely I
mean a Catholic.” (John objected to the opprobrious
word “Papist.”) “Mrs. Tod says there
are a good many hidden hereabouts. They used
to find shelter at Luxmore.”
And that name set both our thoughts
anxiously wandering; so that not until we reached
the foot of the hill did I notice that the person had
followed us almost to the mill-gates.
In his empty mill, standing beside
one of its silenced looms, we found the master.
He was very much dejected Ursula touched
his arm before he even saw her.
“Well, love you know what has happened?”
“Yes, John. But never mind.”
“I would not except for my poor people.”
“What do you intend doing?
That which you have wished to do all the year?”
“Our wishes come as a cross
to us sometimes,” he said, rather bitterly.
“It is the only thing I can do. The water-power
being so greatly lessened, I must either stop the
mills, or work them by steam.”
“Do that, then. Set up your steam-engine.”
“And have all the country down
upon me for destroying hand-labour? Have a new
set of Luddites coming to burn my mill, and break my
machinery? That is what Lord Luxmore wants.
Did he not say he would ruin me? Worse
than this he is ruining my good name.
If you had heard those poor people whom I sent away
tonight! What must they, who will have short
work these two months, and after that machinery-work,
which they fancy is taking the very bread out of their
mouths what must they think of the master?”
He spoke as we rarely heard
John speak: as worldly cares and worldly injustice
cause even the best of men to speak sometimes.
“Poor people!” he added,
“how can I blame them? I was actually dumb
before them to-night, when they said I must take the
cost of what I do they must have bread
for their children. But so must I for mine.
Lord Luxmore is the cause of all.”
Here I heard or fancied
I heard out of the black shadow behind the
loom, a heavy sigh. John and Ursula were too
anxious to notice it.
“Could anything be done?”
she asked. “Just to keep things going till
your steam-engine is ready? Will it cost much?”
“More than I like to think of.
But it must be; nothing venture nothing
have. You and the children are secure anyhow,
that’s one comfort. But oh, my poor people
at Enderley!”
Again Ursula asked if nothing could be done.
“Yes I did think of one plan but ”
“John, I know what you thought of.”
She laid her hand on his arm, and
looked straight up at him eye to eye.
Often, it seemed that from long habit they could read
one another’s minds in this way, clearly as
a book. At last John said:
“Would it be too hard a sacrifice, love?”
“How can you talk so!
We could do it easily, by living in a plainer way;
by giving up one or two trifles. Only outside
things, you know. Why need we care for outside
things?”
“Why, indeed?” he said, in a low, fond
tone.
So I easily found out how they meant
to settle the difficulty; namely, by setting aside
a portion of the annual income which John, in his
almost morbid anxiety lest his family should take harm
by any possible non-success in his business, had settled
upon his wife. Three months of little renunciations three
months of the old narrow way of living, as at Norton
Bury and the poor people at Enderley might
have full wages, whether or no there was full work.
Then in our quiet valley there would be no want,
no murmurings, and, above all, no blaming of the master.
They decided it all in
fewer words than I have taken to write it it
was so easy to decide when both were of one mind.
“Now,” said John, rising,
as if a load were taken off his breast “now,
do what he will Lord Luxmore cannot do me any harm.”
“Husband, don’t let us speak of Lord Luxmore.”
Again that sigh quite ghostly
in the darkness. They heard it likewise this
time.
“Who’s there?”
“Only I, Mr. Halifax don’t
be angry with me.”
It was the softest, mildest voice the
voice of one long used to oppression; and the young
man whom Ursula had supposed to be a Catholic appeared
from behind the loom.
“I do not know you, sir. How came you
to enter my mill?”
“I followed Mrs. Halifax.
I have often watched her and your children.
But you don’t remember me.”
Yes; when he came underneath the light
of the one tallow candle, we all recognized the face more
wan than ever with a sadder and more hopeless
look in the large grey eyes.
“I am surprised to see you here, Lord Ravenel.”
“Hush! I hate the very
sound of the name. I would have renounced it
long ago. I would have hid myself away from him
and from the world, if he would have let me.”
“He do you mean your father?”
The boy no, he was a young
man now, but scarcely looked more than a boy assented
silently, as if afraid to utter the name.
“Would not your coming here
displease him?” said John, always tenacious
of trenching a hair’s breadth upon any lawful
authority.
“It matters not he
is away. He has left me these six months alone
at Luxmore.”
“Have you offended him?”
asked Ursula, who had cast kindly looks on the thin
face, which perhaps reminded her of another now
for ever banished from our sight, and his also.
“He hates me because I am a
Catholic, and wish to become a monk.”
The youth crossed himself, then started
and looked round, in terror of observers. “You
will not betray me? You are a good man, Mr. Halifax,
and you spoke warmly for us. Tell me I
will keep your secret are you a Catholic
too?”
“No, indeed.”
“Ah! I hoped you were. But you are
sure you will not betray me?”
Mr. Halifax smiled at such a possibility.
Yet, in truth, there was some reason for the young
man’s fears; since, even in those days, Catholics
were hunted down both by law and by public opinion,
as virulently as Protestant nonconformists.
All who kept out of the pale of the national church
were denounced as schismatics, deists, atheists it
was all one.
“But why do you wish to leave the world?”
“I am sick of it. There
never was but one in it I cared for, or who cared
for me and now Sancta Maria,
ora pro nobis.”
His lips moved in a paroxysm of prayer helpless,
parrot-learnt, Latin prayer; yet, being in earnest,
it seemed to do him good. The mother, as if
she heard in fancy that pitiful cry, which rose to
my memory too “Poor William! don’t
tell William!” turned and spoke to
him kindly, asking him if he would go home with us.
He looked exceedingly surprised.
“I you cannot mean it? After
Lord Luxmore has done you all this evil?”
“Is that any reason why I should
not do good to his son that is, if I could?
Can I?”
The lad lifted up those soft grey
eyes, and then I remembered what his sister had said
of Lord Ravenel’s enthusiastic admiration of
Mr. Halifax. “Oh, you could you
could.”
“But I and mine are heretics, you know!”
“I will pray for you.
Only let me come and see you you and your
children.”
“Come, and welcome.”
“Heartily welcome, Lord ”
“No not that name,
Mrs. Halifax. Call me as they used to call me
at St. Omer Brother Anselmo.”
The mother was half inclined to smile;
but John never smiled at any one’s religious
beliefs, howsoever foolish. He held in universal
sacredness that one rare thing sincerity.
So henceforward “Brother Anselmo”
was almost domesticated at Rose Cottage. What
would the earl have said, had a little bird flown over
to London and told him that his only son, the heir-apparent
to his title and political opinions, was in constant
and open association for clandestine acquaintance
was against all our laws and rules with
John Halifax the mill-owner, John Halifax the radical,
as he was still called sometimes; imbibing principles,
modes of life and of thought, which, to say the least,
were decidedly different from those of the house of
Luxmore!
Above all, what would that noble parent
have said, had he been aware that this, his only son,
for whom, report whispered, he was already planning
a splendid marriage as grand in a financial
point of view as that he planned for his only daughter that
Lord Ravenel was spending all the love of his loving
nature in the half paternal, half lover-like sentiment
which a young man will sometimes lavish on a mere child upon
John Halifax’s little blind daughter, Muriel!
He said, “She made him good” our
child of peace. He would sit, gazing on her
almost as if she were his guardian angel his
patron saint. And the little maid in her quiet
way was very fond of him; delighting in his company
when her father was not by. But no one ever was
to her like her father.
The chief bond between her and Lord
Ravenel or “Anselmo,” as he
would have us call him was music.
He taught her to play on the organ, in the empty
church close by. There during the long midsummer
evenings, they two would sit for hours in the organ-gallery,
while I listened down below; hardly believing that
such heavenly sounds could come from those small child-fingers;
almost ready to fancy she had called down some celestial
harmonist to aid her in playing. Since, as we
used to say but by some instinct never
said now Muriel was so fond of “talking
with the angels.”
Just at this time, her father saw
somewhat less of her than usual. He was oppressed
with business cares; daily, hourly vexations.
Only twice a week the great water-wheel, the delight
of our little Edwin as it had once been of his father,
might be seen slowly turning; and the water-courses
along the meadows, with their mechanically-forced
channels, and their pretty sham cataracts, were almost
always low or dry. It ceased to be a pleasure
to walk in the green hollow, between the two grassy
hills, which heretofore Muriel and I had liked even
better than the Flat. Now she missed the noise
of the water the cry of the water-hens the
stirring of the reeds. Above all, she missed
her father, who was too busy to come out of his mill
to us, and hardly ever had a spare minute, even for
his little daughter.
He was setting up that wonderful novelty a
steam-engine. He had already been to Manchester
and elsewhere, and seen how the new power was applied
by Arkwright, Hargreaves, and others; his own ingenuity
and mechanical knowledge furnished the rest.
He worked early and late often with his
own hands aided by the men he brought with
him from Manchester. For it was necessary to
keep the secret especially in our primitive
valley until the thing was complete.
So the ignorant, simple mill people, when they came
for their easy Saturday’s wages, only stood
and gaped at the mass of iron, and the curiously-shaped
brickwork, and wondered what on earth “the master”
was about? But he was so thoroughly “the
master,” with all his kindness, that no one
ventured either to question or interfere.