It was that discomfort to man, that
cruelty to beast, that outrage by unnatural Nature
upon all her children-a bitter summer’s
day. The wind was in the east; great swollen
clouds wallowed across the sky, now without a drop,
now breaking into capricious showers of stinging rain;
and a very occasional burst of sunlight served only
to emphasize the evil by reminding one of the season
it really was, or should have been, even if it did
not entice one to the wetting which was the sure reward
of a walk abroad. The Delverton air was strong
and bracing enough, but the patron wind of the district
bit to the bone through garments never intended for
winter wear.
On such a day there could be few more
undesirable abodes than Normanthorpe House, with its
marble floors, its high ceilings, and its general
scheme of Italian coolness and discomfort. It
was a Tuesday, when Mr. Steel usually amused himself
by going on ’Change in Northborough and lunching
there at the Delverton Club. Rachel was thus
not only physically chilled and depressed, but thrown
upon her own society at its worst; and she missed
that of her husband more than she was aware.
Once she had been a bright and energetic
person with plenty of resources within herself; now
she had singularly few. She was distraught and
uneasy in her mind, could settle less and less to her
singing or a book, and was the victim of an increasing
restlessness of mind and limb. Others did not
see it; she had self-control; but repression was no
cure. And for all this there were reasons enough;
but the fear of identification by the neighbors as
the notorious Mrs. Minchin was no longer one of them.
No; it was her own life, root and
branch, that had grown into the upas-tree which was
poisoning existence for Rachel Steel. She was
being punished for her second marriage as she had
been punished for her first, only more deservedly,
and with more subtle stripes. Each day brought
a dozen tokens of the anomalous position which she
had accepted in the madness of an hour of utter recklessness
and desperation. Rachel was not mistress in her
own house, nor did she feel for a moment that it was
her own house at all. Everything was done for
her; a skilled housekeeper settled the smallest details;
and that these were perfect alike in arrangement and
execution, that the said housekeeper was a woman of
irreproachable tact and capability, and that she herself
had never an excuse for concrete complaint, formed
a growing though intangible grievance in Rachel’s
mind. She had not felt it at first. She had
changed in these summer months. She wanted to
be more like other wives. There was Morna Woodgate,
with the work cut out for every hour of her full and
happy days; but Morna had not made an anomalous marriage,
Morna had married for love.
And to-day there was not even Morna
to come and see her, or for her to go and see, for
Tuesday afternoon was not one of the few upon which
the vicar’s wife had no settled duty or occupation
in the parish. Rachel so envied her the way in
which she helped her husband in his work; she had
tried to help also, in a desultory way; but it is one
thing to do a thing because it is a duty, and another
thing to do it for something to do, as Rachel soon
found out. Besides, Hugh Woodgate was not her
husband. Rachel had the right feeling to abandon
those half-hearted attempts at personal recreation
in the guise of good works, and the courage to give
Morna her reasons; but she almost regretted it this
afternoon.
She had explored for the twentieth
time that strange treasury known as the Chinese Room,
a state apartment filled with loot brought home from
the Flowery Land by a naval scion of the house of Normanthorpe,
and somewhat cynically included in the sale.
The idols only leered in Rachel’s face, and
the cabinets of grotesque design were unprovided with
any key to their history of former uses. In sheer
desperation Rachel betook herself to her husband’s
study; it was the first time she had crossed that
threshold in his absence, but within were the books,
and a book she must have.
These also had been purchased with
the house. With few exceptions, they were ancient
books in battered calf, which Steel had stigmatized
as “musty trash” once when Rachel had
asked him if she might take one. She had not
made that request again; indeed, it was seldom enough
that she had set foot inside the spacious room which
the old books lined, and in which the master of the
house disliked being disturbed. Yet it was anything
but trash which she now discovered upon the dusty shelves.
There was Tom Jones in four
volumes and the Spectator in eight, Gil
Blas and the works of Swift, all with the long
“s,” and backs like polished oak; in the
lower shelves were Hogarth and Gillray in rare folios;
at every level and on either hand were books worth
taking out. But this was almost all that Rachel
did; she took them out and put them in again, for
that was her unsettled mood. She spent some minutes
over the Swifts, but not sufficiently attracted to
march off with them. The quaint, obsolete type
of the various volumes attracted her more as a curiosity
than as readable print; the coarse satires of the early
masters of caricature and cartoon did not attract her
at all. Rachel’s upbringing had deprived
her of the traditions, the superstitions, and the
shibboleths which are at once a strength and a weakness
of the ordinary English education; if, however, she
was too much inclined to take a world’s masterpiece
exactly as she found it, her taste, such as it was,
at all events was her own.
She had naturally an open mind, but
it was not open now; it was full and running over
with the mysteries and the perplexities of her own
environment. Books would not take her out of herself;
in them she could not hope to find a key to any one
of the problems within problems which beset and tortured
her. So she ran her hand along the dusty books,
little dreaming that the key was there all the time;
so in the end, and quite by chance, but for the fact
that she was dipping into so many, she took out the
right book, and started backward with it in her hand.
The book was The Faerie Queene,
and Rachel had extracted it in a Gothic spirit, because
she had once heard that very few living persons had
read it from end to end; since she could not become
interested in anything, she might as well be thoroughly
bored. But she never opened the volume, for in
the dark slit which it left something shone like a
little new moon. Rachel put in her hand, and felt
a small brass handle; to turn and pull it was the
work of her hand without a guiding thought; but when
tiers of books swung towards her with the opening door
which they hid, it was not in human nature to shut
that door again without so much as peeping in.
Rachel first peeped, then stepped,
into a secret chamber as disappointing at the first
glance as such a place could possibly be. It
was deep in dust, and filled with packing-cases not
half unpacked, a lumber-room and nothing more.
The door swung to with a click behind her as Rachel
stood in the midst of this uninteresting litter, and
instinctively she turned round. That instant she
stood rooted to the ground, her eyes staring, her
chin fallen, a dreadful fear in every feature of her
face.
It was not that her second husband
had followed and discovered her; it was the face of
her first husband that looked upon Rachel Steel, his
bold eyes staring into hers, through the broken glass
of a fly-blown picture-frame behind the door.
The portrait was not hanging from
the wall, but resting against it on the floor.
It was a photographic enlargement in colors, and the
tinted eyes looked up at Rachel with all the bold
assurance that she remembered so keenly in the perished
flesh. She had not an instant’s doubt about
those eyes; they spoke in a way that made her shiver;
and yet the photograph was that of a much younger
man than she had married. It was Alexander Minchin
with mutton-chop whiskers, his hair parted in the
middle, and the kind of pin in the kind of tie which
had been practically obsolete for years; it was none
the less indubitably and indisputably Alexander Minchin.
And indeed that fact alone was enough
to shake Rachel’s nerves; her discovery had
all the shock of an unwelcome encounter with the living.
But it was the gradual appreciation of the true significance
of her discovery that redoubled Rachel’s qualms
even as she was beginning to get the better of them.
So they had been friends, her first husband and her
second! Rachel stooped and looked hard at the
enlargement, and there sure enough was the photographer’s
imprint. Yes, they had been friends in Australia,
that country which John Buchanan Steel elaborately
and repeatedly pretended never to have visited in
all his travels!
Rachel could have smiled as she drew
herself up with this point settled in her mind for
ever; why, the room reeked of Australia! These
cases had never been properly unpacked, they were
overflowing with memorials of the life which she herself
knew so well. Here a sheaf of boomerangs were
peeping out; there was an old gray wide-awake, with
a blue-silk fly-veil coiled above the brim; that was
an Australian saddle; and those glass cases contained
samples of merino wool. So it was in Australia
as a squatter that Steel had made his fortune!
But why suppress a fact so free from all discredit?
These were just the relics of a bush life which a
departing colonist might care to bring home with him
to the old country. Then why cast them into a
secret lumber-room whose very existence was unknown
to the old Australian’s Australian wife?
Rachel felt her brain reeling; and
yet she was thankful for the light which had been
vouchsafed to her at last. It was but a lantern
flash through the darkness, which seemed the more
opaque for that one thin beam of light; but it was
something, a beginning, a clew. For the rest
she was going straight to the man who had kept her
so long in such unnecessary ignorance.
Why had he not told her about Australia,
at all events? What conceivable harm could that
have done? It would have been the strongest possible
bond between them. But Rachel went further as
she thought more. Why not have told her frankly
that he had known Alexander Minchin years before she
did herself? It could have made no difference
after Alexander Minchin’s death; then why had
be kept the fact so jealously to himself? And
the dead man’s painted eyes answered “Why?”
with the bold and mocking stare his wife could not
forget, a stare which at that moment assumed a new
and sinister significance in her sight.
Rachel looked upward through the window,
which was barred, and almost totally eclipsed by shrubs;
but a clout of sky was just visible under the architrave.
It was a very gray sky; gray also was Rachel’s
face in the sudden grip of horror and surmise.
Then a ragged edge of cloud caught golden fire, a
glimmer found its way into the dust and dirt of the
secret chamber, and Rachel relaxed with a slight smile
but an exceedingly decided shake of the head.
Thereafter she escaped incontinently, but successfully,
as she had entered; closed the hidden door behind
her, and restored The Faerie Queene very carefully
to its place. Rachel no longer proposed to join
the select band of those who have read that epic through.