I knew the moment I opened the door
that changes were on foot. Our studio sitting-room
was dismantled of many of its treasures. Allan,
with his coat off and a pipe in his mouth, was throwing
odds and ends in a promiscuous sort of way into a
huge trunk which stood open upon the floor. Arthur,
a few yards off, was rolling a cigarette.
Our meeting was not wholly free from
embarrassment. I think that for the first time
in our lives there was a cloud between Allan and myself.
He stood up and faced me squarely.
“Arnold,” he said, “where is Isobel?”
“In Illghera with her grandfather,”
I answered. “Where else should she be?”
“Are you sure?”
“I have seen her there with my own eyes,”
I affirmed.
There was a moment’s pause.
I saw the two exchange glances. Then Allan held
out his hand.
“That damned woman again!” he exclaimed.
“Forgive me, Arnold!”
“Willingly,” I answered, “when I
know what for.”
“Suspecting you. Lady Delahaye
wrote Arthur a note, in which she said that the Archduchess
and you had made fresh plans. You can guess what
they were. And Illghera was off. You did
hurry us away from Paris a bit, you know, and I was
fool enough to imagine for a moment that there might
be something in it. Forgive me, Arnold!”
he added, holding out his hand.
“And me!” Arthur exclaimed, extending
his.
I held out a hand to each. There
was something grimly humorous in this reception, after
all that I had suffered during the last few days.
My first impulse of anger died away almost as quickly
as it had been conceived.
“My friends,” I said,
“the Archduchess did propose some such scheme
to me, but you forget that my honour was involved,
not only to you, not only to the child, but to a dead
man. I can look you both in the face and assure
you that in word and letter I have been faithful to
my trust.”
“I knew it!” Allan declared
gruffly. “Dear old chap, forgive me!”
“I am the brute who dangled
the letter before his eyes,” Arthur exclaimed
bitterly, “and I am the only one of the three
who has broken our covenant.”
“My dear friends,” I said
slowly, “the things which are past, let us forget.
Isobel has gone back to the life which claimed her.
No barrier which human hand could rear could separate
her from us so effectually and irrevocably as the
mere fact that she has taken up the position which
belongs to her. She is the Princess Isobel of
Waldenburg, a king’s grandchild. And we
are what we are! Let me now make my
confession to you. I, too, loved her.”
The two hands which held mine tightened
for a moment their grasp. The old “camaraderie”
was established once more.
“It is I who was responsible
for her coming,” I continued. “It
is only fitting that I, too, should suffer. How
she grew into our hearts you all know. She has
gone, and nothing can ever be the same. Yet I
for one do not regret it. I regret nothing!
I am content to live with the memory of these wonderful
days she spent with us.”
“And I!” Allan declared.
“And I!” Arthur echoed.
I wrung their hands, for it was a
joy to me to feel that we had come once more into
complete accord.
“You know what sort of a state
we were drifting into when she came,” I continued.
“We were like thousands of others. We were
rubbing shoulders, hour by hour and day by day, with
the world which takes no account of beautiful things.
She came and laid the magician’s hand upon our
lives. We had perforce to alter our ways, to
alter our surroundings, our amusements, our ideals.
Joy came with her, and pain may find a secret place
in our hearts now that she has gone, but I do not think
that either of us would willingly blot out from his
life these last two years. Would you, Arthur?”
“Not I!” he declared.
“We had to learn ourselves to teach her.
To chuck the things that were rotten, anyhow, just
because she was around. Jolly good for us, too!”
“I agree with Arthur and you,”
Allan said. “I agree with all that you
have said. The child was dear to me too.
So dear, that I do not think that it would be easy
to go back to our old life without her. That is
why ”
He glanced around the room. Our
hands fell apart. I lit a cigarette and looked
at the open trunk.
“You are going away, Allan?”
He nodded.
“I’m off to Canada,”
he said. “I’ve an old uncle there
who’s worth looking after, and he’s always
bothering me to pay him a visit. Right time of
the year, too and hang it all, Arnold, I’ve
sat here for a week in front of an empty canvas, and
I’d go to hell sooner than stand it any longer!”
“And you, Arthur?”
“I have been appointed manager
of our Paris Depot,” Arthur answered a little
grandiloquently. “I couldn’t refuse
it. Much better pay and more fun, and all that
sort of thing, and oh, hang it all, Arnold,
is it likely a fellow could stay here now she’s
gone?” he wound up, with a little catch in his
throat.
So the old days were over! I
looked at my desk, and by the side of it was the chair
in which she used sometimes to sit while I read to
her. Then I think that I, too, was glad that
this change was to come.
“There is one thing, Arnold,”
Mabane said quietly, “about her things.
We locked the door of her room. Mrs. Burdett
has packed up most of her clothes, but there are the
ornaments and a few little things of her own.
We should like to go in Arthur and I. We
have waited for you.”
“We will go now,” I answered.
“She will have no need of anything that she
has left behind. We will each choose a keepsake,
and lock the rest up.”
We entered the room all together,
almost on tiptoe. If we had been wearing hats
I am sure that we should have taken them off.
How, with such trifling means at her command, she
could have left behind in that tiny chamber so potent
an impression of daintiness and comfort I cannot tell.
But there it was. Her little bed, with its spotless
counterpane, was hung with pink muslin. There
was a lace spread upon her toilet-table, on which
her little oddments of silver made a brave show.
Only one thing seemed out of place, a worn little slipper
peeping out from under a chair. I thrust it into
my pocket. The others took some trifle from the
table. Then, as silently as we had entered, we
left the room. As I turned the key I choked down
something in my throat, and did my best to laugh a
little unnaturally, I am afraid.
“Come!” I cried, “it
is I who am responsible for this attack of sentiment.
I will show you how to get rid of it. You dine
with me at Hautboy’s. I have money lots
of it. Feurgeres left me twenty thousand pounds.
Hautboy’s and a magnum of the best. How
long will you fellows be dressing?”
They tried to fall into my mood.
Allan mixed cocktails. We drank and smoked and
shouted to one another uproariously from our rooms
as we changed our clothes. We drove to Hautboy’s
three in a hansom, and Arthur spent his usual five
minutes chaffing the young lady behind the tiny bar.
But when the wine came, and our glasses were filled,
a sudden silence fell upon us. We looked at each
other, and we all knew what was in the minds of all
of us. It was Allan who spoke.
“To Isobel!” he said softly.
We drank in silence, each busy with
his own thoughts. But afterwards Arthur raised
his glass high above his head.
“To the Princess Isobel!”
he cried. “Long life and good luck to her!”
Afterwards there were no more toasts.
Arthur and Allan went their several
ways within twenty-four hours of our farewell dinner.
I saw them both off, and I forced them with great
difficulty to share to some small extent in Feurgeres’
legacy. Then I took some rooms near my club in
the heart of London, and line for line, word for word,
I re-wrote the whole of the story which I had not dared
to show to Isobel, determined that the one thing I
still had which was part of her body and soul should
be the best that my brain and skill could fashion.
So the winter and the early spring passed, and then
my story was published.