In a sook near the Gannath Gate Mary
stood. In the distance the palace of Herod defied
the sun. Beyond the gate lay the Hennom Valley,
the Geia Hennom, contracted by the people into Ge’
Hennom, or Gehenna, and converted by them into a sewer,
a place where carrion was thrown, and the filth of
a great city. In earlier days children had been
immolated to Moloch there, human victims had been
burned; it was a place accursed, and to purify the
air, as a safeguard against pestilence, the offal was
consumed by bonfires that were constantly renewed and
never extinguished. At its extremity was an elevation,
a hilly contour which to the popular fancy suggested
a skull. To the west it fell steeply away.
It was called Guelgolta.
The sook in which Mary stood was affected
by shoemakers. Against the dwelling of one of
them she leaned. The mantle was gone from her
now, and the olive robe had a rent, but the splendor
of her hair fell unconfined, the perils of her eyes
had increased; yet in their depths where love had
been was hate. One arm lay along the resisting
stone, the other hung at her side; her face was turned
to the palace, her thin nostrils quivering, her breath
coming and going with that spasmodic irregularity which
the consciousness of outrage brings. She laid
it all to Judas; he must have returned to Kerioth,
she thought. The sook itself was silent, stirred
merely by some echo of the uproar in the palace beyond.
From a grilled lattice near by an
old man peered out. He had the restless eyes
of a ferret, and a white beard that was very long.
He too was looking toward the palace. Now and
then he muttered inaudibly in Aramaic to himself.
In the shadow of a neighboring house a woman appeared;
he shook at the lattice as an ape does at the bars
of a cage, and spat a bestial insult at her.
The woman shrank back. Instinctively Mary turned.
In the retreating figure she recognized Ahulah, and
at once, without conscious effort, she divined that
the dwelling against which she leaned was that of
Baba Barbulah, the husband of the woman whom the Master
had declined to condemn.
But other things possessed her the
outrage to the Christ, perplexity as to how the trial
would result, more remotely the indignity to herself,
the slurs of the tetrarch and of the procurator; and
with them, sapping her heart as fever might, was that
thirst for reparation, unquenchable in its intensity,
which comes to those who have seen their own life wrecked
and its ideals dispersed.
Already Ahulah was forgot. On
the wings of vagabond fancy she was in Rome, demanding
vengeance of Tiberius, wresting it from him by the
sheer force of entreaty, and with it exulting in the
death-throes of the procurator. Oh, to see his
nails pulled out, his outer skin removed, his tongue
severed, his eyes seared with irons, his wrists slowly
twisted till they snapped! to hear him cry for mercy!
to promise it and not fulfil! dear God,
what joy was there!
From the alley into which Ahulah had
shrunk a man issued. He was sturdy as a bludgeon,
and he had a growth of thick black hair that curled
about an honest face. In his hand was a basket.
At the sight of Mary his steps hesitated, and his
eyes followed hers to where the palace lay. Then
he crossed the zigzag of the intervening space, but
he had to touch her outstretched arm before she noticed
him.
“Simon!” she exclaimed,
with that start one has when suddenly awaked.
“Yes, Simon indeed;” and
through the silence of the sook his clear laugh rang.
“I frightened you, did I not?”
Mary interrupted him. “Haven’t
you heard? Has not Eleazer told you
“When I left Bethany he was
sleeping with both fists closed. Martha
“The Master is arrested.
Last night he was before the Sanhedrim; he is before
the procurator now.”
Hurriedly Mary gave an account of
what had occurred. As the recital continued,
Simon’s expression grew darker than his curling
hair, he clutched at the basket which he held, so
tightly that the handle severed, the basket fell,
and fruit that imprisoned the sunlight rolled on the
ground.
“They were for the Master,”
he said. “I thought he would sup with us
to-night.”
“He may do so yet,” she answered.
“Perhaps
“Never!” cried a voice
from the lattice. “They are leading him
to Guelgolta now.”
Beyond, through the palace gate, a
mass undulated, the body elongated, expanding as it
moved. It was black, but at the sides was the
glisten that cobras have. About it dust circled,
and from it came the rumble of thunder heard afar.
As the bulk increased, the roar deepened; the black
lessened into varying hues. To the glisten came
the glint of steel; the cobra changed into a multitude,
the escort of a squad of soldiery, fronted by a centurion
and led by the banner of Imperial Rome.
Behind the centurion, Jesus, in his
faded sagum, staggered, overweighted by the burden
of a cross. Two comrades in misery were at his
side, but they moved with steadier step, bearing their
crosses with the brawn of muscular and untired arms.
The soldiers marched impassibly, preceding the executioners four
stalwart Cypriotes, distinguishable by the fatness
of their calves while behind was the Sanhedrim,
and, extending indefinitely to the rear, the rabble
of yelling Jews.
In a cobra’s coils is death,
its eyes transfix. Neither Mary nor Simon had
spoken, and now, as the soldiery was upon them, they
leaned yet nearer the wall. For a moment Mary
hid her face. At her feet the Christ had fallen,
and from her came one wail, choked down at once.
She stooped to aid him, but he stood up unassisted
and reached to the wall for support.
The bars of the lattice shook; the old man peered
out.
“Don’t touch my house, you vagabond!
Move on!” he cried.
Calcol had turned to Simon, who was
raising the cross. “Carry it for him,”
he commanded.
Baba Barbulah still shook at the lattice.
“Move on!” he repeated. “Seducer
of the people, remitter of sins, upholder of adultery,
move on; don’t touch my house, it will fall
down on you! Move on, I say!”
Calcol’s command Simon had anticipated.
He shouldered the cross. It was heavier to him
than to the Christ, not in weight, perhaps, but in
purpose. In the narrowness of the sook the crowd
was impeded, but from the rear they pushed, surprised
at the halt.
Mary sprang at the lattice. “It
is you that shall move on,” she cried; “yes,
you; and forever. The desert will call to you,
‘March;’ and the sea will snarl, ‘Further
yet.’ The gates of cities will deny you,
and the doors of hamlets be closed. The eagles
may return to their eyrie, the panthers retreat to
their lair, but you will have no home, no rest, and,
till time dies, no tomb.”
The old man gnashed back at her an
insult more bestial than he used before, and spat
at her through the bars. But Mary had turned to
the Christ. He was surrounded now by some women
who had filtered through the alley above. Johanna,
Mary Clopas, the wife of Zebdia, and Bernice, a fragile
girl newly enrolled. The latter was wiping from
his face the stains of blood and dust. The others
were beating their breasts, crying aloud.
Of the disciples there was no trace,
nor yet of any of those who had greeted him as the
Messiah. It may be that the admiring throngs that
had gathered about him had faded before a superior
force. It may be they had lost heart, belief
perhaps as well. Invective never propitiates.
Recently he had omitted to prophesy, he argued.
The exquisite parables with which he had been wont
to charm even the recalcitrant seemed to have been
put aside, and with them those wonders which rumor
held him to have worked. But now that pathos
and grace which endeared, that perfection of sentiment
and expression which exalted the heart, returned to
him, accentuated perhaps by the agonies he had endured.
“Weep for me no more,”
he entreated. “But weep for yourselves and
for your children. The days are coming,”
he added, with a gesture at the impatient mob “the
days are coming in which they shall say to the mountains,
Fall on us; to the hills, Cover us. For if these
things are done in the green tree, what will be done
in the dry?”
And in this entreaty, in which he
exhorted them to view disaster otherwise than from
the external and evanescent aspect, the voice of the
prophet rang once more.
Mary as yet had not realized the full
portent of the soldiery and the mob. When it
was approaching it had occurred to her that it might
be another triumphal escort, such as she had once
seen surround him on his way to a feast. As it
advanced, the roar bewildered, and she had ceased to
conjecture; then the Master had fallen, and the old
Jew had vomited his slime. At the moment it was
that, and that only, which had impressed her, and
she had answered with the force of that new strength
which suddenly she had found. But now at the
sight of the women beating their breasts, and the
blood-stained face of the Master, an inkling came to
her; she stared open-mouthed at the cross, at Calcol,
and at the executioners that were there.
Then immediately that horrible longing
to know the worst beset her, and she darted to where
the centurion stood.
“What is it?” she gasped. “What
are you to do with him?”
By way of answer Calcol extended his
arms straight out from either side, his head thrown
back. He was a good-natured ruffian, with clear
and pleasant eyes.
“Not crucify?” she cried. “Tell
me, it is not that?”
Calcol nodded. To him one Jew
more, one Jew less, was immaterial, provided he had
his pay, and the prospect of a return to Rome was not
too long delayed. Yet none the less in some misty
way he wondered why this woman, with her splendid
hair and scorching eyes, should have upbraided the
tetrarch and abused the procurator because of the friendless
Galilean whom he was leading to the cross. Woman
to him, however, was, as she has been to others wiser
than he, an enigma he failed to solve. And so
he nodded merely, not unkindly, and smiled in Mary’s
face.
The horrible longing now was stilled.
She knew the worst; yet as the knowledge of it penetrated
her being, it seemed to her as though it could not
be true, that she was the plaything of some hallucination,
her mind inhabited by a nightmare from which she must
presently awake. The howl of the impatient mob
undeceived her. It was real; it was actual; it
was life. She stared at Calcol, her fair mouth
agape. There were many things she wanted to say;
her thoughts teemed with arguments, her mind with
persuasions; but she could utter nothing; she was as
one struck dumb; and it was not until the centurion
smiled that the spell dissolved and the power of speech
returned.
“Ah, that never; you
shall kill me first!” she cried. And already
she saw herself circumventing the centurion, blinding
the soldiery, defying the mob, and leading the Master
through byways and underground passages out of the
accursed city into the fresh glades of Gethsemane,
over the hill, down the hollows to the Jordan, and
into the desert beyond. There was one spot she
knew very well; one that only a bird could find; one
that she would mention to no one, but to which she
could take him and keep him hidden there in the brakes
till night came, and the fording of the river was
safe.
“That never!” she cried.
And brushing Bernice off, she caught the Master by
the cloak. “Come with me,” she murmured.
“I know a way
And she would have dragged him perhaps,
regardless of the others, but the centurion had her
by the arm.
“See here, my pretty friend, your place is not
here.”
With a twist he sent her spinning back to Baba Barbulah’s
wall.
“March!” he ordered.
The soldiery, disarranged, fell in
line. The two robbers picked up their burden.
The Master turned to Mary, to the others as well, with
that expression which he alone possessed, that look
which both promised and assuaged, and, it may be,
would have said some word of encouragement, but Mary
was at his side again, her hand upon his cloak.
“It shall never be,” she repeated.
“They must kill me first.”
Calcol wheeled. His short sword
glistened, reversed, and her cheek was laid open by
the hilt. She staggered back. The soldiery
moved on. The women surrounded her and stanched
the wound. To her the blow held the difference
between a cut and a cancer; she knew that it could
never heal; and, as the blood poured down her face,
for the first time she divined the uselessness of
revolt.
Presently a wave of the mob caught
her, separating her from the other women, and carrying
her in its eddy through the gate, into the valley and
on to the hillock beyond. On one side were the
glimmer of fires, the smell of smoke, of offal too.
On the infrequent trees vultures perched. To the
right was a nest of gardens and of tombs.
In the eddies Mary lost foothold and
lagged a little to the rear. When she reached
Guelgolta the soldiery had formed three sides of a
square. In it were the executioners, the prisoners,
and the centurion. At the place where a fourth
side might have been a steep decline began.
Within the square three crosses lay;
before them the prisoners stood, stripped of their
clothing now, and naked.
The Sanhedrim was grouped about that
side of the square which leaned to the south, the
horned bonnet of Caiaphas towering its lacework above
the others. To the wide and cruel corners of
his mouth had come the calm of a cheetah devouring
its prey. At the outer angle, to the right, the
standard of the empire swayed; and from an oak two
vultures soared with a scream into the air, their
eyes fixed on the vision of bare white flesh.
Through the ranks an elder passed.
In his hand was a gourd, which he offered to one of
the thieves.
“Drink of it, Dysmas,”
he invited. “In it grains of frankincense
have been dissolved.”
To the rear Annas nodded his approval.
His lean, lank jaws parted. “Give strong
drink,” he announced, authoritatively; “give
strong and heady drink to those about to die, and
wine to those that sorrow.”
Dysmas drank abundantly of the soporific,
and held the gourd to his comrade.
“Take it, Stegas.”
As the second thief raised it to his
lips, with a motion of arm and knee an executioner
caught Dysmas beneath the chin, behind the leg, and
the thief lay on a cross. In a second his wrists
were bound, his feet as well. There was the blow
of a hammer on a nail, a spurt of blood from the open
hand; another blow, another spurt; and the cross, upraised,
settled in a cavity already prepared, a beam behind
it for support.
Stegas, his thirst slaked, fell as
Dysmas had, and the elder caught the gourd and offered
it to the Christ. If he had been tempted in the
desert, as rumor alleged, the temptation could have
been as nothing in comparison to the enticements of
that cup. It held relief from thought, from the
acutest pain that flesh can know, from life, from death.
He waved it aside. The executioner
started with surprise; but he had his duty to perform,
and, recovering himself, he caught the Christ, and
in a moment he too was down, his hands transfixed,
the cross upraised. The blood dripped leisurely
on the sand beneath. Across his features a shadow
passed and vanished. His lips moved.
“Father,” he murmured,
“forgive them; they know not what they do.”
Calcol gave an order. Over the
heads of Dysmas and of Stegas the sanis were affixed, wooden tablets smeared
with gypsum, bearing the name of the crucified and with it the offence.
They were simple and terse; but above the Christ appeared a legend in three
tongues, in Aramaic, in Greek, and in Latin.
Caiaphas sprang back as from the point of a sword.
“Malka di Jehudaje!”
he bellowed. “King of the Jews! It
is a blasphemy, an iniquity, and an outrage.
Centurion, tear it down.”
Calcol shrugged his shoulders, and
pointed to the palace. “What the procurator
has written he has written,” he answered.
In the tone, in the gesture that preceded
it, and in its impertinence Caiaphas read Pilate’s
one yet supreme revenge, the expression of his absolute
contempt for the whole Sanhedrim and the nation that
it ruled.
From the rear the mob jumped at the
title as at a catchword. To them the irony of
the procurator presumably was lost.
“King of the Jews!” they
shouted. “Malka di Jehudaje, come down
from your cross!”
It was a great festival, and as they
jeered at Jesus they enjoyed themselves hugely.
In their vast delight the voice of Stegas was drowned.
“I am a Roman citizen,”
he kept repeating, his head swaying, and indicating
with his eyes the wounds in his hands, the torture
he endured. “Kill me,” he implored.
And finding entreaty idle, he reviled the centurion,
cursed the soldiery, and would have spat at them, but
to his burning throat no spittle came.
The tongue of Dysmas lolled from his
mouth. He had not the ability to speak, even
if in speech relief could come. Flame licked at
his flesh, his joints were severing, each artery was
a nerve exposed, and something was crunching his brain.
He could no longer groan; he could suffer merely,
such suffering as hell perhaps has failed to contrive,
that apogee of agony which it was left for man to
devise.
Stegas, catching the refrain the mob
repeated, turned his eyes from the soldiery to the
adjacent cross.
“If you are as they say,”
he cried, “save yourself and us.”
As a taunt to Caiaphas, Calcol echoed,
“Behold your king!” and raising a stalk
of hyssop, on which was a sponge that he had dipped
in the posca, the thin wine the soldiers drink,
he offered it to the Christ.
The sun was nearing the horizon.
Caiaphas gathered his ample folds about him.
He had seen enough. The feast, wretchedly embittered,
was nearly done. There was another at which he
must officiate: the shofa presently would sound;
the skewering of the Paschal lamb it was needful for
him to superintend. It was time, he knew, to
return to the Temple; and as he gave a last indignant
look at the placard, the lips of the Christ parted
to one despairing cry:
“Eli, Eli, lemah shebaktani?”
Caiaphas, nodding to the elders, smiled with satisfaction.
At last the false pretender was forced
to acknowledge the invalidity of his claims.
The Father whose son he vaunted himself to be had disowned
him when his recognition was needed, if ever it had
been needed at all. And so, with the smile of
one whose labor has had its recompense, Caiaphas patted
his skirt, and the elders about him strolled back through
the Gannath Gate to the Temple that awaited him.
The multitude meanwhile had decreased.
To the crowd also the Temple had its attractions,
its duties, and its offices. Moreover, the spectacle
was at an end. With a blow of the mallet the
legs of the thieves had been broken. They had
died without a shriek, a thing to be regretted.
The Galilean too, pierced by the level stroke of a
spear, had succumbed without a word. Sundown
was approaching. Clearly it was best to be within
the walls where other gayeties were. The mob dispersed,
leaving behind but the dead, the circling vultures,
a group of soldiers throwing dice for the garments
of the crucified, and, remotely, a group of women huddled
beneath a protecting oak.
During the hour or two that intervened,
the force which had visited Mary evaporated in strength
overtaxed. She was conscious only that she suffocated.
The words of the women that had drawn her to them were
empty as blanks in a dream; the jeers of the mob vacant
as an empty bier. To but one thing was she alive,
the fact that death could be. Little by little,
as the impossible merged into the actual, the understanding
came to her that the worst that could be had been
done, and she ceased to suffer. The departing
hierarchy, the dispersing mob, retreating before encroaching
night, left her unimpressed. To her the setting
sun was Christ.
The soldiers passed. She did
not see them. Calcol called to her. She did
not hear. The women had gone from her; she did
not notice it. She stood as a cataleptic might,
her eyes on the cross. Once only, when the Christ
had uttered his despairing cry, she too had cried
in her despair. In the roar of the mob the cry
was lost as a stone tossed in the sea. Since then
she had been dumb, sightless also, existing, if at
all, unconsciously, her life-springs nourished by
death.
Though she gazed at the cross, she
had ceased to distinguish it. A little group
that had reached it before the soldiery left had been
unmarked by her. On the platform of her dream
a serpent had emerged. In its coils were her
immortal hopes. It was that she saw, and that
alone. Those moments of agony in which the imagination
oscillates between the past and the future, devouring
the one, fumbling the other, had been endured, and
resignation failed to bring its balm. She had
believed with a faith so firm that now in its demolition
there was nothing left an abyss merely,
where light was not.
A hand touched her, and she quivered
as a leaf does at the wing of a bird. “Mary,
come with us,” some one was saying; “we
are taking him to a tomb.”
Just beyond were men and women whom
she knew. Joseph of Haramathaim, a close follower
of the Master; Nikodemon, the richest man in all Judaea;
Johanna, Mary Clopas, Salome, Bernice, and the servants
of the opulent Jew. It was Ahulah who had touched
her; and as Mary started she saw before her a coffin
which the others bore.
“Come with us,” Ahulah
repeated; and Mary crossed the intervening ridge to
where the gardens were and the tombs she had already
passed.
At the door of a sepulchre the brief
procession halted. Within was a room, a little
grotto furnished with a stone slab and a lamp that
flickered, surmounted by an arch. The coffin,
placed on the slab, routed a bat that flew to the
arch, and a lizard that scurried to a crevice.
In the coffin the Christ lay, his head wrapped in
a napkin, the body wound about by broad bands of linen
that were secured with gum and impregnated with spices
and with myrrh. The odor of aromatics filled the
tomb. The bat escaped to the night. A stone
was rolled before the opening, the brief procession
withdrew, and Mary was left with the dead.
The momentary exertion, the bier,
the sepulchre, the sight of the Christ in his cerements,
the brooding quiet these things had roused
her. Her mind was nimbler, and thought more active.
One by one the stars appeared. They would vanish,
she told herself, as her hopes had done. Only
they would reappear, and belief could not. It
had come as a rainbow does, and disappeared as vaporously,
little by little, before the full glare of might.
For a minute, hours perhaps, she stood quite still,
interrogating the past in which so much had been,
gauging the future in which so much was to be.
The one retreated, the other fled. Thoughts came
to her evanescently, and faded before they were wholly
formed. At one moment she was beckoning the unicorns
from the desert, the winged lions from the yonderland,
commanding them to bear her to the home of some immense
revenge. At others she was asking her way of griffins,
propounding the problem to the Sphinx. But the
unicorns and lions took flight, the griffins spread
their wings, the Sphinx fell asleep. There was
no answer to her appeal.
Behind the sepulchre the moon rose;
it dropped a beam near by. There is light somewhere,
it seemed to say; and in that telegram from Above,
she thought of Rome. She remembered now, in Rome
was Tiberius, and in him Revenge. She smiled
at her own forgetfulness. Yes, it was there.
She would go to him, she would exact reparation; there
should be another crucifixion. Pilate should
be nailed to the cross, Judas on one side, Caiaphas
on the other. Only it would be at Rome where there
was no Passover to interfere with the torture they
endured. Things were done better there.
Men were crucified, not with the head up, but with
the feet; and so remained, not for hours, but for
days; and died, not of their wounds alone, but of
hunger too.
A chariot of dream caught her, and,
borne across the intervening space, she saw herself
in a palace where there were gods and monsters, columns
of transparent quartz, floors of malachite, roofs
of gold. And there, on a dais, the Cæsar lay.
Behind him a fan, luminous as a peacock’s tail,
oscillated to the tinkling of mysterious keys.
In his crown was the lividity of uncolored dawns,
in his sceptre the dominion of the world. An
ulcer devoured his face, and in his ear a boy repeated
the maxims of Elephantis. Mary threw herself
at his feet, her tears fell on them as rain on leaves.
“Vengeance,” she implored; but he listened
merely to the boy at his side. “Death is
your servant,” she cried. “You command,
it obeys.” The ulcer oozed, the face grew
vague, he gave no answer. She stood up and menaced
him. “Behind you spectres crouch; you may
not see them. I do; their name is To-morrow.”
The murmurs of the boy were her sole reply. The
roof crumbled, the flooring disappeared, the emperor
faded, and Mary stared into space.
The moon that had struck aslant the
tomb had gone, but where its beams had fallen the
message remained. There is light somewhere, it
repeated. Across the heavens a meteor shot like
a bee. In the air voices whispered confusedly.
It is not in Rome, one seemed to say. It is not
on earth, another called.
Mary clutched at her beating breast.
The sky now was an opening rose. What the sunset
had sown the dawn would reap. In the night that
had enveloped, day raised a lattice, and through it
came a gust of higher thought. It is not in revenge,
a voice whispered. It is not in regret, another
called.
“I know it,” Mary gasped.
“Yes, yes, I know it now. It is in faith.”
“And in abnegation of self.”
The stone which stood before the sepulchre
had rolled away. At her side the Christ stood.
In his eyes were golden parables, in his face Truth
shone revealed. She stared, dumb with the unexpected
joy of belief confirmed, blinded by the sudden light,
while he who had rent the bonds of death passed on
into the budding day.
When the brief procession of the night
before returned to the tomb, it was empty. At
the door Mary lay, her arms outstretched and vacant.