That was between eight and nine o’clock
at night; before ten an outrageous thought occurred
to the man with the undisciplined imagination.
It closed his mind to the tragedy of an hour ago, to
the dead man lying upstairs, whose low and eager voice
still went on and on in his ears. It was a thought
that possessed Langholm like an unclean spirit from
the moment in which he raised his eyes from the last
words of the manuscript to which the dead man had
referred.
In the long, low room that Langholm
lived in a fire was necessary in damp weather, irrespective
of the season. It was on the fire that his eyes
fell, straight from the paper in his hand ...
No one else had read it. There
was an explicit assurance on the point. The Chelsea
landlady had no idea that such a statement was in existence;
she would certainly have destroyed it if she had known;
and further written details convinced Langholm that
the woman would never speak of her own accord.
There were strange sidelights on the feelings which
the young Italian had inspired in an unlikely breast;
a mother could have done no more to shield him.
On the night of the acquittal, for example, when he
was slowly recovering in her house, it had since come
to the writer’s knowledge that this woman had
turned Mrs. Minchin from her door with a lying statement
as to his whereabouts. This he mentioned to confirm
his declaration that he always meant to tell the truth
to Rachel, that it was his first resolve in the early
stages of his recovery, long before he knew of her
arrest and trial, and that this woman was aware of
that resolve as of all else. But he doubted whether
she could be made to speak, though he hoped that for
his sake she would. And Langholm grinned with
set teeth as he turned back to this passage:
he would be diabolically safe.
It was only an evil thought.
He did not admit it as a temptation. Yet how
it stuck, and how it grew!
There was the fire, as though lit
on purpose; in a minute the written evidence could
be destroyed for ever; and there was no other kind.
Dead men tell no tales, and live men only those that
suit them!
It all fitted in so marvellously.
To a villain it would have been less a temptation
than a veritable gift of his ends. Langholm almost
wished he were a villain.
There was Steel. Something remained
for explanation there, but there really was a case
against him. The villain would let that case come
on; the would-be villain did so in his own ready fancy,
and the end of it was a world without Steel but not
without his wife; only, she would be Steel’s
wife no more.
And this brought Langholm to his senses.
“Idiot!” he said, and went out to his
wet paths and ruined roses. But the ugly impossible
idea dogged him even there.
“If Steel had been guilty-but
he isn’t, I tell you-no, but if he
had been, just for argument, would she ever have looked-hush!-idiot
and egotist!-No, but would she?
And could you have made her happy if she had?-Ah,
that’s another thing ... I wonder!-It
is worth wondering about; you know you have failed
before. Yes, yes, yes; do you think I forget
it? No, but I must remind you. Are you the
type to make women happy, women with anything in them,
women with nerves? Are you not moody, morbid,
uneven, full of yourself?-No, of my work.
It comes to the same thing for the woman. Could
you have made her happy?-yes or no!
If no, then pull yourself together and never think
of it. Isn’t it always better to be the
good friend than the tiresome husband, and, if you
care for her, to show her your best side instead of
all your sides? I thought so! Then thank
your stars, and-never again!”
So the two voices, that are only one
voice, within Langholm that night, in the heavy fragrance
of his soaking garden, under the half-shut eye of
a waning moon; and, having conquered him, the voice
of sense and sanity reminded him of his reward:
“Remember, too, how you promised to serve her;
and how, if less by management than good luck, you
have, after all, performed the very prodigy you undertook.
Go and tell her. I should go to-night. No,
it is never too late to bring good news. I should
jump on my bicycle and go now!”
The old moon’s eye drooped also
over Normanthorpe House, out of the clearest sky that
there had been for days. The Steels were strolling
on the sweep of the drive before the house, out for
outing’s sake for the first time that day, and
together for the sake of being together for the first
time that month. There was something untoward
in the air. In fact, there was suspicion, and
Rachel was beginning to suspect what that suspicion
was. She could not say absolutely that she did
not entertain it herself for a single instant.
She had entertained and had dismissed the thought
a good many times. Why had he never told her his
real motive in marrying her? Some subtle motive
there had been; why could he never tell her what it
was? Then there was his intimacy with her first
husband, which she had only discovered by chance, after
the most sedulous concealment on his part. And,
finally, there was the defiant character of his challenge
to Langholm, as it were to do his worst (not his best)
as a detective.
On the other hand, there was that
woman’s instinct which no wise woman disregards;
and Rachel’s instinct had never confirmed her
fancies in this matter. But within the last few
hours her point of view had totally changed.
Her husband was suspected. He said so laughingly
himself. He was in a certain danger. Her
place was by his side. And let it be remembered
that, before his absolute refusal to answer her crucial
question about his prime motive for the marriage, Rachel
had grown rather to like that place.
They had been strolling quite apart,
though chatting amiably. Rachel had not dreamt
of putting her hand within his arm, as she had sometimes
done towards the end before their quarrel. Yet
she did it again now, the very moment his quicker
vision descried the cyclist in the drive.
“I hope they are not going to
run me in to-night,” he said. “If
they do, I shall run them in for riding without
a light. So it’s Langholm! Well, Langholm,
put salt on him yet?”
“On whom?”
“Your murderer, of course.”
“I have his confession in my pocket.”
It was the first time that Rachel
had known her husband taken visibly aback.
“Good God!” he cried. “Then
you don’t think it’s me any longer?”
“I know it is not. Nevertheless, Mrs. Steel
must prepare for a shock.”
Rachel was shocked. But her grief
and horror, though both were real and poignant, were
swept away for that hour at least by the full tide
of her joy.
It was a double joy. Not only
would Rachel be cleared for ever before the world,
but her husband would stand exonerated at her side.
The day of unfounded suspicions, of either one of
them, by the other or by the world, that day at least
was over once for all.
Her heart was too full for many explanations;
she lingered while Langholm told of his interview
with Abel, and then left him to one with her husband
alone.
Langholm thereupon spoke more openly
of his whole case against Steel, who instantly admitted
its strength.
“But I owe you an apology,”
the latter added, “not only for something I
said to you this afternoon, more in mischief than in
malice, which I would nevertheless unsay if I could,
but for deliberately manufacturing the last link in
your chain. I happened to buy both my revolvers
and Minchin’s from a hawker up the country;
his were a present from me; and, as they say out there,
one pair was the dead spit of the other. This
morning when I found I was being shadowed by these
local heroes, it occurred to me for my own amusement
to put one of my pair in a thoroughly conspicuous
place, and this afternoon I could not resist sending
you to the room to add it to your grand discoveries.
You see, I could have proved an alibi for the weapon,
at all events, during my trip to town a year ago.
Yes, poor Minchin wrote to me, and I went up to town
by the next train to take him by surprise. How
you got to know of his letter I can’t conceive.
But it carried no hint of blackmail. I think
you did wonders, and I hope you will forgive me for
that little trap; it really wasn’t set for you.
It is also perfectly true that I stayed at the Cadogan
and was out at that particular time. I went there
because it was the one decent hotel I knew of in those
parts, which was probably your own reason, and I was
out reconnoitring my old friend’s house because
I knew him for an inveterate late-bird, and he did
not write as though marriage had improved his habits.
In fact, as you know, he had gone to the dogs altogether.”
This reminded Langholm of the hour.
“It is late now,” said
he, “and I must be off. Poor Severino had
not a relation in this country that I know of.
There will be a great deal to do to-morrow.”
Steel at once insisted on bearing
all expenses; that would be the lightest part, he
said. “You have done so much!” he
added. “By the way, you can’t go
without saying good-night to my wife. She has
still to thank you.”
“I don’t want to be thanked.”
“But for you the truth might never have come
out.”
“Still I shall be much happier if she never
speaks of it again.”
“Very well, she shall not-on one
condition.”
“What is that?”
“Langholm, I thought last summer
we were to be rather friends? I don’t think
that of many people. May I still think it of you?”
“If you will,” said Langholm.
“I-I don’t believe I ever should
have brought myself to give you away!”
“You behaved most fairly, my
dear fellow. I shall not forget it, nor the way
you scored off the blackmailer Abel. If it is
any satisfaction to you, I will tell you what his
secret was. Nay, I may as well; and my wife,
I must tell her too, though all these months I have
hidden it from her; but I have no doubt he took it
to the police when you failed him. It is bound
to get about, but I can live it down as I did the thing
itself. Langholm, like many a better man, I left
my country for my country’s good. Never
mind the offence; the curious can hunt up the case,
and will perhaps admit there have been worse.
But that man and I were transported to Western Australia
on the same vessel in ’69.”
“And yet,” said Langholm-they
were not quite his next words-“and
yet you challenged me to discover the truth!
I still can’t understand your attitude that
night!”
Steel stood silent.
“Some day I may explain it to
you,” he said. “I am only now going
to explain it to my wife.”
The men shook hands.
And Langholm rode on his bicycle off
the scene of the one real melodrama of a life spent
in inventing fictitious ones; and if you ask what he
had to show for his part in it, you may get your answer
one day from his work. Not from the masterpiece
which he used to talk over with Mrs. Steel, for it
will never be written; not from any particular novel
or story, much less in the reproduction of any of
these incidents, wherein he himself played so dubious
a part; but perhaps you will find your answer in a
deeper knowledge of the human heart, a stronger grasp
of the realities of life, a keener sympathy with men
and (particularly) with women, than formerly distinguished
this writer’s books. These, at all events,
are some of the things which Charles Langholm has to
show, if he will only show them. And in the meantime
you are requested not to pity him.
Steel went straight to his wife.
Tears were still in her eyes, but such tears, and
such eyes! It cost him an effort to say what he
had to say, and that was unusual in his case.
“Rachel,” he said at length,
in a tone as new as his reluctance, “I am going
to answer the question which you have so often asked
me. I am going to answer it with perfect honesty,
and very possibly you will never speak to me again.
I shall be sorry for both our sakes if you do anything
precipitate, but in any case you shall act as you think
best. You know that I was exceedingly fond of
Alec Minchin as a young man; now, I am not often exceedingly
fond of anybody, as you may also know by this time.
Before your trial I was convinced that you had killed
my old friend, whom I was so keen to see again that
I came up to town by the very first train after getting
his letter. You had robbed me of the only friend
I had in England at the very moment when he needed
me and I was on my way to him. I could have saved
his ship, and you had sent both him and it to the
bottom! That, I say candidly, was what I thought.”
“I don’t blame you for
thinking it before the trial,” said Rachel.
“It seems to have been the universal opinion.”
“I formed mine for myself, and
I had a particular reason for forming it,” continued
Steel, with a marked vibration in his usually unemotional
voice. “I don’t know which to tell
you first.... Well, it shall be that reason.
On the night of the murder do you remember coming downstairs
and going or rather looking into the study-at
one o’clock in the morning?”
Rachel recoiled in her chair.
“Heavens!” she cried. “How
can you know that?”
“Did you hear nothing as you went upstairs again?”
“I don’t remember.”
“Not a rattle at the letter-box?”
“Yes! Yes! Now I do remember.
And it was actually you!”
“It was, indeed,” said
Steel, gravely. “I saw you come down, I
saw you peep in-all dread and reluctance!
I saw you recoil, I saw the face with which you shut
those doors and put out the lights. And afterwards
I learned from the medical evidence that your husband
must have been dead at that time; one thing I knew,
and that was that he was not shot during the next
hour and more, for I waited about until half-past two
in the hope that he would come out. I was not
going to ring and bring you down again, for I had
seen your face, and I still saw your light upstairs.”
“So you thought I had come down to see my handiwork!”
“To see if he was really dead.
Yes, I thought that afterwards. I could not help
thinking it, Rachel.”
“Did it never occur to you that I might have
thought he was asleep?”
“Yes, that has struck me since.”
“You have not thought me guilty all along, then?”
“Not all along.”
“Did you right through my trial?”
“God forgive me-yes,
I did! And there was one thing that convinced
me more than anything else; that was when you told
the jury that the occasion of your final parting upstairs
was the last time you saw poor Alec alive.”
“But it was,” said Rachel.
“I remember the question. I did not know
how to answer it. I could not tell them I had
seen him dead but fancied him only asleep; that they
would never have believed. So I told the simple
truth. But it upset me dreadfully.”
“That I saw. You expected cross-examination.”
“Yes; and I did not know whether to stick to
the truth or to lie!”
“I can read people sometimes,”
Steel continued after a pause. “I guessed
your difficulty. Surely you must see the only
conceivable inference?”
“I did see it.”
“And, seeing, do you not forgive?”
“Yes, that. But you married
me while you still thought me guilty. I forgive
you for denying it at the time. I suppose that
was necessary. But you have not yet told me why
you did it.”
“Honestly, Rachel, it was largely fascination-”
“But not primarily.”
“No.”
“Then let me hear the prime
motive at last, for I am tired of trying to guess
it!”
Steel stood before his wife as he
had never stood before her yet, his white head bowed,
his dark eyes lowered, hands clasped, shoulders bent,
the suppliant and the penitent in one.
“I did it to punish you,”
he said. “I thought some one must-I
felt I could have hanged you if I had spoken out what
I had seen-and I-married you
instead!”
His eyes were on the ground.
When he raised them she was smiling through unshed
tears. But she had spoken first.
“It was not a very terrible
motive, after all,” she had said; “at least,
it has not been such a very terrible-punishment!”
“No; but that was because I
did the very last thing I ever thought of doing.”
“And that was?”
“To fall in love with you at the beginning!”
Rachel gave a little start.
“Although you thought me guilty?”
“That made no difference at
all. But I have thought it less and less, until,
on the night you appealed first to me and then to Langholm-on
thinking over that night-it was impossible
to suppose it any more.”
Rachel rose, her cheeks divinely red,
her lip trembling, her hand outstretched.
“And you fell in love with me!” she murmured.
“God knows I did, Rachel, in my own way,”
said Steel.
“I am so glad!” whispered his wife.