“We brought nothing into this
world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out.
The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away: blessed
be the name of the Lord.”
To this, Mistrial, garbed in black,
responded discreetly, “Amen.”
He was standing opposite the bier.
At his side was Justine. Before him Dr. Gonfallon,
rector of the Church of Gethsemane, of which
the deceased had been warden, was conducting
the funeral rites. To the left was Thorold.
Throughout the length and breadth of the drawing-room
other people stood a sprinkling of remote
connections, former constituents, members of the bar
and of the church, a few politicians; these, together
with a handful of the helpless to whom the dead statesman
had been trustee, counsellor too, and guide, had assembled
there in honor of his memory. At the door, sharpening
a pencil, was a representative of the Associated Press.
For the past few days obituaries of
the Hon. Paul Dunellen varied from six inches to a
column in length. One journal alone had been
circumspect. No mention of the deceased had appeared
in its issues. But in politics that journal had
differed with him a fact which accounted
sufficiently for its silence. In the others, however,
through biographies more or less exact, fitting tributes
had been paid. The World gave his picture.
Yet now, as Dr. Gonfallon, in words
well calculated to impress, dwelt on the virtues of
him that had gone, the tributes of the newspapers seemed
perfunctory and trite. Decorously, as was his
custom, he began with a platitude. Death, that
is terrible to the sinner, radiant to the Christian,
imposing to all, was here, he declared, but the dusk
of a beautiful day which in departing disclosed cohorts
of the Eternal beckoning from their glorious realm.
Yet soon he warmed to his work, and eulogies of the
deceased fell from him in sonorous periods, round and
empty. He spoke of the nobility of his character,
the loyalty he displayed, not to friends alone, but
to foes as well. He spoke of that integrity in
every walk of life which had won for him the title
of Honest Paul a title an emperor might
crave and get not. He spoke too of the wealth
he had acquired, and drew a moral from the unostentatiousness
of his charities, the simplicity of his ways.
He dwelt at length on the fact that, however multiple
the duties of his station had been, his duty to his
Maker was ever first. Then, after a momentary
digression, in which he stated how great was the loss
of such as he, he alluded to the daughter he had left,
to that daughter’s husband, sorely afflicted
himself, yet, with a manliness worthy of his historic
name, comforting the orphan who needed all his comfort
now; and immediately from these things he lured another
moral an appeal to fortitude and courage;
and winding up with the customary exordium, asked
of Death where was its sting.
Where was it indeed? A day or
two later Mistrial found time to think of that question
and of other matters as well. It was then six
weeks since the birth of the child, and Justine, fairer
than ever before, was ministering to it in the adjacent
room. Now and again he caught the shrill vociferation
of its vague complaints. It was a feeble infant,
lacking in vitality, distressingly hideous; but it
lived, and though it died the next minute, its life
had sufficed.
Already the will had been read a
terse document, and to the point; precisely such an
one as you would have expected a jurist to make.
By it the testator devised his property, real and
personal, of whatever nature, kind, and description
he died seized, to his former partners in trust for
the eldest child of his daughter Justine, to its heirs,
executors, and assigns forever. In the event of
his daughter’s demise without issue, then over,
to Guy Thorold, M.D.
No, the sting concerning which Dr.
Gonfallon had inquired was to Mistrial undiscerned.
There was indeed a prick of it in the knowledge that
if the old man had lasted much longer it might have
been tough work to settle the bills; but that was
gone now: Honest Paul paid all his debts, and
he had not shirked at Nature’s due. He was
safely and securely dead, six feet under ground at
that, and his millions were absolute in his grandson.
Yes, absolute. At the thought of it Mistrial
laughed. The goal to which for years he had striven
was touched and exceeded. He had thrown the vitriol,
the opopanax was his.
We all of us pretend to forgive, to
overlook, to condone, we pretend even to sympathize
with, our enemy. Nay, in refraining from an act
that could injure him who has injured us, we are quite
apt to consider ourselves the superior of our foe,
and not a little inclined to rise to the heights of
self-laudatory quotation too. It is an antique
virtue, that of forbearance; it is Biblical, nobly
Arthurian, and chivalresque. But when we smile
at an injury, it is for policy’s sake because
we fear, rarely because we truly forgive, more rarely
yet because of indifference. Our magnanimity
is cowardice. It takes a brave man to wreak a
brave revenge.
Mistrial made few pretensions to the
virtues which you and I possess. He was relentless
as a Sioux, and he was treacherous as the savage is;
he had no taste for fair and open fight. However
his blood had boiled at the tableau of imaginary wrongs,
however fitting the opportunity might have been on
the afternoon when he met his enemy at the city’s
fringe, he had the desire but not the courage to annihilate
him there. But later, when the possibility which
he had intercepted came, he feted, he coaxed it; and
now that the hour of triumph had rung, his heart was
glad. In the disordered closets of his brain he
saw Thorold ravening at the trap into which he had
fallen, and into which, in falling, he had lost the
wherewithal to call the world his own. Ten million
in exchange for an embrace! Verily, mused Mistrial,
he will account it exceeding dear. And at the
thought of what Thorold’s frenzy must be, at
the picture which he drew of him cursing his own imprudence
and telling himself again and again, until the repetition
turned into mania, that that imprudence could never
be undone, he exulted and laughed aloud.
Money, said Vespasian, has no odor.
To our acuter nostrils it has: so nauseating
even can it be, that we would rather be flung in the
Potter’s-field than catch the faintest whiff.
But Mistrial, for all the sensitiveness that ancestry
is supposed to bring, must have agreed with the Roman.
To him it was the woof of every hope; whatever its
provenance, it was an Open Sesame to the paradise of
the ideal. He would have drawn it with his teeth
from a dung-heap, only he would have done it at night.
There are men that can steal a fortune,
yet can never cheat at cards, and Mistrial was one
of their race; he could not openly dishonor himself
in petty ways. Many a scoundrel has a pride of
his own. It is both easy and difficult to compare
a bandit to a sneak-thief, Napoleon to Cartouche.
Mistrial had nothing of the Napoleon about him, and
he was lacking even in the strength which Cartouche
possessed. But among carpet highwaymen commend
me to his peer.
And now, as he thought of the will,
Gonfallon’s query recurred to him, and he asked
himself where was that sting? Not in the present,
surely for that from a bitterness had changed
to a delight; and as for the future, each instant
of it was sentient with invocations, fulfilled to
the tips with the surprises of dream. The day
he had claimed but a share in; the morrow was wholly
his. He could have a dwelling in Mayfair and
a marble palace on the Mediterranean Sea. For
a scrap of paper he would never miss there was a haunt
of ghosts dozing on the Grand Canal. In spring,
when Paris is at her headiest, there, near that Triumphal
Arch which overlooks the Elysian Fields, stood, entre
cour et jardin, an hotel which he already viewed
as his own. And when he wearied of the Old World,
there was the larger and fuller life of the New.
There was Peru, there was Mexico and Ecuador; and in
those Italys of the Occident were girls whose lips
said, Drink me; whose eyes were of chrysoberyl and
of jade. Ah, oui, les femmes; tant que lé monde
tournera il n’y aura que ca. With blithe
anticipation he hummed the air and snapped his fingers
as Capoul was wont to do. At last he saw himself
the Roland Mistrial that should have been, prodigal
of gold, sultanesque of manner, feted, courted, welcomed,
past-master in the lore and art of love.
There were worlds still to be conquered;
and before his hair grizzled and the furrows came
he felt conscious of the possession of a charm that
should make those worlds his own. He had waited
indeed; he had toiled and manoeuvred; but now the
great clock we call Opportunity had struck. Let
him but ask, and it would be given. Wishes were
spaniels; he had but a finger to raise, and they fawned
at his feet. And then, as those vistas of which
we have all caught a glimpse rose in melting splendor
and swooned again through sheer excesses of their own
delights, suddenly he bethought him of the multiples
of one and of two.
Heretofore he had taken it for granted
that if Dunellen left the estate to his grandchild
the income accruing therefrom would, until the grandchild
came of age, pass through his own paternal hands.
And in taking this for granted he had recalled the
fable that deals not of the prodigal son, but rather
of the prodigal father. That income should spin.
By a simple mathematical process than with which no
one was more familiar, he calculated that, at five
per cent, ten million would represent a rent-roll
of five hundred thousand per annum. Of that amount
a fraction would suffice to Justine and to her son.
The rest well, the rest he knew of what
uses he could put it to.
But now, suddenly, with that abruptness
with which disaster looms, there came to him a doubt.
He rememorated the provisions of the will, and in
them he discerned unprompted some tenet of law or of
custom which, during the legal infancy of the child,
might inhibit the trustees from paying over any larger
amount than was needful for its maintenance and support.
Then at once the fabric of his dreams dissolved.
The vitriol had corroded, but the savor of the opopanax
had gone. For a little while he tormented his
mustache and nibbled feverishly at a finger-nail.
To see one’s self the dupe of one’s own
devices is never a pleasant sight. Again he interrogated
what smattering of law he possessed; but the closer
he looked, the clearer it seemed to be that in its
entirety the income of the estate could not pass through
his hands. From five hundred thousand the trustees
might in their judgment diminish it to some such pocket-money
as ten; they could even reduce it to five; and, barring
an action, he might be unable to persuade them that
the sum was absurd. The idea, nude and revolting
as Truth ever is, raised him to an unaccustomed height
of rage; he would not be balked, he declared to himself;
he would have that money or
Or what? The contingency which
he then interviewed, one which issued unsummoned from
some cavern in his mind, little by little assumed a
definite shape. He needed no knowledge of the
law to tell him that he was that brat’s heir.
Did it die at that very moment the estate became absolute
in him. There would be no trustees then to dole
the income out. The ten millions would be his
own. As for the trustees, they could deduct their
commission and retire with it to New Jersey to
hell if it pleased them more. But the estate
would be his. That there was no gainsaying.
Meanwhile, there was the brat. He was a feeble
child; yet such, Mistrial understood, had Methusaleh
been. He might live forever, or die on the morrow.
And why not that night?
As this query came to him, he eyed
its advance. It was yet some distance away, but
as it approached he considered it from every side.
And of sides, parenthetically, it had many. And
still it advanced: when it started, its movements
were so slow they had been hardly perceptible; nevertheless
it had made some progress; then surer on its feet it
tried to run; it succeeded in the effort; at each
step it grew sturdier, swifter in speed; and now that
it reached him it was with such a rush that he was
overpowered by its force.
He rose from his seat. For a
moment he hesitated. To his forehead and about
his ears a moisture had come. He drew out a handkerchief;
it was of silk, he noticed one that he
brought from France. Absently he drew it across
his face; its texture had detained his thought.
Then on tip-toe he moved out into the corridor and
peered into the room at the end of the hall.
It was dimly lighted, but soon he
accustomed himself to the shadows and fumbled them
with his eyes. On the bed Justine lay; sleep had
overtaken her; her head was aslant on the pillow,
her lips half closed; the fingers of one hand cushioned
her neck; the other hand, outstretched, rested on
the edge of a cradle. She had been rocking it,
perhaps. From the floor above sank the sauntering
tremolo of a flute, very sweet in the distance, muffled
by the ceiling and wholly subdued. In the street
a dray was passing, belated and clamorous on the cobblestones.
But now, as Mistrial ventured in, these things must
have lulled Justine into yet deeper sleep; her breath
came and went with the semibreves a leaf uses
when it whispers to the night; and as he moved nearer
and bent over her the whiteness of her breast rose
and fell in unison with that breath. Yes, surely
she slept, but it was with that wary sleep that dogs
and mothers share. A movement of that child’s
and she might awake, alert at once, her senses wholly
recovered, her mind undazed.
Mistrial, assured of her slumber,
turned from the bed to the cradle, and for a minute,
two perhaps, he stood, the eyebrows raised, the handkerchief
pendent in his hand, contemplating the occupant.
And it was this bundle of flesh and blood, this lobster-hued
animal, that lacked the intelligence a sightless kitten
has, it was this that should debar him!
Allons donc!
His face had grown livid, and his
hand shook just a little; not with fear, however,
though if it were it must have been the temerity of
his own courage that frightened him. At the handkerchief
which he held he glanced again; one twist of it round
that infant’s throat, a minute in which to hold
it taut, and it would be back in his pocket, leaving
strangulation and death behind, yet not a mark to tell
the tale. One minute only he needed, two at most;
he bent nearer, and as he bent he looked over at his
wife; but still she slept, her breath coming and going
with the same regular cadence as before, the whiteness
of her breast still heaving; then very gently, with
fingers that were nervously assured, he ran the handkerchief
under the infant’s neck: but however deftly
he had done it, the chill of the silk must have troubled
the child; its under lip quivered, then both compressed,
the flesh about the cheek-bones furrowed, the mouth
relaxed, and from it issued the whimper of unconscious
plaint. The call may have stirred the mother in
some dream, for a smile hovered in her features; yet
immediately her eyes opened, she half rose, her hand
fell to her side, and, reaching out, she caught and
held the infant to her.
“My darling,” she murmured;
and as the child, soothed already, drowsed back again
into slumber, she turned to where her husband stood.
“What is it?”
From above, the tremolo of the flute
still descended; but the dray long since had passed,
and the street now was quiet.
“What is it?” she repeated.
She seemed more surprised than pleased to see him
there.
Mistrial, balked in the attempt, had
straightened himself; he looked annoyed and restless.
“Nothing,” he answered,
and thrust the handkerchief back in his pocket, as
a bandit sheathes his dirk. “Nothing.
I heard that bastard bawling, and I came in to make
him stop.”
“Bastard? Is it in that way you speak of
your child?”
As she said this she made no visible
movement; yet something in her attitude, the manner
in which she held herself, seemed to bid him hold
his peace, and this he noticed, and in noticing resented.
“There,” he muttered; “drop the
Grand Duchess, will you? The brat is Thorold’s;
you know it, and so do I.”
For a little space she stared as though
uncertain she had heard aright, but the speech must
have re-echoed in her ears; she had been sitting up,
yet now as the echo reached her she drooped on the
pillow and let her head fall back. In her arms
the child still drowsed. And presently a tear
rolled down her face, then another.
“Roland Mistrial, you have broken my heart at
last.”
That was all; the ultimate words even
were scarcely audible; but the tears continued the
first succeeded by others, unstanched and undetained.
Grief had claimed her as its own. She made no
effort to rebel; she lay as though an agony had come
from which no surcease can be. And as one tear
after the other passed down and seared her face there
was a silence so deathly, so tangible, and so convincing,
that he needed no further sign from her to tell him
that the charge was false. In all his intercourse
with her, whatever cause of complaint there had been,
never had he seen her weep before; and now at this
unawaited evidence of the injustice and ignominy of
his reproach he wished she would be defiant again,
that he might argue and confute. But no word
came from her barely a sob; nothing, in
fact, save these tears, which he had never seen before.
And while he stood there, visited by the perplexity
of him to whom the unawaited comes, unconsciously he
went back to the wooing of her: he saw her clear
eyes lifted in confidence to his own, he heard again
the sweet confession of her love, he recalled the
marks and tokens of her trust, and when for him she
had left her father’s house; he saw her ever,
sweet by nature, tender-hearted, striving at each
misdeed of his to show him that in her arms there was
forgiveness still. And he recalled too the affronts
he had put upon her, the baseness of his calculations,
the selfishness of his life; he saw the misery he
had inflicted, the affection he had beguiled, the hope
he had tricked, and for climax there was this supreme
reproach, of which he knew now no woman in all the
world was less deserving than was she. And still
the tears unstanched and undetained passed down and
seared her cheeks; in the mortal wound he had aimed
at her womanhood all else seemingly was forgot.
She did not even move, and lay, her child tight clasped,
the image of Maternity inhabited by Regret.
And such regret! Mistrial, unprompted,
could divine it all. The regret of love misplaced,
of illusions spent, the regret of harboring a ruffian
and thinking him a knight. Yes, he could divine
it all; and then, as such things can be, he grieved
a moment for himself.
But soon the present returned.
Justine still was weeping; he no longer saw her tears,
he heard them. Surely she would forgive again.
It could not be that everything had gone for naught.
He would speak to her, plead if need were, and in
the end she would yield. She must do that, he
told himself, and he groped after some falsity that
should palliate the offence. He would tell her
that he had been drinking again; he would deny his
own words, or, if necessary, he would insist she had
not heard them aright. Indeed, there was nothing
that might have weight with her which he was not ready
and anxious to affirm. If she would but begin,
if in some splendor of indignation such as he had
beheld before she would rise up and upbraid him, his
task would be diminished by half. Anything, indeed,
would be better than this, and nothing could be worse;
it was not Justine alone that the tears were carrying
from him, it was the Dunellen millions as well.
Oh, abysses of the human heart! As he queried
with himself, at the very moment he was experiencing
his first remorse, the old self returned, and it was
less of the injury he had inflicted that he thought
than of the counter-effect that injury might have
on him. In the attempt to throttle the child he
had been balked, yet of that attempt he believed Justine
to be suspicionless. Other opportunities he would
have in plenty; and even were it otherwise, the child
was weakly, and croup might do its work. With
the future for which he had striven, there, in the
very palm of his hand, how was it possible that he
should have made this misstep? But he could retrieve
it, he told himself; he was a good actor, it was not
too late. For a little while yet he could still
support the mask, and, recalling the sentimental reveries
of a moment before, the forerunner of a sneer came
and loitered beneath the fringes of his mustache.
“Justine!” He moved a
step or two to where she lay. “Justine ”
His voice was very low and penitent,
but at the sound of it she seemed to shrink.
“Could she know?” he wondered.
Then immediately, through the scantness
of the apartment, he heard the outer bell resound.
Enervated as he was, the interruption affected him
like a barb. There was some one there whom he
could vent his irritation on. He hurried to the
hall, but a servant had preceded him. The door
was open, and on the threshold Thorold stood.
Mistrial nodded the nod
of one who is about to throw his coat aside and roll
his shirt-sleeves up. “Is it for your bill
you come?” he asked.
Thorold hesitated, and his face grew
very black. He affected, however, to ignore the
taunt. He turned to the servant that still was
waiting there. “Is my cousin at home?”
he asked.
“She is,” Mistrial announced, “but
not to you.”
“In that case,” Thorold
answered, “I must speak to someone in her stead.”
Mistrial made a gesture, and the servant withdrew.
“I have to inform my cousin,”
Thorold continued, “that Mr. Metuchen came to
me this evening and said that when my uncle died he
was in debt ”
“Stuff and nonsense!”
“He asked me to come and acquaint
Justine with the facts. They are here.”
With this Thorold produced a roll of papers. “Be
good enough to explain to her,” he added, “that
this is the inventory of the estate.” And,
extending the documents to his host, he turned and
disappeared.
In the cataleptic attitude of one
standing to be photographed Mistrial listened to the
retreating steps; he heard Thorold descend the stairs,
cross the vestibule, and pass from the house.
It seemed to him even that he caught the sound of
his footfall on the pavement without. But presently
that, too, had gone. He turned and looked down
the hall. Justine’s door was closed.
Then at once, without seeking a seat, he fumbled through
the papers that he held. The gas-jet above his
head fell on the rigid lines. In the absence
of collusion and from whence should such
a thing come? in the absence of that, they
were crystal in their clarity.
There were the assets. Shares
in mines that did not exist, bonds of railways that
were bankrupt, loans on Western swamps, the house on
Madison Avenue, mortgaged to its utmost value, property
on the Riverside, ditto. And so on and so forth
till the eye wearied and the heart sickened of the
catalogue. Then came the debit account. Amounts
due to this estate, to that, and to the other, a list
of items extending down an entire page of foolscap
and extending over onto the next. There a balance
had been struck. Instead of millions Honest Paul
had left dishonor. Swindled by the living, he
had swindled the dead.
“So much for trusting a man
that bawls Amen in church,” mused Mistrial.
As yet the completeness and amplitude
of the disaster had not reached him. While he
ran the papers over he feigned to himself that it was
all some trick of Thorold’s, one that he would
presently see through and understand; and even as
he grasped the fact that it was not a trick at all,
that it was truth duly signed and attested, even then
the disaster seemed remote, affecting him only after
the manner of that wound which, received in the heat
of battle, is unnoticed by the victim until its gravity
makes him reel. Then at once in the distance the
future on which he had counted faded and grew blank.
Where it had been brilliant it was obscure, and that
obscurity, increasing, walled back the horizon and
reached up and extended from earth to sky. The
papers fell from his nerveless hand, fright had visited
him, and he wheeled like a rat surprised. Surely,
he reflected, if safety there were or could be, that
safety was with Justine.
In a moment he was at her door.
He tried it. It was locked. He beat upon
it and called aloud, “Justine.”
No answer came. He bent his head
and listened. Through the woodwork he could hear
but the faintest rustle, and he called again, “Justine.”
Then from within came the melody of
her voice: “Who is it?”
“It is I,” he answered,
and straightened himself. It seemed odd to him
she did not open the door at once. “I want
a word with you,” he added, after a pause.
But still the door was locked.
“Justine,” he called again,
“do you not hear me? I want to speak to
you.”
Then through the slender woodwork
at his side a whisper filtered, the dumb voice of
one whom madness may have in charge.
“It is not to speak you come, it is to kill.”
“Justine!” he cried.
All the agony of his life he distilled into her name,
“Justine!”
“You killed your child before,
you shall not kill another now.”