“Christian, dost them see them?”
sang an elder brother, small enough to be brutal,
large enough to hurt, while he twisted Christian’s
arm as though it were indeed the rope that it so much
resembled.
“I won’t say I saw them,
because I didn’t!” replied Christian, who
had ceased to struggle, but was as far as ever from
submission; “but if I had, you might twist my
arm till it was like an old pig’s tail and I
wouldn’t give in!”
Possibly John realised the truth of
this defiance. He administered a final thump
on what he believed to be Christian’s biceps,
and released her.
“Pretty rotten to spoil the
game, and then tell lies,” he said, with severity.
“I don’t tell lies,”
said Christian, flitting like a gnat to the open window
of the schoolroom. “You sang the wrong verse!
It ought to have been ‘hear them,’
and I do!”
Having thus secured the last word,
Miss Christian Talbot-Lowry, aged nine in years, and
ninety in spirit, sprang upon the window-sill, leapt
lightly into a flower-bed, and betook herself to the
resort most favoured by her, the kennels of her father’s
hounds.
What person is there who, having attained
to such maturity as is required for legible record,
shall presume to reconstruct, either from memory or
from observation, the mind of a child? Certain
mental attitudes may be recalled, certain actions
predicated in certain circumstances, but the stream
of the mind, with its wayward currents, its secret
eddies, flows underground, and its course can only
be guessed at by tokens of speech and of action, that
are like the rushes, and the yellow king-cups, and
the emerald of the grass, that show where hidden waters
run. Nothing more presumptuous than the gathering
of a few of these tokens will here be attempted, and
of these, only such as may help to explain the time
when these children, emerging from childhood, began
to play their parts in the scene destined to be theirs.
This history opens at a moment for
Christian and her brethren when, possibly for the
last time in their several careers, they asked nothing
more of life. This was the beginning of the summer
holidays; the sky was unclouded by a governess, the
sunny air untainted by the whiff of a thought of a
return to school. Anything might happen in seven
weeks. The end of the world, for instance, might
mercifully intervene, and, as this was Ireland, there
was always a hope of a “rising,” in which
case it would be the boys’ pleasing duty to stay
at home and fight.
“Well, and Judith and I would
fight, too,” Christian would say, thinking darkly
of the Indian knife that she had stolen from the smoking-room,
for use in emergencies. She varied in her arrangements
as to the emergency. Sometimes the foe was to
be the Land Leaguers, who were much in the foreground
at this time; sometimes she decided upon the English
oppressors of a down-trodden Ireland, to whose slaughter,
on the whole, her fancy most inclined. But whatever
the occasion, she was quite determined she was not
going to be outdone by the boys.
At nine years old, Christian was a
little rag of a girl; a rag, but imbued with the spirit
of the rag that is nailed to the mast, and flaunts,
unconquered, until it is shot away. She had a
small head, round and brown as a hazel-nut, and a
thick mop of fine, bright hair, rebellious like herself,
of the sort that goes with an ardent personality,
waved and curled over her little poll, and generally
ended the day in a tangle only less intricate than
can be achieved by a skein of silk. Of her small
oval face, people were accustomed to say it was all
eyes, an unoriginal summarising, but one that forced
itself inevitably upon those who met Christian’s
eyes, clear and shining, of the pale brown that the
sun knows how to waken in a shallow pool in a hill-stream,
set in a dark fringe of lashes that were like the rushes
round the pool. Before she could speak, it was
told of her eyes that they would quietly follow some
visitor, invisible to others, but obvious to her.
Occasionally, after the mysterious power of speech that
is almost as mysterious as the power of reading had
come to her, she had scared the nursery by broken
conversation with viewless confederates, defined by
the nursery-maid as “quare turns that’d
take her, the Lord save us!” and by her mother,
as “something that she will outgrow, and the
less said about it the better, darlings. Remember,
she is the youngest, and you must all be very wise
and kind ” (a formula that took no
heed of punctuation, and was practically invariable).
But as Christian grew older the confederates
withdrew, either that, or the protecting shell of
reserve that guards the growth of individuality, interposed,
and her dealings with things unseen ceased to attract
the attention of her elders. It was John, her
senior by two years, who preserved an interest, of
an inquisitorial sort, in what he had decided to call
the Troops of Midian. There was a sacerdotal turn
about John. He had early decided upon the Church
as his vocation, and only hesitated between the roles
of Primate of Ireland and Pope of Rome. He had
something of the poet and enthusiast about him, and
something also of the bully, and it was quite possible
that he might do creditably in either position, but
at this stage of his development his ecclesiastical
proclivities chiefly displayed themselves in a dramatic
study, founded upon that well-known Lenten hymn that
puts a succession of searching enquiries, of a personal
character, to a typical Christian. A missionary
lecture on West Africa had supplied some useful hints
as to the treatment of witches, and Christian’s
name, and the occult powers with which she was credited,
had indicated her as heroine of the piece.
On this particular afternoon the game
had begun prosperously, with Christian as the Witch
of Endor, and John as a blend of the Prophet Samuel
and the Head Inquisitor of Spain. A smouldering
saucer of sulphur, purloined by the witch herself
from the kennels medicine-cupboard, gave a stimulating
reality to the scene, even though it had driven the
fox terriers, who habitually acted as the Witch’s
cats, to abandon their parts, and to hurry, sneezing
and coughing indignantly, to the kitchen. The
twins, Jimmy and Georgy, however, obligingly took
their parts, and all was going according to ritual,
when one of the sudden and annoying attacks of rebellion
to which she was subject, came upon the Witch of Endor.
The orthodox conclusion involved a penitential march
through the kitchen regions, the Witch swathed in
a sheet, and carrying lighted candles, while she was
ceremonially flagellated by the Prophet with one of
his father’s hunting crops. This crowning
moment was approaching, Christian had but to reply
suitably to the intimidating riddles of the hymn, and
the final act would open in all its solemnity.
For, as has been said, the spirit of revolt whispered
to her, and ingeniously persuaded her that the required
recantation committed her to a falsehood.
As she told John, when the formal
inquisition had passed through acrid dispute to torture,
she didn’t tell lies.