They sat on the edge of the wood,
and a west wind made music for them overhead among
the fir trees. From their feet a clover field
sloped steeply to a honeysuckle-wreathed hedge.
Beyond that, meadow-land, riven by the curving stream
which stretched like a thread of silver to the blue,
hazy distance. Arnold laughed softly with the
pleasure of it, but the wonder kept Ruth tongue-tied.
“I feel,” she murmured,
“as though I were in a theatre for the first
time. Everything is strange.”
“It is the theatre of nature,”
Arnold replied. “If you close your eyes
and listen, you can hear the orchestra. There
is a lark singing above my head, and a thrush somewhere
back in the wood there.”
“And see, in the distance there
are houses,” Ruth continued softly. “Just
fancy, Arnold, people, if they had no work to do, could
live here, could live always out of sight of the hideous,
smoky city, out of hearing of its thousand discords.”
He smiled.
“There are a great many who
feel like that,” he said, his eyes fixed upon
the horizon, “and then, as the days go by, they
find that there is something missing. The city
of a thousand discords generally has one clear cry,
Ruth.”
“For you, perhaps,” she
answered, “because you are young and because
you are ambitious. But for me who lie on my back
all day long, think of the glory of this!”
Arnold slowly sat up.
“Upon my word!” he exclaimed.
“Why not. Why shouldn’t you stay in
the country for the summer? I hate London, too.
There are cheap tickets, and bicycles, and all sorts
of things. I wonder whether we couldn’t
manage it.”
She said nothing. His thoughts
were busy with the practical side of it. There
was an opportunity here, too, to prepare her for what
he felt sure was inevitable.
“You know, Ruth,” he said,
“I don’t wish to say anything against
Isaac, and I don’t want to make you uneasy, but
you know as well as I do that he has a strange maggot
in his brain. When I first heard him talk, I
thought of him as a sort of fanatic. It seems
to me that he has changed. I am not sure that
such changes as have taken place in him lately have
not been for the worse.”
“Tell me what you mean?” she begged.
“I mean,” he continued,
“that Isaac, who perhaps in himself may be incapable
of harm, might be an easy prey to those who worked
upon his wild ideas. Hasn’t it struck you
that for the last few days ”
She clutched at his hand and stopped him.
“Don’t!” she implored.
“These last few days have been horrible.
Isaac has not left his room except to creep out sometimes
into mine. He keeps his door locked. What
he does I don’t know, but if he hears a step
on the stairs he slinks away, and his face is like
the face of a hunted wolf. Arnold, do you think
that he has been getting into trouble?”
“I am afraid,” Arnold
said, regretfully, “that it is not impossible.
Tell me, Ruth, you are very fond of him?”
“He was my mother’s brother the
only relative I have in the world,” she answered.
“What could I do without him?”
“He doesn’t seem to want
you particularly, just now, at any rate,” Arnold
said. “I don’t see why we shouldn’t
take rooms out at one of these little villages.
I could go back and forth quite easily. You’d
like it, wouldn’t you, Ruth? Fancy lying
in a low, comfortable chair, and looking up at the
blue sky, and listening to the birds and the humming
of bees. The hours would slip by.”
“I should love it,” she murmured.
“Then why not?” he cried.
“I’ll stop the car at the next village
we come to, and make inquiries.”
She laid her hand softly upon his.
“Arnold, dear,” she begged,
“it sounds very delightful, and yet, can’t
you see it is impossible? I am not quite like
other women, perhaps, but, after all, I am a woman.
It is for your sake for your sake, mind that
I think of this.”
He turned and looked at her looked
at her, perhaps, with new eyes. She was stretched
almost at full length upon the grass, her head, which
had been supported by her clasped hands, now turned
towards him. As she lay there, with her stick
out of sight, her lips a little parted, her eyes soft
with the sunlight, a faint touch of color in her cheeks,
he suddenly realized the significance of her words.
Her bosom was rising and falling quickly. Her
plain black dress, simply made though it was, showed
no defect of figure. Her throat was soft and
white. The curve of her body was even graceful.
The revelation of these things came as a shock to Arnold,
yet it was curious that he found a certain pleasure
in it.
“I had forgotten, Ruth,”
he said slowly, “but does it matter? You
have no one in the world but Isaac, and I have no one
in the world at all. Don’t you think we
can afford to do what seems sensible?”
Her eyes never left his face.
She made no sign either of assent or dissent.
“Arnold,” she declared,
“it is true that I am an outcast. I have
scarcely a relative in the world. But what you
say about yourself is hard to believe. I have
never asked you questions because it is not my business,
but there are many little things by which one tells.
I think that somewhere you have a family belonging
to you with a name, even if, for any reason, you do
not choose just now to claim them.”
He made no direct reply. He watched
for some moments a white-sailed boat come tacking
down the narrow strip of river.
“I am my own master, Ruth,”
he said; “I have no one else to please or to
consider. I understand what you have just told
me, but if I gave you my word that I would try and
be to you what Isaac might have been if he had not
been led away by these strange ideas, wouldn’t
you trust me, Ruth?”
“It isn’t that!”
she exclaimed. “Trust you? Why, you
know that I would! It isn’t that I mind
for myself either what people would say or
anything, but I am thinking of your new friends, of
your future. If they knew that you were living
down in the country with a girl, even though she were
an invalid, who was no relation at all, don’t
you think that it might make a difference?”
“Of course not,” he replied,
“and, in any case, what should I care?
It would be the making of you, Ruth. You would
be able to pick up your strength, so that when our
money-box is full you would be able to have that operation
and never dare to call yourself an invalid again.”
She half closed her eyes. The
spell of summer was in the air, the spell of life
was stirring slowly in her frozen blood.
“Ah! Arnold,” she
murmured, “I do not think that you must talk
like that. It makes me feel so much like yielding.
Somehow, the dreams out here seem even more wonderful
than the visions which come floating up the river.
There’s more life here. Don’t you
feel it? Something seems to creep into your heart,
into your pulses, and tell you what life is.”
He made no answer. The world
of the last few throbbing weeks seemed far enough
away with him, too. He picked a handful of clover
and thrust it into the bosom of her gown. Then
he rose reluctantly to his feet and held out his hands.
“I think,” he said, “that
the great gates of freedom must be somewhere out here,
but just now one is forced to remember that we are
slaves.”
He drew her to her feet, placed the
stick in her hand, and supported her other arm.
They walked for a step or two down the narrow path
which led through the clover field to the lane below.
Then, with a little laugh, he caught her up in his
arms.
“It will be quicker if I carry
you, Ruth,” he proposed. “The weeds
twine their way all the time around your stick.”
She linked her arms around his neck;
her cheek touched his for a moment, and he was surprised
to find it as hot as fire. He stepped out bravely
enough, but with every step it seemed to him that she
was growing heavier. Her hands were still tightly
linked around his neck, but her limbs were inert.
She seemed to be falling away. He held her tighter,
his breath began to grow shorter. The perfume
of the clover, fragrant and delicate, grew stronger
with every step they took. Somehow he felt that
that walk along the narrow path was carving its way
into his life. The fingers at the back of his
neck were cold, yet she, too, was breathing as though
she had been running. Her eyes were half closed.
He looked once into her face, bent over her until
his lips nearly touched hers. He set his teeth
hard. Some instinct warned him of the dangers
of the moment. Her stick slipped and a lump arose
in his throat. The moment had passed. He
kissed her softly upon the forehead.
“Dear Ruth!” he whispered.
She turned very pale and very soon
afterward she insisted upon being set down. They
walked slowly to where the motor car was waiting at
the corner of the lane. Ruth began to talk nervously.
“It was charming of Mrs. Weatherley,”
she declared, “to lend you this car. Tell
me how it happened, Arnie?”
“I simply told her,” he
replied, “that I was going to take a friend,
who needed a little fresh air, out into the country,
and she insisted upon sending this car instead of
letting me hire a taxicab. It was over the telephone
and I couldn’t refuse. Besides, Mr. Weatherley
was in the office, and he insisted upon it, too.
They only use this one in London, and I know that
they are away somewhere for the week-end.”
“It has been so delightful,”
Ruth murmured. “Now I am going to lie back
among these beautiful cushions, and just watch and
think.”
The car glided on along the country
lane, passing through leafy hamlets, across a great
breezy moorland, from the top of which they could
see the Thames winding its way into Oxfordshire, a
sinuous belt of silver. Then they sped down into
the lower country, and Arnold looked at the milestones
in some surprise.
“We don’t seem to be getting
any nearer to London,” he remarked.
Ruth only shook her head.
“It will come soon enough,”
she said, with a little shiver. “It will
pass, this, like everything else.”
They had dropped to the level now,
and suddenly, without warning, the car swung through
a low white gate up along an avenue of shrubs.
Arnold leaned forward.
“Where are you taking us?”
he asked the driver. “There is some mistake.”
But there was no mistake. A turn
of the wheel and the car was slowing down before the
front of a long, ivy-covered house, with a lawn as
smooth as velvet, and beyond, the soft murmur of the
river. Ruth clutched at his arm.
“Arnold!” she exclaimed.
“What does this mean? Who lives here?”
“I have no idea,” he answered, “unless ”
The windows in front of the house
were all of them open and all of them level with the
drive. Through the nearest of them at that moment
stepped Fenella. She stood, for a moment, framed
in the long French window, hung with clematis, a
wonderful picture even for Arnold, a revelation to
Ruth, in her cool muslin frock, open at
the throat, and held together by a brooch with a great
green stone. She wore no hat, and her wonderful
hair seemed to have caught the sunlight in its meshes.
Her eyebrows were a little raised; her expression
was a little supercilious, faintly inquisitive.
Already she had looked past Arnold. Her eyes
were fixed upon the girl by his side.
“I began to think that you were
lost,” she said gayly. “Won’t
you present me to your friend, Arnold?”