Of course Miss Bartlett accepted.
And, equally of course, she felt sure that she would
prove a nuisance, and begged to be given an inferior
spare room-something with no view, anything.
Her love to Lucy. And, equally of course, George
Emerson could come to tennis on the Sunday week.
Lucy faced the situation bravely,
though, like most of us, she only faced the situation
that encompassed her. She never gazed inwards.
If at times strange images rose from the depths, she
put them down to nerves. When Cecil brought the
Emersons to Summer Street, it had upset her nerves.
Charlotte would burnish up past foolishness, and this
might upset her nerves. She was nervous at night.
When she talked to George-they met again
almost immediately at the Rectory-his voice
moved her deeply, and she wished to remain near him.
How dreadful if she really wished to remain near him!
Of course, the wish was due to nerves, which love
to play such perverse tricks upon us. Once she
had suffered from “things that came out of nothing
and meant she didn’t know what.”
Now Cecil had explained psychology to her one wet afternoon,
and all the troubles of youth in an unknown world
could be dismissed.
It is obvious enough for the reader
to conclude, “She loves young Emerson.”
A reader in Lucy’s place would not find it obvious.
Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice,
and we welcome “nerves” or any other shibboleth
that will cloak our personal desire. She loved
Cecil; George made her nervous; will the reader explain
to her that the phrases should have been reversed?
But the external situation-she will face
that bravely.
The meeting at the Rectory had passed
off well enough. Standing between Mr. Beebe and
Cecil, she had made a few temperate allusions to Italy,
and George had replied. She was anxious to show
that she was not shy, and was glad that he did not
seem shy either.
“A nice fellow,” said
Mr. Beebe afterwards “He will work off his crudities
in time. I rather mistrust young men who slip
into life gracefully.”
Lucy said, “He seems in better spirits.
He laughs more.”
“Yes,” replied the clergyman. “He
is waking up.”
That was all. But, as the week
wore on, more of her defences fell, and she entertained
an image that had physical beauty. In spite of
the clearest directions, Miss Bartlett contrived to
bungle her arrival. She was due at the South-Eastern
station at Dorking, whither Mrs. Honeychurch drove
to meet her. She arrived at the London and Brighton
station, and had to hire a cab up. No one was
at home except Freddy and his friend, who had to stop
their tennis and to entertain her for a solid hour.
Cecil and Lucy turned up at four o’clock, and
these, with little Minnie Beebe, made a somewhat lugubrious
sextette upon the upper lawn for tea.
“I shall never forgive myself,”
said Miss Bartlett, who kept on rising from her seat,
and had to be begged by the united company to remain.
“I have upset everything. Bursting in on
young people! But I insist on paying for my cab
up. Grant that, at any rate.”
“Our visitors never do such
dreadful things,” said Lucy, while her brother,
in whose memory the boiled egg had already grown unsubstantial,
exclaimed in irritable tones - “Just what
I’ve been trying to convince Cousin Charlotte
of, Lucy, for the last half hour.”
“I do not feel myself an ordinary
visitor,” said Miss Bartlett, and looked at
her frayed glove.
“All right, if you’d really
rather. Five shillings, and I gave a bob to the
driver.”
Miss Bartlett looked in her purse.
Only sovereigns and pennies. Could any one give
her change? Freddy had half a quid and his friend
had four half-crowns. Miss Bartlett accepted
their moneys and then said - “But who am
I to give the sovereign to?”
“Let’s leave it all till
mother comes back,” suggested Lucy.
“No, dear; your mother may take
quite a long drive now that she is not hampered with
me. We all have our little foibles, and mine is
the prompt settling of accounts.”
Here Freddy’s friend, Mr. Floyd,
made the one remark of his that need be quoted:
he offered to toss Freddy for Miss Bartlett’s
quid. A solution seemed in sight, and even Cecil,
who had been ostentatiously drinking his tea at the
view, felt the eternal attraction of Chance, and turned
round.
But this did not do, either.
“Please-please-I
know I am a sad spoilsport, but it would make me wretched.
I should practically be robbing the one who lost.”
“Freddy owes me fifteen shillings,”
interposed Cecil. “So it will work out
right if you give the pound to me.”
“Fifteen shillings,” said
Miss Bartlett dubiously. “How is that, Mr.
Vyse?”
“Because, don’t you see,
Freddy paid your cab. Give me the pound, and we
shall avoid this deplorable gambling.”
Miss Bartlett, who was poor at figures,
became bewildered and rendered up the sovereign, amidst
the suppressed gurgles of the other youths. For
a moment Cecil was happy. He was playing at nonsense
among his peers. Then he glanced at Lucy, in
whose face petty anxieties had marred the smiles.
In January he would rescue his Leonardo from this stupefying
twaddle.
“But I don’t see that!”
exclaimed Minnie Beebe who had narrowly watched the
iniquitous transaction. “I don’t see
why Mr. Vyse is to have the quid.”
“Because of the fifteen shillings
and the five,” they said solemnly. “Fifteen
shillings and five shillings make one pound, you see.”
“But I don’t see-
They tried to stifle her with cake.
“No, thank you. I’m
done. I don’t see why-Freddy,
don’t poke me. Miss Honeychurch, your brother’s
hurting me. Ow! What about Mr. Floyd’s
ten shillings? Ow! No, I don’t see
and I never shall see why Miss What’s-her-name
shouldn’t pay that bob for the driver."’
“I had forgotten the driver,”
said Miss Bartlett, reddening. “Thank you,
dear, for reminding me. A shilling was it?
Can any one give me change for half a crown?”
“I’ll get it,” said
the young hostess, rising with decision.
“Cecil, give me that sovereign.
No, give me up that sovereign. I’ll get
Euphemia to change it, and we’ll start the whole
thing again from the beginning.”
“Lucy-Lucy-what
a nuisance I am!” protested Miss Bartlett, and
followed her across the lawn. Lucy tripped ahead,
simulating hilarity. When they were out of earshot
Miss Bartlett stopped her wails and said quite briskly:
“Have you told him about him yet?”
“No, I haven’t,”
replied Lucy, and then could have bitten her tongue
for understanding so quickly what her cousin meant.
“Let me see-a sovereign’s worth
of silver.”
She escaped into the kitchen.
Miss Bartlett’s sudden transitions were too
uncanny. It sometimes seemed as if she planned
every word she spoke or caused to be spoken; as if
all this worry about cabs and change had been a ruse
to surprise the soul.
“No, I haven’t told Cecil
or any one,” she remarked, when she returned.
“I promised you I shouldn’t. Here
is your money-all shillings, except two
half-crowns. Would you count it? You can
settle your debt nicely now.”
Miss Bartlett was in the drawing-room,
gazing at the photograph of St. John ascending, which
had been framed.
“How dreadful!” she murmured,
“how more than dreadful, if Mr. Vyse should
come to hear of it from some other source.”
“Oh, no, Charlotte,” said
the girl, entering the battle. “George Emerson
is all right, and what other source is there?”
Miss Bartlett considered. “For
instance, the driver. I saw him looking through
the bushes at you, remember he had a violet between
his teeth.”
Lucy shuddered a little. “We
shall get the silly affair on our nerves if we aren’t
careful. How could a Florentine cab-driver ever
get hold of Cecil?”
“We must think of every possibility.”
“Oh, it’s all right.”
“Or perhaps old Mr. Emerson knows. In fact,
he is certain to know.”
“I don’t care if he does.
I was grateful to you for your letter, but even if
the news does get round, I think I can trust Cecil
to laugh at it.”
“To contradict it?”
“No, to laugh at it.”
But she knew in her heart that she could not trust
him, for he desired her untouched.
“Very well, dear, you know best.
Perhaps gentlemen are different to what they were
when I was young. Ladies are certainly different.”
“Now, Charlotte!” She
struck at her playfully. “You kind, anxious
thing. What would you have me do? First
you say ‘Don’t tell’; and then you
say, ‘Tell’. Which is it to be?
Quick!”
Miss Bartlett sighed “I am no
match for you in conversation, dearest. I blush
when I think how I interfered at Florence, and you
so well able to look after yourself, and so much cleverer
in all ways than I am. You will never forgive
me.”
“Shall we go out, then.
They will smash all the china if we don’t.”
For the air rang with the shrieks
of Minnie, who was being scalped with a teaspoon.
“Dear, one moment-we
may not have this chance for a chat again. Have
you seen the young one yet?”
“Yes, I have.”
“What happened?”
“We met at the Rectory.”
“What line is he taking up?”
“No line. He talked about
Italy, like any other person. It is really all
right. What advantage would he get from being
a cad, to put it bluntly? I do wish I could make
you see it my way. He really won’t be any
nuisance, Charlotte.”
“Once a cad, always a cad. That is my poor
opinion.”
Lucy paused. “Cecil said
one day-and I thought it so profound-that
there are two kinds of cads-the conscious
and the subconscious.” She paused again,
to be sure of doing justice to Cecil’s profundity.
Through the window she saw Cecil himself, turning
over the pages of a novel. It was a new one from
Smith’s library. Her mother must have returned
from the station.
“Once a cad, always a cad,” droned Miss
Bartlett.
“What I mean by subconscious
is that Emerson lost his head. I fell into all
those violets, and he was silly and surprised.
I don’t think we ought to blame him very much.
It makes such a difference when you see a person with
beautiful things behind him unexpectedly. It really
does; it makes an enormous difference, and he lost
his head - he doesn’t admire me, or any
of that nonsense, one straw. Freddy rather likes
him, and has asked him up here on Sunday, so you can
judge for yourself. He has improved; he doesn’t
always look as if he’s going to burst into tears.
He is a clerk in the General Manager’s office
at one of the big railways-not a porter!
and runs down to his father for week-ends. Papa
was to do with journalism, but is rheumatic and has
retired. There! Now for the garden.”
She took hold of her guest by the arm. “Suppose
we don’t talk about this silly Italian business
any more. We want you to have a nice restful
visit at Windy Corner, with no worriting.”
Lucy thought this rather a good speech.
The reader may have detected an unfortunate slip in
it. Whether Miss Bartlett detected the slip one
cannot say, for it is impossible to penetrate into
the minds of elderly people. She might have spoken
further, but they were interrupted by the entrance
of her hostess. Explanations took place, and in
the midst of them Lucy escaped, the images throbbing
a little more vividly in her brain.