Stay for me there!
I will not fail.
To meet thee in that
hollow vale.
[Exequy on the death
of his wife, by Henry King,
Bishop of Chichester.]
ILL-FATED and mysterious man! bewildered
in the brilliancy of thine own imagination, and fallen
in the flames of thine own youth! Again in fancy
I behold thee! Once more thy form hath risen before
me! not oh not as thou art in
the cold valley and shadow but as thou shouldst
be squandering away a life of magnificent
meditation in that city of dim visions, thine own
Venice which is a star-beloved Elysium of
the sea, and the wide windows of whose Palladian palaces
look down with a deep and bitter meaning upon the
secrets of her silent waters. Yes! I repeat
it as thou shouldst be. There
are surely other worlds than this other
thoughts than the thoughts of the multitude other
speculations than the speculations of the sophist.
Who then shall call thy conduct into question? who
blame thee for thy visionary hours, or denounce those
occupations as a wasting away of life, which were but
the overflowings of thine everlasting energies?
It was at Venice, beneath the covered
archway there called the Ponte di Sospiri,
that I met for the third or fourth time the person
of whom I speak. It is with a confused recollection
that I bring to mind the circumstances of that meeting.
Yet I remember ah! how should I forget? the
deep midnight, the Bridge of Sighs, the beauty of woman,
and the Genius of Romance that stalked up and down
the narrow canal.
It was a night of unusual gloom.
The great clock of the Piazza had sounded the fifth
hour of the Italian evening. The square of the
Campanile lay silent and deserted, and the lights in
the old Ducal Palace were dying fast away. I
was returning home from the Piazetta, by way of the
Grand Canal. But as my gondola arrived opposite
the mouth of the canal San Marco, a female voice from
its recesses broke suddenly upon the night, in one
wild, hysterical, and long continued shriek.
Startled at the sound, I sprang upon my feet:
while the gondolier, letting slip his single oar,
lost it in the pitchy darkness beyond a chance of
recovery, and we were consequently left to the guidance
of the current which here sets from the greater into
the smaller channel. Like some huge and sable-feathered
condor, we were slowly drifting down towards the Bridge
of Sighs, when a thousand flambeaux flashing from the
windows, and down the staircases of the Ducal Palace,
turned all at once that deep gloom into a livid and
preternatural day.
A child, slipping from the arms of
its own mother, had fallen from an upper window of
the lofty structure into the deep and dim canal.
The quiet waters had closed placidly over their victim;
and, although my own gondola was the only one in sight,
many a stout swimmer, already in the stream, was seeking
in vain upon the surface, the treasure which was to
be found, alas! only within the abyss. Upon the
broad black marble flagstones at the entrance of the
palace, and a few steps above the water, stood a figure
which none who then saw can have ever since forgotten.
It was the Marchesa Aphrodite the adoration
of all Venice the gayest of the gay the
most lovely where all were beautiful but
still the young wife of the old and intriguing Mentoni,
and the mother of that fair child, her first and only
one, who now, deep beneath the murky water, was thinking
in bitterness of heart upon her sweet caresses, and
exhausting its little life in struggles to call upon
her name.
She stood alone. Her small, bare,
and silvery feet gleamed in the black mirror of marble
beneath her. Her hair, not as yet more than half
loosened for the night from its ball-room array, clustered,
amid a shower of diamonds, round and round her classical
head, in curls like those of the young hyacinth.
A snowy-white and gauze-like drapery seemed to be
nearly the sole covering to her delicate form; but
the mid-summer and midnight air was hot, sullen, and
still, and no motion in the statue-like form itself,
stirred even the folds of that raiment of very vapor
which hung around it as the heavy marble hangs around
the Niobe. Yet strange to say! her
large lustrous eyes were not turned downwards upon
that grave wherein her brightest hope lay buried but
riveted in a widely different direction! The
prison of the Old Republic is, I think, the stateliest
building in all Venice but how could that
lady gaze so fixedly upon it, when beneath her lay
stifling her only child? Yon dark, gloomy niche,
too, yawns right opposite her chamber window what,
then, could there be in its shadows in
its architecture in its ivy-wreathed and
solemn cornices that the Marchesa di
Mentoni had not wondered at a thousand times before?
Nonsense! Who does not remember that, at
such a time as this, the eye, like a shattered mirror,
multiplies the images of its sorrow, and sees in innumerable
far-off places, the wo which is close at hand?
Many steps above the Marchesa, and
within the arch of the water-gate, stood, in full
dress, the Satyr-like figure of Mentoni himself.
He was occasionally occupied in thrumming a guitar,
and seemed ennuye to the very death, as at
intervals he gave directions for the recovery of his
child. Stupified and aghast, I had myself no power
to move from the upright position I had assumed upon
first hearing the shriek, and must have presented
to the eyes of the agitated group a spectral and ominous
appearance, as with pale countenance and rigid limbs,
I floated down among them in that funereal gondola.
All efforts proved in vain. Many
of the most energetic in the search were relaxing
their exertions, and yielding to a gloomy sorrow.
There seemed but little hope for the child; (how much
less than for the mother! ) but now, from the interior
of that dark niche which has been already mentioned
as forming a part of the Old Republican prison, and
as fronting the lattice of the Marchesa, a figure muffled
in a cloak, stepped out within reach of the light,
and, pausing a moment upon the verge of the giddy
descent, plunged headlong into the canal. As,
in an instant afterwards, he stood with the still
living and breathing child within his grasp, upon
the marble flagstones by the side of the Marchesa,
his cloak, heavy with the drenching water, became unfastened,
and, falling in folds about his feet, discovered to
the wonder-stricken spectators the graceful person
of a very young man, with the sound of whose name
the greater part of Europe was then ringing.
No word spoke the deliverer.
But the Marchesa! She will now receive her child she
will press it to her heart she will cling
to its little form, and smother it with her caresses.
Alas! another’s arms have taken it from
the stranger another’s arms
have taken it away, and borne it afar off, unnoticed,
into the palace! And the Marchesa! Her lip her
beautiful lip trembles: tears are gathering in
her eyes those eyes which, like Pliny’s
acanthus, are “soft and almost liquid.”
Yes! tears are gathering in those eyes and
see! the entire woman thrills throughout the soul,
and the statue has started into life! The pallor
of the marble countenance, the swelling of the marble
bosom, the very purity of the marble feet, we behold
suddenly flushed over with a tide of ungovernable
crimson; and a slight shudder quivers about her delicate
frame, as a gentle air at Napoli about the rich silver
lilies in the grass.
Why should that lady blush!
To this demand there is no answer except
that, having left, in the eager haste and terror of
a mother’s heart, the privacy of her own boudoir,
she has neglected to enthral her tiny feet in their
slippers, and utterly forgotten to throw over her Venetian
shoulders that drapery which is their due. What
other possible reason could there have been for her
so blushing? for the glance of those wild
appealing eyes? for the unusual tumult of that throbbing
bosom? for the convulsive pressure of that
trembling hand? that hand which fell, as
Mentoni turned into the palace, accidentally, upon
the hand of the stranger. What reason could there
have been for the low the singularly low
tone of those unmeaning words which the lady uttered
hurriedly in bidding him adieu? “Thou hast
conquered,” she said, or the murmurs of the
water deceived me; “thou hast conquered one
hour after sunrise we shall meet so
let it be!”
The tumult had subsided, the lights
had died away within the palace, and the stranger,
whom I now recognized, stood alone upon the flags.
He shook with inconceivable agitation, and his eye
glanced around in search of a gondola. I could
not do less than offer him the service of my own;
and he accepted the civility. Having obtained
an oar at the water-gate, we proceeded together to
his residence, while he rapidly recovered his self-possession,
and spoke of our former slight acquaintance in terms
of great apparent cordiality.
There are some subjects upon which
I take pleasure in being minute. The person of
the stranger let me call him by this title,
who to all the world was still a stranger the
person of the stranger is one of these subjects.
In height he might have been below rather than above
the medium size: although there were moments
of intense passion when his frame actually expanded
and belied the assertion. The light, almost slender
symmetry of his figure, promised more of that ready
activity which he evinced at the Bridge of Sighs,
than of that Herculean strength which he has been
known to wield without an effort, upon occasions of
more dangerous emergency. With the mouth and chin
of a deity singular, wild, full, liquid
eyes, whose shadows varied from pure hazel to intense
and brilliant jet and a profusion of curling,
black hair, from which a forehead of unusual breadth
gleamed forth at intervals all light and ivory his
were features than which I have seen none more classically
regular, except, perhaps, the marble ones of the Emperor
Commodus. Yet his countenance was, nevertheless,
one of those which all men have seen at some period
of their lives, and have never afterwards seen again.
It had no peculiar it had no settled predominant
expression to be fastened upon the memory; a countenance
seen and instantly forgotten but forgotten
with a vague and never-ceasing desire of recalling
it to mind. Not that the spirit of each rapid
passion failed, at any time, to throw its own distinct
image upon the mirror of that face but that
the mirror, mirror-like, retained no vestige of the
passion, when the passion had departed.
Upon leaving him on the night of our
adventure, he solicited me, in what I thought an urgent
manner, to call upon him very early the next
morning. Shortly after sunrise, I found myself
accordingly at his Palazzo, one of those huge structures
of gloomy, yet fantastic pomp, which tower above the
waters of the Grand Canal in the vicinity of the Rialto.
I was shown up a broad winding staircase of mosaics,
into an apartment whose unparalleled splendor burst
through the opening door with an actual glare, making
me blind and dizzy with luxuriousness.
I knew my acquaintance to be wealthy.
Report had spoken of his possessions in terms which
I had even ventured to call terms of ridiculous exaggeration.
But as I gazed about me, I could not bring myself
to believe that the wealth of any subject in Europe
could have supplied the princely magnificence which
burned and blazed around.
Although, as I say, the sun had arisen,
yet the room was still brilliantly lighted up.
I judge from this circumstance, as well as from an
air of exhaustion in the countenance of my friend,
that he had not retired to bed during the whole of
the preceding night. In the architecture and
embellishments of the chamber, the evident design
had been to dazzle and astound. Little attention
had been paid to the decora of what is technically
called keeping, or to the proprieties of nationality.
The eye wandered from object to object, and rested
upon none neither the grotesques
of the Greek painters, nor the sculptures of the best
Italian days, nor the huge carvings of untutored Egypt.
Rich draperies in every part of the room trembled
to the vibration of low, melancholy music, whose origin
was not to be discovered. The senses were oppressed
by mingled and conflicting perfumes, reeking up from
strange convolute censers, together with multitudinous
flaring and flickering tongues of emerald and violet
fire. The rays of the newly risen sun poured
in upon the whole, through windows, formed each of
a single pane of crimson-tinted glass. Glancing
to and fro, in a thousand reflections, from curtains
which rolled from their cornices like cataracts of
molten silver, the beams of natural glory mingled
at length fitfully with the artificial light, and
lay weltering in subdued masses upon a carpet of rich,
liquid-looking cloth of Chili gold.
“Ha! ha! ha! ha!
ha! ha! “ laughed the proprietor,
motioning me to a seat as I entered the room, and
throwing himself back at full-length upon an ottoman.
“I see,” said he, perceiving that I could
not immediately reconcile myself to the bienséance
of so singular a welcome “I see you
are astonished at my apartment at my statues my
pictures my originality of conception in
architecture and upholstery! absolutely drunk, eh,
with my magnificence? But pardon me, my dear
sir, (here his tone of voice dropped to the very spirit
of cordiality,) pardon me for my uncharitable laughter.
You appeared so utterly astonished. Besides,
some things are so completely ludicrous, that a man
must laugh or die. To die laughing, must
be the most glorious of all glorious deaths!
Sir Thomas More a very fine man was Sir
Thomas More Sir Thomas More died laughing,
you remember. Also in the Absurdities
of Ravisius Textor, there is a long list of characters
who came to the same magnificent end. Do you
know, however,” continued he musingly, “that
at Sparta (which is now Palae; ochori,) at Sparta,
I say, to the west of the citadel, among a chaos of
scarcely visible ruins, is a kind of socle,
upon which are still legible the letters 7!=9.
They are undoubtedly part of ’+7!=9!. Now,
at Sparta were a thousand temples and shrines to a
thousand different divinities. How exceedingly
strange that the altar of Laughter should have survived
all the others! But in the present instance,”
he resumed, with a singular alteration of voice and
manner, “I have no right to be merry at your
expense. You might well have been amazed.
Europe cannot produce anything so fine as this, my
little regal cabinet. My other apartments are
by no means of the same order mere ultras
of fashionable insipidity. This is better than
fashion is it not? Yet this has but
to be seen to become the rage that is,
with those who could afford it at the cost of their
entire patrimony. I have guarded, however, against
any such profanation. With one exception, you
are the only human being besides myself and my valet,
who has been admitted within the mysteries of these
imperial precincts, since they have been bedizzened
as you see!”
I bowed in acknowledgment for
the overpowering sense of splendor and perfume, and
music, together with the unexpected eccentricity of
his address and manner, prevented me from expressing,
in words, my appreciation of what I might have construed
into a compliment.
“Here,” he resumed, arising
and leaning on my arm as he sauntered around the apartment,
“here are paintings from the Greeks to Cimabue,
and from Cimabue to the present hour. Many are
chosen, as you see, with little deference to the opinions
of Virtu. They are all, however, fitting tapestry
for a chamber such as this. Here, too, are some
chefs d’oeuvre of the unknown great;
and here, unfinished designs by men, celebrated in
their day, whose very names the perspicacity of the
academies has left to silence and to me. What
think you,” said he, turning abruptly as he
spoke “what think you of this Madonna
della Pieta?”
“It is Guido’s own!”
I said, with all the enthusiasm of my nature, for I
had been poring intently over its surpassing loveliness.
“It is Guido’s own! how could
you have obtained it? she is undoubtedly
in painting what the Venus is in sculpture.”
“Ha!” said he thoughtfully,
“the Venus the beautiful Venus? the
Venus of the Medici? she of the diminutive
head and the gilded hair? Part of the left arm
(here his voice dropped so as to be heard with difficulty,)
and all the right, are restorations; and in the coquetry
of that right arm lies, I think, the quintessence
of all affectation. Give me the Canova!
The Apollo, too, is a copy there can be
no doubt of it blind fool that I am, who
cannot behold the boasted inspiration of the Apollo!
I cannot help pity me! I cannot
help preferring the Antinous. Was it not Socrates
who said that the statuary found his statue in the
block of marble? Then Michael Angelo was by no
means original in his couplet
’Non ha l’ottimo
artista alcun concetto
Che un marmo
solo in se non circunscriva.’”
It has been, or should be remarked,
that, in the manner of the true gentleman, we are
always aware of a difference from the bearing of the
vulgar, without being at once precisely able to determine
in what such difference consists. Allowing the
remark to have applied in its full force to the outward
demeanor of my acquaintance, I felt it, on that eventful
morning, still more fully applicable to his moral temperament
and character. Nor can I better define that peculiarity
of spirit which seemed to place him so essentially
apart from all other human beings, than by calling
it a habit of intense and continual thought,
pervading even his most trivial actions intruding
upon his moments of dalliance and interweaving
itself with his very flashes of merriment like
adders which writhe from out the eyes of the grinning
masks in the cornices around the temples of Persepolis.
I could not help, however, repeatedly
observing, through the mingled tone of levity and
solemnity with which he rapidly descanted upon matters
of little importance, a certain air of trepidation a
degree of nervous unction in action and in
speech an unquiet excitability of manner
which appeared to me at all times unaccountable, and
upon some occasions even filled me with alarm.
Frequently, too, pausing in the middle of a sentence
whose commencement he had apparently forgotten, he
seemed to be listening in the deepest attention, as
if either in momentary expectation of a visiter,
or to sounds which must have had existence in his
imagination alone.
It was during one of these reveries
or pauses of apparent abstraction, that, in turning
over a page of the poet and scholar Politian’s
beautiful tragedy “The Orfeo,” (the
first native Italian tragedy,) which lay near me upon
an ottoman, I discovered a passage underlined in pencil.
It was a passage towards the end of the third act a
passage of the most heart-stirring excitement a
passage which, although tainted with impurity, no
man shall read without a thrill of novel emotion no
woman without a sigh. The whole page was blotted
with fresh tears; and, upon the opposite interleaf,
were the following English lines, written in a hand
so very different from the peculiar characters of my
acquaintance, that I had some difficulty in recognising
it as his own:
Thou wast that all to
me, love,
For which my soul did
pine
A green isle in the
sea, love,
A fountain and a shrine,
All wreathed with fairy
fruits and flowers;
And all the flowers
were mine.
Ah, dream too bright
to last!
Ah, starry Hope, that
didst arise
But to be overcast!
A voice from out the
Future cries,
“Onward! “ but
o’er the Past
(Dim gulf! ) my spirit
hovering lies,
Mute motionless aghast!
For alas! alas! with
me
The light of life is
o’er.
“No more no
more no more,”
(Such language holds
the solemn sea
To the sands upon the
shore,)
Shall bloom the thunder-blasted
tree,
Or the stricken eagle
soar!
Now all my hours are
trances;
And all my nightly dreams
Are where the dark eye
glances,
And where thy footstep
gleams,
In what ethereal dances,
By what Italian streams.
Alas! for that accursed
time
They bore thee o’er
the billow,
From Love to titled
age and crime,
And an unholy pillow!
From me, and from our
misty clime,
Where weeps the silver
willow!
That these lines were written in English a
language with which I had not believed their author
acquainted afforded me little matter for
surprise. I was too well aware of the extent of
his acquirements, and of the singular pleasure he
took in concealing them from observation, to be astonished
at any similar discovery; but the place of date, I
must confess, occasioned me no little amazement.
It had been originally written London, and
afterwards carefully overscored not, however,
so effectually as to conceal the word from a scrutinizing
eye. I say, this occasioned me no little amazement;
for I well remember that, in a former conversation
with a friend, I particularly inquired if he had at
any time met in London the Marchesa di Mentoni,
(who for some years previous to her marriage had resided
in that city,) when his answer, if I mistake not,
gave me to understand that he had never visited the
metropolis of Great Britain. I might as (without,
of course, giving credit to a report involving so
many improbabilities,) that the person of whom I speak,
was not only by birth, but in education, an Englishman.
“There is one painting,”
said he, without being aware of my notice of the tragedy “there
is still one painting which you have not seen.”
And throwing aside a drapery, he discovered a full-length
portrait of the Marchesa Aphrodite.
Human art could have done no more
in the delineation of her superhuman beauty.
The same ethereal figure which stood before me the
preceding night upon the steps of the Ducal Palace,
stood before me once again. But in the expression
of the countenance, which was beaming all over with
smiles, there still lurked (incomprehensible anomaly!)
that fitful stain of melancholy which will ever be
found inseparable from the perfection of the beautiful.
Her right arm lay folded over her bosom. With
her left she pointed downward to a curiously fashioned
vase. One small, fairy foot, alone visible, barely
touched the earth; and, scarcely discernible in the
brilliant atmosphere which seemed to encircle and
enshrine her loveliness, floated a pair of the most
delicately imagined wings. My glance fell from
the painting to the figure of my friend, and the vigorous
words of Chapman’s Bussy D’Ambois,
quivered instinctively upon my lips:
“He
is up
There like a Roman statue!
He will stand
Till Death hath made
him marble!”
“Come,” he said at length,
turning towards a table of richly enamelled and massive
silver, upon which were a few goblets fantastically
stained, together with two large Etruscan vases, fashioned
in the same extraordinary model as that in the foreground
of the portrait, and filled with what I supposed to
be Johannisberger. “Come,” he said,
abruptly, “let us drink! It is early but
let us drink. It is indeed early,”
he continued, musingly, as a cherub with a heavy golden
hammer made the apartment ring with the first hour
after sunrise: “It is indeed early but
what matters it? let us drink! Let us pour out
an offering to yon solemn sun which these gaudy lamps
and censers are so eager to subdue!” And, having
made me pledge him in a bumper, he swallowed in rapid
succession several goblets of the wine.
“To dream,” he continued,
resuming the tone of his desultory conversation, as
he held up to the rich light of a censer one of the
magnificent vases “to dream has been
the business of my life. I have therefore framed
for myself, as you see, a bower of dreams. In
the heart of Venice could I have erected a better?
You behold around you, it is true, a medley of architectural
embellishments. The chastity of Ionia is offended
by antediluvian devices, and the sphynxes of Egypt
are outstretched upon carpets of gold. Yet the
effect is incongruous to the timid alone. Proprieties
of place, and especially of time, are the bugbears
which terrify mankind from the contemplation of the
magnificent. Once I was myself a decorist; but
that sublimation of folly has palled upon my soul.
All this is now the fitter for my purpose. Like
these arabesque censers, my spirit is writhing in fire,
and the delirium of this scene is fashioning me for
the wilder visions of that land of real dreams whither
I am now rapidly departing.” He here paused
abruptly, bent his head to his bosom, and seemed to
listen to a sound which I could not hear. At
length, erecting his frame, he looked upwards, and
ejaculated the lines of the Bishop of Chichester:
"Stay for me there!
I will not fail
To meet thee in that
hollow vale."
In the next instant, confessing the
power of the wine, he threw himself at full-length
upon an ottoman.
A quick step was now heard upon the
staircase, and a loud knock at the door rapidly succeeded.
I was hastening to anticipate a second disturbance,
when a page of Mentoni’s household burst into
the room, and faltered out, in a voice choking with
emotion, the incoherent words, “My mistress! my
mistress! Poisoned! poisoned!
Oh, beautiful oh, beautiful Aphrodite!”
Bewildered, I flew to the ottoman,
and endeavored to arouse the sleeper to a sense of
the startling intelligence. But his limbs were
rigid his lips were livid his
lately beaming eyes were riveted in death.
I staggered back towards the table my hand
fell upon a cracked and blackened goblet and
a consciousness of the entire and terrible truth flashed
suddenly over my soul.