That night the stars, dim and distant,
were scattered like specks of frost on some wide,
blue window-pane. At intervals a shiver of wheels
crunching the resistant snow stirred the lethargy of
the street, and at times a rumble accentuated by the
chill of winter mounted gradually, and passed on in
diminishing vibrations. Within, a single light,
burning scantily, diffused through the room the drowsiness
of a spell. In the bed was Justine, her eyes
dilated, her face attenuated and pinched. One
hand that lay on the coverlid was clinched so tightly
that the nails must have entered the flesh. Presently
she moaned, and a trim little woman issued from a
corner with the noiseless wariness of a rat. As
she passed before the night-light, the silhouette
of a giantess, fabulously obese, jumped out and vanished
from the wall. For a moment she scrutinized her
charge, burrowing into her, as it were, with shrewd
yet kindly eyes. Again a moan escaped the sufferer,
the wail of one whose agony is lancinating one
that ascended in crescendos and terminated in
a cry of such utter helplessness, and therewith of
such insistent pain, that the nurse caught the hand
that lay on the coverlid, and unlocking the fingers
stroked and held it in her own. “There,
dear heart there, I know.”
Ah, yes, she knew very well.
She had not passed ten years of her existence tending
women in travail for the fun of it. And as she
took Justine’s hand and stroked it, she knew
that in a little while the agony, acuter still, would
lower her charge into that vestibule of death where
Life appears. Whether or not Justine was to cross
that silent threshold, whether happily she would find
it barred, whether it would greet and keep her and
hold her there, whether indeed it would let the child
go free, an hour would tell, or two at most.
But there were preparations to be
made. The nurse left the bed and moved out into
the hall. In a room near by, Mistrial, occupied
with some advertisements in the Post, sat companioned
by a physician who was reading a book which he had
written himself. At the footfall of the nurse
the latter left the room. Presently he returned.
“Everything is going nicely,” he announced,
and placidly resumed his seat.
It was the fourth time in two hours
that he had made that same remark. Mistrial said
nothing. He was gazing through the paper he held
at the wall opposite, and out of it into the future
beyond.
Since that day, the previous spring,
on which he had set out to visit a relative, many
things had happened, yet but few that were of importance
to him. On his return from the trip, during one
fleeting second, for the first time since he had known
Justine, it seemed to him that she avoided his eyes.
To this, in other circumstances, he would have given
no thought whatever; as matters were, it made him
feel that his excursion should not be regarded as
time ill-spent. Whether it had been wholly serviceable
to his project, he could not at the time decide.
He waited, however, very patiently, but he seldom
waited within the apartment walls. At that period
he developed a curious facility for renewing relations
with former friends. Once he took a run to Chicago
with an Englishman he had known in Japan; and once,
with the brother of a lady who had married into the
Baxter branch of the house of Mistrial, he went on
a fishing trip to Canada. These people he did
not bring to call on his wife. He seemed to act
as though solitude were grateful to her. Save
Mrs. Metuchen, Thorold at that time was her only visitor,
and the visits of that gentleman Mistrial encouraged
in every way that he could devise. Through meetings
that, parenthetically, were more frequent on the stair
or in the hallway than anywhere else, the two men,
through sheer force of circumstances, dropped into
an exchange of salutations remarks about
the weather, reciprocal inquiries on the subject of
each other’s health, which, wholly formal on
Thorold’s part, were from Mistrial always civil
and aptly put. After all, was he not the host?
and was it not for him to show particular courtesy
to anyone whom his wife received?
To her, meanwhile, his attitude was
little short of perfection itself. He was considerate,
foresighted, and unobtrusive a course of
conduct which frightened her a little. Two or
three months after he had struck her in the face she
made a propos of nothing at all an
announcement which brought a trace of color to her
cheeks.
The following afternoon he happened
to be entering the house as Dr. Thorold was leaving
it. Instead of greeting him in the nice and amiable
fashion which he had adopted, and which Thorold had
ended by accepting as a matter of course, he halted
and looked at the physician through half-closed eyes.
Thorold nodded, cavalierly enough it is true, and was
about to pass on; but this Mistrial prevented.
He planted himself squarely in his way, and stuck
his hands in his pockets.
“Mrs. Mistrial has no further
need of you,” he said. “Send your
bill to me.”
He spoke from the tips of his lips,
with the air and manner of one dismissing a lackey.
At the moment nothing pertinent could have occurred
to Thorold. He stared at Mistrial, dumbly perplexed,
and plucked at his cuff. Mistrial nodded as who
should say, “Put that in your pipe;” and
before Thorold recovered his self-possession he had
passed up the stairs and on and out of sight.
It was then that season in which July
has come and is going. The city was hot; torrid
at noonday, sultry and enervating at night. Fifth
Avenue and the adjacent precincts were empty.
Each one of the brown-stone houses had a Leah-like
air of desertion. The neighborhood of Madison
and of Union Squares was peopled by men with large
eyes and small feet, by women so deftly painted that,
like Correggio, they could have exclaimed, “Anch’
io son pittore.” In brief, the Southern
invasion had begun, and New York had ceased to be
habitable.
But Newport has charms of its own;
and to that lovely city by the water Mistrial induced
his wife; and there, until summer had departed, and
autumn too, they rested and waited. During those
months he was careful of her: so pleasantly so,
so studious of what she did and of what she ate, that
for the first time since the honeymoon she might have,
had she tried, felt at ease with him again. But
there were things that prevented this faith
destroyed and the regret of it. Oh, indeed she
had regrets in plenty; some even for her father; and,
unknown to Mistrial, once or twice she wrote him such
letters as a daughter may write. She had never
been in sympathy with him; as a child he had coerced
her needlessly; when she was older he had preached;
later, divining that lack of sympathy, he had striven
through kindlier ways to counteract it. But he
had failed; and Justine, aiding in the endeavor, had
failed as well. When father and child do not
stand hand-in-hand a fibre is wanting that should
be there.
In December Mistrial and his wife
returned to town. A date was approaching, and
there was the layette to be prepared. Hour
after hour Justine’s fingers sped. The
apartment became a magazine of swaddling-clothes.
One costume in particular, a worsted sack that was
not much larger than a coachman’s glove, duplicated
and repeated itself in varying and tender hues.
Occasionally Mistrial would pick one up and examine
it furtively. To his vagabond fancy it suggested
a bag in which gold would be.
But now the hour was reached.
And as Mistrial sat staring into the future, the goal
to which he had striven kept looming nearer and ever
nearer yet. Only the day before he had learned
that Dunellen was failing. And what a luxury
it would be to him when the old man died and the will
was read! Such a luxury did it appear, that unconsciously
he manifested his contentment by that sound the glutton
makes at the mention of delicious food.
His companion the physician turned
and nodded. “I know what you are thinking
about,” he announced; and with the rapt expression
of a seer, half to Mistrial, half to the ceiling,
“It is always the case,” he continued;
“I never knew a father yet that did not wonder
what the child would be; and the mothers, oh! the
mothers! Some of them know all about it beforehand:
they want a girl, and a girl it will be; or they want
a boy, and a boy they are to have. I remember
one dear, good soul who was so positive she was to
have a boy that she had all the linen marked with
the name she had chosen for him. H’m.
It turned out to be twins both girls.
And I remember ”
But Mistrial had ceased to listen.
He was off again discounting the inheritance in advance discounting,
too, the diabolism of his revenge. The latter,
indeed, was unique, and withal so grateful, that now
the consummation was at hand it fluttered his pulse
like wine. He had ravened when first he learned
the tenour of the will, and his soul had been bitter;
but no sooner had this thing occurred to him than it
resolved itself into a delight. To his disordered
fancy its provisions held both vitriol and opopanax the
one for Thorold, the other for himself.
The doctor meanwhile was running on
as doctors do. “Yes,” Mistrial heard
him say, “she was most unhappy; no woman likes
a rival, and when that rival is her own maid, matters
are not improved. For my part, the moment I saw
how delicate she was, I thought, though I didn’t
dare to say so, I thought her husband had acted with
great forethought. The maid was strong as an
ox, and in putting her in the same condition as his
wife he had simply and solely supplied her with a
wet-nurse. But then, at this time particularly,
women are so unreasonable. Not your good lady a
sweeter disposition ”
Whatever encomium he intended to make
remained unfinished. From the room beyond a cry
filtered; he turned hastily and disappeared. The
cry subsided; but presently, as though in the interval
the sufferer had found new strength or new torture,
it rose more stridently than before. And as the
rumor of it augmented and increased, a phrase of the
physician’s returned to Mistrial. “Everything
is going very nicely,” he told himself, and
began to pace the floor.
A fraction of an hour passed, a second,
and a third. The cry now had changed singularly;
it had lost its penetrating volume, it had sunk into
the rasping moan of one dreaming in a fever. Suddenly
that ceased, the silence was complete, and Mistrial,
a trifle puzzled, moved out into the hall. There
he caught again the murmur of her voice. This
time she was talking very rapidly, in a continuous
flow of words. From where he stood Mistrial could
not hear what she was saying, and he groped on tip-toe
down the hall. As he reached the door of the room
in which she was, the sweet and heavy odor of chloroform
came out and met him there; but still the flow of
words continued uninterruptedly, one after the other,
with the incoherence of a nightmare monologuing in
a corpse. Then, without transition, in the very
middle of a word, a cry of the supremest agony rang
out, drowning another, which was but a vague complaint.
“It’s a boy,” the nurse exclaimed.
And Justine through a rift of consciousness
caught and detained the speech. “So much
the better,” she moaned; “he will never
give birth.”