Hermann Falbe had just gone back to
his lodgings at the end of the Richard Wagner
Straße late on the night of their last day at
Baireuth, and Michael, who had leaned out of his window
to remind him of the hour of their train’s departure
the next morning, turned back into the room to begin
his packing. That was not an affair that would
take much time, but since, on this sweltering August
night, it would certainly be a process that involved
the production of much heat, he made ready for bed
first, and went about his preparations in pyjamas.
The work of dropping things into a bag was soon over,
and finding it impossible to entertain the idea of
sleep, he drew one of the stiff, plush-covered arm-chairs
to the window and slipped the rein from his thoughts,
letting them gallop where they pleased.
In all his life he had never experienced
so much sheer emotion as the last week had held for
him. He had enjoyed his first taste of liberty;
he had stripped himself naked to music; he had found
a friend. Any one of these would have been sufficient
to saturate him, and they had all, in the decrees
of Fate, come together. His life hitherto had
been like some dry sponge, dusty and crackling; now
it was plunged in the waters of three seas, all incomparably
sweet.
He had gained his liberty, and in
that process he had forgotten about himself, the self
which up till now had been so intolerable a burden.
At school, and even before, when first the age of
self-consciousness dawned upon him, he had seen himself
as he believed others saw him-a queer,
awkward, ill-made boy, slow at his work, shy with his
fellows, incapable at games. Walled up in this
fortress of himself, this gloomy and forbidding fastness,
he had altogether failed to find the means of access
to others, both to the normal English boys among whom
his path lay, and also to his teachers, who, not unnaturally,
found him sullen and unresponsive. There was
no key among the rather limited bunches at their command
which unlocked him, nor at home had anything been found
which could fit his wards. It had been the business
of school to turn out boys of certain received types.
There was the clever boy, the athletic boy, the merely
pleasant boy; these and the combinations arrived at
from these types were the output. There was no
use for others.
Then had succeeded those three nightmare
years in the Guards, where, with his more mature power
of observation, he had become more actively conscious
of his inability to take his place on any of the recognised
platforms. And all the time, like an owl on his
solitary perch, he had gazed out lonelily, while the
other birds of day, too polite to mock him, had merely
passed him by. One such, it is true-his
cousin-had sat by him, and the poor owl’s
heart had gone out to him. But even Francis,
so he saw now, had not understood. He had but
accepted the fact of him without repugnance, had been
fond of him as a queer sort of kind elder cousin.
Then there was Aunt Barbara.
Aunt Barbara, Michael allowed, had understood a good
deal; she had pointed out with her unerringly humourous
finger the obstacles he had made for himself.
But could Aunt Barbara understand
the rapture of living which this one week of liberty
had given him? That Michael doubted. She
had only pointed out the disabilities he made for
himself. She did not know what he was capable
of in the way of happiness. But he thought, though
without self-consciousness, how delightful it would
be to show himself, the new, unshelled self, to Aunt
Barbara again.
A laughing couple went tapping down
the street below his window, boy and girl, with arms
and waists interlaced. They were laughing at nothing
at all, except that they were boy and girl together
and it was all glorious fun. But the sight of
them gave Michael a sudden spasm of envy. With
all this enlightenment that had come to him during
this last week, there had come no gleam of what that
simplest and commonest aspect of human nature meant.
He had never felt towards a girl what that round-faced
German boy felt. He was not sure, but he thought
he disliked girls; they meant nothing to him, anyhow,
and the mere thought of his arm round a girl’s
waist only suggested a very embarrassing attitude.
He had nothing to say to them, and the knowledge of
his inability filled him with an uncomfortable sense
of his want of normality, just as did the consciousness
of his long arms and stumpy legs.
There was a night he remembered when
Francis had insisted that he should go with him to
a discreet little supper party after an evening at
the music-hall. There were just four of them-he,
Francis, and two companions-and he played
the rôle of sour gooseberry to his cousin, who, with
the utmost gaiety, had proved himself completely equal
to the inauspicious occasion, and had drank indiscriminately
out of both the girls’ glasses, and lit cigarettes
for them; and, after seeing them both home, had looked
in on Michael, and gone into fits of laughter at his
general incompatibility.
The steps and conversation passed
round the corner, and Michael, stretching his bare
toes on to the cool balcony, resumed his researches-those
joyful, unegoistic researches into himself. His
liberty was bound up with his music; the first gave
the key to the second. Often as he had rested,
so to speak, in oases of music in London, they were
but a pause from the desert of his uncongenial life
into the desert again. But now the desert was
vanished, and the oasis stretched illimitable to the
horizon in front of him. That was where, for
the future, his life was to be passed, not idly, sitting
under trees, but in the eager pursuit of its unnumbered
paths. It was that aspect of it which, as he
knew so well, his father, for instance, would never
be able to understand. To Lord Ashbridge’s
mind, music was vaguely connected with white waistcoats
and opera glasses and large pink carnations; he was
congenitally incapable of viewing it in any other
light than a diversion, something that took place between
nine and eleven o’clock in the evening, and
in smaller quantities at church on Sunday morning.
He would undoubtedly have said that Handel’s
Messiah was the noblest example of music in the world,
because of its subject; music did not exist for him
as a separate, definite and infinite factor of life;
and since it did not so exist for himself, he could
not imagine it existing for anybody else. That
Michael correctly knew to be his father’s general
demeanour towards life; he wanted everybody in their
respective spheres to be like what he was in his.
They must take their part, as he undoubtedly did,
in the Creation-scheme when the British aristocracy
came into being.
A fresh factor had come into Michael’s
conception of music during these last seven days.
He had become aware that Germany was music. He
had naturally known before that the vast proportion
of music came from Germany, that almost all of that
which meant “music” to him was of German
origin; but that was a very different affair from the
conviction now borne in on his mind that there was
not only no music apart from Germany, but that there
was no Germany apart from music.
But every moment he spent in this
wayside puddle of a town (for so Baireuth seemed to
an unbiased view), he became more and more aware that
music beat in the German blood even as sport beat in
the blood of his own people. During this festival
week Baireuth existed only because of that; at other
times Baireuth was probably as non-existent as any
dull and minor town in the English Midlands.
But, owing to the fact of music being for these weeks
resident in Baireuth, the sordid little townlet became
the capital of the huge, patient Empire. It existed
just now simply for that reason; to-night, with the
curtain of the last act of Parsifal, it had ceased
to exist again. It was not that a patriotic desire
to honour one of the national heroes in the home where
he had been established by the mad genius of a Bavarian
king that moved them; it was because for the moment
that Baireuth to Germans meant Germany. From
Berlin, from Dresden, from Frankfurt, from Luxemburg,
from a hundred towns those who were most typically
German, whether high or low, rich or poor, made their
joyous pilgrimage. Joy and solemnity, exultation
and the yearning that could never be satisfied drew
them here. And even as music was in Michael’s
heart, so Germany was there also. They were the
people who understood; they did not go to the opera
as a be-diamonded interlude between a dinner and a
dance; they came to this dreadful little town, the
discomforts of which, the utter provinciality of which
was transformed into the air of the heavenly Jerusalem,
as Hermann Falbe had said, because their souls were
fed here with wine and manna. He would find the
same thing at Munich, so Falbe had told him, the next
week.
The loves and the tragedies of the
great titanic forces that saw the making of the world;
the dreams and the deeds of the masters of Nuremberg;
above all, sacrifice and enlightenment and redemption
of the soul; how, except by music, could these be
made manifest? It was the first and only and
final alchemy that could by its magic transformation
give an answer to the tremendous riddles of consciousness;
that could lift you, though tearing and making mincemeat
of you, to the serenity of the Pisgah-top, whence
was seen the promised land. It, in itself, was
reality; and the door-keeper who admitted you into
that enchanted realm was the spirit of Germany.
Not France, with its little, morbid shiverings, and
its meat-market called love; not Italy, with its melodious
declamations and tawdry tunes; not Russia even, with
the wind of its impenetrable winters, its sense of
joys snatched from its eternal frosts gave admittance
there; but Germany, “deep, patient Germany,”
that sprang from upland hamlets, and flowed down with
ever-broadening stream into the illimitable ocean.
Here, then, were two of the initiations
that had come, with the swiftness of the spate in
Alpine valleys at the melting of the snow, upon Michael;
his own liberty, namely, and this new sense of music.
He had groped, he felt now, like a blind man in that
direction, guided only by his instinct, and on a sudden
the scales had fallen from his eyes, and he knew that
his instinct had guided him right. But not less
epoch-making had been the dawn of friendship.
Throughout the week his intimacy with Hermann Falbe
had developed, shooting up like an aloe flower, and
rising into sunlight above the mists of his own self-occupied
shyness, which had so darkly beset him all life long.
He had given the best that he knew of himself to his
cousin, but all the time there had never quite been
absent from his mind his sense of inferiority, a sort
of aching wonder why he could not be more like Francis,
more careless, more capable of enjoyment, more of a
normal type. But with Falbe he was able for the
first time to forget himself altogether; he had met
a man who did not recall him to himself, but took
him clean out of that tedious dwelling which he knew
so well and, indeed, disliked so much. He was
rid for the first time of his morbid self-consciousness;
his anchor had been taken up from its dragging in
the sand, and he rode free, buoyed on waters and taken
by tides. It did not occur to him to wonder whether
Falbe thought him uncouth and awkward; it did not
occur to him to try to be pleasant, a job over which
poor Michael had so often found himself dishearteningly
incapable; he let himself be himself in the consciousness
that this was sufficient.
They had spent the morning together
before this second performance of Parsifal that closed
their series, in the woods above the theatre, and
Michael, no longer blurting out his speeches, but speaking
in the quiet, orderly manner in which he thought,
discussed his plans.
“I shall come back to London
with you after Munich,” he said, “and
settle down to study. I do know a certain amount
about harmony already; I have been mugging it up for
the last three years. But I must do something
as well as learn something, and, as I told you, I’m
going to take up the piano seriously.”
Falbe was not attending particularly.
“A fine instrument, the piano,”
he remarked. “There is certainly something
to be done with a piano, if you know how to do it.
I can strum a bit myself. Some keys are harder
than others-the black notes.”
“Yes; what of the black notes?” asked
Michael.
“Oh! they’re black. The rest are
white. I beg your pardon!”
Michael laughed.
“When you have finished drivelling,” he
said, “you might let me know.”
“I have finished drivelling,
Michael. I was thinking about something else.”
“Not really?”
“Really.”
“Then it was impolite of you,
but you haven’t any manners. I was talking
about my career. I want to do something, and these
large hands are really rather nimble. But I must
be taught. The question is whether you will teach
me.”
Falbe hesitated.
“I can’t tell you,”
he said, “till I have heard you play. It’s
like this: I can’t teach you to play unless
you know how, and I can’t tell if you know how
until I have heard you. If you have got that particular
sort of temperament that can put itself into the notes
out of the ends of your fingers, I can teach you,
and I will. But if you haven’t, I shall
feel bound to advise you to try the Jew’s harp,
and see if you can get it out of your teeth.
I’m not mocking you; I fancy you know that.
But some people, however keenly and rightly they feel,
cannot bring their feelings out through their fingers.
Others can; it is a special gift. If you haven’t
got it, I can’t teach you anything, and there
is no use in wasting your time and mine. You
can teach yourself to be frightfully nimble with your
fingers, and all the people who don’t know will
say: ’How divinely Lord Comber plays!
That sweet thing; is it Brahms or Mendelssohn?’
But I can’t really help you towards that; you
can do that for yourself. But if you’ve
got the other, I can and will teach you all that you
really know already.”
“Go on!” said Michael.
“That’s just the devil
with the piano,” said Falbe. “It’s
the easiest instrument of all to make a show on, and
it is the rarest sort of person who can play on it.
That’s why, all those years, I have hated giving
lessons. If one has to, as I have had to, one
must take any awful miss with a pigtail, and make
a sham pianist of her. One can always do that.
But it would be waste of time for you and me; you wouldn’t
want to be made a sham pianist, and simply I wouldn’t
make you one.”
Michael turned round.
“Good Lord!” he said,
“the suspense is worse than I can bear.
Isn’t there a piano in your room? Can’t
we go down there, and have it over?”
“Yes, if you wish. I can
tell at once if you are capable of playing-at
least, whether I think you are capable of playing-whether
I can teach you.”
“But I haven’t touched a piano for a week,”
said Michael.
“It doesn’t matter whether you’ve
touched a piano for a year.”
Michael had not been prevented by
the economy that made him travel second-class from
engaging a carriage by the day at Baireuth, since
that clearly was worth while, and they found it waiting
for them by the theatre. There was still time
to drive to Falbe’s lodging and get through
this crucial ordeal before the opera, and they went
straight there. A very venerable instrument,
which Falbe had not yet opened, stood against the
wall, and he struck a few notes on it.
“Completely out of tune,” he said; “but
that doesn’t matter. Now then!”
“But what am I to play?” asked Michael.
“Anything you like.”
He sat down at the far end of the
room, put his long legs up on to another chair and
waited. Michael sent a despairing glance at that
gay face, suddenly grown grim, and took his seat.
He felt a paralysing conviction that Falbe’s
judgment, whatever that might turn out to be, would
be right, and the knowledge turned his fingers stiff.
From the few notes that Falbe had struck he guessed
on what sort of instrument his ordeal was to take
place, and yet he knew that Falbe himself would have
been able to convey to him the sense that he could
play, though the piano was all out of tune, and there
might be dumb, disconcerting notes in it. There
was justice in Falbe’s dictum about the temperament
that lay behind the player, which would assert itself
through any faultiness of instrument, and through,
so he suspected, any faultiness of execution.
He struck a chord, and heard it jangle dissonantly.
“Oh, it’s not fair,” he said.
“Get on!” said Falbe.
In spite of Germany there occurred
to Michael a Chopin prelude, at which he had worked
a little during the last two months in London.
The notes he knew perfectly; he had believed also
that he had found a certain conception of it as a
whole, so that he could make something coherent out
of it, not merely adding bar to correct bar. And
he began the soft repetition of chord-quavers with
which it opened.
Then after stumbling wretchedly through
two lines of it, he suddenly forgot himself and Falbe,
and the squealing unresponsive notes. He heard
them no more, absorbed in the knowledge of what he
meant by them, of the mood which they produced in
him. His great, ungainly hands had all the gentleness
and self-control that strength gives, and the finger-filling
chords were as light and as fine as the settling of
some poised bird on a bough. In the last few
lines of the prelude a deep bass note had to be struck
at the beginning of each bar; this Michael found was
completely dumb, but so clear and vivid was the effect
of it in his mind that he scarcely noticed that it
returned no answer to his finger. . . . At the
end he sat without moving, his hands dropped on to
his knees.
Falbe got up and, coming over to the
piano, struck the bass note himself.
“Yes, I knew it was dumb,”
he said, “but you made me think it wasn’t.
. . . You got quite a good tone out of it.”
He paused a moment, again striking
the dumb note, as if to make sure that it was soundless.
“Yes; I’ll teach you,”
he said. “All the technique you have got,
you know, is wrong from beginning to end, and you
mustn’t mind unlearning all that. But you’ve
got the thing that matters.”
All this stewed and seethed in Michael’s
mind as he sat that night by the window looking out
on to the silent and empty street. His thoughts
flowed without check or guide from his will, wandering
wherever their course happened to take them, now lingering,
like the water of a river in some deep, still pool,
when he thought of the friendship that had come into
his life, now excitedly plunging down the foam of
swift-flowing rapids in the exhilaration of his newly-found
liberty, now proceeding with steady current at the
thought of the weeks of unremitting industry at a
beloved task that lay in front of him. He could
form no definite image out of these which should represent
his ordinary day; it was all lost in a bright haze
through which its shape was but faintly discernible;
but life lay in front of him with promise, a thing
to be embraced and greeted with welcome and eager hands,
instead of being a mere marsh through which he had
to plod with labouring steps, a business to be gone
about without joy and without conviction in its being
worth while.
He wondered for a moment, as he rose
to go to bed, what his feelings would have been if,
at the end of his performance on the sore-throated
and voiceless piano, Falbe had said: “I’m
sorry, but I can’t do anything with you.”
As he knew, Falbe intended for the future only to take
a few pupils, and chiefly devote himself to his own
practice with a view to emerging as a concert-giver
the next winter; and as Michael had sat down, he remembered
telling himself that there was really not the slightest
chance of his friend accepting him as a pupil.
He did not intend that this rejection should make
the smallest difference to his aim, but he knew that
he would start his work under the tremendous handicap
of Falbe not believing that he had it in him to play,
and under the disappointment of not enjoying the added
intimacy which work with and for Falbe would give
him. Then he had engaged in this tussle with
refractory notes till he quite lost himself in what
he was playing, and thought no more either of Falbe
or the piano, but only of what the melody meant to
him. But at the end, when he came to himself again,
and sat with dropped hands waiting for Falbe’s
verdict, he remembered how his heart seemed to hang
poised until it came. He had rehearsed again
to himself his fixed determination that he would play
and could play, whatever his friend might think about
it; but there was no doubt that he waited with a greater
suspense than he had ever known in his life before
for that verdict to be made known to him.
Next day came their journey to Munich,
and the installation in the best hotel in Europe.
Here Michael was host, and the economy which he practised
when he had only himself to provide for, and which
made him go second-class when travelling, was, as
usual, completely abandoned now that the pleasure
of hospitality was his. He engaged at once the
best double suite of rooms that the hotel contained,
two bedrooms with bathrooms, and an admirable sitting-room,
looking spaciously out on to the square, and with
brusque decision silenced Falbe’s attempted
remonstrance. “Don’t interfere with
my show, please,” he had said, and proceeded
to inquire about a piano to be sent in for the week.
Then he turned to his friend again. “Oh,
we are going to enjoy ourselves,” he said, with
an irresistible sincerity.
Tristan und Isolde was given
on the third day of their stay there, and Falbe, reading
the morning German paper, found news.
“The Kaiser has arrived,”
he said. “There’s a truce in the army
manoeuvres for a couple of days, and he has come to
be present at Tristan this evening. He’s
travelled three hundred miles to get here, and will
go back to-morrow. The Reise-Kaiser, you know.”
Michael looked up with some slight anxiety.
“Ought I to write my name or
anything?” he asked. “He has stayed
several times with my father.”
“Has he? But I don’t
suppose it matters. The visit is a widely-advertised
incognito. That’s his way. God be with
the All-highest,” he added.
“Well, I shan’t”
said Michael. “But it would shock my father
dreadfully if he knew. The Kaiser looks on him
as the type and model of the English nobleman.”
Michael crunched one of the inimitable
breakfast rusks in his teeth.
“Lord, what a day we had when
he was at Ashbridge last year,” he said.
“We began at eight with a review of the Suffolk
Yeomanry; then we had a pheasant shoot from eleven
till three; then the Emperor had out a steam launch
and careered up and down the river till six, asking
a thousand questions about the tides and the currents
and the navigable channels. Then he lectured
us on the family portraits till dinner; after dinner
there was a concert, at which he conducted the ‘Song
to Aegir,’ and then there was a torch-light
fandango by the tenants on the lawn. He was on
his holiday, you must remember.”
“I heard the ‘Song to
Aegir’ once,” remarked Falbe, with a perfectly
level intonation.
“I was-er-luckier,”
said Michael politely, “because on that occasion
I heard it twice. It was encored.”
“And what did it sound like
the second time?” asked Falbe.
“Much as before,” said Michael.
The advent of the Emperor had put
the whole town in a ferment. Though the visit
was quite incognito, an enormous military staff which
had been poured into the town might have led the thoughtful
to suspect the Kaiser’s presence, even if it
had not been announced in the largest type in the
papers, and marchings and counter-marchings of troops
and sudden bursts of national airs proclaimed the
august presence. He held an informal review of
certain Bavarian troops not out for manoeuvres in the
morning, visited the sculpture gallery and pinacothek
in the afternoon, and when Hermann and Michael went
up to the theatre they found rows of soldiers drawn
up, and inside unusual decorations over a section of
stalls which had been removed and was converted into
an enormous box. This was in the centre of the
first tier, nearly at right angles to where they sat,
in the front row of the same tier; and when, with
military punctuality, the procession of uniforms, headed
by the Emperor, filed in, the whole of the crowded
house stood up and broke into a roar of recognition
and loyalty.
For a minute, or perhaps more, the
Emperor stood facing the house with his hand raised
in salute, a figure the uprightness of which made him
look tall. His brilliant uniform was ablaze with
decorations; he seemed every inch a soldier and a
leader of men. For that minute he stood looking
neither to the right nor left, stern and almost frowning,
with no shadow of a smile playing on the tightly-drawn
lips, above which his moustache was brushed upwards
in two stiff protubérances towards his eyes.
He was there just then not to see, but to be seen,
his incognito was momentarily in abeyance, and he
stood forth the supreme head of his people, the All-highest
War Lord, who had come that day from the field, to
which he would return across half Germany tomorrow.
It was an impressive and dignified moment, and Michael
heard Falbe say to himself: “Kaiserlich!
Kaiserlich!”
Then it was over. The Emperor
sat down, beckoned to two of his officers, who had
stood in a group far at the back of the box, to join
him, and with one on each side he looked about the
house and chatted to them. He had taken out his
opera-glass, which he adjusted, using his right hand
only, and looked this way and that, as if, incognito
again, he was looking for friends in the house.
Once Michael thought that he looked rather long and
fixedly in his direction, and then, putting down his
glass, he said something to one of the officers, this
time clearly pointing towards Michael. Then he
gave some signal, just raising his hand towards the
orchestra, and immediately the lights were put down,
the whole house plunged in darkness, except where the
lamps in the sunk orchestra faintly illuminated the
base of the curtain, and the first longing, unsatisfied
notes of the prelude began.
The next hour passed for Michael in
one unbroken mood of absorption. The supreme
moment of knowing the music intimately and of never
having seen the opera before was his, and all that
he had dreamed of or imagined as to the possibilities
of music was flooded and drowned in the thing itself.
You could not say that it was more gigantic than The
Ring, more human than the Meistersingers, more emotional
than Parsifal, but it was utterly and wholly different
to anything else he had ever seen or conjectured.
Falbe, he himself, the thronged and silent theatre,
the Emperor, Munich, Germany, were all blotted out
of his consciousness. He just watched, as if
discarnate, the unrolling of the decrees of Fate which
were to bring so simple and overpowering a tragedy
on the two who drained the love-potion together.
And at the end he fell back in his seat, feeling thrilled
and tired, exhilarated and exhausted.
“Oh, Hermann,” he said, “what years
I’ve wasted!”
Falbe laughed.
“You’ve wasted more than you know yet,”
he said. “Hallo!”
A very resplendent officer had come
clanking down the gangway next them. He put his
heels together and bowed.
“Lord Comber, I think?” he said in excellent
English.
Michael roused himself.
“Yes?” he said.
“His Imperial Majesty has done
me the honour to desire you to come and speak to him,”
he said.
“Now?” said Michael.
“If you will be so good,”
and he stood aside for Michael to pass up the stairs
in front of him.
In the wide corridor behind he joined him again.
“Allow me to introduce myself
as Count von Bergmann,” he said, “and
one of His Majesty’s aides-de-camp. The
Kaiser always speaks with great pleasure of the visits
he has paid to your father, and he saw you immediately
he came into the theatre. If you will permit me,
I would advise you to bow, but not very low, respecting
His Majesty’s incognito, to seat yourself as
soon as he desires it, and to remain till he gives
you some speech of dismissal. Forgive me for going
in front of you here. I have to introduce you
to His Majesty’s presence.”
Michael followed him down the steps to the front of
the box.
“Lord Comber, All-highest,” he said, and
instantly stood back.
The Emperor rose and held out his
hand, and Michael, bowing over it as he took it, felt
himself seized in the famous grip of steel, of which
its owner as well as its recipient was so conscious.
“I am much pleased to see you,
Lord Comber,” said he. “I could not
resist the pleasure of a little chat with you about
our beloved England. And your excellent father,
how is he?”
He indicated a chair to Michael, who,
as advised, instantly took it, though the Emperor
remained a moment longer standing.
“I left him in very good health,
Your Majesty,” said Michael.
“Ah! I am glad to hear
it. I desire you to convey to him my friendliest
greetings, and to your mother also. I well remember
my last visit to his house above the tidal estuary
at Ashbridge, and I hope it may not be very long before
I have the opportunity to be in England again.”
He spoke in a voice that seemed rather
hoarse and tired, but his manner expressed the most
courteous cordiality. His face, which had been
as still as a statue’s when he showed himself
to the house, was now never in repose for a moment.
He kept turning his head, which he carried very upright,
this way and that as he spoke; now he would catch sight
of someone in the audience to whom he directed his
glance, now he would peer over the edge of the low
balustrade, now look at the group of officers who
stood apart at the back of the box.
His whole demeanour suggested a nervous,
highly-strung condition; the restlessness of it was
that of a man overstrained, who had lost the capability
of being tranquil. Now he frowned, now he smiled,
but never for a moment was he quiet. Then he
launched a perfect hailstorm of questions at Michael,
to the answers to which (there was scarcely time for
more than a monosyllable in reply) he listened with
an eager and a suspicious attention. They were
concerned at first with all sorts of subjects:
inquired if Michael had been at Baireuth, what he was
going to do after the Munich festival was over, if
he had English friends here. He inquired Falbe’s
name, looked at him for a moment through his glasses,
and desired to know more about him. Then, learning
he was a teacher of the piano in England, and had
a sister who sang, he expressed great satisfaction.
“I like to see my subjects,
when there is no need for their services at home,”
he said, “learning about other lands, and bringing
also to other lands the culture of the Fatherland,
even as it always gives me pleasure to see the English
here, strengthening by the study of the arts the bonds
that bind our two great nations together. You
English must learn to understand us and our great
mission, just as we must learn to understand you.”
Then the questions became more specialised,
and concerned the state of things in England.
He laughed over the disturbances created by the Suffragettes,
was eager to hear what politicians thought about the
state of things in Ireland, made specific inquiries
about the Territorial Force, asked about the Navy,
the state of the drama in London, the coal strike
which was threatened in Yorkshire. Then suddenly
he put a series of personal questions.
“And you, you are in the Guards, I think?”
he said.
“No, sir; I have just resigned my commission,”
said Michael.
“Why? Why is that? Have many of your
officers been resigning?”
“I am studying music, Your Majesty,” said
Michael.
“I am glad to see you came to
Germany to do it. Berlin? You ought to spend
a couple of months in Berlin. Perhaps you are
thinking of doing so.”
He turned round quickly to one of his staff who had
approached him.
“Well, what is it?” he said.
Count von Bergmann bowed low.
“The Herr-Director,” he
said, “humbly craves to know whether it is Your
Majesty’s pleasure that the opera shall proceed.”
The Kaiser laughed.
“There, Lord Comber,”
he said, “you see how I am ordered about.
They wish to cut short my conversation with you.
Yes, Bergmann, we will go on. You will remain
with me, Lord Comber, for this act.”
Immediately after the lights were
lowered again, the curtain rose, and a most distracting
hour began for Michael. His neighbour was never
still for a single moment. Now he would shift
in his chair, now with his hand he would beat time
on the red velvet balustrade in front of him, and a
stream of whispered appreciation and criticism flowed
from him.
“They are taking the opening
scene a little too slow,” he said. “I
shall call the director’s attention to that.
But that crescendo is well done; yes, that is most
effective. The shawl-observe the beautiful
lines into which the shawl falls as she waves it.
That is wonderful-a very impressive entry.
Ah, but they should not cross the stage yet; it is
more effective if they remain longer there. Brangane
sings finely; she warns them that the doom is near.”
He gave a little giggle, which reminded
Michael of his father.
“Brangane is playing gooseberry,
as you say in England,” he said. “A
big gooseberry, is she not? Ah, bravo! bravo!
Wunderschon! Yes, enter King Mark from his hunting.
Very fine. Say I was particularly pleased with
the entry of King Mark, Bergmann. A wonderful
act! Wagner never touched greater heights.”
At the end the Emperor rose and again held out his
hand.
“I am pleased to have seen you,
Lord Comber,” he said. “Do not forget
my message to your father; and take my advice and come
to Berlin in the winter. We are always pleased
to see the English in Germany.”
As Michael left the box he ran into
the Herr-Director, who had been summoned to get a
few hints.
He went back to join Falbe in a state
of republican irritation, which the honour that had
been done him did not at all assuage. There was
an hour’s interval before the third act, and
the two drove back to their hotel to dine there.
But Michael found his friend wholly unsympathetic
with his chagrin. To him, it was quite clear,
the disappointment of not having been able to attend
very closely to the second act of Tristan was negligible
compared to the cause that had occasioned it.
It was possible for the ordinary mortal to see Tristan
over and over again, but to converse with the Kaiser
was a thing outside the range of the average man.
And again in this interval, as during the act itself,
Michael was bombarded with questions. What did
the Kaiser say? Did he remember Ashbridge?
Did Michael twice receive the iron grip? Did the
All-highest say anything about the manoeuvres?
Did he look tired, or was it only the light above
his head that made him appear so haggard? Even
his opinion about the opera was of interest.
Did he express approval?
This was too much for Michael.
“My dear Hermann,” he
said, “we alluded very cautiously to the ’Song
to Aegir’ this morning, and delicately remarked
that you had heard it once and I twice. How can
you care what his opinion of this opera is?”
Falbe shook his handsome head, and
gesticulated with his fine hands.
“You don’t understand,”
he said. “You have just been talking to
him himself. I long to hear his every word and
intonation. There is the personality, which to
us means so much, in which is summed up all Germany.
It is as if I had spoken to Rule Britannia herself.
Would you not be interested? There is no one
in the world who is to his country what the Kaiser
is to us. When you told me he had stayed at Ashbridge
I was thrilled, but I was ashamed lest you should
think me snobbish, which indeed I am not. But
now I am past being ashamed.”
He poured out a glass of wine and drank it with a
“Hoch!”
“In his hand lies peace and
war,” he said. “It is as he pleases.
The Emperor and his Chancellor can make Germany do
exactly what they choose, and if the Chancellor does
not agree with the Emperor, the Emperor can appoint
one who does. That is what it comes to; that is
why he is as vast as Germany itself. The Reichstag
but advises where he is concerned. Have you no
imagination, Michael? Europe lies in the hand
that shook yours.”
Michael laughed.
“I suppose I must have no imagination,”
he said. “I don’t picture it even
now when you point it out.”
Falbe pointed an impressive forefinger.
“But for him,” he said,
“England and Germany would have been at each
other’s throats over the business at Agadir.
He held the warhounds in leash-he, their
master, who made them.”
“Oh, he made them, anyhow,” said Michael.
“Naturally. It is his business
to be ready for any attack on the part of those who
are jealous at our power. The whole Fatherland
is a sword in his hand, which he sheathes. It
would long ago have leaped from the scabbard but for
him.”
“Against whom?” asked Michael. “Who
is the enemy?”
Falbe hesitated.
“There is no enemy at present,”
he said, “but the enemy potentially is any who
tries to thwart our peaceful expansion.”
Suddenly the whole subject tasted
bitter to Michael. He recalled, instinctively,
the Emperor’s great curiosity to be informed
on English topics by the ordinary Englishman with
whom he had acquaintance.
“Oh, let’s drop it,”
he said. “I really didn’t come to
Munich to talk politics, of which I know nothing whatever.”
Falbe nodded.
“That is what I have said to
you before,” he remarked. “You are
the most happy-go-lucky of the nations. Did he
speak of England?”
“Yes, of his beloved England,”
said Michael. “He was extremely cordial
about our relations.”
“Good. I like that,” said Falbe briskly.
“And he recommended me to spend
two months in Berlin in the winter,” added Michael,
sliding off on to other topics.
Falbe smiled.
“I like that less,” he
said, “since that will mean you will not be in
London.”
“But I didn’t commit myself,”
said Michael, smiling back; “though I can say
‘beloved Germany’ with equal sincerity.”
Falbe got up.
“I would wish that-that you were
Kaiser of England,” he said.
“God forbid!” said Michael. “I
should not have time to play the piano.”
During the next day or two Michael
often found himself chipping at the bed-rock, so to
speak, of this conversation, and Falbe’s revealed
attitude towards his country and, in particular, towards
its supreme head. It seemed to him a wonderful
and an enviable thing that anyone could be so thoroughly
English as Falbe certainly was in his ordinary, everyday
life, and that yet, at the back of this there should
lie so profound a patriotism towards another country,
and so profound a reverence to its ruler. In
his general outlook on life, his friend appeared to
be entirely of one blood with himself, yet now on two
or three occasions a chance spark had lit up this
Teutonic beacon. To Michael this mixture of nationalities
seemed to be a wonderful gift; it implied a widening
of one’s sympathies and outlook, a larger comprehension
of life than was possible to any of undiluted blood.
For himself, like most young Englishmen
of his day, he was not conscious of any tremendous
sense of patriotism like this. Somewhere, deep
down in him, he supposed there might be a source,
a well of English waters, which some explosion in
his nature might cause to flood him entirely, but
such an idea was purely hypothetical; he did not, in
fact, look forward to such a bouleversement as being
a possible contingency. But with Falbe it was
different; quite a small cause, like the sight of
the Rhine at Cologne, or a Bavarian village at sunset,
or the fact of a friend having talked with the Emperor,
was sufficient to make his innate patriotism find
outlet in impassioned speech. He wondered vaguely
whether Falbe’s explanation of this-namely,
that nationally the English were prosperous, comfortable
and insouciant-was perhaps sound. It
seemed that the notion was not wholly foundationless.