The immediate ordeal proved less trying
than Langholm was prepared to find it. His vivid
imagination had pictured the long table, laid for
six-and-twenty, with four persons huddled at one end;
but the telegrams had come in time to have the table
reduced to its normal size, and Langholm found a place
set for him between Mrs. Woodgate and Mrs. Steel.
He was only embarrassed when Rachel rose and looked
him in the eyes before holding out her hand.
“Have you heard?” she
asked him, in a voice as cold as her marble face,
but similarly redeemed and animated by its delicate
and distant scorn.
“Yes,” answered Langholm, sadly; “yes,
I have heard.”
“And yet-”
He interrupted her in another tone.
“I know what you are going to
say! I give you warning, Mrs. Steel, I won’t
listen to it. No ‘and yets’ for me;
remember the belief I had, long before I knew anything
at all! It ought not to be a whit stronger for
what I guessed yesterday for myself, and what your
husband has this minute confirmed. Yet it is,
if possible, ten thousand times stronger and more
sure!”
“I do remember,” said
Rachel, slowly; “and, in my turn, I believe what
you say.”
But her face did not alter as she
took his hand; her own was so cold that he looked
at her in alarm; and the whole woman seemed turned
to stone. Yet the dinner went on without further
hitch; it might have been the very smallest and homeliest
affair, to which only these guests had been invited.
Indeed, the menu had been reduced, like the table,
by the unerring tact of Rachel’s husband, so
that there was no undue memorial to the missing one-and-twenty,
and the whole ordeal was curtailed.
There was, on the other hand, no blinking
what had happened, no pretence of ignoring the one
subject which was in everybody’s thoughts.
Thus Mrs. Woodgate exclaimed aloud, what she was thinking
to herself, that she would never speak to Mrs. Venables
again in all her life, and her husband told her across
the table that she had better not. Rachel thereupon
put in her word, to the effect that the Woodgates would
cut themselves off from everybody if they made enemies
of all who disbelieved in her, and she could not allow
them to do anything of the kind. Steel, again,
speculated upon the probable behavior of the Uniackes
and the Invernesses, neither of these distinguished
families having been invited to the dinner, for obvious
reasons arising from their still recent return to
the country. There was no effort to ignore the
absorbing topic before the butler and his satellites,
but the line was drawn in the right place, excluding
as it did any reference to the rout of Mrs. Venables,
and indeed all details whatsoever.
The butler, however, and in a less
degree the footman, presented a rather interesting
study during the course of this momentous meal, had
the professional observer present been only a little
less concerned for his hostess. The butler was
a pompous but capable creature, whom Steel had engaged
when he bought the place. Though speedily reduced
to a more respectful servitude than he was accustomed
to, the man had long since ceased to complain of his
situation, which carried with it the highest wages
and all arbitrary powers over his subordinates.
On the steps, at her deferred departure, Mrs. Venables
had screamed the secret of his mistress’s identity
into the butler’s ear. The butler had risen
with dignity to the occasion, and, after a brief interview,
resigned on the spot with all his men. The mild
interest was in the present behavior of these gentry,
which was a rich blend of dignity and depression, and
betrayed a growing doubt as to whether the sinking
ship, that they had been so eager to abandon, was
really sinking after all.
Certainly the master’s manner
could not have been very different at the head of
his table as originally laid. It was not festive,
it was neither unnaturally jocular nor showy in any
way, but it was delightfully confident and serene.
And the mistress was as calm in her way, though for
once hers was the colder way, and it was the opinion
of the pantry that she felt more than she showed;
without a doubt Mrs. Woodgate had more work to restrain,
now her tears for Rachel, and now her consuming indignation
with the absentees.
“Your wife feels it as much
as mine,” said Steel to the vicar, when the
gentlemen were alone at last; and one of them could
have struck him for the speech, one who had insight
and could feel himself.
“I wouldn’t go so far
as that,” the good vicar rejoined. “But
Morna feels it dreadfully. Dreadfully she feels
it!”
“I almost wish we had kept the
table as it was,” pursued Steel over his cigar,
“and had one of those flash-light photographs
taken, as they do at all the twopenny banquets nowadays.
All that was left of them-left of six-and-twenty!”
His flippant tone made Langholm writhe,
and drove him into the conversation to change its
tenor. He asked by whom the evil had come.
“Surely not the judge?”
“No,” said Steel, with
emphasis. “Not that I have it for a fact,
but I would put a thousand pounds upon his charity
and his discretion in such a matter. A kinder
and a sounder man does not exist, though I say it who
never met him in my life. But I heard every word
of my wife’s trial, and I know the way the judge
took the case. There were a heap of women witnesses,
and her counsel was inclined to bully them; it was
delightful to see the fatherly consideration that
they received as compensation from the bench.”
Langholm’s breath was taken
away. Here was an end to the likeliest theory
that he had evolved that morning among his roses.
Steel had not married his wife in ignorance of her
life’s tragedy; he had been present, and probably
fallen in love with her, at her trial! Then why
did he never behave as though he were in love?
And why must he expatiate upon the judge’s kindness
to the female witnesses, instead of on the grand result
of the trial over which he had presided? Did Steel
himself entertain the faintest doubt about the innocence
of his wife, whose trial he had heard, and whom he
had married thereafter within a few months at the
most? Langholm’s brain buzzed, even while
he listened to what Hugh Woodgate was saying.
“I am not surprised,”
remarked the vicar. “I remember once hearing
that Sir Baldwin Gibson and Lord Edgeware were the
two fairest judges on the bench; and why, do you suppose?
Because they are both old athletes and Old Blues,
trained from small boys to give their opponents every
possible chance!”
Steel nodded an understanding assent.
Langholm, however, who was better qualified to appreciate
the vicar’s point, took no notice of it.
“If it was not the judge,”
said he, “who in the world is it who has sprung
this mine, I saw them meet, and as a matter of fact
I did guess the truth. But I had special reasons.
I had thought, God forgive me, of making something
out of your wife’s case, Steel, little dreaming
it was hers, though I knew it had no ordinary fascination
for her. But no one else can have known that.”
“You talked it over with her, however?”
And Steel had both black eyes upon
the novelist, who made his innocent admission with
an embarrassment due entirely to their unnecessarily
piercing scrutiny.
“You talked it over with her,”
repeated Steel, this time in dry statement of fact,
“at least on one occasion, in the presence of
a lady who had a prior claim upon your conversation.
That lady was Mrs. Vinson, and it is she who ought
to have a millstone hanged about her neck, and be
cast into the sea. Don’t look as though
you deserved the same fate, Langholm! It would
have been better, perhaps, if you had paid more attention
to Vinson’s wife and less to mine; but she is
the last woman in the world to blame you-naturally!
And now, if you are ready, we will join them, Woodgate.”
Sensitive as all his tribe, and himself
both gentle by nature and considerate of others according
to his lights, which thoughtlessness might turn down
or passion blur, but which burned steadily and brightly
in the main, Charles Langholm felt stung to the soul
by the last few words, in which Hugh Woodgate noticed
nothing amiss. Steel’s tone was not openly
insulting, but rather that of banter, misplaced perhaps,
and in poor taste at such a time, yet ostensibly good-natured
and innocent of ulterior meaning. But Langholm
was not deceived. There was an ulterior meaning
to him, and a very unpleasant one withal. Yet
he did not feel unjustifiably insulted; he looked
within, and felt justly rebuked; not for anything
he had said or done, but for what he found in his
heart at that moment. Langholm entered the drawing-room
in profound depression, but his state of mind was
no longer due to anything that had just been said.
The scene awaiting him was surely
calculated to deepen that dejection. Rachel had
left the gentlemen with the proud mien and the unbroken
spirit which she had maintained at table without trace
of effort; they found her sobbing on Morna Woodgate’s
shoulder, in distress so poignant and so pitiful that
even Steel stopped short upon the threshold. In
an instant she was on her feet, the tears still thick
in her noble eyes, but the spirit once more alight
behind the tears.
“Don’t go!” she
begged them, in a voice that pierced one heart at least.
“Stop and help me, for God’s sake!
I can’t bear it. I am not strong enough.
I can only pretend to bear it, for an hour, before
the servants. Even that has almost maddened me,
the effort, and the shame.”
“The shame is on others,”
said Steel, gravely enough now, “and not on
you. And who are those others, I should like to
know? And what does it matter what they think
or say? A hole-and-corner district like this is
not the world!”
Rachel shook her head sadly; her beautiful
eyes were dry now, and only the more lustrous for
the tears that they had shed. Langholm saw nothing
else.
“But it is the world,”
she asserted. “It is part of the world,
and the same thing would happen in any other part.
It would happen in London, and everywhere else as
soon as I became known. And henceforth I mean
to be known!” cried Rachel, wilfully; “there
shall be no more hiding who I was, or am; that is
the way to make them think the worst when they find
out. But is it not disgraceful? I was acquitted,
and yet I am to be treated as though I had been merely
pardoned. Is that not a disgrace to common humanity?”
“Humanity is not so common as
you imagine,” remarked Steel.
“It is un-Christian!”
cried Hugh Woodgate, with many repetitions of the
epithet.
Langholm said nothing. His eyes
never left Rachel’s face. Neither did she
meet them for an instant, nor had she a look for Hugh
Woodgate or even for his wife. It was to her
husband that Rachel had spoken every word; it was
nearest him she stood, in his face only that she gazed.
“Are you going to let the disgrace
continue?” she asked him, fiercely.
His answer was natural enough.
“My dear Rachel, what can I
do? I never dreamt that it would come out here;
it is by the merest fluke that it did.”
“But I want it to come out,”
cried Rachel; “if you mean the fact of my trial
and my acquittal. It was a mistake ever to hide
either for a moment. Henceforth they shall be
no secret.”
“Then we cannot prevent the
world from thinking and saying what it likes, however
uncharitable and unjust. Do be reasonable, and
listen to reason, though God knows you can be in no
mood for such cold comfort! But I have done my
best; I will do my best again. I will sell this
place to-morrow. We will go right away somewhere
else.”
“And then the same thing will
happen there! Is that all you can suggest, you
who married me after hearing with your own ears every
scrap of evidence that they could bring against me?”
“Have you anything better to suggest yourself,
Rachel?”
“I have,” she answered,
looking him full and sternly in the face, in the now
forgotten presence of their three guests. “Find
out who is guilty, if you really want people
to believe that I am not!”
Steel did not start, though there
came a day when one at least of the listening trio
felt honestly persuaded that he had; as a matter of
fact, his lips came more closely together, while his
eyes searched those of his wife with a wider stare
than was often seen in them, but for two or three
seconds at most, before dropping in perplexity to the
floor.
“How can I, Rachel?” her
husband asked quietly, indeed gently, yet with little
promise of acquiescence in his tone. “I
am not a detective, after all.”
But that was added for the sake of
adding something, and was enough to prove Steel ill
at ease, to the wife who knew him as no man ever had.
“A detective, no!” said
she, readily enough. “But you are a rich
man; you could employ detectives; you could clear
your wife, if you liked.”
“Rachel, you know very well
that you are cleared already.”
“That is your answer, then!”
she cried scornfully, and snatched her eyes from him
at last, without waiting for a denial. She was
done with him, her face said plainly; he looked at
her a moment, then turned aside with a shrug.
But Rachel’s eyes went swiftly
round the room; they alighted for an instant upon
Morna Woodgate, leaning forward upon the sofa where
they had sat together, eager, enthusiastic, but impotent
as a woman must be; they passed over the vicar, looking
stolid as usual, and more than a little puzzled; but
at last they rested on Langholm’s thin, stooping
figure, with untidy head thrust forward towards her,
and a light in his dreamy eyes that kindled a new
light in her own.
“You, Mr. Langholm!” cried
Rachel, taking a quick, short step in his direction.
“You, with your plots and your problems that
nobody can solve; don’t you think you could
unravel this one for me?”
Her eyes were radiant now, and their
radiance all for him. Langholm felt the heart
swimming in his body, the brain in his head. A
couple of long-legged strides to meet her nine-tenths
of the way, and he had taken Rachel’s hand before
her husband and her friends.
“Before God,” said Langholm, “I’ll
try!”
Their hands met only to part.
There was a sardonic laugh from Rachel’s husband.
“Do you forbid me?” demanded Langholm,
turning upon him.
“Far from it,” said Steel.
“I shall be most interested to see you go to
work.”
“Is that a challenge?”
The two men faced each other, while
the third man and the women looked on. It had
sounded like a challenge to all but the vicar, though
neither of the others had had time to think so before
they heard the word and recognized its justice.
“If you like,” said Steel, indifferently.
“I accept it as such,”
rejoined Langholm, dogging the other with his eyes.
“And find him I will-the guilty man-if
I never write another line-and if the villain
is still alive!”